#but uhhh yeah i love polyamorous groups

[naysaltysalmon]

Tagged by @emiliosandozsequence~!

Last song: "A Million Ways to Die" from Billie Bust Up! Favorite color: uhhh teal? Turquoise? Indigo? Seafoam green? Aquamarine? Something like that. Last book: The Gender Binary Is a Big Lie by Lee Wind. Very enlightening book! Loved the diversity of the gender profiles. Last TV show: Arcane: League of Legends, yeah you know it Sweet/spicy/savory: oh gee all of the above?? But I'll say spicy bc I'm always looking for more spice in my life~ Relationship status: I'm now doing the polyamorous thing and I'm dating 2 people simultaneously, wow, unbelievable. I have a nesting partner and another partner I've known for about 2 years across the way. We'll see how long this lasts. So far about three months! Last thing I googled: "jayce and viktor arcane ending desktop background" yes I am that crazy. I've been on the same fucking Tumblr blog since 2012. What did you expect? Current obsession: Still MDZS, after three years. Damn, the NieYao hyperfixation demon won't leave me alone. I'm cool with it tho, we chillin' in that coffin. Currently also Arcane and I'm mustering my energy to write for the Radiant Emperor duology because those books fucked me up more than any non-graphic novels have. Looking forward to: Getting my koi lanterns in the mail to hang up in my room!! I bought them for myself for my birthday/Christmas because I just started a new job and it's been a while since I had money to buy something for myself that didn't need to go toward rent/health stuff. Also looking forward to the end of my group therapy so I'll have more time and energy to do other things, even if I've enjoyed the group a lot!

Tagging anyone who wants to do it, but especially @miricactusito, @tiburme, and @jackshade21 <3 (you can never escape me)

aa!! thank u for tagging me @obedient

last song - the only way from arcane favourite colour - all shades of blue last book - kingdom of ash by sjm & the cinnamon bun bookstore by laurie gilmore (two very different books fshd) last tv show - arcane sweet/spicy/savoury - savory + spicy relationship status - living with my soulmate and my cats :3 last thing i googled - 'light aura' <- this was book research current obsession - reading, a song of ice and fire, throne of glass, arcane, and score music looking forward to - honest to g-d i'm afraid to look forward to anything bc of how bad my luck is

i tag @thinking-in-broken-scenes @loureedpiss @deadhandmaiden @naysaltysalmon @lavendulafaerie @paganmindidnothingwrong @godtrauma @degenderates and anyone else who wants to!!

[yellowsubiesdance]

I know v little about My Hero Academia or Dangarompa (Im on mobile spelling from memory sorry if its wrong) so how about your top 3 headcanons for your 2nd fav character in each, and your wildest, crack-ficiest headcanon (if you have one) Lots of love 💖💖💖

Thank you for this!!

For My Hero, my 2nd favorite character right now is Denki Kaminari, and I guess these are my top three headcanons for him:

1. He’s bisexual! I love my bisexual himbo rep

2. He’s genderfluid!! I can see him using any pronouns for himself, and he enjoys gendered terms

3. He’s got ADHD! And while he’s working in school to be a hero, on the side his special interest is art, especially sketching and pastels! He likes to get messy with his art too, so he’ll do fingerpainting too.

As for Danganronpa, my 2nd favorite character of the series is Kokichi Oma, so for him:

1. He’s a panromantic demisexual! He loves everyone, but it’s very difficult for him to form intimate relationships without a solid bond with the person.

2. He also has ADHD, and his rejection sensitivity dysphoria is so severe that his compulsive lying serves as a defense mechanism! He’s terrified of abandonment, so he uses his lying to keep everyone at arm’s length.

3. He LOVES when people give him nicknames! If you give this boy a nickname, he will do Anything for you. And it doesn’t matter the nickname, he just loves to have one.

I don’t think I have any crack-ficky headcanons for these fandoms, but uhh

Well maybe this is one, idk

But I like the thought of both Class 1-A in bnha, and all the classes in Danganronpa, being polycules. It just makes me happy lol

[tuiccim]

Terrigenisis (Part 20)

Pairing: Stucky x Inhuman!Fem!Reader

Word Count: 1.7K

Summary: After undergoing terrigenisis unwillingly your life is turned upside down when you are deemed too dangerous to return to life as a civilian. You are put with the Avengers team to train and rebuild. As you hone your powers and skills, you must also decide if you can find home and love again. Or is your curse to be a lonely wanderer forever?

Warnings: Fluff, Smut (NSFW 18+)

Dividers by @firefly-graphics​

Terrigenisis Series Masterlist

The following afternoon, the entire team is back at the compound and doing a team training session. You, Steve, and Bucky use the opportunity to announce your engagement. Your teammates are excited and hugs and well wishes surround you. 

“Can I be the flower girl?” Wanda jokes as she hugs you. 

“Dizzy’s already claimed that honor,” you laugh.

“Alright, alright! Let’s get to work. We need to be in perfect sync for the mission.” Steve redirects everyone’s attention. 

“You got it, Cap!” you salute him as you get into position. Two hours later, you break from the drills and begin to disburse when you pull up your phone. “What the hell?” you say as you see your social media had blown up with comments and messages. You pull up your feed and begin reading. You can feel the color drain from your face. 

“Doll, are you okay?” Bucky is the first to notice you frozen in shock. 

“I… the… I don’t understand.” You feel like throwing up reading the words whore, slut, and many other disgusting slurs left on your account. Bucky pulls your phone from your hand and looks at it. 

“What the fuck?” He yells.

Steve speeds over and looks at the phone that Bucky holds out to him. 

“I don’t understand,” you say again, trembling. Bucky puts his arms around you. 

“Uhhh, guys,” Tony says as he pulls up a video.

The spokesman for one of the biggest celebrity tabloids flashes a picture of Steve and Bucky on the screen and says, “Speculation has always run wild on the love life of Captain America, Steve Rogers, and The Winter Soldier, Bucky Barnes, but they’ve always kept it hush-hush. Now, a source close to the Avengers has come forward to give us the down and dirty details. Allegedly, our shield throwing hero doesn’t have just a girlfriend, but a boyfriend as well. Way to play both sides, Captain. We’ve been told that Captain America is dating none other than his two teammates, The Winter Soldier and Artemis, the newest member of the Avengers.”

“Artemis! The fuck?” you exclaim as a picture of the three of you is displayed on the screen. 

“Seen here at one of Tony Stark’s exclusive parties, the three have allegedly been dating for several months. But, according to our source, two men aren’t enough for the voracious Artemis, she’s also in a relationship with none other than the villainous Loki of Asgard,” the spokesman continues. Another picture from the party flashes up of you and Loki laughing together. Your stomach is rolling as this apparently isn’t the end of the slanderous story, “Artemis, an Inhuman with the skills of a linguist and animal trainer, joined the team a year ago and has apparently had her hooks in every man she’s come across since then. Our source claims she had affairs with Tony Stark, Clint Barton, and Sam Wilson before settling on the three she dates now. There is also some speculation surrounding the death of her first husband. Is she the real black widow of the Avengers?”

The video ends and you clutch your stomach, “I’m gonna be sick.” Running to the bathroom, you barely make it to the toilet before you lose your lunch. Bucky and Steve are right behind you. 

“Doll, it’s okay. It’s gonna be okay.” Bucky soothes as he rubs your back. 

You sit back against the wall and begin to sob. Steve pulls you into his lap and Bucky’s arms surround you both. 

“It’s gonna be okay, sweetheart. We’ll fix this.” Steve says as he rubs your back. 

“We’ll get through it, doll. Whatever we have to do. We won’t let this stand.” Bucky reassures you. 

When the sobs begin to subside, you look at the two of them and nod. They help you stand and you wash out your mouth. When you return, the team is still standing around together. 

“Okay, kids. Artie is on his way and formulating a plan as we speak to work this out. We’ll demand a retraction of the slander. The PR team is going through your social media and deleting and blocking any negative comments. There are several groups who are rallying behind you all and your relationship. We’ve got your back, kid.” Tony puts a hand on your shoulder and you nod weakly. 

Wanda hugs you and you nearly break down again. Natasha looks as if she’s plotting murder with Clint. You notice Sam is missing. 

“Let’s go to our room and rest until Artie gets here. It’ll probably be a long meeting.” Bucky suggests. 

“Yeah, okay,” you follow his lead out. Shortly after the three of you get to your room there’s a knock on the door. Steve opens it and lets Sam into the room. 

“I, uh… I’m so sorry.” Sam stutters uncharacteristically and can’t quite meet your eyes. 

“Kaziah,” you state.

“Yeah. I’m pretty sure. I’m so sorry. I swear I never said anything like that to her. I would never disrespect you like that.” Sam explains. 

“It’s not your fault, Sam,” you reassure him. 

“But I did tell her about you guys. And how you lost Charlie and became an Inhuman. I’m so sorry.” 

“You trusted her. I’m so sorry she betrayed you like that,” you hug Sam’s neck. “I know you must be so hurt that she did that. Maybe she was jealous about our torrid love affair.”

Sam breaks a smile, “I do have a way with the ladies.” 

“Your spirit is unbreakable. Already cracking jokes,” Steve puts his arms around you. 

“I think it’s laugh or cry at this point. I’d rather laugh. I’m sure there will be more tears later,” you say. “I need a shower.”

“That’s my cue to leave.” Sam quips. 

“Sam,” you call. 

“Can you tell Tony, please? He can probably find out for sure.” 

“Yeah. Of course.” Sam exits. 

“Alright, doll. Let’s get that shower.” Bucky pulls you into the bathroom. You stand under the spray minutes later with Bucky and Steve on each side of you. You wash each other gently, sharing soft touches and loving caresses. No matter what anyone ever says about your relationship and your love, you will never give up these two men. The loves of your life. 

Your stomach twists for a moment. Loving Steve and Bucky does not negate your love of Charlie. The accusation of killing him was what hurt more than anything else. If it hadn’t been for Terrigenisis you would still most likely be happily married to Charlie. It reaffirms to you that perhaps there really is a reason that everything happens. Which means there is a reason for this happening. You just couldn’t figure out what it was quite yet. 

“Team meeting in the conference room, immediately.” Friday chimes into your thoughts. 

Ten minutes later, the team is sitting around the conference table facing Artemus "Artie" Pithins, Director of Public Relations, and Tony. 

“We apparently have another Artemis now.” Artie chuckles as he greets you. 

“Wasn’t my decision but if it means I am as formidable as you I’m honored,” you smile as you shake Artie’s hand. 

“Charming under pressure. I love it. We’ll get through this.” Artie reassures you. When everyone is seated Artie addresses the team, “I’d like to begin by telling you all, we have confirmed the source of the leak and that person is being dealt with accordingly. Next, I give this story no credence, but I do need to go through it piece by piece to confirm what is truth and what is lies.”

“We understand.” Steve affirms.

“Are you in a polyamorous relationship as described?” Artie addresses Steve. 

“Yes,” Steve replies. 

“I see. Sgt. Barnes and our newly dubbed Artemis are your boyfriend and girlfriend?” Artie asks. 

“No, they’re my fiancees.” Steve counters. 

“Oh, Congratulations.” Artie’s wheels are turning as he continues down his list of questions. He turns to you next, “Are you in any type of relationship with Prince Loki Odinson?”

“He’s a close friend and my training partner,” you say calmly. 

“But no romantic relationship now or previously?” Artie confirms.

“No,” you reply. 

“Mr. Stark, are you now or have you ever been in a sexual relationship-”

“No, never.” Tony interrupts rolling his eyes. 

“Mr. Bar-”

“No,” Clint says curtly.

“Also, no.” Sam pipes in before the question can be asked. 

“And the last claim I won’t even dignify. That will be retracted with an apology if I have anything to say about it. I know this is not the most couth question but I need to ask. Have any of the three of you had a sexual relationship with another teammate?” Artie states.

“No,” the three of you say practically in unison. 

“Well, then I think we have the perfect solution already in the works. We’ll need the two of you to do a couple of interviews to dispel the rumors and we’ll use that time to also announce the wedding of Captain America and Artemis.” Artie smiles at you. 

“You mean the three of us, Captain America, The Winter Soldier, and Artemis,” you say. 

“The polyamorous relationship is not going to play well, but if we can shift the story from that relationship to the romance that grew out of you joining the team and throw a spectacular wedding, we’ll have nothing to worry about it,” Artie explains.

“No,” you say, looking between Steve and Bucky. 

“Let’s reconvene in two hours. Take the time to discuss it. You have a lot to consider.” Artie closes the meeting. 

Back in your room, you sit on the couch with your head in your hands. 

“Doll?” Steve sits beside you and puts a hand on your back. 

You look up at him, “Do you want to go through with this charade? Leave Bucky out of the ceremony? Everything this entails?”

“I’m pretty sure I’d be best man in Stevie’s wedding no matter what,” Bucky tries to lighten the mood. 

“You should be a groom in it, baby,” you counter.

“I know, I know, doll,” Bucky sits on the other side of you, “But it’d just be a show for the public. We can have a ceremony with just our friends after. Or before. However you want.”

“Is that what you think, Stevie?” you ask.

“Here’s what I’m thinking…”

Part 21

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[battlestar-royco]

here is part 2 of my sci fi recs masterlist! again, i could’ve gone on with even more recs but i decided to draw the line here. this set for the most part errs on the darker side, thematically, visually, conceptually etc. i personally find it super thought-provoking and intriguing but that’s just me. i highly recommend reading the tw under the cut if you’re thinking of watching, especially the matrix and space gothic slides. please view at your discretion <3

part 1/2

If you like WLW (um idk why I only made this slide based on identity; it just kinda happened lmao but I think it works):

Siren: (tw: parent loss, grief, thalassophobia) a mermaid surfaces in a cove town looking for her lost sister. Polyamorous relationship between a man, a black/indigenous woman, and the mermaid!!!! Environmentalism! As a person who has thalassophobia, I didn’t find this too hard to watch. There aren’t that many underwater scenes, thankfully.

Black Mirror: San Junipero: (tw: grief, but otherwise none that I recall; it’s pretty lighthearted) two women meet in a beach resort in the 80s and fall in love. Interracial wlw!

Orphan Black: (tw: suicide, infertility, rape implication, VB, language, drug use) a woman realizes she is one of several clones and uncovers an elaborate corporate conspiracy. This is one of my personal favorites with great rep of complex women of all ages and bodily autonomy. Several central queer characters and a black male secondary character!

Starfish: (tw: grief, a few jump scares and brief monstrous imagery, blood) after the death of her best friend, a young woman breaks into the deceased’s apartment and discovers a chain of music tapes that could save the world. Weird, subtle, and experimental. Not to sound like a surfer but you kinda have to allow yourself to be in the vibe. The main character and her friend were definitely a thing imo.

Annihilation: (tw: body horror, VB, disturbing imagery) a team of women scientists explore an anomaly that rapidly mutates genes. There are canonical and coded wlw and multiple (light-skinned) POC in this but the rep is short-lived. I put it on because although it should’ve been more ambitious with the casting, I think it breaks *some* ground for Hollywood sci fi with the all-woman team and more than one WOC. Wack ending though.

Mad Max: Fury Road: (tw: rape implication, violence) I think everyone knows about this one but: in the apocalypse, a woman breaks 4 younger women out of a harem. A badass car chase across the desert ensues. A bit light on plot/worldbuilding, but sooooo cool-looking and very thematic!!!!

If you liked STRANGER THINGS:

It: (tw: VB) don’t actually watch this lmao I’m serious. It’s really stupid, and not in a funny way. But I do think Stranger Things was inspired by this story overall. The modern It films are better but they’re also really kjslsklskls stupid? Stephen King in general is obsolete imo.

The Thing: (tw: VB) an alien that can take the form of others wreaks havoc on a scientific facility in Antarctica. It’s dark and vibey, but I feel like it’s just Alien in Antarctica with truly terrible special effects tbh?? Others feel differently. It’s also classified as sci fi/horror, so stay away if you’re easily scared! Not too good on representation.

Super 8: (tw: some language) a group of preteens witnesses an alien-caused train crash as they’re filming a home movie. Not diverse but I definitely think it inspired a lot of sci fi for the 2010s, ESPECIALLY Stranger Things. Not too scary either!

ET: (tw: it’s been a really long time since I watched so I don’t remember but it’s rated PG) I think everyone knows what this is about!

Alien: (tw: VB) truckers in space discover a deadly evolving alien. One of my favorite movies of all time! I love the aesthetic and the mood and worldbuilding so much. Ellen Ripley is one of the first Final Girls in the horror genre. I personally found this more of a sci fi than a horror movie but I’d say stay away if you’re nervous!!

Terminator: (tw: VB) a deadly android is sent to kill a woman who’s destined to birth the man who saves the world. Terminator 2 is way better imo because it centers on Sarah rather than the dudes saving her and trying to kill her. But it’s still worth a watch, you know, for the culture.

If you liked CONTAGION:

War of the Worlds: (tw: blood) pretty straightforward aliens come to Earth to take over. Sorry to rec another T*m Cruise movie but I really like the alien design and the apocalypsey feel of this one. Baby Dakota Fanning is in it too!

Falling Skies: (tw: VB, body horror, rape) alien invasion yada yada but the alien lore gets more interesting as it goes on. It’s kind of cheesy and yeah maybe I did discover it by looking up the iCarly boyfriend (and what about it??) but it’s nice to have on in the downtime. An Asian woman co-stars.

Knowing: (tw: blood) school students unearth a time capsule that contains a sheet from a girl who predicted all the tragic world events between 1959-2009. This is NOT a good movie but it’s SO hilarious to me because of the acting and contrivances. Fun to group-watch!!!!

10 Cloverfield Lane: (tw: VB, emotional abuse) a woman wakes up in a bunker to a captor who tells her that the world has fallen to alien apocalypse. I think this movie elevates the original Cloverfield in pretty much every way. Again, super tense and moody. The conflict revolves around whether or not the captor is being truthful.

Train to Busan: (tw: extreme VB and disturbing imagery) a man and his daughter are on a train when a zombie hops on at the last minute. It’s Korean with an all-Asian cast; Choi Woo-shik co-stars. I definitely wouldn’t watch if you’re scared of blood and gore. It’s very gross and violent.

12 Monkeys: (tw: ableism, violence) a man from the 2030s is sent back to the 1990s to prevent the plague that will end the world. I think the aesthetics of this are really cool but otherwise it’s not a favorite. But I think it appeals to people who like apocalypse and time travel stuff!

If you liked THE MATRIX:

Strange Days: (tw: rape, sex, nudity, VB, racism, police brutality) memories can be saved to hard-drives and sold on the black market for exorbitant prices. Very problematic and triggering presentation of rape, but young Angela Basset stars and there’s a condemnation of police brutality that’s still relevant 20+ years after its release.

Upgrade: (tw: ableism, VB, fridging) a disabled man installs an AI in his spine to help him move and investigate the murder of his wife. The premise is glaringly ableist and I feel weird even recommending it tbh but it’s got great visuals and a few good twists.

Altered Carbon: (tw: VB, weird interracial body switching, uhhh I haven’t finished this one IDK) in a society where human bodies are interchangeable, a man wakes up in a new body after 300 years of his mind being dormant. A Latina woman co-stars, two Asian characters in a subplot, a few other POC here and there as well. I think season 2 stars a black man.

eXistenZ: (tw: VB, anti-Asian racism, general weirdness? IDK it’s hard to describe. There are guns made out of bones and weirdly sexual visuals.) after someone tries to assassinate her, a video game designer and her bodyguard must play through her virtual reality game in order to save the only copy of the game.

Minority Report: (tw: VB, eye removal/insertion) all crimes are predicted and criminals reported before they are committed. The main character is preemptively accused of murder. This one is really white but it was one of the first movies that got me into sci fi. Early 2000s Colin Farrell <3.

If you liked WESTWORLD:

Humans: (tw: uncanny valley, objectification) androids are household helpers and public assistants throughout Britain until one day they start developing consciences. It hits a lot of the themes of Westworld without all the unnecessary pretentiousness, “edginess,” and “grittiness,” and it stars Gemma Chan and Colin Morgan!!

Blade Runner 2049: (^) an android is ordered to find and kill a human/android hybrid. It’s not without its issues but it’s one of my favorite movies of all time, right up there with Alien. So beautiful, so thematic, so thought-provoking (to me, anyway. I know a lot of people thought it was way too slow).

Ex Machina: (^) a man is invited to a private estate to help test the intelligence of an android. It’s kind of predictable imo but you know Oscar Isaac and Sonoya Mizuno are in it so we have to stan, and so is Domhnall Gleeson, for the SW fans! I like how isolated and quiet it feels.

I Am Mother: (tw: blood, gaslighting) after an extinction event, a young woman is raised by a lone android in a human repopulation facility until one day a woman knocks. It starts off slow and a bit generic, but I’m obsessed with the 2nd and 3rd acts of this movie---good acting, dialogue, and fantastic visuals. It has that same isolated feel as Ex Machina with only three characters, all of which are women/woman-coded!!!

If you liked ALIEN (space gothic):

Battlestar Galactica (2004-2008 reboot): (tw: genocide, war, colonization, VB, uncanny valley, rape, infidelity) space opera that follows humanity as it fights the ever-evolving and powerful enemy of their own creation: androids named Cylons. Um? I  L O V E  THIS SHOW SO MUCH and I truly do think it’s everything sci fi should be. There is a really unfortunate Miss Saigon-esque romance plot in season 1 and a lazily-written love triangle involving a black woman in season 3, but otherwise it’s one of my all-time favorites and I highly recommend. It’ll spin your mind and tug your heartstrings for years.

Black Mirror: Men Against Fire: (tw: genocide, war, nudity) soldiers in the near future protect citizens from mutant zombies, but one soldier starts experiencing strange hallucinations in the field. This is such an underrated Black Mirror episode starring a black man. There’s brief objectification of a black woman but it’s very anti-military and it has an interesting sterile aesthetic that reminds me of Alien.

High Life: (tw: rape, black holes/space anxiety, very disturbing) prisoners are given the option to join a space expedition and serve as experimental subjects en route to a black hole. Please please stay away if you are triggered by sexual violence of any kind. There’s almost no physical violence in this movie but it’s psychologically haunting imo.

The Faculty: (tw; VB, drug use) high schoolers discover their teachers are being possessed by an invading alien race. I LOVE THIS MOVIE LMFAOOOO. The cast is SO wild---Elijah Wood, John Oliver, Usher, Salma Hayek, Josh Hartnett??? And I’m probably forgetting more. The combination of the cast, the terrible dialogue, and shitty special effects is PEAK comedy imo. But bear in mind it’s bloody!!

Prometheus: (tw: body horror, VB, uncanny valley) a crew of scientists heads on a deep space mission to find the aliens who created the human race. A prequel to Alien, but I kind of view it as its own thing. Despite the plot holes, I love this movie too! It was one of my sci fi gateways and the visuals are stunning. It’s pretty gory though so if that’s not your thing stay away.

Life: (tw: extreme VB) a lesser Alien, but it provides all the space gothic tropes (jokey crew, shots of space, really pretty spaceship, everyone dies, creepy alien) with a well-known cast---Gyllenhaal, Reynolds, etc.

The X Files: (tw: a few episodes contain 90s racism, sexism, queerphobia etc but you can skip them) a lot of people have watched this so I barely have to explain, but it’s one of my favorites. Two FBI agents investigate multiple aliens and get involved in government conspiracies along the way. A good gateway!

A Quiet Place: (tw: child loss, VB, tension) I think most people know what this is about too. Alien apocalypse with aliens that hunt by sound. The daughter in the family is deaf, and so is the actress who portrays her. The representation of deafness was critically acclaimed.

[belleamebailey]

98 Questions

Copy and paste this post into your own, answer the questions, and tag it with #astrologyish so I can find your post! 😁💘 use n/a if you don’t have an answer, and have fun!

avoiding all responsibilites.. oops.

1. Full name: Meredith Raye .. then last name, but that’s not important :)

2. Nicknames: Mere, MereBear, Minni, MereMere, Gary.. you know A LOT

3. Birthday: March 24th!

4. Age: 21.

5. Zodiac star sign: Ariees

6. Moon sign: uhhh I DON’T KNOW WHAT THIS IS. I googled and it said Libra. sooo idk. lmao

7. Ascendant: Apparently this means what sign was rising on the eastern horizon when you were born? mine was Cancer

8. Venus: I am an Aries in this.

9. Gender: Female.

10. Pronouns: Female pronouns.

11. Sexuality: Straight.

12. Myer-Briggs type: what does this even mean?

13. Relationship status: taken..

14. Best friend: Emilea.

15. Religion: Well, i’m Christian but not very religious..

16. Favorite color: Maroon

17. Favorite music genre: uhh country i guesss

18. Favorite band/artist: oooh i don’t really have a favorite. but I guess i’d have to say George Strait.. cause hes the king.

19. Favorite song: don’t have one of these either. lmao. however, i have been listening to Bazzi’s new album and DAMN.

20. Favorite holiday: Thanksgiving.

21. Favorite tv show: Sons of Anarchy.

22. Favorite youtuber: is this a real question? lmao DOLANS. but i also love Manny MUA, cause he’s just funny. and Kian and Jc

23. Favorite perfume/cologne: OMF. i LOVE VS bombshell, but IT DOESN’T STAY ON. I have some Chanel though that is amazeballs too. 

24. Favorite season: Fall. 🍁

25. Favorite flower: Roseee.

26. Favorite gemstone: I love my birthstone, sooo Aquamarine

27. Favorite roller coaster: yeah, no thanks. lmao

28. Favorite fruit: i dont eat fruit. :)

29. Favorite vegetable: Or vegetables.. LOL. potatoes?

30. Favorite ice cream flavor: chocolate chip cookie dough!

31. Favorite candy: TWIX.

32. Favorite restaurant: Texas Roadhouse!

33. Favorite fast food restaurant: Chic-fil-a!!!!

34. Favorite starburst flavor: the pink ones, duh.

35. Favorite pizza topping: pepperoni, basic bitch.

36. Favorite chip flavor: sour cream and onion, even though it makes your breath smell awful. LOL

37. Favorite non-alcoholic beverage: DR. PEPPER 

38. Favorite alcoholic beverage: ehh, not really a drinker, but i like vodka, lmao.

39. Favorite video game: don’t play video games much, but i used to play Madden with my brother all the time. 

40. Favorite board game: Life

41. Favorite city: uhh... i dont really know, haven’t really traveled much.

42. Favorite dog breed: Greyhounnd

43. Favorite animal: Wolves!

44. Favorite number: 22.

45. Coffee or tea: SWEET tea. lmao. 

46. Vanilla or chocolate: Chocolate.

47. Leather or denim: Denim

48. Short or long sleeves: Long.

49. Patterned or plain: Plain.

50. Floral or plaid: Plaid.

51. Black or white: Black.

52. Makeup or no makeup: depends..

53. Tumblr or Twitter: Tumblr.

54. Facebook or Snapchat or Instagram: Snapchat.

55. Phone or tablet or computer: Phone.

56. Liberal or conservative: uhh probably more conservative.

57. Sunrises or sunsets: Sunsets.

58. Are you vegetarian: LOL no, my diet is meat and potatoes.

59. Are you vegan: Nopee

60. Are you allergic to anything: horses... -___-  GRASS and i think strawberries.

61. Are you polyamorous: No.

62. Have you been out of state: Yess, i’ve been to Georgia, Florida, Colorado, and New Mexico.. and Oklahoma of course, it’s literally 5 minutes from where i live. lol

63. Have you been out of country: No.. 

64. Have you kissed a boy: yess.

65. Have you kissed a girl: No.

66. Have you kissed an enby: No.

67. Have you broken a bone: Noo, i’m a careful person

68. Have you been to the emergency room: nooo.

69. Have you ever been high: No.

70. Have you ever been drunk: haha a couple times

71. Have you ever been in a band or choir: LMAO YES. hated every minute of it too. 

72. Have you ever catfished someone: nahh

73. Do you have any siblings: Yes a brother.

74. Do you live with your parents: yes, sadly

75. Do you have more than 100 followers: Yes

76. Do you have more than 1,000 followers: No.

77. Do you have more than 10,000 followers: HA what.

78. Do you smoke weed: Nopeee

79. Do you drink: Not really.. i did have a mixed drink last weekend though. 

80. Do you have a job: NO. nursing school and jobs are just like a big no.

81. Do you own any musician/youtuber merch: NO :(

82. Do you have any internet friends: YESSS

83. Do you play any instruments: No, i freakin wish.

84. Where did you go/are you going to college: Midwestern State

85. College major: Nursing!

86. Names of all your group chats: Grayson’s Hoes. LMAO and one with my best friends. but we have no name. 

87. Tap the middle autofill button 10 times:

88. What time zone do you live in: Central

89. Your best friend’s sign: Scorpio

90. Your 2nd, 3rd, and 4th closest friends’ signs: uhhh... Virgo, Pisces. forreal don’t have a 3rd or 4th closest friend. lmao.

91. Your crush’s sign: Leo

92. Your mom’s sign: Aries

93. Your dad’s sign: Gemini

94. Your sibling(s)’ sign(s): Pisces

95. Your enemy’s sign: I don’t have any enemy..

96. Your ex(s)’ sign(s): Cancer

97. An ex best friend’s sign: Virgo

98. Tag 5 people to participate: @justanotherdolanblog @goldendxlan @doltishdolans @notanotherdolantwinsblog @kara-dolan

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98 Questions

 tagged by @slowtofu​!!! ty sm!!!!

Gonna be under the cut since its lengthy .. . .

1. full name: Peach “Captain“ flowerhalo

2. nicknames: Cap for short, Cappy for medium!

3. birthday: July 3!

4. age: 18

5. zodiac star sign: cancer

6. moon sign: idk

7. ascendant: i swear you guys are just making this this up at this point omg

8. venus: ok the thing about these signs is that they expect u to know ur exact birth time which is weird and also i dont wanna ask my mom pfft

9. gender: female

10. pronouns: she/her (they/them is ok too)

11. sexuality: 🅱️isexual

12. myer-briggs type: i could never remember tbh

13. relationship status: unfortunately and unbelievably single but sometimes i like to pretend im married to my favorite fictional characters

14. best friend: oof ngl best friend asks make me sad bc idk who actually considers me as their best friend :’)))

15. religion: Hello Kitty is the only god

16. favorite color: purple and pink!

17. favorite music genre: im not picky i love alot of them

18. favorite band/artist: too many!

19. favorite song: too many!!! but fly me too the moon probably or some cute future funk song

20. favorite holiday: Thanksgiving tbh!!!! yum yum yum! Xmas is good too

21. favorite tv show: mMMMM like. actual shows or cartoons or

22. favorite youtuber: harshlycritical/john wolfe

23. favorite perfume/cologne: idk what its called but theres this one i like from rue 21 i think

24. favorite season: hhhhh idk 

25. favorite flower: aLL OF THEM UR BEAUTIFUL!!!!

26. favorite gemstone: i dont have one but i think theyre pretty!!

27. favorite roller coaster: ur funny 1 im scared of roller coasters 2 i dont go to amusement parks enough to even have a favorite 

28. favorite fruit: FRUIT IS SO GOOD i love alot of them. . .grapes, cherries, mangos, peaches, apples.. .  .

29. favorite vegetable: ngl. . . .corn

30. favorite icecream flavor: cookies and cream!

31. favorite candy: anything sweet

32. favorite restaurant: no one ever takes me out so 

33. favorite fast food restaurant: idk alot of fast food makes me sick

34. favorite starburst flavor: watermelone

35. favorite pizza topping: keep it plain babey!!!! but pepperoni and/or hamburger

36. favorite chip flavor: cheese tbh

37. favorite non-alcoholic beverage: tea probably! i also love soda

38. favorite alcoholic beverage: i dont drink bc im underaged

39. favorite video game: i love too many games but @ kender tboi is so good thats a good choice

40. favorite board game: not rlly a bored game but uno si good

41. favorite city: your funny

42. favorite dog breed: ALL DOGS ARE GOOD!!!!!!

43. favorite animal: mmm bats, dogs, cats, the list goes on

44. favorite number: uhhh

45. coffee or tea: tea!!! tea!! i love tea!!!

46. vanilla or chocolate: vanilla!

47. leather or denim: OOOF both r good on jackets 

48. short or long sleeves: short sleeves

49. patterned or plain: depends

50. floral or plaid: floral!!!!!

51. black or white: black liek any true goth

52. makeup or no makeup: none!! make up makes me feel ugly :( i like lipstick and lipgloss tho

53. tumblr or twitter: i used both but i use tumblr more

54. facebook or snapchat or instagram: all r bad but snapchat i guess

55. phone or tablet or computer: im currently on my laptop

56. liberal or conservative: why would i be conservative lol

57. sunrises or sunsets: BOTH R PRETTY,,,

58. are you vegetarian: tbh i love meat too much

59. are you vegan: no

60. are you allergic to anything: cheap lotions :( they immediately make me break out rlly badly 

61. are you polyamorous: mmmm i wanna say no but i might feel differently i were given the chance to be in one

62. have you been out of state: no :( we enevr go anywhere

63. have you been out of country: no

64. have you kissed a boy: no

65. have you kissed a girl: no

66. have you kissed an enby: im crying ive never kissed anyone 

67. have you broken a bone: god no

68. have you been to the emergency room: i think twice when i was a little kid, i dont remember it though

69. have you ever been high: no

70. have you ever been drunk: no

71. have you ever been in a band or choir: no

72. have you ever catfished someone: no

73. do you have any siblings: 1 sister

74. do you live with your parents: yeye

75. do you have more than 100 followers: yeah,,,

76. do you have more than 1,000 followers: :(

77. do you have more than 10,000 followers: :(

78. do you smoke weed: no

79. do you drink: 

80. do you have a job: 

81. do you own any musician/youtuber merch: im currently wearing a Pink Nirvanna shirt!!!!

82. do you have any internet friends: of course!!!!!!

83. do you play any instruments: no but i wish i did

84. where did you go/are you going to college: this small community college

85. college major: i wish i knew

86. names of all your group chats: KIRA KUIIN DAISAN NO BAKUDAN BAITSA DASUTO has my fav 2 nerds

87. tap the middle autofill button 10 times: im sorry but i would not do this tag game on mobile

88. what time zone do you live in: central i think!!!

89. your best friend’s sign:  hhh

90. your 2nd, 3rd, and 4th closest friends’ signs: (no particular order!!!) Sagittarius, Capricorn, Leo x 2, Aries, Pisces x 2

91. your crush’s sign: hhhh i dont have a crush and even if i were to pick i feel like itd be obvious/awkward so 

92. your mom’s sign: Virgo!

93. your dad’s sign: Gemini!

94. your sibling(s)’ sign(s):  Aquarius!

95. your enemy’s sign: i dont have any enemy like if u think i have time to worry about them ur wrong!!!!! but its an aries lmao

96. your ex(s)’ sign(s): dont

97. an ex best friend’s sign: BITCHQUARIUS!

98. tag 5 people to participate: not tagging anyone but if u wanna do this consider urself tagged!!!

ngl i dont expect anyone to read this like. at all but if u did thank u! 🌹

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1-4,7,10, 11,13,14,16, 19-21, 25,26,30,34, 39,52,54,55, 61,62,65,67 also 69 - (b) - How mature do you think i am on a scale of 1 to 10 giggity giggity!

That’s a lotta questions! :o I’mma put this one under a cut, lol.

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents?

Yeah, my mum especially. To the point where we’ve been discussing buying a plot of land for my hobbit house and splitting the payments and I’d be 100% fine with doing that and trusting there to be no issues with the money and also we’d probably build the house together. She’s on board with my hobbit house plans.

02: Who did you last say “I love you” to?

Uuuuuumm, I don’t think I’ve said it for a long time, I can’t remember. I imagine it probably would have been my mum, but more likely in writing that in person ‘cause I’ve been away at uni and haven’t seen any of the family in a few months now.

03: Do you regret anything?

Many stupid small things and instances where I’ve embarrassed myself by being socially awkward. Nothing major though.

04: Are you insecure?

Depends on what about. I am content about some things, like being able to achieve things independently and get by on my own and also I’m generally perfectly happy with how I look, except for in photos which pisses me off because I know I look better than I do in photos and it annoys me that they make look bad. Fuck photos.

But then I am hideously insecure when it comes to dealing with other people like ahahahaha I am so bad it’s embarrassing. I need to go back to self-isolating I can handle that so much better. Every time I try to interact with people I end up fucking up somehow and hating myself.

07: What did you last eat?

I still haven’t eaten today, so it would have been dinner last night. I tried some of Domino’s new meatball things at a society/social thing last night, they weren’t that great.

10: When was your last physical fight?

Uhhh. Do sword fights count? Cause I imagine it would have been when I was taking the sword fighting lessons. That was like three years ago now.

11: Do you like someone?

Presuming this means like like as in crush-type like, no.

13: Do you hate anyone at the moment?

Nn, hate is a bit strong. There’s a few people in the aforementioned society that I am wary of, because they’ve made comments that are kind of racist or transphobic or otherwise Not Cool, but I’m too fucking weak-ass to call them out on it.

14: Do you miss someone?

Not really. It’s kind of weird, like, I say I’m close to my family but at the same time long periods of separation seem totally normal and I don’t miss them much at all idk.

16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment?

I... am still not entirely okay about last night’s society thing and the guy who was making transphobic comments. Like, if there’s one thing I really fucking hate, it’s people who spout opinions - usually opinions that are shitting on other people’s existences - when they clearly know fuck-all about what they’re talking about. Making judgements without knowing the full situation kind of thing. 

But I don’t feel like I know enough either to really stand my ground, so I say nothing because, as I mentioned before, I am fucking disgustingly weak. Like, evil flourishes if good people stand by and do nothing and all that jazz.

So, I feel gross about the comments, and I feel gross for not saying anything, and I just want to barricade myself off from the world because I can’t fucking handle anything, and then I feel gross about that too because ahahaha that is not how to respond to conflict.

(The amount of weakness + running away from my problems has gotten so bad I can’t even project onto Cloud anymore, even though he used to be my go-to identifier for that kind of shit. orz)

19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?

Mmm, I don’t know, that could end badly. I don’t think there’s anywhen I’d want to go to enough to risk it. I’d rather just go somewhere else geographically in the current time.

20: Where was the last place you snogged someone?

I have not snogged anyone at any point ever.

21: What are your plans for this weekend?

Too much plans, I wanna sleep. But I want to get the tables and graphs done for one lab report and do a decent chunk of the research for the case study thing I have to do for next week. Then I’m gonna hang out with a friend this evening. Tomorrow there are mentions of a group of friends going to the Chinese supermarket and getting together and cooking stuff?? (We’ve done that before but there has been very little in the way of organisation/confirmation of anything this time round so idk.) And there’s the social for the BDSM club people tomorrow evening as well.

This is too much people I’m gonna burn out by the end of the weekend aaaaaahh. DX

Also I needed to try a wash my hair at some point, because we do not talk about how horrifically bad that situation is. (I look at those posts that occassionally crop up with neurotypical people horrified that someone with a mental illness might not shower for two or three days because spoons and I die imaging the reaction if they knew how godawful I am with that shit.)

25: Do you miss anyone from your past?

Nah. I’ve moved countries enough that I am very good at forgetting people and moving on, I’ve had a lot of practice. That’s probably not entirely a good thing, but.

26: What are you craving right now?

Breakfast.

30: What’s irritating you right now?

I think I already gave a far too detailed answer for that in question 16. >>

34: Who/what was your last dream about?

Oooooh. I did have quite an involved dream, but I can’t remember it all that well now. I think the vine guy was there briefly for some reason.

39: How old were you when you had your first kiss?

I have not yet had a first kiss.

52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason?

Nah, sometimes shit just happens because people are assholes. Most times there will be a way to rebuild and make something better out of whatever situation, but I wouldn’t say it ‘happens for a reason’ as if people were meant to suffer however they have.

54: Is cheating ever okay?

No. I mean, I don’t understand it anyway because being ace I’m just here like ‘wtf??? is it really that damn hard to keep it in your pants???’ lol. But if you are interested in having more than one partner, good communication and polyamorous type arrangements are a much better way to go if everyone’s on board with that. 

55: Are you mean?

Never intentionally, though I imagine my awkwardness sometimes can be interpreted as rudeness.

61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?

It would depend on the person saying it. I used to have a friend a very long time ago who called me and our other friend ‘babe’, that was cute. If I trusted the person and it was done in a joking but affectionate kind of manner within a friendship/queerplatonic relationship I’d be fine with it. If it was someone I didn’t know so well and, like, if they’re trying to be sexy with it like a ‘hey baby’ kind of thing, that would be weird and creepy ‘cause no thank you.

62: What makes you happy?

Long hikes in lots of nature when the weather is nice, people saying nice things about fic or that thing that happens where we all bounce ideas off each other and end up with fic of art and art of fic, uni work that is actually fun to do and I feel accomplished when I make something I’m proud of, randomly having a gigglefit over recalling stupid funny things (mostly dumb vines or Markiplier, lol), when my voice cooperates and I can sing well.

65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

That is awkward as hell because I can guarantee I won’t feel the same way about them, soooo. If it was my best friend of the same sex that has more potential, since I would consider a queerplatonic kind of relationship with someone I was really close friends with and trusted a lot, but I’d be 100 times more comfortable with it if that person was female as well. (Or nonbinary, or trans, actually... now I think about, it’s only cis males that make me really nervous about being liked by. A generalisation, I know, but if any demographic is going to feel entitled to more than I’m comfortable with, it’d be them.)

67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?

Probably someone at the uni society thing yesterday, I guess.

69: Do you believe in soulmates?

No, certainly not as a universal thing. Like, it’s sweet to some people click so well it feels like they’re soulmates, but I don’t think that can be expected for everyone.