#but yeah they're great cause I don't need to get my laptop to do them so it's much quicker and easier for me

[iguessitsjustme]

The Boy Next World Ep 7 Thoughts

Everyone be proud of me I left the house today and was social. It was great. Even if it meant I couldn't watch shows until later. It's good for me to not be a hermit every once in a while. But now. It is time. If you had told me a month ago that I would be enjoying both a Jittirain show AND a MAME show at the same time, I would have looked at you like you had two heads, seven arms, and drank the sun out of an enchanted goblet. But that's what's happening. Shoutout Perfect 10 Liners can't wait to see where that show is going with this final couple. But you aren't here for that. You are reading this because for some reason y'all like my liveblogs. I'm just a silly little guy posting some thoughts and some of you seem to enjoy my thoughts and I appreciate y'all and love y'all. And you can continue to find my thoughts under the cut:

At some point in this watch, I will be interrupted by my pizza being delivered. I hope. Otherwise that pizza is taking too long to get to me.

Awww cuddle babies

It concerns me that every time I try to watch this show, screaming children appear outside my apartment.

Phu's friends are so incredibly caring.

I get Phu. He goes alone every year. Even though he has so many friends that would be willing to go with him and support him in his grief. I, too, prefer to grieve alone. I think him agreeing to let Cir be there was a little bit for him but more for Cir. Because he knew how worried Cir would be if he went alone.

This theme song still slaps.

I still don't understand the hourglass. And I have decided I don't need to understand it. Just like last week, I'm just vibin. Very mind off show for me. I am enjoying just letting this show do whatever it wants forever. I want this show to blow my mind which means I gotta turn my mind off to ignore some things. So I am actually having a great time. Love all the characters and honestly as long as I love the characters, I'm going to like a show even if the plot is whack. I don't think this plot is whack though. I'm rambling. Someone stop me…oh a message. Perfect timing to stop the ramble. God bless

This is me on a tuk tuk

Also I was so confused when I saved this screenshot because there were none for episode 6 and then I had to remember I didn't have my laptop last weekend. Those were dark times. Dark times indeed.

Awww hand holding. They're sweet

That means this episode is gonna hurt me

Fuck yeah pizza time! Right when our boys start to eat. Thank GOD. I was starving.

I don't care what the show tells me about Phu's mom. I hate her for abandoning her child to deal with his grief on his own. Yeah, she was grieving but she put her own emotional needs over that of her CHILD. And I cannot forgive her for that. Poor Phu.

This show loves mirrors. I wonder why this show called *checks notes* The Boy Next World with implications of *looks down at notes again* parallel worlds loves mirrors so much.

I also love the mirrors. Love a good mirror shot.

Oh this lie is hurting both of them right now so much. "Why does that world Phu have a Cir and I don't" oh baby boy you're breaking my heart. Phu is literally just the sweetest little bean. I hope Cir confesses soon and gets forgiven and they can be in love and happy forever. They don't even need to worry about Cir's mom cause I'll just hire some *cough cough* hitmen to take care of it (they might be retired but I think I can convince them to make an exception. Y'all know they don't like evil mothers)

Why was Cir on that street in the past? Was he stalking Phu? Did he just happen to be there? To be clear, I don't care about the answer, I just want to know.

JIN AND WIM MY BELOVEDS.

Are these two healthy? No. Do I love them? Yes.

I love that Phu does let his friends see him every year but only after he goes alone to see his dad. There's something about that specifically that just hits for me.

Same actor for Thorn. Appreciated. However the implications about this universe now are hilarious to me. Somewhere in TharnType there must be a mind reader. Just because it is so funny. Take this world with complete zero supernatural elements and then in a different show years later, just add some. They were always there but hidden to everyone.

Cir if you don't tell this baby boy soon, I will be throwing hands with you. As much as I love you, I will cut you if you do not confess and put my sweet little angel out of his misery

Boy if there's an unspoken rule not to disturb Phu, why you there? (Do not misunderstand I think him showing up is actually very sweet. Checking on his baby cousin and all).

I love the use of piano in this show.

Don't ask me if this soundtrack is good. I don't know. But what I do know is that I enjoy it. Overall as a soundtrack, I'm pretty sure it's mid, but my god do I vibe with all of the choices it's made. So I'm biased.

Did y'all hear that? That was me screaming

I'm not a fan of kissing to shut someone up. I'm also not a fan of kissing without consent. However, here, I'm gonna ignore that because I love these two and also Jin can read Wim's mind and he knows that Jin felt something earlier. I also think Jin is about to push Wim off of him and scold him too. Very old school of this couple and weirdly, I'm not mad at it. Who have I become?

Why is there light on only one side. WHY IS ONE SIDE DARK.

And now it's Cir in the light? What does it MEAN. No one tell me I don't want to know.

Fully in the dark now. Surely, that has nothing to do with Cir's LIE and how Phu loves him yet doesn't know he gets to keep him forever and forever and forever.

Cir comes in and brings the light with him. Lighting up Phu but remaining in the dark himself until he walks himself into Phu's light (that he brought). I'm sure this means nothing.

Screaming children go AHWAY

I suppose I'll allow it. Since it's not another guitar.

Okay this is for sure not the song he is playing. Or at least they definitely overlaid it. But as far as instrument playing goes, I can believe he plays the flute at least a little.

Just a little. I'm not a flautist but it seemed about 1/10 realistic to me but considering what I've seen in the past, I will gladly take that. *stares OMSN right in the eyeballs*

These two. Always with the tongue.

FINGERS IN THE MOUTH CIR YOU INSANE MAN

Should have confessed the secret before sleeping with him.

Dark and light side of the bed again. Again, sure it means NOTHING.

Phu is actually an excellent communicator.

I told y'all they were too cute in the beginning and therefore this episode would hurt me and NOW LOOK WHAT THEY'VE DONE

I BEG YOUR PARDON

Now did this show really need this specific drama?

Yes. Yes it did. I don't care. Give me ALL the dramatics.

THE FUCK

[thatsitso]

Battle Angel Alita

[selfloverrrrrr]

Helloooo... so i was thinking of like a request of Gojo and Geto getting mad because of what the reader was doing in public and like they both have sex w/ each other so like a threesome pls!

(I CANT THINK STRAIGHT FU-)

Play hard...?

Warning: Smut, unprotected Sex, rough sex, teasing, anal sex, nipple play, blow job, threesom....

( All characters are aged up/18+)

Minors Do Not Interact

Read the warnings carefully....if you don't like my stories block me not report

Y/n's POV

It's tough to find a perfect job. Especially when my college is going on. I'm a college student. And I'm not financially rich... and I really need to find a job. And I'm applying for some jobs too.

One day I was looking at my laptop for a job thing. "What you doing, babygirl" a voice came from nowhere. I looked. It was Gojo. "Gojo can you just stop calling me that?!" I said. "Oh but you liked it last night" he said with a smirk. "😑 We never did anything" I said. "Yeah I know but if I say it loud everyone will think we did" Gojo whispered. "What are you two doing?" A voice came. We looked at it. And it was Geto. "No....not both of you together right now" I sighed. "But you said you like threesom when it's me and Suguru " Gojo said with a smirk. I glared at him. "What kind of fun do you get spreading misinformation?" I asked. "That you'll maybe make the misinformation true " Gojo said. "Maybe?.... definitely " this time Geto said smirking.

"God I can't with you two!" I sighed. "Heyyy... sorry I'm late... what are you all doing?" Shoko asked. "I'm doing some serious work and this two dumbs trying to make me angry " I replied. "Why?... What did they do?" Shoko asked. "Nothing...was trying to impress her to have threesom with us" Geto said wrapping an arm around Gojo's shoulder. "Ewwwww" Shoko said and I laughed at the comment. Gojo and Geto both gave a 😑 reaction. "Tf do you mean eww?!" Gojo asked.

"That she won't have threesom with you two...so go and fuck each other" Shoko said. "We do" Geto replied. "We all know! What she meant by saying that is stop disturbing me! Idiot" I said laughing. "Idiot? Ok I take it as a pet name" Gojo said. "What are you doing anyways?" Geto asked. "What else? Some work to get a job" I said. "You don't need to work that hard to get a job.... I'll give you my entire bank account" Gojo said. "No I don't want to work like a whore " I said. "Oh come on... you're gonna marry us...that won't be a whore!" Geto said. "Anyways don't listen to them.... did you get any job?" Shoko asked. "Not yet but there's this small company of naobito zenin...I think I'm gonna get a job on this company..... they said they're impressed by my interview " I replied. "OMG that's great.... I'm happy for you " Shoko said. I thanked her with a laugh.

Few days passed. It was an evening. I was getting ready cause me and Shoko decided to go to the bar today. I wore a short black dress. I was touching up my make up when my phone rang. I saw it was an unknown number. I picked up the call. "Hello?" I answered. "Hello ma'am I'm talking from noabito company...are you miss y/n?" a man said from the other side. "Oh yes yes... I'm y/n" I said. "Ma'am your job is confirmed. We liked your interview we're going to send you an email in a minute... you just have fill up that...are you interested in this job?" The man asked. I became so much happy. "Yes yes... I'm interested!!!" I said. We talked a bit then end the call.

I was too excited that I finally got the job! I quickly opened my laptop and a email popped up. I opened it. It was from the job. But the strange thing is.... that company was noabito zenin's. But instead of Zenin there was written Gojo. Tf?! I got shocked. When I scrolled down I saw in the CEO's name there was supposed to be noabito zenin but instead there was written.... CEO of this company - Gojo Satoru. My eyes widened. It didn't take much time to understand that Gojo brought this company. He heard I applied in this company that day. I clenched my fist. My blood was boiling. I quickly filled up that form and send it to the company.

I run out of my room and locked the door. Then I run towards Gojo's room. I knocked on the door. Geto opened the door. "Where's Gojo?" I asked. "Inside...why?" He replied. I didn't say anything and went inside the room. I saw Gojo standing in the next room scrolling through his phone in his hand. He looked at me when he heard me enter. "Y/n.... what are you doing here? Did you agreed to have threesom wit-" before he could complete his sentence I slapped him. His face turned to the side from the slap. The whole room became silent. "Tf is wrong with you?! Why don't you fucking leave me alone????!!!!!" I said with grinded teeth.

"What the!!!! What happened?!" Geto said from behind me. "Satoru??? What happened?!" Geto asked again. "Do I look like I know what happened?!" Gojo said glaring at me. "You bought the company because you heard me that day in college, didn't you?" I asked looking at Gojo. "Oh Satoru you didn't tell me you bought that" Geto said. "Oh so you were also in his plan!" I said looking at Geto. "Yes I was" he replied. "Tf do you two think of me huh? A whore or something???!!!.... I'm late I've to go to the bar with Shoko that's why I'm leaving right now... I'm gonna talk about this again!" I said and went out of their room.

Me and Shoko headed to the bar. I didn't tell her anything cause I don't wanna ruin the night. I put a smile on my face and went with her. We were enjoying the bar. Dancing, drinking, enjoying. Some time later a male appear next to us. "Hey Shoko" the male said. We looked at him. It was Haibara. He's Shoko's boyfriend. "Oh hey... you here?" Shoko asked. "Yeah heard you're here so thought to come too" Haibara replied. "You missed me?" Shoko teased. "More than missed you.... come with me, please" Haibara said. "Uh...but" Shoko said and looked at me. "It's okey Shoko.... go enjoy!!" I said with a smile. She smiled back. "Ok...see you later then" Shoko replied and went with Haibara.

I was sitting there and having some more drinks. Suddenly a male sit next to me. I looked at him. He was smirking at me. "Hello ~" he said. "Hey" I replied. "What are you doing alone" he asked. "Actually I was with my friend... but she got busy" I replied. "You're looking sexy" he said and his eyes trailed over my body. "Oh?" I replied. "Yeah... that colour suits you so much" he said leaning against the counter. "Well....Thank you" I replied. "So? What plans do you have for tonight?" He asked with a smirk. I was about to reply when I heard someone's voice from my behind.

"Heyyy.." the voice said. I turned my head to see Geto standing behind me. "What are you doing?" He asked. He was standing so close to me. I could feel his breath on my shoulder. "What the fuck are you doing here?" I asked. "Our choice" another voice said. It was Gojo. I rolled my eyes. "Suguru asked you something" Gojo said. "Can't you see??? I'm talking with someone" I replied rudely and turned my head towards that guy. Gojo's and Geto's eyes drifted to that guy too.

"we're talking with you" Gojo said. "And I'm ignoring you" Gojo pinned me to the wall next to me. "Lower your voice.... I'm the owner of the company you work for " Gojo said. "Satoru you don't have to be hard on her " Geto said. Gojo was too serious. He was staring deep into my eyes. I've never seen him this serious. "Come with us" geto said. "No I replied" I replied. "No? Gonna kill every man you gonna talk... and you know we're capable of that" Gojo said tilting his head to a side. I stared at him. Then? They dragged me out of the bar.

Then there was I, in their room, on my fours. All of our clothes were on the floor. Gojo thrusting his dick in my mouth and Geto in my pussy from back. I squeezed my eyes. Tears flowing down. Because both of them were too much big. My mouth was wide open. Gojo's dick inside my mouth taking the whole length in slowly. It was too big. Gojo's breath hitched. He threw his head back mouth wide open. He grabbed my hair telling me to suck hard. I slowly sucked his dick and his legs shook. He bobbed my head up and down. His tip was poking the back of my throat. He grabbed my hair and started bobbing my head up and down faster. "Oh god...oh god.... don't...ahhhh... don't stop!!!!" Gojo moaned out loudly. He was bobbing my head up and down faster and faster. He suddenly felt that Gojo was close. In a few minutes he came inside my mouth. He grabbed my chin "Swallow it y/n" Gojo said looking at me. I swallowed his cum.

On the other hand Geto was thrusting too. He was slamming his whole dick inside me. I moaned. My legs were shaking with pleasure. And he was liking it so much. His thurst became harder and harder. I clenched around him tightly and he moaned loudly " ughhhhhh....ahhh s-so...ahhhh....so f-fucking tight, this pussy might be the death of me!!!" he started rubbing my clit with his thumb and I squeezed the bedsheet to control myself. With a few more thurst I came. He was still thursting roughly. I felt his cock pulsing inside me. Within a minute he came inside me I could feel his seed inside me. He pulled out. "You're ready for the round two..huh?" Gojo whispered in my ear and I blushed and I was breathless.

Both of them crashed their mouth on my each breast. Sucking, biting, licking harshly. I moaned and grabbed on each of their hair. They were so rough on my breasts.

They licked my belly and each of them squeezed each of my breast. I grabbed sheet and squeezed my eyes shut. "Uhhah..... eyes on us princess" Geto said and I did. They bite on my nipple. "P-Please" I moaned. " Please what baby?" Gojo asked. " Please fuck me already!!!" I moaned out. "Good girl, now you're begging for it, huh?" Gojo whispered.

Gojo threw himself on the bed and said " you're gonna ride me, baby" I get on him and sit on his dick slowly. The pain was too much. I almost screamed. " Shh... it's okey it's okey....take your time" they said. After I adjust the size I nooded and Geto went behind and put his dick inside me in anal position. Then I started riding Gojo and Geto started thursting in and out. Three of us were moaning mess. Gojo's one hand grabbed the bedsheet and another grabbed one of my breast. On other side Geto's one hand grabbed my waist and another one grabbed my another breast.

Time passed. Their Thursting became faster, rougher and harder. Sound of my screaming, our moaning, skin slapping filled the whole room. I felt their dicks twitch inside me. Then I came again. Came allover Gojo's dick. With a few more thurst both of them came again. We all flipped on the bed panting.

"Look.... told you a long ago... it's not like whore we're not gonna make you a whore!" Geto said. "More importantly.... told you....you gonna be begging for more end of the night" Gojo said with a smirk. I looked away from them with a red face.

Give me your requests guys....

I love when you give me your requests 💕

[loquarocoeur]

alex I am so sorry to send another fucking ask but like. I needed to okay, (also doing my first ask on a laptop was a mistake bc I can type at the speed of light here and this got way too long oops?)

something I've thought and wondered about before was the idea of what would happen should max & charles ever be interrupted while max is in subspace. you've covered a funnier side like a regular walk in during sex and both of them just being like Would U Fuck Off, but subspace is different. like perhaps its something just like someone at the apartment door that actually does really need answering, an urgent work call one of them forgot about, someone in an area they are unexpectedly that maybe doesn't see them but their presence is enough to panic max.

if its more the physical presence of someone, even just in another room etc, obviously max would lose 20 years of his life at the idea of anyone but charles seeing him in subspace, its a painfully private vulnerable part of him for charles and charles alone. it'd rock him, obviously.

or if it was more along the line of a phone call or situation where one of them needs to be physically present, how would max feel but also how would charles deal with juggling the Important Thing He Forgot To Do while also soothing a very down very subby max. obviously a first idea is just making the problem Go Away, etc, but a. I like to work scenarios through and b. it'd be enough of a bubble intrusion to cause a shift in the atmosphere anyway.

its not even meant to be like especially angsty if you don't want because heavy shit aint always the vibe. you don't need to know like a definite answer here, or have even thought about it before. I just particularly enjoy the dynamic of subspace itself and wanted to chat (and accidentally send u half an essay about) it. hell you don't need to have a fuckin clue I just wanted to float you my brain thinky stuff bc why not <3

apologies again that I've sent u an ask the length of war and peace

~ swanon 🦢

Yeah I think considering their careers this is definitely a thing that happens at some point.

I think the first time it's probably just the door or something and Max thinks he's going to be fine if Charles just leaves to answer it quickly, but turns out it is not fine and Charles can't just leave him because he will absolutely panic

Also it's probably also more subtle that Max's, but I think Charles also kind of gets into a kind of domspace during sex as much as Max gets into a subspace and even though he finds it much easier to snap himself out of it or multitask with it, it's still a thing and he'd probably need a second too

So I think it obviously does happen like several times to the point that sometimes they either just put it off for a few minutes until they're out of that headspace enough to do the 'important thing' or Charles just ends up taking Max with and letting him just cling onto him behind the door while Charles peeks his head out to sign for a package or smth lol and also let's be real, Charles is not above answering phone calls while he is actively inside of Max

So basically I think it's either Make The Thing Go Away or if that's not an option just Multitask

But yeah I don't think it would end up too great if anyone walked in on them while Max is like actually properly in subspace because yeah that's not something Max wants anybody to see except Charles and it's also not something Charles wants to share with anyone else because it's just like private and personal and it means something to them yknow. And Charles also kind of has the responsibility of taking care of things when Max is like that so he would feel like absolute shit about it even if it wasn't his fault like at all.

Yeah I don't even know what would happen but I don't think they would blame each other at all, if it was bad enough they'd probably end up having a joint breakdown about it crying at the same time like no no I'm sorry it's my fault, no it's mine etc until they finally agree it was nobody's fault and finally calm the fuck down and feel slightly bad for whoever they accidentally traumatised just now

[makeitmingi]

Cause Baby You're My Muse [Chapter 22]

Genre: Romance, Idol!AU, Music, Slight angst

Pairing: Mingi x Reader (y/n)

Characters: Producer!Reader, IdolLyricist!Mingi, IdolProducer!Hongjoong, Idol!Seonghwa, Idol!Yunho, Idol!Wooyoung, Idol!San, Idol!Yeosang, Idol!Jongho, cameo(s) by other celebrities

Summary: You always preferred producing underground, having an unknown face and governed by your own rules. But when you start freelancing for idol groups, you say goodbye to your lone wolf lifestyle as you learn to work with idol producers and lyricists.

Word count: 3.3K

You walked into KQ, fingers drumming against your coffee cup nervously. You felt like you couldn't sit or stand still. Even as you stood in the lift, your foot tapped against the floor impatiently. This was too much stress for you.

"Indi. You're going to turn blue. Breathe." Hongjoong said as he met you outside the lift. You had texted him, telling him you were feeling so nervous you felt like you were going to throw up.

"If they hate all my songs, they're going to cancel my contract." You whimpered. Just the thought made you dizzy.

"Stop that." Hongjoong scolded, fanning your face.

"Did you sleep at all?" Hongjoong asked.

"No... I couldn't sleep, thinking I should have sent in another song." You sighed. Hongjoong placed his hands on your shoulders, massaging them to try and help you relieve the tension.

"What would calm you down now? I would offer you a shot but you shouldn't drink now." Hongjoong tried to lighten the mood.

"You're terrible at comforting people." You wailed.

"I don't know how to do this! Seonghwa is the one that comforts the kids, not me." Hongjoong panicked, patting your back to soothe you. He led you to your studio first to at least put your bag down. You grabbed your laptop and iPad, sipping the remains of your coffee and grabbing an energy drink from the fridge.

"Umm, maybe you shouldn't..." Hongjoong gulped as he watched your empty two cans of energy drink into the empty cup where your coffee was previously.

"I need to keep awake and focused." You closed the cup and took a sip, cringing at the taste.

"I don't even like energy drinks." You groaned.

Today was the big producer meeting. You had submitted your tracks last week for the deliberation of the KQ executives. They will be discussing which songs made it into Ateez's next album.

"Are you sure you can't be there?" You asked. Both Mingi and Hongjoong couldn't go for the meeting because all the boys had a recording schedule.

"Haven't you done song evaluations before though?" Hongjoong asked from his seat on your couch.

"No... People usually come to me and tell me they want my song. Now it's the other way, I'm convincing them to use my songs. I don't know how I'm going to do that." You hung your head.

You didn't know why you were so nervous when you were usually nonchalant and calm about this. As much as you knew he would have brought comfort, you even told Mingi not to come over last night. You just needed to be on your own.

"It's out of your hands now. If they pick it, that's great. If not, we'll try next time. You're not getting fired." Hongjoong assured.

"Can you and Seonghwa be there when I'm done, please?" You requested. Of course you would want Mingi there but you didn't want to make it too obvious.

"We'll be back as soon as the schedule is over." Hongjoong held your hand. You nodded with a forced smile.

"I have to go now. Will you be okay?" Hongjoong tilted his head.

"Yeah. I'll see you later."

"Okay. Don't psych yourself out." Hongjoong wrapped an arm around you to give you a tight hug before leaving your studio. You ran your fingers through your hair and sat down in front of your desk.

"Indigo? You good? Hongjoong came and told me to check up on you." Eden poked his head in through the open door to your studio. You pulled your mask up and turned around to face him. That was when he saw the expression on your face and let out a laugh. He knew that nervous look all too well.

"Are you nervous? I can see it in your eyes." Eden asked.

"I've... never done this before. What if I suck?" You gulped. To that, Eden laughed again.

"If you suck, I wouldn't have convinced the bosses to bring you in to work with Ateez. It's okay to be nervous for your first album meeting." Eden chuckled, folding his arms.

"There have been times where they didn't like any songs we submitted and made us redo everything. It happens." He comforted.

"I'm usually collected with such situations. I don't know why I'm so nervous." You confessed.

"It's normal to feel that way. I'm sure they don't have such evaluation meetings underground, do they?" Eden smiled. You shook your head, sipping your energy drink.

"After the meeting, go home and head straight to bed. You need to sleep." He said. You nodded in agreement. Once this was over, you were going to sleep and hopefully have Mingi there with you. You had to admit you slept better with him around.

"Thank you, Eden." You looked up at him. In that moment, Eden saw you as just a kid, not the mysteriously aloof underground Producer Indigo.

"Don't mention it. I'll come get you later so we can go for the meeting together." He patted your head.

While waiting for the time of the meeting to come, you decided to work on your OST project. Hongjoong had given you some great tips and Maddox had also given some input and advice.

'Prod Indigo: You have 1 pending chat'

Since you weren't too busy, you decided to click on the chat. This was an online chat where people usually got in touch with you.

'Is this really Prod. Indigo? - Anon'

'Yes. Profile is verified. - Prod. Indigo'

*User has changed their username*

'Hi, Indigo. It's Pdogg from Big Hit Entertainment. It's nice to meet you. - Pdogg'

'Likewise, you've brought a lot of recognition to the producing scene for the work you do with BTS so it's an honour. What can I do for you? - Prod. Indigo'

Pdogg was known everywhere as BTS' producer. He was probably the highest paid producer in the country, gaining a lot of recognition for his hits with the globally famous group. While you didn't know much about BTS, being in the producing scene, you definitely knew of Pdogg's work and the other Big Hit and HYBE producers.

'You're very talented and we have a spot open on the producing team here at Big Hit. I'm basically reaching out to ask if you would like to join us here. - Pdogg'

'I understand you like your identity to remain anonymous. We will do anything to ensure your identity remains hidden. - Pdogg'

'Wow. I expected the proposal of a collaboration. Not the offer of a job. - Prod. Indigo'

'Hahaha, we like your work and think you would be a great addition to the team. Now that you've started working with more Kpop groups, we thought it would be a good time to reach out. - Pdogg'

'Thank you for the offer. I'll definitely consider it. - Prod. Indigo'

'I understand you're currently on a freelance contract with KQ, right? You're working with Ateez. - Pdogg'

'Yes, I'm working with Edenary on their comeback. I'm surprised, I guess news does travel with producers. - Prod. Indigo'

'Alright, let's talk again when your contract is up. We'll keep the spot open for you so no rush. Or if you'd like to join us now, I've cleared it with the higher ups and HYBE Labels is willing to pay the severence fee to KQ. - Pdogg'

'Thank you for the offer but I will be staying with KQ, at least until my contract here is up. I won't go back on my word. But we'll be in contact again. - Prod. Indigo'

'Great. Speak to you soon! - Pdogg'

'Have a nice day. - Prod. Indigo'

Closing the chatroom, you let out a sigh. You knew deep down that this was a big opportunity for you.

"They've worked hard for me to just leave like that." You looked over to the group picture of you and Ateez on your desk, taken during song camp.

For now, you were just going to keep this to yourself. It didn't involve anyone else except you since the offer was for after your contract with KQ finishes. But the idea of being signed to a company 'permanently' was daunting. You pushed the thought aside and continued working on your OST project.

RINGGGGGG

"Hello? Mings?" You answered, putting the phone on speaker.

"Hey. I heard from Hongjoong hyung that you were really nervous about the meeting so I wanted to call and ask if you were doing okay since I couldn't see you last night."

"Honestly just hearing your voice now is making me feel so much better. I should have asked you over last night." You said.

"You'll be fine, okay? Trust me. Breathe, calm yourself down. I'm there with you."

"I really hope they pick the group song. You guys worked so hard on it and I just want them to give it a chance." You sighed.

"That's what we want too. But we know that the decision isn't up to us. If they don't pick it, it won't be your fault. We understand that there are a multitide of reasons."

"I should have come over last night... Made sure you at least got a few hours of sleep."

"No, Mings. It's not your fault, I wouldn't have been able to sleep at all. But can I see you after your schedule? If it's bad news, I might need you comfort me. If it's good news, I need you to celebrate with me." You requested.

"Of course. I'll see you later today then. Good luck."

"Thank you. You too, be safe while you're recording." You smiled softly at the phone before he hung up. Now that made you feel slightly better.

"Indigo? Ready to go?" Eden came.

"Yeah." You saved your work before you packed up what you needed and left with Eden.

"The last time I was here. I was signing a contract with you. Today, I feel like my contract is going to be dissolved." You tried to make a joke but it somehow made you feel worse.

"They aren't going to dissolve your contract. Calm down, you're only scaring yourself at this point." Eden chuckled.

"Ready?" He asked, putting a hand on the door handle. You took a deep breath and nodded, putting your best game face on to hide your nerves.

"Good morning." You and Eden greeted the executives as you entered. While waiting for the other Edenary members to come in, you opened your laptop and got your iPad ready to take any notes that you might need.

"So Indigo, how has it been working with Edenary and the Ateez members?" The CEO, Kim Kyuwook, asked.

"They've all been great, all very hard workers. I've learnt a lot from working with them, both the producing team and the Ateez members themselves." You replied.

"Glad to hear. They're good boys, all 8 of them, with great potential." Kyuwook smiled.

"I agree." You said stiffly.

"I hear you've been doing great work with them. I'm happy to hear that." He wouldn't be so happy to know you've been in an unsaid courtship with one of the members. You gulped at the thought.

"Sorry, we're here. Let's begin." The last members of Edenary entered the room and the executives turned to CEO to start the meeting. He began to recap the main concepts that was discussed with Eden the last time they met. Eden had conveyed all of this to the team, including Hongjoong and Mingi.

"This is our marketing executive." The CEO introduced and sat back down in his seat.

"So we've received and thoroughly reviewed all the songs that have been submitted last week." The marketing executive stood up to speak, taking over from the CEO.

"These are the songs we have picked. The star indicates the title song and the rest will be the b-side songs." He explained.

Seonghwa and Hongjoong were waiting outside the conference room for you. They were in their plain clothes but didn't bother to remove their make up.

"Thank you for your time."

"Looking forward to see your work."

The two straightened up when they noticed all the producers bowing and exchanging niceties with the executives as they exited the meeting room. But Hongjoong and Seonghwa didn't approach, remaining unseen by their bosses.

"Indi." Hongjoong called out to you. You looked up, your face void of any emotion. Seonghwa cast Hongjoong a worried glance.

"Let's go to my studio." You spoke. The two nodded and walked with you to your studio.

"It's okay-" Seonghwa was ready to comfort you when you fell against him, your legs giving out from the rollercoaster of emotions you've been experiencing the entire day.

"They liked it..." You said softly.

"What?" Hongjoong couldn't hear.

"They loved it. The group song from song camp, everything. They want it to be the secondary track for promotion." You looked up at Seonghwa and Hongjoong.

"They really liked it? That's great news, princess." Seonghwa stroked your head while Hongjoong cheered and jumped excitedly.

"I'm so happy. It's all thanks to you guys, your hard work and dedication. The CEO loved it and knew the fans would appreciate it. And they want my other song to be the title song. So 2 songs out of 3 got picked." You added. Hongjoong and Seonghwa both hugged you like proud parents.

"You did it! We knew you could do it." Hongjoong grinned.

"We're so proud of you." Seonghwa kissed your forehead. Hongjoong took his phone out to call the others.

"Indigo did it! Our group song is going to be in our next album! And our title track was also one of the songs that we submitted." He said into the phone.

"They liked our song?!"

"Woooo!!!"

"Knew you could do it, Indigo!"

You heard cheers of happiness and congratulations through the chaos on the other end of the call.

"Thank you. Everything aside, I'm just really so happy they liked to group produced song. You guys worked so hard while we were at song camp to produce that song, that's why they could feel your dedication." You said.

"We have to celebrate this win! For our track and for Indigo's own track being chosen as the title track." Seonghwa suggested, earning cheers of approval.

"Yeah! Let's have Korean beef! Hongjoong hyung's treat."

"Yah, Choi Jongho. You're very good at giving out money that isn't yours." Hongjoong scolded the maknae.

"Hyung, you have to show your support and love. Even if you don't play into the family thing, you said she's practically the little sister you never had."

"I'll do that but that doesn't mean I have to pay for you guys too. She's the one that got the achievement." Hongjoong scowled.

"But we're a family, hyung."

"I'm hanging up." Hongjoong didn't even let them protest before he hung up on them, putting the phone in his back pocket. Your phone buzzed in your pocket and you didn't need to check to know who the text was from. Thankfully Seonghwa and Hongjoong didn't hear. You knew Mingi was texting you.

"Your hardwork paid off. See? I told you they won't dissolve your contract or fire you." Hongjoong patted your head, making your cheeks heat up in embarrassment.

"Fire you? Yah, Indigo ah... You seriously scare yourself too much." Seonghwa clicked his tongue in disapproval.

"I'm grateful I have the two of you here with me. I don't have parents but who cares when I have the two of you who always encourage me. Thank you." You wrapped your arms around them to hug them.

"We're glad we can support you and give you the confidence you need." Seonghwa smiled.

"Okay! Time for you to go home and sleep. We will celebrate tomorrow or this weekend." Hongjoong said.

"You really didn't sleep last night?" Seonghwa's eyes widened.

"Why are you still surprised?" Hongjoong scoffed but he meant it more as a disapproving scoff to you. Seonghwa shook his head with a small frown while you shrunk back.

"We're supposed to be celebrating! Not focusing on my bad working habits." You squeaked. However, you did pack up your bag and the two made sure that their manager sent you straight home before they went back to the dorm.

'Hwa and Joong sent me home. I'm going to sleep for a bit. You can let yourself in if I'm not awake. - Indigo'

'Alright. Sleep tight. - Mings'

You threw your work back in your studio before going to take a shower. As you stood under the running water, you couldn't help but the soft smile on your face.

"We did it." You said to yourself, letting a sigh of relief. All the hard work and stress paid off.

You were happy to be able to prove yourself since this was technically your first project 'above ground' and working with an actual company, not through a ghost serve like usual.

"Haneul!" You were drying your hair when you called Haneul.

"Unnie! Did you win?" She asked. When you told Haneul you had an important work thing, she could only liken it to a competition.

"I guess you can say that." You chuckled. As much as you tried to explain to her that it wasn't a win/lose type of competition, she still didn't really understand it. But she was so adorable in cheering you on to 'win' and 'get first place' that you didn't bother correcting her anymore and let her be.

"Yay! Unnie is the best!"

"I was only able to win because I had you cheering me on. We'll celebrate when I go meet you this weekend, okay? Eat delicious food and play." You melted.

"Okay! Will the oppas be there too?" She asked excitedly. Now Haneul wanted to involve Ateez in all your plans.

"If they aren't working. No promises on that." You replied. She hummed in acknowledgement.

After speaking with Haneul, you went to sleep. The previous night of not sleeping and the nights before that of broken sleep finally caught up to you. When you woke up, it was past 8pm.

"Is Mingi not here yet?" You rubbed your eye, checking your phone. But there was no text or call from him.

"Mings? Are you here?" You turned on the living room lights. Your eyes widened as you froze, seeing your living room all decorated. There were balloons and a cake on the coffee table. Soft hip hop music played in the background.

"Mingi? Where are you? What is this...?" You went up to the cake to read the writing.

'Will you be my girlfriend?'

Someone cleared their throat and you whipped your head around to see Mingi standing by the kitchen with a bouquet of flowers in his hands. He pushed up the glasses that was slipping down his nose.

"Mings..." You were speechless.

"I know I said I would wait for you to talk about us. But I felt that I should at least properly ask you out first." Mingi said.

"I see... Wow, this is definitely a surprise. I was so deep in sleep I didn't even know you came in and did all this." You gestured to the decorations in the living room. Mingi rubbed the back of his neck.

"I was careful to be quiet and not wake you. Do you like it?" He asked. You nodded in confirmation.

"You don't have to say yes or no right now if you're not ready to talk about it. I just wanted to ask you in case you thought I wasn't serious or anything." Mingi rambled nervously. You laughed, stepping up to him to receive his flowers. You were grateful that Mingi patiently waited for you.

"Thank you for waiting. And yes, I'll be your girlfriend." You giggled. Mingi broke into a big grin, wrapping his arms around you to lift you up. You squealed as he spun you around excitedly.

"I can finally call you mine." Mingi put his hands on your cheeks and pressed his lips against yours.

~

Series Masterlist

[test-and-mint]

January's Guild Wars Journal

I've spent the last year or two really dragged into Guild Wars 2. I could gush about this game for hours, and I figured the best way to do that was to keep a monthly log of what I see and do. But first, we might need some context.

What the heck is Guild Wars 2?

Guild Wars 2 is an MMO, and one of the best on the market in my opinion. I've dabbled in MMO's as a kid on a shitty laptop, they barely ran well and were usually F2P games that I couldn't afford to actually get into. The genre didn't really click with me until I played Final Fantasy XIV. A great game I poured over 5 years into that I feel like I mostly outgrew. No fault to the game itself, almost entirely my tastes changing as I got more familiar with the genre.

I floated from game to game until my buddy dragged me to try GW2 and man it was almost immediate. It's focus on exploration and attempts to encourage you to participate in the world hooked me in ways I didn't expect. The overworlds are these sprawling maps with ever increasing verticality. So far in my experience with the base game, the zones are filled to the brim with detailed interactions and a variety of boss events that often require at least 2 people to keep it from being too overwhelming.

This is Golmelo. She's not my first character, but she's the first one that clicked with me after I started playing again.

She's a Sylvari, basically a tree person. They're born fully grown and are magically connected by "The Dream." It's kinda hard to describe as anything other than a shared subconscious. At the center of this all, The Pale Tree. A sort of benevolent God-King, for lack of a better term, to the Sylvari.

Currently in the plot, I'm in the middle of a grand plot involving Dragons, these supernatural forces of nature that corrupt the very land, and the various factions of Tyria who attempt to weaponize them.

But I'm not doing that right now.

Guild Wars 2 is crafting heavy. I'll go into the details of it later, because it's a good, albeit mildly overwhelming, system. All you need to worry about is that, in this game you don't find your legendary weapons. You craft them. In this case, I'm going after a hammer.

Mind you, I try to look up as little as possible for this game, but I've been needing to flex that a bit for this thing. That grid of icons are a list of crafting materials you get as rewards from completing tasks. Multiple high level materials with a requirement of 250 each. What appears to be raid/boss drop currency that I have to trade into specific npc's. And my current objective, that is the most practical to me, 100% completing the map of the base game.

If you haven't played GW2 it's kind of hard to tell you how dumbfuck big this game's map is. It's something you have to experience the first time by opening the world map and saying "Truly, it cannot keep going," only to keep scrolling with increasing distress.

So I'm doing 2 birds with one stone. I slacked on my crafting when I was first leveling cause I didn't get it at and was like "eh I don't need it" < Fool

But that's fine because being forced to run around and play catch up on areas I kinda ran through anyways, I can grab a bunch of the mats I missed the first time. It gives me a good supply for those low levels.

I'm currently cutting through the eastern part of the map, which includes the Shiverpeak Mountains and farther East of that is Ascalon, the land Unable To Catch Breaks.

No seriously, that place is half "haunted forever war" and half "dragon crystal zombies".

Despite my very first character being a Charr and remaking one recently I never properly leveled any, so I just stayed away from their leveling areas. Being on this side of the map is brand new to me and I'm surprised by the new things I keep finding. Yeah I'm seeing a lot of reused enemies and assets here and there, but the locations are unique and the situations they have me in are different enough to create memorable moments.

I didn't even do the event for this thing, I just went "ew" snapped a pic and left.

Speaking of weird things, check out this "melted mercury" lookin' stuff I found over in The Fields of Ruin.

Funny enough, the main plot of the original release is about one specific Dragon rising up to be an immediate threat to all the races of Tyria. But, as I run around completing these maps, that's not a unique story. Other dragons, albeit more dormant, are also bringing about the apocalypse in their corners of the world. So much so that these groups are meeting on their own accord (including the rivaling Human factions). I'm sure this is a bigger point in the Charr's personal story, but the other races don't see this at all.

This whole camp is a shared effort for the Charr and Humans to also come together and put their centuries of war aside.

It's moments like these that make me appreciate my friend in HS loredumping Guild Wars 1 on me more than a few times. Despite this game coming out 10 years ago seeing what I know to be a big deal between the two races is very satisfying to see first hand.

(quick intervention for this amorpheous mass of a party that I watched go through this group of mobs like locusts)

As of writing this I'm 94% done with my world map completion. After this I'm probably gonna pivot to PvP to change things up since I've been at this for a few weeks (not playing everyday obviously). That will be fun to get into since it'll be a good way for me to really learn how pvp goes. I started on this around the last week of the month so the next post should be around this time or earlier.

UPDATE FROM LATER IN THE EVENING:

We fucking did it bois.

This is off to a good start.

[doctorguilty]

Just now "going to bed" (more like a nap since I'm gonna get up at 11am) @_@ everything took longer than I hoped, but it's cause I misplaced SO many things I needed to pack, and I also had a lot of pet stuff to take care of to make sure they all have extra provisions, I'm so sore from bending over stuff all day, traveling to the airport is gonna suck sooooo bad but it'll be worth it..

When gloomy is at work I should have the place to myself this time, no housemate drama, and I'm determined to use that wonderful peace and quiet and NOT being cooped up in a bedroom all day to get some art done, I packed my laptop and tablet, my comfy lap desk, (headphones and controller for some gaming with my siblings long distance too), I keep mentally calling this my sabbatical even though it's kind of the opposite plan but what I DO really need a break from is my stressful household .. so to me it feels like that!

Hopefully anyway..... if my fatigue doesn't kill my and my arthritis has been acting up a ton but ;;;; even if I can't get much done as planned, the break will still be nice..

The last time I had a whole place to myself was last October when I was working at the haunted house, my trip overlapped with my previous roommates being away on vacation so I stayed at my old apartment lmao but it worked out great because it meant I'd be there to take care of the pets and water the plants! That was a nice break from home but, since I was was working my butt off I didn't have a lot of me time, and the weather was TERRIBLE as soon as the haunt was over..

Prior to that uh... I don't even know when I had any place to myself last ... it would be quite some time ago.. anyway so.. I'm looking forward to it, not to say I don't wanna spend time with my partner fbhdjdskdks I DO and I would be happy if they had the whole week off even, I don't mind sharing space with them because they respect my needs to be like ghost mode where I'm given full mental space like I'm not even there (which is SO difficult to get anyone else to understand so I'm grateful my brand of autism is understood..), but regardless they're gonna be working so it's gonna be me time in the day (missing their presence 😔) and us time at night and on the weekend, I reckon it would be a glimpse of living together in the future because it's likely gonna be the situation of them working a 9-5 (or similar) and me working from home (or working a job but super part time) AND that also means I can do domestic things like make dinner before they get home and whatnot...

Yeah anyway if you read all this I'm impressed jsgjksekfhsjd kinda just got carried away Journaling

[0fps]

okay wuwa first impressions, first ~3 hours or so

the good

combat is fun as expected, LOVE dodging mechanics and the jump attack is surprisingly a lot of fun too. swapping characters is purposeful and fluid and overall the combat so far is super satisfying.

i just pulled a bunch of characters off the gatcha (did not get jiyan........) so i'm gonna have fun seeing whose kit i vibe with, i like that they all come with their own tutorial thing. that being said i definitely think i prefer the melee characters, ranged ones like baizhi don't exactly feel as nice to play. gun characters are very hit and miss so far (pun not intended) like i don't like playing chixia but i REALLY like playing mortefi

also love the echos system, and how its integrated into exploring the open world and actually fighting enemies. i'm gonna have a lot of fun filling out this data bank lol. there's a wolf one i like using during combat

could also just be new environment syndrome but the city feels HUGE. excited to explore around

the bad

as many have already pointed out yeah the optimization in this is not great (i play on laptop for context). it surprisingly seemed to get better for me the more i played/explored. i have a guess it might be caching things in the backend so the issue is primarily with loading in new/haven't seen in a while assets, but even then there is a pretty consistent stutter to the game, particularly the more open world areas. luckily for me not enough to completely turn me off from playing

i think a lot of this is because their "low graphics" setting is like. not low graphics at all lol, its actually just turning certain settings on/off for you. i think being able to tone down the environment detail/the resolution itself would help their optimization a LOT (even though the game is beautiful, i would prefer smoother gameplay than being able to see every blade of grass lol)

another thing i saw people point out was the fourth line of text getting cut off in the subs. definitely annoying since i read faster than the characters talk. i would hope this is an easy thing for kuro games to fix though, and my impression is they're pretty good at responding to player feedback

picking up items seems. weird? in addition to the fact that picking up items causes stutters often (probably asset loading), it also takes a while for the item to actually disappear which does NOT seem to be tied to the lag, but rather is an actual delay, so it really breaks the immersion

auto lock also feels weird especially in multi-enemy combat. i for one will probably not be using it lol

the loading screens take forever. i'm gonna be seeing 65% in my nightmares

the neutral (i'll be honest most of these are kinda leaning bad too ajkfdla)

music is okay, i haven't heard anything special or notable yet

no large opinions on the story as of yet, tbh i've spent more time exploring than doing any story progression asdlkjafs

i like being able to run up walls but the animation itself for it feels very idk. unpolished? in general climbing feels a bit awkward

idk if my eyesight is bad but it's kinda hard to tell which items are interactable/you can pick up. things like chests are also very unassuming but maybe i'm just bad at noticing them right now since i'm just getting used to the environment

environment is quite detailed but tbh i haven't seen anything yet where i've been like WOW but i've also only been in like. 2 areas so far

while i do like the combat, the hit box/range also seems just a bit. off. idk how to describe it might just be a matter of getting used to things ajkdflsf

kind of in line with that the movement feels a bit delayed, like it isn't as snappy as i'd like

overall its not bad but definitely feels like it needs some polish. i agree with people saying it probably should have stayed in beta longer and gone through more QA/optimization testing because some of these things like the cutoff text feel very rookie mistake

all that being said, even though I guess this post is fairly critical/negative I am really enjoying the game for what it is 💕 the bad optimization/lag is definitely it's biggest problem, so I hope it's something kuro games will be able to figure out, if it's not something that improves as the game gets bigger (map/asset wise) that'll definitely be its nail in the coffin

[okimargarvez]

Times they flirt during work/about work

This is not an exhaustive post about the times Penelope and Luke flirting during or about work... because it's really complicated to identify when there are flirt shades in their dialogues. I considered it just some. Their way of flirting is usually teasing each other.

-12x8

“You couldn't find anything out with all your super powers?” “Oh, ha ha, newbie. It's not like I haven't tried." [...] .” “I'm declaring a dictatorship. You guys don't get a vote. Especially you, newbie.”

-12x14

“Exactly. They're everywhere. And they can be hacked.” “So he can hack into any one of them and watch in real time.” “Yes, he can, newbie.”

“The dating website.” “Oh. Is that what it is? Good. Maybe I should try it. Not that I'd want to join something you know about or I'd need a dating website, 'cause I don't.”

“All right. Grab your laptop, hotshot. Let's go. Come on.”

“Stop staring at me when I'm search engining! It's weird.” “I’m… I’m not staring at you.”

“Well, it looks like Alyssa managed to keep her phone. So if she has it on her, then maybe you could” “Yeah, yeah, that's helpful. You're helpful sometimes."

-12x15

“What are we gonna do?” “Oh, newbie, oh, newbie, I'm gonna tell you what we're gonna do."

“Why do you get to go see Reid first?” “Because I made the chart. And if anyone has any problem with that, tough noogies.”

-12x16

"What do you want, newbie?” “Still with that? Come on. You need some new material” “Ok, whatever you say El Nuevo. Hunky Newster. New kid on the no, that one's too much on the nose.” “All right, [laughs] whatever."

“Thanks, Garcia. You truly, you are the best.” “Really?” “Available.[laughs and hangs up]” “Newbie.”

-13x3

“Cool hand Luke, what you need?” “Wow, I like the way that sounds, Garcia. You feeling ok?” “I am naturally magnanimous in word and deed, and when it comes your way, bask in it. What do you want?”

“I am the genie in genealogy. Just rub my lamp. That came out wrong. Goodbye.” “Wow.” “What did you do to her?”

-13x10

“Bowling trophies, seriously?” “I just reports the facts as I find them, sir”

-13x11

“Garcia, are your ears burning?” “My ears are the same temperature as the rest of my body hot. Oh, that sounds like flirting. I don't flirt with you. It's in my mission statement. What do you need?”

-14x8

"So, I hear you and I are gonna be lab partners.” “Ugh! Blerg! Fleh! Whatever. If I must."

“Ok, guys, so it looks like” “Ah-ah-ah-ahem.” “Like Garcia has some things she wants to tell you.” “Mm-hmm. I'm about to say the same thing as Luke was going to, but with far more chutzpah, wit, and eloquence."

“Well, come on. Admit it. I helped.” “Oh! Heh! You'd have to torture me. You'd have to force me to wear beige, deny me of all things unicorn for me to ever admit that you helped. Excuse me.”

-14x14

“Oh, Alvez, have you heard of multitasking? It's all the rage, I'm really good at it, and I'm doing it right now.” “Yeah, I'm sure you were. Don't get me wrong. You're great, but Rossi literally just sent you that list.” “Yeah, well, I'm more than simply great. I'm entirely fantastic.”

-15x4

“Oh. Now, should we bring in the rest of the team? Because we do have that holding us up.” “Do you remember, like, 30 seconds ago, when you thanked us? Yeah. We were so young then.”

"And now we will… Wheels up.” “We're not going anywhere.” “Shut up, shut up. Just because you look like that doesn't mean you can do whatever you want with this part of your face. How does Prentiss make this look easy? Ok, come on!"

-15x7

“Garcia, have you found any overlap socially?” “Do I have to start calling you newbie again?” “Ok. So you would have led with that.”

"Uh, stop smiling, Luke Alvez. I can feel it. That joke was not for you.”

“Penelope.” “New phone. Who dis?” “Thank you.” “You should worship at my throne, Luke Alvez.” “Oh, but I do. I do. You know I do.”

-16x1

“It's less annoying when he's not there, correct?” “You just couldn't wait to get started on me?”

“You know that your office is still empty? You know, the four people that try to do your job, they try to do it from home.” “Have you ever met them?” “Never.” “Do you know their names?” “Sorta. I mean, they're just boxes on a screen.” “Oh, that's weird.” “Totally.” “Is it weird that I kind of love it?” “Define weird.”

"However, Luke, in a rare stroke of genius..."

"You're the best"

-16x4

"What do you think?" "I think it's a great idea." "And the rumor is you're difficult to work with. Oh, wait. I started that rumor."

"Go talk to her." "Right. Now's the time. Come on. Let's go." "No, I'm not. You need to go and talk to her. You should tell her." "It's all right." "No, no." "It was your idea." "It's your thing. It's kind of in your house of wheels."

-16x8

"Um, is this all you could find?" "Oh, for now, my liege, but I shall keep digging." "Wait, what was that?" "What was what?" "Like, where's the snark? Like, a comment about how amazing it is that I can tie my own shoes or a question about how I got into the FBI wearing caveman overalls and carrying a big wooden club." "You're funny. That's funny. A club? No, don't be so hard on yourself."

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[inklore]

Hey dear! How long since I wrote to you, I don't know if I can ask but could you give me some advice on how to edit/theme/customize your blog in an aesthetic way?

Idk, even basic tips are fine, I really love seeing your blog and I think you have really good taste in aesthetics ❤️

hey lovey! it would be my pleasure to try and help you <3. i say try because my explaining skills are the absolute worst but i will do my best lmao. gonna do this in bullet points ok:

have an idea / inpisration / a crumb of what you want your blog to look like! you can find inspo literally anywhere, a friends blog even (but please remember to always ask and don't take it harshly if said person declines you doing so). pinterest is also amazing for this, looking up graphics, different aesthetics, templates, i literally have a board on my pinterest i've had for years now where i get graphic inspo or where i go when i just need to feed my creative juices to put me in the mood to create something. canva is also great, i literally go on there and look up headers, moodboards, etc and just star them for later. keywords are everything as well, so like 'aesthetic here + color, vibe, look, graphic, template' helps sites like canva and pin lead you in the right direction. same with just typing things like 'green, grunge, lovecore, etc'.

edit on desktop! now i know not everyone has a laptop or ipad or the ability to do this but i highly rec it over editing on the janky mobile app where sometimes things save and sometimes they don't. plus i always use one of the random saved user blogs i have to make a test layout / theme so if i don't like it everything on my main blog is fine, didn't change, and i didn't waste all that time on a theme i don't even want to look at lmao. so making a side blog where you do that is also great cause you can just copy and paste your nav post over, you can take the graphics you've already made and upload them onto your main without second guessing if they look good because you've already seen what it all looks like!

start small! by that i mean start with a simple theme or idea and build up from that. don't just start with seven graphics and ideas and overwhelm yourself. sometimes i just think of a color and be like yeah i'm make something with this color or wrapped around that color and i create something great.

ask a friend for help! i can't tell you how many times i've asked friends if this theme looked good or to send me inspo pics or what theme they think i should do, or even asked them to help me find resources. utilize your besties and mutuals.

not everyones aesthetic is the same! some people like messy themes, some like overdone, some like super simple. don't compare yourself to anyone!!!! everyone creates differently, everyone sees colors and aesthetics amd themes differently. no matter what you decide to go with is all your own and great and special.

etc: putting all your most important links in your nav is always a good rule of thumb (anything you really want to highlight as well), if you use pngs they're all over tumblr and pinterest 'transparent' + 'png' at the end or beginning of what you're looking for will always lead you in the right direction, and when it comes to pngs i highly rec adding them to a white background or transparent one and make the size of the background 500px and move the png halfway / towards the bottom (centered) of the background so tumblr doesn't make your header all the way at the top and ugly, don't make your nav post too long, take colors from your images / aesthetics to incorporate throughout the whole theme so everything meshes well together, don't use flashy dividers because it's not good on a lot of users eyes and unless you state a tw in the tags it's just not as cool as some people think lol.

that's all i can think of but if you have any more questions bby my pms are open!!

[renticat]

avoidant attachment style

Is me. Is me now that I am running from the reality to protect myself from heartbreak. Fuck I need to make the Capital sentence manual as i am typing this on laptop and idk why it's not automatic on tumblr website hmm. maybe it's okay though, i mean i know it's wrong but many things are just feels so wrong right now.

Things hasn't been easy for me. It never was. And somehow I have this urges to see the video when I was in high school. The school trip to Bali that is the first time I ever went there, I wish it wasn't the last but yeah I am stuck here and broke. I don't know whether people understand this or thinking that I am joking because I am not. Poor me, said kyle when I don’t say that. Is just his way to dodge his own responsibility by belittling me. Fuck you.

Okay and it went great for the first and second video but my dvd player on this laptop starting to make loud noises and suddenly my laptop shutting itself down. So is this means that the dvd is broken? Because I have just played a video though. Yeah sucks cause it mostly filmed the language class and just little bit of other classes. Idk why because the documentation person is on language class, that fuckity crush of mine shows up too much on videos while I am just searching on the glimpse of myself back then. ARGHHHHHHHH. Fuck this. I miss him, fuck and kyle and richard and you. Yeah you now the bali citizen. Of course they don't feel the same cause every one of them has gone or either blocked me. But still why the hell could you be so cruel rin? Don't talk about saving me when you never want to do that. I am hurt. I am in pain and literally this wisdom tooth has been killing me again.

It stopped the video, is it the dvd or the dvd player? Yeah cry me an ocean because my tears has filled up too many rivers. If only tears makes you smarter though, probably I already solved this world problem about hate and discrimination. Oh no, you can’t ever save that problem, as long as people feel they’re better than other, wiser than other and the only way that is right is their way. It's impossible. Just wishing for my inner self peace. And maybe if all people in this world have this, there would no need any war just to fulfill nonsense prophecy and holy fantasy.

I've been recording and half writing my feeling but never upload it because someone named sam broke me. But before he did he pretended that he fucking cares and that's what broke me the most. If he had gone hostile since the beginning or just politely saying no I don't want anything to do with you, I will not be a cry baby. But hey, I can't just control someone right? They will hurt me and that's their choice and I can choose to move on but damn it hurts cause I just wish the sweetness will be real for a moment, like real fucking thing.

It's never like that. I probably just have better luck on those impossible peace of the world rather than wishing someone to be fucking honest with me. Is this a curse? Come on. The curse because I am always so blunt and people won't play with my rules so instead they're being so cuddly and hide their knives before they finally stabbing me while also hugging me so tight.

Can I just get the hug? Please. stab me when I am asleep. show me some fucking mercy.

[sastielsfandom]

Why is it when others vent it's okay and no one says, "They're human," or "They're stressed." But once I vent like it is frustrating that communication isn't great and I'm told things last minute. Immediately, defense for whoever I wish would communicate better. Meanwhile, I'll be lectured and almost got kicked out from miscommunication on someone else's part.

And when I am frustrated with overexplaining a health problem my siblings have, I'm told it's because I know them better. So I have to explain, which yeah, I understand, but it's not my job to explain in explicit detail every single time their issues arise. After a certain point if you don't know, it's not because I know them better, it's your own ignorance. 

And I'm not ever putting any aggression into my frustration when I talk to others, I know better. So I don't understand why people think I'm condemning people or holding it against them. It's frustrating in the moment but I let it go until it arises again.

I'll never hear someone defending my flaws especially with, "they're human," or "they're stressed." People give up on me instantly which is why I can't ever rest, I'm constantly proving myself over and over. And then told I need to rest, but when I do I get attitude. I get comments made about messes or I can't leave things for too long.

Why can't I ever be seen as a human with needs? I don't ask for much because no one allows me. Being offered to help with my glasses and now I'm being told the finances, like I will get my eyes checked myself. I'll pay out of pocket if I have to, but I'm speaking about my issues because they're causing me issues. My eyes have been very sensitive right now but I had to pay for a laptop though, I need it for a lot of things so my glasses had to be pushed back a bit.

I'm just frustrated having to give everyone grace and receiving absolutely none.

[angelsleepinggurl]

𝐒𝟏:𝐄𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐃𝐄 𝟏𝟏 | 𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐀𝐋 𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐓: 𝘕𝘢𝘯𝘢𝘮𝘪 𝘒𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘹 𝘙𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳

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Your fingers make contact with your laptop keyboard, quiet clacking filling the silence in the dimly lit room. The room pulses with an occasional flicker from the candles resting in the room. They emit a soft, ambient glow that bathes the room in a cozy, warm light, making it feel homely.

The evening sun had dipped below the horizon, casting a warm, golden glow through the curtains of the living room. Soft, muted colors on the walls, create an inviting atmosphere. Underneath the beige knitted throw blanket, you feel a familiar friend brush past your feet and crawl towards you. Gigi, your cat, snuggles up beside you and purrs softly keeping you company.The scent of cookies, soft and warm, travels on invisible wings into your nose making you call out to your best friend who was whisking away in the kitchen. "Naaila!" you call out, letting your head rest on the wall behind you as you wait for a response. "Naaila, are you done with the cookies yet, they were basically pre-made."

Naaila walks through into the living room holding a plate of, aromatically pleasuring, chocolate chip cookies. "Nuh uh, had to measure out the milk and add softened butter to it." She explains, setting the plate down on the wooden coffee table before me.

"Isn't butter already soft?" You ask her, tilting my head quizzically.

"That's what I thought, so I just put it in anyway." She walks back to the kitchen, with her back to you, "Don't you dare eat them yet Y/N, patience is key." You roll your eyes at your access to food is being denied. As it made its presence known, the wind brushed against the curtains, causing them to sway in response. You purse your lips again, reminding yourself that you need to get back to work or you'll be stuck in the office all day, more often than you'd; like to. A little rub on Gigi's head gets you going as your eyes bore into the screen again.

"Soo, how's work treating you other than a bitch?" Naaila asks, with a glass of warm milk in her hands, her silky black falling beside her face and she bent to rest it on the dark, wooden, coffee table. "I 'm sure you've got loads of work friends right now."

"Yeah actually, they're great, they always offer to take me to lunch and we went to the bar a couple of days ago."

"Great, because I seriously started to think that you just went to work and locked yourself in your office all day. That boss of yours doesn't give you a break, huh?" She asks rhetorically, I shake my head in response, forcing my lips into a tight line. "Speaking of, do you guys get along?" She smirks, raising her eyebrows suggestively.

"Shut up." You playfully snap at her, trying to hide your smile at her silly mannerisms. " No seriously though, because it's so hard to talk to him, he's always just so serious and formal and professional." You explain to her . "So he's always just doing his job."

"Well yeah, but it would be nice if I was friends with him. Aren't personal assistants kinda friends with their bosses?."

Naaila takes a beat before speaking up again, "Just don't force it, it'll happen when you're not focusing on getting closer to him." You nod as you listen to her, taking her words into consideration. A comfortable silence passes between the two of you.

"Is something burning?"

"Shit the cupcakes."

"You made cupcakes?"

"It was right next to the cookie mix." She shouts from the kitchen, the bitter and uncomfortable smell of the burning cupcakes, took over the peaceful atmosphere in the house and overshadowed the subtle aroma of the previously made cookies. Thick hot smoke creeps into the living room when Naaila's phone dings. A text message.

"Naaila." You call out to her.

"What-"

"Exactly what is this?" You lift up her phone lock screen and showing it to her the notification from Gojo Satoru, or how she saved it on her phone 'Work Man.' "What's going on? You have to stop hiding stuff like this from me as if-"

"It's not a big deal." The both of you say at the same time. She sighs and sits down on the sofa next to you.

"Sooo."

"It's just nothing we just text her and there." Amused, your eyebrows raise, piqing your interest.

 "What I mean it. I don't even like him like that I just need to get my mind off work sometimes."

"If you say so."

"I do say so."

"Good."

"Great."

The room breathes a sense of contentment, a place where time seemed to slow and the outside world faded into insignificance. The room is alive with the subtle, warm glow emitted by the carefully positioned lamps – their orange-tinted shades casting patterns of light and shadow upon the walls. Biting your lip as you get submerged into the piles of tasks that have to be completed, only for Naaila to interrupt.

"Wanna watch a movie?"

"Can't. Working. And you keep distracting me."

"Are we thinking Netflix or...." she disregards your earlier statement, picking up the remote.

"None. I'm thinking I don't wanna stay in my office hours after everyone's left."

"But-"

"No, you already live here, it's nothing special that you're here."This irks Naaila, "What did you say?" 

"No, in a sense that, you're here all the time, so I don't need to give you all of my attention all the time." You explain, pleading for her forgiveness as you knew that dealing with her now would be even more of a hindrance to your work.

"Fine, if you wanna be that way." She sassily, storms off, walking to the kitchen.

"Naaila, I'm sorry- Why won't you delete?"

"Excuse me.""No not you my laptop.""I see how it is, just pay attention to your laptop instead of me."

"No Naaila, I'm sorry." You call out to her, clearly unothered and uncaring as it's evident in your tone. "I think you should get bangs, Nana." You smirk, hiding your face behind your laptop screen.

"It's like you want me to be mad at you."

𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐭 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫…

[appreciatingtokrev]

that's really nice to heard that you guys managed to turn it around then! hopefully, your friendship will last for many years to come 🙂 i recently had to cut off a friend for 8 years because she went too far since she let bad experiences define her too much and i couldn't do it anymore 😭 it did made me realise that friendship or any general relationship does take work but it won't happen if the other party doesn't listen 😅 i'm a mac user and it's not available for IOS users expect for the iPhones but you can get GI on an iPad but most don't know this. Mac aren't really great for games anymore, you can't download any from steam now. that does make sense and maybe the company just abandoned it since they don't see a need switch version considering the success.

I've heard that the gacha concept is bad for ppl with gambling issues though like some ppl do impulse buy on there a lot. i've gave into playing honaki star because i wanted to be there from the start. which one do you prefer? i like honkai star more, how about you?

you are right, i got a bit lost there and we don't have the high school system on my end so i have to look up fms 😅 are you still in high school then (?) where i live, ppl your age are at university or they're retaking the previous year to get into uni.

i read the manga a while back so i've looked it up and you're correct. that is a good point, koko does seem more likely to change compare to inupi. that's true since even mitusya was still a member in bad toman and mikey disappeared and kisaki's influence. i wonder that cause koko to change that much in the bonten timeline though? because he definitely knew what he was doing then by signing up to it willingly.

it is a bit hard and long 😅 which version of venti do you want to cosplay? that is a shame but more interesting characters will appear where you might want to cosplay them instead and like you said, you could always start now.

tbh, anime merchandise is pretty expensive so if you could order it, it would be a little bit hard to find reasonable prices 😭 there are limited edition perfumes of TR that cost at least 100+ for just ONE, i was talking to someone and she will buy at least more than one but i was like wait, what if you don't like the scent? and then she said i'll just add it to my anime collection then and i went 💀 i would never do that, would you? making his earring must been cool though, does it jingle then? you're almost there then! wouldn't a wig be uncomfortable though? and hot to wear in the summer ? my cousin said the same thing about the hotness and you guys are exactly one month apart from each other, she's 16th of March lol. i'm not telling anyone that i'm cosplaying 😂 i'm just going to wear it as an outfit every once in a while and i'm not buying a wig.

i'm not a makima fan either, i just like her outfit lol. the fanart of her are cool though considering how terrifying/dark they are. why don't you like her? it really was and luckily i managed to get the last one for my size otherwise i've would given up 😭 thanks, it's not perfect, there is a split at the back (at the bottom) but closet i was going to get so i'm happy.

ty!! yeah i hope so too :] oh no,, i’m sorry for you ajdjfkh losing friends you’ve had for so long is very hard but if you believe it’s better that way i’m glad you did it & i hope it doesn’t take too much of a toll on you. a few years ago me and my best friend of 8 years grew apart and well... i was pretty sad about it tbh but i mean that’s life.

hm interesting, didn’t know abt any of the technical genshin stuff bc for my laptops it’s always worked without a problem

i hate to admit it but i’ve spent money on genshin too, though it was a one-time thing and i was still financially stable afterwards (otherwise i wouldn’t have done it). but yeah, it’s definitely a problem for gambling addicts.

ohh personally i prefer genshin, probably bc it’s what got me into gaming on pc and i’ve been playing it for so long lol but i prefer honkai star rail over honkai impact for sure. i do prefer the gi/hi fight mechanics but those in hsr are very fun too and i like that they did something different for once!

yeah i mean it’s not really a highschool here either... i would explain the school system in switzerland to you but it’s a little complicated so ajfjfjhsk tbf i’m a bit older than most people in my class tho it’s not too unusual for someone my age to be where i am bc the fms & gymnasium often have people repeating a bunch of times or similar things. most people actually graduate highschool at abt 18 to 20 where i live, in my specific type of class even half a year later so 19 to 21. and i’ll graduate at 22 so yeah lol. then i’ll probably go to university

i guess koko is just more prone to crime than e.g. inupi or mitsuya? i think it has to do with his trauma relating money because he knew that getting into bonten would secure him good business (if he works well ofc, but he knows he does lol) plus the other people who ended up joining bonten wanted him to be there too so that gives him an easier time making a decision.

i’d love to cospaly just his normal outfit, the one he wears in-game! my hair’s been growing out since and i never dyed it but i actually got pretty much the same haircut as him last summer lol. now idk what i wanna do with my hair and i hate going to the hair dresser so i haven’t cut it since ajdjfkhsk.

yeah, merch is so expensive 😭 i ended up finding a store in the city where my school is at that sells some animanga merch, including tokrev (and gi) stuff, so i now have a tiny takemichi figurine and a little plushie mitsuya keychain hehe, and both weren’t too expensive. i’ve also been planning on crocheting some little tokrev dolls inspired by a silly fic i read lol but my motivation has been so low 😭 ah yeah i’ve seen a bunch of tokrev perfumes too... i mean. if she likes spending money on stuff and has enough money to do it... her choice i guess

it does jingle!! i haven’t worn it yet tho bc i don’t mind the sound but i’m pretty sure the public doesn’t lmao so i might make another that looks the same but doesn’t make any noises so i can wear it.

mhh honestly i don’t think i will care abt wearing a wig too much, it’s not for too long and while i hate tge heat i can tolerate it quite easily so. and i think it will be plenty of fun (and struggle) to style it haha

oh lol, i see i’m collecting people with birthdays similar to mine one way or another lol. that actually makes a lot of sense! her outfit very much is perfect to just wear casually so. omg i love makima fanart, especially when people incorporate a lot of symbolism and/or horror elements. she’s just so pleasing to look at in a way ajdkfjsjh. she gave me bad vibes from the start and well i dislike her for her actions, which should be pretty popular lol. any reason in particular that you dislike her? omg pretty much the same thing happened to me with my valhalla jacket jacket, i’d checked out every store in town and was SO close to giving up when i found one slightly too big (it makes my shoulders look weirdly broad but i have some ideas on shortening the sleeves to fix it) and it looked okay so i bought it.

[littlepadika]

Hi!! I’m not sure if you’re still taking requests but I was wondering if you could write something a bit angsty with a little who’s having a really hard time getting into little space 🥺 They keep getting really frustrated and upset because they just wanna be little but their brain keeps forcing them to be big (brains are just mean like that sometimes 😡) I feel like daddy Frankie or papi Javi would be really good in this situation (but it could work for any of the daddies!). Once they figure out why their little is so upset, you can bet that they’d be pulling out all the stops to help their little get into little space and making sure they feel safe enough to stay there for a while.

P. S. Thank you so so much for sharing your writing! Your series and your blurbs have put so many smiles on my face this week!!! 💕

boo boo this has been me this week. I've been on the go and unable to sit and relax. I took this in the direction of just them trying to find out what's wrong causes you to become little because that's me to a T. Someone asks me what's wrong... immediate tears.

Warnings: DDLG, gn little reader

"Are you almost done, sweet pea? I have dinner made." Frankie poked his head into the living room where you were typing away on a proposal.

"Yeah." You barely look away from the screen.

"It can wait if you need more time. But-"

"I need more than that so whatever let's just eat now." You rush through the explanation, slamming the laptop closed. Frankie frowned at this.

"Sweet pea-"

"I'm fine. Let's eat. It smells great." You try and summon a smile. He knows how close you are to breaking down so he doesn't press.

He brings out the grilled cheese and tomato soup. It was your ultimate comfort food and he knew you needed it. He sets his down then yours. You immediately tear up when you see he has cut your grilled cheese into a heart shape with a cookie cutter. You suppressed the part of you that got excited and soft at the gesture.

"Thanks." You squeeze his hand as he sits down. Don't cry. You've been ignoring him all day. The last thing Frankie needs to do is worry about you.

"Of course, sweet pea. You've been working so hard."

"Yeah. I'm sorry." You hang your head. Tonight was supposed to be a night out but you postponed because of this damn work thing.

"It's okay." He reassures you. "I know this project is important to you. I just wish it didn't stress you out so much." His expression softened with concern and you really felt the warmth of his love when he looked at you like that.

"It sucks."

"Do you want to talk about it?" He asked tenderly and you inhaled sharply feeling your walls start to crumble

"It's just everyone on the team is- they're not helping me." You feel yourself getting worked up. "And so I've had to do all the work and no one cares. Like I could disappear and they-" you suck in a big breath, lip trembling.

"It's okay. Tell me." Frankie reaches out and strokes your hand. That's your undoing.

"I could disappear and they wouldn't even care, daddy!" You cried, unable to keep it together. Frankie felt his daddy instinct rear up when you called for him. He had a feeling this would happen. He was glad you weren't holding it in anymore.

"Shh sweet pea come here."

You climb out of your chair and run over to his side of the table, burying your face in his neck.

"I'm so tired, daddy!" You don't hold any anguish back.

"Shh shhh." Frankie instantly shifted his legs so he could pull you onto his lap. "It's okay. It's all okay. Daddy's got you." He stroked your back.

"Daddy!" You hugged him tighter, breathing unevenly from your tears. "I-I haven't been working that hard. Everytime I- I twy I can't think of the right way to say. My stupid brain!"

"Writing is very hard-" He kissed your forehead.

"But i-i should be able to do it!" You tried to explain against his neck.

"Are you trying your best, sweet pea?" Frankie asks calmly.

"Yea." You grunt

"Then that's all you can ask for. And daddy is proud of you."

"But-" You try to protest.

"I know." Frankie's smile falls a little. "I know that doesn't change things but can that be enough for right now?"

You look up at him with big red rimmed eyes. "Yes." You nod. All the anxiety in you goes quiet. Daddy's love is all you need right now. He doesn't say anything more. He just lets you cry it out.

"Want some dinner, little pea?" He slides your helping over to his side.

You reach for it but he stops you.

"Let daddy."

You drop your hand, feeling your body relax.

"You're too little to do this yourself." He coos.

"Mhm. Need daddy." You let the warmth bloom inside of you and help you relax into being little.

His big fingers tore off a piece of the grilled cheese and dipped it in the soup. "Here comes the helicopter weeeee" He brought the bite closer until you ate it with a giggle. "Good, sweet pea."

"Yummy, daddy." You smile up at him eager for another bite. After the last bite you yawned and you pulled his fingers towards your mouth and sucked on them. There was a bit of cheese and butter flavor on them.

"There you go, little pea." Frankie chuckled. "Num num num tasty fingers." He lifted your small fingers up to his mouth and pretended to nibble. You laughed around his fingers, pulling yours back with a rueful smile. "What does my baby want to do now?"

You hesitated a big voice rearing up all of a sudden: Finish work! Must finish!

You looked up at him, a scared look in your eyes. "I have to do the work. It's due soon!"

"When?" Frankie asked, his voice very calm.

"I don't 'meber!" You panic, your brain was fuzzy and not focused.

"Here let daddy check." He reaches over and gets your laptop. He knew your password so he could log in and check your email. He sees all the emails you sent reminding the team to get their parts done. He thinks of writing them himself and making them do it but he knows you'd be mad at him for it. How dare they make his sweet pea suffer.

"You have two more days to do it."

"I don't know I- daddy!" You chew your fingers nervously, unable to read the gibberish on the screen. "I can't!"

"You can. I know you can." Frankie cuddled you and laid a kiss on your cheek. He watched the internal debate going on. He didn't want to force you to ignore work but he knew you'd probably not make much progress while distraught. That's when you look up at him

"What do I do daddy!"

"I think..." Frankie shut the computer slowly. "you should take a break. Tomorrow is a new day."

"I missed playing today." You pouted.

"I know." Frankie felt his heart ache. He saw that look in your eye today when you were burnt out and looking longingly at your toy box. All he wanted was to give you what you needed but he also respected your work ethic. Usually you know when to stop but you really fought through it this time. And this was the result... "We can play a bit before bed. What do you want to play?"

"Helicopter!" Your eyes brighten. So that's what you do even though it's getting dark, Frankie lets you fly your remote control helicopter all around the yard. You were getting good at it. It didn't get stuck in a tree like last time! After a bit you were leaning against daddy and rubbing your eyes. He tucked you in and read you a bedtime story. You even had a full bottle. He knew you'd be renewed in the morning.

"I'm so proud of you for taking care of yourself tonight, sweet pea." He told you as you were on the edges of sleep.

"Das wha u do daddy." You argue/mumble back.

"I guess I do but you took that first brave step and told daddy what you needed."

"mmm love you, daddy." you smile as you drift off to sleep.

~~~~~~~~~~~

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[wheresgamora]

y/n meets tony for the first time

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summary: tony finds out about you and wants to meet you

warnings: i honestly don't know it's a normal thingy, also not proofread

"so" tony said as he closed his laptop, "what's got you all cheery today?"

"what? what do you mean?" peter said, working on his mask

"from the moment you walked in you couldn't stop smiling"

peter froze, he was thinking. he didn't know what to do, does he tell him? no no, he shouldn't. he'll make a big deal of it

"i don't know, must've been cause i aced my math quiz"

"you had a math quiz last friday, what's going on?"

"yeah well i had another one today, probably forgot to tell you"

tony just stared at him, he knew something was up, he just needed to figure it out.

"come on, what's really going on. you and i both know that's not the reason, kid. what is it? what do you not want me to know"

"nothing, mister stark. really."

"okay enough of this, tell me right now or i'm telling aunt may about the damage i had to pay for when you used her car."

peter mentally cursed and turned around

he looked down and mumbled something

"what?"

he mumbled it again

"i can't hear you kid-"

"i was out with my girlfriend yesterday"

"...what?"

"yeah um, we had a really nice time so"

"you have a girlfriend? how did i not know this i know everything about you"

"no you don't"

"what"

"you don't need to know everything, i knew you'd find out somehow so i kept her hidden"

"why do you not want me to know?"

"cause you're gonna want to-"

"i wanna meet her."

"this is exactly why! you're not meeting her."

"why"

"cause it's too dangerous. it's bad enough she knows i'm spiderman and i don't want her to be around you. i can't. i can't put her in even more risk of getting hurt."

"we have protection"

"it's not constant--what if someone saw her and now she's in a creepy basement screaming for help-"

"well then we'll make sure nobody's around, just calm down."

~~

"you don't have to do this, it's completely your choice." peter told y/n, his head on her lap and her hands in his hair

"are you kidding? of course i wanna do this, they're like your family! wait...what if they don't like me? what if they think i'm lame cause i don't have powers? what if-"

"hey hey, it's okay. they're really nice- well--some of them. i'm sure they'll love you."

"okay okay-- you're right. it's completely fine."

~~

peter knocked on y/n's window, waiting for her to open up

once the window was open all peter could see was y/n panicking, she was wearing a shirt and pants but clearly did not like them or--did like them? peter could not tell but all he could tell is that she was not okay at the moment

"hey hey, baby" he said, gently holding her face and stroking her hair, "it's gonna be great, okay? they're going to love you and they don't really care about what you wear and stuff. all they care about is if you're a good person, and you are. you're an amazing person which is why i fell in love with you. just hold my hand and squeeze it if you're nervous, alright?"

she just nodded and exhaled. after waiting for a bit, she was ready to go.

~~

they both stood in front of the door, waiting for someone to open it. peter looked at y/n to see her letting out a shaky breath

"squeeze if you're nervous, okay?"

she just looked at him, nodding and smiling.

"the kid's here" rhodey said, his eyes widening once he saw her, "and he has A GIRL with him!"

the rest of the avengers were very confused, peter's never had a girlfriend--or at least that's what they thought. so, everyone came to see

tony quickly pushed everyone out of the way and saw the girl, smiling immediately, he removed peter's hand that was holding hers and pulled her inside

"welcome! i would say welcome 'name' but peter wouldn't tell me." tony said, everyone still watching

"uh-y/n, my name's y/n. i've heard so much about you, peter talks about you a lot." y/n replied, smiling

"well, it's nice to meet you, y/n. i didn't know that, what does he say?"

"we don't need to talk about that" peter said, pushing everyone out of the way and holding y/n's hand

tony just glared at him, he'll figure out what peter says about him someday, just wait.

"so how about we get to dinner?" tony said, everyone agreeing and heading to the table

as peter and y/n sat next to each other, peter whispered in her ear

"how's everything right now, you okay?"

she smiled and nodded, peter smiled back and kissed her on the cheek, turning his head to see everyone just staring

"okay that was adorable" natasha said

everyone agreeing and going back to eating

peter and y/n just chuckled and ate

"so, y/n, do you work?" tony asked

"uh, yeah actually, i work at the daily bugle--i'm in charge of photography. it's actually pretty easy since it's usually just trying to take a picture of spiderman"

everyone chuckled, all the attention being on her was making her nervous but she was managing

"how about your parents?"

that was when peter felt the squeeze. her parents weren't exactly always around, they traveled a lot so she basically lived on her own, what exactly is their job? nobody knows. it's been months since she last saw or heard of them, that's why she has a job since the money they gave her for the supposed 'one week' was finished.

peter wasn't exactly happy with the question either

"uh, my parents travel for work so it's kind of just me"

before tony could ask about her parents job peter looked at him with wide eyes. he didn't know what he meant but he knew he should probably stop asking.

after dinner was over, everyone just hung out. they were all playing games, watching movies, anything really.

"it's getting late, i should probably get her home." peter said

"he doesn't want her to go home alone" natasha said, clearly not whispering

"he cares about her" bruce said

"how come i don't get this love" steve said

y/n just looked down to hide her laugh

"well, alright. let me walk you to the door" tony said, walking with them to the door

"sorry if i bugged you with the questions" tony said to y/n

"oh- no no, it's completely fine. you just wanted to make sure peter is with the right person"

"exactly- and he is. i like you- and lemme tell you i don't really like anyone"

"knew that too" y/n said, trying to hide her laugh and peter just elbowing her and looking into the ceiling

"what do you say about me, kid"

"i have never talked about you" peter said, trying to act innocent

"you can't hide it forever, i'll figure it out, trust me." tony said, "take care, and peter- you better not swing her home"

"nonsense"

~~

"why are you doing this to me!" y/n screamed out as peter just laughed while swinging around the city with her in his arms

"it's fun! relax!"

"how am i supposed to relax if one slip is all it takes for me to die"

"relax, baby. i've got you!"

y/n just shook her head and held onto him for dear life

once he finally got to her apartment he got into her already opened window and put her down

"i'm never doing that again"

"sure..."

"yes sure cause i do not plan on dying anytime soon" y/n said and peter just chuckled while shaking his head in disappointment

once y/n put her stuff away she and peter lied in bed, just staring at each other

"how was it"

"it was-good. i liked it"

"sorry mister stark was so nosy"

"no it's fine, really. i'd do that too"

"you sure you're okay?"

"yes yes"

"okay, then. you know i love you, right?"

"never heard it"

"then i'll say it again. y/n, i love you so much and i'm glad you met those crazy people, cause now you know what family you're part of."

y/n just smiled and hid her face in his neck

"don't hide that face, pretty girl. i wanna see you blushing"

y/n looked at him and he just smiled and kissed her forehead, hugging her as she drifted off to sleep