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oflgtfol · 1 year

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its so wild because my mom was like yknow ever since you started zoloft i can see a change in your personality like youre a lot more outspoken and outgoing and you seem brighter. like you talk a lot more than you used to. and on one hand its like vindication, because during all that, i truly did feel like i just couldnt interact with people like a human being and it definitely made me more reserved and quiet. so its like vindication that that was indeed the depression and not some inherently weird and icky and soulless part of my personality to my very core being. but on the other hand its like, oh no. the mortifying ordeal of being known. ans being emotionally vulnerable with my mother

#brot posts #i didnt really notice it until she pointed it out #which now that she did its like. oh yeah #idk like i used to come home every day and she’d ask me how my day was and i was like. it was a day. nothing to say. and then just move on #but now i come and i actually talk to her and tell her about my day #i used to operate under ‘do not speak unless spoken to’ which im definitely like. deviating from a lot more lately #the most at home but even outside of the house i talk more #anyway. idk where im going with this! but im definitely doing a lot better nowadays #i still dont know how much is a combo of the zoloft or just the general improvement of my life circumstances #but whatever! i dont feel so soulless and empty and exhausted anymore

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