#but we were 'previous antagonists fucked up by what we had done' solidarity
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guess who showed up in my dream last night!
if you guess “early hobbit cartoon gandalf” then you were right!
#my dreams#time travel dream#i should elaborate more because it was a complex dream that focused on the protagonist AND antagonist and had two separate eras#time-travel to the past plot and post-plot where the antagonist had to learn to live with himself after#old man gandalf was a wizard named 'bulo' who was ??? very cryptic and responsible for some of the time travel stuff i think.#i remember being the antagonist (now a young adult) with his child self running from a monster#(baby self had just found out i was him because we had the same disability which included muscle spasms in our bad leg)#(i think i was a student teacher because i was trying to make sure he wouldn't turn out like me)#but anyway we were running from a monster and spotted bulo outside the window#well my baby self did and asked who it was#and i remember banging on the window and screaming for him. which is the only reason i know bulo's name#and he looked at me. and he *looked* at me. and then he turned away.#and i remember the feeling of utter betrayal and helplessness because fuck. i knew i'd been a villain. but baby me was still just like#he was just a shitty kid?? a bully maybe but we were trying to get better#protagonist had an easier time of it because he time traveled as school ended and his baby self was leaving to live in miami#so when we returned to the future still in our grown bodies. he became a student teacher as well but didn't have to deal with his baby self#shoutout to my evil druid friend though who was also trying to help save baby me#well she wasn't like EVIL evil but like. i think she was corrupted and protagonist ended up saving her#but we were 'previous antagonists fucked up by what we had done' solidarity#i think i kidnapped her in the past at one point??#she just fucked off to live in the forest and didn't even talk to protagonist after everything i think. maybe out of shame#but me (antagonist) and her (i think her name was iob or ios or something with an i) were very very weird friends#bulo you fucker#to clarify we like. time traveled as seven-or-eight year olds into the past (????) and grew up there before being slingshotted back
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