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Since we're talking about it, the issues with 911's pacing and the story lines feeling self contained to the point of lacking cohesion is not new. We saw this with season 6, and we've seen it more and more since then. Season 7 was shortened and the first with a new network so we can let that slide, but season 8 feels especially egregious considering they're back to their usual length and they're still making these episodes like they're meant to be standalone instead of part of a season/series. If there’s a central theme or two, I don’t know what it is. The opening arc was great and flowed together very well, but it was in essence a feature film that has not had much connection to the rest of the season. Plot points get brought up and resolved within twenty minutes. There’s always a chance they’ll get brought up again but it’s hard to see the road ahead. In their initial seasons, they were so good about setting up season-long threads and they telegraphed that. Now it feels like a “I guess they could bring that up again?? If they want??”
Now, I am perfectly aware and capable of not watching a show if I don’t enjoy it so don't even go there, and I know we're only halfway through this season, but there’s only so many times you can yell about long-form storytelling or whatever before you look foolish and the writers give you yet another forty minute episode that brings nothing beyond momentary enjoyment and introspection. I also still enjoy the show and think there's plenty to enjoy! But I don’t want this beloved show to become what so many others have—just a pale imitation of what it used to be and only the characters you love to hold on to instead of the stories we came and stayed for. I think that's the frustrating part. We know how good this show can be and to be here another year talking about the same issues we talked about during season 6 is frustrating. I hope something turns around because this is not it.
#911 things#911 abc#you could consider this 911 negativity i guess?#but anyway i am still watching!! i haven't stopped and like i and so many have said before there's a lot to like still#but whatever it was earlier is lost#and shows can and should evolve and i am not opposed to the overall themes or vibe of a show changing over time#we saw that from s1 to s2 and it worked#but you can't get away from lacking strong season-long themes and stories you just can't
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#heyyy#I'm still getting used to college so this is the only kuro shit ive made lately#turned out nice#really need to get back to my comic#next 9 pages are scripted#not story borded tho#unless i lost the sketches amd forgot#whatever#I'll get back to it#kuroshitsuji#black butler#art#grell sutcliff#black butler fanart#black butler anime#edit#sorry ment to mention this in the earlier tags#chainsaw is traced from a free to use image website#unsplash#sorry this took 3 days so i spaced it#tw blood
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it would be helpful to have a sign showing me the right way. would it show me the right way ?
#project sekai#hinomori shizuku#hinomori shiho#ngl im not super satisfied with it but its a thought that as been around since shizuku colofes that i needed to put out#shizuku being lost in the garden of her fragment of sekai and wishing to have a sign of where to go#whereas shiho had Too many signs of Where she should go. oh fellas we’re really in it#to me it perfectly shows how that gap of shiho having a dream and passion from earlier on that drove her#whereas shizuku was thrown into hers and had to find her way into it#and how both their drive of what the Right way is…. like its whatever#but yeah maybe !! one day ill come back on it with a compo that im satisfied with
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Here is a drawing of one of my favourite changes in choreography in the Australian deh production :)
During Good For You, after Alana and Jared have their little solos, Alana comes to the front of the stage and crouches down with her hands over her head, completely still. At the same time, Jared goes upstage and paces back and forth very quickly - every time he has to turn around he makes stilted and frustrated gestures as if he doesn’t know what to do with himself. I was very excited by this, as it is so unlike the broadway version of this scene where they stand symmetrically on opposite sides of the stage. Instead, Alana and Jared’s reaction to their feelings are clearly contrasted against each other. It seemed so natural too; while they move in formation for a lot of gfy, here it was like they had to take a break from the song because of how overwhelmed they were! Which only made it easier to empathise with them. The whole song was spectacular of course but this particular decision I think was very successful. I have always been intrigued by the contrast between Alana and Jared and it was really brought to the forefront in this moment.
#dear evan hansen#my art#jared kleinman#alana beck#jacob rozario#carmel rodrigues#I lost my mind when this happened it was so perfect to me#another thing that hit me hard in gfy was during jared and evan’s fight#when they do the ‘I thought the only reason you talked to me was because of your car insurance’ ‘so??’ (always been a fav moment of mine)#obviously there are tonnes of ways to do the ‘so??’ but I was expecting the indignant and kinda sputtering lashing out ‘so’#instead jared totally shrunk in on himself grabbed onto his bag strap in his hands and said it so softly#and he was really up in evan’s personal space earlier so here it was like oh wow that really struck him#like for another one of my favourite lines (‘heyy so my parents are out of town this weekend-’) he did a little bouncy dance up to evan and#-touched him as he spoke - including booping his nose. he said out loud ‘we. can. drink- boop! whatever we want!’#very silly#anyway just a few fun moments that my fellow jared enjoyers may be happy to hear about#also carmel’s alana was Far on the overwhelmingly high energy / bouncy / big facial expressions side of the alana scale - which I Love#and jacob was a more drawling / condescending jared - less frantic and more subtle in his amusement/indignation#I loved it - I think there are so many ways to play these characters that offers a slightly different insight into their internal state#god I have so many things to say about this showww
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this is mostly not rvb related but also i dont post like half of my sketches because im not sure why if im being honest
#also i lost my blue pen earlier because god fucking hates me#rvb#red vs blue#agent washington#wash rvb#agent carolina#carolina rvb#halo#halo sangheili#tag number whatever
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every once in a while i remember that canonically none of the rituals would’ve worked and i just wonder how they would’ve fallen apart without the archive’s intervention. nikola trips and eats shit so badly during the unknowing she cancels it out of embarrassment then and there
#icarus speaks#my wifi was out again earlier today#so back to the podcast mines it was#but like yeah i know this fact is meant to be tragic#like ‘oh god all these people could’ve lived if only we’d known’#however. i have the opportunity to turn any piece of media into comedy#i think if michael didn’t intervene the great twisting or whatever it was called the spiral would’ve-#-just fucking get lost within itself#kind of like how the hunt’s ritual doesn’t work bc they’re having too much fun chasing each other#the spiral has too much fun twisting itself and forgets it has a Job to do
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Ayy bastard's finally done
#fnf#friday night funkin#friday night funkin'#fnf mod#fnf b3#fnf b3 remix#b3 fnf#fnf bf#fnf boyfriend#fnf b3 bf#fnf b3 boyfriend#b3 bf#friday night funkin bf#friday night funkin boyfriend#friday night funkin' bf#friday night funkin' boyfriend#himbo boyfriend fnf#i lost the progress of the first wip so i had to redo it completely lol im so dead#wouldve came out two days earlier but whatever#shades' art#digital drawing#fnf fanart
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Part of me, deep deep down, wonders if we still may have a scene of MK on his knees versus his friends a la 4x07
#like maybe we WON'T. and that's totally fine#I did get ''You were locked in a corner- told to get on your knees and accept your fate! And you didn't!#You came back and chose to stand to meet your end! Together.'' Like at the very least *kisses kneeling/standing motif*#And it's like ''your friends will turn on you- seeing you for the monster you will become!'' like where did that fear come from. Wukong#Wukong & Macaque#And what are we MAYBE getting answers to next season. Wukong V Macaque#I just. *gestures* the chaos shit is so weird. the staff corruption is so weird#''When the chaos makes them who they are'' SO WEIRD#So like. Rn I feel like MK finally gets hey. You really don't have to do it alone! And it's okay it all leads to pain! Good job bestie#Like the option is it all leads to pain or there's nothing. Cool cool#But I do feel like. He needs to be okay with his role specifically? You know? Like the ''it's always my fault!'' aspect of it#''It definitely shouldn't be left up to me'' like. Well. It kinda was#This was YOUR choice#Idk man like. This is just gonna have consequences#like ''I saw my children couldn't survive the chaos'' We have lost the safety net of the cycle#We have lost the 10 kings. We've lost heaven (ish).#MK you quite literally chose your sentimentality for mortal pleasures over a lot. Over guaranteed survival#God part of me is like. U were so willing to kill yourself so you could finally make up for being you I know it#I fucking know it MK#Ur so rayla core#my god#U were like "I can finally make the world better than I found it by fucking killing myself'' like dude. dude no#this is such a weird amalgamation of getting better/worse MK like I love you#character of all time#And earlier in the season being like ''You're a beast. A monster'' and then calling nine a monster like. MK. whatever#was part of LBD's plan literally destroying chaos with the fire (''And everything beyond even that!'') like idk I'm losing it#lmk#lego monkie kid#lmk rant#lmk spoilers
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jsyk, every time you like one of my silly running updates i am kissing the top of your head so hard :*
because i do not have a stereotypical runner's body and therefore in real life whenever i talk about how much i love running i get people absolutely questioning whether or not i am ACTUALLY "running" or not and that is so fucking disheartening you have no idea
#one day i said on a meeting that i went for a run earlier that day and was met with 'do you mean like...you walked and jogged?'#and i felt so terrible about myself afterward like why would you even ask me that????#i have also lost over 30 pounds in the last 6 months (swapped birth control for metformin to treat my pcos it's been life changing!!)#and only NOW are people like “keep up the good work with your running” like man stfu i was still running when i was heavy too!!!!#the weight loss certainly HELPS with my speed and endurance#but this is why i support body neutrality overall because i just want my body to do the things i want it to do#whatever shape my body takes as a result of that is inconsequential#daisyruns.txt
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there's something I do about once a week over on my other art blog, where I write a bit about whatever I'm working on, and I thought I'd start doing something like that over here!
that knight-priest illustration took off way further than I thought it would! it was actually a test run for a short comic idea I had been fucking around with: a disgraced lord who killed his brother and becomes a knight as a form of penance and ends up falling in love with a franciscan.
and underneath that notebook is the notebook I've been writing bad governance in. it is. ohh. the edits are many. I forgot to keep track of the election cycles, which is a huge oversight, since many of the characters are politicians.
#also. vaguely. im working on adapting one of the robin hood stories into a comic. i started one earlier this year but i lost the#whole script when my laptop abruptly died before i could back it up externally RIP.....30 pages of writing.......gone..........#i recently started re writing it so robin hood will also be making a re appearance here. and also bc i finally remembered who the#original visual inspiration for little john was supposed to be! wahoo#desk posting tag#<< the tag i will use for this#its more like an informal hang out post but mostly it features whatever the hell im working on at my desk
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my best friend i was in love with all of last year broke up with his girlfriend a few days ago and my past self would be SO pissed that i’m actually being the biggest wingman for him right now. i would be shaking myself screaming WHY AREN’T YOU TRYING TO FUCK HIM WHILE HE’S VULNERABLE!!!!!!!!!
#i’m so glad this happened when it did because like. at any other point of my life i’d have lost my shit#like. do i like him like that any more and am i pretty much entirely over it? yeah#however if he said right now want to do something and never acknowledge it again? after some extreme double checking i would#no point in denying that#i even funded him getting tinder plus because i thought it was funny#he’s currently trying to get with this super hot girl who volunteers at our work#and i really hope it works out she’s so find#it’s so fun tho we’re just constantly bitching to each other abt hating dating apps and the people we’re talking to or whatever#it’s a blast#anyway i forgot to say in an earlier tag but he’s made it glaringly obvious he’s not into me#we’ve talked abt it extensively and fairly frequently reference my former attraction to him#it’s not a weird subject at all he literally doesn’t give a fuck#like it’s all chill but my past self would be so mad that i’m not pursuing this (even if it would inevitably fail)
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survived Badly (argh) but going to work on fic for as long as I continue to enjoy doing so then switch over -- see if I can find somewhere to watch The 400 Blows and probably cry forever and dehydrate and feel soooo sad and then feel better after. Thank you French New Wave
#boooo whatever saying nonsense nothing matters delete later#somebody should invent a proximity to your parents that doesn't immediately make you so emotionally weird forever#overdramatic. Im feeling fine im eating some crackers and lying around chilling. Just. Weird. Off Balance..#Mild Disturbance in my Year of Exceptional Emotional/Mental Chill#not gonna let it break my 2024 streak of feeling generally Pretty Freakin Good and mostly Recovered From The Lost Year#Which btw. can I say... have i said...? Genuinely having one of the nicest years of my life so far... feeling really pretty good#mfw having more control over your life + surroundings + choices + living circumstances means you can genuinely#meaningfully improve ur day-to-day lived experiences and find what works for u to keep u happy + healthy + excited about life... magic#anyway. brief Huh I Feel Kind Of Bad And Sad In A Deeper Way Kicked Off By But Unrelated To Events Of The Day moment earlier#really made me realize how exceptionally good I've had it so far this year... i think... it's possible... things Do Get Better#anyway. ok done Tag Blogging now. just hope everyone enjoys a nice treat or something. get good sleep enjoy ur time change if it applies#watch a movie or something. idk have fun guys have a good night
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Fight me
#now we just fucking around#it’s like being pecked to death by ducks#early seasons she didn’t wanna fight enough so moved some of her PERPETUALLY PISSED later seasons attitude earlier#i know it’s bad there was no ref but then it made me laugh at how bad it is#the first version she has so much neck like a heckin giraffe#the first sketch (on paper) she had so much neck like a heckin’ giraffe#make bad art or whatever#im having fun and that’s what matters right probably not oh we’ll fight me#mostly color picked from an lcars console cause no rules who cares#can i blame the 4pm coffee? yeah no probably not#oh god go to bed what are you doing thresholdbb get a life touch grass stop being so weird#hopelessly LOST IN THE DELTA QUADRANT#gonna repeat don’t get a brain injury all your skills go out the dang window#im sorry I’ll look for where the multitudes went
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Me: yeah I'm just doing some coding-
Like everybody for some reason: YUCK!! Ugh! I'm sorry! That sounds boring and dry as hell. Ew. Get well soon
Me: 🤨🧍
#i am exaggerating obviously but#the number of comments I get from people assuming that coding and reading anything about coding is just boring is. astonishing#like one time i was like 'sorry I'm late. was coding and lost track of time' and someone responded 'said no one ever' lmao#i feel like I'm getting a taste of what math enjoyers experience#it's especially funny bc i didn't go to school for this or anything. I'm teaching myself#it's not even the thing I'm best at or anything i literally just enjoy it enough to make it a career#someday hopefully if the job market ever turns around under a blue moon or whatever. no I'm not salty about the job hunt why do you ask#anyway it's just funny#as if I've literally ever been able to get myself to do something that's boring. especially off the clock#yes I'm putting myself through the most boring ordeal on the planet. why? well. to do something i hate for a career of course#get real i have ADHD and an interest based nervous system or whatever lol I'm doing this bc i like it. and incidentally could make money#I'm not actually mad I'm just confused lol#anyway. coding is interesting and there needs to be more exposure to it#so people like me can get started with it earlier in life and so that people stop saying weird crap to me about it lololol#coding#stem
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WHY?, “Sin Imperial" // Car Sear Headrest, “I Can Play the Piano”
#Whywithaquestionmark#Car Seat Headrest#trigger warning for eating disorders I'm sorry I don't know the best way to tag them I never had to before#I was having a conversation earlier about how I have a very specific relationship with fasting#in that for me specifically I feel like it’s just slow-burn starvation#because it gave me an eating disorder#this idea that if I just stop eating then I'll lose weight and if I lose weight I'll be better#that eating was a moral failure on my part because if I just held out a little longer then I'd be beautiful#so when I'd eventually break fast because it had been days and my vision was fading#I'd make myself throw up afterwards because I had failed#that morphed into all the different little toxic relationships I have with food#I still consider myself a monster for eating#I still lie about how much or how often I eat#and after I stopped forcing myself to throw up after every meal all the consequences hit#my hair started falling out my teeth started falling out all the weight I lost came back#and there was this voice in the back of my head that said that if I had kept going none of that would have happened#and that's kind of true because either those delayed consequences wouldn't have hit#Or I would have actually succeeded in starving myself to death#anyway I relapsed after dinner tonight and purged again and the why? song came on shuffle on the drive home#and I thought it was a little ironic haha#and I ate some more when I got home and I'm really struggling with this one right now haha#because I told myself I wouldn't have anything else to eat tonight but I did and now I feel like I have to pay for it#I think people forgot I was bulimic a few years ago or I just thought I told them and didn't#because it seemed like news at the dinner table lmao#I don't talk about it a lot because it's really upsetting to people I care about#But I haven't made myself throw up in a long time so this is kind of scary I think#Or maybe I shouldn't be scared and instead I should just force of will this#back myself into a lose-lose situation where I either hate myself for eating or hate myself for starving/purging#that's the only way my brain knows how to function I guess#whoever wins we lose haha whatever
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nooo frances dont get broken while serving for the match ahahahaaaaa
#not to mention frances was recieving and had match point at 5-2 40-30#lost the game (obviously) but i was like whatever he can serve it out. obviously not#which is funny because i was literally thinking its wild that after ALL that itll end with 6-2. well!#tennis#oh hold on my tv IS showinng this match i thought i wasnt oh man i wish i tuned in earlier
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