#but this is all old and unfinished or wip stuff and for some reason thats the rule my brains decided 4 me

[radrobotz]

random old hsf doodles i forgot about

[kiwibirdlafayette]

how come you don't do tao anymore? if you've answered this before i havent seen it. sorry i don't mean it to be bothersome

Imma be real I was confused what tao was bc i was like shit what was that but is all good i gotcha anon ur talkin ab ToA yeeee and no worries!! is not a bother at all :]

I dont really do ToA anymore for multiple reasons- most of it being the final movie kinda caused me to lose my hyperfix on the series and the fandom left sorta a sour taste in my mouth (old drama, no point it unearthing it again but tldr; i dont like when fandoms become popularity contests where some become like the ‘leaders’ who people worship only their opinions and hcs and no one else) that I didn't feel like participating anymore sadly. and also my interests just changed, its Wizards fault i got into Arthuriana, and that led into monty python and idk i just like watchin mcyts xD

I honestly wish I still had some interest in it bc I left a lot (and i mean a lot) of fics unfinished that I wish i could have finished (IWAY and the Douxie fic especially) but everytime i open the wip i just get writers block lol

I do occasionally like go through the tag and rb fanarts to the sideblog @arthurshuge-tractsofland which is the only reason I made that bc if im gonna be real I want people to be on my art/main more for my current fandoms then like if i go back to being a ToA main (which I was for a good long while) but yeah!! I mean I don't mind people still checkin out the old stuff its totally fine :D If I ever do end up drawing/writing new ToA stuff on a whim it'll be on the sideblog but yee thats where im at haha

[hellotemporaryuniverse]

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thanks echo <3

👀 Do you have any WIPs that you would never let see the light of day? If yes, what are they about?

I have a bunch of unfinished stuff thats just never going to be posted because it will be forever unfinished (mainly from old fandoms, I still hold out hope for my star wars stuff). Kinda sad because there were some gems in there (winterhawk post-CA2 fic my beloved 😔) but I lack the motivation to go back and write for those fandoms.

But that's the only reason I wouldn't post a fic. I don't see questionable or dark content as a reason not to post (those ones are out there too 😉).

Although now that I think about it, there is one WIP that I am considering not posting (might do it anyway) and haven't shared with anyone because it's very personal to me and it's really just a vent fic about self-harm.

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🌝 Who is one character you haven’t yet written for that you would like to?

hmmmmmmmmmmm. I've written for all my favorite characters - Obi-Wan (of course), Cody, Ahsoka, Qui-Gon, Quinlan, Mace, Bail... I don't think I've written a Palpatine POV yet, which could be fun (although I have written a lot of him). Or Dooku could be interesting also, I don't think I've written him yet. I enjoy villian POVs in other fics but I'm never quite sure how to write them myself.

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💻 Do you do research for your fics? What’s the deepest dive you’ve done?

I think research is essential for writing and I do a lot of it. I've done dives into canon stuff, especially for star wars, looking up planets and creatures and food and characters, because I enjoy bringing bits of the canon universes into my fics. The most research I do is for medically accurate whump, though. I am currently (sort of, I havent touched the fic in a couple weeks) doing a deep dive into encephalitis, and have like twenty pages open of various medical sites looking up symptoms and diagnosis and treatment for like five different kinds of encephalitis, plus meningoencephalitis and meningitis, plus a page on seizures and one on neurological and cognitive exams... yeah.

[csharpdestroyer]

hello from alex land

hello again!

my name is alexios, or alex for short. i also go by brailie if you want to call me that! i use they/he/she pronouns but i prefer they and he (especially he). im a 16 year old nonbinary transmasc aroace adhder. im mainly a digital artist but i will probably post a lot of my traditional art on here as well since i do a lot of lotf doodles at school

i draw stuff other than lotf but thats what ill be posting on here as the fandom seems to be the largest on tumblr. if youd like to see my mythology stuff and other oc shit i post that on twitter and instagram!

wips and shenanigans (lotf) - @sticksharpenedatbothends

heaven is hiring (ocs) - @unemploymentoverheaven

most of my lotf headcanons can be found here. it’s not a complete list but it’s almost all of the ones that are relevant usually! i also wrote an epilogue to lotf which can be read here (wattpad) or here (docs). its really cool i promise even though it’s unfinished, someone motivate me to write more on it pleas (edit: there is currently more writing on the doc than on wattpad so if you wanna read it read it there!)

the ask tab thingie on my page can be used for anything you wanna tell or ask me, or can be used for drawing requests! if you request for me to draw something i'd prefer if it was lotf related but it can be anything (ocs, stuff from other fandoms, etc)

the main two aus (??) I talk about are lord of the flies (disambiguation) (yes thats the name I decided on for now) and lord of the high school. lotf (disambiguation) is supposed to be a comedic take on the book, where no one dies (because cartoon logic) and ralph and jack's groups have to try and get along to survive. shenanigans ensue. lord of the high school is a slice of life spinoff that’s even crazier than lotf (disambiguation) for many reasons, it focuses on the boys’ school life but the situations they get into keep getting wilder and wilder until it’s not even about school anymore

uhhh not sure what else to put so heres some of my social media (if you need/want to contact me, you can do it on twitter, discord, or here, in order of how likely I am to see it)

carrd • twitter • instagram • discord: ihavetheconch#1000

[trashcatsnark]

Questions For An Author

Tagged by the always lovely @shallow-gravy

Tagging: @enchantedbythebidders @tender-wounds @rosyibby

Name: Mariah

Top 5 Fandoms Written: Far Cry 5, Kissed By The Baddest Bidder, Cyberpunk 2077, Boyfriend To Death, uhhhh Mystic Messenger? That feels like a cheat.

Top 5 Fandoms You Want To Write For/More: Mystic Messenger, I really loved that otome, and wrote for it but never finished anyting for some reason. Fallout 4, I fell in love with Danse but struggled to fall in love with the lore (i hate the 50’s aesthetic shit ngl, but thats just me) so nothing ever took off. Supernatural, ironically most popular fic on AO3 is for Supernatural but I never sunk my teeth into writing for it like I thought I would. Boyfriend to Death, I actually have like lots of my one shots and some series ideas for BtD, but never really have found the time or energy to write them. Stardew Valley is a big one too, I adore Shane, but for some reason that fic has yet to catch it’s vibe.

Stories You Wish More People Knew About: Granted, Can You Feel The Sun? My cyberpunk 2077 fic is still very much in it’s infancy, so it’s understandable but I still sometimes am like wahhh i wish it was doing better. But, I know its just a time thing, i mean, it took about a year for This Is Love to do as well as it is rn.

Ship(s) Written The Most: Dahlia x Polyseed, Tsuneko x hinted with all bidders, Aidan x Johnny. Im an oc simp, what do you want from me.

Character(s) Written The Most: Dahlia at this point. As far as canon characters, maybe Pratt since he’s her shit head sidekick.

How Many OCs Do You Have: An amount. Dahlia for FC5, Tsuneko for KBTBB, Aidan or CP2077, Regan for SPN, Scout for FO4, Haejin for Mystic Messenger, Jude for SDV. Unnamed ocs for BtD and Monster Prom. And if you go far enough back i had like a billion shitty ocs for OHSHC, Fruits Basket, Naruto, YYH, One Piece, Digimon, Pokemon, etc etc.

How Many Series Do You Have: Publicly; I have 3. This Is Love (FC5), Black Market Wonderland (KBTBB), and Can You Feel The Sun? (CP2077). Though, unfinished, I did have Blossoming which was gonna be my Mystic Messenger fic and Mad To Live which was gonna be my supernatural fic. And I never named them but I was gonna do one for SDV and FO4, maybe someday, or not at all.

What Do You Do With Fics You’re No Longer Interested In?: I don’t really like to like abandon fics, but like it is a struggle especially when I lose interest in the fandom it’s for. Black Market Wonderland has been on a very long hiatus, but I definitely do wanna come back to it whenever my love for KBTBB is back and Im less frustrated with Voltage as well as some shit that went down in the fandom. I know drama and personal shit shoudn’t impact feelings on a game, but its hard for it not to for me.And what happened in voltage stuff was like, the most personal I’ve ever been involved in stuff so, its hard. But i still love the characters, so hopefully I’ll rekindle that flame. So, i guess I just wait and pray for my energy to return.

Coming Soon: The next update I do, that I have planned for next month is chapter 11 for This Is Love.

Line From A WIP: From Can You Feel The Sun? Chapter 2. (accidentally wrote can you feel the love, smashing fic titles together omg) Also, spoilers for Jackie's backstory in Cyberpunk 2077, so skip over if you don't want.

“I meant what I said before, Night City ain’t the kind of place to let you get by without family, but…” He trails off and chews his lip as he considers his next words. Then they seem to die in his throat.

“But…?” She prompts, trying to encourage him to finish his thought. Jackie then grabs a belt from his nightstand table, stretching worn leather over his fingers.

“Do you know what this is?”

It’s clear it has some significant value to him, but she has no way of knowing what, to her it’s just a belt. So, she merely shakes her head no, deciding not to be a smartass and allow him the chance to get the weight off his chest.

“This belt belonged to my dad, if you can call him that, Raul Welles. He, uh, use it to beat on us.. Go to school overed in welts, have to watch like a coward when he’d go after my ma.”

“You weren’t a coward,” V signs and gets up from her chair, sitting next to him, touching his shoulders, “you were a child.”

“Yeah…well, one day I ripped the belt right out of his hand and showed him what it felt like, turns out he couldn’t take his own medicine. Haven’t seen him since, but keep it on hand, just in case.”

V squeezes his shoulder, not sure what to say or do, how to comfort someone after that. The pains of a shitty dad is one she knows all too well, even when her own wasn’t trying to kill her, he was fixated on making her and her sister strong; training them. She knows all too well that you can’t take away the memories or the pain, but she hopes, being here can be enough. That the comfort of touch can act as a temporary salve for the heart, even if it’s all she can offer.

“Look, chica,” he takes a deep breath, “I don’t know your story, when and if you tell it is up to you. But, my point is. You need a family to get along in Night City, but family don’t end or start with blood. My old man will never be family to me. But, I got…people… who don’t share a drop of blood of with me and I’d take a bullet for ‘em”

“I think…I get what you mean, family you choose is what matters most.”

She agrees, but choosing her family is it’s own beast. Letting people in, breaking down walls, finding a family that chooses her as much as she chooses them. It’s all a terrifying prospect, being alone is easier, more convenient, less effort… Though it has a cost too, of course.

“So, make a choice.”

“What?”

“Work with me, V.”

Do You Accept Prompts?: I accept questions and ideas; I’m always open to talking about my oc’s and their bullsit. But as far as prompts go, if I'm in a mood which is rare and don’t really take requests. I just personally have always found that if I accept requests or prompts; writing because a duty/obligation and not a hobby which drains a lot of the fun for me.

How Do You Feel About Kudos?: They’re nice and I really appreciate them. Comments and bookmarks will make me the happiest!~ That being said I’m really bad about doing that myself so I get it.

Do You Read Fic As Well?: Not that much actually, I’m very particular with what I read regularly and even then, maybe once a week I go on a reading binge. I love fanfic, greatly, but I’m someone who’s like I need to write