#but we love a little canon twist if it means he'll stay

[gallawitchxx]

🔮💨 crystal ball weed bong mickey 🔮💨

part 14 for @galladrabbles & @shinygalaxyperson's prompt: end of the world

master post (updates weekly!) | part 1 | part 2 | part 3 | part 4 | part 5 | part 6 | part 7 | part 8 | part 9 | part 10 | part 11 | part 12 | part 13

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There’s an old poem about hollow men. Stuffed men. Men without sight; shape without form. Line after line of war and faith and shadows. Mickey’s not sure why he knows it. Doesn’t fully understand how it’s come to live in his brain and his bones. But here it is now:

This is the way the world ends.

Gallagher turns, his gaze a challenge. “Don’t what?”

This is the way the world ends.

“Just…”

This is the way the world ends.

Mickey’s breath catches in his throat.

Not with a bang but a whimper.

Gallagher’s lips twitch, but he stays put.

[phantomspiderr]

By Any Means ║ Part 2

Pairing: Joel Miller x *f!reader

Word Count: 1.4k+

Summary: twenty years after your life completely went up in smoke. You've settled somewhere safe after years of risking your life but it looks like all of that is about to be turned upside down too when an old contact appears out of nowhere.

Warnings/Tags: tlou hbo spoilers, creepy drunk man, mentions of alcohol & drinking, trauma, canon level violence, cursing, mentions of death

a/n: sorry no joel in this chapter but I promise he'll be back next chapter! As always I hope you enjoy, I appreciate you. Anyway, the last chapter flopped so hard and kinda expect this one to as well but we move and I’m committed to posting it anyway. sorry it’s a bit shit.

Also, I forgot to shoutout my bestie in the last chapter, @natashasvixen you're the best! Couldn’t do anything without you, thank you for all your support🤍

*no real description of reader or gender as far as I know but I've written it with a female reader in mind

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“Well hello there darlin’,” your body involuntarily cringes upon hearing the nickname. Your reaching hand freezes around a glass and for a moment you think about the past, pre-outbreak, before quickly shaking your head at that thought.

“We’re closed.” You speak flatly, hoping the drunk will just turn around and leave. You don’t even turn to look in his direction. It’d been a long day, and you just wanted to clean up and go home.

“‘M not looking for a drink darlin’,” this time the nickname makes you angry. Sometimes you wonder why you ever decided to work in the only bar in this godforsaken town was a good idea.

“We’re still closed.” You continue clearing the table in front of you, then there’s a hand on your waist and you freeze again.

“I said I’m not looking for a drink,” he stinks, he smells of stale dirt and strongly of alcohol. His grip is harsh, and he has the audacity to push his body up against you. In a second, you grab onto his wrist, twisting until his arm is folded behind him, and he’s pinned against another table. A few glasses fly to the floor, smashing upon contact, and the already unsteady table wobbles.

“And I said we’re closed. Now, piss off.” You shove the man, and he fumbles to stay on his feet.

“Fucking bitch,” he spits on the floor at your feet, mumbling more drunk profanities as he exits the bar. When the heavy door closes, you finally let out a shuddering breath, your body now trembling just a little. You close your eyes and draw in a deep breath, attempting to calm your racing heart. Even after years of having to take care of yourself, you still find it hard to shake off the fear the courses through you during every confrontation.

You’d thought moving into this smaller town would be better than the QZ, that maybe people would be nicer, and that it’d maybe feel a bit more normal, but it wasn’t. No amount of ‘normal’ looking ration stores or homes made it feel like it used to. People were all too busy surviving that it wasn’t until they were a few drinks in that maybe they’d be nicer. There were a few exceptions, of course. You’d made a few distant friends along the way, but moving from place to place for years in an apocalypse wasn’t exactly the ideal situation to make close friends.

You were pretty much on your own now, having separated from the only two people you knew after one too many innocent lives had been taken. You’d never agreed with the Hunter's way of life, but you had loved Joel enough to follow him anywhere. But he had become cruel and cold towards everyone, especially to you. You had of course always understood why, everyone had become some sort of shell of who they once were, but eventually it had taken a toll.

It was after one exceptionally harsh fight, where in a drunken state Joel had proclaimed you were a burden that just hung around, that you simply left. It was the final straw. You’d learnt enough to defend yourself in the few years following Joel and Tommy on their suicide missions. So, you packed up what little things you had and just disappeared at the first sign of light. It was hard being alone after so many years, realising you know no one or anything about where you were. Then after days of travelling, you’d managed to sneak yourself into a quarantine zone and there you worked to keep yourself safe for a few years. Eventually, that life had bored you enough that you left with a small group of people, heading for a rumoured town free of FEDRA’s command. It wasn’t all the rumours had made it out to be, but it was the place you called home for now. You had a little house that you shared with a few people, there was some livestock and best of all it was safe, for the most part. It would do for now, even though you longed for something better. Somewhere with nicer people, one of those bigger communities you’d heard about, a place where everything almost felt normal.

Your fingers rub at your temples, attempting to fight off an impending headache before going back to your cleaning up with a huff. The days felt like they were testing you, for reasons you don’t know, but you were tired.

“Oh fuck off will you!” The words tumble out of your mouth upon hearing the front door creak open again. Assuming it to be the drunk guy from before or just another drunk wanting his ass kicked.

“Well it’s good to see you again too,” the familiar voice immediately has your head whipping around.

“Marlene?!”

~

“Well, what the fuck do you want?” Forcefully, you place a glass down in front of Marlene, the contents spilling a little onto the table you’d just cleaned. You sit across from her, arms folded over your chest and an unfriendly look on your face.

“You’re not in the best of moods, maybe I should travel across the states looking for you at a better time?” Her sarcasm is not helping your mood, and your face tells her that much. Marlene sighs deeply before taking a sip of the drink, wincing at its strength, and then continuing. “I need your help.”

You loudly scoff, on the brink of getting up from the table and just leaving there and then. Let’s just say your last interaction with Marlene was not a polite one; you’re sure you can remember her calling you a deserter and a bitch all in the same breath.

“It’s important.”

“Not a fucking chance.”

She sighs out your name before rubbing a hand over her face.

“I need you. You’re the only one I know that can do this-”

“No! No, Marlene. You fucked me over once to save your precious Fireflies, and I don’t doubt you’d do it again!” You’re both trying to be louder than the other, talking over each other like it’ll stop you from hearing what the other has to say.

“There’s a cure.” She says it too simply for it to be true.

“Bullshit!”

“Ok, there will be.” This time you’re quiet, wanting to hear what story she’s concocted to make you fall back into her business. Your silence is enough of a go ahead for her to keep going. “There’s a girl. She’s immune, and I have doctors across the country that say she is the cure for all of this.”

“So, that’s what you want? A glorified babysitter for some kid?”

“No. Something went wrong-”

“There it is.” You slam your hands onto the table, moving to your feet. You're done with the conversation, bad things tend to follow Marlene and you just don’t want to be involved this time.

“Will you just fucking sit down and listen!” You both stare at each other for far too long of a moment until you concede, sitting back in your chair. Marlene downs the remainder of her drink before she starts talking again.

“I had… some people agree to take her to a drop off point. Things went south with that crew, last I heard one of them was infected, and then nothing. I need a group to go, track them down. Make sure the girl’s still living. Take her where she needs to be.” You’re shaking your head, not believing for a second you’re actually considering this suicide mission. “I’ve already organised a group and a rendezvous point that we’ve encoded over the radio in case Jo- in case they hear it, so they know where to go.”

“And why the fuck do you need me? If I remember right, you called me a traitor for wanting something more to life than fucking Firefly chaos.”

“You’re one of the best we’ve got.” You raise an eyebrow at her. “Okay, had. Look, can you just set aside whatever shit happened between us and realise what this girl means.”

She’s really selling this in a way only Marlene can. Ultimately, you could just say no, and go back to cleaning alcohol-stained tables and piles of puke off the floor. Or… you could go, maybe be part of history, or at the very least die trying. Goddamn Fireflies and their hope.

“Fine.” Marlene’s visibly shocked by your response. “But,” her face drops again, knowing she should have expected a but, “after that, I’m done. I don’t want to hear from you again. Ever.” 

There’s just silence as you stare at one another, and then Marlene smiles before extending her hand toward you. You look at it for a moment before sighing and against your better judgment making the deal and shaking her hand.

[fluffydavey]

Dancing in the rain for little romantic gestures? Post-canon maybe since I love your post-canon stories!

little romantic gestures || prompts oh my god thank you so much that means the world to me 😭🥰

Davey's standing below a bridge, waiting for the shower to end. He's got his eye on Les who's dancing in a puddle with someone from his class, holding onto the remainder of their papers they have yet to sell. He's sure his parents are going to get annoyed that Les' clothes will be soaked, but he's not going to get in the way of his brother having some fun with friends his own age.

He hears footsteps behind him, not needing to turn around to guess that it's Jack catching up to him to get some cover from the rain. He isn't expecting Jack to take his satchel from him, and drop it beside Les' and his own. Jack grabs him by the hand, and leads him outside to the rain.

"What are you doing?" he asks, his eyes glancing around the corner. Thankfully, most people are being sensible and are staying inside, not trying to catch a cold. "Anyone could see!"

"Come on Davey, don't you want to have some fun?" Jack asks, pulling him impossibly close, with a mischievous look in his eyes. Davey's breathing hitches, and he bites his lip in anticipation for...he's not actually sure what Jack has planned.

"You ever danced in the rain?" Jack asks him, as he twists the hand holding Davey's into a loose grip, and places his free arm on Davey's waist. Jack's hand is hot on his waist, like embers burning into the skin of his hip.

"I've never danced, period," he admits, slightly embarrassed. He doesn't particularly want to start now, either, where he can make a fool of himself in front of anyone.

"We can't have that, can we?" Jack says, blinking up at Davey. One day he'll find a way to say no to those devious eyes, but not today. Jack starts with teaching him the basics, and very kindly does his best not to laugh at Davey's awkward limbs trying to copy his. He steps on Jack's foot a few times, but the ever-patient Jack doesn't say a single word.

Finally, Jack begins to hum a familiar tune under his breath once Davey begins to grow more confident in his movements, easily falling into step with Jack, like he's done from the very beginning.

It’s like the world starts to slow down, with Jack's humming echoing in the streets, as he loses himself in the moment. The rain pours down on them, and he lets out a laugh as Jack spins him around once, splashing water everywhere.

They slow down, Davey's arms behind Jack's neck, and he takes the time to admire the raindrops that sit delicately on his eyelashes, the rain that drops from his hair to his lips. "You know what else I haven't done?"

"What?" Jack asks, with an adoring smile on his face.

Feeling bold, Davey decides to take the lead this time. "I've never kissed someone in the rain before either."

As Jack leans in to press a soft, delicate kiss to his lips, he's hit with a sudden realisation.

Davey is certain he's falling in love. It should be frightening, but somehow it makes sense, like his life had been building up to this moment. He smiles as they part, and Jack's looking back at him, and he’s struck by how strange it is that it feels like he’s looking at Jack for the first time ever all over again.

[itgirlgyurecs]

[by your side 100% of the time you cannot get rid of him.]

okay why do i feel like I would hate him ( proceeds super glue our backs together 👀)

[cooks for you !!! tries to make your food as interesting as possible so you won't get bored, without adding things that will make you feel worse or aren't good for you]

THIS THIS THIS OMG I HAVE THIS THING ( not me everyone) where I would literally not any shit like nothing at all except water and hot drinks. he is so real giving it his twists and making it eatable 😢😢😢 lemme wife u up 🤧

[infact don't even speak, he'll learn morse code so you can just beep him whenever you need]

SHUT UP THIS IS SO FUCKINH HILARIOUS BUT ALSO SO YEONJUN CODE HE'D BE LIKE BABY BAT YOUR LASHES ONE TIME FOR KISS ANS TWO TIMES FOR A MAKE OUT SESSION!!!!

(he's ontop of you so much he probably catches whatever you have)

he's so real for this!!!! I NEED ME A WIFE LIKE YEONJUN ASAP MY LIL QUEEN IN HIS LIL APRON!! 😔

[1. because it's gross 2. because he hates seeing you in pain but mainly because it's gross]

ik he is real for it but I would also use the clothe he's wearing to wipe my nose EVERYTIME

[you're not staying in his bed i'm sorry he's gonna come over to your house to take care of you during the day and go home to his snot free blankets at night]

fuck soobin but this is literally whenever a family member gets sick like OK imm a take care of you in YOUR room.

["sorry guys yn's still dying i can't come to work today"]

im sorry but he's so FUCKING BLUNT YES DEFINITELY WORD It THAT WAY it's the sagittarius mercury we be suffering 😩🤷🏻‍♀️

[but then it starts getting worse and he comes home to you falling over yourself in the kitchen because of your dizzy spells and nearly has a stroke]

BRO IMAGINE YOU FAINT and he faints after seeing you faint and after you wake up have lug around his half dead boy lmao with your weak ass

("mom they just took a really deep breath does that mean something")

This is so ducking funny ik literally slapping my thighs ( mentally bc im laying down)

(i know practically everyone in moaville would say he'd tease the shit out of you but in my head he'd be the most worried for you)

bro literally he'd be near deaths door with how worried sick he'd be, he's hella sensitive like that

SNOTTY BABY STFU! I JUST IMAGINED HIM GOING HAHA SNOTTY BABY AND THEN HAVE A PANICED BROKEN LAUGH

[surprisingly good at negotiation like you're being stubborn because you don't want to take your medicine and he's like "if you drink the cough syrup i'll let you listen to the demos for our next comeback" and before you know it you've sold your childhood home to him for 3/4 of the initial price ]

THIS IS SO FUCKING GOOD IM SO ENTERTAINED HOW DO YOU THINK OF THEM OMG

[his first instinct is to take you to the doctor to figure out what's wrong but gets into a fight with doctor for charging him 19382928 won just to press his hand to your forehead and tell him you have a head cold (terry is against this capitalist society]

it's LITERALLY Canon TERRANCE AGAINST CAPITALIST ( imagine in a few years he gets exposed for buying idk a penguin in a bikini nft)

ok tmi im hella against of going to docs but I'm sure they will give me small dose meds to get me admitted to hospital that's why i try to wait it out bur my sister is opposite so I hid from her and thats how I ended up taking an iv at home lmao

[changes your entire lifestyle to the maximum efficiency so you get better as quickly as possible and makes sure you stick to it]

THIS IS GIVING ME WAR FLASHBACKS WHY IS IT ALWAYS TERRY?!?!

("how'd you know i wanted water?" "you looked thirsty") bro it could go two ways...

taehyun is such a cute little tsundere my younger child I love him so much omg but the way you write him he's such a boss baby I LOVE HIM

(probably calls his sisters too) men with only sisters >>>>>>>>

("wow yn!! i can't believe you ate all your soup!!! you're so cool!!!")

tell me why this mf would pull a stunt like here comes the airplane vrooooooom and you'd have to comply bc you don't want him to feel embarrassed

(probably lies and tells you they're all super rare and he's the only one in the world who has them)

I just let out thr biggest sign I want to laminate this man in a air tight package and protect him!!!!!!!??

(taehyun asks you to get sick more often if it means he doesn't have to fight his way through the ironing board and bike to get to the sink)

and now taehyun. pretends to get sick to get the same effect and hyuka is like: wdy want me to do?

this was so freaking hilarious omg! you're a comedic GENIUS I WAS LITERALLY CACKIMG LIKE A GODDAMN WITCH EVERY TWO SECOND AND DURING EVERY LINE!!! and i love your characterization of txt so so so much in these like I could literally imagine all of them here that's literally them!!!! and I have this thing since I was a child where I was like yk would you'd s/o do the things your parents do when you get sick like won't you be a burden to them? this kinda helps ease that thought a bit, like maybe you'd not be a burden to them. this wa so so so incredibly soft and cute and also hilarious!

hi love I HAVE A RQQQ- TXT OR ENHA WITH A SICK S/O PLEASE!! i have a killer cold and the worst dizzy spells ever nd i would love some comfort 😞😞 thank u sm

★ ✯ ☆ TXT WITH A SICK!S/O

★ pairing. txt x gn!reader genre. fluff, comfort warnings. mentions of food wc. 100-300 each

✯ synopsis. txt with a sick s/o!!

☆ a/n. firstly i am so sorry this took 4 months 💀 writers block is the bane of my existence. i do hope this manages to bring you some comfort though :( please do take care of yourself and get well soon! (even though you are most likely not sick anymore 😭) also how ironic is it that i'm currently sick... :')

YEONJUN | 연준

by your side 100% of the time you cannot get rid of him.

he's over your bed when you wake up in the morning, waiting outside the bathroom door for you, laying right next to while you're sleeping. everywhere you are, so is yeonjun

will bend over backwards to get you anything you need

water? medicine? soup? more blankets? less blankets? he's on it before you can even ask

cooks for you !!! tries to make your food as interesting as possible so you won't get bored, without adding things that will make you feel worse or aren't good for you

you're bedridden. don't even try to fight him

he won't let you lift a finger, he wants you to get as much rest as possible so you can get better as quickly as possible

infact don't even speak, he'll learn morse code so you can just beep him whenever you need

if his schedule allows he'll stay home with you and be by your side every second of the day, if not he's texting you every free moment he has to make sure you're okay

would definitely call in sick if you were feeling particularly tired and need his care that day

has multiple reminders to make sure you're taking your medicine on time, will scold you if you're even a second late

he'll never tell you but he secretly enjoys you being sick . . .

he love love loves to take care of you, especially when you call on him to do things for you it makes him all giddy knowing you need him (he's not a creep i swear)

he's ontop of you so much he probably catches whatever you have

atleast you're sick together

SOOBIN | 수빈

hates to see you sick

1. because it's gross 2. because he hates seeing you in pain but mainly because it's gross

you're not staying in his bed i'm sorry he's gonna come over to your house to take care of you during the day and go home to his snot free blankets at night

gets your medicine mixed up all the time and complains it's the doctor's fault for prescribing ones that look so similar

low-key takes advantage of this situation so he can skip work and spend some quality time with you LMAOOO

"sorry guys yn's still dying i can't come to work today"

at first it's fun because you just have your average head cold so he doesn't worry too much

but then it starts getting worse and he comes home to you falling over yourself in the kitchen because of your dizzy spells and nearly has a stroke

panik

he starts stressing like a mad man after that

probably gets himself sick just with how stressed out he is it's a problem

definitely calls his mom for help he doesn't know what to do

updates her on every little thing you do

"mom they just took a really deep breath does that mean something"

buys the entire pharmacy

wants to kick himself for not taking it seriously when you first got sick he feels so guilty 😭

although you did enjoy his company and the endless marvel marathons so all is well

will not leave you alone. you have to shit with the door open.

will do everything for you even if you're perfectly capable of doing it yourself

from brushing your hair to fluffing your pillows he's gonna do it all

he'll even clean for you, that's his ultimate declaration of love

in the end he didn't really do much to nurse you back to health but A for effort

BEOMGYU | 범규

i know practically everyone in moaville would say he'd tease the shit out of you but in my head he'd be the most worried for you

googles every single one of your symptoms and then cries himself to sleep because myonlineclinic.com told him you have cholera and 6 days to live

the only reason he'd tease you is to mask his worry

he'd watch you go through 60 boxes of tissues and be like "omg my snotty baby" but on the inside he's freaking out 😭

your pain is his pain, the way you feel affects him and his mood drastically

he's irritable when you are, he's tired when you are, your appetites probably sync too

puts a curse on whoever spread their nasty germs to you with ginger roots and vinegar

i think he'd also be the most sympathetic since he gets sick a lot more often than the others

so gentle and understanding compared to his usual self it's a little scary 😭

surprisingly good at negotiation like you're being stubborn because you don't want to take your medicine and he's like "if you drink the cough syrup i'll let you listen to the demos for our next comeback" and before you know it you've sold your childhood home to him for 3/4 of the initial price

will whip out his guitar and sing for you in a heartbeat if you ask him too

obviously tries to crack jokes and make you smile so you don't feel too miserable, he feels so accomplished even if you just scoff at him 🙁

gets back to his usual annoying self once you're better though

TAEHYUN | 태현

ironically, he doesn't know what to do

he rarely gets sick and when he does it passes in a day or two, so when you've been coughing like you have bronchitis for the past week he feels so lost

his first instinct is to take you to the doctor to figure out what's wrong but gets into a fight with doctor for charging him 19382928 won just to press his hand to your forehead and tell him you have a head cold (terry is against this capitalist society)

also buys the entire pharmacy

changes your entire lifestyle to the maximum efficiency so you get better as quickly as possible and makes sure you stick to it

strict like a prison warden, sometimes you wonder if he actually loves you

which he obviously does, but it's hard to believe so when he avoids any unnecessary contact with you as if you have the plague

takes you outside every once in a while to get some fresh air, he feels stuffy just watching you sit around

it also keeps you active 💪

he's always pestering you to wash your hands

will not let you touch him otherwise

makes sure he keeps your space clean, always has tissues and anything else you might need within your reach

at your aid 24/7

you take up a colossal space in his heart he's so soft for you

flying to your side before you even say anything

you don't even have to tbh he can read your mind

"how'd you know i wanted water?" "you looked thirsty"

if he notices you're feeling extra miserable he'll sing for you to cheer you up

swallows his pride because he's down bad and pulls out his best southern accent when you ask him to sing country music

he will be teased for the next millenia but it was worth it for you

he's like an overbearing mother but you get better the fastest when he's taking care of you

HUENINGKAI | 휴닝카이

another mama's boy

probably calls his sisters too

hiyyih would tell him to soak your pills in vegetable oil as a joke but he'll actually do it because he's just that hopeless

he's unable to think straight he just wants to do everything in his power to make you feel better 😭

although he gets the hang of it pretty quickly, he's a fast learner and genuinely enjoys taking care of you

always praising you !!

"wow yn!! i can't believe you ate all your soup!!! you're so cool!!!"

tries to distract you by showing you his entire collection of pokemon cards

probably lies and tells you they're all super rare and he's the only one in the world who has them

does his best not to cause you any stress, he just wants you to focus on resting

the things this man does because he loves you istg

he cleans the entire dorm because it's a breeding ground for bacteria and he doesn't want anything making you more sick

the guys come home to the house spotless they're just like 🤯🤯🤯🤯

taehyun asks you to get sick more often if it means he doesn't have to fight his way through the ironing board and bike to get to the sink

he even lets you play on his DS he's down bad

side rant: i feel like kai is secretly a neat freak, he abhors the sight of filth but is just too lazy to do anything about it so he forces himself to deal with it 💀

anyway he's such a sweetheart :( does his best to keep the mood up even if you're feeling miserable because your nose is so filled with so much snot that you can't breathe

his positive energy definitely rubs off on you!!!

he actually does a good job taking care of you, he's a bit stressed at first but you're back to good health in no time !!!

© OX1-LOVESICK ── all rights reserved. do not copy, translate, alter, or repost my work without my explicit permission.

[makesomehistory]

Were you trying to say that when Aaron finds out the truth he'll think everything Robert said since he's been out is a lie? Well that maybe true but I'm sure they will get through it. After seeing tonight's episode I think Robert is afraid of how Aaron will react to the info that this is the second time he's got her pregnant, like the old saying once takes a certain stupitidy but twiceJust don't give up on them? NancyCottone

Ok, so sorry, I got carried away like crazy and this is really messy (in the end I think I’m talking to myself through your ask, I know it’s weird) but thanks for this ask, that allowed me to say a little bit about what I’m feeling right now. In a way, more I talk about it more I manage to deal with what is happening. 😊(I put the rest under the cut, I don’t want to annoy anyone with my thoughts 😂)

Yeah, that’s what I was trying to say. The fact, that I have trouble with, is not if they are going to get through it because I know they will. I’d be a fool if I haven’t noticed their incredible chemistry, their love for each other and the way they look at the other one like there is no one else on this planet. So yeah even if they do breakup they will not breakup because they don’t love each other anymore but because they love each other too much that they don’t know what do with it sometimes (yeah quoting this incredible deleted scenes which shouldn’t have been), especially when one of them hurts the other. Because of this, they will always find their way back to each other. Now, I’ll stop with the obvious, I’m really wondering HOW the writers are going to make me believe in a matter of weeks how they can move forward. All the insecurities of Aaron concerning his relationship with Robert are now canon so if I did trust Emmerdale (I am really trying to, like after every episode I’m saying to myself this is not the soap you fell for, keep waiting and you’ll see) I would believe that this is a way (really CRAPPY way) for Aaron to deal with them. That’s why I was so happy with his counseling but apparently even that is a plot device. So, yeah, I guess I’ll wait and see how they are going to play all of this before I get too moany (but I can’t help it, can i ? 😂). 

As for Robert, I don’t think Aaron will focus on the fact that’s the second time, at that time he wasn’t with him, he didn’t even knew him and besides he already knows what a Robert looked like when he were trying to preserve his “gold future”. But we are coming to the same point again and again, the lies. The thing that could make Aaron angry is the fact that Robert could have told him before but even then knowing the issues Aaron towards Rebecca, Robert would have never told him, there would have been no point (and of course because of the plot, our good buddy, the plot). And i’m not even starting to express what I feel about Robert’s character, because when we read what I have write above we can think that I don’t care about him but absolutely not, it’s just something more that pisses me off. Once again I don’t know what they want to do with him so I prefer not to say anything (maybe it’s for the best knowing how long this ask already is). 

Oh, don’t mention the word stupidity, this whole storyline is the perfect representation of it. Sometimes, i think I’m stupid to still believe there is a twist and sometimes I have the awful impression that Emmerdale take me, as a fan, like a stupid person for trying to make me buy all the non-sense about what is happening, like the new friendships (psssst Vic/Rebecca ;)) or simply the Rebecca’s pregnancy. But for now, I’ll wait and see. I feel like I’m an old lady kniting on my comfy chair and my blanket keeps getting bigger (worst analogy ever 😂). I sound very chill, I don’t even know anymore, my brain is not working when it comes to all of this. 

Give up on them? I don’t think that’s possible (I can’t imagine it but i can’t speak for the future too). You know I don’t watch Emmerdale for so long, maybe seven months, I started because of Robron, and I have discovered this ship thanks to youtube and their amazing fan’s video. In most of videos you don’t see the bad parts of their story or just a little bit (that’s completely “normal”) so when I watched their storyline I was shocked. The Katie’s death, the bad mouthing of Robert, the Robert’s ways for trying to keep his affair a secret, the lodge scenes, the scrapyard scene, etc and yet I was hooked, like completely. I think I have watched their entire storyline in three days, knowing that I was working the day (yeah I haven’t sleep much 😂). They became my favorite ship. I can’t explain why and I don’t want to, I really think that’s the magic of TV, and obviously of actors. So, when I say I can’t give up on them, I really mean it. One thing you need to know about me, I’m so stubborn that I can’t start something if I don’t finish it even if I don’t like it so now that I am watching Emmerdale, I am not saying I’ll watch it forever because sometimes moving on with your life means moving on in your taste too but clearly I am so in Robron and so in Emmerdale at the precise moment that I just can’t not watching it anymore. The day I give up I can tell you that they will have fucked up with me big time, and knowing me I’ll still be close to have some updates from time to time. And to be honest, apart from Robron, I love this soap, I cried (that doesn’t happen really  often) when Holly died (and the aftermath with Moira wooo I can’t talk about it), the story about Carly and his baby, I have been really touched by Ashley’s storyline and the affect on his family, did I really need to mention SSW ??, etc. So once again (I think this is the hundredth time that I’ll say that in this ask), I’m still here and I’ll stay until the pain will overtake all the joy that I have felt since the start. Ride or die, right ?