#but we gotta be strong right?
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we will always be here.
happy pride <3
#trans pride#trans positivity#transgender#transgender pride#pride art#pride month#trans artist#lgbtqia#dragon#my art?#did some different/experimental stuff w this one largely bc I rly wanted to make it but Really didn’t want to do neat lines for the flag bc#pain#been trying to finish some form of it all month long :’/ finally got somewhere im ok with#meant to post it yesterday but then I decided it would actually be better if I just ignored the internet completely and made myself a#catboy wizard hat from an old flannel sheet instead#and I was right#gotta make ur own serotonin sometimes. a lot of the time#i rly don’t know what to caption this one. feels like I should Say something but words rly aren’t my strong suit especially ones that matter#but fellow trans ppl know that i am sending you so many virtual hugs even if I can only do it in tiny dragon form#we r going to be ok. somehow
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The shit haters throw at checo and his fans is exactly the same as the shit they threw bts before 2018.
They don't know that it won't deter us at all from supporting Checo, it's gonna make us support him further. There's nothing more sacred and strong than a fan defending their fave from prejudice-stemmed hate. It's gonna make us even more sincere and annoying.
#tbh this is why i feel right at home here#i've already experienced this before#and i came out alright. the hardship's all worth it since it ended up with BTS on top.#we just gotta trust the process and stay strong#ive been an army since 2014 I KNOW how vile people can be#and i know how karma hits good#ignore me
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I wake up and see a SECOND tumblr sexyman tournament poll- and on TUMBLR itself this time A-
#the cloud can speak oh boi#also me: eh oh voting timee#AND THEY ALREADY PUT MY MAN INGO AGAINST MY SKELLIE JACK?? EXCUSE ME-#I gotta skip that round you cannot ask me to choose between my two loud funky guys 😭#We are starting the yearly chaos strong but holy fUCK-#also holy shit Spamton vs Reigen- we starting with some STRONG stuff right there omg#Edit: AAAAA WE ALREADY AT ROUND 2 IM NOT READY-#Also I just noticed Ingo was first against Bruno (I dint even know he was a sexy man what??) I'm- sdfsfsa
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What stupid names? Can I know the names?
Ghirahim, Sephiroth, Zant, Kirby... I'm blanking but I know I have so many more.
(shout-outs to Cris!!! love ya buddy xoxo)
Micolash is a perfectly respectable irl name(a Hungarian variation of "Nikolas", iirc), but on him it has such a Vibe but then again I am writing Him. The name is the least outrageous thing here lmao.
In general, I tend to like villains, and villains tend to have "stupid-as-fuck-on-a-real-person" names. They might be perfectly serviceable with titles, but the moment you take them into a more intimate setting it's just... Bro. You're getting called that, on a day-to-day basis?
God, so sorry for blanking out on the more ridiculous names, I know I have more... But I think the grandiosity of the first two should do plenty well.
#scrawny rambles#scrawny answers#writing ghirahimg ghirahim ghirahim over and over again made me a l m o s t break my no-redundant epithets rule#(which is to say if we already know a character has a trait)#(there's no need for me to point it out again as a clunky name-replacement.)#i remained strong!! but good lord#granted this might have more to do with my Autism than the names themselves#so take that as you will#(minus the kirby. hi cris! i can't believe you've gotten me invested in these goons)#i say knowing damn well the cosmic horror aspect always intrigued me#seriously though you will have some of the most hardcore shit nintendo has ever dared to publish#and it will take place in an area called. dreamland. on a planet called planet popstar that's a flat golden wait for it#that's right a star#honestly kirby is this for the entire thing but that is on me#LOOK the lore goes hard you gotta admit#i need to finish up that magolor gijinka page... 2/3 designs have their colouring finished why did i stop???#i love him alot again thank y o u CRIS! <3
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A thing about me is that I will take any excuse to stand on Loschwitz Bridge and will take the exact same pictures every time
#you just gotta stare at a large body of water regularly and that's a fact#emily axford is right the river DOES know my sorrows. specifically this river#it's... i know we're being funny on this webbed site and all but it really gives me back something every time#there's just so much water and it's such a strong current and it keeps going and maybe The Worries don't matter as much as we think#my heart belongs to this city
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when i was in my second year of high school i sat next to this guy in history whom i didn’t rlly get along w/until i saw him writing love letters to his girlfriend and offered to fold them into hearts for him. i wonder what he’s up to.
#and now i am thinking abt how the differences in latinx n asian cultural values were probs what led us to not interact#(by 'us' i mean just like the general latinx n asian social halves at school)#like they probs thought i was looking down on them at first (strong asian value of academic achievement)#(also that chinese habit of never speaking your thoughts n feelings aloud bc i will keep all my feelings right here n then someday i'll die)#but like... i guess once i made it clear i was willing to help them (n not just leave them n their grades for dead) the dynamic changed too#i remember my hispanic classmates were often so much more *earnest* and open w/their feelings n affection#like i feel like high fives n dramatic gestures of greeting in the halls btwn classes are kind of obnoxious. you feel?#but once there was that understanding that i wasn't looking down on them i'd get those 'EYYYYYY *HIGH FIVE*' in the halls from them#n like looking back i think it's just a cultural thing bc there was like one asian student who did that but we all were like#'oh yeah. she's Like That(tm). it's not a... *bad*... thing..... (but we all think it's out of place socially n some think it's annoying)'#you ever just think abt cultures different from your own and sit in your baffled state for a while#bc 'we just don't do things like that. we just *don't*.' like not in a derogatory way or anything. just pure bafflement.#like who were the chinese parents who decided that being open w/your feelings (w/your children but also in general) was a no-go#how did we come to value emotional privacy to this extent. there's gotta be a philosopher i can point to#was it you confucius??? i bet it was you confucius#this post has been in my drafts since oct 21 2021 lol i think i should probably release it to the queue now#it's so old it uses the old post format editor#花話
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I'm watching Monkey King 2009, and I know a bit of what happens to Six Ears later so I can't help but look at things through that lens, specifically the ways the FFM troop are a hot mess in a way that's actually kind of interesting and addressed in the show (to the extent a kid's show generally touches on those things). Like! The fact it's only the second episode and the troop is now two-for-two throwing Six Ears to the wolves at the first available opportunity! I decided to look back on what happened the last time they did this and go ahead and outline the thoughts I was having on it because, apparently(!), this was not a one-off! And I was not overreacting!
The very first fight scene in the series in Episode 1. Analysis, go!
Specifically, the part where a child is the one facing down the leader of the enemy warband, a combatant who already mowed through the advances of two experienced, trained adults with minimal effort, and the show...actually kind of goes a semi-realistic route with it?
Six Ears starts off strong and confident. He's basically an adult, his king put him up to this, of course he can handle it! He won't let him down!
And he does a pretty good job! It's very kid's show fun and punchy.
But then the Demon King of Havoc - an adult, a trained fighter, a blooded fighter - starts buckling down. And Six Ears slips up. And then he keeps slipping up.
It's not fun anymore. Six Ears is in way over his head and he knows it. So you get this (honestly kind of heartstring-tugging) shot of him glancing away while the Demon King approaches to look for his mentor and idol for help or guidance or something. He's a kid, he's scared now, and he wants his grandfather.
...and finds him asleep.
Now in most media I'd expect this to either be the mentor-figure feigning indifference or carelessness to encourage their pupil to handle the problem themselves (and implying in the process that they never doubted their pupil's ability to handle it - that they were never in actual danger), or this would just be building tension before the seemingly-oblivious mentor-figure suddenly intervenes at the critical moment.
But, of course, Six Ears isn't the actual protagonist, and that's not what happens. Six Ears looks to his king for help, finds none, and that's it. The Demon King of Havoc goes in for the kill and all Six Ears can do is run.
And he does, and he runs and runs and runs, farther and farther from his troop and anyone who can help because apparently no one was paying attention to the kid who was taking on the leader of the entire opposing force by himself, and he barely stays ahead of the sword, the trees the Demon King sends crashing down on him, and he's blatantly not able to do anything more than survive moment to moment.
And then he can't run anymore.
And the Old Monkey King doesn't show up. We find out he was never going to show up.
We get a shot of the Old Monkey King slowly waking up way back in the camp well after this scene, in response to Stone Monkey's hatching. (He also stands bolt right up, which is probably meant to be in shock at the giant stone rocketing into the sky wreathed in universe energy but I also like to think might also have been a "Where the FUCK is my KID" just so I can imagine someone was concerned about Six Ears during all this.)
Like, I cannot emphasize enough, Six Ears would be dead if Stone Monkey hadn't been hatching at this exact moment. An energy burst from the hatching blinds the Demon King long enough for Six Ears to bolt and start the chase again. That's what saves him. And then again when Six Ears manages to get the egg between him and a blow from the Demon King's sword.
Considering how eager the generals are to throw Six Ears to Stone Monkey when they're still convinced he's a legitimate danger in literally just the next episode, presumably just days after all this went down, and I...sort of think they were fully aware Six Ears was likely going to die to the Demon King. While I hesitate to say they didn't care at all, they showed in Episode 2 pretty clearly that they definitely cared way less about a child of their troop's likely death than they did about saving their own skins. Not enough to back him up, not enough to go after him when he's forced to flee, not enough to take on the fight in his place.
Which is tremendously messed up all on it's own, but it gets worse because these generals are all for treating him like a young kid when it's convenient for them. They see him as a child! But they're just as quick to throw him under the bus of adulthood as soon as that's convenient for them. Whatever requires the least effort from them, that's what they want him to be.
Seriously, who the hell is taking care of this kid? Because at this point it sure seems like the Old Monkey King - who is very old and very tired and whose body is blatantly failing him - is stuck not only trying to keep his troop in something vaguely resembling working order and secure them as much as possible for his imminent death no one but him seems concerned with, but is also somehow expected to be the primary (if not sole) caregiver of a young child. Something he can't be. Like, geez, guys. Let the man wither away in peace without piling on him more fraying threads of the things he can't possibly tie up properly before he goes, thanks!
Not to mention how this would blatantly conflict with the Old Monkey King's need to have a successor as soon as possible, since the most eligible adults in his troop are, apparently, all lazy cowards who are entirely unsuitable. He brings it up like two or three times in the first episode alone, so this is clearly something that's stressing him out, and his best option is still a boy. Meaning Old Monkey King is in a position of having to desperately (but trying not to show that he's desperate) push Six Ears to grow up just a little faster because he doesn't know how much longer he has left. There's just not a lot of room for him to just let Six Ears be a kid, in those circumstances. He needs a king. He needs Six Ears to make decisions and lead and take risks, even if the ones he's taking are far beyond the sort of things that should be on a kid's shoulders. He can't be his mentor and his grandfather and his king. No one person can be all three of those. Something is going to give. And so the Old Monkey King makes his mistakes. He piles too much on Six Ears too soon. He expects too much of him too soon. He nearly gets Six Ears killed in the first episode. (He accidentally leaves Six Ears vulnerable in the future to adults who want to use him.)
It's a fascinating little set-up. Obviously not really addressed in the show, since it's for kids and framed from a kid's perspective, which is also sort of genius? I'm thinking of the second episode where the generals are more than willing to dump Six Ears on the sacrificial alter, even physically carrying him out the door, an adult on each arm, like he might wise up and get scared and run (and if he did, like they wouldn't let him), and all Six Ears does is laugh. He's a kid. We've all been kids who think some of the most messed up things are perfectly normal simply because you don't have anything to compare it to. This is just the generals being the generals, obviously. They're so silly :)
But adults were writing this show, and I can't imagine an adult writing this not knowing exactly what they were doing. Especially knowing what happens to Six Ears.
Anyway, long story short: I want to fight the generals with my bare hands. I do not want to fight the Old Monkey King with my bare hands, but I do want to give him a long, disappointed glare over his cups that I feel like he would understand perfectly.
Also, someone needs to wrap Six Ears up in a burrito blanket and stuff him in a pillow fort with Stone Monkey where nothing can hurt them. That would be nice.
#images under cut#mhw09 personal#if this had a structure it went out the window real fast it's just me yelling about things at some point#okay look I guess I just had a lot to say after just two episodes. that's what blogs are for. (right? right. right.)#not even getting INTO how they talk about Stone Monkey#okay actually let's just not allow these guys around young teens at all. they can't be trusted.#you know what old monkey king how about you just point at one of the random background NPC monkeys we see hanging around and make THEM#your successor?#come on now#you're desperate and it's gotta be better than the literal child you are lovingly handcrafting SEVERAL major complexes for as we speak#and while we're on this topic how about you point to four random ones and make them your new Generals!#I mean sure the fact Ma Beng Liu and Ba are the Marshals/Generals probably means the others are somehow LESS competent or able#(maybe a cultivation level thing?)#but come on#actually I'm wondering if the Generals' lack of care for Six Ears comes from a similar place as their#fear and aversion to Stone Monkey#Six Ears is pretty blatantly noooot really a monkey “like them” either?#so wherever he came from I wonder if they had just as strong objections about HIM at some point#obviously they'd be mostly over them by now but...I dunno man#I wonder if they think of him less as a monkey kid and more as their king's weird alien pet project#oh! almost forgot! episode 2! the fact they off-handedly say they'll at least be hiding nearby in case Six Ears needs help#but uh...a whole-ass imp attacks him and they are nowhere to be found. Surprise surprise.#ugh they're the worst#they better get kicked into shape and grow better as people or they better get buried istg#that's a bit extreme#I mean it though#or at least replaced all right we'll go with 'get better or get kicked'
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these are two separate images BUT. gnomies is having a great time in red markets! (she got shot by a friend @/cino-checker) (and bit)
#red markets#ttrpg#oc tag#isabelle#isa#others ocs#okay i really gotta figure out a tagging system but not today satan. not today#so right so SO this is technically just the prologue to the season and we were all meant to make throwaway characters#but i got attached. I GOT ATTACHED. so sue me#jordan made her story very strong very powerful#james bond ass father spoiled rich girl growing into a hard jaded professional#mmm yummy i love angst#also so if she is infected (don't know yet#it was a cold bite)#she's done for bUUUUT#she could still be immune#i love the idea of having two tough spots#we started right in a red zone but it's cool. it's cool#we're gonna move#our enclave is a train bitchessss mobility is key.#once we can get the parts to get it moving anyway#anyway every interaction with michael hurts her#it's >:)
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i completely agree with you on why you hate the ylad ending they had no reason to kill aoki off LMAO they literally do it with every single antagonist where its to the point for me, that i dont wanna get too attached to an antagonist because i feel like they always gonna die ☠ for the dumbest reasons too like huh?? anyway yeah i was so pissed and sad when bro just.. DIED, to KUME OF ALL PEOPLE LIKE HOW R U GONNA JUST..KILL HIM....I HOPE KUME GETS 1000000 YEARS IN PRISON OR SMTH I HATE HIM THAT MUCH HES JUST SO ANNOYING
i wouldnt even mind antagonists dying if there was like. Not A Dumb Way To Do It LMAO like ryuji dying to his own hubris is funny so i can overlook it. plus he comes back in dead souls so he's in limbo at this point anyway THAT'S fine. even with nishiki and mine- while ive evidently been hung up about mine's death in the past- i can at least tilt my head and go 'yeah fine. i guess' (and that's disregarding the note of mine Allegedly surviving his fall but not the main point). with aoki there's purely no reason he had to die, just felt like rgg had a quota to fill and since they didn't kill the past three *major antags of the series they had to do it with this one. had to kill another great antagonist to compensate the fact they didn't gut three average antags
*i do not see munakata
#snap chats#also im referring to final bosses of the games dont even @ me.#also if you get technical on me with that whole 'actually there were FOUR final antags in y4' then get out WE KNOW WHAT I MEAN SHUT UP#POINT IS dumb as hell ending forever !!!!!!#it'd be even dumber if he came back tho..... shading everyone who says aoki's not actually dead rn....#copium strong as hell but i gotta cut y'all off right now He Is Dead.
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If you're wondering 'huh how's Lori's one piece obsession going now that she's quarantined it into a side blog?' please know that I'm on chapter 958 and halfway through making a one piece cosplay.
So like. About as expected tbh lmao
#OH SHIT I GOTTA GET PHOTO OP TICKETS FOR IÑAKI BEFORE I FORGET#gonna absolutely be an opla panel at con with all the actors that are gonna be there and i am HYPE#lori chat#wano is wild the character motivations are insane there will be four people on a bridge and they will be working with five separate factions#i would say you need a chart but i dont think a chart would help#the thing is!!!! the thing with one piece!!!! is that the characterization is so strong for EVERY RANDOM CHARACTER!!!!!#that this all makes complete sense in the context and in fact you could do it no other way!!!!!#but boy howdy i explained some scenes to my sister and the dead look in her eyes when i said the words 'time travel' lmaoooooo#we are getting to some homestuck level shenanigans here right down to the multiple acts hahahaha
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"Yuletide, huh ..."
#ic.| lucina#[we could've c/hrismas lu but they gave us that............that ...#[i checked her lines and they're ....mid....#[honestly they dont add anything new to her character#[just where is father??? i want to be strong!!!! gotta use another weapon#[and im like..... that girl that says low yeah#[honestly was not expecting anything wow and i was right#[u just know#[probably the only eh thing is saying she has to be flexible and learn other weapons#[which i agree and i hc her to do that when she travels with gang escaping g/rima#[it is like just use whatever you find in your journey so all her exp is learned through combat and little through someone#[except sword which she got a bit of training from c/hrom...#[he ho .....mabufu...#[i ranted a lot today in tags...#[i cant help it...#[again blame wars teeehee~#[ok but srsly disappointed at new altluc#[thinking of the good other alt we had so far#[yes think of them#[opens kozaki art...yes.#[make her happy when
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keep getting the urge to find a suspicious glowing substance and just chow down .-.
#just me hi#in other words i think i'm craving glowstick fluid rn#it needs to be the nastiest tasting thing on the planet. and i want to immediately regret it#no i don't know why but honestly i don't know why we do most things lol#//i need to go and do things but also i can't like. make myself get up right now hbfhs#i'm like trapped. under nothing#didn't sleep enough last night so that means that today's Roulette of What Functions Go Missing has landed on 'the ability to Do'#usually this is no problem. i just gotta have no thoughts‚ stand up and there! command override‚ we are now free to Do the Thing#but i just won't stand up. this is fun :)#maybe if i can convince my chemical mass that we have nothing to do here anymore i can leave#/mission failed. i rembered i was in the middle of writing last night and wanted to finish the chapter#if i just closed my 'puter that could possibly work. not as strong as standing up but it Will turn on my Real Life Brain so let's see!
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I am so sad;
#he was my best friend man.....#feeling like richie 2019 but instead of my gay boyfriend it was my son (cat with whom i had a strong attachment and we both had autism)#i mean in my agoraphobic years he was all i had#just me and him and he was terrified of anyone but me#man. like the;;; not to be too sad but the ending life attempts he detered me from....a powerful boy#i loved him sooooooo much#i gotta like.... jddjjfjf#regan dont read this#ok good dont go on#ok ok#i feel like i overcompensated with being accomodating so much the last 6 months i dont feel like myself at all#thats insane right?#but idk i know living with someone is famously very hard#but see even now#im tired of like. constantly making excuses for every thought i have!!! talking myself thru shit like#applying it to people around me and accomodating that even in my HEAD#i gotta deal with these damn bad habits. i gave myself#and FUCK i miss my boy!!!!#u guys dont even know...he was so soft and sweet#a kittens face even at age 15 with some kind of advanced as hell cancer that the vet didnt even understand#he was my baby i miss him so much#its like he makes me miss other things more too. like where i grew up#and how trees used to look in the wind#and feeling more comfortable in my body and with my own opinions#im so pathetic now. i used to be so fucking strongwilled and annoying#wtf man??? why does death touch everything#i hope i see him again some day#it hurts so much#but like im glad it does still i guess bc its like part of him isnstill here bc it hurta#haha;
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CW: mention of gun violence (in a nightmare. not IRL)
i know for a fact that my period makes me more apt to cry over things because i can have a vivid nightmare about getting randomly gunned down while waiting in line to pick up a pizza then wake up and not shed a tear but when i’m on my period i can have one (1) bad dream about my father yelling at me and i wake up and promptly begin full-on sobbing into my pillow
#cw gun mention#cw gun violence#cw nightmares#cw menstruation#cw periods#Seven.txt#Seven’s Public Diary#anyways i gave myself a headache from the crying so that’s cool#what’s ironic is that while i was laying there feeling all sad and pathetic i suddenly thought of the Reader x Moon oneshot i wrote#uhhh what was it called i can’t think straight rn#‘when i’ve got no one else’ or smthn like that#and i started crying even harder LMAO#alright it’s midnight-thirty i need to drink some water and go back to sleep#everything’s fine i’m just Stressed™️ right now and yesterday was a long and draining day#i’m almost grateful for my periods making me more emotional actually bc it’s like. easier to just cry and let it all out. y’know?#i used to despise that part of menstruation cause it made me feel weak but you know what? fuck it#maybe sometimes we need to let ourselves feel weak. maybe the inability to let ourselves be vulnerable is actually the thing to hate#being weak sometimes is important in a way#if you can’t let yourself break down sometimes you will like. explode or something. maybe not physically but. emotionally. mentally.#constantly being strong and/or dead inside will hurt you in the end. you gotta be soft and vulnerable every so often. me thinks#okay enough midnight thoughts GOODNIGHT my everything is sore and hurting so i am gonna stop talking now and go back to sleep
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LIFE IS GOOD LIFE IS SOOOOOOO GOOD
#leafs lb#OHHHHH AND ITS ALRIGHT AND ITS COMING ALONG WE GOTTA GET BACK TO WHERE WE STARTED FROOOOM#LOVE IS GOOD LOVE CAN BE STRONG WE GOTTA GET RIGHT BACK TO WHERE WE STARTED FROM
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My favorite animals are ceohalopods. I want you to know that last month, right after I cooed at a video of an octopus and called them cute and some of the smartest being on Earth, how I wish it was ethicalf and wanted them to take over the world
And then I went and ate a bowl of tempura calamari.
I have been a sheep caretaker for like two days and already I'm like. Wow. I get it.
I get why these were some of the earliest mammals to ever be domesticated. They look up to humans with this sort of dumb but all at once innocent and pure and trusting expression. They're happy to see you. They follow you around. They like to be rubbed under their chins. Maybe its just some latent Scottish highland shepherd DNA I still have in me but I look at my sheep charges and suddenly I see why the love of God for humanity is so often described as a shepherd and his sheep. I'd fight a wolf for these guys. I'd go way the Hell out of my way for them. I'd carry their young for miles on my own back.
#and ill do that shit again#although#ive been thinking about the ethics of it recently#the fishing industry is kinda shitty#and like#we really gotta try to be mindful about our contribution to the pollution and endangerment of aquatic creatures#as well as the mistreatment of creatures in mass corporate fisheries#I have to reevaluate my morals and see if this is something i really am willing to be weak on#I also feel I've been lacking on my advocacy in that area when previously i was more strong and vocal about it#bleh#obliviousfantasy633#anyways#youre not a monster for eating animals#do what is right for your body and life <3#we are omnivores. it is natural#tis why we have/had wisdom teeth
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