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Wicked Charm, What’s Your Patronus? | Remus Lupin, Marauders Era
「 ❁ 」PROMPT 「 ❁ 」
One day in Defense, Professor Boomstick offers whoever can produce a corporeal Patronus an Outstanding on the next essay as well as an out on a test. When Y/N shockingly produces a wolf Patronus, well… you can assume the rest.
「 ❁ 」AUTHOR’S NOTE 「 ❁ 」
Why did I name a guy Boomstick? Because that word is fucking hilarious to me THAT’S WHY (also this sucks ass but tbh I'm just going with the flow nowadays whatever comes out comes the f out whether it’s shit or not) and for anyone who wants to get technical, believe me i already know what u will say
DEFENSE WAS Y/N L/N’S last class of every Friday and as of late, the only class she fervently dreaded. It was a mix of students from different Houses but dominated by Gryffindors. Three of the infamous sixth-year Gryffindor circle, James Potter, Sirius Black, and Remus Lupin, were in there, each of the blokes gifted with a wand. Y/N didn’t pay them much mind at the start of the year but after a few months of mingling and getting to know her classmates, she had developed somewhat of an acquaintanceship with the boys, perhaps even a friendship. She was one of the other few Gryffindors in the room and after she particularly chewed out one of the Ravenclaws feet from the classroom for ruining her perfect attendance record (allegedly, the clumsy arse caused her a three-day sentence in the Hospital Wing) James and Sirius decided she had enough style and substance (“Marauder flair,” they called it) to invite her into their gang.
It was as unenticing on the inside as it was from a feet-on-the-ground outsider’s perspective. Y/N wasn’t very adventurous. She was miles away from Lily’s singlehanded definition of “studious”, but still a pretty mellow person, preferring to keep to predetermined routes and undetected on radars. She was an extrovert with introverted tendencies, mostly appearing at times with people who differed in lifestyle. Like James and Sirius, two peas in a pod.
Remus Lupin was much less of a firecracker inches from popping, his voice tampered and quiet, his disposition ripe with premature wisdom. Y/N found him likeable. Almost too likable—a noticeable kind of fancy that only prats would fail to see. Then that fancy became more; she didn’t remember how.
This was open to judgment from the gods, who could choose to interfere or leave Y/N’s recent change of heart alone.
Unfortunately for her with this newfound friendship and growing fancy, James and Sirius had enough arrogance to fit the Greek gods from ancient myth…
Zeus and Poseidon, at least. Maybe even Aphrodite, the bloody matchmakers.
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Professor Boomstick, a stout, ashen man who oftentimes went into tangents about how the Muggle Army was a lousy old group of incompetent twats, liked challenges. He liked challenges for his students, specifically. He also liked favoritism and had yet to liken any students to his old pub buddies. Today Y/N and the Marauders all went to class expecting a test, but Professor Boomstick was already there waiting—and the room was empty of desks. Y/N stopped in her tracks, feeling Remus’s tall, lean frame smack into her backside. He apologized but she ignored him, sweeping her gaze across the floor. A group of students who found themselves there before her were huddling in a corner, nervous as sheep waiting to be sheered.
Y/N’s steps held an edge... She couldn’t deny she herself was nervous.
“Damn the test,” Professor Boomstick barked suddenly, catching Y/N’s bewildered eyes and holding them hostage. She swallowed hard. Surprises were not fun to her; she hated them with a passion. This old fart was just an arse to be incorporating one in place of a test on the history of Patronuses and Animagi she spent eons studying for. “We’ll see what you’re made of today without wasting parchment, can’t read your writin’ anyhow.”
“What exactly are we doing?” a long-faced, petite-nosed girl asked.
Professor Boomstick raised his wand and closed the door behind Y/N and the Marauders, throwing them further into the room. Y/N felt Remus’s arm brush her side and heat enveloped her from head to stomach. Glaring at Professor Boomstick, they all walked to stand with the other students, keeping a close eye on the crazy man they all called their teacher. Thank Merlin Defense professors never lasted.
“For any of you kids that can produce me a corporeal Patronus, I won’t just give ye bonus,” Professor Boomstick said, smirking at the huddle of students. “Ya got an essay due two weeks time on endangered species of the Wizarding World and that test we had scheduled today’s rescheduled for Monday. I’ll give any of ya who give me what I want a freebie on the quiz—and an automatic Outstanding on the essay. Still gotta turn three pages in though.”
The huddle of students struck up an excited exchange of whispers before going abruptly silent. Patronuses? That was hard-level shit and sparingly learned outside of class lessons due to its difficulty. Disappointment shuttered down the spines of each student, one at a time, as they all came to the same conclusion: this was a waste of time.
“What? None of ya have even tried?” Professor Boomstick demanded, bushy white eyebrows furrowing in the middle of his forehead. “May be a charm, but it could save yer life someday. All it takes is one loose Dementor and BOOM! Your soul’s been sucked right outta ya.”
Everyone flinched, some horrified at the sheer mention of Dementors. Professor Boomstick was right. No one really knew Patronuses and their uses. Advanced magic like that was too extensive, too dueling of a task.
Professor Boomstick was getting frustrated and impatient, glaring at each student individually. Crazy old man.
Y/N L/N nervously glanced at her classmates, mostly the marauding group of boys she befriended, before she stepped out of the huddle. All eyes automatically went to her.
James and Sirius were (in their opinion, rightfully) shocked she had this information under her belt the entire time—sitting on it, dwelling on it, never admitting to it where her friends were concerned. The two of them didn’t have any concept of privacy, both too invasive to be capable of secrets; Remus was nowhere near similar. Secrets were a part of his nature, only for the benefit of others and never his. If anyone could understand Y/N’s need to keep something like this close to her chest, it was Remus. Though, this wasn’t much of a secret. They all knew Y/N’s history and domestic life.
Remus glanced at her, an unreadable expression on his face, but her back was turned to him. She could feel everyone looking at her and picking out a single pair of eyes was too strenuous a task.
“Get on with it, L/N,” Professor Boomstick demanded.
“Okay, sir,” Y/N said. She would have never dared do this, but she was drowning in coursework from her other classes—any further work and she’d lose sleep, her grades suffering for it. Her mouth opened, inhaling a deep breath she braced.
Patronus charms were a complicated, beautiful species of magic. Arduous and dogging, it took someone particularly skilled to produce one—and you had to conjure one of your best memories, one of pure joy and exhilaration. Not just happiness, as one of Y/N’s old mentors incorrectly told her once upon a time. Y/N came from a family always preparing for the worst and through the years as the likelihood of a war reached its peak, her parents grew increasingly paranoid and enrolled her in a summer mentorship program as a precaution. She learned the Patronus charm from an eccentric man named Ellis Hawking.
Y/N’s happiest memory, the one that gave her pure, unadulterated joy, was when she was twelve and got to see her new baby sister.
“Expecto Patronum,” Y/N said when an incandescent smile reached her lips. All concentration went into her wand when she pointed. Her wand felt like it thrummed under her fingertips and she targeted the air just north of herself, where no one was in her line of sight.
Everyone behind her gasped when a shot of pure light emitted from her wand’s end, something growing larger as it left. Tendrils of silver and white swept the floor, coiling to become a translucent shape. The shape growled noiselessly, galloping on the ground like a wolf. It was a wolf. Majestic and sleek, making a turn to come running back at the caster herself—polarizing white eyes staring right into hers. Ears pinned back and slivers of silver hair standing on edge. All until it disappeared into the same device that made it. Creation and destruction, two separate words that meant the same: an inevitable, unavoidable cycle.
Y/N’s Patronus was last a dolphin when she first learned how to cast, not a wolf.
Her Patronus had changed.
“Bravo, bloody Hell—bravo, girl!” Professor Boomstick clapped enthusiastically. “For sure you’re gettin’ in my good graces rest of this here year. You’ve gotta be one hell of a witch casting a corporeal Patronus at sixteen! Bloody—”
Y/N stared down at her wand, completely bewildered.
Why did it change?
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James glanced over at Sirius while Y/N was distracted, a grin breaking his shocked composure. Neither he, Sirius, or Remus expected that; while Remus was busy frozen and possibly panicking himself into early gray hairs, James was bursting on the inside from excitement. Sirius shared a similar expression.
“Looks like little Y/N’s in love with Moony,” he hissed under his breath, failing to lose his grin. “That’s gotta be it. I’ve read on this before.”
Sirius nodded, a faux solemnness combatting the electric shock darting around like butterflies on his face. “After General Prat’s done,” he said, and the two nodded like soldiers heading to war.
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When no one other than Y/N could even produce an incorporeal Patronus, Professor Boomstick disappointedly released them—promising a nervous Y/N not to worry about the test or upcoming essay. James and Sirius automatically attacked at the last nameless student’s retreat, Remus trailing his two mates like a left-behind dog.
Sirius’s eyes zeroed in on Y/N’s wrist, where a charm bracelet dangled. It was covered in expensive-looking charms, one of engraved letters, a wand, a little wolf.
Whoa, cauldron’s bearings. There was a bloody wolf charm! What were the odds?
“Wicked charm,” Sirius said through a wink. Y/N’s eyes flickered between the two blokes then at her charm bracelet, not at all soothed in their presence. Still struggling to understand why her Patronus would be different, the two twats harassing her wasn’t desirable—especially since they looked like they did while meddling. Pranking. Causing mischief. Y/N made it clear ages ago she wouldn’t react kindly if they decided to fuck around with her the way they did with the rest of the Hogwarts student body. She liked her comfort bubble how it was, unperforated by buffoons best left six feet away. “Wolves. Did you get it to match your Patronus?”
Y/N bit her lip. “Well, actually—"
“Ah, Padfoot, obviously that wouldn’t be the case,” James said, slinging an arm around his mate’s shoulder. “She got it because it makes her think of a certain someone.”
“Who would I even think of? You guys are such prats,” Y/N said indignantly, narrowing her eyes now. Seriously, what were they getting at? They didn’t know anything, just perfectly well how drive anyone and everyone up the bloody wall. They’d drive a sane man mad!
“James, Sirius, don’t,” Remus said softly, appearing from behind. His eyes were wide with alarm, meeting Y/N’s at her sharp twist. He gulped at the annoyance in hers; James and Sirius had already done their damage. Idiots, they were.
“See, Y/N, I don’t think your Patronus has always been a wolf,” Sirius went on, pretending like neither Y/N nor Remus spoke in the first place. “Am I wrong?”
Y/N warily said, “No…”
“Did you know Patronuses can change to be complementary of their lovers’?” Sirius grinned obnoxiously. He shrugged his shoulders and nudged Y/N with one of his hands. “Just a thought. Maybe you fancy somebody, love ‘em.”
Y/N’s eyes widened and involuntarily, they looked at where Remus was standing. Remus froze again.
“We’ll leave you to it,” James said hastily, still grinning.
The bespectacled boy quickly lassoed Sirius around the neck and guided him to the door, calling to Remus that they’d be back in their dorm by the time he finished.
Remus awkwardly glanced over at Professor Boomstick. The man was just standing by his desk, drinking out of a flask, presumably waiting for his next class. Y/N sighed and unconsciously laced her fingers into Remus’s, dragging him away from their crazy-ass professor.
Once outside, Y/N faced Remus. “Is your Patronus a wolf?” she asked quietly, hurriedly. She didn’t want anyone to overhear, though the only likely soul left in distance was Peeves.
Remus looked at the ground. “Yes,” he reluctantly told her. He and the Marauders had yet to let her in on his furry little secret.
“Oh,” Y/N said and went silent. It’s not that she didn’t want to be in love with Remus, she just didn’t understand why she could have been so stupid to cast her Patronus in front of the entire class without contemplating her feelings for Remus first. Especially with prior knowledge that a wolf Patronus implied the chance of the charm caster being a werewolf. Students from the class would be beside themselves with rumors of Y/N being a werewolf herself.
As long as it wasn’t Remus being investigated.
“I’m sorry,” he said quietly, peeking up at her.
Y/N rolled her eyes. “Remus, why are you apologizing? Because of what animal the charm was? I’m not a bloody idiot. I know. Good thing I’m the caster, no one else, right?”
“Why would you like me, let alone love me?” Remus asked. “I don’t understand. I’m—”
“No, don’t even say it,” Y/N said, meeting his gaze. She reached forward and held his shoulders. “You’re handsome, funny, and intelligent. The least mad of any bloke I’ve seen. That’s all that matters to me.”
The heels of her feet lifted off the ground so she could peck his cheek. Remus flushed red and flinched back, not having expected any sort of affection—but Y/N deliberately ignored his confusion. She snorted and turned to leave.
Remus stood processing the unlikely events.
Y/N didn’t hear corresponding footsteps and stopped walking herself. “I hope you at least somewhat like me,” she said over her shoulder. “Else, that’d be one bloody embarrassing confession.”
Oh.
Remus’s shoes squeaked when he jogged to catch up. With his cheeks still aflame, Y/N hoped that meant he did, in fact, reciprocate.
I might need to do something about everyone seeing my Patronus, Y/N thought. Stupid Hogwarts and its plethora of assholes waiting for worthy gossip.
She was sure James and Sirius wouldn’t mind Obliviating the entire school for her and Remus. The idiots did supposedly do anything for their friends.
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Michael Clifford goes to uni with a mountain of advice on what to expect.
None of it, it seems, turns out to actually be true.
University was supposed to be the best time of his life. Or, that’s what everybody told him, citing all the enlightening courses he would take, the raging parties he would attend, the rampant feeling of indestructible freedom he would exult in.
They failed to mention how he would be waiting in the laundry room at three in the morning because all his clothes were frankly beyond stale-smelling and starting to offend his roommates. They failed to mention that all the dryers would subsequently be filled with like, five loads of pink lacy things during his quick run to the minimart for a midnight snack to tide him over until next morning’s breakfast. They failed to mention how fucking long it takes for like, five loads of pink lacy things to actually run through a drying cycle.
Michael Clifford sits in the basement of his dormitory, a pile of dripping laundry beside him in a plastic basket with one of the handles broken, trying desperately to not fall asleep. It smells like dampness and mold and copious detergent spills.
He runs a hand through his hair and rubs along his neck, checking to see if there’s any excess dye from his escapades earlier with a bottle of purple he'd picked up on a whim last Thursday. There is, of course, and he wipes his palm along his denims.
Except he's forgotten that he's not wearing his black denims because they're all stacked up beside him. He's just wiped a streak of dark purple all down the leg of his last clean pair of pajama bottoms.
"Fuck me," he says, grumbling and rummaging among his laundry things for one of those fucking stain sticks that Calum always bugged him about getting whenever they went to the shops together. His fingers snag it but, as he's trying to extricate it from the tangle of wet, black fabrics, it slips out and rolls under one of the dryers that's still chugging along.
"Oh, fuck me."
He's so exhausted, but Michael knows from past experience that the stain will set if he doesn't treat it soon.
So, he gets down on hands and knees and just as soon as he's gotten his whole arm shoved under the dryer, fingers searching the dusty cement for the stick, and his face pressed up against the glass front of the dryer, there's clattering footsteps coming down the stairs.
"God, you fucking perv!"
What?
It takes him a second to determine that it's him that the shrieking voice is addressing, mostly due to sleep deprivation and the fact that one ear is filled with the tumbling thunder of the machine.
"What?" He didn't say he understood why he was being addressed. Through his one available eye - the one not stuck up against the glass pane showing all the pink lacy things - he can see a flurry of long limbs flying towards him and instinctively throws himself away from the dryer.
A girl stands before him in a floppy set of sweats, arms crossed and arms furious. “You think it’s cool to drool all over a dryer with my knickers in it, huh? Think you’re smart or something, perv?”
Immediately he puts his hands up defensively. “Oh my god, oh my fucking god, no! I dropped something under the dryer and I was just trying to reach it. Jesus!”
Grumbling under her breath, she whips through the laundry room towards the row of dryers and, in one economical movement that defies the laws of physics, manages to pile all five loads of pink lacy things into a basket, and leaves in a hurricane.
+
When they told him about university, there was a lot more emphasis on the amazing things he would learn and less on the amount of time it would take for him to learn them. A lot more emphasis on renewed perspectives and a lot less on how long it would take sitting at a table in the university library reading things dead people wrote over seventy years ago to actually understand why his perspectives needed renewing in the first place.
They also neglected to mention how much of a maze the university library was and how all of the easily-accessible tables were always taken ridiculously early in the evening.
Michael Clifford sighs as he pushes himself through the gaps between the shelves, turning his body sideways so he can get back to his table as quickly as possible and still have some time to complete his coursework before today turned into tomorrow.
Of course, as he’s making the final turn at an insane angle in a narrow passage that makes it impossible to see around the other side because this is university and why would anything as simple as walking back to his table be easy for chrissakes, he bumps into another body.
Well, bumps really isn’t the right word. Crashes is more accurate. Vaguely, his mind catalogs the sensations as he begins to fall backwards from the collision: long hair whispering along the side of his neck, sharp pain in his chest from the edges of textbooks, the condensation coating the outside of a water bottle soaking into his shirt.
“Shit!” The word explodes from his mouth as he bumpers off the shelves behind him, thankfully not knocking any books off the shelves.
He’s immediately chastised by a harsh whisper.
“Will you keep it down? We’re in a library, genius.”
Snarking back automatically, Michael says, “Oh, really? I thought this was a zoo.”
“Well, it might be,” the girl on the ground replies, giving a pointed look at his hair as she readjusts her glasses.
It’s the pink lacy girl, this time dressed in an entirely different set of baggy sweats, not a speck of pink or lacy anything on her.
Fuck this, fuck his history of religion paper on transcendentalism in 19th century America. What did those dead people know anyway?
“I don’t need to put up with this shit, thanks,” he says as he picks up his books from the floor and heads out the door.
He’s going to go take a nap.
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When they told him about the textbooks that he would have, they expressed how miraculous they would be, how every page he turned would bombard his brain with information he couldn’t live without now.
They failed to mention how much each of those pages cost. After his trip to the bookstore at the beginning of term, one would have thought that each book was bound in genuine Italian leather and illuminated in gold leaf by an isolated sect of monks who only work once every eight days and take three month-long holidays each year.
Which is why, two days later when he actually goes about writing the essay on transcendentalism in 19th century America because he really doesn’t want to flunk out of uni and have to head back to the Southern hemisphere, he’s having a mild panic attack.
His book is gone, his history text that cost him more than two weeks’ worth of wages at his part-time job, and in its place is a pro-fem book detailing the struggles of minority women after the end of the Civil Rights Movement.
It’s actually quite intriguing, and he finds himself reading through the introduction before he remembers to look in the inside cover for a name.
Michael Clifford finds what he’s looking for in blocky script written with a hunter green gel pen: Tal Harrison.
To his horror, he searches her name in the student directory and finds that she lives in his hall, on his floor. The other end of the hall, granted, which is like over fifteen doors down, but still. On his floor.
His horror mounts as another realization strikes him. If he has her book, then she must have his.
The thought of more confrontation with the pink lacy girl makes him a touch queasy. Not as queasy as shifting the majority of the food-money in his monthly budget over to paying for another copy of this book, though.
Mustering up his nerve, he takes one last look at her room number before shoving his feet into a pair of slippers and grabbing her textbook. He shuffles down the hallway, counting the doorways under his breath.
He needs to know exactly how far away from him she is so he can forevermore maintain that distance at all costs.
Stopping in thirteen doors later, Michael bites nervously at his lip before bringing his hand up to knock at the door. Three knocks, then a pause.
Which stretches out obscenely long.
He knocks again, three more times. Another pause.
Goddamn, he really needs his book back, especially considering he’s fallen into another fit of procrastination and left off the essay until tonight, even though it’s due tomorrow morning at the beginning of lecture.
Michael is just about to knock again when the door to his left opens up and a head pokes out of the frame.
“They’re never in this early, so I would suggest you stop knocking and leave. Some of us are trying to study, y’know.”
It’s the girl. The pink lacy girl. The girl that has his book.
Tal Harrison.
He starts to talk, to try and defend himself and also to ignore the fact that he failed to correctly count to fifteen, when her eyes widen, gaze dropping down to the cover of the textbook he’s still got in his hand.
“Hey,” she says, “You’re the asshole who took my book in the library! And the asshole perving in the laundry room!”
“Excuse me, I’m the asshole trying to return your book right now, thanks. And I was not perving in the laundry, Christ! I was waiting for a dryer to open up because you had filled up every single one with your shit.”
To his surprise, Tal – he figures he better start actually using her proper name now – colors, cheeks pinking up just a few shades lighter than her pink lacy things.
“Sorry,” she murmurs, ducking her head. “I…mis-prioritised. Left the wash until I ran out of everything.”
“Is that even a word?” The question is out before he can catch it, and his face flushes, realizing exactly how rude he probably sounded, especially after she had apologized.
“Nope.” She pops the p, motioning him over to her doorway. “Here, I must have your book then, right? If you have mine, we must have switched them accidentally.”
Her room is nothing like what he had expected. Although, granted, his only expectations – bare walls with a magenta punching bag in the corner – stemmed from aggressive encounters with a girl who wears loose sweats and pink lacy things.
Instead, there’s only a minimal amount of painted brick walls exposed. The rest are covered with whiteboards, which themselves flash in a rainbow of dry-erase markers detailing out complicated-looking diagrams and equations with too many foreign symbols for him to understand.
There is a neat, patterned bedspread in shades of dark blues and purples as well, along with a full bookcase and well-organized desk crammed into the rest of the space in the small single.
“Here,” Tal says, locating and extracting his history book easily from one of the stacked piles at the corner of her desk. “That’s yours, right?”
He takes it from her absentmindedly, eyes still overwhelmed by the formulas on all the whiteboards. Michael honestly thought Luke was the only one crazy enough to be into all that maths shit.
“Physics.” She plays with the pencil behind her ear and readjusts her glasses. “I’m Physics and Gender Studies. Joint degree.”
“That’s…” he starts, but she cuts him off.
“Totally weird, I know, it’s difficult to explain --”
“I was gonna say that it’s really impressive. Like, really impressive.”
She pinks again, looking pleased. “Oh. Oh, thanks. What’s yours? I’m Tal Harrison, by the way.”
Now he’s the embarrassed one. “History, just history. And I’m Michael, Michael Clifford.”
+
Someone is being killed down the hall. If there’s any way to judge by the noises, Michael would suppose that whatever the method of homicide is, it’s not a clean one.
There’s another piercing scream that cuts through the guitar solo blasted through his ears.
They didn’t mention anything about mass murder in when they told him about living at uni.
Okay, hell, they really didn’t tell him anything actually applicable to life at a university in general, so he’s just going to stop mentioning it at this point.
Five more seconds of shrieking later, and he gets up in a huff, pulling on a jumper over top his boxer shorts and puts on his slippers again. Trekking out into the hall only amplifies the noise as it bounces down the narrow passage and back up.
After some investigation, Michael finds that the sounds take him to the door to the women’s washroom.
Fuck.
One lengthy internal debate later, he tamps down the urge to walk away and turn the volume back up on his headphones. The screaming has intermingled with sobbing now, so he grits his teeth and slowly pushes the door open.
In hindsight, knocking first may have been a good idea.
The door to one of the shower stalls has become inexplicably unlocked and now sways inwards. The contents of a shower caddy are dumped across the floor, shampoo bottles and those weird poofy things that his mom keeps in their bath strewn and rolling around on the slick tile.
Tal is in there, water turned off with the world’s tiniest towel preventing him from getting an eyeful, body quivering and legs knocking.
She’s staring, petrified at the drain in the center of the shower, shallowly breathing.
He clears his throat. “Um, Tal?”
Head snapping up, her eyes widen. “Michael, thank God. Help me, um, please?”
She gestures down to the drain, motioning to the thing he previously thought was just a clump of hair in stuck in the metal grate.
“Holy hell.”
There’s a big-ass spider down there, sitting on top of the drain. He stares at the big-ass spider. The big-ass spider stares back at him and twitches its legs threateningly.
Tal shifts nervously. “Michael?”
He and the big-ass spider exchange glances once more. The eight beady eyes only serve to harden his resolve. “Okay, you’re gonna have to jump over here. I’m not getting any closer to that.”
“Jump?”
“Yeah,” he says, motioning to the little bench where the plastic shower caddy once sat. “Just, like, step up there and jump across to me and I’ll catch you. No worries.”
She wavers, indecision showing as her eyebrows furrow. “But what if I slip?”
“I’ll catch you.” He sounds much more confident than he actually is. He hasn’t worked out in a few weeks, and he’s pretty sure that chicken-boy Luke could bench more than him at this point.
But, when she does jump, she does slip. Everything slows down to half time, and he can only watch, arms outstretched to catch her, horrified as she throws her hands out to break her fall. The world’s tiniest towel drops to the ground just as she crosses the last bit of the gap between them and lunges into his chest.
Boobs. Boobs pressed against him.
Michael takes a long, hard look at the ceiling tile and contemplates his grandmother’s undergarment choices and the last time he found Calum in their room dancing suggestively around to the newest emasculating pop song.
He tries to ignore the sensation of her wet hair dripping on his collarbone as she shakes, repeating over and over, “Oh my God, oh my God, I touched it with my foot, I touched it, oh my God.”
“Tal,” he starts after she’s beginning to calm down. “Tal, um, I’m going to let go of you now and close my eyes so you can get your towel, okay.”
“Okay.”
She’s not brave enough to get anything else besides her room key and robe, and, honestly, Michael’s not either. So, they end up in his room, her in his borrowed shirt and sleep trousers – the one with the purple stripe down the leg because he didn’t end up getting to it in time after all – perched on the edge of his desk chair while he sits on his bed and makes them a cup of fortifying coffee.
They end up talking until three in the morning, even though they’ve both got early lectures the next day.
+
Okay, he lied. They did tell him one thing about uni that seems to be marginally true.
There is, often as not, a greater chance of finding really good mates at university. Some of those friendships might happen after traumatic incidents because, hey, sometimes, near-death experiences with spiders in bathrooms really bring people together.
Some of those people might be certain particular girls. Those particular girls might live on his floor.
Those particular girls might be named Tal Harrison and smell nice and are the optimum combination of really fucking smart and really fucking cute.
Michael Clifford might have a little bit of a crush.
Tal ends up routinely saving him a spot at her reserved table in the library when he wakes up late from his afternoon nap. In return, he supplies the coffee and the occasional apple that he manages to steal from Calum’s hoard of assorted fruit.
“Hey,” she says, grinning. “Make yourself at home.”
Silently, he presents the traditional offering of coffee and fruit and they settle down to their work, her on more physics coursework and him on a mountain of history readings he needed to complete by yesterday.
He can’t keep quiet for long though, as he’s distracted by the question that’s been burning on his mind for weeks. It finally bursts out.
“Why were you so mean to me when we first met?”
She twirls a piece of hair around her finger as she continues to copy down notes from her book. “Well, you were in a compromising position. You were kind of a dick. And kind of cute. So, I got flustered.”
Michael blinks. Cute?
“Also, you really did look like you were perving on my knicks so I was totally justified there.”
“You’re cute.”
Oh God, he said that out loud.
She pulls her head up to look at him for a long moment, before her eyes crinkle up in a smile. “Thanks, Mikey.”
So, when he takes her hand later as he finishes his reading and she works through the rest of her notes, it isn’t weird at all.
This is the one thing he’s going to write home about.
#5sosff#5sos fanfic#michael clifford#fic: glass in the park#updates#i'm finally posting some of my other 5sosff stuff to my tumblr!!#in case anyone is still wanting to read this
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Core in Review: Art Humanities
De jure: A one-semester course in the most influential visual artists in western canon. Three credits, which means it’s less demanding than Lit Hum or CC at 75-minute classes twice a week (instead of two hours). Seminars are capped again at 22 students, although honestly I’m pretty sure I saw the cap at 25 students the past few semesters. They might have upped it a little bit over the years. Supposed to be an easy A.
De facto: Yeah, I would argue that it is. I took this class during the first few months of the pandemic, so our grades received were only Pass/Fail, but I’m pretty sure my letter grade would have been somewhere around an A-.
Like every other Core class I’ve reviewed so far, the quality of this course depends heavily on the instructor. In an unusual stroke of good luck, I had my first good instructor since Lit Hum! He was a very fair grader, great with feedback on written assignments, made assignment expectations crystal clear, and facilitated in-class discussions really well. As a perk, most of our readings were not required and therefore an easy way to get participation credit in. I was not the best about participating when classes were moved online but after two or three weeks I got my groove back and went to his online office hours, and he was very helpful and I was able to participate thoroughly for the rest of the semester.
I’m not sure the class really teaches you anything about how to analyze art in ways that aren’t already common sense, but it did give me a good idea about the general motivations and main works of each artist that we studied, which I think is the point of all the Core classes anyway. In that sense, it’s a great class. It’s also really fun, and if your professor is good about using NYC as a resource it can be the most explorational class you take at Columbia. It certainly was mine.
In general, I was a huge fan of this class. I think it’s also one of the best Core classes to practice writing in, even over UW. UW focuses on the technicalities of writing an essay but instructors aren’t really good about teaching you how to develop and defend a claim, but that’s something that I got to practice a lot in Art Hum, without it even being a stressful amount of writing. I really appreciated this class.
Speaking of workload, we had ten “annotations” due over the semester, where you have to print the chosen artwork off of Courseworks and annotate it with observations (NOT claims, no need to analyze the work and argue that the artist is trying to portray anything in particular) before class. We then had readings, which were mandatory about once every three or four seminars, and two “writing assignments” for the whole semester, one of which was 2-3 pages and the other was 5-6. We had a take-home midterm and final since both happened after the transition to online learning. The final assignment was particularly easy: he offered us about 6 assignments to choose from, about half of which were artsy, and all required about a day’s worth total of work. For example, the one I chose was a 2-page paper on how a work of art of my choice related to my field of study. One of the artsy ones was making a few self-portraits and writing a few sentences on how they compare to the portraiture we’ve studied over the semester. Selfies counted.
Tips for Acing the Class:
Show up. There isn’t really anything to review, per se, so it’s futile to expect to miss a class and try to catch up via other students’ notes or going to office hours. This is very much a discussion-based course, and the only way to know what’s going on is to pay attention in class. That being said, it’s easy to get an A as long as you’re in class.
Take notes of what other students say, not just the professor. Most of the course is taught via students agreeing or disagreeing with each other, and usually what is on exams is just whatever main points we honed in on during class. Also take notes of what kind of questions the professor asks, as these are usually regurgitated on exams.
Vocab is essential. Pretty much any kind of difficult question will involve you defining and applying a certain term that’s specific to an era or style of art, so if you don’t know what something means in class it’s important that you stop the class to ask the professor to spell and define it. Our professor had a list of vocab words on Courseworks, but no definitions, so definitions fully relied on whatever was said in class, especially more subjective terms like impressionism.
The best two ways to get participation credit are to incorporate something from the reading into your response, and to incorporate a comparison from art studied in previous seminars into your response. It’s super easy to take good notes on whatever is said during the few two weeks of class or so, and for the rest of the semester just find a way to compare the subject to whatever you learned in those first few classes. Since art is really only contextualized by previous art, your prof will be impressed that you’re “thinking critically.” lol.
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teacher/student frerard fanfiction (smut warning) teacher!frank + student!gerard
Frank didn’t set out to become a teacher, in fact he’d spent the majority of his school career despising the very profession - the source of his unhappiness, along with relentless school bullies. He’d been intelligent enough to get a scholarship and spend a year or so studying in university before dropping out and pursuing his dream as a musician, that was how his life was supposed to be planned out - he’d imagined it since he was four years old and sat in a speak-easy watching his Grandfathers band play, music was his life - he was born to play, it was in his DNA.
The crash hadn’t been part of his premonition, he hadn’t expected his dream to turn into a nightmare and he definitely didn’t see such a tragedy signalling the end of his career. He’d lost his best friend that night, as well as band-mate and Frank just couldn’t see himself getting back up on stage without his right-hand man, maybe it was cowardly - or maybe Frank was just shaken into an easy life, one with minimal risk and hearts intact. His family, especially his Mother had been happy to hear of his decision - while they knew that music was his love, his everything - they had attended the funeral with broken hearts, only thankful that it wasn’t their son they were burying.
It had been six years now and Frank was turning thirty in the fall, he still played his guitar everyday - he couldn’t ever give up that part of him, it was like an extra limb - it was part of him, a piece of his heart. He’d obtained his teaching degree rather quickly, his partial university education helping him bypass some of the coursework - he was rather well known now in Jersey as someone who had the skills to tutor even the lowest performing student into an exam-worthy scholar.
Frank didn’t work in a school, couldn’t bring himself to set foot in the building he had wished to burn to the ground barely twelve years before. Instead he’d set himself up a private tutoring service from the comfort of his own home, he’d take on one student at a time with weekends at his leisure - it gave him the time to focus on his clients fully instead of going from one student to another and mixing up their school-work. He’d met a diverse range of people through his tutoring, he taught all ages - anyone from little Rosie Michaels who was a seven year old in special education to fifteen year old Johnny Byers who’d been kicked out of school for setting fire to a science lab.
All of his students flourished, maybe it was his style of teaching and laid back attitude that helped him connect with the younger students. Frank made a pact with himself not to become one of those boring old teachers who’d lost the love of their craft years before and instead took it out on those they taught. It was working out fine for him as the years went by and last year he’d even managed to win a community nominated award for services to children - he was achieving greatly, he felt like he’d found his path in life and things were going well.
Gerard was his latest student, he’d been tutoring him for three months now and the boy was improving thanks to Frank’s dedication. Gerard was 19, he’d been held back a few years in school due to lack of progression - his Mother said he’d been bullied badly, to the extent that he refused to attend school and as a result failed to graduate. Frank wasn’t sure what to expect until Gerard showed up on his doorstep on that first Monday morning.
To put it nicely, Gerard was a total sweetheart - He walked shyly into the large open-plan room that Frank had dubbed his classroom, his soft black hair framing his pale, pixie-like face. Gerard was feminine to say the least, in fact he was androgynous and downright beautiful - Frank couldn’t help but notice the sway of his hips and the way his eyes widened so innocently every time Frank spoke to him. To top it all off, Gerard was wearing a baby pink dress - his milky thighs peeking out between the midway hem and a pair of white thigh-highs, Frank’s throat dried up at the sight.
Over the coming weeks Gerard began to ease into student life, overcoming his initial shyness and becoming more comfortable with Frank. His teacher was having a less than easy life though, in all his years of teachers he had prided himself on the fact he had never been attracted to one of his students, and though Gerard was 19 and fully legal it still felt immoral and wrong, but he just couldn’t help himself. He wondered sometimes if Gerard could see the effect he was having on him, wondered if he knew that the way he sucked on his lower lip made Frank’s jeans tighten just a little - wondered if he could see the way Frank’s eyes trailed the length of his body as he entered the classroom each morning.
Frank decided that it wasn’t completely weird that he let Gerard into his thoughts when he touched himself at night, it was just imaginary after all - where was the harm? He couldn’t deny that the thoughts of Gerard with his soft cotton dresses, bitten-red lips and doe-eyes gave him the most intense orgasms he’d ever experienced. It both excited and pained him to spend so much time with Gerard, wishing that they had met under different circumstances because Gerard was definitely the type of boy Frank would ask on a date.
“Hey Sweetheart, did you get that homework finished for me?” Frank asked as he heard the faint patter of Gerard’s white slip-ons coming down the hallway.
They’d built up a routine now, Gerard would arrive at eight-thirty each morning and let himself in - Frank would be in the kitchen making breakfast for them both, making sure to pour Gerard a coffee to get him to wake up a little, the boy hated mornings almost as much as he hated Math class.
“Yes Sir” Gerard hummed, sliding into his chair at the table and getting out his English essay “Did you sleep well, Mr Iero?”
“You know you can call me by my first name, Gee” Frank reminded him as he did every day “I slept fine thank you, did you?”
“Okay Frankie” Gerard bit his lip, swinging his legs a bit as he watched Frank walk over with the coffee “I slept okay, had a bad dream but I went back to sleep for a bit.. that’s why I look messy today.. I overslept”
“You look fine-..” Frank frowned, placing the mug in front of him and turning back to retrieve a plate of pancakes “..-real pretty, I like your dress today”
“Thanks Frankie” Gerard blushed, sipping at his drink before waving his hand furiously in front of his mouth “Ouch-Ouch-Ouch!”
“Careful Gee, it’s hot” Frank mused, repeating the same words he used every morning when Gerard was too quick to drink his caffeine
They went through their morning routine as usual, sharing pancakes and coffee as Frank marked Gerard’s work and Gerard got started on his next task.
“You did well on this one” Frank praised, sliding the essay back over to Gerard who grinned happily “A few spelling mistakes but nothing too major, it’s a really great piece Gee - you’re really improving”
“Thanks to you, Sir” Gerard smiled, resting his chin on his hand as he blinked up at the older man
“Hey, you’re doing the hard work - I’m just helping a little” Frank replied modestly “Right, so shall we start reading the next chapter in our book? I want you to do a little mock test on it later on”
Gerard nodded excitedly, they’d been reading through their current book for a few days now and it was slowly becoming Gerard’s favourite read. It told the story of a young girl who wore pretty dresses and an innocent smile to seduce her older crush, Gerard couldn’t help but feel excited at the thought of trying out such a plan on his tutor. He’d seen the way Frank would stare at him when he thought he wasn’t looking, it had start off as innocent glances at first but the heat was rising between them and Gerard longed for the day when Frank would forget his morals and just take him.
They were curled up on the sofa now, Frank would always allow Gerard to get comfortable while he was reading to him - he tended to drift off and not concentrate otherwise, besides it made a difference to being cooped up in the classroom all day. Gerard would kick off his shoes and curl his legs up underneath him, leaning against the back of the sofa as he turned to face the older man who would read sonnets and plays and fiction with his smooth, velvety voice - unaware of the effect it had on his student.
“..-and so she put on her favourite colours, knowing the way her blush contrasted with the pink puff of her sleeves - before making her way to his study, praying he would be alone-..” Frank concentrated on the pages of the book, his thick-framed reading glasses making him look even cuter than Gerard had anticipated.
“Do you think that she was bad, Sir?” Gerard piped up, tilting his head to the side
“Bad?” Frank frowned, marking the page with his fingertip “Do you think she was bad, Gerard?”
“Well.. she’s trying to seduce him, but she’s much younger-.. isn’t that bad?”
“I guess-.. I guess in that kind of situation it would be the older man that’s wrong, Gerard” Frank tried to explain carefully “Because he’s the one who should know better.. it’s not right what she’s doing, no-.. but the older man should stop it before it goes ahead, he’s the adult in the situation”
“Because he’s older?”
“Yes and No-..” Frank licked his lips slightly “.. it’s not wrong because he’s older, it’s wrong because she’s still under-age.. and whether she consents or not, it’s not her decision - not really.. it’s statutory rape, however you look at it”
“What about if she was older?” Gerard reasoned “If-.. If she was the legal age but, but he was still older than her.. is that wrong?”
Frank ran his fingers through his hair, the situation hitting a little too close to home for his liking “I guess it’s how you look at it, I mean-.. I believe that two consenting, legal age people can be together but-.. but I guess it’s frowned upon a lot by people, it’s just perspective”
“I understand” Gerard nodded, biting the inside of his cheek so he didn’t look too elated at the fact Frank had basically just said it would be fine if he and Gerard were together.
Frank went on from where he left off, reading out sentences oblivious to the thoughts and emotions swimming through Gerard’s head. He figured that now was as good a time as any to make a move on the older man, especially after what he’d just said - he only wondered now if Frank liked him back, had he imagined all the longing glances and attention? Only one way to find out.
Gerard stretched his leg out, pretending to straighten the hem of his thigh highs and taking the opportunity to brush his foot against the inside of Frank’s calf, pretending that he hadn’t noticed the hitch in Frank’s breath and the way he stuttered over his word, mid-sentence. When he’d finished messing with the stocking he left his foot where it was, pressed up against the inside of Frank’s leg - gently caressing him over his jeans.
Frank paid no attention after the first contact, choosing to carry on with his reading - much to Gerard’s delight - it was when Gerard’s foot began to rise closer to his knee that Frank’s eyes flickered from the text to the white-clothed foot between his legs yet still he made no move to push Gerard away, instead trying to refocus on the task at hand.
“..-his infatuation was becoming too strong, he was weak to resist the angelic nymph-..”
Frank took a sharp intake of breath, eyes shooting up to Gerard who was watching him innocently - waiting for him to continue, acting unaware to the fact his foot was resting against Frank’s inner-thigh. Frank swallowed thickly, looking like he was debating something in his head before glancing down at his book and continuing, his voice sounding a little higher and more unsure as he went on.
Gerard was enjoying himself now, he could see the effect he was beginning to have on the older man from the way his entire body had stiffened and the way his Adam’s apple would bob up and down as he repeatedly swallowed. His foot began as a light caress but gradually grew stronger, the pressure increasing as he ran his foot along the inside of his thigh, stopping just barely before his crotch and only when on instinct Frank’s hand darted out to grab him, his loose grip on his ankle holding his foot just barely touching his crotch.
“G-Gerard-.. What are you-..” Frank breathed, the book dropping to the ground noisily though neither of them bothered to give it a second glance - they were too caught up in the charged stare they were currently sharing.
“Nothing, Sir” Gerard bit his lip, raising his eyebrow slightly in challenge
Frank swallowed the lump in his throat, his eyes showing hesitation before he loosened his grip entirely on Gerard’s ankle, leaving him to press his foot tentatively against Frank’s already tented jeans, eyes widening as the ball of his foot grazed the outline of Frank’s arousal.
“G-Gerard-..I-..” Frank whispered hoarsely, unsure where to put himself at this point but not strong enough to push Gerard away, not when he was touching him so intimately, it was all he’d dreamed of for months “G-Ger-..”
“Shh..” Gerard whispered, moving forwards to place his fingertip over Frank’s lips “Please don’t make me stop..”
“I-..I-..O-Okay-..” Frank stuttered out, blinking softly
Gerard moved his foot away, carefully sliding his way into Frank’s lap and planting himself over his teacher’s erection, his forearms draped gently over the older man’s shoulders.
“Is this okay, Sir?” Gerard asked innocently, tilting his head slightly
Frank nodded quietly, unable to form words as his hands lay planted stiffly at his sides
Gerard pushed his slender fingers through Frank’s hair, pushing it back slightly as the older man’s eyes fluttered shut momentarily. He slowly removed Frank’s glasses and placed them down on the table, tracing his fingertips down the side of his cheek and jawline, his lips parting as he watched curiously. Gerard gently brushed their lips together, pulling a quiet whimper from his teacher before he pressed them together properly, sliding his arms over his shoulders and feeding his fingers through Frank’s hair.
Frank came to life now, his hands gently resting on Gerard’s hips, thumbs caressing circles against the soft cotton of his dress as their mouths moved in sync. He gasped lightly into Gerard’s mouth when the boy rolled his hips, pressing deliciously against his tight jeans - setting his entire body alight with burning want. He tentatively swept his tongue along Gerard’s lower lip, pleased when he parted his lips and allowed him entrance, their tongues fighting against one another until Frank overpowered him and dragged the tip along the roof of his mouth, making him whimper softly.
By now Frank was more confident in his actions, pushing one hand against his bare thigh and travelling beneath his dress, squeezing at the flesh of his thigh as Gerard rolled his hips again. The younger boy’s fingers found their way to Frank’s shirt, not hesitating before unfastening the buttons deftly, his fingertips pushing the material from the teacher’s shoulders and trailing down his tattooed chest. Gerard broke the kiss to mouth his way down Frank’s neck and collar bone, biting down playfully on his clavicle as the older man sighed breathlessly.
“Mm.. do that again-..” Frank murmured, tilting his head back against the sofa
Gerard clamped his teeth around the soft skin, running his tongue over the bite repeatedly as he gently sucked a purple bruise into his canvas. He pulled away to admire his work, pressing a soft kiss to the blemish - pleased with how blissed out Frank looked already with his bitten red lips and half-lidded eyes. He traced his fingers over the tattoos decorating Frank’s torso, dragging the tips down until he could tease just beneath the waistband of his jeans, glancing up at him expectantly - pleased when Frank nodded, bucking his hips up just enough for Gerard to unfasten his belt and shimmy the offending material to the ground.
Gerard sat himself in the space between Frank’s feet, looking up at the older man who sat naked awaiting his next movement. His cock stood proudly, curving towards his stomach - Gerard couldn’t help but lick his lips at the sight, making Frank’s mouth water as he kissed his way up the inside of his thigh. Frank couldn’t believe he’d found himself in this position, he’d fantasised about it way too much but hadn’t ever considered it becoming a reality.
Gerard’s fingertips raked against the sensitive skin of Frank’s inner thighs as he lips and tongue followed the trail, gently wrapping themselves around his thick cock - his thumb sweeping over the tip and soaking up the first beads of pre-cum. Frank let his eyes flutter shut, his head lolling back slightly as he relied on his sense of touch to feel everything Gerard was submitting him to.
The sensation of Gerard’s hot breath blowing against his leaking tip made his breath hitch and he held it for what seemed like forever until Gerard’s mouth engulfed him and he let out a low groan, his hand unconsciously finding its way to Gerard’s mess of hair. He pressed his tongue flat against the underside of Frank’s cock, teasing along the prominent vein as he inched his way down - only stopping to breath through his nose when his face was buried in the wiry hairs at Frank’s base.
“G-G-..Ohhh..” Frank murmured, gently tugging at Gerard’s hair as his eyebrows furrowed, lost in the feeling and never wanting it to end.
Gerard’s fingers toyed with his balls, rolling them around before edging backwards and stroking his fingertips against his perineum making Frank buck involuntarily into the back of his throat. Gerard moaned, desperate to have his mouth filled as much as possible - he’d been dreaming about his teacher for weeks now, surprised in himself that he’d managed to wait this long.
He began to slide up and down Frank’s erection, pleased when the older man would momentarily lose control and thrust up into his mouth. He pushed his hand further beneath him until he could stroke his fingers around his tight rim, spurred on when Frank whimpered a desperate “P-Please Gee.. oh fuck, please touch me-..”
He wasted no time in sinking two fingers past his tight ring of muscle, Frank loved the burn - letting his eyes roll back as he pushed down on the intrusion, alternating between riding on the two digits and thrusting up into Gerard’s pretty little mouth. Frank’s movements began to stutter after a while and Gerard was excited to have his tongue coated in release but his teacher clearly had other ideas, backing away just enough to stop his movements.
“W-Wanna fuck you-..” Frank grunted out between breaths
“You want me to ride you, Sir?” Gerard asked sweetly, using his best puppy dog eyes as Frank whined quietly at the word ‘Sir’
Frank shook his head, nodding towards the other side of the sofa “Hands and Knees”
Gerard obeyed him, resting his forearms on the arms of the sofa and waiting for further instruction
“Good boy” Frank slurred, clumsily climbing to his feet. His eyes were dark and lustful now, all responsibility discarded and replaced with a need to ruin the pretty boy offering himself up to him.
He flipped the hem of the dress over Gerard’s hips, revealing his pale blue panties barely containing the bulge between his legs. His fingers were rough against the soft material, rubbing at Gerard’s erection and pressing his fingertips gently against his balls - tracing all the way back until he could trace the crease of his ass, swatting him sharply and pulling a desperate whimper from the younger man.
“So fuckin’ pretty.. look at you..” Frank groaned hungrily “.. all laid out ready to play”
He wasted no time in tugging the material down past Gerard’s thighs, leaving them bunched at his knees and pressing both hands against his ass cheeks, parting them until he exposed the fluttering pink hole. He massaged the meaty flesh for a moment, pulling him apart and then kneading him back together until finally without warning he pressed his tongue against Gerard’s rim and pushed all the way in, dragging a strangled cry from the younger man as he ground back against Frank’s face desperately.
“Oh-..Oh-.. Oh Sir.. Oh Frankie-.. Oh don’t stop.. Oh please-..” Gerard chanted, fingertips digging into the material of the sofa, his cock leaking profusely between his thighs.
Frank’s tongue worked expertly, stretching him open until he was pliant and needy - letting his saliva coat his chin as he pressed as deep as he could, rubbing his open mouth against the desperate entrance before pushing two fingers past the rim without warning. Gerard cried out his name louder this time, a tone in his voice he’d never heard before - a brand new moan all for his teacher, he’d never felt this close before - like Frank was keeping him dancing dangerously on the edge but refusing to let him topple over into his climax.
By the time Frank was three fingers deep, Gerard was incoherently babbling - riding desperately on his fingers and driving Frank wild. He pulled out without warning, leaving Gerard to whine - head lowered between his arms as Frank left momentarily to find protection. He returned barely a minute later, his cock sheathed up and ready to go - Gerard gasped as he felt the head of Frank’s cock against his entrance, slowly edging inside him with his fingertips leaving crescent moons over Gerard’s hips.
He was slow and careful, bottoming out a few moments later with a sharp exhale, his fingertips caressing the soft skin of Gerard’s hips as they both got used to the tight hole. The air was thick and silent apart from their synchronised panting until Frank began to slide out with a groan, thrusting back in quicker than before and dragging a punched out moan from Gerard’s lips.
It didn’t take long to build up his rhythm, one hand planted firmly on his hip and the other buried in his mess of hair, tugging gently with each movement. Gerard’s cock was leaking profusely between his legs but any thought of the soiled material beneath them was long gone when Frank began to circle his hips, slamming relentlessly into Gerard’s waiting hole, stretching him impossibly open as Gerard whined and whimpered beneath him, Frank’s name falling from his lips along with expletives.
“Oh.. F-Frankie..Please-.. Harder-..” Gerard chanted “D-Don’t stop-.. Please-.. Ah-..”
Frank used all his strength to pound into him repeatedly until the familiar heat began to pool in his stomach, swirling lower and lower until he was crying out Gerard’s name and spilling over inside of him, pulling the younger man into climax along with him. They collapsed in an exhausted heap, limbs tangled and Frank’s face buried in the space between Gerard’s shoulder blades.
“I like this lesson” Gerard murmured a few minutes later “I definitely think you should teach this way more often”
Frank snorted, snaking an arm around his middle “You definitely get an A for that one, Gee”
Frank didn’t set out to become a teacher, in fact he’d spent the majority of his school career despising the very profession - the source of his unhappiness, along with relentless school bullies. He’d been intelligent enough to get a scholarship and spend a year or so studying in university before dropping out and pursuing his dream as a musician, that was how his life was supposed to be planned out - he’d imagined it since he was four years old and sat in a speak-easy watching his Grandfathers band play, music was his life - he was born to play, it was in his DNA.
The crash hadn’t been part of his premonition, he hadn’t expected his dream to turn into a nightmare and he definitely didn’t see such a tragedy signalling the end of his career. He’d lost his best friend that night, as well as band-mate and Frank just couldn’t see himself getting back up on stage without his right-hand man, maybe it was cowardly - or maybe Frank was just shaken into an easy life, one with minimal risk and hearts intact. His family, especially his Mother had been happy to hear of his decision - while they knew that music was his love, his everything - they had attended the funeral with broken hearts, only thankful that it wasn’t their son they were burying.
It had been six years now and Frank was turning thirty in the fall, he still played his guitar everyday - he couldn’t ever give up that part of him, it was like an extra limb - it was part of him, a piece of his heart. He’d obtained his teaching degree rather quickly, his partial university education helping him bypass some of the coursework - he was rather well known now in Jersey as someone who had the skills to tutor even the lowest performing student into an exam-worthy scholar.
Frank didn’t work in a school, couldn’t bring himself to set foot in the building he had wished to burn to the ground barely twelve years before. Instead he’d set himself up a private tutoring service from the comfort of his own home, he’d take on one student at a time with weekends at his leisure - it gave him the time to focus on his clients fully instead of going from one student to another and mixing up their school-work. He’d met a diverse range of people through his tutoring, he taught all ages - anyone from little Rosie Michaels who was a seven year old in special education to fifteen year old Johnny Byers who’d been kicked out of school for setting fire to a science lab.
All of his students flourished, maybe it was his style of teaching and laid back attitude that helped him connect with the younger students. Frank made a pact with himself not to become one of those boring old teachers who’d lost the love of their craft years before and instead took it out on those they taught. It was working out fine for him as the years went by and last year he’d even managed to win a community nominated award for services to children - he was achieving greatly, he felt like he’d found his path in life and things were going well.
Gerard was his latest student, he’d been tutoring him for three months now and the boy was improving thanks to Frank’s dedication. Gerard was 19, he’d been held back a few years in school due to lack of progression - his Mother said he’d been bullied badly, to the extent that he refused to attend school and as a result failed to graduate. Frank wasn’t sure what to expect until Gerard showed up on his doorstep on that first Monday morning.
To put it nicely, Gerard was a total sweetheart - He walked shyly into the large open-plan room that Frank had dubbed his classroom, his soft black hair framing his pale, pixie-like face. Gerard was feminine to say the least, in fact he was androgynous and downright beautiful - Frank couldn’t help but notice the sway of his hips and the way his eyes widened so innocently every time Frank spoke to him. To top it all off, Gerard was wearing a baby pink dress - his milky thighs peeking out between the midway hem and a pair of white thigh-highs, Frank’s throat dried up at the sight.
Over the coming weeks Gerard began to ease into student life, overcoming his initial shyness and becoming more comfortable with Frank. His teacher was having a less than easy life though, in all his years of teachers he had prided himself on the fact he had never been attracted to one of his students, and though Gerard was 19 and fully legal it still felt immoral and wrong, but he just couldn’t help himself. He wondered sometimes if Gerard could see the effect he was having on him, wondered if he knew that the way he sucked on his lower lip made Frank’s jeans tighten just a little - wondered if he could see the way Frank’s eyes trailed the length of his body as he entered the classroom each morning.
Frank decided that it wasn’t completely weird that he let Gerard into his thoughts when he touched himself at night, it was just imaginary after all - where was the harm? He couldn’t deny that the thoughts of Gerard with his soft cotton dresses, bitten-red lips and doe-eyes gave him the most intense orgasms he’d ever experienced. It both excited and pained him to spend so much time with Gerard, wishing that they had met under different circumstances because Gerard was definitely the type of boy Frank would ask on a date.
“Hey Sweetheart, did you get that homework finished for me?” Frank asked as he heard the faint patter of Gerard’s white slip-ons coming down the hallway.
They’d built up a routine now, Gerard would arrive at eight-thirty each morning and let himself in - Frank would be in the kitchen making breakfast for them both, making sure to pour Gerard a coffee to get him to wake up a little, the boy hated mornings almost as much as he hated Math class.
“Yes Sir” Gerard hummed, sliding into his chair at the table and getting out his English essay “Did you sleep well, Mr Iero?”
“You know you can call me by my first name, Gee” Frank reminded him as he did every day “I slept fine thank you, did you?”
“Okay Frankie” Gerard bit his lip, swinging his legs a bit as he watched Frank walk over with the coffee “I slept okay, had a bad dream but I went back to sleep for a bit.. that’s why I look messy today.. I overslept”
“You look fine-..” Frank frowned, placing the mug in front of him and turning back to retrieve a plate of pancakes “..-real pretty, I like your dress today”
“Thanks Frankie” Gerard blushed, sipping at his drink before waving his hand furiously in front of his mouth “Ouch-Ouch-Ouch!”
“Careful Gee, it’s hot” Frank mused, repeating the same words he used every morning when Gerard was too quick to drink his caffeine
They went through their morning routine as usual, sharing pancakes and coffee as Frank marked Gerard’s work and Gerard got started on his next task.
“You did well on this one” Frank praised, sliding the essay back over to Gerard who grinned happily “A few spelling mistakes but nothing too major, it’s a really great piece Gee - you’re really improving”
“Thanks to you, Sir” Gerard smiled, resting his chin on his hand as he blinked up at the older man
“Hey, you’re doing the hard work - I’m just helping a little” Frank replied modestly “Right, so shall we start reading the next chapter in our book? I want you to do a little mock test on it later on”
Gerard nodded excitedly, they’d been reading through their current book for a few days now and it was slowly becoming Gerard’s favourite read. It told the story of a young girl who wore pretty dresses and an innocent smile to seduce her older crush, Gerard couldn’t help but feel excited at the thought of trying out such a plan on his tutor. He’d seen the way Frank would stare at him when he thought he wasn’t looking, it had start off as innocent glances at first but the heat was rising between them and Gerard longed for the day when Frank would forget his morals and just take him.
They were curled up on the sofa now, Frank would always allow Gerard to get comfortable while he was reading to him - he tended to drift off and not concentrate otherwise, besides it made a difference to being cooped up in the classroom all day. Gerard would kick off his shoes and curl his legs up underneath him, leaning against the back of the sofa as he turned to face the older man who would read sonnets and plays and fiction with his smooth, velvety voice - unaware of the effect it had on his student.
“..-and so she put on her favourite colours, knowing the way her blush contrasted with the pink puff of her sleeves - before making her way to his study, praying he would be alone-..” Frank concentrated on the pages of the book, his thick-framed reading glasses making him look even cuter than Gerard had anticipated.
“Do you think that she was bad, Sir?” Gerard piped up, tilting his head to the side
“Bad?” Frank frowned, marking the page with his fingertip “Do you think she was bad, Gerard?”
“Well.. she’s trying to seduce him, but she’s much younger-.. isn’t that bad?”
“I guess-.. I guess in that kind of situation it would be the older man that’s wrong, Gerard” Frank tried to explain carefully “Because he’s the one who should know better.. it’s not right what she’s doing, no-.. but the older man should stop it before it goes ahead, he’s the adult in the situation”
“Because he’s older?”
“Yes and No-..” Frank licked his lips slightly “.. it’s not wrong because he’s older, it’s wrong because she’s still under-age.. and whether she consents or not, it’s not her decision - not really.. it’s statutory rape, however you look at it”
“What about if she was older?” Gerard reasoned “If-.. If she was the legal age but, but he was still older than her.. is that wrong?”
Frank ran his fingers through his hair, the situation hitting a little too close to home for his liking “I guess it’s how you look at it, I mean-.. I believe that two consenting, legal age people can be together but-.. but I guess it’s frowned upon a lot by people, it’s just perspective”
“I understand” Gerard nodded, biting the inside of his cheek so he didn’t look too elated at the fact Frank had basically just said it would be fine if he and Gerard were together.
Frank went on from where he left off, reading out sentences oblivious to the thoughts and emotions swimming through Gerard’s head. He figured that now was as good a time as any to make a move on the older man, especially after what he’d just said - he only wondered now if Frank liked him back, had he imagined all the longing glances and attention? Only one way to find out.
Gerard stretched his leg out, pretending to straighten the hem of his thigh highs and taking the opportunity to brush his foot against the inside of Frank’s calf, pretending that he hadn’t noticed the hitch in Frank’s breath and the way he stuttered over his word, mid-sentence. When he’d finished messing with the stocking he left his foot where it was, pressed up against the inside of Frank’s leg - gently caressing him over his jeans.
Frank paid no attention after the first contact, choosing to carry on with his reading - much to Gerard’s delight - it was when Gerard’s foot began to rise closer to his knee that Frank’s eyes flickered from the text to the white-clothed foot between his legs yet still he made no move to push Gerard away, instead trying to refocus on the task at hand.
“..-his infatuation was becoming too strong, he was weak to resist the angelic nymph-..”
Frank took a sharp intake of breath, eyes shooting up to Gerard who was watching him innocently - waiting for him to continue, acting unaware to the fact his foot was resting against Frank’s inner-thigh. Frank swallowed thickly, looking like he was debating something in his head before glancing down at his book and continuing, his voice sounding a little higher and more unsure as he went on.
Gerard was enjoying himself now, he could see the effect he was beginning to have on the older man from the way his entire body had stiffened and the way his Adam’s apple would bob up and down as he repeatedly swallowed. His foot began as a light caress but gradually grew stronger, the pressure increasing as he ran his foot along the inside of his thigh, stopping just barely before his crotch and only when on instinct Frank’s hand darted out to grab him, his loose grip on his ankle holding his foot just barely touching his crotch.
“G-Gerard-.. What are you-..” Frank breathed, the book dropping to the ground noisily though neither of them bothered to give it a second glance - they were too caught up in the charged stare they were currently sharing.
“Nothing, Sir” Gerard bit his lip, raising his eyebrow slightly in challenge
Frank swallowed the lump in his throat, his eyes showing hesitation before he loosened his grip entirely on Gerard’s ankle, leaving him to press his foot tentatively against Frank’s already tented jeans, eyes widening as the ball of his foot grazed the outline of Frank’s arousal.
“G-Gerard-..I-..” Frank whispered hoarsely, unsure where to put himself at this point but not strong enough to push Gerard away, not when he was touching him so intimately, it was all he’d dreamed of for months “G-Ger-..”
“Shh..” Gerard whispered, moving forwards to place his fingertip over Frank’s lips “Please don’t make me stop..”
“I-..I-..O-Okay-..” Frank stuttered out, blinking softly
Gerard moved his foot away, carefully sliding his way into Frank’s lap and planting himself over his teacher’s erection, his forearms draped gently over the older man’s shoulders.
“Is this okay, Sir?” Gerard asked innocently, tilting his head slightly
Frank nodded quietly, unable to form words as his hands lay planted stiffly at his sides
Gerard pushed his slender fingers through Frank’s hair, pushing it back slightly as the older man’s eyes fluttered shut momentarily. He slowly removed Frank’s glasses and placed them down on the table, tracing his fingertips down the side of his cheek and jawline, his lips parting as he watched curiously. Gerard gently brushed their lips together, pulling a quiet whimper from his teacher before he pressed them together properly, sliding his arms over his shoulders and feeding his fingers through Frank’s hair.
Frank came to life now, his hands gently resting on Gerard’s hips, thumbs caressing circles against the soft cotton of his dress as their mouths moved in sync. He gasped lightly into Gerard’s mouth when the boy rolled his hips, pressing deliciously against his tight jeans - setting his entire body alight with burning want. He tentatively swept his tongue along Gerard’s lower lip, pleased when he parted his lips and allowed him entrance, their tongues fighting against one another until Frank overpowered him and dragged the tip along the roof of his mouth, making him whimper softly.
By now Frank was more confident in his actions, pushing one hand against his bare thigh and travelling beneath his dress, squeezing at the flesh of his thigh as Gerard rolled his hips again. The younger boy’s fingers found their way to Frank’s shirt, not hesitating before unfastening the buttons deftly, his fingertips pushing the material from the teacher’s shoulders and trailing down his tattooed chest. Gerard broke the kiss to mouth his way down Frank’s neck and collar bone, biting down playfully on his clavicle as the older man sighed breathlessly.
“Mm.. do that again-..” Frank murmured, tilting his head back against the sofa
Gerard clamped his teeth around the soft skin, running his tongue over the bite repeatedly as he gently sucked a purple bruise into his canvas. He pulled away to admire his work, pressing a soft kiss to the blemish - pleased with how blissed out Frank looked already with his bitten red lips and half-lidded eyes. He traced his fingers over the tattoos decorating Frank’s torso, dragging the tips down until he could tease just beneath the waistband of his jeans, glancing up at him expectantly - pleased when Frank nodded, bucking his hips up just enough for Gerard to unfasten his belt and shimmy the offending material to the ground.
Gerard sat himself in the space between Frank’s feet, looking up at the older man who sat naked awaiting his next movement. His cock stood proudly, curving towards his stomach - Gerard couldn’t help but lick his lips at the sight, making Frank’s mouth water as he kissed his way up the inside of his thigh. Frank couldn’t believe he’d found himself in this position, he’d fantasised about it way too much but hadn’t ever considered it becoming a reality.
Gerard’s fingertips raked against the sensitive skin of Frank’s inner thighs as he lips and tongue followed the trail, gently wrapping themselves around his thick cock - his thumb sweeping over the tip and soaking up the first beads of pre-cum. Frank let his eyes flutter shut, his head lolling back slightly as he relied on his sense of touch to feel everything Gerard was submitting him to.
The sensation of Gerard’s hot breath blowing against his leaking tip made his breath hitch and he held it for what seemed like forever until Gerard’s mouth engulfed him and he let out a low groan, his hand unconsciously finding its way to Gerard’s mess of hair. He pressed his tongue flat against the underside of Frank’s cock, teasing along the prominent vein as he inched his way down - only stopping to breath through his nose when his face was buried in the wiry hairs at Frank’s base.
“G-G-..Ohhh..” Frank murmured, gently tugging at Gerard’s hair as his eyebrows furrowed, lost in the feeling and never wanting it to end.
Gerard’s fingers toyed with his balls, rolling them around before edging backwards and stroking his fingertips against his perineum making Frank buck involuntarily into the back of his throat. Gerard moaned, desperate to have his mouth filled as much as possible - he’d been dreaming about his teacher for weeks now, surprised in himself that he’d managed to wait this long.
He began to slide up and down Frank’s erection, pleased when the older man would momentarily lose control and thrust up into his mouth. He pushed his hand further beneath him until he could stroke his fingers around his tight rim, spurred on when Frank whimpered a desperate “P-Please Gee.. oh fuck, please touch me-..”
He wasted no time in sinking two fingers past his tight ring of muscle, Frank loved the burn - letting his eyes roll back as he pushed down on the intrusion, alternating between riding on the two digits and thrusting up into Gerard’s pretty little mouth. Frank’s movements began to stutter after a while and Gerard was excited to have his tongue coated in release but his teacher clearly had other ideas, backing away just enough to stop his movements.
“W-Wanna fuck you-..” Frank grunted out between breaths
“You want me to ride you, Sir?” Gerard asked sweetly, using his best puppy dog eyes as Frank whined quietly at the word ‘Sir’
Frank shook his head, nodding towards the other side of the sofa “Hands and Knees”
Gerard obeyed him, resting his forearms on the arms of the sofa and waiting for further instruction
“Good boy” Frank slurred, clumsily climbing to his feet. His eyes were dark and lustful now, all responsibility discarded and replaced with a need to ruin the pretty boy offering himself up to him.
He flipped the hem of the dress over Gerard’s hips, revealing his pale blue panties barely containing the bulge between his legs. His fingers were rough against the soft material, rubbing at Gerard’s erection and pressing his fingertips gently against his balls - tracing all the way back until he could trace the crease of his ass, swatting him sharply and pulling a desperate whimper from the younger man.
“So fuckin’ pretty.. look at you..” Frank groaned hungrily “.. all laid out ready to play”
He wasted no time in tugging the material down past Gerard’s thighs, leaving them bunched at his knees and pressing both hands against his ass cheeks, parting them until he exposed the fluttering pink hole. He massaged the meaty flesh for a moment, pulling him apart and then kneading him back together until finally without warning he pressed his tongue against Gerard’s rim and pushed all the way in, dragging a strangled cry from the younger man as he ground back against Frank’s face desperately.
“Oh-..Oh-.. Oh Sir.. Oh Frankie-.. Oh don’t stop.. Oh please-..” Gerard chanted, fingertips digging into the material of the sofa, his cock leaking profusely between his thighs.
Frank’s tongue worked expertly, stretching him open until he was pliant and needy - letting his saliva coat his chin as he pressed as deep as he could, rubbing his open mouth against the desperate entrance before pushing two fingers past the rim without warning. Gerard cried out his name louder this time, a tone in his voice he’d never heard before - a brand new moan all for his teacher, he’d never felt this close before - like Frank was keeping him dancing dangerously on the edge but refusing to let him topple over into his climax.
By the time Frank was three fingers deep, Gerard was incoherently babbling - riding desperately on his fingers and driving Frank wild. He pulled out without warning, leaving Gerard to whine - head lowered between his arms as Frank left momentarily to find protection. He returned barely a minute later, his cock sheathed up and ready to go - Gerard gasped as he felt the head of Frank’s cock against his entrance, slowly edging inside him with his fingertips leaving crescent moons over Gerard’s hips.
He was slow and careful, bottoming out a few moments later with a sharp exhale, his fingertips caressing the soft skin of Gerard’s hips as they both got used to the tight hole. The air was thick and silent apart from their synchronised panting until Frank began to slide out with a groan, thrusting back in quicker than before and dragging a punched out moan from Gerard’s lips.
It didn’t take long to build up his rhythm, one hand planted firmly on his hip and the other buried in his mess of hair, tugging gently with each movement. Gerard’s cock was leaking profusely between his legs but any thought of the soiled material beneath them was long gone when Frank began to circle his hips, slamming relentlessly into Gerard’s waiting hole, stretching him impossibly open as Gerard whined and whimpered beneath him, Frank’s name falling from his lips along with expletives.
“Oh.. F-Frankie..Please-.. Harder-..” Gerard chanted “D-Don’t stop-.. Please-.. Ah-..”
Frank used all his strength to pound into him repeatedly until the familiar heat began to pool in his stomach, swirling lower and lower until he was crying out Gerard’s name and spilling over inside of him, pulling the younger man into climax along with him. They collapsed in an exhausted heap, limbs tangled and Frank’s face buried in the space between Gerard’s shoulder blades.
“I like this lesson” Gerard murmured a few minutes later “I definitely think you should teach this way more often”
Frank snorted, snaking an arm around his middle “You definitely get an A for that one, Gee”
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“Be ready. Be seated. See what courage sounds like. See how brave It is to reveal yourself this way. But above all, see what it is like to still live, to profoundly influence the lives of others after you are gone, but your words… Listen to Paul. In the silence between his words, listen to what you have to say back. Therein lies his message. I got it. I hope you experience it too. Let me not stand between you and Paul.”
Indeed, when breath becomes air was a touching and memorable read, urging us to search directly for what we buried deep in our heart all this time. Given that all organisms will eventually experience death, what makes their life worth living? To what extent could someone live a meaningful and fulfilling life with the knowledge that it will one day all be lost in oblivion? Paul’s book was indeed a blessing and gift to us all—as we journey with him through his triumphs and losses, we found ourselves increasingly searching for, grappling at who we are and what that means. What our lives are worth. How to live our lives to the fullest despite all the various restraints we might have. As we all mourn his death, no one can deny that his was a life filled with meaning, with striving, with bravery and acceptance, and this spurred me to, too, look within at who I was, what I wanted to do in life, and wherein I found my purpose and meaning. When breath becomes air; a book with a title as lyrical and melodic that echoed many of Paul’s quiet and reflective words in the essay deeply and profoundly impacted me in more ways than one, one obvious one being that his words helped to reflect some of the emotions I felt but could not quite spell out, another one where his masterful linguistic ability allowed me to see the world through his lenses, even if it was as a vestige.
“Getting ready for medical school would take about a year of intense coursework, plus the application time, which added up to another eighteen months. It would mean letting my friends go to New York, to continue deepening those relationships, without me. It would mean setting aside literature. But it would allow me a chance to find answers that are not in books, to find a different sort of sublime, to forge relationships with the suffering, and to keep following the question of what made human life meaningful, even in the face of death and decay.”
Even at the beginning of the novel, I was deeply moved and motivated by Paul’s words and the reflection of his younger self. Here, I saw a guy, who, despite being heavily invested in his friendships, was able to let go of them for a pursuit of something he did not yet of full knowledge of. This, to me, was the embodiment of a youth’s courage and striving, how he able to jump out of their zone of comfort to a world of the unknown in a search for a purpose and on the things that meant so much to him. While I cannot be sure whether this that particularly went against my careful, risk-adverse upbringing merely difference in culture; whether his encounter was a prosaic or at least accepted one in America, it still made me marvel at the sheer courage and fortitude that went into the decision. Deeming it reckless was not entirely right; this was not an act of thoughtless courage, but nonetheless, the capacity to take such big a risk for chance made me rethink of many past actions (how many times have I turned down or away from something because of the risks involved, or because I felt unprepared) and hopefully will serve a role when I make future ones. Hopefully, I too will find the strength in me to take the path less travelled, to manoeuvre myself away from a path I’ve endlessly strived for if the need comes to be.
“I spent the next year in the English countryside, where I found myself increasingly often arguing that direct experience of life-and-death questions was essential to generating substantial moral opinions about them. Words began to feel as weightless as the breath that carried them.”
There’s so much truth in this, and this frankness and honesty is a rare find from mere textbooks or even in the life of academics. Whilst studying philosophy or famous quotes of world-renowned people could offer room for moral reflection, it cannot compare to the vastness of the real-world experience, where a brief encounter with death oftentimes leaves us breathless. After all, there is only so much we can learn from viewing the world through others’ lenses, and our feet might not fit when we try to step into their shoes. Our own experience, however, allows for all of that and more. It offers an undiluted range of emotions and thoughts that fill us, shape us and change us.
“Cadaver dissection is a medical rite of passage and a trespass on the sacrosanct, engendering a legion of feeling: from revulsion, exhilaration, nausea, frustration and awe to, as time passes, the mere tedium of academic exercise… Cadaver dissection epitomizes, for many, the transformation of the sombre, respectful student to the callous, arrogant doctor.”
The message here is rather clear: the slow dilution of feelings as one gets constant exposure to the human body after dissection, where the humanity of the cadaver gets slowly dissected with each cut and opening. It also serves as a warning for any aspiring student to stay solemn throughout the procedure, to continue comprehending the enormity of each action and the sacrifice of the donor even as features slowly disappear as students get muted by the procedure. It is a reminder to everyone that, no matter whether this was the first, tenth or hundredth cadaver, in the hands of the medical student lies a real person, with the full spectrum of feelings and all of their lives’ experience. Their eyes saw every moment left awake; their hands have held another in a passionate embraces, have held the palm of another; their feet have brought them miles and miles, have run in on the grasslands, have carried them day to day to work. Before any one of us have gone through their lives and experienced every moment, it will serve us well to remind ourselves to stay respectful at the person that now lay in front of the students, to embrace his humanity and life behind the now-soulless eyes. Feelings of detachments, I’ve read, can be also said as a defensive mechanism for these students to prevent them from collapsing under the enormity of it all, but I feel that this should have been a defining question when students choose their area of specialisation. Could they look at the now lifeless body and see the soul, the consciousness that now occupied it? Could they comprehend that and not break down from seeing the passing of a human life up close? And most of all, would they still see the patient after five or ten years? Or would these faces get replaced by the mere human anatomy due to a doctor’s jadedness? While this book serves as a gift for everyone, I believe it an especially precious one for those with keen interest to pursue medicine, allowing them a glimpse into the world and urging reflection and deep pondering before they took the plunge.
“As graduation neared and we sat down, in a Yale tradition, to re-write our commencement oath—… several students argued for the removal of language insisting that we place our patients’ interests above our own. (The rest of us didn’t allow this discussion to stay for long. The words stayed. This kind of egotism struck me as antithetical to medicine and, it should be noted, entirely reasonable. Indeed, this is how 99% of people select their jobs: pay, work environment, hours. But that’s the point. Putting lifestyle first is how you would find a job—not a calling.) ”
The constant exposure to death and the dying has an undeniable impact on muting the emotions of once-ambitious medical students; the idealism of their med school application essays tempered or lost. This scares me— the majority, if not all of these students went in with heart filled to the brim with caring, compassion, love. Nonetheless, I believe that there is a difference between loving with an open heart and loving others before yourself. Being a doctor requires us to be the letter. I’m still searching and trying to comprehend which category I belong in, but I pray so hard—for the sake of both these future doctors and their patients—that no one will enter the profession without truly knowing the extent of their love. A true doctor’s capacity to love should be infinite, if not barely finite. Selflessness should be the basic requirement for doctors; it is what will carry them through gruelling hours, tiring days, it is what allows them to view patients as individuals with hopes and fears instead of just an obstacle between them and a break. With all things considered, medicine is not an ideal career by the conventional benchmarks, simply because—as Paul so aptly phrased—it is not meant to be a career. It is a calling. Definitely, it guarantees those in the profession a lifetime of meaning and purpose, but doctors have to be prepared to give up so many things along the way: their free time, normal schedules, short hours, relatively relaxing work experience. Does your love for humanity trump the high costs? I, for one, am still trying to find out myself.
“As a resident, my highest ideal was not saving lives — everyone dies eventually — but guiding a patient or family to an understanding of the death of illness. When a patient comes in with a fatal head bleed, that first conversation with a neurosurgeon may forever colour how the family remembers the death, from a peaceful letting go to an open sore of regret. When there’s no place for a scalpel, words are the surgeon’s only tool.”
Many people perceive the doctor’s job as merely entailing the operating of surgeries or the stitching of wounds for the patients, but Paul has shown us once and again that it goes so much deeper and more complex than that. More than just the technicalities and scientific aspects, the surgeon I required to heal and mend the souls of those living: helping them come to terms with the loss of a loved one, allowing them to reconcile with themselves and be at peace; to let go. Alas, this is more easily said than done: even seasoned psychologists may take a long time to help families heal and come to terms with themselves after tragedy strikes — what of doctors who are racing against time to help these family reach acceptance? It has always seemed such a wondrous feat in my eyes. Ergo, more than the impressive feats of doctors saving lives in cases where chances of survival are nearly nil, what draws me to medicine is the gentle brushes the doctor works at the remaining souls; the attempt to bring the broken pieces of their hearts back together. When the difference reaped from the utterance of a single word made all the difference, surgeons have to be more precise and delicate than ever. While the process might be different from technical surgeries, the brevity needed is the same. Here, in the space where the sciences and humanities align, is where the true practice of medicine lies.
“Before operating on a patient’s brain, I realized, I must first understand his mind: his identity, his values, what makes his life worth living, and what devastation makes it reasonable to let that life end. The cost of my dedication to succeed was high, and the ineluctable failures brought me nearly unbearable guilt. Those burdens are what made medicine holy and wholly impossible: in taking up another’s cross, one must sometimes get crushed by the weight.”
The burden on the operating surgeon’s shoulder is one that many cannot even begin to fathom. In scenarios whereby the patient is unable to choose their path, they are the ones tasked with the often burdensome job of making the call: should this patient live? Or will the devastation be so great and possible salvation of him/her be so insignificant that it will be a mercy to just let him/her go? With emotional family members and loved one often too blinded by the person that once was to accurately imagine the one who will surface after the surgery and therefore at risk of biased judgements, the decision has to be up to the doctor. Which will be the path that — if not eliminate — reduces suffering? Where should they draw the line between the lives to safe and forgo? And how do they live, having the consequences of their decisions weighing down on them every day? Those placed in major decision-making roles surely understand the weight behind their every action: the difficulties, the struggles. And how much higher can the stakes be than that between life and death? Indeed, I cannot help but echo Paul’s sentiments that these burdens shape medicine into something that is both sacred and unimaginable; something I fear but yet just can’t turn away from.
“The pain of failure had led me to understand that technical excellence was a moral requirement. Good intentions were not enough, not when so much depended on my skills, when the difference between tragedy and triumph was defined by one or two millimetres.”
Another thing that continues to intrigue me about medicine: while the relentless pursuit of excellence in other professions is driven by avarice or monetary yields, that in medicine is backed by duty and moral obligation. The stakes are too damned high for anything less than perfection. As how Paul quaintly put it: the desire to serve and help others may be a necessity, but that alone does not meet the basic requirement for practising medicine. It is simply not enough. Precision, speed and accuracy are also necessities in the practice: how else are the doctors going to save the lives of patients? Here, erring surpasses a mere technical mistake, it is deemed a moral failure. Doctors are hence required to stay astute and sharp around the clock, to give their 100%, 100% of the time. Anything else? Simply not an option. The enormity of meticulousness and care are also highlighted here. They are attributes I can yet use to describe myself, but will have to should I even have a wisp of desire to pursue medicine.
“As a doctor, you have a sense of what it’s like to be sick, but until you’ve gone through it yourself, you don’t really know.”
A short quote; yet one that reflects in earnest about the limitations of the doctor. As much as the speaker may believe that their empty assurances of “I know how you feel”, “I understand what you must be going through” bring solace and peace to the recipient, the truth is that no individual can truly understand the extent of pain someone else is going through. Even for two patients faced with the same illness, a multitude of variables makes the suffering unique for each — be it physical hurt or emotional turmoil. This is something everyone (myself included) will do well to remind ourselves. Let’s practice substituting these hollow words for more substantial, concrete ones that people can actually hold on to. Listen with empathy, with a mind open to understanding and not one already corrupted with assumptions about things we know little about. It is only through so that pain may be alleviated.
“People always ask me if it’s a calling, and my answer is always yes. You can’t see it as a job, because if it’s a job, it’s one of the worst jobs there is.”
Many around me have expressed interest to pursue the art of medicine, and it always results in a niggling thought at the back of my head (“Are they sincere and genuine in their said desire to help others? Or are they looking to reap certain benefits from the profession?”) Honestly, I’ve never really understood the thinking of those who are attempting to pursue medicine with a desire to ‘strike it rich’ or become a ‘winner in life’. For every aspiring student thinking of the money they might get is a doctor struggling to pay his/her massive student loans; for every hot-blooded youth desiring the honour the profession brings are a hundred doctors who are on a 24-hour duty shift, and another hundred who haven’t had a proper meal for days. Whilst becoming a doctor may guarantee a stable income and stroke one’s ego, when viewed objectively, the costs outweigh the benefits in many ways. Besides the debts doctors incur from merely finishing medical school and the late start to the workforce, doctors are often placed in difficult positions and have to face hefty consequences for even the most minor of slip-ups. Unreasonable, ungrateful patients are also another part of a doctor’s everyday life (not much space for pride and ego there, hmm?) All these are factors I’ve either came or realise or bought up to me by concerned family and friend. I’m acutely aware of all of these and more, but yet giving up the prospect of medicine just seemed unfathomable to me. No matter how hard I tried to convince myself otherwise, the thought of patients out there in need of medical attention or families in search for comfort and closure just makes medicine impossible to refuse, not to mention the overwhelming desire to help people; to impact and change the lives of others for the better in any way I can, no matter how small that change is. It’s in the other things too: the passion for human biology and the desire to understand the function (or malfunction) of our bodies, the intricacies of the systems that makes up us, the adrenaline rush when one is able to recognize symptoms and point it to a particular illness or disease (in which the diagnosis can hopefully save or at least prolong the patient’s life), the marvelling of this perfect fusion between the sciences and the humanities, and the sacredness of it all. How can I possibly give it all up, when every bone in my body tells me to pursue it? Not sure if this is deemed a calling, though. The word calling to me has always carried the undertone of something sweetly beckoning, seeming to suggest a possibility of choice. The force that compels me, however, is much more relentless and unyielding. For all the reasons and more, I cannot not pursue medicine. Yes, I do want it; but beyond that one is a voice that tells me I need to do it—for the lives I will impact along the way, for the desire to serve and bring relief and alleviate pain. With that, I too, say: I want to be a doctor.
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Start the New Year Successfully with These Resume Writing Tips for 2016
impertinently forms yet around the corner and this is usu whollyy the time when we bring a bunch of invigorated Years proclamations. We decide to throw up unhealthy foods, go to middle school, do things we handnt wanton in past form, and we alike decide this is the year when were fin completelyy red to do work a step in front in our occupational group. Obviously, ditching unhealthy foods and pass to the gym dont stand a chance. Somehow, we tidy sumt say good-by to delicious pizza and whos got enough time for gym any panache? In the end, we neverthe slight collapse one resolution left and thats c arer progress. In all honesty, thats purge much realizable than going to the gym on daily basis.\nQuality lift out stands mingled with you and desired product line\n\nTo finally do several(prenominal)thing nearly your career and fall upon a better (or any) rail line, its all important(predicate) to conduct a high-quality film in. 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Learn how to pass exams - Suggestions for passing an exam effectively
Don't depart it right up until the final minute. Although some students do appear to thrive on last-minute cramming, it's widely accepted that (for many of us) this is certainly not the simplest way to technique an examination. To help type out your time management, create a timetable for the research. Write down how many exams you've got along with the days on which you have to sit them. Then organize your study accordingly.
You could need to give some exams more study time than some others, so unearth a balance which you feel relaxed with.
Make certain you will have adequate space to spread your textbooks and notes out. Have you acquired ample light? Is your chair at ease? Are your personal computer video games from sight?
Try to get rid of all distractions, and ensure you feel as at ease and in a position to focus as is possible. For some individuals, this might mean basically finish silence, for other people, background music assists. Some of us need to have every thing thoroughly tidy and organized so as to concentrate, when others thrive in the a lot more cluttered atmosphere. Assume about what performs to suit your needs, and get the time for you to get it right.
Visual aids are usually seriously handy when revising. On the start out of the topic, challenge yourself to publish down every little thing you by now learn about a topic - and then highlight where the gaps lie. Closer to the examination, condense your revision notes into one-page diagrams. Receiving your concepts down on this short format can then help you to swiftly recall anything you may need to learn throughout the examination.
one. Inquire the instructor So far as you happen to be concerned, teachers in all probability possess a single perform: to aid you pass your exams and both obtain a career or move on for the upcoming stage of one's training. Teachers themselves see stuff a bit differently-don't fail to remember they should get a huge selection of college students by exams every year-but in general their aims are in tune with yours. Understand that your instructor is not really your opponent or your nemesis: she or he is simply not out to frustrate you or irritate you. Even so it may possibly look on the time, teachers are generally striving to aid you. Take full advantage of that aid and you may never ever regret it. Request for support anytime you will need it: which is what teachers are there for.
two. Beat the instructor Possessing mentioned that, as you are going to have found for your self, there are actually a lot of superior teachers and fairly one or two poor ones. Nearly all of your teachers care passionately about how very well you do (even when they do not allow on) and 1 or two certainly could not care significantly less what takes place for you (primarily if you happen to do not care greatly your self). The primary best tip I've just isn't to depend on teachers to have you by your exams. Teachers can help you enormously, but in the end it can be your occupation and yours alone. The older and much more senior you will get, the even more you are going to discover that teachers and lecturers place the obligation of passing exams onto their college students. What does that involve in practice? The very first point is usually to have an understanding of the curriculum or syllabus you happen to be learning and precisely what you are anticipated to learn about just about every topic. Request your instructor to provide you having a copy within the curriculum you happen to be operating to or search it up for oneself within the Net. (Note that unique examining bodies might possibly use somewhat completely different curricula, so make certain to search out the right a single.) Armed with this particular material, you'll at the least understand what you want to know, whether or not you do not know it. Acquired me?
Cellphones abandoned by college students in advance of an examination
Photograph: When you are during the examination, you happen to be in your own-without even your mobile phone to assist you. Ensure that you are ready. Photograph by Brien Aho courtesy of US Navy.
three. Realize the marking scheme Prior to deciding to go anyplace close to an examination, it can be vitally vital to comprehend how the marks are allotted. You could discover that 75 % of your mark originates from the examination you sit with the finish from the academic yr, although the remainder is allotted by your instructor according to coursework or tasks you do throughout the 12 months itself. It is extremely important you comprehend the marking scheme, what ever it is actually, correct on the start off. If 90 % of one's mark originates from coursework so you do that poorly all yr, you cannot count on to conserve on your own on the final minute that has a sudden superior examination functionality. Similarly, even when you have completed brilliant coursework, if it counts for only ten % of one's complete mark, you nevertheless require an excellent functionality during the examination. Should you recognize exactly where your marks will come from, you could allocate your efforts accordingly.
four. Approach your revision A lot more than twenty many years immediately after I final sat an examination of any variety, I nonetheless obtain a recurring nightmare about not getting started out my revision in time! Chore although it really is, you possibly can certainly not genuinely shell out also prolonged revising. Teachers will inform you that it truly is normally less complicated to commit a minor quantity of time on a daily basis revising above an extended time period than to make an attempt to cram in all of your revision the evening ahead of your examination. But distinct methods perform for distinctive persons. A number of people locate concentrated revision fits them top. Some favor to revise 1 topic fully ahead of proceeding with a further subject; other folks want to alternate revision amongst completely different topics. When you turn out to be proficient at exams, it's best to discover a pattern that functions to suit your needs. One particular fine tip could be to make revision a habit: deal with it like a occupation and make on your own revise concerning selected set instances within the day no matter if you are feeling like it or not. No-one ever feels like revising, but when you receive right into a program wherever you constantly commence and finish in the exact same time, you are going to discover it an entire good deal much easier. A further beneficial tip should be to intersperse your revision with comforting pursuits to quit your brain overloading. Go for walks, pay attention to music, hang out with close friends, perform sports-whatever you like- so long as you fully grasp the distinction in between break and distractions. In all probability give reading through books a miss till your revision is performed, nevertheless.
five. Prioritize weak topics Aim to revise every little thing but dedicate additional time for you to elements you do not comprehend or know significantly less nicely. It sounds clear, but it truly is remarkably challenging to accomplish. Why? Due to the fact we like engaging in simple things-so our tendency, whenever we revise, should be to focus to the items we previously know. If you are not confident what your weaker topics are, inquire your instructor or consider the marks you have acquired on coursework by way of the yr. Prioritizing weak topics also goes back to knowing the marking scheme. Let us suppose your examination requires you creating 3 essays. More than likely they are going to carry equal marks. Even though you recognize two topics off by heart and get best marks, if you should cannot create a third essay you danger dropping as much as a third in the marks. So weak topics can have a disproportionate impact in your complete mark, dragging your all round grade down a lot even more. That is why make sure you give weak topics most emphasis.
six. Be sincere with oneself What exactly are you great at and what exactly are you poor at? Possibly you suppose you happen to be excellent at anything, but you will even now have weak factors you'll want to emphasis on. And in case you feel you are poor at almost everything, that is in all probability not correct both. Request your teachers to devote slightly time with you assisting you to comprehend the place it is advisable to target your efforts. Most frequently they will be joyful to oblige.
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Photograph: Set your self "mock" concerns underneath genuine time constraints.
Now, as teachers regularly inform you, exams are theoretically a means of testing your know-how as well as your knowing as well as the object of learning is usually to obtain a beneficial training, to not pass exams. But exams count for any whole lot and also a amazing deal of our schooling is geared especially to assisting us to pass them. Like it or not, you are going to be sitting an terrible great deal of exams in the daily life. It helps make sense to practice exams like you'd practice a sport or possibly a musical instrument. Probably your teachers will get you to test out genuine examination inquiries or previous examination papers. If not, get hold of people queries and papers oneself and check on your own below serious examination situations. Could you honestly create a very good essay for the triggers with the very first globe war in 3 quarters of an hour? Try out it and see. Training examination concerns and papers underneath time strain is probably the perfect methods to boost your examination effectiveness. Will not overlook that teachers are creatures of habit around any individual else; examination papers are frequently set through the very same people today from a single 12 months to your upcoming so certain subjects will crop up again and again yet again.
eight. Use memory aids It may be rather very hard to recollect every one of the points you have to know in an examination, so use memory aids should you really need to. No, I do not suggest create the solutions in your arm! Whenever you needed to bear in mind the colours from the spectrum, you had been very likely taught to make use of a memory help this kind of as "richard of york gave battle in vain" [red orange yellow green blue indigo violet]. You can actually consider this plan a stage additional and memorize lists of important things you'll want to try to remember and even total strategies for essays you could possibly really have to publish. All you need to do is get the preliminary letter of every point you intend to do not forget and make up a sentence that assists you don't forget the letters. You'll be able to then don't forget so as half a dozen essays basically by memorizing 6 easy sentences! I memorized dozens of essay ideas in this way when I was a pupil. The sole issue you must be cautious about is you do literally...
9. Response the query It really is attainable to complete your revision so effectively you suppose you recognize your topic within out, back to front, and each which way. That is brilliant! But just recall, while in the heat with the examination, you even now have to be sure you solution every single query thoroughly. For those who memorize essays able to compose them back in an examination, make sure the essay you publish would be the 1 the examiner really wants to read-not the essay you simply come about to get revised. So get time for you to read through and recognize the issues within the examination paper. The way more senior that you're, the way more probably you happen to be to locate that essay queries on examination papers are not entirely easy. It's possible you'll have to study in between the lines prior to deciding to recognize "Oh yes, that is literally a query about x/y/z. They've outlined such-and-such, but what they are certainly asking me about is so-and-so". Yet again, training previous examination papers can help you to understand what you are currently being asked and show your understanding while in the way the examiner is expecting.
ten. Do not forget why you happen to be learning Yes, you wish to pass your exams. But will not fail to remember that you are also striving to discover and comprehend elements and obtain a decent training. Look at to not allow oneself develop into an exam-passing locomotive. In the long run, even though you like pieces of paper with "A" printed on them, that is not the object on the workout. For those who really enjoy a topic so you definitely like studying about this, which may be very much even more rewarding while in the finish. https://ditzycreature.tumblr.com/post/176555193353/learn-how-to-pass-exams-tips-and-hints-for
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Methods to pass exams - Ideas for passing an exam effectively
Don't leave it until eventually the final minute. Whereas some students do appear to thrive on last-minute cramming, it's broadly accepted that (for many of us) that is not the best way to strategy an examination. To help kind out your time management, setup a timetable for the study. Write down how many exams you may have and the days on which you'll have to sit them. Then organize your study accordingly.
You may wish to give some exams extra review time than many others, so obtain a balance that you simply come to feel comfy with.
Make certain you have got enough area to spread your textbooks and notes out. Have you got adequate light? Is your chair comfy? Are your home pc games out of sight?
Attempt to get rid of all distractions, and ensure you're feeling as comfy and capable to focus as is possible. For some individuals, this may possibly suggest virtually comprehensive silence, for other folks, background music aids. Several of us need to have every little thing thoroughly tidy and organized so that you can focus, even though some others thrive within a a lot more cluttered setting. Imagine about what performs for you, and get the time for you to get it correct.
Visual aids is often honestly useful when revising. With the start out of a subject, challenge your self to create down anything you by now learn about a topic - and after that highlight where the gaps lie. Closer to the exam, condense your revision notes into one-page diagrams. Getting your concepts down within this short format can then allow you to to quickly recall every little thing you require to understand in the course of the examination.
one. Inquire the instructor So far as you happen to be concerned, teachers more than likely possess a single perform: to aid you pass your exams and both obtain a work or move on to your upcoming stage of the schooling. Teachers themselves see points slightly differently-don't neglect they need to get countless college students as a result of exams every year-but typically their aims are in tune with yours. Do not forget that your instructor will not be your opponent or your nemesis: she or he is not really out to frustrate you or irritate you. On the other hand it may look on the time, teachers are continually attempting to aid you. Benefit from that assistance and you will hardly ever regret it. Inquire for assist anytime you may need it: that is what teachers are there for.
two. Beat the instructor Owning mentioned that, as you are going to have found for your self, you can get a large number of very good teachers and pretty several terrible ones. The vast majority of your teachers care passionately about how very well you do (even when they do not allow on) and 1 or two certainly could not care much less what occurs for you (in particular when you will not care greatly oneself). The initial prime tip I've is just not to depend on teachers to have you via your exams. Teachers can help you enormously, but eventually it truly is your occupation and yours alone. The older and much more senior you will get, the alot more you will discover that teachers and lecturers place the accountability of passing exams onto their college students. What does that involve in practice? The primary point will be to know the curriculum or syllabus you are learning and precisely what you are anticipated to understand about every single topic. Inquire your instructor to provide you having a copy in the curriculum you happen to be operating to or search it up for on your own within the World wide web. (Note that distinctive examining bodies may perhaps use somewhat numerous curricula, so make sure to locate the right 1.) Armed with this particular facts, you are going to at the least understand what you want to know, even though you do not know it. Received me?
Cellphones abandoned by college students just before an examination
Photograph: As soon as you are during the examination, you are in your own-without even your telephone to aid you. Make certain you happen to be ready. Photograph by Brien Aho courtesy of US Navy.
three. Recognize the marking scheme Prior to deciding to go anyplace close to an examination, it is vitally very important to know how the marks are allotted. You could discover that 75 % from the mark originates from the examination you sit with the finish in the academic 12 months, although the remainder is allotted by your instructor depending on coursework or tasks you do throughout the 12 months itself. It is extremely important you know the marking scheme, no matter what it truly is, suitable with the start off. If 90 % of one's mark originates from coursework and also you do that poorly all yr, you cannot assume to conserve by yourself on the final minute which has a sudden really good examination functionality. Similarly, even though you have performed brilliant coursework, if it counts for only ten % of the complete mark, you nonetheless need to have a great functionality while in the examination. If you should know in which your marks will come from, you can actually allocate your efforts accordingly.
four. Strategy your revision A lot more than twenty many years immediately after I final sat an examination of any sort, I nonetheless obtain a recurring nightmare about not acquiring commenced my revision in time! Chore however it can be, you can actually by no means genuinely commit also prolonged revising. Teachers will inform you that it is frequently less difficult to devote a little quantity of time every day revising above an extended time period than to endeavor to cram in all of your revision the evening prior to your examination. But unique approaches do the job for numerous people today. Many people acquire concentrated revision fits them very best. Some choose to revise a single topic completely in advance of proceeding with yet another subject; some others choose to alternate revision in between totally different topics. While you develop into proficient at exams, you might want to discover a pattern that operates for you personally. 1 fantastic tip would be to make revision a habit: deal with it like a work and make by yourself revise amongst specified set occasions from the day irrespective of whether you're feeling like it or not. No-one ever feels like revising, but when you receive right into a schedule the place you generally start and finish with the similar time, you are going to identify it an entire great deal less difficult. One more really good tip would be to intersperse your revision with comforting actions to quit your brain overloading. Go for walks, pay attention to music, hang out with mates, perform sports-whatever you like- provided that you know the distinction concerning break and distractions. More than likely give studying books a miss until eventually your revision is executed, nevertheless.
five. Prioritize weak topics Aim to revise every little thing but dedicate a great deal more time for you to important things you do not recognize or know significantly less nicely. It sounds apparent, but it really is remarkably tough to complete. Why? Due to the fact we like accomplishing effortless things-so our tendency, once we revise, is always to focus within the matters we previously know. In case you are not certain what your weaker topics are, inquire your instructor or have a look at the marks you have obtained on coursework by way of the yr. Prioritizing weak topics also goes back to knowing the marking scheme. Let us suppose your examination requires you creating 3 essays. Almost certainly they are going to carry equal marks. Whether or not you understand two topics off by heart and get ideal marks, in the event you cannot publish a third essay you danger dropping as much as a third in the marks. So weak topics may have a disproportionate impact in your complete mark, dragging your all round grade down considerably extra. That is why you might want to give weak topics most emphasis.
six. Be truthful with your self What exactly are you fantastic at and what exactly are you lousy at? Perhaps you assume you happen to be really good at every little thing, but you will nevertheless have weak factors you have to target on. And when you consider you happen to be poor at all the things, that is quite possibly not accurate both. Inquire your teachers to devote just a little time with you assisting you to comprehend in which you'll want to emphasis your efforts. Most sometimes they will be completely happy to oblige.
seven. Practice can make excellent Closeup of quartz alarm clockface by Acctim
Photograph: Set on your own "mock" inquiries underneath authentic time constraints.
Now, as teachers commonly inform you, exams are theoretically a means of testing your information as well as your knowing along with the object of learning is always to obtain a excellent training, to not pass exams. But exams count to get a whole lot along with a superb deal of our training is geared particularly to assisting us to pass them. Like it or not, you will be sitting an terrible great deal of exams in the lifestyle. It tends to make sense to practice exams like you'd practice a sport or perhaps a musical instrument. Almost certainly your teachers will get you to test out true examination issues or previous examination papers. If not, get hold of people inquiries and papers on your own and check oneself underneath serious examination disorders. Is it possible to definitely compose an excellent essay within the triggers on the initially globe war in 3 quarters of an hour? Look at it and see. Training examination issues and papers beneath time strain is amongst the most effective tips on how to boost your examination functionality. Never neglect that teachers are creatures of habit around virtually anyone else; examination papers are sometimes set through the exact same persons from a single 12 months to your following so specific subjects will crop up time and again once again.
eight. Use memory aids It may be rather tough to recollect every one of the issues you should know in an examination, so use memory aids in the event you ought to. No, I never suggest publish the solutions in your arm! After you needed to keep in mind the colours within the spectrum, you had been most likely taught to work with a memory support this kind of as "richard of york gave battle in vain" [red orange yellow green blue indigo violet]. It is possible to consider this concept a stage even further and memorize lists of matters you ought to don't forget or perhaps total programs for essays you could possibly should publish. All you will need to do is get the preliminary letter of every issue you need to don't forget and make up a sentence that assists you bear in mind the letters. You can actually then don't forget so as half a dozen essays merely by memorizing 6 very simple sentences! I memorized dozens of essay programs in this way when I was a pupil. The sole point you should be cautious about is you do essentially...
9. Reply the query It really is feasible to accomplish your revision so properly which you believe you recognize your topic within out, back to front, and every single which way. That is brilliant! But just take into account, inside the heat from the examination, you nevertheless must be particular you solution just about every query effectively. If you ever memorize essays prepared to create them back in an examination, be certain the essay you publish will be the one particular the examiner really wants to read-not the essay you simply take place to get revised. So get time for you to study and comprehend the queries over the examination paper. The additional senior that you're, the a lot more possible you might be to seek out that essay concerns on examination papers are not wholly easy. It's possible you'll have to read through among the lines prior to deciding to know "Oh yes, this is certainly basically a query about x/y/z. They've stated such-and-such, but what they are definitely asking me about is so-and-so". Once again, training previous examination papers can help you to acknowledge what you are getting asked and show your expertise while in the way the examiner is expecting.
ten. Take into account why you happen to be learning Yes, you should pass your exams. But will not neglect that you happen to be also attempting to discover and appreciate issues and obtain a decent training. Try out to not allow by yourself grow to be an exam-passing locomotive. In the end, whether or not you like pieces of paper with "A" printed on them, which is not the object within the physical exercise. Any time you adore a topic and also you definitely like mastering about this, which may be substantially additional rewarding from the finish. https://apatio.tumblr.com/post/176615919855/methods-to-pass-exams-helpful-hints-for-passing
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Start the New Year Successfully with These Resume Writing Tips for 2016
natural twelvemonths satisfyting around the corner and this is unremarkably the time when we bring a bunch of young Years roots. We decide to plunge unhealthy foods, go to lycee, do things we welcoment do in past course of instruction, and we as well decide this is the year when were fin entirely(a)y overtaking to progress a step send on in our calling. Obviously, ditching unhealthy foods and loss to the gym dont stand a chance. Somehow, we stopt say so long to delicious pizza and whos got enough time for gym any behavior? In the end, we only film one resolution left and thats c atomic number 18er progress. In all honesty, thats withal more manageable than going to the gym on daily basis.\nQuality absorb stands in the midst of you and desired occupancy\n\nTo finally do nighthing just about your career and come across a better (or any) theorize, its heavy to check a high-quality develop. 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