#but yeah if ur interested i have 3 of these guys up for sale rn

[rendoesthedoodle]

some art i made for one of my flight rising nests! my fr blog is @renjaminnifer-fr

id start. it’s a drawing of two skydancer hatchlings sitting in the grass. they are both poison/bee/capsule with varying colors. the left one is rose poison and is mostly pink with cerulean wings, and the right one is pearl poison with teal wings. they are both wind flight. id end.

[uniformbravo]

ok..... 3am post

im havin a crisis ovr clip studio paint bc that deal where it’s over 50% off for $25 ends today and it seems like a rly nice program, it has everything im looking for, but im not willing to pay full price for it so im kind of in crunch time rn trying to figure out if i want to buy it or not

also i hate the ambiguity w/ deadlines sometimes like the website is all “deal ends june 2nd!!” like what does that Mean what is that. this sale could end at any time today or maybe it just means midnight 12am on june 3?? and then what time zone would that be fkjgsdg god i just cant tell so im like losign my mind over here

ok and like the other thing is i know there are other programs that have the same functionality im looking for for free, like fire alpaca i know for sure has a stabilizer and some kind of perspective-related tools, and then i’ve also heard good things abt krita but i haven’t been able to look into it yet

im just like!! dam i wish i had more time to try out all these programs bc i dont want to shell out 25 bucks when it turns out i could’ve gotten the exact same shit for literally nothing hmm!!!!!!

like ok let’s just, the things im looking for in an art program are:

line stabilizer

custom brushes (w/ option to download user-made brushes)

thats p much it

the reason csp appeals to me so much is bc it has both of those things but it also has a Bunch of other shit like all the perspective tools and literal 3d models u can use for reference and a shitload of features specifically geared towards making comics which hey i happen to be v interested in, and like i know it’s all just fancy extra stuff that i could honestly get by without but man when it’s all right there in front of u ur like “damn this is really nice tbh”

and like it’s kind of a confusing program if u just drop right in & try to feel ur way around but i found a playlist on youtube of this guy (im p sure he’s affiliated w/ the creators on the english-speaking side of things at least) who goes through the program and tells u how everything works and what it all means and it’s super helpful, i really like the idea of learning a program beforehand through someone who Knows Their Shit rather than spending years and years occasionally discovering new functions on my own like i did with pse (rip)

but at the same time as i say that im also thinking “damn tho ppl make tutorials about everything on yt, u could find vids for the other art programs too” and it’s like yeah!!!! u right!!!!! i rly can’t justify this purchase other than “time is short & i have anxiety & i want the thing” ghgsldkgsldkgs 

so the reason im still up at uhh 3:45 am now wow is because i can’t decide if i should just go the fuck to bed and worry abt this in the “morning” or do everything i can to keep looking into this rn since idk when the sale actually ends, like jesus christ i’ll sleep on a big essay the night before it’s due but i’d pull an all-nighter for an art program Apparently ?????

i just feel like such a Doof bc there are all these people running around with free art programs doing perfectly fine & im sitting here like “ya i’ll drop cash on this one i literally only just heard of and tried for the first time today” like what kinda dumbass maneuver..........