#but this felt important for me to get off my chest. that it's been hard to carve out space for me at times in my life.
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ACE X READER
Where he is hurt by your closeness to Riddle
Based on the song "Back to Me" from The MarĂas.
Youâre laughing.
And itâs not the kind of laugh Ace remembers.
Not the breathless giggle you used to save just for him when the two of you ducked out of Heartslabyulâs rules to skip chores.
Not the sleepy one you gave him when youâd fall asleep at his shoulder in History of Magic.
Noâthis laugh is quieter, polished.
The kind of laugh you give Riddle Rosehearts.
Ace watches from across the garden, red hair half-shading his eyes. There's a fake smile playing at his lipsâhe always knows how to perform when he needs toâbut it doesnât reach his chest.
It hasnât in a while.
He was your first friend here.
Youâd cried your way through orientation, hopeless and confused about this backwards world, and it was his hand that tugged you from your daze.
His teasing that made you laugh.
His shoulder you leaned on when you felt alone.
So why the hell was Riddle the one making you laugh like that now?
You wave goodbye to the housewarden, eyes gentle and warm, then turn down the path toward the dorms.
You don't even see Ace lingering there until your steps nearly take you into him.
âOhâAce! Didnât see you there.â
"Guess not," he says, too fast, voice rough. "You were too busy talking to your favorite housewarden."
You pause, blinking.
âRiddleâs not my favoriteââ
âSure,â he laughs, bitter, pushing off the tree trunk and slipping his hands into his pockets.
âJust your everything lately, huh?â
The tone snaps you out of your confusion.
âWhatâs your problem?â
Ace shrugs.
"No problem. Just funny how someone can be there from the startâliterally the first person you talked to hereâand suddenly get replaced by a guy who used to collar us for breathing wrong."
The hurt behind the sarcasm hits you harder than any yelling could.
âAceâŠâ
He looks away.
"I used to think I was important to you. Like, not just your dumb sidekick, yâknow? I was there when you didnât know how to pass through the damn mirror. I walked you back to your room when you couldnât sleep. I evenâ"
He stops, swallowing hard. You hear his breath hitch.
"I even started thinking I could be⊠something more. Stupid, huh?"
You shake your head instantly.
âNoâAce, itâs not stupid.â
âBut I watch you now, and itâs like Iâm not even in the picture. Just some idiot outside Ramshackle, wondering if Iâm allowed to knock.â
Silence stretches between you. He kicks at a stone on the path.
âPromise Iâm changing,â he says, quieter now. âBack from the dark. I used to be selfishâI am selfish. But if I saw you slipping away again, I think I'd fall apart.â
You reach for him. He pull away.
âIs he all that you want?â he asks, voice shaking.
âAll that you need? 'Cause if you told me to, Iâd be there in a heartbeat. I'd build you a house across the sea if it meant I could get you back. Thatâs what this feels like, yâknow? Like I already lost you.â
âAce,â you whisper, heart thudding. âYou didnât lose me.â
He finally looks at you, and thereâs no grin now. No swagger. Just Ace Trappolaâtired, raw.
âI miss you,â he says, like it kills him to admit it.
âI miss you so much it makes me hate you sometimes. Isnât that messed up?â
You donât know what to say. Not at first.
So instead, you reach up, cradle his face in your hand.
âI didnât replace you. I didnât forget you. I justâI didnât know how to read the way you felt.â
âI made it hard. I made everything hard.â
âBut I never stopped wanting you around. And if youâre asking me nowâif I want youââ
His eyes are on yours, burning.
âI do.â
Aceâs breath leaves him all at once, like heâs been holding it this whole time. Thenâ
âSay it again.â
âI want you. I need you. I love you.â
And then heâs kissing youâdesperate, trembling.
Itâs the kind of kiss thatâs been waiting years. His hand cups the back of your neck like he canât believe youâre real, like if he doesnât hold you tight enough, heâll lose you again.
When he finally pulls back, his forehead rests against your neck.
âIf I ever lose you again,â he whispers, âIâll walk to the edge of the world just to find you.â
You smile, brushing your thumb under his eye.
"I would do the same for you."
âThen donât let go.â
âI wonât, I swearâ you promise.
"Just⊠come back to me.â
You kiss him once moreâsoft this time.
âI already have.â
#ace x reader#aceyuu#ace x yuu#ace trappola x yuu#ace trappola x reader#ace trappola x you#ace trappola x oc#ace twisted wonderland#ace x you#ace trappola#ace twst#twisted one shots#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland x reader#twst x reader#twisted x reader
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You Belong With Me.
This is apart of my music Stories series!
I was sitting in kitchen, scrolling through the nonsense on my phone when, I heard a all too familiar voice from downstairs. Chris was arguing with his girlfreind over something he said...
She dosen't get your humor, like I do...
Now I'm in my room, listening to music she dosen't like... thinking about how she will never know his story like I do... I walked in the living room, Chris was sitting slumped on the couch, Matt was in the kitchen, elbows on the table watching his phone.
"Hey..." I said softly, just loud enough to get his attention. He locked his phone, showing full attention.
"Whats up Tay?" From the look on his face, he knew I was concerned. I pointed over to Chris's slumped form on the couch. "Have you checked on him...? He seems- sad..." Matt glanced over at Chris, watching fo r a moment.
"I haven't, but I'm sure he's okay." Matt coulnd't see it... it left an uneasy feeling in my stomach.
I was nothing like his girlfriend... She wears short skirts, I wear tee shirts. She was cheer captain, and I was always on the bleachers.
When will you wake up and find that what you're, looking for has been here the whole time?...
I walked over to the couch, joining Chris but keeping my distance. Usually, I sit right beside him. But something about his demeanor said to give him space.
"You okay? You always sit by me..." He sounded almost dissapointed. I looked over at him surprised, I wasn't expecting him to speak. "Yeah, i'm okay. Your body language is giving off, 'i want to be left alone'... so I just figured i'd sit down here." I kept my attention twards him.
Silence fell between us, that's nothing new. We could sit in silence for hours, just enjoying each other's company. "Me and Lexi got into an argument..." He said softly, breaking the deafining silence. "Oh... I'm sorry Chris. I'm sure things will get better!" I tried to bring light to the situation...
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you, been here all along so why can't you see?...
"If you wanna talk about it... i'm all ears. I'll do what I can to help you, and give my best advice." I didn't want him to be in this sad slump... He was too quiet, closed off... nothing like himself! "She's mad about something I said to her... I probably fucked up good this time." I turned to face him fully, my back resting against the arm of the couch, one knee pulled up to my chest while the other laid bent under me.
"We were in my room, she was 'watching' me play Fortnite, but I saw her on her phone instead... so I told her if she didn't wanna actually watch me she didn't have to, but if she wasn't, I was gonna ask you if you wanted to play so I actually had compoany. She got pissed that i'd even consider hanging out with you while she was here..."
You belong with me...
"She's mad now, but i'm sure she will forgive you sooner or later Chris... she always does!" I tried to make him feel better, even though I felt like there was a bridge about to be burnt between us. He slid down closer to me, something that was usaual for us. Sitting close, sharing blankets, talking into the early hours of the mornings... that was just- us.
This is how it ought to be... laughing in his bed thinking to myself, 'hey isn't this easy!'.
"Thanks Tay... But I don't think we can come back after that. She just ripped my ass over the phone for an hour over it... She umm-" He trailed off. "She told me if you were gonna be such an important part in my life she wasn't gonna be with me anymore..." Knife to the heart... I knew it was coming.
"Well... then I won't be." I said with a hard swallow. ignoring the stabbing feeling in my chest. "But that's just it... you have to be. You're my best friend, we've spent damn near our whole lives together, you are apart of my family... you can't just- not be..." I wans't worth losing his girlfriend over.
"Chris... I'm not worth losing your girlfriend over. You love her right?" He looked at me with an unsure expression, it made me tilt my head slightly to the side. "I mean- I do! But.. I don't know. It's complicated..." He sounded defeated, lost, broken?
"Let me make something clear. You've gotta smile that could light up this whole town..." I trailed off for a moment.
I haven't seen it in awhile, since she brought you down...
"She fell for you... well I don't really know her reason, BUT! If she loves you just as much as you do her... She'll work it out with you Chris. I promise she will..." It's funny how well i've learned to hide my hurt behind a mask. "I don't know... i'll be fine, whatever happens..."
I know you better then that... hey whatcha doing with a girl like that?
I went to my room that night, thinking about the friendship we've built over the years...
I'm the one who makes you laugh, when you know you're about to cry. And I know your favorite songs! And you tell me about your dreams! Think I know where you belong, think you know it's with me... I'm the one who understands you, i've been here all along. You belong with me! Have you ever thought just maybe...
"Fuck this!" I threw my blankets off and sprinted to Chris's room. I knocked on his door, anxiously waiting for him to respond or open his door. In force of anxious habit, I leaned against the wall, chewing on my nails. He opened his door, snapping me out of my anxious nail biting. I didn't even give him the chance to speak.
"Listen! We've gotta talk, because if we don't i'm gonna lose my fucking mind!" He stepped aside, I walked in and sat on his bed. I gestred for him to come join me.
"Lexi treats you like shit! I've seen it! And I can't fucking stand it! Please tell me, who do you come to when you're about to cry? And who knows all your favorite songs? And who do you tell your dream to? Because I know damn well it's not her!" His face said he was tired, shocked, and speechless... "Well- you... You know how to make me laugh, and besides my brothers, you're the only other person I trust with my dreams."
"Exactly! Do you see it yet...? Have you ever even thought 'just maybe'?! Come on... I cannot be the only crazy one here!" He looked lost in thought, like he was trying to piece together what I was trying to say. I stood up, feeling adrenaline, fear, anxiety... everything, go rushing through me like tidal waves. "God damnit!" I mutterd to myself. I was caught off guard when I felt a hand grad my shoulder and spin me around efforlessly. Then suddenly... My lips were caught in a kiss.
"I don't know how I didn't see it... I don't know why I never made a move on it... But I see it now, i do." I looked up at him with a mix of relief, shock, and well... the love I have for him.
"You Belong With Me..."
Hey guys! Sorry for the side story, I just had to write this before part 5 to "Brothers Best Friend"! I hope you guys enjoy this short story inspired by Taylor Swifts song "You Belong With Me"! Part 5 will be coming out hopefully later today. These past few weeks have been really rough and i'm finding it hard to stay in a good mind space to write... but i'm doing my best! I love you guys!
-Roseđ§Ą
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#chris sturniolo#christopher sturniolo#matt sturniolo#nick sturniolo#nicolas sturniolo#sturniolo fandom#sturniolo fanfic#sturniolo triplets#fresh love#best friends to lovers#spotify#you belong with me
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I didnât have the word for butchness when I was a kid.
But I do remember, for a while, feeling that I had found my people - as a horseback rider and a tomboy.
When youâre working with horses, you build muscle from throwing around bales of hay, youâre constantly covered in dirt and slobber, you smell like horse shit. I repaired fences and oiled saddles and got trampled and all that. The first time I was called butch - which was by a straight person, who didnât think of it in terms of sexuality - was in that era, when I was wearing a tank top that showed off my arms.
It was a refreshing place where I could be myself. Catholic school often forced me into skirts, family forced me into dresses for formal occasions. (My family was well-intentioned and loving, but it was a different era.) I didnât realize that I was routinely feeling humiliated. But I found my people in riding. And I figured, even though it seemed I was expected to grow out of the tomboy phase, that horse people showed me I didnât have to (even if I didnât have an adult word for it).
Which led to an odd sense of betrayal, when I first saw my trainer for a fancy occasion outside the context of a barn. She wasnât covered in dirt with her hair tied back in a practical ponytail. She was cleaned up, in a pretty dress, hair down and lovely, wearing jewelry and makeup. Completely normal for folks to do, but it felt like a threat to me. That what I saw at the barn wasnât who she was all the time, when it was all the time for me.
Women could be feminine all the time. Women could do both. But there seemed like no room for women who were masculine all the time, women like me. As my riding friends grew up and developed their femininity more, I felt left behind. Was there anyone like me?
I finally started finding people in college. Away from a Catholic upbringing, suddenly surrounded by queers of all flavors, I finally figured out my sexuality, started figuring out my sense of gender and self. I still didnât know anyone Iâd describe as butch, but the sheer variety I saw helped me realize that I didnât need someone to be exactly like me in order to belong.
And then I buzzcut my hair - over a decade ago now - and it was euphoric for me. It was such a strong statement that this is who I was. And I know gender isnât black and white, there are absolutely femme folks who can pull off buzzcuts, but it certainly changes the math. There was no âI can do bothâ for me. I do one, because that shoe fits.
And then I was called butch again for the second time in my life, and I realized I was finally home in myself.
#I mentioned on twitter that I have a bad reaction to art that feminizes butches and this is why#to be clear I 100% support artists doing what they want to do even if I mute it away from my timeline#fandom is about freedom. my principles are still my principles even when they feel hard.#but this felt important for me to get off my chest. that it's been hard to carve out space for me at times in my life.#butch#queer#mel stuff
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the zipper
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summary: when you ask Bucky to help with your dress while you two at the gala, it doesn't go the way you planned
words count: 2.1k
warnings: semi-public sex, fingering, unprotected sex, dirty talk, mild dominance, light overstimulation,
a/n: I guess there are already tons of fics with congressman Bucky at the Gala (even though I still haven't read any of them), but this has been on my mind for a few days, so I have to give it to y'all.

The gala was in full swing, with way too many important people wandering around, talking, and pretending that they like each other. Bucky didnât like it. He didnât like the crowdedness, the tight and fancy suit, and the fact that he still couldnât fully figure out what Valentina was doing irritated him even more.Â
At least he had you by his side, and most of the time you were on his arm, soothingly rubbing his back or placing a kiss on his cheek when you noticed him getting overwhelmed. You were a good distractionâhis favorite and only one.Â
Though while he was talking to Congressman Gary, Bucky couldnât stop thinking about the fact that you went to the bathroom about fifteen minutes ago and still didnât come back. His mind started wandering off, barely listening to the man in front of him, even if it was extremely important. He just couldnât focus when he didnât know where you were and what was happening.Â
In that exact same moment, his phone rang with a notification from you.Â
Buck, I have a problem with a zipper. Could you come and help me, please?
He physically felt himself relaxing, knowing that you were just struggling with your dress, and he excused himself from the conversation as he went down the fancy hall. Bucky knocked a few times at the door until your head poked out of it with a shy smile, and you gestured to him to walk in. He locked the door before fully taking you in when you stepped further into the room.Â
Hair pinned up, with a lip gloss in your hand, you applied it standing in front of the mirror. Buckyâs breath hitched when his eyes fell lower, at your chest, to be exact. Probably that was the reason you called him, because the zipper on your back was only halfway done, making the front part of your dress hang dangerously loose. The fabric barely covered your boobs, as it slid so low that Bucky could see that there was no bra underneath.Â
You stood there unbothered, looking at yourself in a mirror, and completely unaware that within a second you caused him to have a hard-on.Â
â...and I took it off to remove the label from the inside, but I canât zip it back.â His ears caught only the last part of your sentence, while you were still innocently focused on your reflection. âIâve tried so hard to reach it, but Iâm afraid that I might break my nail⊠Buck, you okay?â Your soft voice snapped him out of his thoughts, and he stepped behind you, metal hand on your waist.Â
âYeah, just fine, doll.â He mumbled in a gruff voice. Bucky was higher than you, so standing behind your back, he could perfectly see that your loosely hanging dress left basically nothing for the imagination. He looked down at the smooth skin of your back, framed by the soft color of the silk fabric, letting out a deep sigh as his other hand hesitated in the air.Â
His cock was pulsating in his suit pants, desperately craving your attention, the feeling of you. So before he could think of anything better, his hand tugged the zipper down to your ass, and he groaned, looking back in the mirror to see the full front part of your dress falling down and bunching at your hips.Â
âBucky!â You gasped at the feeling of cold air against your bare skin. Your hands instantly shot up to cover yourself, your lip gloss fell on the floor and was probably ruined, but Bucky moved quicker, wrapping one hand around your body. âWeâre⊠at the galaâŠâÂ
âLike I care, baby. You donât know what youâre doing to me.â His head fell forward into your neck, stubble scratching your delicate skin, lips ghosting just enough to send shivers down your spine. He pushed his hips forward, grinding his bulge against your ass and groaning at the feeling. You gasped again, instinctively melting in his arms, when his metal thumb brushed around your nipple. âNo fucking bra, God damn, do you want to kill me here?â
âYou donât wear a bra in such dresses.â You mumbled weakly, throwing your head backwards and barely able to hold back your moans when Bucky teased each of your breasts.Â
âMhm, you should wear them more often then.âÂ
His other hand trailed down your stomach, using a high slit on your dress to sneak in between your thighs and press his palm against your core. He palmed you shamelessly, feeling the warmth of your pussy through the lacy material, which already started to get soaked. Bicky knew your body better than he knew himself, so the subtle movements like the tilt of your head to the side, parted lips, and barely noticeable rocking of your hips gave him everything he needed to take you right in this bathroom.Â
You knew that you shouldnât do anything in the middle of the gala, when you still had to go to the main room afterwards and face people, pretending that nothing had happened. But it was Bucky, the one who could make you feel lightheaded with only one touch, who always found an excuse to fuck you anywhere and everywhere, who was currently intoxicating you with his cologne and fingers that he already pushed inside of you.
âOh, pleaseââ You whimpered as he pumped his fingers into your dripping hole, pressing a thumb against your puffy clit. His other hand was still busy with your boobs, twisting and pinching your nipples, almost sending you to tears.Â
ââM gonna fuck you, baby. Fuck, youâre so hot like this.â He groaned against your ear, withdrawing his fingers with a loud, wet sound and immediately reaching for his pants. You felt him fidgeting with the buckle, then pushing your dress up for easy access. His hand softly pushed in between your shoulder blades until you bent over with your hands on the sink and your ass on display for him.Â
Buckyâs metal hand pushed your legs further from each other, then slid your panties down until they were bunched around your ankles. At that point you wanted to cry from desperation, looking at him through the mirror and basically dripping from how horny you were. But then you felt the blunt tip of his cock sliding through your puffy folds, teasingly nudging your clit, as Bucky let out a loud moan. âJust soaking my cock, doll. You need it bad, huh?â He teased, slapping your ass once, just nudging your entrance but not pushing inside. âWe got five minutes before someone notices. Think you can be quiet for me?â
âYes. James, just pleaseâŠâ Your eyes rolled back the moment he slammed into you in one smooth motion, stretching you wide around him just the way you both liked, not even giving you time to think when he started slamming into you with full force. Buckyâs eyes stayed locked on the mirror, obsessed, addicted. Your reflection was pure sinâmouth parted, brows knitted in pleasure, tits bouncing with every savage snap of his hips. You tried to muffle your sounds, biting your lip until it hurt, but your breath kept catching on broken little gasps that made Bucky thrust even harder.
He groaned behind you, gripping the flesh of your ass, probably leaving marks on the skin, and keeping you still so he could use you the way he wanted. The wet sounds of your bodies slapping together filled the room, mixing with the faint music echoing from the gala.Â
âFuck, you feel so good.â He rasped, voice rough like gravel, forehead slick with sweat as he leaned over you. âYou were made for me, doll. Fuckinâ made for me.â Your walls fluttered around his cock, making him twitch deep inside you, and Bucky let out another guttural groan.Â
His relentless assault on your G-spot easily pushed you closer to the edge, making you gasp for air in poor attempts to not moan out loud. When an orgasm washed over you, Bucky didnât stop or follow you the way you expected him to. Oh no, after mumbling a bunch of curses mixed with praise, the palm of his hand pressed on your lower stomach, and his fingers reached your clit, moving in circles.Â
âGonna cum again, doll? Soak my cock, huh?â He growled, breath hot against the shell of your ear, his fingers working your clit with maddening precision while his cock kept pushing into your sopping cunt.
Your answer was a strangled moan, your body trembling as overstimulation surged through you like fire. The first orgasm hadnât even faded, and he was already pushing you into another, forcing your body to submit, to unravel under his touch again and again.
âJesus, Buckyââ You whispered, your voice wrecked, tears prickling at the corners of your eyes as your thighs started to shake. âToo much, Iââ He hushed you softly, his metal arm wrapping around your waist to keep you steady as he pounded into you mercilessly, lips brushing your ear.
âYou can take it. You will take it. Give me another one, sweetheart. Be my good girl.â
That tipped you over the edge. Again.
Your mouth fell open in a silent scream, your nails scraping at the counter as another orgasm ripped through you, harsher this time, your vision nearly whiting out from how intense it was. Your whole body went limp, but Bucky held you upright, grunting as your walls clamped down on him like a vise.
âFuck, babyâfuck.â He hissed, his thrusts losing rhythm as you dragged him over the edge with you. One final snap of his hips and he buried himself to the hilt, spilling into you with a moan and then pushing his cum into you like he didnât want to waste a single drop.Â
âYouâre insaneâŠâ You managed to mumble, barely able to straighten up. Bucky shifted behind you, slowly pulling out with a groan and tucking himself back in his pants. He bent down to help you pull your panties back in place, and then, as if nothing had happened, he fixed the back of your dress, lifted up the front, and this time properly zipped it.Â
âThatâs your fault.â Bucky shrugged casually, giving you a shit-eating grin after spinning you to face him. You slightly wobbled in your heels, and you gripped his shoulders for some stability. He placed his hands on your waist, leaning in for a slow and soft kiss. Being a gentleman, as if he hadnât just railed against the sink like there was no tomorrow. âStill shaky?â He whispered against your lips, the hint of a smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth.
You gave him a playful glare, but it was half-lidded and dazed. âGee, I wonder why.â You took one look in the mirrorâyour hair still mostly intact, makeup a little disheveled but passable, and your eyes? Yeah, they were screaming just fucked, and you wondered how many people could pick up on that instantly. âI guess we have to go back now. Even though I look totally fucked. Both literary and figuratively.âÂ
âYou look perfect, I promise.â Bucky chuckled lowly, his hand slipping into yours as he led you toward the door, his fingers lingering just a second longer than necessary. âIâm more interested in seeing how youâre gonna keep that poker face of yours. Youâre gonna have to hold it together, doll. Until we get back home.â
You shot him a sidelong glance, fighting the flush that threatened to creep up your neck, knowing exactly what he meant. âOh, I can do poker faces.â
âMm-hmm.â He didnât sound convinced, but the playful gleam in his eyes told you he was looking forward to watching you try.
#bucky barnes x reader#james bucky buchanan barnes#bucky fanfic#bucky barnes x you#bucky x reader#bucky x you#bucky x y/n#bucky barnes fanfiction#bucky barns fanfiction#bucky barns x reader#bucky barns imagine#bucky barns x y/n#bucky barnes fanfic#bucky barnes smut#thunderbolts fanfic#marvel smut
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just rain
Pairing: Lando Norris x reader
Summary: Lando claims his first win of the season in a rain-soaked Melbourne Grand Prix with a gentle reminder of his son.
Word count: 4k+
Warnings: fluff, anxiety
A/N:
picture credits @pucksandpitlanes <3
AHHHHHH LANDO WON IM SO HAPPY FOR HIM!!!! I couldn't watch bc of time zones but when is saw it in the morning I was soooo đ„čđ„čđ„č
also Alex being higher than the ferraris was NOT on my bingo card lol but im super excited for him toođ€
I overdramatized the race a bit and it is not 100 % accurate đ
English is not my first language, so I apologize if I made any (grammar) mistakes. Feedback, requests, talks, vents, recommendations or just simple questions are always welcome.
Happy reading xxx
I do NOT give permission for my work to be translated or reposted on here or any other site.
The sky was breaking open.
What had been a perfect, cloudless Saturday â where everything had felt possible â was now a roaring mess of water and wind.
The same track that had held his first pole position of the season now looked like a stranger.
Lando stood by his car, helmet tucked under his arm, rain sliding off his race suit in steady streams, like the sky itself was crying for him.
He was trying â really trying â to get his head straight.
But it was hard.
Hard when the weight of every near-miss, every mistake, every podium that wasnât a win pressed on his shoulders.
Hard when the image of Max in SĂŁo Paulo, slicing through the rain like it wasnât even there, looped in his mind, taunting him.
This was supposed to be his day.
Pole was supposed to mean something.
But now, all he could think about was how easily rain could take that away.
What if I mess it up? What if I lose everything? What if-
âDaddy?â
The small voice broke through the storm in his head like sunshine through clouds.
He turned.
There was Noah â rain dripping from the ends of his jacket, cheeks pink from the cold, eyes wide and honest and full of something Lando had lost in the last few hours: belief.
You hovered just behind him, watching quietly, giving them space.
Lando crouched down, resting his arms on his knees to meet Noah at eye level.
âHey, buddy,â he said softly, though his throat felt tight. "You okay out here in the rain?"
Noah frowned, taking a step closer until he was right up in Landoâs space, hands reaching to tug gently at Landoâs suit.
âI am okay, but why are you not okay, Daddy?â he asked, tilting his head. "Arenât you gonna win? You said you were gonna win."
Lando let out a breath, a shaky laugh that didnât quite reach his eyes.
"I know, mate. I⊠I wanna win." His voice cracked at the end.
Noah blinked up at him, unbothered by the rain hitting his face. "Then why are you sad?"
Lando hesitated. What could he even say? Because sometimes winning feels impossible? Because I donât know if Iâm good enough? Because I'm scared?
Instead, he shrugged, offering a small, forced smile.
âItâs raining a lot,â he finally said, as if that explained the weight in his chest.
But Noah just gave him a look â the same look Lando had given you a thousand times when he thought you were worrying too much.
âItâs just rain, Daddy," Noah said matter-of-factly. "We like rain.â
Lando blinked, caught off guard.
"You always chase me in the rain," Noah continued, smiling now, that childhood certainty glowing in his eyes. "You say it makes you run faster. And you always catch me, even if Iâm the fastest runner ever."
A soft laugh broke from Lando's lips, something warmer, something real.
"And Mommy always says weâll get sick but you donât care," Noah went on, as if this were the most important fact in the world.
"You say, 'Itâs just rain, Noah. Rain makes us faster.ââ
Landoâs throat tightened.
For a second, he couldn't speak.
Because in that moment, through all the noise and pressure and fear, his son had reminded him of something heâd forgotten:
Who he was.
Not just a driver. Not just a number on a screen.
But Noahâs dad. Your partner. Someone who could be brave when it mattered.
Lando reached out and pulled Noah into a hug, pressing his face into the crook of his tiny shoulder, breathing in the rain and the smell of his son â like grass and soap and home.
"You're right, little man," he whispered, voice thick. "It's just rain."
He pulled back, brushing wet curls from Noahâs face.
"And you think I'm faster than everyone, huh?"
Noah grinned, eyes lighting up. "Youâre faster than everyone, Daddy! Even if it's raining forever!"
Lando let out a real laugh this time, warmth blooming in his chest.
He looked up to find you, standing there with your arms wrapped around yourself for warmth, but smiling, tears quietly mixing with the rain on your cheeks.
Their eyes locked for a moment, and you gave him a nod â small, but enough to say we believe in you.
Lando stood, keeping Noahâs little hand in his, squeezing gently.
âOkay, buddy. Iâm gonna win that trophy for you.â
âYay!â Noah beamed. âBut you can keep it for your shelf... if you want.â
Lando chuckled, leaning down to press a kiss to the top of Noahâs head.
âNo, I think it belongs in your room.â
Noahâs smile widened, his eyes sparkling with pride, as though his father had just promised to conquer the world for him. In that moment, the rain didnât feel so heavy. The doubts that had plagued Landoâs mind were still there, but the weight of them didnât seem quite as unbearable with Noah at his side.
And you â your smile, your quiet support â made the world seem possible again.
As they walked toward the pit lane, Lando felt a shift inside of him. The rain wasnât a burden anymore. It was a challenge. A reminder that no matter how many times life tried to knock him down, he could always get back up. Just like he always did when Noah ran faster than him, laughing, his tiny feet splashing through puddles.
Lando squeezed his sonâs hand tighter.
"Letâs show âem what weâve got, buddy."
With a nod from Noah and a final glance at you, Lando felt the familiar rush of determination surge through him.
This wasnât just about the race anymore.
It was about being the man he promised to be â not just for himself, but for the ones who believed in him.
The Australian Grand Prix was shaping up to be a classic.
As the cars lined up on the grid in Melbourne, the drizzle had kept the track damp, just enough to keep the tire choices uncertain. It wasnât the heavy rain that everyone had feared, but it was far from perfect racing conditions. Still, Lando sat in P1, his hands firmly gripping the wheel, his focus set on one thing: keeping that lead.
The McLaren car was well-suited to the conditions, and Lando had a good start. The lights went out, and he got off the line clean, his heart racing in sync with the growl of the engine as he took off into Turn 1. He held his ground, blocking Max, who was gunning for the lead, while Oscar â his teammate and the home hero â was hot on his heels in P3.
The track was slick, but Landoâs experience in these tricky conditions helped him build an early gap. His McLaren was light and agile, its handling sharp as he darted through the twists of the Melbourne layout. Verstappen, however, wasnât far behind. The Red Bull driver was a constant shadow, ready to pounce at the slightest mistake.
By the first pit window, the rain had picked up a bit more, turning the track into a quagmire of uncertainty. Tire choices were a gamble â intermediate tires or full wets? The crew had to decide quickly, and they were calling for intermediates as the rain began to settle. Lando glanced nervously at the sky but held his ground. âLetâs stay out a bit longer,â he told his team, his voice steady but with a hint of doubt. Donât get greedy, just donât make a mistake.
Max pitted early, pushing for the full wets as he believed the track was getting too slick for anything else. He rejoined the circuit behind Lando, but it was clear he was closing the gap, his tires cutting through the water more effectively than Landoâs.
Just as the McLaren pit crew started to signal for a pit stop â the conditions changing rapidly â the first Safety Car period was called. A rookie crashed heavily into the barriers, bringing the race to a halt. Landoâs heart raced again as he followed the Safety Car. Was this a blessing or a curse? The rain had intensified even further, and the conditions were treacherous. Oscar, who had been showing great pace, was caught out in the slippery conditions, skidding onto the grass, and although he tried to recover, he struggled to get back on track in time. He was forced to return to the pits, ultimately falling back to P13.
Now it felt like a battle between Lando, Max, and the rest of the pack. But just as they prepared to go racing again, the rain poured down harder, the track quickly becoming a slippery mess. It was a delicate balance for Lando, who was managing the lead with grit and skill but was well aware that Max was waiting to pounce.
The green flag waved again, and the cars shot back out into the mix, Lando still holding off the charging Verstappen.
Lap after lap, Lando danced on the edge of control. Every corner was a fight, every moment a test of his patience and skill. The McLarenâs rear end was constantly sliding out, but Lando somehow kept it in line. He could feel Verstappen breathing down his neck, waiting for him to make a mistake â and then, it came.
The rain intensified in a sudden downpour, and the track became a slick, unpredictable nightmare. The tires couldnât keep up, and the grip was nonexistent. As Lando tried to brake for Turn 4, his tires locked up, and he was forced to take a detour through the gravel, his heart nearly stopping as he fought to stay on the track. He got back on just in time to gain his way back to P1.
Lando was far from done.
He set his sights forward, telling himself to focus â just focus. The rain was lashing down, but with each lap, Lando found his rhythm again, using the high-speed corners to his advantage, keeping the McLaren planted while others struggled.
A second Safety Car came out as Jack Doohan spun into the gravel, and just as quickly, the race was halted once again. The field bunched up, and Landoâs mind raced. He could feel the pressure of it all â a season opener, a potential win slipping through his fingers as Verstappen loomed behind him.
And then, when it seemed like he was about to lose his edge, Lando had a moment of clarity. Heâd thought about Noah â his little boy, his voice in his head, telling him, "Youâre faster than everyone, Daddy."
Lando could feel his sonâs words ignite a fire inside him. He wasnât racing to prove anything to anyone else, but to show Noah, to show himself, that no storm, no matter how wild, could stop him.
When the Safety Car came in again, Lando took a deep breath. The track was as slippery as ever, but the fight wasnât over.
Landoâs heart was hammering. He was in the lead, and with the final few corners in sight, he pushed his car to the edge. The track had dried just enough, but the pressure on him was unbearable. He took a deep breath and crossed the line with the loudest, most cathartic roar of his life.
Lando Norris had done it. He had won.
P1.
He couldnât believe it.
The rain had made this race a battle of attrition, and as he eased into the cooldown lap, he couldnât help but smile to himself.
He slowly lifted his hand to the radio and spoke to his team, his voice shaky with emotion.
âOooph! Little bit of pressure, well done boys. Beautifully handled. Excuted to the second. One second later and we were done so well done everyone. Congrats, amazing way to start the year. Thank you so much. This one was for you, Noah.â
The world exploded in cheers as the McLaren pit crew erupted, their joy a mix of disbelief and ecstasy. But through the noise, Lando only had one thing on his mind: you and Noah.
He couldnât wait to share this with his little boy and with the love of his life.
Lando brought the car back to the pit lane. He could hear the roar of the crowd, the fans cheering from the stands, even as the noise inside his helmet began to fade. He blinked, trying to keep his focus, but his hands were still shaking slightly from the adrenaline. His chest felt tight, like he was trying to contain all the emotions swirling inside him â relief, pride, and an overwhelming sense of gratitude.
He had done it.
He had won. P1.
As the car coasted into the pit box, the team was already waiting. The McLaren crew flooded around him, clapping and shouting, their faces beaming with joy. But Lando barely registered any of it. His eyes were scanning the crowd, searching for the two faces that meant the most to him â you and Noah.
The cheering around him felt distant, almost muted, as if it wasnât real. But seeing you, standing by the barriers, your eyes wide with emotion, was like a splash of cold water. The world around him snapped back into focus. He could see Noah next to you, bouncing up and down, his small face lit up with excitement.
Landoâs heart swelled.
He quickly removed his helmet, his wet hair clinging to his forehead, and climbed out of the car. He could feel the weight of his win, but in that moment, it felt lighter. He was overwhelmed by how much this meant to him. It wasnât just the victory, it was that he had made it â for himself, for you, and for Noah.
Before the team even had a chance to celebrate properly, he was walking toward you.
âDaddy! You did it!â Noah cried out, his voice high-pitched with excitement. Lando's eyes softened, and he dropped to one knee, his arms open wide.
Noah ran straight into his arms, as Lando hugged him tight, holding him close like he had been waiting for this moment for a lifetime. The rain still fell lightly, but it didnât matter. All the chaos of the race, the uncertainty, the fear â it was gone.
âI did it, buddy,â Lando whispered, his voice thick with emotion. âWe did it.â
âYouâre the fastest, Daddy!â Noah exclaimed, his small hands grabbing onto Landoâs race suit. âI knew you were!â
Lando chuckled, pulling back just enough to look at his son. âYou knew, huh? You were right all along.â
Noah nodded vigorously, his smile as wide as it could go. âYou told me you were faster than everyone. And you are!â
Landoâs chest tightened at his words. He had said it to Noah so many times, almost as a promise, a reassurance that no matter what, he could always come out on top. He had made sure to tell Noah that on the tough days, on the days where it felt like nothing was going right, but now it was reality.
And it was because of you and Noah that he had found the strength to keep pushing.
Lando stood up, holding Noah in his arms as he walked toward you. The world seemed to slow as his gaze locked with yours.
You were smiling, but there was something else there â something that said âI knew you could do itâ. You were just as emotional as he was. Your eyes glistened with pride, but there was a tenderness in your expression that made him feel like he was home.
âI told you, didnât I?â Landoâs voice was rough with emotion as he reached out for your hand.
You nodded, your hand fitting perfectly into his. âI never doubted you for a second.â
He leaned in, his eyes soft as he looked at you â the weight of the moment hanging in the air. Without thinking, he pulled you into him, pressing his lips to yours in a kiss that was full of emotion. It was gentle at first, a quiet acknowledgment of everything he had been holding inside.
For a moment, time seemed to slow, and Lando could feel the joy and relief in that single kiss. It wasnât just the victory he was celebrating, but the shared understanding between the two of you â the quiet support, the unwavering belief, the love.
When he pulled away, his forehead rested against yours for a beat longer, as if he didnât want to let the moment slip away. "I couldn't have done it without you," he whispered, his breath warm against your skin.
Noah squirmed in Landoâs arms, eager to get down and join the celebrations. Lando carefully set him down, and Noah immediately ran off toward the McLaren crew, who were cheering and clapping for the win.
As Noah ran off, Lando turned to you, the full weight of the victory finally sinking in.
âI didnât think it was going to happen, not with the rain, not with Max so close,â he admitted, his voice quiet. âI almost lost it.â
You smiled softly, brushing a damp strand of hair out of his face. âBut you didnât. You held it together, even when it was tough.â
Lando nodded, his heart full. âI had to. For you, for Noah. I couldnât let this slip away.â
âYou didnât. And look at you now.â You cupped his face gently, your thumbs brushing over his wet skin. âYouâre amazing, Lando.â
He closed his eyes for a moment, savoring the quiet moment before the world around him started to roar again. But it didnât matter. He had done it.
The sound of the crowd cheering filled the air, and Lando turned back to watch his team. His crew was celebrating with Noah in the center, lifting him up in excitement. It wasnât just his victory, it was theirs too. They had all worked for this moment, and Lando could feel the bond between him and his team, his family, stronger than ever.
As the team ushered him toward the podium for the celebrations, he couldnât stop smiling. His eyes sought yours one more time, and in that glance, everything was clear. This was just the beginning.
As the excitement of the podium celebrations slowly faded, the atmosphere began to settle. The noise of the crowd dimmed as the McLaren team gathered to wind down, still congratulating Lando for his incredible win. It was time for the world to return to normal â at least for a little while.
The rain had stopped during the post-race celebrations, but the sky had once again darkened, and soon enough, the first raindrops began to fall, soft and steady, like a quiet whisper.
Lando was supposed to be getting ready for the press conferences, and Noah had been escorted back to the teamâs area, his energy barely contained after all the excitement. But as the minutes ticked by, you found yourself standing near the pit lane, looking around, trying to spot them â Lando and Noah.
They had been with you just moments ago, but now, there was no sign of either of them. You checked the garage. No luck. You headed toward the pit, but nothing. The sound of the rain grew louder, and you could feel the cool droplets on your skin, the familiar scent of wet pavement filling the air.
As you were about to turn back toward the team area, you heard a familiar laugh.
You looked up. There they were.
Lando and Noah were standing near one of the back entrances to the track, the two of them laughing and completely drenched. Landoâs jacket was already soaked, but he didnât seem to mind. Noah, in his little race suit, was jumping up and down, splashing in the growing puddles, his face glowing with pure joy.
Lando had both arms raised, pretending to be a goalkeeper as he blocked Noahâs wild attempts to splash him with water. They were in their own little world â no race, no press conferences, no podiums, just the rain and the playful chaos of it all.
And for a moment, it felt like everything had slowed down again, just like it had on the track.
You smiled to yourself, watching them. The rain didnât bother them; if anything, it seemed to make the moment even more special. You could hear Noah shout over the rain, his voice filled with glee, âCome on, Mommy! Itâs just rain! You can do it too!â
Lando caught sight of you, his eyes lighting up with mischief. He shrugged with a grin, as if to say itâs just rain, no big deal.
Noah ran toward you, water splashing with every step. âMommy, come play!â He giggled, his face streaked with joy and raindrops. âItâs fun! Daddy says itâs just rain!â
Lando was right behind him, shaking his head in mock exasperation but his smile betraying the playfulness in his voice. âCome on, babe, itâs just a bit of water. Whatâs the worst that could happen?â
You could see the way Noah looked up at you with those wide, hopeful eyes. You couldnât say no.
With a sigh, you gave in. âFine, fine.â
You stepped forward, and in a moment of complete surrender, you joined them, letting the rain soak through your clothes as you took a running leap into the nearest puddle with Noah. The splash was enormous, and Noah shrieked with delight, running off to jump in the next puddle.
Lando joined you, laughing, as the three of you danced and played under the darkening sky, the rain falling harder now but somehow feeling like the perfect way to celebrate the day.
For that fleeting moment, there was no world beyond the sound of Noahâs laughter, the rain crashing down, and Landoâs teasing calls as he splashed you and Noah. The storm had come back, but instead of being a nuisance, it was the backdrop to a perfect family moment.
âLook at us,â Lando said between laughs, his hair soaked and his face flushed with happiness. âWeâre all drenched and I couldnât be happier.â
You caught Noah as he tried to leap into a particularly big puddle, lifting him up and holding him close. His wet hair clung to his forehead, but his smile never faded.
âThis is the best thing ever!â Noah giggled, kicking his feet playfully.
âYou sure know how to make a rainy day perfect, donât you, bud?â Lando said, holding you close as you both watched your sonâs joyful antics.
âJust rain,â you said softly, your gaze meeting Landoâs. The chaos of the day had faded into the background. What mattered now was here â this moment, with Lando and Noah, playing and laughing in the rain.
Lando pressed a soft kiss to your forehead, his lips lingering there just a moment longer. âItâs just rain,â he whispered, and for the first time today, you didnât mind the rain at all.
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ââââ EVEN WHEN IT'S HARD... âł one shot // also part of the no doubt series !



âá° .á aka the one where even when it's hard...sim jaeyun will always choose you.
ââ sim jaeyun x f!reader ౚৠwc. 1.1k â angst angst ANGST, reader is a lil self-sabotaging, jakey gets v v sad :(, but then comfort, reassurance, & fluff<3
âł IMPORTANT NOTE .á ââ this is part of my no doubt series â a sequel series of short drabbles that take place after the events of my fic no doubt, and show jake & reader's relationship throughout their first year together (& how jake wins her trust & love back hehe) ââ THIS CAN BE READ AS A ONE-SHOT, however, there will be some easter eggs if you've read no doubt before!
âł addie's â .á ââ hello pls don't be mad at me for this one,,,decided to throw another angsty one into the mix because once againâi really wanna make this series realistic and i totally see yn still getting into her own head every now & then. and it's totally normal & realistic for couples to have lil moments of miscommunication and i feel like this is how jake would handle it :') bc at the end of the day, he will always choose yn...
You donât even know how you got here.
It probably started small.
Something barely noticeableâsomething as small as a mere thought in the back of your head. A flicker of doubtâthe kind thatâs been fading, slowly but surely, over time.
But still lingers.
Like a crack in glass you donât notice until the whole thing shatters.
Maybe it was a comment.
A look.
Maybe the restaurant you recommended but it ended up being mediocre.
The too-long silence during the drive back home from dinner.
And now here you are.
Standing in the middle of your living room, your bag still half-slung off your shoulder, while Jake stands from across the spaceâwatching you with his arms limp at his side, a pout on his lips, confused and concerned, like he doesnât know whatâs happening.
And you donât even remember what you said.
Only the way Jakeâs face fell.
The way his shoulders sank immediately, like something slipped through his fingers and he didnât even realize he was holding it.
The way he blinked, slow and stunnedâlike he felt the crack before he could make sense of it.
âI just thinkââ you sigh, sharper than you mean to be, your arms folding across yourself, âI donât knowâmaybe you shouldnât assume things about how I feel.â
Jakeâs brows knit together, his voice low but steady, âIâm not assuming anything, Y/N. Iâm asking. You wonât talk to me, and IâmâI justâŠIâm trying to figure out where your headâs at.â
You turn away.
Try to blink it backâthe tightness rising in your chest. The frustration.
You donât even know why youâre upset.
At him? At yourself?
âWell maybe my headâs a mess right now,â you say, a bubble rising to your throat. âAnd I donât need you trying to fix it.â
Thereâs a pause.
A shift in the air.
Jake lets out a soft breath. Barely audible.
But you hear it.
And you see it, tooâthe subtle way his expression drops.
And god, it hurts.
âOkay.â He nods slowly, his voice suddenly quieter, barely above a whisper. âSo what do you need, then?â
You hesitate.
Because thatâs just the thing. You donât know.
Because itâs not him. Never him.
Itâs not the quiet car ride home. Or the under-cooked steak at the restaurant. Or the stupid thing he said about maybe meeting his parents next month.
Itâs you.
Itâs everything else.
The pressure. The doubt. The sinking feeling in your chest that you donât deserve something this good. Something as good as him.
âI thinkâŠâ you start, your eyes meeting his, swallowing hard. âI think I need space.â
And itâs like you ripped the floor out from right under him.
You watch the words hit him.
Watch how he stumbles without even moving.
His eyes flick to yours like he misheard. His breath catches like you knocked the wind out of him.
His fingers tremble at his sides, helpless and twitching, like he doesnât know what to hold on to anymore.
He exhales a shaky breath andâ
âNo.â
You blink.
âWhat?â
âIâm not giving you space.â His voice cracks. Barely holding it together. âNot like this. Not when I donât even know what I didââ
âYou didnât do anything, Jakeââ
âThen Iâm staying.â
His voice breaks again. And when you look at him againâhis eyes are glassy. His voice trembles in a way that shatters your heart more than youâve ever known before.
And before you know itâ
Jake crosses the living room and closes the distance between you twoâlike heâs trying to reach the part of you thatâs slipping through his fingers.
And when heâs right in front of you, he stops.
Just looks at you.
Like youâre the only thing he sees. Like heâs begging you to see him too.
âLet me stay,â his voice unsteady, more desperate now. âPlease.â
Your throat closes.
âYouâre shutting me out again and I can feel it and I know Iâm not perfect, butâGod, Y/NâI love you.â
A breath. A blink. A beat.
âIâm trying. Iâm here,â Jake continues, his eyes pleading. Breaking. âPlease donât push me away when Iâm trying to stay.â
You stare at him.
And you hate it.
You hate how much he means it.
How sincere he soundsâhow shattered he looks.
How his hands are clenched at his sides like heâs holding himself back from reaching for you, like heâs not sure he can.
And you hate that youâre the one making him feel that way.
Like love has limits.
Like maybe even he isnât allowed to cross the invisible line you drew without even realizing it.
Because deep downâ
Youâre terrified.
Terrified that one day heâll just say okay and walk out.
That heâll stop trying. Stop fighting.
That your worst fear will come true: that you are too much. That youâre not worth all this effort.
âJakeâŠIâm scared,â you whisperâand it breaks.
The dam. The silence. You.
âIâm scared youâll realize Iâm not worth this,â you choke, your own vision blurring. âThat Iâm justâtoo much. Or not enough. Or both.â
Jakeâs face crumbles.
Completely.
âY/N.â
You shake your head, blinking fastâitâs all spilling now, messy and unfiltered and real.
âYou could have anyone. You could find someone easier. Someone who doesnât blow up over nothing or pull away every time it gets hard orââ
âDonât.â
The sudden edge in his voice stops youânot sharp, but urgent.
Urgent, wrecked, and aching.
âDonât you dare try to write me out of this story when I already know how it ends. Like I havenât already chosen you.â
He takes a step forward.
âI donât want easy. I donât want someone else. I want you.â
Another step.
âEven when itâs messy. Even when youâre mad. Even when itâs hard.â
And before you can stop him, Jakeâs hands cup your faceâgentle, steadyâlike youâre something fragile and priceless at the same time.
âThis is still you,â he murmurs, leaning down to press his forehead against your own. âAnd I still love you.â
Your lip quivers.
He brushes his thumb along your cheekâand only then do you realize youâre crying.
A broken breath escapes your lips.
ââŠIâm sorry,â you choke out, the tears falling out faster nowâcompletely open and raw.
Jake lets out a small, breathy, almost sad laugh.
âMe too.â
And god.
You think that mightâve been the moment you fell completely, absolutely, irreversibly in love with him.
In a way you canât describe.
In a way that sits in your chest and says this is itâeven if you donât know how to say it out loud yet.
So for nowâ
âPlease stay.â
Jake smiles. Itâs small. But so full of relief.
âAlways, pretty.â
And he does.
Jake stays through the silence. Through the ache.
Through the heavy nights and the mornings when itâs better.
Because real love doesnât run.
It reaches. And it stays.
Even when itâs hard.
Especially when itâs hard.
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i wanna see you [pazzi]
paige bueckers x azzi fudd
summary: lil oneshot bc i canât stop thinking about paige singing for azzi to open the door
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âI wanna see you.â Paigeâs loud, sing-songy voice penetrates through Azziâs supposedly soundproof Bose earbuds, and Azzi resists the urge to slam her head against her desk.
âPaige, donât piss me off right now,â she calls out, trying to focus on the words swimming around on her laptop screen.
Sheâs been working on her paper for what seems like hours, with Paige curled to her side for the first bit. At first, sheâd tried to make it work. Brainstorming was easy enough, and she jotted down thoughts floating through her head as sheâd structured her outline. But then Paige had rolled over, insisting on lying her head on Azziâs chest, which inevitably came with the full weight of her 6â0 self pinning Azziâs arm down. See, the thing about Paige Bueckers is that physical touch is her love language, so of course that meant that with her, there was no such thing as just a simple head on chest. Paige found every opportunity for maximum skin to skin contact, which meant her entire body was slumped over Azziâs - a habit Azzi usually found endearing, but not when her paper was due in three hours.
With a sigh, Azzi had relented to her fate of only typing with one hand. But after five minutes of only being able to write a single painstakingly slow sentence, her right hand started to cramp and her left arm started falling asleep with pins and needles. âPaige,â sheâd said gently. âCan you get up please? I really need to finish this.â
With a huff, Paige had dramatically flung herself to the other end of the bed. âMy girl hates me,â sheâd goaded under her breath, which Azzi had pretended not to hear for both of their sakes. Thankfully, with a couple of feet of space between them and full range of her hands, Azzi was able to finish the first draft of her introduction.
Some steady progress was finally being made until she felt a socked toe start rubbing the inner part of her calf. Looking up, she was met with hooded blue eyes and a smirk. âYou look sexy right now, mami, working so hard.â The blonde has always been a little bit more down bad for Azzi whenever she wore her glasses, which the younger girl always gave her shit for but secretly loved.
On Azziâs end, it certainly didnât help that Paige was fresh from the shower, her hair down for once with blonde strands spilling over her shoulders. Her sweater had ridden up to show the outline of her abs, and her sweatpants were hanging on so low to her hips that Azzi could see her v-line. It had taken everything in Azzi not to throw away her laptop and kiss the other girl.
âPaige,â she reprimanded, masking her desire with irritatation. âNo talking, okay? I really need to lock in.â
Pouting, Paige had shut up and resorted to scrolling mindlessly on Tiktok, thankfully with her volume down. But soon enough, she started laughing to herself, quietly. Azzi closed her eyes briefly, waiting for her to finish so she could write in peace, but Paige seemed to find each video funnier than the one before, her soft giggles turning into full on belly laughs. Azzi couldnât take it anymore. âWhat could possibly be this fucking funny?â
Paige froze, eyes flicking up from her phone. âUmmm. Itâs a drawing of us. Wanna see? You look hella goofy.â She eagerly turned her phone around, scooting closer to show Azzi, but Azzi pushed her hand away.
âPaige. Seriously. This is important, and I canât focus.â She nudged her shoulder. âYou gotta go.â
âAre you for real?â Paigeâs mouth dropped a little. âYou kicking me out of my own room?â
âEither you leave or I go back to my room and there will be no sleepover tonight.â Azziâs voice was firm, leaving no room for an answer.
âThis is fucked up,â Paige groaned, getting up from the bed to collect her things. âWhat am I supposed to do?â
âThe exact same thing youâre doing here - but there.â Azzi pointed towards the door. âIâm sure the other girls are doing something fun. Go join them.â
âMy own room. My own bed. My headphones,â Paige grumbled, choosing to ignore her girlfriendâs suggestions. âYou might as well just break up with me.â
That had been a brief 20 minutes ago, and Azzi had thoroughly enjoyed the brief period of peace until sheâd heard a thud, presumably of Paige slumping on the floor on the other side of the door. âLet me in,â Paige began singing. âI wanna see your face.â
Azzi grits her teeth.
âPlease open the dooooor,â Paige continues. âI need you to open the door.â
Azzi turns up the volume of her music, but to no avail.
âJust one kiss,â Paige moans from outside. She hears amother thud, this time from her girlfriendâs head hitting the door. âOne kiss and Iâll goooo.â
When Azzi opens the door, Paige stumbles forward into her, surprised. Azzi grabs the collar of the older girlâs shirt, pulling her in to press a firm kiss to her mouth. Paige responds eagerly, tongue swiping at her bottom lip as she tries to deepen the kiss, but Azzi gently pushes her away before it can get too far. âSatisfied?â
Paige grins dopily. Azzi plants another kiss on her lips before releasing her shirt. âOkay. Go chill out.â With a roll of her eyes, Paige finally gives up, ambling over to the couch to join KKâs live.
Two hours later, Azzi is finally done. She slams her laptop shut, her eyes bleary as she wanders out of the room. KK is on the couch, playing Fortnite. âWhereâd Paige go?â
âI think she went to your room. Said she was gonna take a nap,â KK responded, not looking away from the TV.
When Azzi opens the door, Paige is slumped in her bed and cocooned in her favorite purple blanket, snores coming out of her parted lips. Azzi climbs onto the bed, hand wrapping around the older girlâs waist and face nuzzling into the nape of her shoulders. Paige stirs slowly before blinking awake. âYou finished your essay?â she asks groggily, flipping around so theyâre eye to eye.
Azzi nods, slinging a leg across the other girlâs hips. âTired?â
âMm.â Paige closes her eyes, almost falling back asleep in Azziâs arms before realizing sheâs still supposed to be mad. Eyes twitching, she crosses her arms, angling herself away from the younger girlâs body.
âYou mad at me?â Azzi kisses her cheek, watching closely for her reaction. Paigeâs hands stay folded across her chest, but her fingers twitch with restraint. Azzi notices and bites back a smile. âIâm sorry, honey.â She bites at her ear, capturing the soft flesh of her lobe between her teeth and tugging gently, but Paige remains stiff. âI had to focus.â She rolls over directly on top of Paige, smoothing back her blonde hair away from her face with both hands and rubbing her thumbs across her cheeks. âLet me make it up to you?â
âLock me out of my own room again and weâre gonna have problems,â Paige threatens, trying to sound as scary as possible. She knows sheâs failed when Azziâs dimples appeared.
âNever again,â her girlfriend promises, beginning a trail of sweet, open mouthed kisses down Paigeâs shoulder. This time, Paige responds, hips pressing up into her as one hand finds the back of her head, guiding her motions. âYouâre a big baby, you know that?â Azzi teases, smiling fondly down at the blonde, who shakes her head indignantly. âBut youâre my big baby.â She smothers Paigeâs face in more kisses until the older girl can no longer fight back her smile.
âYou finish your paper?â Paige asks.
âYes. But remind me to never try and do homework with you ever again.â Azzi dips her head against Paigeâs forehead.
âThatâs offensive,â Paige complains. âI can lock in.â
âDonât even try me,â Azzi argues back. âAnd donât get me started on your fuck ass singing. Youâre so obsessed with me.â
âI donât think Iâve ever been able to stay away from you,â Paige admits. âNot since I was sixteen.â And sheâs not wrong. Paige has never been able to stay away: not when they were kids on a plane, heading home after winning a gold medal. Not when they were in upperclassmen in high school, facetiming each other after every game into the hours of the morning. Not when Paige was a freshman, sending Azzi highlight reels and talking about the day theyâd win a national championship together. Not even now, when they see each other every day, but Paige still falls a little bit more in love the more she knows every little thing about Azzi.
But Azzi hasnât ever been able to stay away, either. Admitting that, though? She can save that for another day.
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safety [ceo!h x shy!reader]


synopsis: harry is always there to help bambi, always.
word count: 5.4k
contains: ceo!harry x assitant!y/n, deer!reader vibes, fluff, age gap (9 years), harry meets the family, crybaby reader lowkey
a/n: apologies for this taking so long. I've moved into university and switched courses within three weeks so I've had to do a lot of adjusting! But I hope you're doing well, thank you so so so much for all the love on the first part of bambi and being so patient with this part <333
this is part 2 of bambi, read part 1 here
. . .
Y/N sighed as she stepped into the living room, her heart sinking at the sight of her mother passed out on the couch. It was Friday night, and her mom was still in her work uniform, one shoe barely hanging from her foot while the other lay haphazardly across the room. A wave of frustration and sadness hit her hard. She had begged her mom to take the day off to watch the boys so she could go on her date with Harry tonightâthe date sheâd been looking forward to all week.
This was supposed to be their third date, just before she started working with him at Pleasing this weekend. Their last date had been simpleâstrolling hand in hand by the river, talking about everything and nothing. But tonight was different. Harry had told her to dress up; he had something important to ask her and was taking her somewhere special. Y/N had been buzzing with excitement ever since.
Glancing at her phone, she felt the sting of tears. Halfway through her makeup, she now realized it didnât matterâsheâd have to cancel. With her mother out cold and no babysitter available at such short notice, the responsibility fell on her. And it was ruining everything.
She opened Harryâs contact on her phone, staring at the little pink heart next to his name. Her thumb hovered over the call button as doubt crept in. What if he never wanted to see her again after this? Cancelling last minute was embarrassing, and she dreaded how angry or disappointed Harry might be.
Her thumb pressed down, the ringing growing louder with each second. Anxiety gnawed at her as she picked at the skin around her nails.
Suddenly, the call connected, and Harryâs voice, smooth and soothing like a lullaby, poured through the speaker. âBambi? Was jusâ about to pick yâ up. You missinâ me already?â
Her lip trembled, and a tear slid down her cheek as she sniffled. âHarryâŠâ Her voice cracked.
âHey, whatâs wrong, love?â Concern filled his voice instantly, and the warmth of it made her chest tighten.
âI-I canât go on our date tonight,â she confessed, her voice shaky.
âWhat dâyou mean? Donât be silly, is something wrong?â His slight panic was clear, making her feel even worse.
âNo, itâs not like that. Itâs just⊠my mom came home late, and sheâs, um, not able to watch the boys, so I have to stay and babysit. Iâm really sorry, Harry. I wanted to go tonight, I swear. I understand if youâre mad orâif you never want to see me againââ
âWoah, woah, Bambi, baby, stop panickinâ. I donât hate you, not at all. Itâs closer to the opposite, so calm down, yeah? âM not goinâ anywhere.â
âOkay,â she whispered, her voice still thick with emotion. âYâpromise?â
âFive pinkie swears, baby,â he chuckled softly, making her giggle through the tears. âItâs alright. These things happen. But are you okay? Need me to grab you anything? Have yâeaten today?â
His kindness made her heart swell. âN-No, but weâve got stuff in the freezer I can heat up. Maybe we can reschedule?â
âBambi, Iâm already on my way to your house.â
Her breath hitched. âWhat? But, Harry, I canâtââ
âYou think Iâd let a little change of plans stop me from seeinâ you? Been needinâ to see mâBambi all day. How âbout this: you help your mum, and Iâll come by and make dinner for all of you. Sound good?â
Her heart skipped a beat. Was he real? Was he really this thoughtful, this willing to come over despite everything?
âHarry, you donât have toââ
âI want to. Now, go get in some comfy pjs, and Iâll stop by the store to grab snacks. Maybe we can watch a movie later. Does that sound good?â
âYeah,â she said, her voice lighter now. âThat sounds perfect.â
âAlright, Iâll be over in thirty minutes. Take a deep breath for me, Bambi.â
Immediate relief washed over her at the idea of having an extra pair of hands to help her with something that sheâd normally be left alone to and better yet it was Harry who was coming to help her. So, she did exactly that - breathe.Â
. . .Â
Y/N was pushing clothes into the washing machine when she heard the doorbell ring. Her heart skipped a beat or possibly maybe two when she heard it. She forced the door shut on the machine and walked to the front door. She frowned the closer she got when she could already hear Harryâs voice but that was soon followed by the voice of her younger brother.Â
âI know jujitsu, you know,â Archie announced, his small five-foot frame blocking the doorway.
âYou take classes?â Harry asked, bemused.
âNo, I learned it on Roblox,â Archie replied, as if it were the most obvious thing in the world.
âOh, I donât think Iâve heard of that one before. Youâll have to show me sometime,â Harry said with a grin.
Archie snorted. âYou could just be saying that to get into our house and rob us.â
Y/Nâs face heated with embarrassment as she approached the door, ushering Archie out of the way. Harryâs eyes lit up as soon as he saw her. âY/N, this pizza delivery guy is trying to break into our house,â Archie said. Y/N looked to see Harry holding two pizza boxes and a plastic bag.
âArchie,â Y/N gasped, âthis is not a pizza delivery man. This is Harry.â
Harry smiled, clearly trying not to laugh, and offered Archie a small wave. It did nothing to ease the suspicious look on Archieâs face. âWhoâs Harry?â
Y/N froze, unsure of how to answer. Harry was both her boss and the man she was dating, but she couldnât exactly explain that to her little brother. âHeâs... my special friend.â
Archie looked between them for a moment, then shrugged and wandered off. Y/Nâs shoulders sagged with relief as she turned to face Harry, who was still grinning at her. He looked incredibly handsome in his matching brown suit, his curly hair tousled in that familiar way. Her heart sank a little, knowing he had dressed up for their date.
âH-Harry, Iâm really sorryââ she began, but before she could finish, Harry set the pizza boxes down and pulled her into a tight embrace. She breathed in the fruity scent of his cologne as he gently rubbed circles on her back.
âBambi,â he murmured with a soft sigh, âI missed you.â
She smiled against his chest. âYou just saw me the other day, and we FaceTimed last night.â
Harry pulled back slightly, cupping her cheeks with his large hands. âKiss?â
Her cheeks flushed, as they always did when he asked for a kiss. She stood on her toes, meeting his lips, savouring the softness of his touch and the faint taste of peppermint from his lip balm.Â
âHave you eaten yet?â he murmured against her lips. âI brought pizza.â
âYou didnât have to,â Y/N sighed softly. âI was just going to throw something in the oven.â
âHey, Bambi.â She looked up, meeting his gaze already fixed on her. âI wanted to. Iâm here to help, okay? Now, why donât we eat this before it gets cold? You grab some plates, and Iâll set the table.â
âO-Oh, okay.â She nodded, a bit flustered. âJust so you know, my brothers can be⊠intense.â
Harry smiled, his expression easygoing. âItâs okay, Iâve got a niece. Iâm sure theyâll be fine.â
Y/N led him into the living room where her little brothers were scattered. Archie sat in the corner, hunched over the computer, likely playing the game he had mentioned to Harry earlier.
âWho are you?â a small voice piped up. Harry glanced down to see a boy around six or seven, looking at him curiously.
âThatâs Y/Nâs special friend,â Archie chimed in without even turning around from his game.
âWerenât you the guy making out with my sister the other night?â The eldest of the three boys, who looked about fourteen, spoke up from where he was watching TV. Despite his age, there was a maturity in his tone that caught Harry off guard.
Harry chuckled, feeling Y/N stiffen beside him. He gave the teenager a polite smile. âWell, I guess thatâs one way to put it.â
âSammy go and get the plates from the kitchen, Harry bought us pizza.â Sammy huffed, pausing the tv and doing exactly as his sister said.Â
âJack, can you grab an extra chair?â Y/N asked the youngest boy, her voice gentle but firm. Harry watched as the boys immediately followed their eldest sisterâs instructions without question. A small pang tugged at his chestâpart of him felt for her, having to shoulder the responsibility of looking after three growing boys. He didnât know every detail of her family life, but seeing the way they interacted was enough to tell him theyâd had to adapt quickly.
They all gathered around the table, two extra-large pizzas laid out in front of them. Harry chuckled at the sight of the boys eyeing the food like it was a rare treasure.
âCalm down,â he murmured with a grin, leaning close to Y/N. âYâ so stiff, Bambi.â
Y/N blushed, fidgeting slightly. âSorry, I just get soââ
âSo?â Harry interrupted, smirking as he tried to coax her into a fluster. âSo what, baby?â
âSo nervous,â Y/N huffed, her cheeks burning as she realized he was toying with her.
A throat cleared from across the table, and Y/N suddenly felt three pairs of eyes locked onto them. Jack and Archie looked disgusted by the coupleâs banter, while the eldest boy, Sammy, was glaring at Harry with an intensity that made Harry suppress a laugh.
âHow old are you?â Sammy asked bluntly, his gaze sharp and protective.
Y/N choked on her drink. âSammy! You canât just ask people thatâitâs rude!â
Harry chuckled, raising a hand to calm her. âNo, itâs alright,â he said, amused. âIâm thirty.â
âWhoa, youâre old!â Archie blurted out, eyes wide with surprise.
âArchie!â Y/N gasped, mortified, while Jack burst out laughing.
âI guess it is kind of old,â Harry shrugged playfully, glancing at Y/N with a wink.
âAre you rich?â Sammy pressed, undeterred.
Y/Nâs face flushed even more, praying the ground would open up and swallow her whole.
âI do well,â Harry replied, keeping his tone light. âI own a fashion company.â
âThat means heâs rich,â Archie chimed in, eyes lighting up. âDo you have a sports car?â
Harry leaned forward, whispering conspiratorially, âI own three.â
Archie gasped, his face a picture of awe. âNo wonder you can afford two extra-large pizzas!â
âIf you think thatâs cool, wait till you hear what else I brought,â Harry teased.
âCandy?â Archieâs eyes grew even wider, filled with excitement.
âBetter.â
âIce cream?â
Harry nodded. âIce cream, candy, whipped cream, chocolate sprinkles... you name it.â
Archie looked as though he might pass out from pure joy. Sweets after dinner werenât a common occurrence in their house unless it was a special occasion.
Harryâs smile softened as his eyes flicked to Sammy, who was still watching him with guarded suspicion. âWhat do you want from my sister?â Sammy finally asked, his tone sharp.
Y/N cringed, wishing she could disappear like Jack, who was contentedly munching on pizza, completely oblivious to the tension. Her cheeks were already burning before sheâd even taken a bite.
Harryâs hand found its way to her knee under the table, a silent reassurance that he knew exactly how she was feeling without her having to say a word.
âItâs still early,â Harry said honestly, his gaze meeting Sammyâs without faltering. âBut I really, really like your sister.â
Sammy seemed to relax at that, but not without a final warning. âYouâre not allowed to like her as much as we do.â
Y/Nâs heart squeezed at the words. Despite the challenges, the boys were her world, her best friends.
Harry smiled warmly, his voice sincere. âI wouldnât dream of it.â
. . .
"Y/N! Y/N! Y/N!" Archie came barreling into the kitchen, his face smeared with chocolate and whipped cream from the ice cream sundaes theyâd made earlier. Y/N was bent over the washing machine, pulling out clothes to hang on the makeshift line by the window.
"Harry says he's gonna take us to the indoor waterpark in the city for my birthday! Isn't that awesome? And he beat Sammy's score on the new game he bought us!"
Y/N glanced up, smiling softly at Archie's excitement. The boys had been glued to the computer for hours after Harry surprised them with a game theyâd been begging for. The sound of their wild laughter had echoed through the house all afternoon.
Footsteps approached the kitchen, and she looked up to see Harry standing in the doorway, a smirk tugging at his lips.
"Harry, I was just telling Y/N about the waterpark youâre taking us to," Archie said eagerly.
Harryâs eyes flicked to Y/N. "Ah, yes," he said, smiling at her. "I heard thereâs a certain someoneâs birthday coming up soon."
Archie's birthday was still a month away, and Y/N had only planned a simple celebrationâmovies, takeout, and cake. As Archie bolted from the kitchen, beaming about the waterpark, Y/Nâs smile faded slightly.
Harry noticed the shift immediately. "Whatâs wrong?" he asked, stepping closer and reaching for her hand. "Did I mess something up?"
"N-no," Y/N replied quickly, shaking her head. "You didnât do anything wrong. Itâs just... Archie's birthday isnât for another month."
Harry raised an eyebrow. "So?"
Y/N hesitated, her words stumbling over themselves. "I just donât want to make promises, you know, in case⊠I mean, what ifâŠ" She trailed off, struggling to find a way to express the growing anxiety in her chest. She adored Harry, more than she could articulate, but a part of her couldnât help worrying about the futureâthe uncertainties that came with letting someone new into their lives.
"Bambi," Harryâs voice was soft as he cupped her face, his thumb brushing her cheek. "Whereâd you go?"
She blinked, confused. "What do you mean?"
His lips quirked into a gentle smile. "Yâ do this thing where you space out, like your mind drifts off somewhere else âcause you're thinkinâ too much."
"I do that?" she asked, surprised.
"Mhm," he murmured, his thumb tracing the little furrow in her brow, the touch sending warmth through her. "I like you an awful lot, Bambi. I plan on stickin' around for a long time."
"You do?" Her voice was small, almost disbelieving.
"Yes, I do. And I really like your brothersâtheyâre a credit to you."
Y/N opened her mouth to deflect, as usual. "Oh, you mean my momâ"
"No," Harry interrupted gently, shaking his head. "I mean you."
Her lips parted in surprise, her eyes misting over. She hadnât expected that. She hadnât realized how much she needed to hear those words. Without thinking, she leaned up and pressed her lips to his, a kiss filled with the gratitude she couldn't quite express in words.
She was about to pull away, but Harry held her close, his hands gripping her hips as he deepened the kiss. His soft, warm lips made her head spin, and for a brief moment, the world around them disappeared.
That is, until Sammyâs voice rang out from the hallway. "Iâm coming in, so you better not be swapping saliva in there!"
Harry broke the kiss with a chuckle, glancing over his shoulder. "Alright, alright, weâre behaving," he teased, winking at Y/N before moving to the sink. "Let me help you," he offered, turning on the faucet to start washing the dishes from dinner.
Y/N watched him for a moment, her heart swelling with warmth. The words heâd spoken earlier echoed in her mindâwords that had already begun to feel familiar, but only when they came from him.
. . .
Y/N woke up the following morning, not from the alarm sheâd set for 6 a.m., but from the rapid thumping of her heart. Anxiety rippled through her, making her stomach twist with nerves. Today was her first day working at Pleasing, her first day officially under Harryâs employment. She was excited, of course, but that didnât stop the butterflies in her belly from multiplying.
She stared up at the ceiling for a few moments, taking slow breaths to calm herself. Her phone buzzed softly on the nightstand, and she reached over, her fingers trembling slightly as she opened the message.
Harry: Morning, Bambi đ Thereâs a car on its way to pick you up. No need to stress, yeah? Iâll be waiting for you at the office. Youâre gonna be amazing x
A small smile crept onto her face despite the nerves. Harryâs words were like a warm hug on a cold morning, making her feel just a little bit braver. She couldnât help but appreciate how he seemed to know exactly what she needed to hear, right when she needed to hear it.
She quickly typed a reply, her fingers still shaky.
Y/N: Thank you. Iâm a little nervous but Iâll do my best. See you soon đ
Y/N got out of bed and went through her morning routine, trying to focus on each task to stop her mind from spiraling into all the things that could go wrong today. She picked out an outfit she hoped said âprofessional but approachable,â taking extra care to smooth out any creases in her clothes. When she was finally dressed, she checked the timeâ6:45 a.m.âthe car Harry sent should be arriving any minute.
She stepped outside, the cool morning air doing little to ease her racing thoughts. Y/N wrapped her arms around herself, feeling a mix of excitement and apprehension. The street was quiet at this hour, and she couldnât help but feel like the only person awake in the world.
Just then, a sleek black car pulled up in front of her, the driver rolling down the window with a friendly nod. "Y/N?" he asked, and she nodded in response.
âThatâs me,â she said, her voice a little shaky. She climbed into the backseat, clutching her bag on her lap as the driver started the journey to the office. She stared out the window, watching the familiar streets blur by, and tried to give herself a little pep talk.
You can do this. Youâre ready. Harry believes in you, so believe in yourself, too.
Her phone buzzed in her hand again, another message from Harry.
Harry: Also going on a coffee run, do you want anything? x
Bambi: Isnât that my job today? x
Harry: Itâs my job to take care of you everyday
Y/N didnât realize how wide her smile had grown until she caught her reflection in the glassy screen of her phone. A soft blush crept onto her cheeks as she tried to compose herself, glancing out the window to distract from the giddy feeling bubbling inside her. She watched as the quiet suburbs melted into the bustle of the big city, her heart thudding against her ribcage.Â
Slowly, the car pulled up outside Pleasing. The building was elegant, with an arched doorway and a clean awning that had the brand's name in bold letters. Through the large glass doors, Y/N could see a glimpse of the bright, stylish interior. Her heart pounded as the car came to a stop, her mouth opening with a desperate plea to leave, to turn back and retreat home where she could hide awayâbut then she saw Harry, and her words fell away for an entirely different reason.
Sheâd seen Harry in a suit before, but seeing him in full CEO mode was something else. He wore a flawless black-and-white suit, cufflinks gleaming at his wrists. His eyes were stern, his entire demeanor unshakeableâuntil he looked her way, and his whole form softened.
âYouâre here,â His voice was warm and inviting. She wanted to leap into him and hide herself within him but she wanted to be professional.
She stood in front of him, not wanting to get any closer to her new boss, âGood morning, Mr Styles.â
The corner of Harryâs lips quirked, a hint of amusement in his eyes. âGood morning,â he replied, savoring her formality. He took a step closer, his gaze gentle yet focused. âReady for today?â
âY-yes,â She said but it wasnât all that convincing.
Harry grabbed her hand, âYouâll be just fine Bambi.â He murmured the nickname just for her to hear.Â
The warmth of his hand around hers steadied her, but it also set her pulse racing. His fingers intertwined with hers, and he kept their joined hands subtly hidden between them as they walked through the grand entrance and into the lobby. Y/Nâs nerves started to quiet, replaced by a growing excitement.
As they stepped into the elevator, Harryâs thumb brushed gently over her knuckles. She looked up at him but his eyes were looking ahead. Her eyes fixated on his sharp jawline and smooth, freshly-shaven face; he looked even more polished, clean-cut and distinctly professional since sheâd last seen him.
When they reached his office floor, Harry led her down a sleek corridor and into an airy, open workspace with views of the city skyline. The scent of fresh coffee lingered in the air, and a few team members looked up with welcoming smiles.
Just ahead, a woman in her mid-thirties with shoulder-length auburn hair and an easy smile approached them. Her professional but warm demeanor put Y/N at ease almost instantly. Harry released Y/Nâs hand as he greeted her.
âLindsey, this is Y/N,â he said, glancing between them. âSheâs starting with us today. I thought you might help her settle in and get familiar with everything.â
Lindsey extended her hand warmly. âOh is this-â
Harryâs gaze lingered on her with a slight, unreadable intensity, prompting Lindsey to pause mid-sentence. Then, noticing Y/N, she broke into a bright smile.
âY/N! Itâs so nice to meet you.â She laughed lightly, her eyes flicking to Harry with a teasing glint. âI have to admit, Iâm a little curious why anyone would sign up to be his assistantâhe can be a real pain most days.â She shot him a playful look. âBut donât worry, just donât enter his office at midday - he can get real hangry.âÂ
Y/N giggled and Harryâs eyes brightened at the sound, ââY/N,â he said, his voice warm, âyouâre in very good hands.â He turned to Lindsey. âMake sure she gets a proper introduction to everything, but donât overwhelm her.â
Lindsey chuckled. âIâll keep it light for today, boss. Weâd be here all day getting into your list of demands everyday.â
Harry rolled his eyes, and with a final look at Y/N, said, âIâll see you later, then.â His words were simple, but the small smile he gave her was anything but. As he walked away, Y/N felt the anticipation return, wanting him to come back and be the one to show her around. She wasnât the best with meeting new people. She was shy and nervous and fumbled over her words too often but Harry had great faith in her so she would try her best to do good.Â
âAlright, letâs get started,â Lindsey said, gesturing to an open desk area near Harryâs office. âFirst things firstâcoffee? Iâll show you the best spot, and then weâll make our way through the to-do list Harry sent this morning.âÂ
. . .
Y/N liked Lindsey a lot.Â
She was funny and gentle. Whenever Y/N made a mistakeâlike earlier when she accidentally printed everything in pink instead of black and whiteâLindsey would correct her kindly, reminding her that mistakes happen. Y/N wasnât used to this kind of patience; her old boss would snap or hiss at even the smallest error. Here, it felt nice to breathe a little easier.
Lindsey spoke warmly about her two little boys, whom she cared for while her husband was away with the military. She had once been a stay-at-home mom, but over time, the isolation began to weigh on her; she craved more than just the role of mother and wanted to be out in the world, around people. When she applied to Pleasing, sheâd explained her situation to Harry during her interview, and he had offered her flexible hours so she could still make it home to her boys each evening.
Whenever Lindsey mentioned the things Harry had done for her and her family, her voice would grow thick with emotion, and she spoke of him with genuine admiration. Y/N found herself thinking of her own circumstances and the way Harry had taken her under his wing, feeling a warmth for him settle in her chest.
âOkay, Harryâs in a meeting, so we need to bring in tea and coffee,â Lindsey said, heading over to a small rolling cart neatly stocked with cups, a teapot, and coffee supplies.
She guided Y/N through the arrangement, showing her how Harry liked his tea prepared. âHeâs particular about the temperatureâhot but not scalding,â Lindsey explained with a wink. âDonât worry youâll get the hang of things.â
Y/N carefully poured the tea, her hands steadying with each instruction Lindsey offered. They finished preparing the drinks, and Y/N took a deep breath, steadying herself as she reached for the cart handle.
âYouâll be fine,â Lindsey reassured her, offering a supportive smile. âJust go in, keep it simple, and make sure everyone has their drinks. Youâll be a natural at this in no time.â
âIâm going in alone?â Y/Nâs eyes widened.
âItâs good practice,â Lindsey grins, âGood luck!â
Y/N squared her shoulders and pushed the cart toward the meeting room. The murmurs grew louder as she approached, but her nerves eased slightly upon catching Harryâs eye. His expression softened for a moment before returning to its professional coolness, a small signal just for her.
As she entered, she was met with the sight of a large glass table surrounded by men in sharp suits, all eyes shifting toward her. Taking a breath, she rolled the cart around and placed the cups in front of Harry and the others. Just as she reached for the teapot, a slight tremor ran through her hand, and she felt a sudden rush of panic.
In an instant, she lost her grip. The teapot tipped, sending hot tea spilling across the table and splattering onto a crisp white shirt belonging to one of the men. The room fell silent, and every gaze shifted from her to the angry figure, whose face flushed crimson.
ââWatch where youâre going!â he barked, rising from his seat. âDo you even know how to serve properly?â
Y/Nâs heart raced, the color draining from her face. Just as she opened her mouth to apologize, a surge of anger rippled through the room.
âDo you think itâs okay to talk to a woman like that?â Harry murmured, his voice laced with malice.
âShe stained my shirt! Sheâs lucky Iâm not making her pay for it,â the man continued, and Y/N could see the discomfort on the faces of the other attendees, their expressions telling her they knew heâd crossed a line.
Harryâs eyes darkened, a storm brewing behind them. He reached into his blazer pocket, pulling out a checkbook and a fountain pen. With swift strokes, he began to scribble before turning to Y/N. âY/N, would you mind delivering this to Mr. Smith?â
Y/N nodded, her hands trembling slightly as she accepted the check, its weight feeling both significant and heavy.
Mr. Smith snatched the check from her hands, glancing down at it with a scowl. Written across the page was Harryâs signature alongside a mere fifty dollars. âYour final checkâenough to cover the shirt, I assume? I think I saw the same one in the TK Maxx sale rack.â
âFinal?â Mr. Smith asked, incredulous.
âCorrect,â Harry replied nonchalantly.
Mr. Smithâs face burned bright red. He huffed, rising from his seat and storming out of the room, slamming the door behind him. The room fell silent. âMeeting adjourned,â Harry announced, and everyone flooded out, eager to escape the awkward tension.
Y/N stood in the corner, barely able to look up. Embarrassment washed over her; she wondered if she could do any job right. Her eyes watered as she bit down on her lip to keep from crying.
Suddenly, two polished shoes came into view, and big hands cupped her cheeks, gently forcing her to meet his gaze. âAre you okay?â Harry asked, concern etched on his face.
She wanted to say yes, to express pride in her efforts and how well she had handled the day, but instead, she wrapped her arms around him, burying her face into his shirt. âI feel like I canât do anything right,â she admitted, her voice muffled.
Harry sighed, his arms encircling her as he rubbed the back of her head soothingly. âYou did nothing wrong.â
âYou canât fire people because of me, Harry.â
âDonât worry about him. Weâve wanted to get rid of him for agesâjust a sexist prick. Turns out youâre a pretty good assistant for giving me an excuse to fire someone on the spot,â he chuckled lightly.
Y/N looked up at him, her heart fluttering as his hand held her cheek, his thumb brushing beneath her eye. âThese eyes,â he whispered.
A smile broke through her sadness. âIâm sorry for ruining your meeting.â
âDonât care, Bambi.â He was so much taller than her, nearly a foot difference, so he had to lean down to brush his nose against hers, their lips ghosting against each other. âYou actually made it better.â
âI did?â she whispered, her mind suddenly forgetting the man who had yelled at her.
âMhm,â he hummed, and then, gently, he pressed his lips to hers. The kiss was soft and lingering, sending a warm flutter through Y/N that chased away the remnants of her earlier embarrassment. She melted into the moment, her worries fading as Harryâs lips brushed against hers.Â
âOkay, what the hell happened?â Lindsey barged into the room, causing Y/N to leap away from Harry, her cheeks flushing.
âWow, Lindsey,â Harry said, rubbing a hand over his mouth, both of them flustered as Lindsey glanced between them. âTry knocking next time, yeah?â
âSince when have I ever needed to knock?â Lindsey shot back, her eyebrows knitting together as she assessed Y/N, whose face was now bright pink.
âSince now,â Harry replied. Clearing his throat, he added, âIf youâll excuse meâŠâ He brushed past her, leaving the tension lingering in the air.
A laugh escaped Y/Nâs lips, even as embarrassment tinged her cheeks; it was the first time sheâd witnessed him so flustered. Lindsey arched an eyebrow, a teasing smile creeping onto her face. âSo, are you two likeâŠ?â
âNo,â Y/N replied, the denial tumbling out a bit too quickly.
Lindsey shot her a knowing look but chose not to press further. âMight want to let him know about that lipstick stain on his upper lip,â she added, rolling the cart out of the room and leaving Y/N feeling distinctly warm and flustered.
. . .
Harry kissed Y/N with the lights off on her front porch after dropping her home. Y/N melted against him, her fingers tangling in his hair as the kiss deepened. She felt a rush of warmth spread through her, the sweet taste of his breath mixing with the fresh night air. His hands found her waist, pulling her closer, their bodies fitting perfectly together. âBambi,â He slurred against her lips.â
âHm?â She hummed, unable to stop herself when she pulled him closer.Â
âI was thinking,â He murmured, pulling away but his hands still firmly gripping her waist, âMaybe this weekend yâ could come to my place and stay the night.â
âThe night?â Sheâd never had a sleepover before let alone one at a boys house.Â
âYeah⊠Would you be okay with that?âÂ
âY-Yeah, I think so.â
âYâ think so?â Harry grinned, âAre yâ sure?â
She smiled, âIâd like that.â
âWell, alright then,â he murmured, leaning down to place one last, soft kiss on her lips. âGoodnight, Bambi.â
âGoodnight, Harry.â Y/N barely suppressed a smile as she watched him walk to his car, a flutter in her chest as he turned back for a final wave.
Before she turned to step into her house, her phone buzzed and a text came through from Harry.
Harry: I think we have to get better at this whole sneaking around thing
Y/N: Tell yourself that, you kissed me first!
Harry: Canât help it BambiÂ
Harry: Iâm obsessed with you
. . .
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when shoto doesnât know itâs odd to stare at you for long
shoto had brought you to a restaurant as a surprise and told you to dress up nicely as soon as you got out of class and to be ready in an hour. but he had a staring problem, an especially bad one at that, and it was clearly showing now.
he was talking to you about how his father has been trying extra hard to connect with him again when he suddenly stopped after ranting for about a minute. you thought maybe he just got bored, so you began to talk, voicing your thoughts on the situation, as he preferred others to talk instead of him.
normally, he would nod or hum or give you some sort of sign that he was paying attention to your words, but not this time. he stared directly into your eyes with no emotion. his pupils were large, almost to the point where both of his eyes were black, but you were starting to become disturbed.
you thought he would eventually snap out of it and nod or begin to talk again, but he didnât. even when you spoke for minutes on end, he still stared at you. he didnât even blink once. he didnât even touch his food!
finally, you mumbled, âdo i have something on my face?â then began to wipe it with a napkin, nervous that you were embarrassing yourself.
his eyes slightly widened and he reassured you, shaking his head, âno, you have nothing on your face,â then retreated to staring at you.
you averted your eyes and asked, âshoto, baby, i donât mean to be rude, but why are you staring at me? youâre making me a bit nervous,â you tried to laugh it off, hoping maybe he would show some emotion as well.
âmy intention is not to make you nervous. kirishima told me eye contact is a key part of relationships because it makes your lover feel important,â he paused, âand you look beautiful.â
your heart beat quickly in your chest, and you felt your cheeks heat up quickly, but you couldnât help the shy smile on your face. a foot touched yours underneath the table, and you knew it was no one else than shoto. itâs amazing that he thought of you that much, and asked for advice from eijiro about relationships. he even complimented you! he wasnât trying to be creepy, just trying to be sweet and attentive!
âawh, thank you, honey, but you donât need to stare all the time. you need to blink, itâs okay to stare sometimes but others can get disturbed by constant staring, okay?â you thanked, a blush still on your cheeks.
he nodded and began to blink again, then even started to show small smiles whenever your voice would get high-pitched from a good part of a story. he loved you so much and was grateful to go out to dinner with you, and of course, paid for the meal with endeavorâs card.
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IN THE NIGHT || J. YH (1/3)
Synopsis: You were just trying to survive. Dance, collect money, pay off your debt. Repeat. What you were not trying to do is to fall in love with someone you canât haveânot when you are owned by someone dangerous.
THEME: mafia!Yunho x Stripper!Reader
Warnings: Alright here we go. ANGSTY (MY FAV), SMUT, eating out, fingering, unprotected sex, dirty talk, lots of back and forth/push and pull (you have been warned), mention of guns, someone gets shot, Yunho and Y/N are idiots in love, cursing, drinking, drunkenness, Y/N is in denial most of the time, we have Jae (IFYKYK), at his point heâs going to be my paid actor in my stories (Jae isnât based on anyone), fluff, adorable happy ending, a drunk guy who tries to get at Y/N, have to break this up into 3 parts because tumblr hates me, I know Iâm missing just lmk.
Word count: 46K
Date started: EST 2024 Date Finished: June 4, 2025
Blossomâs Note: My petals, thank you for being patient. I havenât forgotten about you. Life has just been hitting really hard. Iâm doing my best to keep writing so bear with me. Now that we have that out the way, Yunho in this story had be kicking my feet at times. Letâs give an around of applause for Jae making a comeback in a different story lmao. Story was inspired by Obsessive by Lumi, Obsession by Mellina, and In the Night by The Weeknd. You know what to do, grab that popcorn and drinks and letâs get into it.
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You sat in front of the vanity, brushing powder on your face to ease the shine on your face with practiced, steady hands. The low thumping of the bass from the club pulsed through the room.Â
 You applied the final touchesâcoating the lashes some more with mascara, one more swipe of lip gloss, brushing through your hair with your finger, fluffing it out.
Lastly, you spritzed perfume along your neck and collarbone, scrunching your face up at the intensity of the smell as you waved the air off with your hand.
Placing the perfume down, you let out a sigh. Your eyes flickered to the mirror in front of you, roaming at your reflection. You felt the nerves kicking in, slowly.Â
Tonight was important. There was no room for mistakesâno room for excuses.
Jaeâs orders.
And speaking of the devilâ
A knock from the door echoed in the room. You stiffened slightly, trying to keep your composure but now having the nerves coursing through your veins at full speed. There was no need to turn around to know who it was.Â
Your eyes flickered through the mirror and stared at him. âThere she is,â Jae murmured with a smirk as he stood leaning against the doorframe. His eyes are roaming with hungerâdripping with satisfaction at the sight of you. âMy star.âÂ
Your back straightensâgut twisting as he steps into the room all slow and deliberate. When he reaches behind you, his hand slides over your chest, all possessive like.
âYou look so beautiful.â His palm flattened against your skin before reaching up to your throat, âAll mine.âÂ
You remained stiffened under his touch, jaw clenching. You watched him lean in causing you to exhale through your nose in disgustâfright. His lips brushing the shell of your ear, âTonight weâve got a very special guest.â His voice is low, almost playful. âDo not disappoint me.âÂ
Your eyes flicked to the mirror.Â
Blank.Â
Still.Â
âDo I ever?â You asked him with calmnessâtoo calm. Your hands forming into fists, trying to ease your mind.Â
Jae hummed as he tilted his head side to side slightly, âMm, no.â He said thoughtfully. âBut youâve got this habit of forgetting who is in charge.â He pressed his body closer to you, âYou start thinking you are free.âÂ
The word free sends goosebumps in your body.Â
Oh, how you yearn to be out of this.Â
His breath touched your skin as he whispered. âLet me remind you once moreâyou are here because I allow it.âÂ
âHow can I forget?â You murmured, voice feeling tight, âYou remind me every chance you get.âÂ
A pause.
Silence.
You then hear a soft tsk. His hand slipped from your neck to your jaw, forcing you to face him, causing you to let out a soft gasp.Â
His eyes held that hungry, possessive look.Â
âThat mouth of yours,â he muttered as he leaned in closely, gripping tightening, âitâs going to get you in trouble one day.âÂ
He flickered his eyes between yours before letting go of your face, which caused you to inhale sharply as your hand reached to soothe the aching sensation on your face as you glared at him through the mirror.Â
âBut donât worry,â he circled behind you. âNot tonight.âÂ
Your mouth parted slightly as you let out a shaky breath, eyes still on him. âTonight I need to seal this deal.â He said as he stood still behind you.Â
He leaned down next to your face, removing some strands of hair from your face. You closed your eyes under his touch, feeling scared. âAnd I am counting on you to make sure it happens.âÂ
His words held something dark which made your skin crawl as you clenched your jaw. He turned his head to your lips, leaning in, âDonât make me regret it.â He whispered.
Your eyes snapped open as you looked at him through the mirror, hand sliding slowly off your face.Â
His words felt sharper than a knife.Â
He smirks at your reaction and stands up, taking a few steps back. And just like thatâ
He was gone.Â
Leaving the horrid, chilling of his absence behind.Â
The door clicked shut.
Silence.
You felt the beating of your heart in your ears. You donât moveânot right away at least.Â
Your eyes looked into the mirror and saw that they were hollowâempty of life and light behind them. You saw the way you slightly shook, raising your hand slightly to watch it tremble.Â
You placed both hands on the table and closed your eyes. You inhaled and exhaled deeplyâshakyâand then opened your eyes.Â
You blinked once. Twice.Â
Thenâ
You snapped out of it.
Itâs time to get to work.
You reached for the powder once moreâcalming down the slight redness from Jaeâs touch. You then just moved on autopilotâhands moving like they belonged to someone else.
You canât afford to tremble in fear tonight.
Not when the wrong breath, glance, movementâanythingâcould send everything into a dangerous spiral.
You stood up and leaned your hands onto the table. âShowtime.â You whispered to yourself.
You turned around, heels clicking against the floor as you made your way to the doorâmask in place, heart gone.Â
â
You could hear the loud chatter of men as you walked to the stage behind the curtains. You watched as your coworkers came off stage, talking about how exhausted they were.Â
Finally you arrived and took off your robe, handing it to security near the steps that lead to the stage. He places a comforting hand on your arm, âYou got this!â He whispered to you with a smile, âYou can do it, Y/N.â
You gave him a wink and a small smile before he left. You then turned to the DJ, who had a direct view of you from the outside, and nodded at him to which he returned and went to work.
Finallyâ
The music played.
A mysterious and sultry tune that resonated throughout the club as the lights turned down low. Slowly, you make your way up the steps and then onto the stage.
Instantlyâthe atmosphere felt electric.Â
Once your silhouette was spotted, loud hollering and whistling from men commenced. They wasted no time in throwing money like confetti, hungry gazes waiting impatiently for you.Â
Then it hitsâ
A golden glow spotlight that shined heavenly on you in synchronicity of your movements, making you the sole person of attention.Â
Every single step you took towards the pole was a calculated step to captivate everyone in the room.Â
You let your hips sway to the rhythm of the song, reaching out to wrap your hand in the pole. Your body quickly curves and twists in fluidity and sensual motions.
Slow and deliberately spinning to which you arched your bodyâcommanding the room without a single word.Â
You then turned your head to the side, smiling at the men as they erupted with loud cheers. The bright neon lights made your body glitter shimmer as you gently landed on your knees.Â
You crawled to the edge of the stage where eager hands clutched bills. Men desperately waving it in your faceâsignaling you to go to them.Â
With practiced ease, you smiled at one of the shy ones. You beckoned him to come closer, watching him gulp in nervousness as his shaky hands reached out to give you his money.Â
You let out a small laugh at his actions. You got closer and grabbed his handâguiding his trembling hands to slip a bill into the strap of your bra while âconfidentâ hands found the curve of your hipsâtucking cash into the waistband of your barely there lingerie.Â
You kept your composure, maintaining that sultry smirkâremaining in control, but inside your stomach twisted in horror.Â
Their fingertips would linger too long as their gazes stripped away your clothes. âUghâ, disgust coils deep within your chest, but you donât flinch.Â
You don't let it show.
Instead, you arched your backâletting their fantasies run wild.Â
You just kept selling the illusion they crave as you internally wish to scrub every trace of their touch from your skin.
Butâ
Your focus wasnât on themâ
Not tonight.Â
In perfect sync with the sultry rhythm of the song, you turned your head towards the vip sectionâa section that was far away from the sweaty hands and greedy gazes.Â
Perched in the dimly glowed of the private lounge sat him. The man Jae would not shut up about.Â
Jeong Yunho.
Wowâ
Is that him?
You could feel your breath hitch for a second.
There was no denying that this man was dangerously handsome.Â
Just one look and you can tell the power he held.Â
That tailored suit not only reeked of expensive, butâthe way it looked like it belonged to him. Molding to every sharp line of his body like it had been made with only him in mind.Â
The way his broad shoulders displayed, long legs spread in a way that screamed power and ease. One arm draped over the back of the leather couch, his fingers lazily tapping against the rim of the glass while the other rested on his thighâjust a few inches away from the women clinging to him.Â
Despite the desperate attempts for his attention from the women, his eyes were elsewhereâ
On you.
His gaze was darkâunreadableâpiercing in a way that, suddenly, the air around you got heavierâhotter.Â
His lips, slightly, curled into something in between amusement and intrigued.
Itâs almost as if he was already three steps ahead of you.Â
You crawled to the center edge of the stageâright in front of his view in a controlled feline motion. Your hips sway to the slow, hypnotic beat as you feel the music pulse throughout your body.
You take this moment to take in his surroundings.Â
Menâstanding stationed all around him, even on the steps that lead up to the VIP section. Silent but watchful.Â
Yetâ
He simply sat there. Completely unbothered, as if he knew nothing could touch him.Â
As if he owned the room. Andâmaybe he did.Â
Heat shot up your spine as you met his gaze. You slide off the stage with each sway of your hips being a calculated promise. The front of your heels hit the edge of the bottom of the stepsâstill keeping that eye contact locked on one another.
Thenâ
Like a predator closing in on its preyâ
You dropped to your hands and knees, feeling the velvet material of the stairs below them.Â
In this moment, itâs like the crowd disappearedâno longer mattering. Everything fades as his eyes are the only thing that fills your vision.Â
The world shifts. Music slows.
Suddenly, there is only you and him.Â
Your felineâlike movements were slow and deliberate. Every crawl forward was a teaseâan invitation wrapped in pure seduction.Â
That smirk on his lips remained. But his eyes darkened with something almost⊠feral. He raised the glass to his lips, never breaking that contact with you.Â
The women around him, who were desperately clinging onto him, shot you judgmental glares. You watched as their eyes burned with jealousy as they pressed their bodies closer to him.Â
But you donât care.
You are here to do your job.
Thatâs it.Â
But they just kept on. They whispered vile things about you. Laughed at you. You couldnât make out what they were saying in specific, but with the way they exchanged looks with eyes of venomâyou knew enough.
But thenâ
He raises his hand.Â
A single powerful gesture and the chatterâ
Stops.Â
They fucking froze in their words. You watched as they stiffened up as his eyes flickered to them with an icy glare. The girls looked down to the floor, feeling upset that they got him angry.Â
But with a wave of his hand, he silently orders them to leave.Â
They tried to protest but he gave them a look. A look that held many words. They let out an annoyed scoff as they get upâheels sharply clicking against the floor as they retreat to the shadows, arms crossing and hips jutting out with attitude as they glared at you.Â
Within perfect timing, you reached the top. You remained kneeling down before himâyour pulse racing. You felt like his presence was a magnetic force that pulled you closer without even doing anything.Â
Your eyes flickered to the top floor. For a split second chills were sent down your spineâJae standing there with arms crossed and a smirk on his face.Â
Reality hits you.Â
âDonât make me regret itâ his voice rang in your head. You take a slow, controlled inhale through your nose and gently exhaleâcontrolling yourself.
You began by gliding your hands up his thighsâteasingly slowâuntil they rested on his hard muscles beneath the fabric of his suit.Â
You can feel the heat radiating off of him underneath you as you move up, sliding onto his lap with the grace of a predator claiming its prize.Â
Your hands run up his chest, leaning in just enough to let that tension build. Your breath warm against his ear, âAre you enjoying the show?âÂ
He inhales your alluring perfume. His voice was low and smoothâsending shivers straight down your spine, coating your skin in goosebumps, âImmensely.âÂ
Shit.
You canât help the smirk that curves your lips as you lean back, grinding your hips just enough to draw a breath from him. You placed a finger under his chinârunning your thumb on his lower lip.
The room around you seems to blur. The thumping of your heart matches the beat of the music as you continue to tease him with each controlled movement.Â
From your peripheral, you see his hands sliding towards your waist butâ
Before they can reach you, you look at him with a challenge flashing in your gaze, âNo touching,â you purr out, your voice dripping in mischief as you slide off him, caressing his face with your fingertips as you stand up. âNot tonight.â You winked at him.Â
You lingers there, a few inches away, your gazes locking for one last breathâa stealing second.Â
And thenâ
The shift happens.Â
Something dangerous flashed behind his eyes. That smirk curled into a scoffed out smile. Behind that smile there was something deeper, almost sinister.Â
You have no idea what you have done.Â
What you have started.Â
But youâre already turning away.Â
Your body swaying with each step as you head down the steps. You smiled at the men who stood at the bottom of the steps, shoving money in your face, happily taking them as you headed up the steps with the help of the clubâs security.Â
You left him behind, craving for you again.Â
You returned to the spotlight, music sweeping to match the energy surging through your veins. The cheers grew louder as you finished your routineâbills raining down, more than youâve ever seen in one night.
From the distance, Jae smirks as he flickered his eyes between you and Yunhoâa look of satisfaction. Yunho canât keep his eyes off of you like a hungry predator watching its prey.Â
You lit a fire within him.
You then vanished behind the curtains. Unaware of the chaos you left behind.Â
â
The crowd has since scattered, leaving behind drinks and empty bottles on tables. Chairs all over the place, thrown or fallen, with bills scattered on the floor and stage.
To say you were exhausted was an understatement.
You stood on the stage, eyes looking at the bills that had yet to be collected and sighed. You took off your heels and just dropped them behind you, then you tightened the strings of the silk robe and crouched down on the stage.Â
You gathered the money in a bunch and started collecting themâstraightening them out before folding a good amount and wrapping a rubber band around it.Â
Youâll count it later.
Right now, you just just want to go home and boil the night off and sleep.
The laughter and chatter from your coworkers with their clients was a background hum to your own thoughts. Enjoying this calmness.
You were so lost in thought that you didnât notice the shadow at first. Not until the overhead lights dimmed slightly, casting a silhouette over you.
âImpressive performance,â a deep, velvety voice drawled.
You froze.
That voice.
Slowly, you lifted your eyes up to the voice. Your breath hitched when your eyes locked onto his. The gleam in his eyes was something unreadable, âMay I?â He asked as he extended his hand out for you, a faint smirk tugging at his lips.
Your eyes flickered to his hand. You gnawed on your inner lower lip as you looked around the area. His men standing around you two, the same women from earlier with crossed arms with annoyance written on their face but most importantlyâ
No Jae.Â
You looked back at his face to which he tilted to the side, as if saying âwell?â Slowly, you reached out and grasped his hand, noting the rough patches on it as you stood up.
He steps to the side and helps you down the stairs with easeâas if this is the most natural thing in the world.Â
âThank you.â You told him gently as you stood in front of him. He smiles and slowly releases his hand from yours, reaching into his inner pocket of the suit.Â
âThis,â he takes out a thick stack of cash, neatly stacked with a white paper band wrapped around it, âis for making my first visit⊠worthwhile.âÂ
Your lips slightly parted in shock as your eyes widened at the sight of the money. He just took that money out as if it was nothing but pocket change to him.Â
You felt conflicted.Â
âIââ You couldnât speak.Â
Your eyes flickered between the money and his faceâyou were hesitant.
What if this is a test? Should you even take his money? Was the deal completed? What would Jae sayâ?
âTake it.â His voice was softer, taking you out of your thoughts. He noticed your hesitation, his smirking slowly fading. âItâs not a giftâitâs recognition.âÂ
You swallowed hard. You still felt reluctant at the offer but eventually, you slowly reached out, brushing his fingers with you as you took the money.Â
You gave him a small smile, âThank you.â You tell him, keeping your tone neutral. âItâs very generous of you.âÂ
âOf course.â He said with a faint smirk.Â
There was a pause between you two.Â
You slightly shifted under his gaze, feeling like youâre about to suffocate. âUm, so,â you say softly, âThank you for coming tonight. We hope it was up to your expectations.âÂ
You gave him another small smile and went to turn around butâ
âWait,â He said, grabbing your arm with the most gentle touch you have ever felt. You looked at his hand and then back at him, eyes slightly widened. âMay I have your name?â He asked with a smile.
You could feel your heart skipping a beatâsomething youâll bitch at yourself for later tonight. âI think thatâŠâ you turned to face him and gave him a coy smile that didnât reach up to your eyes, âyou and I both know I canât give that to you.âÂ
Now, itâs not that you were hiding. You would gladly give him your name exceptâ
It was about protecting yourself from Jae. It felt like he owned your own name. Jae was very keen on keeping you all to himselfânot even wanting to let others breathe your air.Â
You can see his face slightly drop but kept smiling. âBut,â you stepped closer fingertips lightly brushing against his chest, trailing down the smooth fabric of his suit until it hovered just above the top of his belt, âit was lovely meeting you⊠Mr. Jeong.â You murmured as you looked up at him with your lips curling into a teasing smile.
But before you could take a step back, his hand caught yours, once more, âSomething tells me this wonât be the last time Iâll be seeing you.â He said in a low voice, laced with certainty.
His eyes bore into yours, a smirk on his lips.Â
You let out a small scoff as the smile remained on your lips. You then slipped your hand out of his grasp, turning on your heels as you walked to the curtains.Â
His eyes stayed fixed on you until you disappearedânot bothering to glance back at him. He stayed there for a moment. The ghost of your touch lingered in his hand.Â
No one has ever made him feel so intrigued like how you have. Especially in such a short time like this. Yes, he has gotten dances before but something about you⊠he canât pinpoint it.Â
âWho are you?â He murmured to himself.
He then straightened up, âHer name,â his voice low and sharp. âFind it.âÂ
You wonât give it? Okay.Â
He will just find it first.Â
One of his men stepped forward, nodding once before disappearing.Â
Soon another one stepped forward, âSir, the car is ready.âÂ
He didnât move at first, keeping his gaze on the curtainâwanting to open it and find you. He adjusted his cuffs on his suit sleeve and nodded, âVery well. Letâs go.â He turned around and headed to the entrance of the club.
His girls quickly dropped the sour faces and giggled as he propped his arms out to the side, causing them to hug his sides as they walked to the door. He glanced down at them with a mischievous smile as they whispered something to him.Â
Behind the curtain, you watched him the entire time between the narrow slits, feeling your heart race as you watched him leave. You stood up straight and let out a breath you didnât even know you were holding.
You took a few steps back and leaned against the wall. You then felt the stack of money in your hand, making you look down at itâfingers curling around it.
âMen,â you said in a whisperâbitterly, âThey really do have it all, donât they?â Your lips curl into a humorless smile.Â
â
It had been a week since that night.Â
A week since you disappeared behind the curtain, leaving Yunho behindâdrowning in curiosity and intrigue.
But no need to worry, he sure as fuck did not forget you. Not the way you were perched up on him. Not the look in your eyes. Nor the delicacy in your touch. The way you said his name.Â
Safe to say, your performanceâor rather, youâreally sealed the deal with Yunho. Which is exactly why he was back tonight.
Partly to finish some business with Jae. But most importantly⊠in hopes that he is able to see youâeven if itâs just a glimpse.Â
The lights were dimmed slightly in Jaeâs office, casting a soft glow within the room. The air was filled with strong scents of expensive cigars and champagne with the music vibrating throughout the space.
Laughter echoed within the circle as Jae clicked his glass with Yunhoâsâsome liquor spilling out from the action. Jae leaned back into the sofa with legs spread comfortably apart, taking a huge gulp.
He sighed in satisfaction as he looked at Yunho. âYour terms are fair, Yunho.â He said with a grin. He then sits up straight with a devilish smile, âYou wonât find a better deal elsewhere. Trust me.â His fingers lazily twirled the glass.
Yunho smirked as he placed his drink down onto the table, âThen we understand each other.â He said with his eyes glinting. âThatâs all I need.âÂ
Jaeâa man who wants more and more. More reach, control, and power. But, in order for that to happen he needs Yunhoâthe man with the keys in his hands. He had the contracts, network, and the leverage.
And just like thatâ
The deal was sealed. Two men gaining more power and money. And to celebrateâ?
Immediately, several girls came dressed in lingerie into the officeâtheir eyes locking onto the scattered men in the room, picking who they wanted quickly. Jae gives two girls a glint of approval with his eyes as they sit next to himâall the girls settle in beside the men, laughter blending into the atmosphere.
Yunho looks at the girls who draped their legs over his. Watching how they quickly went to work when one girl slowly undid the top of his buttoned up shirt, caressing his exposed skin while the other rubbed his arm.
His expression was unreadable at the sight of them. âThey seem to follow your lead without question.â Yunho said smoothlyâcalculated. He flickered his gaze to Jae, âIs that loyalty or⊠good training?âÂ
Jae lifts his eyebrow when he flickered his eyes to Yunho, the corner of his mouth twitching, âWell, you know how it is,â He smirks.
Actually, Yunho didn't, but proceeded with your stupidity.Â
âLoyalty isnât given. Itâs bought. Broken. And rebuilt.â He looks at the girl wrapped in his arms, smiling, âAinât that right, baby?âÂ
Yunho watched as Jae kissed the girlâs neck, making her laughâa little too high. A little too fake. Yunho saw the way the girl tensed up her shoulders, how she looked at the floor, dead inside, before laughing in fear.Â
Then Jae gets a thought.Â
He looks at Yunho, removing himself from the girlâs neck. âWhy?â He smirked, âDid someone catch your eye?âÂ
âWell,â Yunho said in a low voice. âItâs hard to ignore someone who doesnât want to be seen.â He reaches down for his drink and takes a sip.Â
Jae furrowed his eyebrows, trying to understand who it was that he was speaking about. Then his eyes light up, snapping his finger when it hits himâ
âYou must be talking about, Y/N.â He lets out a small laugh.Â
He didnât flinch.Â
He already knew your name.Â
The same night he sent his men to find it, he got it. Took a little bribing but nothing a few dollar bills couldnât fix. The girls talkedâeventuallyâmade the men swear they wonât even breathe a word about this to Jae.Â
Yunho leaned back in quiet satisfaction, letting your name settle in his mind. He didnât answer back at Jae, but thatâs all Jae needed to know.Â
âDo youâŠâ Jae paused. Something dark flickered in his eyes. âWant to meet her?â He asked casuallyâtoo casually.
But his tone said otherwise. Itâs as if he was going to show off his most prized possession. Telling Yunho subliminally that you belonged to Jae. Â
Yunho stayed silent.
Didn't blink.
He remained leaning back, the corner of his mouth barely twitching as his eyes locked with Jae'sâ unreadable but speaking volumes.Â
A slow, knowing smile slowly crept on Jaeâs lips. He raised his hand and snapped his fingers, keeping his eye contact with Yunho. Instantly, one of his men appeared with readiness as he leaned down to Jaeâs level, âGo get her.â Voice was low and smooth as he whispered.Â
The man gave a curt nod, "Yes sir." And with that he slipped away.
Jae downed his drink, placing it on the glass table in front of him. âI figured you would want a closer look.â Jae said. âEventually.â His smirk widening just enough.Â
Yunho gave him a faint smirk back, remaining silent.Â
This game just started.Â
â
Finally, the night was over.
Fuck.
The music faded, stage lights dimmed, and the noise from the crowd was nothing but an echo behind you as you stepped off the stage.Â
You thanked the security who handed you your robe and quickly slipped it on as you made your way to the dressing room, exhaling after a long day of work.
You shut the door and instantly, your body ached with exhaustion. You made your way to your chair and just dropped onto it. You sighed in relief as you kicked off your heelsâflexing your sore feet, moving them in circular motions to get the circulation flow back with a slight tingling fire feeling.
You leaned back in your chair, throwing your head back as you closed your eyes for a moment. âHomeâ. It was all you can think about right now. You couldnât wait to get out of this heavy makeup with this outfit that makes you feel like your boobs are pushed up to your ears.
Slowly, you get up, winching in pain as your joints burn, limping slightly at the ache in your legs. You rolled your shoulders back, moving your head side to side as you took off your robe.Â
You started to gather your things off the counter untilâ
A sudden knock on the dressing room door snapped you back into reality as you jolted. âY/N?â Your body tensed up when you heard your name, muffled.Â
Your eyebrows furrowed in confusion, eyes shooting to the door, âBoss wants to see you.âÂ
Oh, fuck no.
You closed your eyes as your jaw tightened. You exhaled a sigh of frustration through your nose. And just like that, the ache in your body was instantly forgottenâreplaced by the heaviness settling in your chestâanger in your body.Â
You walked to the door and opened it with an attitude, âCan you tell him that Iââ
âYouâre coming.â He cuts you off, words feeling like a slap in the face. âNow.âÂ
You glared into his emotionless face. You wanted to scream but you stayed silent. You turned around, putting on those dreaded heels back on. Once you finished, you stood up and closed your eyes one last time to enjoy the final peace you had.
You turned back to the guard, who didnât even say a single word. You glared at him and he nodded, stepping to the side, waiting for you to follow him.
And you did just that.
The small peace you had was completely snatched from you.
â
Every step that led to him was a step you dreaded. This walk to his office felt longer than usual for some reason tonight. Maybe because you were just tired and wanted this night to be over.
Or because you hated him and didnât want to see Jae.
Finally, you arrived at the door. You inhaled and exhaled, getting mentally ready for whatever bullshit Jae had in store. You nodded at the guy and he opened the door for you, his hand gesturing to go inside, âHe is waiting for you.â He tells you.
You straighten your posture and take your first step inside andâ
âAh,â you heard Jaeâs voice, âthere she is!â You looked and saw Jae giving you the most wicked smile ever. He goes around the sofa and takes your hands, âmy beautiful Y/N.â He plants kisses on them.Â
 Before you could even gather your bearingsâJae grabbed your wrist and pulled you with him to the couch. He then pulls you down to his lap with a sharp tug. His hand immediately slid possessively across your waist and onto your backside, squeezing roughly.
You could barely suppress the flinch as the familiar disgust was threatening to show on your face, but you quickly pushed it downâgiving a tight smile.
You looked across from you and froze.Â
How did you not see him? Maybe thatâs why Jae was acting the way he was with you at first.Â
Yunho was watching you intently. His eyes narrowed slightly as he studied your body language. His gaze flickered to Jaeâs hand on your waistâhis expression was unreadable but the slight crease of his brow didnât go unnoticed by you.Â
Jae chuckled, âBeautiful, isnât she?â He said as he admiresâif you can even call it thatâyou. âSheâs shy at first butâonce she knows her place, she is perfect.â
Yunho gives you a faint smile, âBeautiful,â he echoed, bringing his drink to his lips, âyou got that part right.âÂ
Your breath hitchedâjust barely.Â
Did you hear that correctly?Â
Noâ
No.Â
Last time you fell for a manâs words, you ended up in this bullshit.Â
This man is just as dangerous as Jaeâif not, more.
Donât be stupid.Â
âPour me a drink, darling.â Jae said, snapping you out of your thoughts. Just like that, back to being a machine. He leaned back, arms resting on the edge of the couch.Â
You nodded as you leaned forward, grabbing the mini tongs. You placed three ice cubes into Jaeâs cupâ
âSheâs a good girl, donât you think?â He said caressing your back. You wanted to throw up from his touch as you poured his drink into the glass. âKnows how to listen. Knows when to stay quietâthatâs rare these days.â He said, looking at Yunho with a smirk.
You sat up and handed him his drink, watching how he smiled at you as he said a small thank you. Ugh, asshole. You wanted to throw the drink in his face and slap him right across.
During the interaction, you felt Yunhoâs eyes on you. âQuiet doesnât always mean obedience.â He said in a low, calm voiceâan undercurrent tone you couldnât pinpoint.Â
Your heart raced just a little faster at his response. Jae chuckled as he caressed your thigh. âSpoken like a man whoâs never trained anyone.âÂ
Trained.
That word sat heavy in your chest. You tried to keep your face neutral as you flickered your gaze to the glass Jae kept in his handâwaiting for this moment to be over quickly.Â
âSpoken like a man whoâs afraid of what happens when they think for themselves.â Yunho answers back as he finishes his drink, placing it on the table as he stares down Jae.Â
His words ran a fucking shiver down your spineâfighting to not look at him.Â
Jae shifted beneath youâyou can tell these words affected him. âControl is not fear.â He said smoothly. âItâs all about consistency. My girl knows that Iâve got her.â He smirks, âTherefore, she does not need to question anything. Right, baby?â He looks at you with a smile.
But before you could say anythingâ
âOr maybe she knows what happens when she does.â His words cut through the silence like a knife.
Your heart stops as you slowly look at Yunho.Â
No one has ever spoken to Jae like that.
Jaeâs voice dipped into something darker, a grin still on his face. âAre you trying to say something, Yunho?âÂ
Yunho slightly shook his head. âIâm just observing.â He said calmly. His eyes lingered on you as if it held you in place.
You knew the look in his eyesâthe type of man who commands with just a glance. This only confirms how dangerous Yunho was and you do not want to fuck with that.
Butâ
You canât help it. Something about him was tugging you towards him.Â
Was itâŠ
The way he looked at you? The way he saw the cracks through the mask? The way he made you feel human, even if it was just for a second?Â
I meanâYou donât even know man. Yet, slowly, he has undone some of your walls⊠just with words.
Waitâ
Stopâ
This was reckless.
You have to stop it.Â
You know better than to want answers. Curiosity in this world gets people killed.Â
â
It was later in the night.Â
Yunho was sitting in the back of the car with one arm slung casually along the seatâthe window cracked open as the smoke from his cigar disappeared into the night air.Â
His driver was silentâready for any command.
But Yunhoâ
He was busy.
He was watching you.
There you were. Standing outside with Jaeâwho had two of his men standing behind him. You were at the back of the club, away from curious eyes. Your coat was wrapped tightly around you, shielding you from the cold night.Â
You adjusted your purse strap on your shoulder and then crossed your arms, looking away from Jae with attitude.Â
Jae had stepped closer to youâthe argument was escalating as you looked back at him and scoffed at whatever he said, shaking your head at him in disbelief.Â
Jae just looked away from you, smoking his cigarette as he waited for you to comply with what he asked of you. You glared at him with fury in your eyes as you opened your purse, grabbing the stacks of cash and shoving it to his chest.Â
Jae stumbled back slightlyâtaken aback by your actions as he looked down at the money on the floor. He exhaled through his mouth as closed his eyes, letting out a scoff. He smirked as he looked back up at you, face written with anger.Â
âWhat do we have here?â Yunho murmured to himself as he tilted his head slightly in curiosityâthe tip of his cigarette glowed a faint red as he took a drag, casting a brief flicker of light across his face.Â
âSir?â The driver asked, looking through the mirror. But Yunho stayed silent, just keeping his eyes on you.Â
You then proceeded to tell Jae something that just sets him off, talking back at you in anger. You roll your eyes at his stupidity. Done with his bullshit, you turned aroundâ
Butâ
Then it happened.Â
Jaeâs hand shoots out and grabs your face, roughly and controlling as he leaned in, yelling something directly in your face. Yunho can faintly hear you yelling at Jae to let you go as you try removing his hands off of you.Â
There was a lot of back and forth yelling but eventuallyâ
He let go.Â
Your chest was heaving as you looked at him with fear and anger all mixed up. You adjusted your purse and turned around to walk awayâfast. But Jae tsks as he dropped his cigarette to the floor and rushed to you but only this timeâ
Itâs gentle.Â
He caught up to you and turned you around, softly. You closed your eyes as he caressed your face, him apologizing for his actions. But you arenât falling for his antics.Â
You completely tensed up as you looked away, removing his hand from your face as your lips curled in disgust from his touch. He caresses your hair and leans down, whispering something in your ear causing you to freeze and look up at him.
He steps back and walks to his car, opening up the backseat door for you. He gestures for you to enter as he gives you a smile. Yunho can see your hesitation.
He sees the way your eyes linger on the car before you slowly make your way to the car, stopping once more but eventually, you climb into the car. Jae then follows suit but before closing the door he orders one of his men to pick up the money.Â
Yunho flicked the cigarette out the window, little flicks of ember spark upon contact to the floor. Interesting, he thought.Â
âLetâs go.â Yunho told his driver.
And with that they took off, leaving Yunho curious of what just went down.
â
Itâs been a few weeks and Yunho has now become a permanent fixture within the club. But of course, it was bound to happen now they are partners.
It just means he isnât going anywhere.
You saw him more often than you wanted to.
He never once did anything to make you feel uncomfortable butâyou wonât deny the feeling that occurs within you when you two lock eyes.
You donât know what it is. Itâs unspokenâunnamed. But it weighed very heavy every time.Â
The club was darker tonight. A spotlight on you as you performed. The music was sultry, dangerousâenough to make the men holler for you as you gave them your captivating smile.
Off in the distance, Jae leaned back against the leather of the booth with a lazy smirk on his face, âShe is something, isnât she?â He said in awe of you as he watched you dance. Â
Yunho just hummed in response.Â
He leaned forward as his elbows rested on his knees, glass dangling from loose fingertips. His eyes followed your movements, feeling like he was in a trance.Â
He then looks down to the floor and ponders hard before asking, âWhat is she to you?â His voice was quiet yet it sliced through the noise.Â
Jae didnât answer immediately.
Instead, there was a pause. Both men looked at you in admirationâwell, one did. The other looked at you as a money making machine.Â
âShe is everything to me.â Jae said in a serious tone, downing his drink, letting out a satisfied sigh.Â
He then sits up with a face full of smugness. He places his cup on the table, opening up the bottle of liquor, âShe is the best thing I ever invested in.âÂ
Thing.Â
Asshole, Yunho thought as he let out a small scoff that went unnoticed.Â
Yunho looked at him with an eyebrow raised, âInvested?âÂ
Jae chuckled, tipping his glass towards the stage in faulty delight. âFound her working at a shitty diner. She was the most beautiful girl I have ever seenâŠâ He said as he zoned out, daydreaming about when he first saw you.Â
All bright smiles. Now they are all gone.Â
âWell,â Jae said, clearing his throat, snapping out of it. âI made her an offer, one where she can make real moneyâto live a little, yaâknow?âÂ
He then leans closer to Yunho, lowering his voice, âBut, letâs just say, she signed the contract without reading the fine print.â He lets out a cackle as he shoves Yunho as if he just said the funniest joke ever.
âAhhh,â he sighed happily, in a daze. âNow, she belongs to me.âÂ
Let me tell you, if looks could killâ
Jae wouldâve been dead.
Yunhoâs stare had darkened but his face just remained coldâexpressionless. He canât believe someone would do something so fucking cruel to a person who was just trying to survive.Â
âHey,â Jae said as he tapped his arm, âdo you want a closer look?â He offered you. He then places a hand on his own chest, âItâll be my personal gift to you.â He smiles at him.
He then gets serious, âBut,â he warned, âdonât get attached.â He said in a low tone. They just stared at each other before Jae bursted out into laughter making Yunho smirk back at him.
Yunho looked away from Jae and watched you finish your dance. Jae didnât bother for a response as two girls approached him and easily got distracted. Idiot, as always.Â
When you finished your set, your eyes roamed the crowdâthe room. You caught Yunhoâs eyes already looking at you and it felt as if time slowed down for the both of you.Â
But reality came striking in as the lights turned offâsnapping you right back into the moment as you disappeared behind the curtains.Â
Yunho just kept his gaze on you.Â
Little by little, things were starting to make sense to him.
â
 After the performance, the club was winding down. Once again, as always, right when youâre about to leaveâ
Jae.
Of course.
But this time, itâs slightly good news?Â
You stood off at the side of the bar, arms crossed tightly over your chest as you stood in your silk robe. Jae was completely leaned into your spaceâmouth near your ear, smiling as he spoke to you.
Completely blinded that he didnât notice your face was carved out in flat annoyance as you stared into an empty spaceâwondering when the fuck this conversation was over.
From the shadows, way up near Jaeâs office, Yunho had the perfect view. He saw the way Jae cupped your face, caressing it with his thumbs as if you were something so delicate he wanted to take care of.
Right.
He saw how you removed his hand with a sharp flick of your wristâcareful to not draw attention from your coworkers. Jaeâs smile faltered for half a second before snapping back into his cruel self.
He closed his hand around your arm, fingers digging into it as he guided you around the corner where the noise of the club thinned out, swallowed by the heavy walls.
He leaned in, voice low. âIâm leaving the city for a bit.â He said as he brushed a stray hair from your face.
Oh?
âBusiness things, you wouldnât understand.â He said condescendingly, making you exhale deeply. âYou see, there are some things I have to finish now that Yunho is onboard with us.âÂ
You stayed still.Â
Silent.Â
Jaeâs mouth curled into a smirk. His hand lifted your chin to face him, âAnd since Iâm leaving, Iâm trusting you with a little responsibility, mmh?âÂ
You raised an eyebrow at him. âWhat is it?âÂ
His hands slide around your waist, bring you close to him as he sways you two a little bit. âTake care of our new partner, yeah? I want you to show him why we are the best in the business.â
Your stomach twisted.
âBut,â his eyes darkened. âDonât get any fucking ideas. Do you understand me?â
You nodded as you swallowed down your nerves. âGood.â He said smiling. âI donât know when Iâll be back butââ
He leans in slightly.
âDonât give me a reason to come back early, alright?â He then gives you a patronizing little tap under your chin before walking off, leaving you standing there.
Yunho watches as you stand there, letting Jaeâs words sink in your mind.
Slowly, he starts to back up into the shadowsâdisappearing just in time as you flickered your gaze up to the third floor where Jaeâs office was, feeling someone looking at you.
But no one was there.
â
Jae has been gone for some time now and quite frankly it has been⊠peaceful.
Everything seems to flow with ease now. The club seems vibrant with good energy. The girls seemed happier and actually laughed more. Security seemed relaxed, less tense than normalâeverything just seemed lighter.Â
As if everyone can breathe.Â
Why is that, you may ask?
Yunho was the complete opposite of Jae.Â
He earned the respect of people without raising his voice or barking out orders.Â
And the girls? Well, they noticed it.
They laughed more when he was around, joked with him in between setsâhell, even the newest ones felt safe enough to talk to him about issues they had. Something no one ever bothered doing with Jae.
Itâs like he was always surrounded by them. Comfortable enough to drape themselves over him, flock to him, hooking arms around his shoulder or arms as they whispered things into his ears that made them giggle in the process.
They craved his attentionâhis gentle touch. A small piece of him. But it was understandableâwe never had this type of figure in our lives at the clubâitâs almost as if he was something the club itself was missing.Â
And you would see how he would let them.Â
Let them play their games. Pour his drinks. Caress his whole body.Â
You also saw how he would lean in, whispering sweet nothings to them making them turn shy under his stare. How the girls would send glances at each other before standing up, grabbing his hand as they tugged him to one of the many private roomsâwhere fantasies would roam.Â
Butâ
You maintained your distance.Â
Youâre not falling for his anticsâhis bullshit. I mean, letâs focus on the facts here; heâs just like Jae.Â
You tell yourself, âlook away, it's not worth it.â
Butâ
Something always pulls you back.
You did look
Every time.
Every night, he would run off and disappear with different girls.Â
You had no clue what the hell would happen behind the closed doors but with the way they came out with makeup smudged, faces flushed, giddy as they adjusted their clothes, and fixing their hair said enough.Â
And Yunho? Untouched.Â
And yetâ
No matter how much you try to avoid him, despite Jae's orders, he somehow manages to find your eyes through the crowdâevery single time.Â
It never fails to make your heart race or breath hitch.
Like take tonight for exampleâ
Finally, you finished your set and you just wanted to count your money and go. You were behind the bar, stacking up your cash tips into neat piles but your hands were trembling slightly.Â
Your fingers would fumble when you looked up to grab a glanceâwanting to know if he was still looking.Â
And he was.
He leaned against the wall with his arms crossed, his stare was unreal to relentless. Feeling conflicted and frustrated with how easily you let him affect youâ
You dropped your money and sighed, leaning on the counter as you closed your eyes, exhaling. You ended up gathering your money in one pile and decided to just count it in the dressing roomâwhat you shouldâve done in the first place.
You gave him one last lookâslight annoyance written on to which he returned with a small smirk as you disappeared into the dressing room.Â
His stare felt like it whispered, Iâll see you. Soon.
â
The following night, you were in the dressing room with the rest of the girlsâshift change.Â
But not for you, you have been here the whole day.Â
Some girls were wiping off their makeup and talking out loud about some handsy, cheap men, gaining some laughs from some girls as they made jokes over it. Some focused on getting dressed as they prepared for the night.
You sat at your vanity, tugging your zipper open on your makeup bag, grabbing your setting spray. You softly chuckled at the ongoing conversations from the girls as you took off the cap from the bottle and sprayed your face, waving your hand to help the skin soak in the liquid.
Once that was settled, you adjusted the straps of your outfit back onto your shoulderâhands moving on autopilot to adjust, tighten, apply.Â
Just as you were about to take off your heels to let your feet breathe for a secondââHey,â your coworker leaned around the corner of your mirror, âYouâre booked. Private dance. Room 11.â She said lazily chewing gum, voice casual.
You let her words sink in as you felt your sore body crying, complaining at her words. You exhaled slowly through your nose as you nodded at her words, giving her a forced smile, âGot it.âÂ
She flashed you a wink and disappeared around the corner. You sat there for a second longer, staring at your reflection. You mentally tell yourself âyou can do itâ as you get up, roll your shoulders and head out the room with some girls telling you good luck as you give them a small smile.Â
â
You approached room 11 and stopped in front of it. You gave your body a little shaky to wake yourself up and exhale once. You steadied your hand into a fist, knocking twice.Â
âCome in.âÂ
You turned the knob and pushed the door open, stepping into the dimly lit private room. The heavy door thudded close behind you, muting the club's music into a dull vibration against the wall.Â
Oh my godâ
There he was.
Yunho.Â
His legs were crossed at the kneeâan arm draped lazily along the back of the chair while the other rested on the curve of his thigh with a glass of dark liquor dangling loose in his grasp.Â
He didnât move.
He didnât speak.
He just watched you through the huge mirror in front of him. A slow smirk curved his lips while you two stared at one another.Â
Internally, you were scaredâshitless. You wanted to turn around and leave but Jaeâs words haunted you. You had no time to slack offâ
You leaned casually against the door frame, âMr. Jeong,â a sweet, coy smile appeared on your face. âWhat can I do for you?â You purred, voice like honey.
His smile only widenedâdarkly. You pushed yourself off the door, ignoring the way your heart raced as your heels softly clicked towards himâwalking around the room.Â
A predator's arc.
You let your finger trail lightly across the back of the leather sofa behind him until you stood directly behind him. Your hands slide down his chest, palms ghosting over his broad shouldersâall light and teasing.Â
You lowered your head slightly, just enough for him to feel the whispers of your breath against his skin. âYou know,â you murmured, voice dropping to a sultry tone. âI was wondering when you were going to come to me.âÂ
You felt the way his body tensed but barely. It was controlled within seconds.
Finallyâ
After what felt like foreverâ
He spoke. âI want you tonight.â His voice was low and smoothâunrushed. âJust for me.âÂ
âAll to myself.â He smirked. You felt the floor crumbling under your feet just by his words.
 He tilted his head up just enough to glance at you over his shoulder. âYou understand me,â he said as he caught your eyes. âDonât you, Y/N?â
Hearing your name come from his mouth made your knees slightly buckle.Â
The room felt smaller nowâhotter even. You felt your heartbeat hammering in your ears.
âI understand.âÂ
You smiled at him as your hands moved around the chair, humans saying with a practiced roll. You deliberately dragged your fingertips across his chest as you circled him and stood in front of him.
You hooked your finger under his chin and made him look up at you, âSoâŠâ you whispered, voice dipping into something darkâintimate. âWhat are you willing to do to get what you want?âÂ
He said in full confidence, âAnything.â
That smirk remained on your face, âAnything?â You repeated as you tilted your head. He nods once at you.
âMm.â You hummed in amusement as you let go of his face, taking a step back. The way his legs spread out just enough seemed to invite you inâbut not enough to beg.Â
His eyes burned into your figure, waiting for your next move. You turned around and walked to the speakerâpurposely leaning down to press the button of the speaker, showcasing your curves.Â
He lets out a quiet chuckle at your action, taking a sip of his drink before placing it off to the side.
And just like thatâ
The music played.Â
You walked to the center of the room, sliding down to your kneesâmaintaining that eye contact with him. You slowly crawled on all fours to him until you were between his legs. Your hands gently caressed his strong thighsâ
Moving them up and down a few times before you use his thighs to help yourself upâyour hands finding the hard plane of his chest, giving him a push.
He lets you force him back deeper into the chair with a soft thud, smirk flickering at the edges. You swung one leg over him, straddling his lap with a slow roll of your hips that barely skimmed hisâjust enough for him to feel the unbearable heat trapped between your thighs.Â
You settled on him deliberately, your weight featherâlightâteasing as your thighs squeezed around his hips.Â
You leaned in, mouth brushing against the shell of his ear, letting your breath ghost over his skin until you felt the sharp inhale he tried to hide.Â
Here goes nothing.
âTell me youâre mine, Mr. Jeong,â you murmured to himâvoice dipped in velvet sin. You rolled your hipsâslow.
Controlled.
You felt him slightly tensed at your actions causing you to look back at his face. Your fingers reached up to his hairâjust enough to make him obey.
âBut look at me when you say it.âÂ
His breath hitchedâfuck.Â
We are just getting started and he already feels in heaven with you.Â
âYoursââ His voice was low and strained, distracted by your slow grinding. âIâm yours.âÂ
You smirked at him as you tugged his head back, just enough to expose his neck. Your fingertips traced from the tip of his chin down to his chestâbarely a touch.
He bit his lower lip in delightâhands twitching at his sides, aching to touch you but you moved faster than he couldâ
âOh,â you scolded, voice teasing, âMr. Jeong. Keep those hands to yourself.â You smirked at him as you grabbed his face gently, bringing his head to eye level with yours. âWouldnât want to get in trouble.âÂ
Although you held that smileâinside, your walls were still up.
This was just a fantasyâa role you were just playing. And this man did not belong in your reality.Â
His lips parted slightlyâa low growl rumbling deep from within his chest. You silenced him with a single finger pressed against his mouth, âshh,â you whispered, giving him a faint smileâjust enough to keep in control of the moment. âDonât worry. Youâll get a taste⊠eventually..âÂ
Your eyes darkened as you removed your finger from his lips, using that same hand to drag it down your body. Over the swell of your breasts. Down the curve of your waist. Moving with a slow, deliberate arch of your back that made your core pulse with need as you grind shading him again.Â
Instinctively, his hand shot upâdesperate to feel you more. But you smacked it away with a sharp crack against his wristâthe noise cuts through the room, making his jaw flex harder.Â
You grabbed his face firmly with one hand, forcing him to look at you. âI said no touching.â You warned him, your tone in pure dominance. Â
His breath caught in his throat as your grip tightened on his jaw. There was a pause between you two as his eyes flickered between yours.
 Untilâ
âThat look in your eyes,â his tone was deadly, âI know you only get like that with me.âÂ
You paused at his words. Your brain short circuits for a secondâ
But youâre quick with words.Â
You let out a small laugh, leaning as your mouth hovers over him, your eyes narrowing with the faintest smirk on your lips. âYou must think youâre special.âÂ
You let the words hang there, your lips inches from his. Then you pulled back, in control of the moment. âDonât mistake the fantasy for something real, Mr. Jeong.âÂ
You wonât fall for his charms.Â
His voice.Â
His eyes.
You wonât fall for his act.
Heâs just like Jae.Â
You wonât be stupidâNot again.Â
Yunhoâs gaze devoured you. His pupils were blown wide, jaw clenched so tight you could practically feel the restraint vibrating off him.
He stays silent.Â
And thenâ
That smirk again. Itâs like he can see through you. Itâs as if he knew something you didnât dare to say out loud.
Your fingers were the first too moveâ
Eyes still locked on one another.Â
You reached for his dress shirt. Undoing one button. Then another. Slow, no rush. Your touch brushed against the heat of his skin with every pass.
When the fourth button slipped free, you shifted closerâyour body brushing his. Your lips hovered over his skin, pressing soft kiss just beneath his collarboneâ
Right over his heart.Â
Your lips press kissing trailing up to beneath the ear. âTell me,â you whispered, âdoes it still feel real?âÂ
Yunho threw his head back, making a soft thud with the she of the sofa as he fluttered his eyes close with delight. He let out a low, desperate groan that growled deep from within his chest. âShitâ. He whispered.Â
You felt him twitch underneath youâfor the first time feeling helpless. His hands flexed into fists, trying to restrain from touching you as he kept letting out broken, low groans.Â
Your hands dragged slowly down his chest, fingertips gliding over his skin until they reached his thighsâthick and tense beneath your touch.Â
You began to rub them in a slow, tormenting rhythmâup, down, up againânever rushing. Your thumbs brushed dangerously close to his throbbing bulge, straining against his slacks.
He inhaled sharplyâhe twitched as his chest heaved, head still thrown back as he now gripped the edge of the sofa.
You felt itâthe way he was eager to know what you were going to do next.Â
And just when you knew he was about to breakâ
You stood up and backed awayâleaving him with the ghost of your touch.
He let out a wrecked, frustrated groan as he snapped his head up at youâpupils blown wide, completely dazed out as he panted hard.
His eyes tracked your every move like he couldnât believe this shit. You really walked away from him. Fuck.Â
You turned your back to him, hips swaying with a deadly rhythm. You knew his eyes were locked on you.
You ran a hand through your hair, then glanced back over your shoulderâjust enough to catch him watching. And you winkedâcausing him to let out a scoff in disbelief.
Crossing the room, you approached the silver pole in the center of the mini stage. You turned, leaned your back against the cool metal, arching into it with feline grace.
It was cold against your skin but you didnât flinch. This was your moment.Â
You threw your head back, exposing the curve of your neck as your chest rose and fell with every breath you took. One hand slide up to your throat, letting out a moan as you squeeze it gentlyâ
Then gliding both hands over your breast, looking at him as you give a soft, purposeful squeeze before trailing them down the sides of your waist with fluid motion.Â
Across the room, Yunho shifted in his seatâfeeling like his clothes were getting tight, air was thinningâhe felt like he was suffocating.
He grabbed his drink and brought it to his lips, fucking taking a gulp trying to control himself. His eyes never left youâthey were locked on you.Â
Dark. Frustrated. Barely blinking.
You smiled to yourself, remaining quiet.Â
Your fingers slid down the hem of your top, dragging the fabric upwardâslow and teasingâpeeling it off inch by inch until you finally lifted it over your head in a fluid motion, dangling in your hand until you dropped it beside you.
The soft lace of your bra hugged your skin perfectly. The swell of your breast showing the rising and falling with each breath.
You let him absorb every inch of you.
You then do a 180 twirl on the pole and face the mirror. Your vision adjusts on his eyes as you smirkâslowly, you bent forward, hands trailing down the back of your thighs.
They glide over the curves of your calves as your ass arches up high in the air. You stood up with a sensual roll of your hips. Thenâ
Your thumbs slipped into the waistbands of your shortsâdangerously dragging them down.Â
Just slow enough to feel every inch of the fabric as it slid over your hips, down your thighs, past your knees⊠until they pooled around your feet in a soft heap.
You stepped out of them, now standing in nothing but a delicate lace bra and matching thong.
You felt him. There was no need to look at him.
The way the air had thickenedâthe way his breathing faltered behind you.
He was dying in that seat.
And you werenât done yet. Nope.Â
You turned your headâjust slightly. Just enough to glance over your shoulder.Â
The corner of your mouth lifted into the softest, cruelest smile when you saw the sight of himâ
Jaw clenched. Eyes dark. Chest rising and falling with uneven breaths. Completely wrecked.Â
Then you moved againâslow, dangerous, with a rhythm, turning around to face him.
Just then, you let your fingers trail down your stomach, throwing your head back as you bite your lower lip.
You lower and hover right at the thought of something completely unholyâ
The music stopped.
Room fell into silence as you lifted your head and looked at him.Â
No one spoke.
Until you did, giving him a smile, âWe are finished here.â You say softly as you walk to the robe hanging on the wall.Â
He didnât move at first. Just sat thereâshirt half unbuttoned, chest rising and falling like heâd been holding his breath during the whole performance.Â
Then his chair scraped back slightly as he leaned forward, elbows on his knees, voice low and raw. âWhat the hell just happened?âÂ
He wasnât angryâjust wrecked.
You turned your head to him, tying your robe, âA performance.â You said smoothly, walking up to him. âDid you enjoy it, Mr. Jeong?â
He remained silent and brokenâwrecked, disbelief. He sat there fuming and aching, wondering where the fuck did time go.Â
You smiled, politely, and reached for his cup. âIâll get you another one, sir.â You offered as you headed towards the minibar.
It was a habit. You did it for Jae. You did it for clients. Nothing more.Â
Yunho stood up and adjusted the buttons on his shirt, shaking his head as he let out a broken chuckleâhe didnât know if to laugh or curse. He turned his head to you and watched as you made his drink, ice clinking softly as you poured.
âHow do youâŠâ His voice was rough and low, âturn it off so quickly?â
You see glass down on the counter, feeling your hands shake as you try to calm down your rushing heartbeat. âWhat do you mean, Mr. Jeong?â You asked him, tilting your head in confusion.
There was a pause as he looked at you. He reached for his drink without looking at itâstill trying to piece together what just happened.
He gives a small smile, slightly shaking his head. âNothing. Doesnât matter.âÂ
But there was something that flickered behind his eyesâsomething you couldnât pinpoint.Â
You slowly gave him a polite smile, stepping back. âIâm just doing my job, Mr. Jeong.âÂ
But his eyes were still on youâquiet, unreadable.
âYou know,â he said, taking a sip of his drink, âyou can call me Yunho.âÂ
You maintained a professional smile. âOf course, Mr. Jeong.â You said it softlyâsweetly even.Â
But it hit Yunho harder than a slap.
âI hope you have a good night.â You tell him as you walk around him, getting ready to leave the room as your heels click on the floor.
But thenâ
Thud
You froze mid-step.
The sound cracked through the roomâloud and final. He had the final power move.Â
Your heart jumped, slamming against your ribcage. You tell yourself to not turn around butâslowly, you did, internally cursing at yourself.
Two thick stacks of money sat on the barâs counter. Tossed like they meant nothing, but to you it meant everything. Your eyes lifted to him.
He hadnât moved. He stayed watching you.Â
âI know why youâre here.â His voice was low. âThat night outside of the clubâI saw you and Jae.âÂ
Your breath caught as you slightly stepped back, eyes widening. âI saw you handing him all of your money.â He said as takes one step towards you.
You looked at the floor franticallyâbreathing a little bit heavier. You felt embarrassed right now, humiliated. Your eyes shot to him, âThat doesnât concern you.â You said in a cold tone.
He ignores your tone and steps closer to you. âYouâre right, youâre right...â He shrugs and stops as he looks into your eyes. âBut no one deserves to be treated like that.âÂ
You didnât look away.Â
Just stood there in silence. Letting his words wash over you. His words come back, getting you out of your thoughts, âThis is what youâre going to do,âÂ
He reaches for one of the stacks and slides it across the counter towards you, âYouâll give this one to Jae.â He pauses and then he picks up the other stack and hands it to you, âAnd this oneâyou keep. Spend it however you want.âÂ
You stare at the money, feeling your pulse ring in your ears. âI canât.â Your voice barely above a whisper.Â
âYou can.â Yunho said with his tone unwaveringâexpression unreadable.Â
You shook your head, âNo.â You said taking a step back, âI donât want it.â Your breath was shallow as you turned around, feeling the room spin.
Your heart was racing, palms were sweaty. You placed your hand on your heart as you closed your eyes, trying to calm down the spinning in your head. You didnât notice how fast you were breathing until Yunho stepped in front of you.
âHey, hey.â He said softly as he took your hands, gently to ground you. âItâs okay.âÂ
Your eyes shoot to him. âYou donât understand.â You tell him as you swallow to moisten your dry throat, âJae will find out. You donât know the things he will do once he does. He watches everythingâHeâll know. Heâll know Iâm hiding moneyââ
âHe wonât find out.â He cuts you off gently. He held your gaze as he cups your face, âThis stays between you and me. Okay?âÂ
You didnât speak.
You just nodded. Small.
âOkay.â He said in a whisper as he gave you a small smile.Â
You didnât notice it but this was the first crack in your maskâyour first moment of trust in him.Â
Then, without another word, Yunho lets go of your face and takes a step back, keeping that small smile before heading out the room.Â
There was no glance over his shoulderâjust straight out the room.Â
You stood there for a moment.Â
Frozen.
âWhat the fuck just happened?â You whispered to yourself. Your breathing calmed, everything steadied. How did he do that so easily?Â
When you finally were able to move, your body moved on autopilot. You reached for the door, pulling it openâcool air from the club spilled in, brushing your exposed skin. Your eyes searched for himâwhy? You donât fucking know why.
But when you didâ
Across the club, already halfway to another private room. Two girls happily pull him inside as he gives them a smirk, one of them stopping to whisper into his ear as he wraps his arm around her waist for support.Â
But thenâ
He looks back at you. A quick tilt of his head, barely noticeable.
Your stomach drops. You werenât sure what that look meant, but you canât deny what you felt from it.
Soon enough he disappears as the door closes. You stood there, still gripping the knob of the door. Slowly you stepped back into the room and shut the door, turning to leaning on it.
Your eyes then dropped to the money on the counter. Your jaw tightened. You didnât move. Just stared at it. You didnât want anything from him butâ
You sighed as you pushed yourself off the door. As you approached the money, your hand hesitatingly grabbed them.
You hated yourself for a second.Â
But this was the only choice you had.  Â
â
It was a new night.
The lights were blinding, bass pulsed through your body, crowd was loudâ
One thing that stood out from everything was how you felt before you saw him. The way everything faded the moment your eyes locked on him.
Yunho.
In the VIP section again. Legs spread out, shoulders relaxed, one hand resting on his thigh, the other lazily cradling a drink he hadnât touched.
Watching you on stage.Â
Your body moved on muscle memory. You knew this set like the back of your handsâhands know where to go, how your hips should sway.
But tonight, everything felt⊠different.
Something along the lines of intimate.Â
Your eyes flickered in his direction when they were suppose to stay closed, hips rolling a second longer, fingers sliding across your skin a little too slowâ
Hey, what are you doing?Â
Stop it.Â
You know better. You know better than to give him a show.
But you did.
Somehow, you always did.
He could feel every thought passing through your head, every skip in your breathâitâs like he can read you.Â
And thenâ he smiled.Â
The faintest pull on his lips. Like he owned the way your body shifted in movements.
Your breath hitched, turning your eyes back to the crowd as you ached your back against the pole. Fuck. Get your shit together. You think to yourself as you collect yourself.Â
The music pounded as bills flew off of handsâloud cheers but you didnât register it.Â
Because one name cuts through your mind like a knife; Jae.
Your chest tightened. Suddenly the air didnât feel electricâit felt dangerous. Your movements snapped back to routine.
You finished the set.Â
But as you slid off the stage and stepped behind the curtain, heart pounding and knees weak, all you could think was that he saw it. He saw the way you messed up when you looked at him. Even deep in thought as you were up there.Â
You just wanted to go home.
Butâ
You just wanted to know why the fuck you were heading towards Yunho.
What the fuck are you doing, Y/N?Â
You kept telling yourself to stop.Â
You told yourself to keep that distance.Â
And yetâ
One step.
Two steps.Â
One after another. The sounds of your heels against the floor felt louder than the music.
He was still there, seated. Relaxed. Confident. Watching the next performance.
Always watching.Â
You hate the way your stomach flipped inside at the sight of him. You hated the way your body reacted towards him.Â
Why were you going to him? You donât owe him anything. You donât talk to him. You donât trust him. You canât.Â
You should just stop and turn around, forget this even happened.Â
Five more steps.
His eyes lifted and locked onto yours. Your breath stuttered. You were close nowâno turning back.
Your mouth parted to say somethingâmaybe a greet? Come up with a half assed minuscule complaint that you can just deal with on your own?Â
You had no clue.
But suddenlyâ Jaeâs voice echoed in your head. âDonât get any fucking ideas.âÂ
And for once, you agreed with the possessive, power-drunk asshole.Â
You were not going to get any ideas, even if your body betrayed you.
Your throat closed around the words you didnât even know what you were going to say.Â
You clenched your jaw, swallowed the lump in your throat and just turned around.Â
You didnât even look back.
Yunho leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees as he gnawed on his lower lip, curious as to what you were going to do as he watched you disappear behind the curtain.Â
â
It was later at night and the crowd had thinned out, lights were dimmedâand you were exhausted.Â
You saw in the farthest boothâaway from the noise, away from stares, away from him. You did check your surroundings and didnât spot him anywhere. You sat down with a sigh of relief as you counted the stack of bills resting in your lap.
On autopilot. Barely present.
Your fingers moved, but your mind was miles away. You wonder if he left already or is in a private dance with some girlsânot that you care.
Just focus on you and everything will be okay.Â
You were halfway through rolling a band around a few bills when a shadow stopped at your table. You looked up and saw it was one of the new girls, standing in front of you with a cold bottle of water.
You tilted your head, âOh?â You were confused as you reached out and grabbed it from your hands. ââŠThank you?â You gave her a small smile.
âYouâre welcome!â She said brightly with a little smile. âYou⊠didnât ask for one, right?âÂ
You shook your head slowly, confused. âNo. I didnât.â
She grinned like she knew something you didnât. âI know.â She beamed. âSomeone wanted me to give it to you.â
Your heart skipped, taken aback. âWho?â
But she just winked and turned, heels clicking as she walked away without another word. Your eyes flicked to the bottle and then you saw itâ
A napkinâ
Folded neatly beneath the water, pressed flat under the condensation. You peeled it free with careful fingers.
For your hard work tonight. âJ
Your throat tightened as your eyes slightly widened. Your head shot up as you scanned the room with too much urgency.Â
And you spotted himâ
Outside of Jaeâs office on the third floorâhalf in the shadow. He raised his glass to you. A silent acknowledgement.
You looked back down at the note, trying to ignore the way your heart fluttered from his gesture.Â
But you couldnât ignore the fact that he saw you for you. Not as a toy or machine or dancer⊠but you.
And in all honestyâyou didnât mean to keep it.Â
Seriously, you didnât.Â
It was just a napkin.
So how did it end up in your purse?Â
You were sitting in your vanity, fully dressed in your sweats to go home, taking off the makeup before you left. Once you were done, you reached into your purse for your keys but felt something soft, causing you to take it out with furrowed eyebrows.
Itâs crumpled a little now from being cooped up in your purse. You looked around and saw that you were alone in the room then read the simple words again.
For your hard work tonight. âJ
You stared at it like it had something more to say.Â
But it was just a note.Â
He treats all the girls like this, maybe even more.Â
But your fingers fold it gentlyâdelicatelyâlike something fragile. Like something worth keeping. You then tucked it back in your purse.
You reached over to turn off the light on your vanity but before you did that, you stared at your own reflection, whispering. âGet a grip.âÂ
With that you turned it off and headed on home.
Where you reread that note on the napkin a few times before drifting to sleepânapkin on your chest.
â
You were on bar duty that night.Â
The bottles clinked as you restocked the top shelf, lips pursed in quiet annoyance as you felt a cramp forming in your shoulder from extending your arm too far.Â
You stretched your neck to the side as you rolled your shoulder backwards to quickly release the pressure. Besides the pain in your shoulderâtonight was a good night.
First things first, no heels.Â
Secondly, no drunk men harassing you or any of the usual chaos.Â
But most importantlyâNo Yunho.Â
It was just your and your space with the low hum of the steady music and peace.
But you spoke too soon.
âHey,â One of the girls called out as she leaned over the counter, adjusting her top in the mirror behind the bar as she chewed her gum, âyou got a booking.â
You blinked.Â
Like hell you do.Â
âIâm not on rotation.â You didnât bother to look upâjust kept polishing the glass in your hand.
She smirked, âYeah, well, now you are.âÂ
You placed the cup down, her smirk quickly dropping as you looked at her. âWho is it?â You asked.Â
She blinked innocentlyâtoo innocent. She shrugged, âDidnât say.â
Bullshit.Â
You can see the lie in your eyes.
But just as you were going to confront her, another dancer strolled in, heels dangling from her fingers like dead weight.
She tossed them on the bar as she sat on the stool, leaned her elbows against the counter and grinned at you.
âWhoever it is, paid in cash.â She paused, looking around and then leaned in closer to you causing the other girl to lean in as well to hear her. âThey also tipped enough to cover someoneâs rent for two days.âÂ
The other girl gasped as she popped her bubblegum. âWhat?!â She exclaimed as the other one just nodded at her words. âBitch, youâre so lucky.âÂ
You gave them a deadpan look.
Lucky is something you are far from.Â
You scoffed as you rolled your eyes, wiping down the counter. âWell, whoever it isââ you paused as you narrowed your eyes at them, âIâm not doing it.âÂ
The girls exchanged a look before bursting out into laughterâloud and unapologetic. âYou say that like you have a choice.â The barefoot one said as she got off the stool and winked at you as she scooped up her heels.
They both walked away, not bothering to hear a response from you.Â
You stare at the hallway then at the bar top. Letâs just get this over with.Â
â
You shouldâve fucking known.Â
There he was.
Yunho.
Sitting in the center chair like it was and for himâlegs spread, arms draped over the sides, head tilted slightly like heâd already been waiting for hours, but he didnât care. He would wait for you.Â
His gaze dragged up your body, slow and heavy. âThought you weren't going to come.â His voice was low.
You raised an eyebrow, taking small steps to him, âI didnât realize I was expected.â You replied in a neutral toneâbut you could hear the tightness in it.
Yunho smiled. âIâve been waiting for you.â
You hesitatedâjust a flickerâand his eyes caught it.
 Why does he have to say it like that? Why does he say things like this to you? Why does it affect you so much?Â
You turned your back to him as you untied the robe, letting it drop to the floor. You could feel his stare on you as goosebumps arose on your skin.Â
You stepped into the center of the room, âThen I hopeâŠâ you paused as you finally looked at him face to face, âI donât disappoint you.âÂ
He didnât move. Didnât speak, just watched. There was no way to describe the emotions Yunho was going through as you looked him in the eyes.
You walked until you stood between his legs, lifting your hand up at him.Â
His gaze flickered to it, a brow lifting in amusement but he didnât move.Â
He sat there, motionless.Â
He knew exactly what he was doing. He wanted to make you suffer just a little.Â
Was he going to accept it or not?
But thenâ
He reached out.
Sliding his large and warm hand into yours, fingers curling up. The contact sent heat spiraling up your arm. You gave him a soft smileâcontrolled and measuredâgently tugging him up.Â
He smirked as he rose up, letting you lead him. His gaze never left yours as you guided him to the center of the room.Â
The look behind his eyesâit was something unreadable. It burned slowly, deep, and dangerous. You donât know why his eyes felt different, compared to Jae. Compared to the many men you have met.
When you reached the spot, you stopped. His chest is a few inches from yours. Your hands slide up his suit jacket, over his firm chest. You then slide them downâuntil they paused just above his belt.Â
You look up at him, eyes twinkling. Your arms reach over his shoulders as you hover over his mouth, âI want you to get on your knees.â You whispered. âMr. Jeong.âÂ
A beat of silence.
You waited for rejection. For the challenge. For the smirk that always meant game over.
But what came insteadâ
Was surrender.
A slow shake of his head, that smile curling at the edges almost as if saying you have no idea what youâre doing.Â
Thenâ
He stepped back twice, still looking at you, and he dropped to his knees. You smiled down at him as you took out pretty pink handcuffs from your back pocket as it dangled on your finger, âHands behind your back.â You lightly teased.Â
He didnât hesitate or asked why. His hands slid behind him, interlacing at the small of his back as you began to slowly circle.
Your fingers traced across his broad shouldersâlight, deliberateâlike you were trying to memorize him through touch alone.
He stayed still. Relaxed.
Waiting.
You crouched behind him, your body close but not touchingâhovering. Your lips close enough behind his neck as your breath fanned on it.Â
One hand reaches forward, slipping around the front of his neck, finger played across his throat. The other slid up to jaw, gripping just enough to make his lips part.
In the mirror across the room, you saw his reflectionâon his knees, chest slightly heaving as he waited desperately for your next move while you were in control of this moment.
You leaned in, your breath a whisper against the shell of his ear. âWhy are you so quiet, Mr. Jeong?â
He didnât answer.Â
But the shiver that ran down his spine told you everything.
You smiled and pressed your thumb under his jaw, gently tilting his head back. âAlways looking at me with loud eyes,â you murmured, âyet your mouth has gone quiet.â
You scoffed a quiet smirk against his cheek. You then reached down and with a soft click, you fastened the cuffs around his wrists.Â
âOr is this what shuts you up?â Your voice dropped to something darkerâdangerous. âA woman touching you like this? Someone who you canât control?âÂ
And for a secondâjust a second, he didnât breathe.Â
Then he chuckled.Â
Low and deep.
âYouâre playing a dangerous game, Y/N,â he said, voice sounding strained but steady. âYou think me being quiet means surrender.â His gaze lifted to the mirror, looking into your eyes, âBut it doesnât.âÂ
His lips parted in a slow, wicked smirk. âIt just means that Iâm watching you.âÂ
You could feel your heart drop.Â
You let out a silent chuckle.Â
You then stand up and circle back around to face him. You then raised your foot to his chest and pushed him back, his breath hitching at the impact to the floor.
âStill watching?â You asked him as you tilted your head to the side, smirking.Â
His eyes just went feral.Â
He couldnât speakâyou left him speechless.Â
You, too, couldn't believe what you have done as you felt your hand tremble slightlyâ
What the hell just came over you?Â
You dragged your foot off his chest and stepped over him. You sat down and straddled himâknees sinking to the cold floor on either side of him.
You lowered your hips just enough to brush his thighsâhard and straining with tension. You instantly felt his body tense under yours as he bit his lower lipâtrying to keep his composure.
You started to roll your hips, slow and sensual. This wasnât for pleasureâthis was for control. You wanted to watch him fall apart.
But your mind was screaming at you. You better stop before things get worse. His back arched at the touch of you as he inhaled and exhaled sharply, trying to not break.
So you leaned in, grabbing his face gently to face you. âYou think I mistake your silence for surrender?â Your voice was dangerously low. âYou think that being quiet means power?âÂ
You rolled your hipsâslow and deep, letting out a small laugh as he twitched under you. âIt just means youâre trying not to beg.âÂ
Your hands slid up his chest, planting them there as your body rolled with a precision that was lethal. âQuiet men are always the loudest when they come apart.âÂ
You dragged out every movement like punishment, âLetâs see how long you last.âÂ
And just like thatâ
His groan cracked in the air, thick and broken as he threw his head back. âFuck.â He whispered as his chest heaved, eyes shut tightly, body tensing.Â
Fuck, indeed.
The way he looked under you looked so ravishing that you barely caught the moan that slipped out your mouth.
Shit. You swallowed down the rest that wanted to come out down and leaned in, your lips brushing his throat. âYou look better like this.â Your voice murmured like velvet. âOn your knees. In cuffs. Beneath me.âÂ
âMuch better than the other night.âÂ
You felt it when the words hit him.Â
He knows exactly what night youâre talking about. The night he left you in that confused state with his kind act, where he looked back at you and nodded as he was being dragged into the room by the two girls.
The night you told yourself you didnât give a fuck.
âWhat a shame,â You kissed the corner of his lips, then whispered in his ear. âYou donât look nearly as desperate as them.âÂ
Fuck, the way his body reacted.
A low grunt caught in his throat as he tilted his head up slightly to look at youâhe felt like he heard something he wasnât supposed to.
Was this⊠jealousy?Â
But you masked it with a smirk, pulling back just enough to meet his eyes. You reached into your bra and pulled out a keyâdangling it off one finger.Â
âSomeone should help you finish.â Your voice was laced with a playful tone but your jaw was a little too tense. You hovered over his lips, âIâm sure one of your girls would be happy to.âÂ
You then flicked the key off to the side and got off of him, heading to the door. He sits up slowly and glares at your figure, eyebrows furrowedâyou struck a nerve. âY/N, waitââ he paused as he panted.
His eyes were burning with anger.
He doesnât fucking want them.Â
He wants you.Â
Just before your fingers touched the handle, you paused. You turned around with a half smirk, âThank you,â you said, âfor your hard work⊠Mr. J.âÂ
You didnât wait for a reaction.Â
You walked out the door not bothering to look back at him. You didnât slam the door, didnât storm outâjust remained calmed.Â
Your eyes spotted one of his girls leaned against the wallâlooking at the crowd. When she spotted you, she stood up straight, âHe is waiting for you. Go.â You didnât say it rudely, you said it like a command.
She blinked in surprise. âO-Oh. Okay.â She nodded as slipped past you, her heels clicking on the floor as she made her way to the room.Â
And as she opened the doorâ
There he was under dimly red lights in the room, still kneelingâstill cuffed. Glaring at you through the mirror. He felt wrecked, pissedâbetrayed.Â
You didnât flinch. You turned and walked away, âMaybe now heâll leave me alone.â
But you didnât even believe those words. Not one bit.
â
Tonight, you were on bar duty again and you made damn sure it was going to stay like that. You checked the board twiceâthree timesâjust in case someone wanted to change things around.Â
Tonight was actually a slow nightâThank god. You were mixing some liquor and syrup sweetener in the cocktail shaker, lost in thought.Â
You grabbed two cups and placed ice cubes in each and popped open the top of the shaker, pouring the drinks in. You then placed them on the side counter for the girls to pick them up and at the same timeâ
A ticket came in.
You sighed as you looked over the order. You placed the ticket down and turned to the wall of bottles, grabbing one of them to turn aroundâ
Only to nearly scream.
Yunho.
Sitting on the other side of the bar like heâd always been there. Legs spread as his elbows rested on the counter, watching you with a smirk.
Like nothing had happened.
As if you didn't cuff him and humiliate him with another girl walking in on him like that the other night.
Your breath caught, a soft yelp slipping out. You straightened fast, placing a hand over your chest as you slammed the bottle onto the counterâharder than you meant to.Â
âJesusââ You hissed out. âWhat are you doing? You canât just sneak up on people like that.â You tell him as you get back to work.
He waited a moment.
Just tilted his head a bit and smiled at you. âWhy?â He asked.
âDid she take the cuffs off too soon?â He teased in a low voice.
Your body stilled.Â
Glass in hand as your lips parted but nothing came out. Your grip on the bottle tightenedâbut you kept your face expressionless.Â
You then looked him dead in the eye and just dropped everything you were doing and walked away. You headed to the storage room, telling yourself to grab some random bottles to âstock upâ but really, itâs just to get away from him.
You opened the door and walked to the wall of bottles, you went for the highest shelf but couldnât reach it. Soon the air shifted as you saw his hand reaching out and grabbing it for you.
You turned around, fast, and stumbled back a bit, not realizing he was very close to you. He hands you the bottle and tilts his head, âWhy do you keep walking away from me?âÂ
You tilted your head to the side and gave him a deadpan look, âIf it was obvious, Iâm working.â You gestured to the bottles behind you and in your hand.Â
He steps a little closer. âSo was I.â His voice was low, âBut you know thatâs not what I meant.âÂ
Your breath caught at your throat.Â
You just shook your head, âIâm not doing this.â You said in a whisper as you left the room but he was hot on your steps.
âYou keep walking away, but I know you donât want to.â He tells you as you two walk down the private hallway. âI know you feel what I feel too.âÂ
You stopped in your steps and sigh, turning around to face him. âWhat makes you think that you know what I want?â You got closer to him, âWhat I feel?âÂ
He got serious as he closed the gap between you two. âBecause I know how you sound when you do.â He lifts a hand and cups your face, âThe way you react when we touch.âÂ
Your knees nearly buckled.
You closed your eyes at the warmth of his hands, letting out a soft sigh. No, no, noâ
This canât be happening.
You removed his hand and backed up.
There was a silent moment.Â
Your eyes snapped at him. âWhat do you want from me, Yunho?â Your voice was a whisper, feeling like it nearly trembled.Â
âYou look at me in a way I canât explain.â You said. âYou show up one moment and the next youâre gone. You do things to me and it makes me feel like something is there.â You gestured between the both of you.Â
You shake your head. âNo matter how much I tell myself what we have is just transactionalâjust a fantasy⊠I almost start to believe the feeling. Which is the worst part.âÂ
You donât know why youâre getting teary. You bring the back of your hand to your mouth as you clear your throat, feeling like youâre going to collapse. âI donât know you and you donât know me yet why am I getting like this?âÂ
You let out a scoff as you shake your head. You really canât believe you are actually confessing to him.Â
âBut then you know what you do? You run back to your girls. Every. Single. Fucking. Time.â You spat at him. âLike none of this matters.âÂ
He flexed his jaw. âIs that what you think?â His voice was quietâdangerously low. âYou think none of this matters to me? You think this is about them?âÂ
You let out a disbelief laugh, âAre you serious?â You asked him, sarcastically. âNo, really, are you being serious? Because I donât think I have ever met anyone so stupid before.âÂ
âYou say these things to me, you are always asking for meâyou thinkâ you think I donât know you were asking for my name that same night?â You dropped the bomb on him causing his eyes to widen.Â
âYou give me money for myself. You call Jae out on his bullshit whenever Iâm around, trying to subliminally talk to meâtrying to reassure me that you see me for me.âÂ
âLet me explain myselfââ
âExplain what? How you tell me things to make me believe that you are different from others and then turn around fuck whomever you want leading me to think you actually are the same as everyone elseâ?â
âThatâs not what it isââ
âThen what is it?â Your breath hitched, chest rising with everything you were trying to bury. âAm I just a game to you? A power trip?â You asked him.
âNoââ
âYou donât want me, Yunho. You just want control.âÂ
His eyes flickered between yours, brow twitching.
But you werenât done.
âYou want me quiet. Obedient. All yoursâjust like Jae.âÂ
âDonât say that.âÂ
âWhy?â You asked sarcastically. âBecause judging from where Iâm standing, youâre just like him.âÂ
And that landed like a slap to the face.
âDonât ever compare me to that piece of shit.â His voice was low but filled with rage.
He was fucking hurt.Â
You froze, swallowing that lump in your throat. âThen why are you working with him?â You said. âIf you hate him so muchâif youâre not like himâthen what the fuck does that make you?âÂ
He just looked down, shaking his head in disbelief.
Your voice cracked. âYou knew what he was. You knew exactly who he isââ You slightly raised your voice, âAnd yet, you still chose to sit next to him. Become partners. Protect him. So let me ask youââ
You glared at him. âIf youâre not like him⊠Why are you helping him keep me in a cage?âÂ
Now, it was his turn to talk.Â
He steps closer, his dark eyes locked on you. âYou want to know why I partnered up with him?â His voice was laced with something darker.
âBecause someone like him is better as a partner instead of an enemy.âÂ
Honest. Brutal.
But he wasnât finished.
âDonât get things twisted with me. You handed him the keys to the cage.â Your stomach flipped. âYou let him break you. Piece by fucking pieceâuntil there was nothing left but obedience.âÂ
You looked to the side, not being able to stare at him anymore as tears were stinging your eyes. But he kept going. âYou blindly gave yourself away⊠and stayed.âÂ
âAnd those girls?â He let out a bitter scoff, eyes burning into yours. âI never once fucked them. They were all background noise. Distractions. Faces I donât remember. Touches that meant absolutely nothing.â His voice crackedâjust slightly.
âEmpty. Fucking empty. They didnât mean shit to me.â He tells you as he looks between your eyes.Â
You felt angry tears streaming down your face as you glared at him. âAnd what you saw was an act for the cameras.â He says. âTo make Jae believe the girls are doing their part. I would never, ever make you think otherwise of my words. I would never disrespect you like that. Because what I feel for you is real.âÂ
âSo,â he said, âdonât you compare me to that man that you chose.âÂ
Silence.
You looked back at him with tears streaming down your face. Behind that fury in his faceâregret already forming but it was too late.Â
You cleared your throat, feeling like your voice was going to tremble when you spoke.
âI reallyâahemââ your voice did crack, you sniffed as you stared into his eyes. âI really thought you were different.âÂ
His expression crackedâbarelyâbut enough. His harsh words are repeating in your head. âBut, I guess I was blind. Once again.âÂ
You sniffed once more, biting your lower lip. âFuck you, Yunho.âÂ
You quickly run out the hallway and through the back of the club, pushing open the exit door as the air of the night hits your face.Â
You placed your hand out to the wall for support as you walked towards the edge of the clubâfeeling like youâre going to just fall. You then leaned against the wall, placing your hand over your mouth and just broke down.
Quiet sobs that shook your shoulders as your other hand clutched your ribs like you could hold yourself together as you slid down the wall.
Insideâ
Yunho just stood there.Â
Replying the way you ran away from himâyour words still sting him.
Just thenâ
âYunho~â One of his girls cooed when the both of them turned into the hallway. âThere you are. Are you coming to the VIP section?â She asked as she grabbed his arm.
The other girl caressed his arm, giggling. âYeah, we miss you.âÂ
Yunho was just zoned out, looking at the floor. He then shakes the girls off and walks between themâthey stumbled slightly back. âLeave me alone.â His jaw clenched.Â
They gasped and blinked in confusion as they watched him walk away. But just before they could say anythingâ
He turned the corner.
He just walked up to the office and slammed the door shut, shoving everything off the desk as everything hits the floor. He stands over it with his chest heaving as he looked at the empty table.
He slams his fist on it and then leans on it, feeling like he, too was about to break down.
"Fuck." He whispered in defeat.
To be Continued.
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Awards ShowÂ
This isnât a prompt or request (theyâre still closed for now). This is just a self indulgent little scene that turned into a 3k fic. Bit more intimacy/sensual themes than my usual, but still has all my fav tropes :) Hope people enjoy this one x
I couldnât resist the opportunity to show you off to my friends and colleagues at the company awards dinner. This may have been the biggest youâd ever gotten during any of your pregnancies; your tight firm belly was a beach ball beneath your maroon silk dress, hanging low and heavy on your hips. My hand wrapped around your waist and squeezed your hip affectionately as we mingled through the crowd. With a champagne glass in hand you smiled and laughed at the joke my boss made.Â
âYou look ready to pop my dear. You better not steal the show tonight by going into labourâ The CEO had said with a grin, looking in awe at your incredible size.Â
We both laughed, my hand moving up and down your lower back. If only he knew.
Your contractions had started this afternoon, the slow gentle tightening of your womb signalling our babyâs readiness to come into the world. But even with your contractions, we still put our black tie outfits on and went out this evening to the company awards show. You knew it was important to me and my career. Plus, neither of us could deny the thrill of having to ride out your contractions in such a public setting.Â
âHow are you doing darling?â I whispered in your ear after my boss and CEO walked away.Â
âMmmm⊠okayâŠ. Theyâre getting a little stronger now though.â You said with a breathy moan, your hand naturally moving across the underside of your belly, rubbing the taut skin through the silk fabric of your dress.Â
âLetâs quickly pop into the bathroom before we take our seats. I can check to see how youâre progressing.â Â
With my hand around your waist I felt how much more you were waddling, a sign of how low the baby was sitting in the bowl of your pelvis. I squeezed your hip and took a long breath to try and control myself.Â
In the single occupancy bathroom I quickly locked the door behind us. You found your way to the sink and braced against the bathroom counter, swaying your hips through another contraction. I growled at the sight, seeing you so gravid and fertile, your body doing something so powerful and natural.Â
âYou look incredible, my love.â I stood behind you, pressing my body against your backside and wrapping my arms around you to feel the firm and hard skin of your belly as it contracted. A low moan came from your lips as the wave reached its peak and I bent forward, my chest to your back, whispering in your ear to breathe.Â
When the contraction had passed, I pulled up the fabric of your maroon silk dress, slowly up your thighs until I reached my destination. You moaned as I slipped my fingers inside, deep but gentle, knowing how sensitive you were during labour.Â
âWow darlingâŠ. Youâre already at 7cm.â My words were thick with desire in your ear. âDo you think you can hold on for the rest of the evening?âÂ
You smiled at me through the reflection of the mirror, grinning with excitement.Â
We made our way out the bathroom and found our seats for the dinner and awards ceremony. I could feel your breathing was heavier, your movements were slower, and I beamed with pride at how well you were doing. Everyone was in awe of your attendance this evening, being so advanced in your pregnancy, and yet nobody knew just how close you were to not being pregnant anymore.Â
Our seats were in the middle of the hall, on a large round table with nearly a dozen other people. Some colleagues I knew, others I didnât, all with their partners or spouses. Music was playing, waiters were bringing food to tables, drinks were flowing, the room was soon filled with conversation and laughter as people got progressively more drunk. All the while you sat beautifully beside me, joining in discussions and smiling brightly. My gorgeous wife, heavily pregnant, and secretly in active labour.Â
Two courses into our meal you started to hum quietly beside me, shifting in your seat. My hand found your thigh, my thumb rubbing soothing motions across your leg over the thin fabric of your dress. âYouâre doing great darling, just breathe through them. Not long now.â I purred in your ear, knowing that wasnât true. The awards had just commenced, my boss and CEO taking the stage to begin proceedings, and like all previous company dinners I knew it would be a long evening.Â
Contraction after contraction wracked your body, but you showed no obvious signs of discomfort. Youâd gone a little quieter perhaps but your smile remained bright to everyone around us. Every now and then throughout the evening the room would erupt in obligatory applause as someone was granted an award or achievement from the company. During one of these moments my ears pricked, attuned to your sounds, and I heard a low moan slip from your parted lips.Â
My arm wrapped around your shoulders, leaning in close, my breath caressing your neck. âDarlingâŠ. You okay?â I asked, concerned but unbelievably aroused.Â
âNngh⊠baby feels so lowâŠâ you whispered, spreading your legs a little under the table.Â
I shivered, stuttering slightly with a husky voice âD-Do you need to push?âÂ
âN-noâŠ. Iâm okay justâŠ. A lot of pressureâoooofâÂ
I kissed the side of your cheek affectionately, my hand still wrapped around your shoulders while the other squeezed your thigh. âYouâre doing brilliantly, my love. Just keep breathing through them.â I shifted in my seat to hide my obvious arousal. The idea that you might start pushing right here in this venue was almost too much to bear. I took a long sip of my drink and focused back on the stage to distract myself.Â
Half way through the awards, after all the food had been consumed leaving dessert plates and empty wine bottles littering the table, you suddenly reached out and gripped my thigh squeezing tight. I looked over to you with a mix of concern and excitement. You had slumped slightly in your seat, spreading your legs wider under the table and tilting your hips up, your breasts and belly rising and falling with your rapid breathing.Â
âBreatheâŠ. Breathe through it darling, weâre almost there.â I encouraged softly, my hand moving to rest upon your heavy belly sitting between your spread thighs, feeling the rock hard muscles beneath my fingers. You grunted a little, a sound I recognised, and my eyes nearly came out their sockets.Â
âDonât push darling⊠you need to hold it a little longer okay.â I tried to soothe you, but my heart was thumping in my chest and my insides were coiling with unbridled excitement.Â
âM-myâ watersââ you croaked, relaxing after the intense contraction.Â
I looked down; from above your dress looked completely dry but when I felt underneath the top layer I felt the liquid that was now dripping down your inner thighs and onto the floor. Quickly grabbing my fabric napkin and yours, I dropped them under the table, putting one between your legs and the other on the floor to soak up the worst of it.Â
âShhhh⊠youâre okay my love. Looks like itâs nearly time, baby wants to meet us.â My hand moved possessively over your belly, my smile wide and beaming with pride. You smiled, your cheeks flushed a little, leaning closer to kiss me softly.Â
âCan we go now?â You asked quietly, and I noticed the light sheen of sweat on your forehead.Â
âYes darling, youâve done wonderfully. Letâs go and meet our new babyââ
Then my name very loudly echoed across the hall and all eyes were focused in our direction. The award. Shit. My boss was standing on stage, crystal award in hand, and everyone began to clap.Â
âDamnâ I ermâ do I goââ my words fumbled from my mouth as I looked between you and the stage. You were absolutely full to the brim with our baby, so close to deliveringâŠ. But staying would mean you would have to hold on a little bit longer, and that thought sent a shiver up my spine.Â
âGo sweetheart, go get your award.â You said affectionately, putting a hand on my cheek.Â
âAre you sure? Youâre incredible.â I kissed your lips, both of us basqued under a spotlight from the venue, and then I walked quickly up to the stage to receive my award.Â
Looking out across the crowd my eyes were focused only on you. Sitting proudly at our table, your eyes beamed with joy as you clapped along with the rest of the room. Clearing my throat, trying to regain professional composure, I began my speech. Your eyes glistened with affection and pride, hanging onto my every word even though you had heard me practice this over and over again.Â
Then I noticed a change in you, barely perceptible to anyone else but I knew your body better than my own. You tensed, your smiling expression now forced, and you had one hand gripping the edge of the table while the other moved to the underside of your belly. Fumbling my words I was utterly distracted watching you in the middle of the crowd, secretly riding out what looked like an intense contraction. I was in awe of you, still smiling and beaming with pride, while your body squeezed and contracted and opened for our baby. Youâd never looked more beautiful.Â
I regurgitated my well rehearsed speech, looking only at you, as if the rest of the room no longer existed. Your full and swollen bosom was rising and falling rapidly atop your large, firm belly, and you seemed to be panting silently through the wave. Minutes passed and contraction wasnât letting you go, I was still talking and you were still squirming in your chair. I watched as you grit your teeth, gripping the sides of your chair and spreading your legs wider under the table. Your demeanor shifted, something had changed. I could see your jaw clamped, teeth almost bared, and your face was contorted with effortâÂ
Holy shit you were pushing!!!Â
I gripped the podium in front of me, my hips twitching, the sight of you pushing nearly throwing me over the edge of ecstasy. Clearing my throat, I managed to continue my speech, all the while I watched you instinctively push right there in the middle of this formal event. I smirked as I got towards the end, where I very publicly thanked my beautiful pregnant wife. All eyes across the venue suddenly turned in your direction. I didnât know what youâd do, whether youâd admit defeat and acknowledge your labour, or if youâd continued to hide the fact you were uncontrollably pushingâŠ.Â
To my surprise, your face broke into a wide gleeful grin as you waved at me on stage and blew a kiss across the room, amazingly keeping up appearances. But your legs were wide under the table, I could see from this position up on the stage just how far apart theyâd spread. Was our baby crowning underneath that silk dress of yours? How close were they to coming out? How long could you keep up pretences before nature took full control?âŠÂ
I practically skipped off the stage back towards our table, the room clapping with obligatory applause.Â
âYouâre pushing.â I whispered in your ear as I bent down to kiss your cheek.Â
âMmmmhâ couldnât help itââ you growled a reply, equally as quiet but heavy with effort.Â
âWe canât leave right now, everyone will be watching us.â I sat down in my chair beside you, slipping my arm around you and pulling you closer into an embrace.Â
âIâ I knowââ you were panting, legs spread under the table, your hand gripping my thigh and digging your nails in.Â
âHow much longer can you hold on darling? How close is the baby?â My words were thick with excitement.Â
âBaby⊠is low⊠but I donât think⊠theyâre crowning yetâŠ. But-unhhhhhhhhhh-I canât stop pushingââ
âShhhhh⊠youâre doing brilliantly my love. If you can, try little pushes for now. We donât know if youâre fully dilated and we donât want you to tear.â I cooed, stroking your thigh that was spread open right against mine.Â
As the next award was announced, I heard you grunting during the applause. You said the baby wasnât crowning but those sounds you were making, your subtle movements, were all too familiar to me. We certainly werenât going to make it home for this birth, and I doubted if weâd even make it to the car. And yet you gave me no signs of wanting to move, staring blankly up at the stage as your chest heaved and your belly contracted, silently pushing our baby closer to this world.Â
âYouâre doing wonderful darling, so incredible. Keep doing what your body tells youââ
ââ I can feel the headââ you suddenly blurted out, twitching on your seat and pulling your legs together with an obvious grimace.Â
âLetâs go, now while everyoneâs distracted.â I put my arms around you, helping you out of your chair. You were trembling.Â
âMmmmmghâ it feels like the baby is gonna fall outââ you moaned under your breath, cradling your belly as you rose to your feet.Â
I laughed a little, supporting your hips. âItâs not going to fall out sweetheart, youâve got a lot more pushing to go yet.â I purred in your ear as I led you out the dinner hall, your legs were unsteady and your gait was obscenely wide. I had no idea what was going on under your clothing, how close the baby was to being born, which only made this whole situation all the more thrilling.Â
Beyond the doors of the formal company dinner, the moan that came from your mouth was deep and guttural as you stopped to brace against a nearby wall. Palms to the flat surface your hips jerked backwards against me as you bore down uncontrollably.Â
âNnnnnghhhâ ohhhhhh I can feel the headâ starting to come outââ
I rubbed your back and hips, squeezing and providing counter pressure that I knew youâd need. âTry not to push too hard babe⊠we need to get you back to the carâŠâÂ
Realising the corridor was empty, all guests inside the dinner hall, I slipped a hand under the silk fabric of your dress climbing up your inner thigh to feel your progress. I didnât even make it to your entrance as I felt the distinct bulge of your underwear, the head nestled so low it was pushing against your lower lips.Â
âOh fuck babeâŠ. The head is right thereâŠâ I groaned, fingers running across the damp fabric of your cotton underwear.Â
âNnnnnghhâ I knowâ I can feel itâ trying to come outââ you huffed, your fingers curling against the wall as your body continued to bear down without your permission.Â
âHold on a bit longerâ we need to get you to the car.â I tried to plead with you but I knew you were not the one in control here. We were at the mercy of Mother Nature. We played a dangerous game and I just hoped I could get you somewhere private.Â
âI donât know if I can make itââ
âWhat do you need darling? What do you want to do?â I groaned into your ear, my body flushed behind you, my hands still under your dress between your legs.Â
âNnnnghhâ hold it inâ while I pushââ you spluttered as you widened your stance, preparing for another push.
My hand moved, cupping your womanhood with my palm. âIâve got you babyâ do what you need to doââ I could barely contain my excitement at what was happening. My body tensed in time with yours and I felt the bulge against my palm grow as you pushed, the first sliver of our baby starting to part you from within.Â
âKeep going, my love, I wonât let them come out too fast.âÂ
Your sounds were deep and gravelled and primal, but not loud enough to draw the attention of anyone inside the venue. One⊠two⊠three grunting pushes against my palm and the baby hadnât made much progress. Thankfully.Â
âOhhhhâ okayâ itâs passedââ you croaked, pushing yourself away from the wall and catching your breath.Â
âAre you ready to try walking to the car again?â My hand moved up and down your lower back affectionately, keeping you supported.Â
You nodded, running a hand over the full swell of your belly. âYes, letâs keep moving. But we need to go slow⊠the head is right there, just inside of me.âÂ
Growling at your statement, I wrapped my arm around your waist to support you as we both walked slowly down the corridor. âI know darling, itâs really close. Our little one is very eager to meet us.â I couldnât wipe the grin off my face, looking down at you with that full belly, your bow-legged walk, on the cusp of giving birth at any moment.Â
We made it out of the venue but on the steps out the front of the building you abruptly stopped and grabbed the railing, bending your knees and grunting with an uncontrollable push.Â
âOh darlingâŠâ I quickly moved my hands to your hips to support you as your body bore down instinctively. âThis one really is in a hurry. Just go with it, but we need to get you to the car soon.âÂ
You shuddered and almost mooed with the effort of your push, your body taking full control in this moment in a desperate bid to expel our baby from your womb. Over and over again you pushed. I couldnât move my hands to check your progress, they were supporting all your weight at this moment. We were halfway down the steps outside the venue and nowhere near our car, a far cry from the privacy I wanted for our childâs birth.Â
You grunted with each push, the sound sending all the blood in my body to my crotch. I knew from our previous births just how hard you were pushing, knowing the baby was probably slipping forward and back under your dress with each push. âSweetheartâŠ. Are we going to make it back to the car?â I asked nervously, feeling your knees bend a little more, your hips lowering slightly.Â
âNnnnnghhhâdonât knowâ itâs definitelyâ starting to c-c-c-crownâ!â You groaned between pushes.Â
When the contraction finished you were gasping for air as you twisted from the railing and sagged into my arms. âMyâŠ. My knickers⊠seem to be keeping the baby⊠from coming outâŠ.â Your voice was a caressed whisper against my chest.Â
âYouâre doing amazing, my love. Youâre an incredible goddess.â I said, kissing the top of your head and holding you and your swollen belly against me. âDo you want to keep going? Or are we having this baby right here?âÂ
The look you gave me was filled with both pleasure and pain, your eyes glistening with dark enjoyment. âLetâsâ keep goingâ I can hold them inâŠ.âÂ
I took this moment between contractions to feel your progress, my hands running from you hip down your leg and up under your dress. Your body shivered when I reached the apex of your thighs.Â
âAre you sure about that, my love?â I asked with a teasing arch of my eyebrows as my fingers brushed over your underwear. âThatâs not just you I can feelâŠ. The babyâs head is really starting to crown.âÂ
âI- I knowââ your words were breathy and husky, and I could tell you were feeling extremely full right now.Â
âAnd you think you can walk all the way across the car park with a baby between your legs?â My fingers gently stroked circles on the soft flesh of your inner thigh.Â
You nodded, but your face grimaced with another contraction and you started to pant against my chest, squeezing my shoulders.Â
âYou want to push again, donât you sweetheart?âÂ
You nodded against me.Â
âBut you donât want to give birth right here?âÂ
You shook your head.Â
My hand then moved back over the partially crowned head in your underwear, cupping the sphere and holding it in place.
âShhh⊠itâs okay I got you. Push babyâŠ. You can push nowâŠ.â I growled into your ear as I wrapped my arm around your waist while the other was cupped between your legs. âPush right against my handâ thatâs itâ Iâll keep you from crowning fullyâŠâÂ
It felt like your entire body was quaking against me as you submitted to your bodyâs instincts and bore down right against my palm. The sounds you made were animalistic and feral, it was music to my ears. You pushed for another minute and a half, with each one I could feel the pressure from the babyâs head pressing more and more against my palm. Eventually you were released from the contraction, breathing heavily and barely able to stand.Â
âLetâsâŠgoâŠ.beforeâŠtheâŠnext oneâŠcomesâŠâ you whispered, exhausted but clearly aroused.Â
Together we walked slowly across the carpark, our car seemed like a mirage in the distance, but you were determined and I was more than happy to comply. I wondered how many times we would have to stop on the way, how many times I would need to cup your bulging lips, so you could have the birth you wanted in the comfort of our car.Â
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pairing;Â lee jihoon (woozi) x f!reader
genre; smut (minor dni), angst, fluff
summary;ïżœïżœYou have the best job in the world as Lee Jihoon's personal assistant but his secrets are starting to turn your world upside down.
content warnings;Â personal assistant!reader, ceo/boss!jihoon, single dad!jihoon, children, grandparents/parents, jihoon has a sibling, coworkers!soonyoung, mingyu, & wonwoo, soonyoung in a menace, eating/drinking, alcohol, jealousy, crying, self confidence/esteem issues, death of a family member (in the past).
smut warnings;Â unprotected sex, pulling out, cream pie, simp!jihoon, mild dom!jihoon, sub!reader, the dom/sub dynamics are very subtle, dumbification (very mild), innocence kink, lingerie kink, pet names, praise (like a lot -- he is a simp), body worship, oral (f receiving), fingering, handjob, crying (from pleasure and happiness), manhandling, masturbation, pillow princess!reader, i am sure there are more (let me know if its glaring) -- bonus section has its own warnings on patreon.
w/c; 27k and some change (3.2k extra words for patreon bonus)
a/n; thank you to @junkissed and @seokgyuu for helping me come up with a title for this! it's a 1D song, and I do not go here, but it's a very cute song and title! also thank you to my june for proofreading for me and always being the best in the fucking world. literally going through 30k words of my bullshit... the mvp! anyway, i hope you guys enjoy me simping over simp dlif jihoon! next month is spooky seasons so keep your eyes peeled for that one đ! Â
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Whining under your breath, you clutch the drink holder to your chest as you watch the door close in front of you. It didnât seem to matter how quickly you were trying to get your feet to move in your heels; the door closing was like an impending doom. That was how your entire day felt from the moment you woke up. You were trying to be good at your job. For the past month, you had been doing your best to make a good impression at the company and on your new boss, but it seemed like something would happen to make you look like an idiot.Â
âNo, no, no! Fuck!â The words come from your lips louder than you intended as you try to put the toe of your shoe between the door and the frame, only to be a second to late watching it close with a deafening clang in front of you. Stomping your foot out of frustration, you feel something cold and wet seeping through the front of your shirt, drawing your eyes down. âYouâve gotta be kidding me.âÂ
The world was out to get you. That was the only excuse you had as you moved the drink tray from your chest, seeing the coffee stain spreading along your chest towards your stomach. In your temper tantrum, you had managed to knock the lid off one of the coffees, and now you were wearing your mistake.Â
Tears prick at your eyes as you try to balance the drinks in one hand and your bags in the other to fish for your badge. Sniffing back your frustration and embarrassment, you barely glance to your left as someone uses their badge to open the door and hold it open for you. âThanks⊠Iâm such a mess.âÂ
Jihoon grins at you as you pout down at your shirt. You were a mess. You had been a bit of a mess from the moment he hired you, but he didnât seem to mind. You were still good at your job. You were easy on the eyes, good with his schedule, and you had never missed a day of workâeven if you were a couple minutes late. âI have some things upstairs, Miss Y/L/N. Donât worry about it. Let me take the coffee.âÂ
The sound of your boss's voice makes your eyes widen as you look in his direction, a soft gasp escaping from your mouth as your lips part in shock. You had been trying so hard to beat him back to the office. You were trying to make a good impression on him and the others in the office by providing an afternoon coffee every single dayâtoday you were failing.Â
âMr. Lee⊠Oh, Iâno, sir. I canââ Shaking his head, Jihoon slides his fingers over yours, taking the tray from your hand before gesturing towards the door once again. âYou do too much, Miss Y/L/N. Did one of the guys tell you to pick these up? They shouldnât. Itâs not your job.âÂ
Taking a step forward, you stumble, feeling Jihoonâs hand on your lower back guide you through the door. Shaking your head, you pull your jacket over your coffee-stained shirt and press your lips together as you adjust your bags to both arms and dare to glance at your boss once again. âNo⊠I just thought they might like them. A little pick-me-up. One for you too.âÂ
Jihoon smirks softly as he moves his hand from your back to press the call button for the elevator for the both of you. Lifting his brow, he looks back at the drinks in his hand before sighing and tilting his head. âYouâre kind. Itâs not necessary. I rarely drink coffee, honestly.âÂ
Watching your face fall in disappointment, Jihoon sighs, following you into the elevator before shaking his head. âBut, with that said... I am very appreciative and Iâll enjoy it today, Miss Y/L/N. Itâs been a long day, hasnât it?âÂ
Nodding, you swallow hard, thinking back to all the days over the month when you had brought him coffee and saw the confusion on his face as he slid it away. He really didnât like coffee, did he? You should pay more attention. âIt has. Um, Iâsir? If you donât like coffee, what do you like?âÂ
The ding of the elevator draws Jihoonâs eyes up to the numbers at the top of the door before he grins at your question. You were so cute; it was endearing. You were trying too hard to impress him when you already had. Sighing softly, Jihoon nods his head forward, waiting for you to get off the elevator first when the doors open, before he walks beside you, meeting your gaze. âCoke Zero, actually.âÂ
It was so unexpected for someone like Lee Jihoon. He was the CEO and star producer of Ruby Entertainment. You expected someone like him, someone who was on the cover of magazines, who had more money than God to drink merlot for breakfast, yet he preferred a Coke Zero for an afternoon pick-up. Grinning, you nod as you drop your bags at your desk and offer to take the drink tray from Jihoon. âIâll remember that.âÂ
Giving you a slow once-over, Jihoon meets your eyes and laughs under his breath. âIâm sure you will; youâre good at details.â Starting to turn towards his office, Jihoon stops and gestures towards you and back to his office. âI have extra button-ups in my office closet. Youâre welcome to wear one. Might be a little ill-fitting, but...âÂ
Taking a deep breath, you think about his offer before nodding. You were internally freaking out over the idea of wearing your boss's clothes, but you could feel the wet shirt against your skin at this point and something dry was tempting. Reaching for one of the coffees, Jihoon smirks at you before nodding his head towards his office, not waiting for you to follow him as he brings the drink to his lips and takes a sip.Â
Glancing around Jihoonâs office, you watch him move to his desk as if he hadnât just offered you his clothes before you look at the farthest wall where the closet in question is located. You had put plenty of things in it. That was one of your jobsâpick up dry cleaning, bring it back to the office and put it in the closet. Jihoon liked to work out before work and needed something to change into.Â
Sighing to yourself, you shake the thought of Jihoon fresh from the gym in the morning from your head as you cross the room and open the closet, looking over the neatly pressed button-ups. Watching you from his desk, Jihoon makes a small face at the taste of his coffee before smiling to himself as you stare at the shirts in the closet as if there is a wrong choice in front of you. He didnât have that many different options. He wasnât an adventurous man when it came to his clothes. He wore white, black, blue, and gray.Â
âPick anything, Miss Y/L/N. Any of them will look lovely on you.âÂ
That wasnât helping. You were trying not to panic as you laughed awkwardly and glanced over your shoulder to nod politely towards Jihoon before picking out a white button-up and pulling it towards you. âThis one, I guess. Iâll bring it back after I have it dry cleaned, sir.âÂ
Jihoon watches as you stumble over your feet in your heels, quickly making your way towards his office door. Leaning forward in case you were to fall, he sighs when you reach out your hand and laugh at yourself. âIâm okay, Mr. Lee. Just going to change quickly and get back to work. I apologize for all the inconvenience.âÂ
Settling back in his chair, Jihoon shakes his head as his door closes and he watches you rush towards the bathroom with his shirt in your hands. Muttering under his breath, he takes another sip of his drink as he looks at his computer screen, scrolling through emails. âYouâre not an inconvenience, Y/NâŠâÂ
Resting the straw of his coffee against his lips, Soonyoung smirks at you as he tilts his head, giving you a once-over. You were attractiveâthere was no questioning that. What was making him give you a second and third glance today as you passed out your cute little afternoon coffees was that your shirt was different than it had been before lunch. It was too big for you, almost as ifââYa, Y/N? Are you wearing your boyfriendâs clothes to work? Did you do something spicy at lunch?âÂ
Your fingers almost slip from the coffee in your hand as you offer the last one to Wonwoo, his eyes moving to your shirt as Mingyu leans back in his chair to get a better look at you. Your face was on fire and you wanted to kill Kwon Soonyoung.Â
âWhat? No! Oh my god... I donâtâshut up. No, I donât even⊠Iâm not dating anyone, Soonyoung. I had an accident with the coffee. This is Mr. Leeââ Stopping mid-explanation, you avoid the eyes of the three men even as you feel Soonyoungâs smirk get wider out of the corner of your eye. âShut the fuck up... No, you are not wearing Jihoonâs clothes! You little slut.âÂ
Sinking down in your chair outside of Jihoonâs office, you rest your head in your hands as Wonwoo tells Soonyoung to stop teasing you, but the man just laughs, catcalling from across the room even as he gets sheet music thrown in his direction by Mingyu.Â
âLeave her alone, Soonyoung. Sheâs gonna pass out.â Even though Mingyu was "helping," you could hear the teasing in his voice. He wasnât much better than Soonyoung. You could feel his eyes moving over you from his desk and as you met his eyes, you instantly regretted it as he smirked. âYou look hot, Y/N. I bet Jihoon was losing his fuckinâ mind seeing you in hisââÂ
The sound of Jihoonâs office door opening to your right causes everyone to stop teasing, though a few snickers remain. Staring at your laptop, you hear Jihoon clear his throat before you dare glance at him, seeing a soft smile on his face. At least he wasnât like the other idiots you worked with. He was professional. He would never make you feel uncomfortable. He didnât like you the way that Soonyoung or Mingyu thought that he did. That was ridiculous.Â
âI hate to ask you for a favor after such a long day, butâhave you met, uh, Haein?â Furrowing your brows, you shake your head. You had heard the name, but you hadnât met the woman the name belonged to. You assumed she must be someone important to Jihoonâa sister, aunt, or significant other. You hadnât let your mind linger.Â
âRight⊠I forget how short of a time youâve been here. Uh, shit. This is not what I hired you for, but at the same timeâŠâ Glancing at his watch, Jihoon sighs and meets your eyes once more. âDo you know where the elementary school is on the corner of Fifth and Cline?âÂ
Now you are even more confused. You could hear the others in the room whispering, but you didnât have time to give them a thought as you nodded and Jihoon offered you his car keys. âPerfect. Haein isnât feeling well. I have that meeting to hopefully sign Seokmin in half an hour or Iâd just cancel. We canât afford to lose him.âÂ
âIâokay. Sure. Iâll go get Haein.â Jihoon could see the confusion and concern in your eyes and yet you were on your feet, your purse in one hand and his keys in the other. Your brows furrowed, and you tilted your head, trying to get your head around what you were being asked to do, when Jihoonâs fingers wrapped around your elbow, pulling you back towards him. âSheâs in Mr. Hongâs class; they know to expect you.âÂ
Carefully pulling the blacked-out Range Rover into the parking lot, you first lean down to glance at the school in front of you before turning around to look at the booster seat in the back. You were picking up a child. You were picking up Jihoonâs child? Lee Jihoon had a child.Â
Your brain was working overtime as you slid out of the seat and held your bossâs keys tight to your chest like a safety net. You were beginning to realize that you knew little to nothing about him. It wasnât like you hadnât looked him up on the internet. You had done your research before your interview and you thought you knew everything there was to know about Jihoon and his companyâbut nowhere on any of his biographies on any website did it mention âfatherâ.Â
Smiling at the woman behind the desk, you nod your head and clear your throat in an attempt to not only calm your nerves, but to look like you belong. âIâm here to pick up Lee Haein. She is in Mr. Hongâs class.â Tilting her head at you, the woman studies you for a moment before looking over the screen in front of her and pursing her lips. âMiss Y/L/N?âÂ
Quickly nodding, you reach into your purse, offering the woman your ID before taking a clipboard that would allow you to sign Haein out of school. âDo you know where the nurseâs station is?â You had never even been inside of this school, so the question makes your brows raise as you awkwardly laugh and offer the clipboard back to the woman. Sighing under her breath, she moves to her feet and leans over the desk, pointing back towards the door and to the left. âItâs the third down the hall. Haein will be waiting with the nurse.âÂ
âThank you.â Your voice is meeker than you intended as you back out of the office and into the hall, turning to the left and making your way down the hall, counting doors. Lucky for you, it wasnât hard to find; not only did the woman give you great directions, but the word Nurse adoring the door would have given the location awayâeven to you.Â
Knocking lightly, you push the door open and wince at the automatic ding from the door alarm. You understood why it was there, but you already felt out of place and now all eyes were on youâeven if it was just two sets of eyes.Â
âLooks like you get to go home now, Haein.â The manâs voice is soft and kind. You smile at the little girl who looks at you uncertainly before you put your hand to your chest and sigh into your words. âIâm Y/N, Haein. Mr. LeeâsâŠumâyour dadâs assistant.âÂ
The girl looked no older than six, and she also didnât seem to be pleased that you were picking her up instead of Jihoon. âWhere is he?â Even the sound of Haeinâs voice made your heart feel heavy; she did sound pitiful.Â
âHeâs at the office. Iâm sure heâll come home as soon as possible.â Looking back at the nurse, you take Haeinâs bag when itâs offered to you before furrowing your brows tightly as you glance between him and the girl. âShould I take her to the doctor?âÂ
Shaking his head, the man moves to his feet and runs his hand over Haeinâs head as she pouts up at you both. âIf sheâs feeling bad in the morning, Iâd say to make her an appointment. This might just be a bit of a headache and an itchy throat.â Ruffling her hair, the man watches the girl finally smile as he nods at her. âWe can be hopeful, right?âÂ
Walking beside Haein, you glance down at her a few times before the small girl meets your eyes and furrows her brows once the two of you are outside near the car. âAre you taking me to my daddy?âÂ
Opening the back door, you purse your lips, watching Haein climb into the back and her booster seat waiting for you to not only answer her but to buckle her seat belt. Making a surprised sound, you lean forward and secure the belt as you tilt your head back and forth a few times. âUh, Iâhe didnât. You know what, Iâll ask, but wouldnât you rather go lay down?âÂ
Timidly, you reach up, putting your hand against her forehead, a frown finding your lips at the warmth under your palm. âWe could get you something for your headache, as long as thatâs okay with your dad.âÂ
Haein pouts a bit, leaning her head back against the seat as you give her a once-over. She wasnât even sure what she wanted, but her first impression of you was shifting. You were being nice and you were pretty. It was funny how you kept stumbling over your words, especially when you were talking about her daddy.Â
âIâm sleepyâŠâ Pausing, Haein tilts her head and grabs at your hand, landing on holding your fingers as she kicks off her shoes into the floorboard. âWhat was your name? I donât member. Sorry.âÂ
There was no way you could be upset as you looked down at your fingers wrapped up in tiny ones. Clearing your throat, you press your lips together and nod at Haein before finding your voice. âY/N.âÂ
Nodding along with your words, Haein finally lets go of your hand and yawns your name as you take a step back and close the door, letting her rest. You could see something of Jihoon in the girl, but it wasnât a physical resemblance; it was more mannerisms. Perhaps her physical appearance was something she took after her mom.Â
Her mom⊠Was Jihoon married? You hadnât seen a ring on his finger, but then again, you didnât know about a child so there was plenty he kept secret. Sighing softly, you take out your phone as you slide behind the wheel of the car, waiting for your call to connect. Adjusting the rearview mirror, your lips pull up into a soft smile as you watch Haein sleeping soundly behind youâat least you are smiling until Jihoon speaks, then your nerves take over.Â
âY/N? Is everything okay? Did you get Haein?âÂ
Rubbing your lips together, you nod before remembering Jihoon isnât in front of you. âYes, yes, of course, Mr. Lee. Sheâs napping in the car now. I justââ Pausing your brows furrowing when you realize that Jihoon had used your first name. You had heard it a few times from him, but it was so rare. âI, umâwhere did you want me to take her? You didnât tell me.âÂ
Glancing back into his office, where Mingyu was doing his best charm routine with Lee Seokmin, Jihoon smiles at the idea of Haein napping. He was worried about her, but knowing that she was with you eased his nerves exponentially. âThere is a key to my house on the keyring for the car. You know the address, donât you?âÂ
You did know the address. You had dropped off a few things there once or twice in the time you had been his assistant, but you had never been inside for more than a few moments and never while he wasnât there and you had never gone past the foyer. âIâyes, sir. Do you haveâis someone waiting there for us? To take care of Haein? Her mother?âÂ
Wincing to your question, Jihoon runs his fingers through his hair as he paces in front of his door. He was feeling anxious; not only at your questions, but also at the fact that he wasnât in that room getting signatures on paper. âUh, no. No, could you? I mean, I know itâs not your job, but Iâd really appreciate it. Iâll leave as soon as this deal is done.âÂ
You had already pulled out of the parking lot and turned in the direction of where youâd need to go to get to Jihoonâs house, but his question had you feeling faint. He wanted you to do what? To babysit his daughter? He was taking personal assistance to another level.Â
âMe? Well⊠IâI guess so. I mean, if you need me to, trust me with something so important, sir.â You hear Jihoon scoff on the other end of the phone and you wonder if you have said something wrong. Before you are able to question him, he sighs, and his voice drops not only in volume but in tone, causing your stomach to tighten. âI trust you with everything, Y/N, so yes, I trust you with Haein.âÂ
Even after being off the phone with Jihoon for over an hour and being inside his house with his daughter tucked into her bed, you were still trying to get his voice out of your head. His words were on a loop in your head and you were feeling pathetic. Clearly, you were taking them a bit too seriously or at least in the wrong way.Â
Jihoon trusted you as his assistant. That was why he trusted you with his family. That was why he trusted you in his house without him. That was why you shouldnât snoop around, and yet you were, just a little. You couldnât help it. Lee Jihoon was a fascinating man and he sent you a single text on your way to his house.Â
Mr. Lee: Make yourself at home. Be there soon.Â
So in order to make yourself feel at home, you needed to know where things were in this large home. You had most of the layout figured out. You had easily found the kitchen and Haeinâs room with her help. Before tucking her in, you had also found her bathroom and some childrenâs tylenol to help with her fever. Now you were discovering that Jihoon had a home studio, because, of course, he did.Â
There were pictures of Haein everywhere now that you really took the time to look past the foyer, but more than that, there were pictures of her with other people. Tilting your head, you pick up a framed picture from a bookshelf, noticing how the man holding a much smaller Haein looked so much like her. He had some similarities to Jihoon, but most of all, he had Haeinâs eyes and her nose.Â
You wanted to keep studying the picture, but the sound of the front door made your heart rise into your throat as you carefully put the picture back where it belonged and moved back into the living room just in time to see Jihoon do the same. Glancing around the room, he takes a breath before he meets your eyes and lets it out with a sigh.Â
âYouâre a sight for sore eyes.â Again, you werenât going to let that go to your head. Instead, you watch as Jihoon rubs at his neck, his other hand loosening his tie as he moves towards the couch to sit down. âIs Haein sleeping? I seriously canât thank you enough for this, Miss Y/L/N.âÂ
It almost made you sad that Jihoon hadnât called you by your first name in person. You liked how it sounded on his lips, even though you shouldnât. Smoothing your hands over your borrowed shirt, you nod as you move towards where your bags waited for you in a chair next to the couch Jihoon was now occupying.Â
âShe is, it wasnât an issue, Mr. Lee.â Clearing your throat as Jihoon watches you fidget in place. âI gave her a dose of the childrenâs tylenol that was in her bathroom. She was running a bit of a fever, but I checked her a few minutes ago and it seems to be a bit better now.â Grabbing your purse, you sigh under your breath, realizing for the first time since you had arrived at Jihoonâs that you had driven his car there; yours was still at the office.Â
Jihoon tilts his head as you take out your cellphone and start scrolling, your purse resting on your forearm. âThank you for doing that... What are you doing?â You were clearly concentrating on something hard; your brows were knitted together so tight that you were almost scowling at your phone. âIâuh, ordering a ride.âÂ
Running his hand over his face, Jihoon shakes his head before leaning back on the couch and finally meeting your eyes once again. âI wonât tell you what to do, however... Iâd strongly prefer you not do that. I was hopingââÂ
The confusion is written on your face as Jihoon stops speaking, as if coming up with his words on the spot. To you, he always seemed so confident, if not a bit intimidating, when in reality, right now he was mustering his courage. âI was hoping that youâd stay for dinner and then let me get you home. Iâll have someone here to help with Haein in a couple hours, and then I can drive you to your car myself.âÂ
Glancing around the room, you take a breath and fill your cheeks with air as you consider his words. Finally meeting his eyes again, you nod and watch as a smile pulls at Jihoonâs lips, making it impossible for you not to mirror it shyly.Â
âReally? Okay⊠great. Perfectâuh yeah. Iâll go check on Haein, say hi, and, uh, be right back.â Jihoon was not only overflowing with confidence, but he was also articulate and precise. You were now watching him stumble over his words, a slight flush to his cheeks as he tapped his hand over the arm of the couch and got to his feet. Surely you were reading too much into this. You had to be, even as you watched Lee Jihoon glance over his shoulder at you, his hip knocking into a chair as he walked out of the room.Â
Sighing under his breath, Jihoon runs his fingers through his hair as he turns down the hall and is finally out of your line of sight. âReal fuckinâ smooth. Get it together.â While his words were muttered under his breath, Jihoon still feared you might hear him as he shook out his hands and took a steady breath.Â
It wasnât easy to be around you like this. At work, it was so much simpler to play into his role as your boss. He got into the zone once he stepped into the building, but here? He could really see you. He could let his eyes wander more, not that he hadnât been doing that more at the office. You were the most beautiful woman that Jihoon had ever seen and while that hadnât been the reason that he had hired you as his personal assistant, it was a bonus. The fact that you were also one of the most interesting and endearing people that he had ever met? Well, that was icing on top of the cake.Â
Carefully pushing the door to Haeinâs room open, Jihoon frowns a bit, seeing the way the girlâs brows were knitted together as she slept. She somehow looked even smaller than normal. Being as gentle as possible, Jihoon sits on the side of her bed and runs his fingers over her forehead, feeling for any signs of a lingering fever. He knew that you had given her medicine. However, parental instinct was taking over. It wasnât something that Jihoon had always possessed. It wasnât something he had even wanted, but for Haein, heâd do anything.Â
Fidgeting in her sleep, Haein turns on her side and wraps her hand around Jihoonâs as she mutters softly under her breath. It isnât clear, but Jihoon knows itâs 'daddy,â and it makes his heart beat faster. âShh, sleep, baby. Grandma will be over in a bit.âÂ
Jihoonâs voice is soft and lulls Haein back to a deeper sleep, allowing him to carefully work his hand away from hers so he can move back to his feet and towards her door. Itâs almost painful to leave her, even if he knows she needs the rest and that you are waiting for him, but a soft snore slipping from his daughterâs lips gives him the strength he needs to get moving.Â
Looking around the living room, you start to wander once again as you wait for Jihoon. There was so much to see in his home compared to what you were used to. While you had never forgotten how successful your boss was, seeing it around you made it all that more real.Â
Admiring the art on his walls, you sigh softly, not hearing him come into the room behind you, which gives him a moment to admire you. You belonged; there wasnât any way to explain how his brain was screaming that at him, but looking at you standing in his living room already wearing his shirt. Jihoonâs brain was misfiring at the image.Â
âUh, sheâs still asleep, but her fever seems to have gone down, thanks to you.â Glancing over your shoulder, you feel your cheeks heat up when you realize that Jihoon is looking at you. He was quiet, or perhaps you were just distracted, but either way, his eyes were intense as he smiled at you now.Â
âIâm glad sheâs doing better. She is very sweet.â Sighing as you lift your shoulders and drop them, and turning towards Jihoon as he moves towards the kitchen, you take a few steps towards him to follow. âI feel kinda bad for not really knowing much about her. I feel like, as your assistant, Iâve done a bad job of getting to know my boss. I didnât even know you didnât like coffee, much less that you had a daughter and a family.âÂ
Tilting his head, Jihoon smiles into a laugh as he leans to open a cabinet, taking out a pot and sitting it on the stove. âWell, I mean... In your defense, I donât really tell many people my personal details. There are a few in the office who know some things about me, butââ Clicking his tongue before laughing once again, Jihoon meets your eyes as he leans against the cabinets. âYouâll get to know me, I promise. Is ramen okay?âÂ
Watching someone cook for youâespecially ramenâisnât how you thought youâd fall head over heels for someone, but you couldnât take your eyes off Jihoon. Of course you had found him attractive before; how could you not? He looked like a million bucks at work in his suits without a tie, his hair perfectly styled. You practically drooled over him, but here in his kitchen, as you leaned against the kitchen counter, watching him push the sleeves of his button-up further up his arms as he chopped the green onions and kept an eye on the ramen coming to a boil, you were swooning.Â
âI think we can get Seokmin finalized by the end of this week.â Jihoonâs words pull you out of your domestic haze and back to the present as you finally meet his eyes, feeling your cheeks burn under his gaze. Nodding, you look away, feeling shy as you reach for the glass of water that was placed in front of you moments before. âThat would be good; I know you were itching to get him under the label. Heâs really talented.âÂ
Jihoon hums along with your words, his eyes still on you even when you look down at your glass and tap your fingers on the side. God, you were stunning. This was the longest he had ever had the chance to spend with you and he knew he was wasting it by talking about work, but he was terrified. No other woman made him as nervous as you did. It was as if he would say the wrong thing and youâd fly away like a bird.Â
âHe is. Once heâs signed, I hope to get him in the studio as soon as possible. Itâs been far too long since weâve had a new artist debut with us. His last label didnât understand his voice; I think I couldââ Jihoon watches your lips pull up into a smile as he starts to ramble, causing him to trail off. A soft laugh takes the place of his words instead as he shakes his head and reaches for an egg, cracking it into the pot in front of him. âI donât want to talk about work; I donât know why Iâm even doing it.âÂ
Tilting your head, you watch Jihoonâs hands as he discards the shell of the egg and rests his palms on the counter. âBecause itâs easy. Itâs what you know. Youâre good at your job, Mr. Lee.âÂ
Sucking his teeth, Jihoon turns from the stove and opens a cabinet in front of him to take out two bowls. âI wish you wouldnât be so formal with me. It makes me feel like I have to do it again. Just call me Jihoon, please.âÂ
The idea of calling Jihoon anything other than Mr. Lee makes your stomach tighten. You heard the others in your office call him by his first name and you had said it to yourself on occasion but never to him. The heat was rising along your neck and to your cheeks once again as you avoided Jihoonâs eyes, a soft smile on your lips. âOkay, Jihoon.âÂ
That was better than anything Jihoon had ever written or heard in his life. If there was anything that he knew, it was music. He knew how to write lyrics that would bring a grown man to tears, and yet when you said his name, that smile on your face almost broke him.Â
Letting out a breath, Jihoonâs shoulders drop before he licks his lips and forces himself back to the task at hand. Dividing the ramen between the two bowls and giving you the egg, he slides your bowl towards you and rests his elbow on the counter. âI hope you like it, Y/N.âÂ
You cant stop the quiet laugh that slips from between your lips when Jihoon calls you by your first name, your cheeks warming like a schoolgirl who has a crush. Pressing your lips together, you nod and pick up your chopsticks and see Jihoon smiling out of the corner of your eye as he waits for you to take the first bite before joining you. The food is simple and warms you from the inside out. It was something youâd make for yourself after a long day, but there was something special about it being made for you and the fact that it was made by Jihoon. âItâs delicious. Thank youâŠâÂ
Even Jihoon had to admit that this was one of his better bowls of ramen. Perhaps it tasted better because he was sharing it with you, or maybe because he had put more heart into cooking it, but the broth was the perfect level of spice and savory on his tongue. Humming as he leans over his bowl, Jihoon nods before quietly slurping the noodles into his mouth and licking his lips. âMy pleasure; the least I can do after all youâve done for me.âÂ
You hadnât done much, not in your mind. You knew that Jihoon was busy. He was always at the office before you and it seemed like while he left before the rest of the staff, there was a good reason. Now you understand that he was probably picking up Haein. He was even busier than you knew.Â
Dropping off her bag on the table next to the front door, Jihoonâs mother is surprised when he doesnât meet her. The soft hum of voices draws her closer to the kitchen, but seeing the look in her sonâs eyes as he watches you eat and smile makes her pause. She knew that she could say something and let Jihoon know that she was there, but it was the first time that she had seen her son in love and she wanted to relish it.Â
Laughing softly, Jihoon takes a sip of his Coke before nodding along with your words as he learns a bit about your life. He loved learning about youâabout your family, your wish for a pet, anything you were willing to share. It felt like time had frozen with you until something out of the corner of his eye caught his attention and Jihoonâs cheeks started to flush.Â
âMomâŠâÂ
Mom? Sitting up straight, you glance in the same direction that Jihoon is looking, only for your eyes to widen to see a pretty older woman watching you both. The look on her face is kind, and her eyes are full of what seems like endearment as she laughs at both of your surprised reactions.Â
âWhy are you both acting like I caught you doing something wrong? Please eat.â Moving towards her son, Jihoonâs mother leans to kiss his cheek before she meets your eyes as you wipe your lips and adjust your clothes, trying to look as presentable as possible in front of someone so important. âWho is this beautiful girl, Jihoon?â
Sighing, Jihoon closes his eyes for a moment, hearing his motherâs words, before he opens them and meets you almost apologetically before clearing his throat. âThis is Y/N, um... Y/N Y/L/N, my assistant.âÂ
Still smiling fondly at you, Jihoonâs mother reaches across the island to offer you her hand, which you take, letting her squeeze your hand gently. âIt is such an honor to meet you, dear. Iâve never met any of Jihoonâsââ Stopping to think of the word, his mother smiles almost mischievously, turning to meet her sonâs eyes. âGirlfriends.âÂ
Opening your mouth to start to explain that you arenât his girlfriend, that you are just, as he explained, his assistant, you arenât quick enough as Jihoon moves to stand, laughing awkwardly and taking his motherâs arm. âMom, thank you for coming to help. Haein should be waking up. Iâm sure sheâll be excited to see you. We will be right back, Y/N.âÂ
Lifting your now-free hand to your lips, you nod and gesture to the dishes before sliding off your stool. âUm, okay. Iâll wash the dishes.â Jihoon turns to walk backwards, his hand still on his mother as he shakes his head. âNo, no⊠Iâll get them later. Iâll be right back.âÂ
Turning the corner with his mother in tow, Jihoon finally meets her eyes, watching her smile widen before the two are out of line of sight of you. âWhat was that?â Reaching up to adjust Jihoonâs shirt, his mother carefully buttons one more button before lifting her hand to cup his cheek. âSheâs very pretty, Jihoon.â Groaning, Jihoon rolls his eyes, turning away from his motherâs hand and opening Haeinâs door, letting her go in first. He wasnât going to admit out loud to his mother that she was right.Â
Humming along with a song in your head, you glance over your shoulder, hearing a scoff when Jihoon finally comes back to the kitchen. Clearly, you hadnât listened to him with your hands in soapy dishwater up to your forearms. âIâm almost done. There were just a few things.âÂ
âI told you Iâd do them later.â Shaking your head, you use your elbow to turn on the sink, rinsing the last bowl as Jihoon moves to your side, his hand brushing subconsciously along your back as he takes it from you and puts it on the drying rack. âI wanted to help, besides... When you get back home, Iâm sure you will have to take care of Haein, shower, and get ready for bed. Now this is done.âÂ
Sighing softly, Jihoon turns to rest his hip against the counter as you rinse the soap from your hands. This was all so domestic, and the fact that you were worried about simple things like him having the time to take a shower before bed? Jihoon was not letting that go to his head, not even a little bit.Â
âAnd what about you? Youâll have to drive all the way home before you can do any of that for yourself. I feel awful.â Offering Jihoon a smile, you dry your hands before finally meeting his eyes and realizing how close he was standing. Swallowing hard, your smile fades ever so slightly as you take a single step back and fold the towel in your hands as you shake your head once again. "Iâum, Iâll be okay. Donât worry about me.âÂ
Jihoon was realizing that was impossible. He was having a hard time taking his eyes off of you, much less his mind. His smile lifting at one corner of his lips, Jihoon nods before gesturing his head towards the kitchen entryway. "Then, in the spirit of that, let me get you to your car so I donât keep you out all night.âÂ
A shirt folded in your arms, a Coke Zero in one hand, and your bag in the other, you make your way to your desk even as Soonyoung leans back in his desk chair to get a better look at you. Over the past few weeks he was getting easier and easier to ignore, even if he was also becoming one of your best friends.Â
âNo coffee?â Lifting your brows to Soonyoungâs question, you pick up the Coke from your desk and smile at him sweetly before knocking on Jihoonâs door as the other man groans about having to get his own.Â
âCome in.âÂ
Taking a deep breath, you put a smile on your face and slide past the large door letting it close behind you. Making your way towards his desk, you carefully avoid Jihoonâs eyes until you are too close to do so. âHi, so I have your shirt and this.âÂ
Jihoon smiles as you sit the Coke Zero in front of him before moving towards his closet to hang up the borrowed shirt. âThanks, Y/N.â Nodding, you glance over your shoulder as you try to put the hanger on the rack once and then twice before finally hitting your mark. âSure, no biggie. I remembered.âÂ
His smile pulls into more of a full grin as he watches you struggle with the hanger. You were even cuter than normal, if that were possible. He had hated saying goodnight to you the night before, but he really felt like he had made progress with you. This as the most he had seen you in his office in a long time.Â
Swallowing hard, you turn on your heels and press your lips together before gesturing towards Jihoon and smiling softly. âHow is Haein feeling?âÂ
Jihoon liked this casual conversation, even if it was about his daughter. He wished youâd sit down, but even he had to remind himself that he should keep it somewhat professional at the office. Cracking open the drink in front of him, Jihoon nods and meets your eyes once again. âSheâs okay, still a bit sickly. My mom stayed with her today, butâŠâ You watch as Jihoonâs head tilts, a metaphorical lightbulb going off above his head as something occurs to him. âY/N, are you busy this evening?âÂ
When you open your mouth to speak, you close it and shake your head. A list of reasons why Jihoon would ask you about your plans goes through your head before finallyâ âCould you stay with Haein for a few hours while I go to dinner?â That wasnât on your list. He wanted you to take care of his kid while he went to dinner? What? Like on a date?Â
Swallowing hard, you push down your disappointment, forcing a smile as you nod politely. âSure, I have nothing else going on. You want me to go there after work?âÂ
Jihoon watched as your smile faded and then reappeared strained. He wouldnât make you watch Haein; he could always ask his mom to stay longer. Even if she did have plans, but he was hoping to talk with you like he had the day before. Why did you look so upset?Â
âUh, if you really donât mind. I could use the heââÂ
âNope, donât careâI mean, I donât mind. Iâll go and Iâll go now, out... you know, to work.â Gesturing your thumb towards the door, you take a few steps backwards before turning towards it as Jihoon says your name under his breath.Â
You werenât sure you had ever felt so stupid as you did working for those few hours until Jihoon told you and the rest of the main office to have a good evening. Nodding, you avoid his eyes even as Jihoon stops at your desk to sigh, muttering that he would see you once he got home.Â
Waiting until Jihoon is out of the door, Soonyoung moves from his seat and walks towards your desk with his head tilted. âAt home? What the hell is that about?âÂ
Rolling your eyes, you try to wave the man off, not wanting to talk about it, but as usual, Soonyoung wouldnât let go of something like this so easily. âStop flailing your hand at me. Are you going back over to his house? What the fuck, Y/N?âÂ
Sighing loudly, you meet Soonyoungâs eyes as you shrug, letting your pen fall from your fingers in annoyance. âTo take care of his kid while he goes to dinner. Iâm a glorified babysitter, Soonyoung.â You shake your head when he tries to argue, your hand lifting to tell him to stop. âIâm gonna go and do the right thing because I know he deserves a night out. Also, because I like Haein; sheâs sweet, but I wonât fucking lie... It sucks to know Iâm doing this so he can go on a damn date.âÂ
Pushing back hard from your desk, you donât listen as Soonyoung says your name and tries to get you to listen to reason. Instead, you push at his hand, shooting him a hurt look as you tug your purse up from the floor and onto your arm. âY/N, I think youâre misunderstandââÂ
âStop patronizing me. Iâm not stupid.â Shaking his head, Soonyoung stands up to walk behind you, feeling bad for teasing you. âIâm not! Itâs not even aââ The door closing in Soonyoungâs face stops him from going further, the end of his sentence said to the wooden door. âDate.âÂ
Leaning back in his chair, Mingyu props his feet up on his desk and shakes his head at the display while Soonyoung runs his fingers through his hair. âYou fucked up.âÂ
âMe?! I think Jihoon fucked up. She thinks heâs going on a date. He needs to talk to that woman or sheâs gonna quit. Heâs stringing her along.â Mingyu couldnât argue with Soonyoung, and he shared his fondness for you. Jihoonâs previous assistants were never a good fit. Either they were overly zealous or lazy. One had even leaked company information to another label, but then you got the job and everything flowed like water.Â
âYeah, well⊠Heâll figure it out. Or we will just kill him.âÂ
That Soonyoung could agree with.Â
âMiss Y/N, will you make me sâgetti?âÂ
You had gotten to Jihoonâs house in a sour mood, but quickly found that when you were around Haein, you couldnât be upset. She was so different from the previous day. It was obvious that she was starting to feel better, and her personality was really starting to shine. She was like a little bright light in your dark evening.Â
ââCourse, as long as you guys have the stuff for it.â Pursing your lips, you open the pantry doors and sigh at the amount of groceries available to you. Of course, Lee Jihoon would have a stocked kitchen. You donât know why you even considered anything different.Â
Pulling a few things from the pantry and then more from the fridge, you glance into the living room as Haein pulls a brush through her doll's hair and hums under her breath. You had found yourself smiling fondly at everything the girl had done, even when it was the smallest thing. She could show you that she could tie her shoe and you were praising her like a proud family member. âWhatâs your doll's name, Haein?âÂ
Smiling at you from the couch, Haein lifts the doll to show it off as she moves to her knees. âI used to call her Kimmie, but I like your name better. That okay?â Biting your lip as you push the hamburger meat around in the pan in front of you, you feel your heart tighten in your chest at the little girl's words. âMmhm, thatâs okay with me.âÂ
Your phone had gone off a few times in the night. From the time that you had left the office to the time that you had put a bowl of spaghetti in from Haein, you had been ignoring it. You didnât need to check it to know it was probably Jihoon. It wasnât like he didnât know you were here. His mother had been here when you had gotten here; she had said goodbye to Haein and you knew there were security cameras in Jihoonâs house. You just didnât find yourself wanting to talk to him while he was on a date with some girl. It wasnât until the tenth buzz from your phone on the kitchen counter as you put leftovers into a container, you let out an annoyed breath and turned the phone over to read your texts.Â
Lee Jihoon: Thank you again for helping me out. I owe you big time
Lee Jihoon: Soonyoung said you were upset when you left. Is everything okay?
Lee Jihoon: Y/N?Â
Lee Jihoon: Are you mad at me?
Lee Jihoon: Could we talk when I get home?
Lee Jihoon: How is Haein? Are you guys doing okay?
Lee Jihoon: I checked the camera. I hate doing that. Seems like you guys are having a good time
Lee Jihoon: Feels like you are ignoring my texts on purpose
Lee Jihoon: What did I do???
Lee Jihoon: We are going to talk.Â
Shaking your head, you send a single text message back to Jihoon before slipping your phone into your pocket and making your way over to the couch and Haein. âWhat are we watching?â Giggling, Haein tells you about her Barbie movie and you listen even as you feel your phone vibrate in your pocket. Your stomach in knots, you sigh softly and offer the girl beside you a smile as she adjusts to sit against you, her head against your shoulder, before pulling your arm around her tightly.Â
Y/N: Haein is doing great. No need to rush back. Enjoy your date, Mr. Lee.Â
Lee Jihoon: Be home soon, Miss Y/L/N.Â
You didnât give your phone much more thought; instead, you focused on Haein as she shifted against you to lay in your lap. Your eyes are moving between her and the movie as your fingers brush her hair back from her face. You watch as her eyes slowly close and her breaths become steady and softer, sleep taking her attention from the movie.Â
Sighing softly, you feel your chest tighten at the sight of the little girl asleep in your lap, but more so at the feeling it gives you. You enjoy being close to her. You like that she is happy and feels comfortable enough to sleep. Despite only knowing her for a short time, you find yourself getting attached to Haein.Â
Shrugging his coat off, Jihoon furrows his brows tightly as he moves through the house towards the living room and the sound of the television. He was frustrated that you hadnât been answering his messages, but that last message from you had told him more than enough about why you were acting the way you were.Â
He knew how he felt about you, even if it was a little terrifying for him, but if you were going to sulk and avoid him thinking that he was on a date, clearly you felt something for him too. With a plan in mindâto address the problem head-on right awayâJihoon moves into the room, only to stop in his tracks at the sight in front of him. His plan goes right out the window when he sees your fingers lazily brushing through Haeinâs hair as she sleeps in your lap. Now there was no way he could avoid how he felt about you, not when you were the picture of everything he wanted in his life right in front of his eyes.Â
âY/NâŠâ Jihoonâs soft voice causes your brows to furrow as you sit up slightly, only to feel his fingers slide along your shoulders to keep you from moving to quickly and startling Haein. âSorry, I didnât mean to scare you. Donât wake her. She looks so peaceful.â Leaning over your shoulder, Jihoon smiles brightly as he carefully guides his fingers along the side of yours over Haeinâs head with a sigh. âShe looks happy.âÂ
Jihoon had never been this close to you before and with where he had just come from, you find yourself leaning your head away from his cheek to give him space before moving your hand from his daughterâs head. âMm, I hope she is. I can let you take her so I can get out of the way.âÂ
Rolling his eyes, Jihoon sighs as he turns his head towards you to meet your eyes. âYou arenât in the way, Y/N. Would you stop this? Youâve avoided my messages all evening. I want to talk about whatâs going on, but I do want to get Haein in her room first.â Lifting his brows, Jihoon waits for you to nod before he stands back to his full height and moves around the couch to slide his arms under her, pulling her against his chest.Â
Glancing over his shoulder as he takes a step towards the hall, Jihoon swallows hard, hearing you shift behind him. âPlease donât leave, okay? For me? Give me like five minutes to put my daughter in her bed and then Iâll be back.â You wanted to tell him no and leave, but the look on his face and the way he phrased his words made you settle back into the couch with another nod.Â
Jihoon kept his promise and less than five minutes later, you watched a less put-together Lee Jihoon make his way back into the living room. Running his fingers through his hair, he then unbuttons his sleeves and pushes them up to his elbows before finally meeting your eyes allowing you to see how nervous he really is.Â
âIâm pretty tired, Mr. Lee. I should be getting home sooââÂ
âI wasnât on a date, Y/N.â
It isnât just Jihoon cutting you off that makes you stop, but also what he has to say. Tilting your head, you shift nervously on the couch as he sits down next to you, closer than you anticipate. âThatâs what you wrote me. Your last text... To enjoy my date? I was out for a business dinner with Seokmin and his manager. I havenât been on a date in over two years.âÂ
It was none of your business. He didnât need to tell you this and you shouldnât have even said anything. You feel guilt sitting on your shoulders as you look down at your hands and push your fingers into your palm. âOh⊠Well, you donât owe me any explanations.â
You were so devastatingly beautiful and frustrating at the same time. Scoffing, Jihoon shakes his head as his eyes stay fixed on your fingers as you nervously dig them into your palm. âClearly I do, and I should have just explained it before when I asked you to stay with Haein tonight. There are a lot of things I need to explain to you, I think, based on how you are reacting and how Soonyoung said you left at work.âÂ
Now you feel like a fool. Embarrassment washes over you and you lift your head, meeting Jihoonâs eyes. âIâm sorry. Iâmâthatâs so⊠God. I am so embarrassed, Jihoon. I donât know whatâs wrong with me today. I acted like a child when I left work; I said stupid shit.âÂ
You watch a smirk pull at Jihoonâs lips before he glances down and nods. Obviously, Soonyoung had told him what had happened, perhaps in detail. âMade me realize that Iâm maybe not alone in feeling something between us. If you can get that jealous over the idea of a date.âÂ
Heat rises along your neck and into your face as you look away from Jihoon at what his words imply. Pressing your lips together, you furrow your brows as your brain goes from misfiring to giving you approximately a hundred reasons to bolt for the door, including the fact that Jihoon is your boss.Â
âAm I wrong? âCause I like you, Y/N. I mean, fuckâI really like you.â Trying to hide your smile, you lift your hand, pushing at your lips, before Jihoonâs fingers wrap gently around your wrist, pulling your hand down to your lap as he whispers your name to get you to look at him. âCome on, talk to me.âÂ
Shaking your head, you swallow hard as Jihoonâs thumb moves in a circle in your palm, keeping you grounded. âIâyouâre my boss and... well, you have a daughter. I mean, not that I wouldnât date someone with a kid, what Iâm sayinâI mean.â Taking a breath you try to relax before nodding and starting over. âI donât want to mess things up at work or for Haein. Iâm sure she has feelings about her mother, wherever she is, and seeing her father with someone else might be really confusing.âÂ
Tilting his head, Jihoon nods along with you as you finally get your concerns out. Laying your hand on his leg, he slides his fingers along your hand and brings them together, lightly scratching your skin. âWell, first of all, Iâm the CEO so I can do whatever I want, but there are also three employees in the main office, Y/N. They donât give a fuck. The other employees have never even met me face-to-face.âÂ
Daring to spread to your fingers to catch Jihoonâs letting him hold your hand, a smile spreads over his face as he glances down at your hands and clicks his tongue against his teeth. âTwo, this goes along with things I need to explain about myself. A lot of people donât know my personal life. They donât need to, but you do. Haein isâŠfuck, how do Iââ Sighing, Jihoon leans his head back as he tries to think of the right words before nodding and meeting your eyes. âSheâs my niece.âÂ
Jihoon watches confusion flash across your face as you tilt your head so he is quick to continue. âBut she is my daughter. I know itâs confusing. I adopted her after my brother passed away three years ago. He and his wife were in an accident andââ Sighing, Jihoon tilts his head and you notice the way his brow furrows and the strain in his voice. Shifting closer, you close your hand around his and lift your other hand, timidly reaching to brush Jihoonâs hair from his cheek as a smile pulls at his lips for the kind gesture, making it easier to go on. âHaein was already my goddaughter, so when she lost them, I didnât want her to know loneliness.âÂ
Leaning into your touch, Jihoon lets out another breath with a quiet, kind laugh as he lifts his hand to push his thumb against your pout. âDonât be sad. We are okay; you can see that. One day, when she is ready, Iâll explain it all to her. She already sees the pictures of them, but she just doesnât know who they really are. I donât want to confuse her, so she knows me as her dad.âÂ
Every negative feeling you had been feeling about Jihoon now makes your stomach twist with guilt. You would have never imagined that someone like him would do something like that for his brotherâs child and make sure that she had the perfect life, but here he was and Haein was living that life.Â
âJihoon⊠Sheâs so lucky to have you as her dad. She loves you so much.âÂ
Smiling, Jihoon nods a bit before his nose wrinkles playfully as he glances towards the hallway and to where Haeinâs room is. âI love her. Sheâs my world, and I spoil her too much. Sheâs gonna be a nightmare as a teenager.âÂ
Your laugh is music to Jihoonâs ears and makes his heart beat faster. Sliding his fingers along your hand to your wrist, Jihoon sighs softly and licks his lips as his eyes drop to yours and your pretty smile. âGo out with me tomorrow.âÂ
Rubbing your lips together, your laugh falls silent on your lips at Jihoonâs question and how he is looking at you. The air feels thicker and more electric with his touch and you find yourself wanting to lean in and feel his breath against your lips as his eyes drift to yours one more time.Â
âWhere?â Now you were being coy, but Jihoon found it endearing. Smirking, he tilts his head and shifts closer to you, trailing his fingers along your arm feeling the chillbumbs erupt under his touch. âSomeplace nice, dinner. Let me take you on a date, Miss Y/L/N.âÂ
Shivering, the chillbumps spreading over your entire body, you nod, letting out a slow breath, almost afraid to speak, knowing words would be difficult. You almost want to ask Jihoon to kiss you, but you know itâs too quick and he seems to know it too as he leans back and lifts his hand. to trail the back of his fingers over your warm cheek. âGood. Iâll pick you up at 6 tomorrow. Let me walk you to the door; you said you were tired.âÂ
Your entire day had been filled with one thought. What does someone wear on a date with their boss? You had asked friends and family, and you even considered asking Soonyoung for his advice. As the hours ticked by, you found yourself standing in front of your mirror in at least ten different outfits before finally landing on one that you didnât hate.Â
Jihoon, on the other hand, had turned to Soonyoung, though he had quickly regretted it. Watching the other man from his mirror, Jihoon rolled his eyes as Soonyoung made a disapproving face at yet another shirt that he pulled from his closet. âYou donât like anything I own.âÂ
"Well, everything you own is boring as fuck.â Smiling quickly to cover up the end of his cursing, Soonyoung glances towards the bedroom down and out into the other room to watch Haein playing with her grandmother. âY/N is classy. Sheâs sexy. She deserves something different than what you wear every single day.âÂ
Shaking his head, Jihoon pushes his shirt back into the closet with a sigh before pulling out another and holding it up, getting a head tilt from Soonyoung. âNot bad; try it on. I like the bit of pattern; itâd be better if it wasnât so subtle.Â
Cursing under his breath, Jihoon tugs his shirt over his head and pulls the button up over his arms, quickly buttoning it up almost all the way when Soonyoung groans. âLeave it unbuttoned more than that, you prude. Show her some chest; give her the goods.âÂ
âJesus Christ⊠Why did I ask you to come over?âÂ
âBecause Iâm your best friend and I have good fashion sense.âÂ
Jihoon rolls his eyes as he undoes two buttons and turns towards the mirror, adjusting his shirt, tucking it into his dress pants and tilting his own head. He hated to admit it, but Soonyoung was right; the shirt looked pretty damn good on him.Â
Tugging at the end of your dress as you sit on your couch, you whine under your breath and watch the minutes tick down. You had wanted to just meet Jihoon at the restaurant but he had insisted on picking you up. It seemed he had wanted you to have the full first date experience with him and it was making you feel almost queasy as you waited.
You had made Jihoon tell you what restaurant he was taking you to so that you could look over the menu in advance, and despite the prices not being listed, you had a good idea of what to order. You had even gone as far as to look up reviews of the place, only to put your phone face down on your coffee table, not wanting to see any more words like worth the price, romantic, once in a lifetime experience. Those were words you didnât associate with yourself.Â
Shaking his hands out, Jihoon looks up at your apartment building and puffs up his cheeks before taking the first step towards the door. It had been a long time since he had been on a date and even longer since he had been on one with someone he actually cared so much about. The last date had been a blind date set up by guys in the office and while the woman had been nice enough, she was nothing like you.Â
Jihoon could remember how awkward the conversation had been. He hadnât meant to be so difficult and he honestly felt horrible by the end of the date and apologized. No day with you had ever been like that. Every single conversation Jihoon had ever had with you had been as easy as breathing for him. The awkward silences were shared by both before the two of you would smile and laugh filling the space. Even the idea brings a smile to his face and makes Jihoonâs skin erupt in chillbumps as he searches for your apartment number and last name before pressing the call button.Â
You hadnât realized how intently you had been staring at your coffee table until the buzzer for your apartment went off. Putting your hand against your chest, you feel your heart beating hard and fast as you take a deep, calming breath. With one last glance to the clock, you nod and speed walk towards the intercom next to your door, clearing your throat before pressing the button and smiling into your words. âIâll be right down, Jihoon.âÂ
Your voice makes Jihoon almost melt on the spot. You were smiling; he could hear it and he couldnât wait to see it. Nodding, he takes a step back and leans against the railing as he glances up at the sky, enjoying the colors. The sun had started to set, so there was this perfect mixture of pink, blue, and gold that almost looked like a painting. Jihoon finds himself hoping youâll hurry down so he can share the moment with you and even as the thought passes through his mind, he laughs, feeling his cheeks heat up. He was falling for you hard.Â
Sliding your jacket over your shoulders, you quickly walk to the elevator and tap the toe of your shoe against the floor as you watch the numbers go down slower than they ever had. You knew it was a trick of your mind that the elevator wasnât going slower than it did on any normal day, but knowing that Lee Jihoon was waiting for you made the world slow down and you wanted to see him. After spending your entire day both dreading and being excited about this date, now you were more excited than anything.Â
When the doors to the elevator open, letting you see the main doors of your apartment complex, you take a deep breath, seeing Jihoon looking up at the sky. If you werenât worried that he would start to worry where you were, you might take a picture of him through the glass doors. There was something incredibly picturesque and handsome about him with the sunset on the horizon behind him, the trees on the other side of the street, and the way his hair was framing his perfect face.Â
Commiting the moment to memory instead, you push the door open and lower your eyes, feeling instantly shy when a quiet gasp escapes Jihoonâs lips when he sees you for the first time that evening. What you had chosen to wear was nothing special but to Jihoon, you were the most beautiful woman he had ever seen in his entire life. You were wearing a black bodycon dress that came to your mid-thigh and a light brown long jacket that fell under the length of your dress. Even down to your shoes, black heels that no one else would probably think to look at, Jihoon was taking in every detail before he tried to meet your eyes.Â
âY/NâŠâ Whining at the sound of your name on his lips, you avoid his gaze until Jihoonâs fingers gently rest under your chin and lift your head so he can finally meet you eye to eye. âYou are stunning, holy shit. IâI have to...calm down.âÂ
You laugh so quietly and so sweetly that Jihoonâs attempt to calm down fails. A soft groan slips from between his lips before he rubs his fingers over his lips and shakes his head, moving his hand from your face to your hand and lacing his fingers with yours. âCome on, beautiful. I promised you dinner.âÂ
You had been right about the restaurant that Jihoon had wanted to take you to. It was fancy and not something you had ever expected to experience. The food was indulgent and the wine tasted expensive, but more importantly, Jihoon couldnât keep his eyes off of you.Â
More than once you had found yourself mid-conversation meeting his eyes and your cheek burning as he all but stared at you in awe. You would watch Jihoon smile and let out a soft embarrassed laugh at getting caught before he would just shake his head and sigh your name under his breath.Â
âIâm sorry, you are just so beautiful.âÂ
âJihoon⊠please.âÂ
âWhat? Itâs true. Iâve spent the last month trying to keep that to myself and now seeing you like this and knowing that Iâm actually on a date with youâŠâ Jihoon hisses into his words before sipping at his wine to keep himself in check. You watch his tongue swipe over his lips before he meets your eyes once again. âIâm so lucky.âÂ
Shifting in your seat, you grab your own wine and take a drink to mostly hide your face and how overwhelmed you are. You had never had a man treat you the way Jihoon was. He had tried at the beginning of the date to be confident and collected but the longer he sat in front of you, the mask fell away and to Jihoon, there was no one else in the room besides you and him. No one else mattered.Â
âYou need to eat. Your food is going to get cold, Jihoon.â Smiling at your words, Jihoon glances down at his half-eaten plate and sucks at his teeth. You were right, but that didnât make it any easier to focus on something that wasnât you. You were the type of beauty that inspired Jihoon to write songs and he had been composing in his brain from the moment you stepped through the doors of your apartment.Â
âMm, yes, maâam.âÂ
Watching Jihoon finally take another bite of his food, you press your lips together and swallow another sip of your wine. He was so different than the Jihoon you knew from work. The CEO Lee Jihoon could be almost terrifying when he wanted to be. He was stern and to the point. You had seen him reduce people to tears, but the man in front of youâyou believed he would do anything for you if you asked. He would be on his knees for you, waiting with baited breath if youâtaking a deep breath, you push the thought from your mind as you tip your wine glass back and empty the last of your wine into your mouth.Â
Jihoon wasnât the type of guy to try to invite himself into a girlâs place on the first date, but when you asked him if he wanted to come in for something to drink, he also wasnât going to be an idiot and say no. He didnât want the night to end yet. He didnât need anything more with you; he might want it, but he wasnât going to force it. Jihoon was just thrilled that you trusted him enough to invite him in in the first place.Â
âListen, my apartment is small. Itâs nothing fancy, like seriously, my apartment could fit in your pool.â Smiling as he walked off the elevator behind you, his eyes moving over your legs and up your back, Jihoon shook his head and let out a slow breath. âNone of that matters to me, Y/N. Stop worrying about stuff like that. Iâm just happy to be with you for a little while longer.âÂ
Your heart was in your throat, not just at Jihoonâs words but at the idea of having him in your apartment. You knew it was a big deal and you knew what you were doing. No, it didnât have to go anywhere besides just drinks and conversation, but you were beginning to hope that it would. You werenât normally like this. You rarely brought men back to your apartment on the first date, but there was something about Jihoon and knowing that he was so busy at work and away from it that made you selfish and wanting just a little more time with him.Â
Whining under your breath, you push your front door open and step inside, flicking the lights on as you kick your heels off beside the door before glancing back at Jihoon as he steps inside. He doesnât fit and yet he does. Nothing about him screams small and cozy apartment, and yet he doesnât look completely out of place in your space. He doesnât look uncomfortable; instead, he looks at ease as he places his shoes next to yours and slips his jacket off.Â
Everything about your apartment screamed you in Jihoonâs opinion. From the way you decorated to the way it smelled like your perfume, he was drowning in it happily. Moving into the living room, Jihoon quickly scans over the books on your shelf before finally meeting your eyes with a smile as you hang up your jacket along with his. You bite at your bottom lip and he can tell you are nervous. He was too, but there was something else that was bubbling inside of him that was bigger than his nerves every time he looked at you.Â
âUm, I have wine, beer, probably the stuff for shitty margaritas.â Scratching at your neck, you walk into your kitchen, where Jihoon can no longer see you, but he can hear you as you rummage through your fridge. âWater, Cokeâitâs not Coke Zero though, and I have milk.âÂ
Laughing under his breath, Jihoon lowers himself down on your couch and rubs his hands together, looking over the room once again at the pictures on the walls and your shelf. âWhatever you are having, as long as itâs not the Coke.âÂ
Jihoon smiles hearing your laugh even from a room away. He can still hear the sounds of you doing things in the kitchen and he has the urge to go help you, but he doesnât want to crowd you or make you uncomfortable so he stays where he is. Just when he starts missing you, wanting to see your pretty face, you round the corner and lift two wine glasses, showing him the white wine you have poured for the two of you to share.Â
âHope this is okay. I know we had red at the restaurant, and I can promise this is cheap and probably disgusting... But itâs wine nonetheless.â Offering him one of the glasses, you sit on the couch near him, leaving plenty of space out of nerves. Jihoon takes the glass and instantly looks down at the space between the two of you, letting out a soft laughing sigh as he shakes his head and takes a sip of the wine. âThe wine is okay; what isnât is how far you are from me.âÂ
You bite your bottom lip as Jihoon shifts closer to you, his leg against yours causing you to lower your eyes to your wine before he says your name, drawing your gaze upwards to meet his. âIf you want me to move, I will, but Iâis it wrong of me to want to be close to you? You are so beautiful, itâs killing me. I know Iâve stared at you all night and I should apologize for thatââÂ
âNo, no, itâs okay. You can stay here; please donât move. I like it. I like when you look at me; it justâitâs a lot. You look at me like...â You trail off and laugh, looking away to take a sip of your wine before furrowing your brows, trying to think of the right words. Jihoon sighs, letting you have a moment to compose yourself, but in the silence he canât help the way his eyes move over your face and down your body, landing on your hand that rests on your leg.Â
Wrapping his fingers around your wrist, Jihoon turns your hand in his and strokes your arm gently, smiling when he feels chillbumps erupt under his touch and hears you take a sharp breath into your words. âItâs like Iâm the only person in the world.âÂ
Nodding, Jihoon lifts his eyes to yours once again and leans to put his wine glass down on a coaster. Lifting his brows, Jihoon asks for silent permission to touch you as his fingers hover near your face. When you nod, he trails them along your cheek before gliding his thumb to your jawline. âYou are, especially right now. Of course, Haein will always come first for me, but I have a feeling you understand that.âÂ
You nod and Jihoon smiles, letting his thumb barely ghost over your lips, feeling them part, a soft breath of air meeting his skin before he moves his hand to your neck and down to your shoulder and finally trailing his fingers along your bare arm and back down to your hand. âBut you are so important to me. Over the time that Iâve gotten to know you, itâs been hard not to tell you all the things Iâve told you tonight.â
Shifting on the couch, you pout, and Jihoonâs name slips from your lips as he takes your wine from your hand, putting it on the table with his own, feeling a shift in the air with his confession. âI know itâs a lot and itâs fast considering where this might go, but I have to say it because Iâm falling for you.â Shaking his head, Jihoon leans his head back with a half laugh and half sigh before correcting himself. âIâve been falling for you the entire time I've known you. Iâve just been scared to death. Between everything, our previous relationship, and what you know about my daughter nowâŠâÂ
It makes sense, all of his concerns. You share them and more of your own. But to say that you hadnât been falling for Jihoon over the time you had been working for him and then even more so since you had met Haein and been introduced into his homelife, would be the biggest lie you had ever told anyone or yourself in your life.Â
âWhat ifâif this doesnât work out?â You speak so quietly that you arenât sure youâve spoken out loud or that Jihoon will hear you, but he does. Nodding along with your words, he furrows his brows and leans forward as his thumb moves in small circles over your wrist, trying to calm your worries. âI donât think in what-ifs usually, but for you this time I will entertain it. If things donât work out, we will figure it out together. I know how I feel about you and I donât have doubts. I know how much Haein adores you, so I donât have doubts about that either. I just need to know how you feel, Y/N.âÂ
His certainty makes your head spin and your heart quicken. Taking a deep breath, you slide your hand towards Jihoon's, letting your nails scratch lightly over his palm as you nod and puff up your cheeks slightly. Smiling at how beautiful and cute you can be at the same time, Jihoon lifts his free hand to pinch lightly at your puffed up cheek, feeling you let out your breath when you finally do speak up.Â
âI like you so much. If I asked you to kiss me, would you?âÂ
Jihoon hadnât expected you to ask him for anything physical, but there was no way in hell he was going to deny you. Sliding his hand from your cheek to your hairline, Jihoon whispers yes as he leans in, waiting to see if you are going to ask him. When you whine, wanting him to just do it, Jihoon laughs and nudges his nose against yours. âI was waiting for you to ask.âÂ
âJihoon, please! Just kiss me, oh my god.â And with that, his lips press against yours, taking your words and breath away in an instant. Melting into his touch, you whine into the kiss, your hands sliding to find something to hold on to. One hand clings to Jihoonâs forearm as the other finds his chest and grips his shirt loosely, pulling him closer to you and drawing a small groan from his lips and into yours.Â
Jihoonâs head was spinning with only thoughts of yours and how good you felt against his lips. He had known the kiss would be better than he could ever imagine, but even he couldnât have anticipated it being this good. He was already struggling to keep himself in check as your fingers lightly scratched at his chest through his shirt while your tongue brushed against his. Your sweet, breathy moans going straight to his cock that was quickly getting harder in his pants.Â
âShit, babâY/N.â Stopping himself before he calls you anything besides your name, Jihoon pulls back from the kiss, feeling you chase his lips. He didnât want to stop kissing you, but this had quickly gone from a kiss to a make-out session on your couch. âI donât want to do anything you donât want. So if we need to slow downâŠâÂ
You loved that Jihoon was being respectful. You adored that he was such a sweet gentleman, but right now you didnât want him to stop. Your lips were starting to feel numb from his kiss and it had you aching between your thighs for him. You had asked him for a kiss. Could you ask for more?
Lowering your lashes, you suck on your bottom lip and look up at Jihoon through your lashes, seeing the lustful look in his eyes that matches your own. âI donât want to slow down, Jihoon. Iâplease? Can weâŠâÂ
There was something about you not even being able to say the words out loud that made Jihoon feel like he was going insane. You seemed so innocent, so pure. Groaning under his breath, Jihoon runs his fingers along your cheek and into your hairline once again before resting his forehead against yours. Licking his lips, he nods and slides his free hand along your side to test the waters and how serious you are until he reaches your hip and squeezes lightly.Â
âHm? Can we, what? What do you want, pretty girl?â Titling his head, Jihoon brushes his lips against yours, hearing you whine when he pulls them away to press a kiss on your warm cheek, speaking against your skin. âGotta tell me.âÂ
Embarrassment rushes through you, and you whimper Jihoonâs name, grabbing at his shirt, muttering under your breath too low to make out. Shaking his head, Jihoon cants his head towards your mouth and shivers at the feeling of your warm breath when you repeat yourself. âTake me to bed?âÂ
Again, you were so innocent. You didnât ask him to fuck you. You didnât even ask him to sleep with you or to make love. You simply asked to be taken to bed. There were so many ways to interrupt that, but Jihoon knew what you meant. âOkay, baby. Is that okay? If I call you that?âÂ
Nodding, you watch Jihoon stand up as he offers his hand to you, which you take so he can help you to your feet. Feeling your knees shake a bit, you are happy for the arm that moves around your waist when Jihoon leans to brush his lips behind your ear, a playful laugh leaving his lips when you lean against him, letting him hold you upright. âI got you. Which room are we going to, baby?âÂ
Once Jihoon has you through the threshold of your bedroom, you finally move on your own towards your bed, reaching for a lighter to light the candle next to your bed. Jihoon glances around as the wick on the candle comes to life, providing just enough light in the room that he can look around and take in his surroundings.Â
If he had thought your apartment was you, your bedroom was like getting a look inside of you. The smell of your perfume was the strongest in this room and even in the low candlelight, Jihoon could see that the colors of the room, down to the bedding, were the perfect shade for you.Â
âIs that okay? I just want to be able to see you a little bit and the moon isnât very bright tonight.â Smiling at your words, Jihoon nods as he undoes the buttons at his wrists while you sit on the side of your bed looking up at him, again so innocentlyâjust like an angel. âItâs perfect and it smells just like you in here. Feels like Iâm swimming in you; I might drown.âÂ
You knew that Jihoon wrote songsâno, you knew that he wrote poetry. To say that you were a fan of the music that he had composed and produced would be an understatement, but you kept yourself composed while you were at work and when you were blessed to hear something in advance and it was him singing. Hearing Jihoon say something like he might drown in you was like hearing him sing his lyrics in person to you, and now it was you who was drowning.Â
âYou canât say things like that.âÂ
Watching you hide your face, Jihoon laughs, moving towards the bed to step between your knees. Lifting your head, his fingers lightly holding your face under your chin, he watches how big your eyes get as they meet his and he almost melts under your gaze. âWhy not, baby? Itâs true.âÂ
Shifting your legs as far apart as you can with your dress still snug around your thighs, you whine to the feeling of Jihoonâs fingers on your skin as you gain the courage to reach out and touch him. With one hand you wrap your fingers around his wrist and the other you rest it on his stomach, catching one of his shirt buttons under your nail.Â
âCause it makes me shy. Iâm already so shy around you. Canât you justâplease?â You were doing it again, not using full sentences and expecting Jihoon to fill in the blanks. Luckily for you and Jihoon, his imagination was running wild with all the things he wanted to do to you and with you.Â
âYeah, I can. God, you are so pretty.â Jihoonâs fingers walk the line from your neck to your shoulder, where the strap of your dress rests. Carefully working his fingers under it, Jihoon lifts his brows like a question as he tries to take another step forward only to meet resistance and to look down at the tight skirt of your dress. âThis dress is so beautiful on you, Y/N, but itâs gotta go. Can Iâmm, can I take it off you?âÂ
You knew the question would be asked and you wanted him to take your dress off, but hearing the words made your stomach flip and your heart race. Nodding quickly, you bite at your lips and shift on the bed so quickly that Jihoon canât help but to chuckle as he takes a step back and leans down as he shakes his head and catches your lips in a soft kiss. âSlow down, pretty girl. Iâll do it. Let me do it; I want to.âÂ
Speaking on Jihoonâs lips, you relax under his hands as Jihoon slides them along your outer thighs to where your dress sits tight against your skin. âOkay, Hoon.â You donât even mean to shorten his name, but you already feel drunk off him as soon as his fingers press under the end of your dress and start to shimmy it up your body inch by inch.Â
Smiling against your lips at the shortening of his name, Jihoon leans over your body, laying your back on the bed, feeling you lift your hips as his hands reach them. He only pulls away from your lips to make it easier to get your dress off, but the sight isnât one he ever wants to forget as you arch your back and bite at your lips, giving him the honor of taking off your dress and completely leaving you in your lingerie.Â
Jihoon swallows hard as his eyes move over you slowly. He hadnât told you what his favorite color was and yet you were lying on your bed covered in it. Red lace adorns your body in all the right places, leaving just the right amount to his imagination as he gives into temptation and trails the back of his fingers between your breasts, over your stomach, and stops just on top of your clothed pussy.Â
âThe most gorgeous fucking woman in the universe, I swear to God. Baby, look at you. I almost donât want to take any of this off of you.â Your cheeks and neck burn from Jihoonâs overwhelming attention as he moves his fingers back up your body, stopping to squeeze your hips and then ghosting each of your breasts, causing your nipples to harden. âDid you know this is my favorite color? Even more so now. Iâll imagine it on you all the fucking time now.âÂ
Turning your face from Jihoon, you smile once again feeling shy even though you are enjoying his words and his attention. The sound of Jihoonâs laugh makes your skin feel like itâs on fire, especially when his lips hover over your collarbone once he is able to stand between your legs, finally close enough to gain access to any part of you he wants. âYou are so shy. God, itâs so cute, so sweet. Itâs killing me. What am I gonna do with you?âÂ
You knew what you wanted him to do with you, but as much as you wanted to rush him and to get him inside of you there was something in your brain stopping you from doing that as Jihoonâs fingers turned your face back towards him to watch him stand back up in front of you. Your mouth falls open slightly as your eyes stay fixed on him, his nimble fingers carefully undoing the expensive shirt that you had admired more than once through out your date, and while you love the shirt on him you find that you love it on your floor even more.Â
âOh my godâŠâ The soft exclaim leaving your lips makes Jihoon smirk, his ego inflating even slightly as he drops his shirt in the floor leaving him shirtless in front of you. He knew he was in shape, he worked hard on it and he had seen you look at him in his tanktops early in the morning at the office more than once to know you would be interested in seeing him like this. Running his hand along his abs, Jihoon grabs his belt and undoes it quickly as you squeeze you thighs together only for you to whimper when he pushes his knee between your knees and shakes his head.Â
âAs much as I want to see those panties get ruined, I wanna be the one doing it. Be a good girl for me and keep those thighs apart for me. Iâm almost done, baby.â Nodding as you do as you are told, Jihoon moves his leg back and unbuttons his pants sucking on his bottom lip as he pushes them down in one swift motion. âThatâs better. Now we are even, right?âÂ
You didnât want him wearing anything. You could see the outline of his cock and it was making you equally shocked and feral. You wanted to get on your knees for him and show him what you could do with it, but at the same time you were too stunned to move, so instead you just nod and lick your lips feeling your mouth starting to water.Â
Jihoon could understand the feeling as you lick your lips. He was doing the same looking at you, his eyes falling between your legs. He hadnât been lying about wanting to ruin your panties. All he could think about was how wet you might be for him. He knew he was being cocky in hoping you might be soaking through your lace, but with how you were acting, he had a feeling he wasnât that far off.Â
âCan I touch you? Are you still okay, baby? Wanna keep going? I wonât make youââ Hearing you whine his name, Jihoon laughs understanding your answer to all his questions. âI just wanted to ask, angel. Trust me, I wanna keep going. Fuck, let me get you on this bed.âÂ
Gasping, you are surprised when Jihoon lifts at your hips and scoots you on the bed shifting you into the middle with almost no effort. Meeting your widened eyes, he grins moving to place one knee next to yours and the other between your knees as he looks down at you like you are a five course meal. âDidnât think Iâd move you?âÂ
âIâ-you could have let me do it myselfâŠâ Shaking his head, Jihoon lift his hand to your shoulder pulling the strap of your bra down your arm before leaning to press his lips to your skin listening to your soft moans as he speaks against your soft skin. âIâd never ask you to do a damn thing when we are in bed. Iâm gonna have you so fucking spoiled, baby.âÂ
Arching off the bed, you grab at the bedding under and carefully run your fingers through Jihoonâs hair for the first time as his lips find the swell of your breast over your lace. You moan not only to his words, the feeling of his lips against your skin, but also the feeling of his hair in between your fingers. You find yourself wanting to run your fingers through his hair all the time, not just in moments like this, but also when the two of you are watching a movie, laying in bed ready to sleep, or while heâs workingâŠ
Pushing the thought from your mind, you let out a soft cry when Jihoonâs teeth rake over your nipple, his fingers tugging your bra down from one breast so he can have access to your bare skin. âFuck⊠You are so soft.â Swallowing hard at his own words, Jihoon shakes his head and runs his tongue around your nipple before sucking it into his mouth with a groan hearing your breathy sighs of pleasure.Â
He wanted to have his lips on every single inch of your body if possible. If he could do it all at once he would, but he knew that was impossible so he was taking his time. Reaching behind your arched back, Jihoon undoes your bra feeling it give way under his fingers so he can pull it from your body giving him more access to your skin. As much as he loved the lace on your body feeling your bare skin against his was better. The feeling of your soft breasts against his face was heaven as he pressed kisses from one nipple to the other taking it into his mouth with a satisfied groan.Â
There was no way to explain how good you tasted. Your skin tasted perfect on Jihoonâs tongue and he hadnât even made it past your chest. His cock was leaking heavily in his briefs as he rolled his hips against your thigh, his own pressed against the wet lace covering your pussy. With each movement, each groan from Jihoon, he would rock his thigh against you drawing out another moan that would cause his cock to jerk.Â
âSo good. You sound so pretty, baby. Just taking my time...â You were too drunk off the feeling of Jihoonâs mouth and body against yours to be upset that he was taking his time, but you could tell that he was. You had never had someone move so slowly with you. If it had been any other man in your bed, their cock would have already been in you without much or any prep, and it would have been done in momentsâbut Jihoon was slowly making his way down your body, kissing every mole and scar as he went.Â
When Jihoon did finally reach your hips, you bit your lips, feeling his fingers push into the sides of your panties, resting over your hipbones. Glancing down at him, your breath quick and uneven, you meet his eyes and see him smile before he presses a kiss just below your belly button.Â
What happens next leaves you breathless when Jihoonâs tongue runs from your mouth just above your ass to your mound over your lace, letting him taste you through your panties. Smirking against the lace, Jihoon meets your eyes once again as he nips at your pussy through your panties, feeling your thighs quiver on either side of his head. Only when whispered pleads are falling from your lips does Jihoonâs fingers finally start to tug your panties down your legs so he can drop them to the floor along with the rest of your clothes.Â
âI told you I wanted to ruin them. I always keep my promises, babe.â Jihoon watches you swallow hard as you try to catch your breath, already feeling the coil in your stomach starting to tighten. âNow let me see you.â Spreading your legs once again, Jihoon groans as he watches the candlelight hit your glistening folds. He had been right about how wet you were. He was starving for you and he wasnât done worshipping you.Â
Running his fingers along your legs from your ankles to your thighs, Jihoon keeps his eyes on yours as he lowers himself back between your legs to press a kiss to each of your thighs before doing the same to your wet pussy.Â
Licking his lips, Jihoon closes his eyes to the first real taste of you, a shiver running through his body before he adjusts between your legs and pulls you closer to him, making you gasp. One hand wrapped around your leg at your hip, Jihoon spreads your folds, while with the other he carefully circles your dripping hole with his index finger before working it in feeling you clench around it.Â
âShit⊠Tight. Gotta relax for me, okay, baby?â Jihoon watches you nod even though you arenât sure how he expects you to relax when he thrusts his finger into it, and it feels so good. You arenât sure how he wants you to stop clenching around his finger tightly when he finally runs his tongue between your folds and groans finding your clit and sucking on it. You only manage to push down on his finger and tighten around it more. âFuck, taste so good.âÂ
Leaning his head back to shake his hair from his face, Jihoon smiles when you thread your fingers back into his hair. Not only does he enjoy the feeling of your fingers in his hair, but it also lets him get back to work. With a second finger joining the first, Jihoonâs mouth is back on your folds. He gently sucks them into his mouth and hums in appreciation as he once again works his way back up to your waiting clit, flicking his tongue against it, causing you to practically scream his name.Â
You had been so quiet up to that point that when you scream his name, Jihoon closes his eyes and ruts his hips into the mattress, afraid he is going to cum from just the sound alone. The pressure that had been building inside of you comes to a head and with one more brush of Jihoonâs fingers against your spot, you come undone.Â
Tugging tightly at his hair, you whimper Jihoonâs name much quieter this time as your cum seeps around his fingers. Groaning to the feeling of his hair being pulled and the taste of your cum on his tongue, Jihoon carefully slips his fingers from you and replaces them with his tongue until you are closing your thighs around him and begging him to stop.Â
Running his fingers through his hair, Jihoon sucks the fingers of his other hand clean as he watches you catch your breath. Smirking around his fingers, he watches a smile spread over your lips when you realize heâs watching you closely. âStop it⊠Iâm shy.âÂ
âI know. Iâm not sure I ever want you to lose that. Itâs driving me crazy.â Putting his hand next to your head, Jihoon rests back between your legs so he can kiss you softly. The feeling of your hands tracing his sides makes him shiver and grin against your lips before he deepens the kiss. Groaning into the kiss, Jihoon finally pulls back to look down at you as you stare up at him breathless once again, an almost fucked-out look on your face before heâs even been inside of you.Â
âGotta have you, baby. Will you let me?â Whining his name, you nod to Jihoonâs words, watching him smile once again as you squirm under him. âGotta be patient. I gottaâŠâ Moving to the side, Jihoon groans as he tugs his briefs down his legs, hissing as the air hits his hard cock. âBetter, now I canâwhatâs that look for?âÂ
Your eyes had widened almost dramatically by the time Jihoon had turned back to you. Holding back his laugh, he tilts his head and glances down at his cock, lifting his brow before reaching for your hand and guiding it to his shaft, helping you wrap your fingers around him. âWas it about my cock? I'm not that big, baby⊠So tell me whatâs going on in that pretty head.âÂ
Shaking your head, you bite your lips as Jihoon guides your hand along with his to his head, collecting some pre-cum so he can stroke his cock slowly. âItâs perfect⊠God, I sound so stupid, but youâreâŠlike everything.â Lifting your free hand to hide your face, you groan in embarrassment, feeling Jihoonâs hand fall from yours, letting you do the same.Â
âBabyâŠâ Now he was laughing, but you could tell it wasnât at you. Instead, Jihoon was enamored by you. He had been falling for you before and now he had fallen, hard. Moving your hand, Jihoon kisses your fingers and palm before doing the same to your cheeks and lips. âThank you, itâs not stupid. Youâre perfect. You make me feel so good about how I look. I hope I do the same for you.âÂ
He had done more than that. You were no stranger to being self-conscious, but with how Jihoon had spent what felt like hours worshipping your body, you felt like the most beautiful woman in the world. Nodding, you lean your head against the pillows and pout. Jihoon smirks, reaching up to push his thumb against your bottom lip.Â
âNow⊠Can I make love to you? Cause that's all I wanna do in this bed. Itâs what Iâve been dreaming of doing since... Fuck, I canât even tell you how long.âÂ
You hadnât expected those words from Jihoon. You didnât know that he wanted to make love to you. Love was such a scary but wanted word for you. You wanted to love him, and maybe you already did, but you werenât going to say it out of fear of scaring him away. âPlease, itâs what I want, too.âÂ
Fingers once again move over your skin, trailing along your side to your hip as Jihoon nods. His lips find yours before quickly moving to your jaw and then your neck, causing you to throw your head back against the pillow with a moan. Before you could feel his cock throb behind his briefs, but now it lay heavy against your thigh and pre-cum was leaking on to your skin with each sound dripping from your mouth.Â
âPlease... need you.âÂ
Jihoon loved how shy you were, but he also loved hearing you tell him what you wanted. You needed him. Needed. Heâd give you the world, but tonight heâd make sure you had everything you wanted before heâd let himself have a single thing. âAnything, baby. Itâs yours.âÂ
Jihoonâs words are muffled against your throat as his fingers slide along your leg to your knee, pulling it up to his hip. You gasp, feeling his finger brush through your folds, before you feel the same thing with the head of his cock and finally the stretch of him pushing into you slowly.Â
You had felt like heaven on Jihoonâs fingers and tongue, but it was nothing compared to how you felt around his cock. Even before he was completely inside of you, Jihoon felt like he couldnât breathe with how tightly you were holding him and with how your body was pulling him closer.Â
âSh-shit⊠fuck.â Resting his forehead against your shoulder, Jihoon stays still, his hips flush with yours, feeling your walls quiver around him. He waits for you to tell him to move, not just to make sure you have adjusted but also to give himself a moment to calm down. He felt like he could cum instantly. It had been too long since he had been with anyone and you felt better than anyone he had ever been with. It was like you had been made for him specifically.Â
Rubbing your hands along his arms, you feel tears collect on the rims of your eyes as the stretch eases and becomes pleasure. You find yourself wanting Jihoon to move, needing him to move, and wanting to feel his cock deeper, harder, and faster. Leaning your head towards his, you kiss his temple and whisper, âMove, please, Hoon.âÂ
He starts slow, each thrust smooth and precise, but quickly as your and his breath become more moans than anything, the thrusts become urgent and full of need. âYou feel so fucking good, Y/N.â You werenât sure why Jihoonâs words made you clench harder around him. Why did hearing him whine your name as he fucked into you so hard as his fingers moved to lace with yours against the mattress make you feel like you were floating?Â
Jihoon grunts before his lips find yours once again, his kiss desperate and passionate. He nips at your lips before licking his tongue into your mouth, feeling your tongue against his own. There is something different about this kissâmore heated and important than any other kiss than any other kiss that either of you have shared with any other person in your life. Both of you seem to feel it as your fingers tighten in his grasp, the feeling of electricity passing between your touch and his as the coil in your abdomen snaps once again.Â
While Jihoon had loved the feeling of you cumming on his fingers, feeling you cum on his cock was another thing all together. He could barely keep his head as he watched the bliss take over your face, the way your lips parted, and how your eyes fluttered closed. It was enough to push him over the edge right behind you.Â
Panic takes over Jihoon; you hear him curse under his breath and feel him slip from you before the feeling of his warm cum hits your lower stomach and thighs. Groaning, he strokes his cock, feeling it soften in his hand. It wasnât how Jihoon would have preferred to finish, but you had felt too good and his climax had almost snuck up on him.Â
Leaning to rest his head against your chest, Jihoon takes a deep breath, feeling your fingers run through his hair as he listens to your heart racing. âI gotta get you cleaned up. That was not the plan. Iâm sorry, babe.â Jihoon places a kiss to the top of your breast before meeting your eyes, a shy look in his eyes as you shake your head and smile at him.Â
âItâs okay. Iâm not mad. Iââ Laughing, you turn your head embarrassed, lifting your hand to bite at your thumbnail, making Jihoon curious at what you were going to say. âWhat? Hey, come on. Tell me?â Gently pulling your hand from your lips, Jihoon tilts his head, shifting from between your legs to your side.Â
You swallow hard and glance down at your stomach and legs to where his cum paints your skin before sighing and avoiding his eyes as you speak. âYou could have stayed inside of me. Iâm on birth control, Jihoon.âÂ
Laying back on your bed, Jihoon runs his hand over his face with a groan, feeling his cock twitch slightly to your words. âYou canât say something like that to me. I canât get hard again this quick.â Rolling off your bed, Jihoon glances around before pointing at your bedroom door as you laugh, watching him try to orient himself. âBathroom is across the hall.âÂ
You were doing your best not to act like things were different between you and Jihoon, but the moment you stepped into the office, you were hyper aware of every little detail. You would realize you were staring at his door too long or that you were smiling at him just a little too widely before youâd quickly look away and fiddle with something on your desk.Â
Jihoon, on the other hand, wasnât that concerned. He was enjoying your lingering glances and seeing a smile on your face. He wasnât being subtle about how he was looking at you. Why would he be? You were so beautiful and his. He wanted to scream that at the top of his lungs, but he could tell that you were still nervous about it so he kept his affection for you subtle at first.Â
Gentle touches to your shoulder that would move to your neck when he thought no one else was looking or whispering compliments against your ear as he leaned behind you to look at something on your computer. He was just observing your work; no one could blame him.Â
It was all driving you crazy, and neither of you were being as subtle as you thought as Soonyoung smirked at the two of you from his desk. He knew about the date and now, watching as you sighed with a lovesick look on your face as Jihoon closed his door, leaving you to work, Soonyoung laughs under his breath, drawing your attention. âWhat? Why are you laughing at me?âÂ
Putting up his hands, Soonyoung grins and turns his chair back towards his desk before leaning back in it so that he can still look at you. âYouâre cute, Y/N.â Mocking your soft sigh, Soonyoung puts his hand on his chest and your cheeks heat up instantly. You hadnât even realized you had been doing it, but hearing it come out of Soonyoungâs mouth made it obvious.Â
âWhat am I missing?â Lifting his brow, Wonwoo taps his pen against his desk as he leans forward, curious about the conversation he was being left out of. You looked like you had been caught doing something bad and Soonyoung looked like that cat who ate the canary. âMingyu, do you know what Soonyoung is going on about?âÂ
Shaking his head, Mingyu looks from you to the other man and purses his lips before shaking his head and looking back at his computer. âI donât know. Y/N has been breathing louder than usual today... I just figured she had a cold.âÂ
Nodding along with Mingyuâs words, Soonyoung gestures towards you and laughs under his breath. âShe is sick, arenât you? Love sick?â Shocked at Soonyoungâs words, you try to defend yourself when Mingyu looks up surprised; now the conversation has his attention.Â
âIâwhat? NoâŠthatâsâshut up, Soonyoung.âÂ
Jihoon rolls his eyes hearing Soonyoung teasing you. He knew it was bound to happen. He didnât care if any of them knew about the relationship between you and him. He was proud to call you his, but listening to you try to come up with an excuse was making his blood boil with something akin to jealousy. Jihoon didnât want you to say there wasnât anything between the two of you or that you were seeing anyone else. You were his, and he wouldnât have it any other way.Â
Just as you start to say something else, come up with some excuse as to why you are acting the way you are. Jihoonâs office door opens and the room falls silent. Glancing around at each desk, Jihoon lifts his brow at the shift in the air before laughing under his breath. âIdiotsâŠâÂ
âHuh?â Your sweet, confused voice brings Jihoon back to his reason for leaving his office in the first place. Looking down at you, he coos and shakes his head, running his fingers along your cheek leaving you frozen in place. âNot you, baby. Those idiots. I have to run out for a bit. Keep this place running for me.âÂ
Nodding, you swallow hard as Jihoon calls you baby in front of everyone. Not daring to look around even though you feel eyes on you, instead you meet Jihoonâs eyes and his possessive gaze. âThank you.â You start to respond, you arenât even sure whatâmaybe a no problem or a youâre welcomeâbut Jihoonâs lips brush over yours and any thought that was in your head is gone as if it never existed.Â
Frozen in place, you only manage to watch Jihoon pull his car keys from his pants pocket as he walks by Soonyoungâs desk and pushes his chair inwards. âWork on something, moron. Earn what I pay you.âÂ
The sound of the office door closing and low whistles bring you back to reality. You feel the heat radiating from your cheeks and neck before you look down, smiling at your keyboard, unsure what to think or do.Â
âHoly shit, Y/N.âÂ
âNo, see⊠âCause I knew they went on a date. I just didnât know it went THAT well. I want all the fucking details, baby.âÂ
The voices of the others in the office overlap as they continue to gossip about you and Jihoon, wanting you to give them anything, but you can only focus on the feeling of where Jihoonâs lips were.Â
âSheâs gone. Weâve lost her. Nothing left in her head. What do you mean you knew about it, Soonyoung?âÂ
Even a month into a relationship with you, Jihoon finds himself needing to pinch himself to make sure heâs not dreaming. He canât get over how lucky he is as he watches you with Haein and how natural this all comes to you.Â
When he had adopted Haein, it was difficult. She had been a baby and there was a lot that Jihoon didnât know. Luckily he had the support of his mother, but there was still a huge learning curve and a ton of sleepless nights filled with a crying baby, but he had a feeling that you would have picked up on motherhood so naturally.Â
âIsnât Y/N dress so pretty, Haein?âÂ
Your cheeks heat up as you glance towards the kitchen, seeing Jihoon smirking at you from behind the island as he preps dinner. Not only was the compliment from him making you weak but also just the sigh of him doing something so incredibly domestic. You loved this more than you had admitted to anyone. Yes, you had let it slip here and there to family and friends how much you were falling for Jihoon and this family dynamic, but you had never said it to him.Â
âItâs the mostest pretty. Sheâs the prettiest! I hope I can grow up and be as pretty as you, Miss Y/N.â Haeinâs voice causes your chest to tighten and your heart to beat hard as you look at her sitting across from you at the coffee table. Shaking your head, you reach out to run your fingers over her cute face, hearing her giggle as she leans into your touch.Â
While you had fallen in love with Jihoon, you had fallen in love with Haein in a completely different way. You wanted this little girl in your life in some shape or form, no matter what happened between you and Jihoon. She had become far too important to you over the space of a month.Â
âYou are so pretty, Haein. You are only going to get even more beautiful.â Tapping the tip of her nose, you watch the girl smile brightly at you as her shoulders rise and fall with a big breath. Jihoonâs smile matches Haeinâs before he sighs and shakes his head, feeling his heart beating harder now.Â
âMy beautiful girls. How did I get so lucky, huh?âÂ
While Jihoonâs words make Haein giggle, your fingers holding hers as you paint them a soft pink, the words have a different effect on you. You smile but you have to bite at your cheek to keep back your emotions as Haein sighs dramatically and shrugs. âJust lucky, daddy.âÂ
Noticing how quiet youâve gotten as he puts the chicken into the pan, Jihoon grins at his daughter before turning his attention to you. He knew you were trying to do a good job at painting Haeinâs nails, but there was something on your mind. He knew that lookâyour brows furrowed and your lips pursed slightlyâbut before he has the chance to ask if you are okay, Haeinâs voice once again feels the empty space, completely unaware of anything going on.Â
âDaddy, can I have soda? Iâve only had one today. Ask Miss Y/N. Iâve been really good!âÂ
The look on your face is quickly replaced by fondness as you look up at Haein reaching for her other hand. Tilting your head, you glance over to Jihoon, meeting his eyes and smiling at him as you wait for his answer about Haeinâs soda, putting him on the spot.Â
âIâthis feels like a trap. The rule is one soda a day. Youâre using Y/N to get your way... That seems unfair, Haein.â Jihoon canât help the smile that pulls at his lips when Haein tries to pout, but a laugh quickly takes the place of it and she sighs, looking at you for support.Â
âTell him, I was real good. Wasnât I? I cleaned my room, almost. Least the clothes. Thatâs prog-dress!âÂ
You want to be on Jihoonâs side and tell her to stick to the rules, but the moment she tries to quote Jihoon and mispronounces the word progress, you lose any hope at telling her no. Whining softly, you look from Haein to Jihoon and tilt your head only to see him roll his eyes and lean his head back with an annoyed groan. âFine, one more soda, you little cheater.âÂ
Looking down at her fingers as she wiggles in place, Haein waits for you to finish the last one before she stands and starts to move towards the kitchen, only to hear you gasp her name. âHaein, baby, let me get it for you. Your nails arenât dry yet.âÂ
You hadnât called her many sweet names before, so hearing you call her baby like her daddy had before puts a pout on Haeinâs face as she moves to your side and wraps her arms around your neck. âOkay, Miss Y/N.âÂ
Furrowing your brows, you put your arms around Haein at the sudden affection, looking towards the kitchen where Jihoon watches as he finishes up dinner. You can see the happy, enamored look on his face as he simply nods at you and turns to pull plates from the cabinet.Â
Brushing your fingers through Haeinâs hair, you lean your head back to look at the girl, seeing a pout on her lips that causes your smile to drop almost instantly in concern. âWhatâs wrong? Are you okay?âÂ
Nodding, Haein looks down shyly before muttering, âI just like you a lot. I hope my daddy lets you be my mommy. Is that cheating?â
Closing your eyes, you swallow hard as you shake your head and lean your head forward, resting your forehead against Haeinâs and running your hand along her back. âNo, itâs not. You know your daddy was kidding before, right? Heâs just picking on you about the soda.âÂ
You hear Jihoon moving in the kitchen, perhaps getting closer to you and Haein in the living room, but you keep your attention on the little girl in your arms as she sniffles. It isnât until you feel the couch dip behind you and feel Jihoonâs arm move around you so that he can run it over Haeinâs head that you know for sure heâs joined you both.Â
âWhatâs this about, huh? Soda? I said you could have it. I even made the chicken you like.âÂ
Glancing up at her dad, Haein pouts at him and it almost breaks Jihoonâs heart as she slides from your arms and moves to him letting him hold her closely. âHey, seriously, whatâs going on?â Leaning back against the couch and Jihoonâs legs, you sigh softly and tilt your head back enough to meet his questioning eyes. Haein had spoken quietly and Jihoon must not have heard what she said. You knew you needed to tell him why she was acting like she was, but it was a lot to say to your boyfriend of a month.Â
âUh, sheâs okay, I think. Just⊠said she likes me and said that she hopesâum.â Licking your lips, you look down away from Jihoon, hoping it will make it less awkward to say. âThat... you marry me and then she asked if that was cheating.â Laughing softly, a bit awkwardly, you press your lips together as Jihoon whispers, âOh,â under his breath and rocks Haein gently.Â
âNo, baby⊠Thatâs not cheating. Hey, I like Y/N. So, so, so much. Letâs leave the adult stuff like mommy and daddy stuff to us though, okay? Thatâs important business, not chicken dinner business.âÂ
He was good at this, being a dad. You knew it wasnât what he had planned but to you, Jihoon was made for it. You watched as Haeinâs frown slowly turned into the smile you loved and quickly she was giggling as Jihoonâs fingers ran along her sides, tickling her. Jihoon had her nodding and then running towards the dining room table ahead of you both with the promise of soda before you could even think of the right words to help.Â
Taking a deep breath, you lean your head back while keeping your eyes clear of Jihoonâs. You could still feel the warmth plaguing your cheeks and when Jihoonâs fingers brush over them so does he. âSomeone is embarrassed.â Rolling your eyes, you do finally look at Jihoon before leaning away from his hand, causing him to laugh and reach further to pinch your cheek. âItâs cute, baby. She likes you that much. Thatâs a huge deal.âÂ
You knew it was; you honestly didnât need Jihoon to remind you. It was weighing on you like a ton of bricks because what if Jihoon didnât like you that much? Nodding, you sigh and move to your feet as Jihoonâs eyes stay on you. âMm, well, like you said, this is not a chicken dinner business, Mr. Lee. Come on.â Offering him your hand, you finally smile, and Jihoon matches it, sliding his hand into yours.Â
Collecting dishes while ignoring Jihoonâs complaints, you move around to Haeinâs empty seat before slapping at his hand as it slides along the back of your leg near your ass. Quickly glancing over your shoulder, you lean around the wall to look at Haein playing with her dolls.Â
âQuit, Jihoon. She might see and how are you going to explain that one to a five-year-old? Do you want to explain the birds and the bees this early?âÂ
Grinning, he slips from his seat and slides his hand along your arm, taking the plates from your hand hearing you whine even as his lips press to your cheek. âSheâs not even in the room and sheâs not paying attention. Go, Iâll put these in the sink and then Iâll get her to bed.â Lifting his brows, Jihoon watches as you sigh and tilt your head, not wanting to give up. âShoo. I wanna spend time with you tonight and I canât until the little monster is asleep.âÂ
You want to keep pouting or maybe stoic at Jihoonâs words, but itâs impossible when he nudges you and practically whines his words to get you moving. âFine, fine. Hurry up.â Watching him over your shoulder, you move into the living room towards Haein, sitting on the couch behind her. Itâs easy to tell sheâs tired even as she pretends not to be, something you know she tends to do especially when you are around wanting just a few more minutes with you.Â
Trying to hide her yawn in her elbow, Haein looks up at you with a big smile but you can see the way her eyes are watering from such a big yawn. âHi sleepy girl. Are you ready for bed?âÂ
Shaking her head, Haein pouts dramatically, picking up the brush for her doll's hair as she leans back against your legs, letting you hold on to her. âNo, not yet. I want you and daddy to tuck me in tonight. Dat okay? Youâre not too sleepy, right?â As if sheâs suddenly concerned you might be too tired to help her, Haein looks up at you searching your eyes, but only sees your smile.Â
âIâm not tired. Iâd be happy to help your daddy.âÂ
Wiggling happily in your arms, Haein looks toward Jihoon when he finally moves into the living room. Lifting her doll towards him, she giggles and leans back against your chest as if sheâs claiming you. âMiss Y/N is gonna help tuck me in.âÂ
Rolling his eyes, unable to hide his smile, Jihoon sighs and nods. âI heard, so why donât you get your booty moving then, huh?âÂ
Patting Haeinâs stomach, you hear her laugh before she starts moving, grabbing the rest of her dolls and running towards the hallway and her room. Shaking his head, Jihoon groans under his breath as he runs his fingers through his hair, following after her. âHaein! What did I tell you about running in the house?âÂ
You stay where you are for a moment longer, enjoying seeing yet another domestic moment from Jihoon. You wanted to capture little moments like that and put them in a book that you could look back on and remember for the rest of your life. You wanted to remember the feeling of Haein in your arms, her sweet laugh against your ear, before she happily ran off only to see Jihoon halfheartedly grumble about some rule that he wasnât that strict about. This was your happy place now.Â
Hearing your name from the other room, you move to your feet and finally follow Jihoon and Haein into her bedroom. You see Jihoon putting her dolls back into her toy chest as Haein, now dressed in her pajamaâs smiles at you from her bed, lifting her hands, making grabby hands.Â
âIâm coming; donât worry.âÂ
Looking over his shoulder, Jihoon scoffs seeing Haein reaching for you as you sit on the side of her bed, pushing her covers up to her chest. âWhy am I here again? To put up toys?âÂ
âDaddyâŠâÂ
âYeah, yeahâŠâÂ
You smile when Jihoon sits on the other side of Haeinâs small bed and leans to press a kiss to her forehead. Sighing, he sits back and tucks the covers you had moved around her body as he lifts his brow, watching how big her smile gets as she looks from him to you and back. âWhat? Why are you looking at us like that?âÂ
Reaching for one of his hands and one of yours, Haein pulls them up to her lips, placing a kiss on each one before sighing happily. âNothinâ daddy. Today was a good day. I love you.âÂ
Furrowing his brows, Jihoon lets out a slower breath and nods in agreement with his daughter. It had been a good day. âI love you too, baby.âÂ
You were trying not to let your emotions get the better of you as you rubbed your thumb along the back of Haeinâs hand and pressed your lips together when she looked at you again and smiled brightly, reminding you of a mixture of Jihoon and the picture of Jihoonâs brother in his office.Â
âI love you, Miss Y/N. I hope you sleeps good. Thank you for tucking me in.âÂ
Leaning your head back to stop the tears that had gathered on the rims of your eyes from falling, you nod and laugh softly as you sniff lightly before looking down at Haein. âYouâre welcome and I hope you sleep good.â Looking at Jihoon, uncertain if you should say that you love Haein back, you see the fondness in his eyes so you simply smile and meet Haeinâs eyes once again. âAnd I love you too.âÂ
It was a big step you had made with Haein and Jihoon with those three little words, but you had meant them. Haein was thrilled to hear them, leaning up to hug you tightly before curling up back into her bed and whispering her goodnights to you both. Jihoon kept his eyes on you, reaching for your hand as he walked through the door, only stopping to close it behind him, telling Haein he loved her once more before letting it click behind him.Â
You were nervous and Jihoon could tell. He could feel your hand trembling in his; he could feel how you almost wanted to pull away from him, but he wasnât going to let you spiral. Instead, he pulled you back to him as soon as the two of you were in the living room and held you close, resting his lips against the side of your head.Â
âThank you, Y/N. That meant a lot to her and to me.âÂ
Closing your eyes, you sigh softly, resting against Jihoon, feeling his fingers run along your back as he soothes your nerves. It was scary to be this close to someone emotionally and yet it was all you wanted when it came to Jihoon and Haein. When you werenât with them, it felt like you were homesick.Â
âMm, I was hoping that it wasnât crossing the line. I never wanna doââ
Shaking his head, Jihoon leans back and cups your cheek in his hand, causing you to stop speaking mid sentence. You can see the look in his eyes. He didnât want you to finish what you were going to say. You were always doubting yourself, especially when it came to him and Haein, and perhaps you didnât need to.Â
âEnough of that, please? You are so important to us. Youâve never crossed a line. Iââ Sighing, Jihoon slides his fingers down from your face to your neck as he looks over your face, trying to think of the right thing to say. You hear the slight whine in his voice, the nervousness that he has to fight in order to get out his words. âI love you, Y/N.âÂ
The tears that you had to fight back in Haeinâs room werenât nearly as easy when it came to Jihoon. Turning your head from him, you close your eyes and still tears manage to slip on to your cheeks before you can reach up to wipe them away. Concerned, Jihoon leans his head towards yours and gently turns your face back towards him to see you smiling, a soft whine of protest slipping from your lips that makes him laugh when he realizes you are okay.Â
âI thoughtâwhy are you crying, baby? I didnât mean to make you sad.âÂ
Shaking your head, you reach up with one hand to hold Jihoonâs wrist as you open your eyes and pout at him when you see the smile on his face. âIâm not sad, Jihoon. Iâm really happy. Iâm so happy that itâs stupid. I donât deserve any of this.â Gesturing towards the hall behind him, you sniff back more tears as Jihoon reaches up with his free hand to swipe away your tears with his thumb. âNot Haein loving me and especially not you.âÂ
You watch as Jihoonâs head tilts in confusion, as if your words were in another language that he couldnât possibly understand. Reaching for your hand, Jihoon sighs under his breath and walks you a few steps backwards as you whine his name until you feel the wall behind your back. âSays who? You deserve the world, Y/N and if itâs the last fucking thing I do, Iâll make sure you get it. So donât you say shit like that. I meant what I said. I love you. So, if you love me tooâŠâ Sighing once again, Jihoon looks nervous once again, almost avoiding your eyes until he makes himself meet them so you know heâs serious. âSay it back.âÂ
Jihoon was one in a million. You think back to that day when you walked in, nervous and falling over your feet at your interview. You had sat down in front of him and the other men who you now called some of your best friends, but you had made eye contact with Jihoon first. Never in your life did you think that you would end up where you are now and be able to look at him and tell him exactly how you were feeling.Â
âI do, Jihoon. I love you.â
Sighing in relief, Jihoon rests his forehead against yours and smiles softly. You feel his hands slide along your arms down to your hands, where he links his fingers with yours. He stays like that for a moment until he canât stand not to have your lips on his and then he gives into his need and tilts his head, finding what he wants. The soft sigh that leaves your lips causes Jihoon to furrow his brows as his right hand tightens in your left before he drops your right and slides his hand along your side, pushing you tighter against the wall.Â
Jihoon speaks against your lips between kisses, âI gotta get you somewhere else. Fuck, baby⊠Iâve been thinking about this. About you all day.âÂ
Leaning your head back as Jihoon brushes his lips against your jaw, you smile, feeling shy, though you know itâs just the two of you in the room. You knew that Haein was in her room and hopefully asleep, but you knew it was better if the two of you didnât start something like this in the living room. Jihoonâs confession of his thoughts about you makes you swoon as you whine his name, pulling at his hand and leaning towards the left and the hallway that would take you both towards his room.Â
âMm, I know. Youâre right.â Kissing your neck, Jihoon relishes in the sound of your choked moans before he pulls away, feeling how tight his pants have gotten from just kissing you. Tugging on your hand, he glances over at you, seeing that look in your eyeâthe one that quickly became one of his favorites. You still seemed so innocent even though Jihoon had ravished you in his bed and yours more than once over the span of your relationship. You were batting your lashes at him, looking down and smiling like you were shy about the entire situation, it was driving Jihoon crazy.Â
Pushing open the door to his room, Jihoon feels you pull towards his bed, only for him to guide you back towards him. âNu-uh, baby. Not yet⊠I have other plans for us. How does a bath sound?âÂ
Biting at your bottom lip, you canât help the way your lips pull up into a giddy smile at the idea of taking a bath with Jihoon. You loved every moment with him. He made you feel like royalty no matter what the two of you were doing, but in bed you were his goddess, and he took his time with you. You could only imagine how good he could make you feel with warm water surrounding your body.Â
Nodding, you keep your fingertips resting on Jihoonâs as he leads you into his large ensuite before he finally drops your hand and moves to the oversized soaker tub, turning on the taps as he sits on the side of the tub. You had been in his bathroom a few times, but it never ceased to amaze you just how different he was living compared to you.Â
You were used to a small bathroom with a shower tub combo, and Jihoonâs ensuite had an open shower with a rainshower head, a soaker tub, and a double vanity. It was almost overwhelming how much space there was, and you find yourself daydreaming about what Haein had said and if you might end up here one day. How would you ever really adjust? It was nice for a visit, almost like a luxury vacation, but could you handle this every day?Â
Jihoon watches you as you seem to wander in the bathroom, your fingers running over the quartz countertop as his fingers trail through the warm water that was beginning to rise in the tub. You were almost overwhelming and stunning. He could watch you forever, just enjoying being in your presence. If it werenât for the small pout on your lips and the need racing through him, Jihoon might let you keep wandering, but instead he reaches for your hand and brings you back to reality and to him.
âWhat were you thinking about so hard, beautiful?â Reaching behind you, Jihoon finds the zipper of your dress and slowly pulls it down, letting his other hand rest on your hip as you look down at him thoughtfully.Â
Shrugging, you lift your hand and run it through Jihoonâs hair, pushing it away from his forehead before smiling with a shake of your head. âNothing important. Just admiring the bathroom. Itâs really nice.âÂ
Taking a look around the room quickly, Jihoon shrugs a bit and tilts his head as he lifts his hands and slides your dress off your shoulders, letting it fall on its own to the floor at your feet. His eyes move from your face down your body as he takes in a deep breath of appreciation for whatâs in front of him.Â
âYouâre worth admiring, baby. Iâll never get over this. If I get the chanceââ Smiling to himself, Jihoon bites his lip and leans to kiss your stomach before gaining the courage to finish his thought. âIf I get the chance to, I wanna undress you every day for the rest of our lives.â Glancing up at you as he reaches to gently tug the straps of your bra down your arms, Jihoon gauges your reaction before he smirks. âIs that too forward?âÂ
You understand the implications of what Jihoon is saying, but you arenât sure how to answer or if you remember how to breathe, so instead you just whine his name. Whining Jihoonâs name was something you were good at. He seemed to understand what you were trying to say anytime you did it, so you hoped he would this time as well.Â
Shaking his head as you whine, Jihoon stares as more of your skin is exposed, each cup of your bra falling forward, allowing your breasts to spill out for him. âI know, baby. Itâs okay, just let me take care of you.â Reaching behind him, Jihoon turns off the water and returns to his task of undressing you.Â
With each piece of clothing that hits the floor, his lips walk over your skin and he leaves you breathless and dripping. Gripping at Jihoonâs skin, you find yourself whimpering when he takes your hands, pulling them from his shirt so he can stand up and take a step away from you.Â
âHere, angel. Get in the tub for me.â Taking Jihoonâs hand, you let out a happy sigh as you step into the warm water, feeling the warmth run from your toes to your head instantly. Settling into the water allows you to finally look up at Jihoon, and you realize he is still dressed. He had spent his entire time undressing you and getting you comfortable before he had even paid himself any attention.Â
âHoon⊠Iâwhy didnât you let me help you? Come here, baby.â
As much as Jihoon loved hearing you call him baby and as much as he wanted your hands on him, he was enjoying the sight of you in the water even more. Shaking his head, he smiles and works the buttons of his shirt open, quickly dropping it on the floor as you pout up at him. âDonât pout, baby. Lay back for me... Shit, you look so beautiful. Does that feel good?âÂ
Jihoon watches as you do as he asks; you do lean back and you think you might âpunishâ him for not letting him touch him by touching yourself. You quickly find that it has the opposite effect on him; he doesnât feel punished. Instead, Jihoon feels honored to see your fingers move over your body and between your legs.Â
Nodding to Jihoonâs question, you move your legs apart further, letting him see through the clear water as you drag your middle finger through your folds over your clit. âYeah, it does, but Jihoon?âÂ
Groaning to the sound of your voice, Jihoon tugs hard on his belt, pulling it loose quickly. âYeah, baby? Fuck, you are killing me.âÂ
âI want you in this tub with me. Can you go faster?âÂ
That was all the inspiration Jihoon needed to get his pants and briefs off in record time. Kicking them free of his foot, Jihoon curses under his breath as he moves towards the tub, keeping his eyes on your fingers under the water. He had been enjoying the visual, but now he was getting possessive. He was a jealous man and that came to even you touching yourself. He preferred to be the one making you moan.Â
Getting into the tub behind you, Jihoon slides his legs on either side of yours before reaching around your body to grab your hand and pull it carefully from your pussy. With his lips next to your ear, Jihoon grins and takes your hand from the water, bringing your fingers to your lips as he sighs. âEnough of that. Iâm here now, but tell me... How does my beautiful girl taste?âÂ
Opening your mouth, you let Jihoon put your fingers on your tongue before closing your lips around them and sucking them clean. There isnât much of your taste on them after being in the water, just enough that to know that you were wet despite being in the tub. Leaning your head back to pull your fingers from your mouth, you take a breath and lick your lips. âOkay, but not as good as I know you taste.âÂ
Jihoon knew differently. He knew that you were the best thing he had ever tasted in his life. Letting go of your hand, Jihoon runs his fingers between your breasts and over your stomach until he finally can dip them between your legs to where your fingers had once been. Turning his fingers slightly towards his palm, he works two of his fingers into your warm entrance as you moan his name.Â
You were already clenching around his fingers and Jihoon knew starting with two was pushing you, but between the water and how slick you felt, he knew you could take it. He could feel your pussy sucking his fingers in as your clit started to throb against his palm. âSuch a good fucking girl. I love this pussy so much.â Turning his head towards yours, Jihoon presses a kiss to your neck and groans as he rocks his hips against your ass and back, letting you feel his hard cock pressing against you. âBaby⊠Iâm gonna fuck you so full.âÂ
Resting your head back against Jihoonâs shoulder, you hold on to his thigh under the water as his fingers thrust into you, pushing you closer and closer to your orgasm. Between his fingers and his words, Jihoon was taking you to the edge and he wasnât looking back. âPlease, please, please... Oh, my god!âÂ
Water moves like a wave as you arch your body hard, pushing against Jihoonâs fingers to fuck yourself on them as you ride out your orgasm. Gasping loudly, you close your eyes tightly and dig your nails into his thigh before falling slack against his body, your thighs shaking.Â
âGoddamn, babe. That was so fucking hot.â Sliding his fingers from you, Jihoonâs speaks against your neck between kisses. âI gotta see your pretty face. Please, honey?â Kissing up to your ear, Jihoon runs his fingers back up your stomach to your breast, squeezing gently as he practically begs you to turn around in the tub to face him.Â
With a deep breath, you nod once you feel like you can move. Letting Jihoon help you move, you shift on his lap to sit on over his thighs. âThis better?âÂ
Able to see you and touch you, Jihoon runs his hands along your sides to your hips and around to your back as he leans back in the tub. This was much better. This was like a dream. You had asked to ride him a few times, but each time you had seemed shy when the moment came. Now you were in the perfect position to do it. âMuch⊠I can see your face andââ Reaching down to stroke his cock, Jihoon lifts his brows as he nudges his head between your folds, causing you to gasp and jerk in surprise at the feeling. âYou can sit on my cock.âÂ
Jihoon had talked dirty to you in bed, but there was something about tonight. He was extra confident, and you didnât hate it. His confidence was something that had drawn you to him in the first place. There was something about a confident man who wasnât overly cocky. Jihoon was the type of confident person who knew when to still have humility, and in bed wasnât one of those times. He could worship the ground you walked on and the bed you laid on all while having you whining his name.Â
âHoonâŠâ His name comes out like a gasp on a breath as Jihoon teases your clit with the head of his cock once again, feeling you roll your hips towards him. Hissing under his breath, he lifts his eyes towards yours as a smirk pulls at one side of his lips. Holding on to your hip with one hand, the other still holding his cock, he coaxes you up and helps you ease down over him inch by inch until you are sitting flush over his hips. The warmth of your pussy enveloping Jihoon completely causes him to feel like heâs going to explode.Â
âFeel so good. God, baby. So, warm and tight. Holding me so good.â Jihoon nods as you whine out a yeah in question. âYeah, angel. You are perfect. When youâre ready, just let me know. You can ride me or I can move. Up to you, honey.âÂ
Leaning your head forward as the stretch becomes pleasure, you hold on to Jihoon tightly with your arms around his neck. A moan slips from between your lips when you roll your hips over his cock, feeling him almost deeper than you have before. The sensation is both overwhelming and satisfying, making you want to do it again and again.Â
âJihoon⊠Oh, my God.â You speak between breathy moans as you try to keep a pace, rocking your hips over Jihoonâs, lifting your hips, and using your knees to fuck yourself over his cock, but itâs too much. You quickly start to get tired. Between the drag of the water and the pleasure building slowly in your abdomen, you get frustrated and cling to Jihoon as he watches you intently.Â
He had known this would be one of the best experiences of his life. But Jihoon also knew you wouldnât be able to keep up the pace you were going for too long. You were his pillow princess and from day one Jihoon had promised not to make you do anything in bed; he aimed to keep that promise even out of bed.Â
Sliding his hands along your thighs with a low groan, Jihoon finally finds your hips and grips them tightly. âI know, baby. Shh, let me do the work, huh?â Shaking his head in amazement of you, he rests his head back against the porcelain and keeps you in place with his hands as he thrusts his hips up hard. The sound you make is worth the water that splashes over the side of the tub, as it causes Jihoonâs cock to twitch inside of you before he thrusts again deeper.Â
âFuckâŠâ While he knew that the two of you were on the other side of the house, Jihoon bit at his lips to keep his voice down. You were heaven to be inside of and to watch. Not only were you clenching around him like a warm, soft vice, but you looked like you were straight out of a piece of art. Jihoon wanted to run his hands all over your body, from the line of your neck as you leaned your head back to the swell of your breasts as they moved with each one of his quickened thrusts, and finally down into the water to where his cock was being squeezed so well.Â
âPlease, please⊠Oh, Hoon.â
Jihoon was right on the precipice of his climax. Each one of your moaned words was followed by whine and it was almost sinful how much he wanted to capture it on a recording so he could listen to it over and over again. He could imagine himself locked away in his studios on one of his many long nights with his hand around his cock as he listened to your fucked-out voice, remembering how good it felt to be inside of you. Remembering what was waiting for him once he got home.Â
You, at home waiting for him. That was the thought that pushed Jihoon over the edge. Groaning your name, Jihoon holds your hip so tightly heâs afraid he might leave a bruise, but in the moment he just needs something to ground him. With his other hand, he slips it between your legs and listens to your moans get louder and higher in pitch as he urges you to follow him and to cum on his cock.Â
âGod, yes, thatâs my girl. Cum with me. All over my cock, baby.â Nodding, Jihoon watches your mouth fall open and he feels your walls tighten and quiver around him as your orgasm rips through you. You had been wet before, but between his cum and yours, Jihoon finds himself slipping his fingers alongside his cock to feel the cum as it seeps into the water. âTold you Iâd fill you up, pretty girl.âÂ
It was always a tight fit for you to take Jihoonâs cock so feeling the extra pressure of his fingertips next to his softening cock has you whimpering. Resting your cheek on his shoulder, you lean in far enough to press your lips to Jihoonâs neck before complaining about the feeling and wiggling your hips hearing him chuckle under his breath.Â
âSensitiveâŠâÂ
âI know you are baby. Canât help myself sometimes. If we were in bed, I would have watched it run out of you.âÂ
Making a face, you scrunch up your nose and bury your face against Jihoonâs neck. âYouâre embarrassing.âÂ
Wet fingers move over your head and down your back as Jihoon lets himself soften inside of you completely, neither of you in a rush to move too quickly. He laughs, feeling your cheek heating up against his skin and your muffled words. âAm I? You donât like it? I love watching my cum dripping out of you. Means youâre mine...âÂ
Whining again, you nip gently at Jihoonâs neck, hearing him laugh before it quickly turns into a groan at the feeling. He knew what he was doing. There were many nights where one round would turn to two after, but you were just happy to be in his arms. âYou are a control freak, Lee Jihoon.âÂ
You werenât wrong. Jihoon smirks, lifting his brow as he sinks a bit further down in the water, knowing the two of you canât stay in the tub for much longer. There was nothing clean about this water anymore and he needed to get you taken care of sooner rather than later. It was just difficult not to have you in his arms for as long as possible, and it was even harder not to keep you on his cock if he could.Â
âSo? You say that like itâs a bad thing. I think itâs one of the reasons you fell in love with me.âÂ
Jihoon can feel your lips pull up into a smile and it makes his lips do the same. You did love him and he loved you. That wasnât going to change. In Jihoonâs mind, you were it. You were his one and only. He had been taught that great love comes around once in a lifetime and he was holding on to his.Â
Feeling warmth moving along your skin, you hum softly as your lips turn up in a smile against your pillow. While your bed at home was comfortable, it did not compare to Jihoonâs bed. Pulling your knees up towards your stomach, you snuggle with the pillow for a moment longer before stretching your hand out to where Jihoon had been the night before, when the two of you had fallen asleep. A pout takes the place of your smile when all you feel is satin sheets that have been warmed by the early morning sun.Â
âHoon?â Your voice is nothing more than a whisper. Between just waking up and how much Jihoon had loved you the night before, you find your throat is dry and a bit tender. Clearing your throat, you sit up and glance around the room, only seeing specks of dust in the rays of sunlight that manage to peek through the blinds.Â
Starting to say his name again, you stop when the sound of music catches your attention. Itâs quiet and at a distance, making you realize that Jihoon is in his studio. Biting at your lips, you slip from the bed and pull on one of Jihoonâs button-ups along with a pair of shorts from the drawer dubbed as yours before you tiptoe out of the room and down the hall.Â
You find the door cracked; trying to sneak in, you push on the door handle with one hand and the frame with the other. The song is one you donât recognize. You can hear Jihoon singing quietly under his breath, no words fully formed and the melody still scattered and yet it is beautiful.Â
Still tiptoeing and trying to stay quiet, you watch Jihoon working diligently on the project from a distance. He was always a hard worker, putting his all into anything he didâbut this seemed different, this seemed even more important to him.Â
Titling his head, Jihoon scratches at his scalp a bit annoyed as he reads over the music in front of him. This had to be perfect because it wasâthe sound of the floorboards creaking behind him makes Jihoon sit up straight before he spins his chair to find you wincing as you walk towards him like a burglar from a cartoon, one leg still in the air. While Jihoon wants to be upset that you are sneaking around and spying on him, he knows that isnât what you are doing, and you look so cute that he canât help but to laugh.Â
âWhat the fuck are you doing?â Shaking his head, Jihoon turns and quickly minimizes what heâs working on before leaning to grab your hand and pulling you to him to sit on his lap in his chair. Nudging his nose against your shoulder, Jihoon watches your eyes move to his computer as you pout and look back at him apologetically.Â
âI heard music and I wanted to see what you were doing without bothering you. Plus, you left me in bed alone. I was missing you.âÂ
Sighing softly, Jihoon kisses the back of your shoulder as he presses his hands to your stomach through his shirt. âI missed you too. You looked too peaceful to wake up; besides, I got up a long time ago. You needed more sleep than me.âÂ
Turning to the side in Jihoonâs lap, you shake your head to disagree with him. In your mind, you didnât need anything if it didnât include Jihoon, whereas in his, he would do anything to make sure you were happy and healthy.Â
âNo, but I do love your bed. Itâs so nice.â Gesturing to his computer, you rub your lips together as you tap your fingers along his arm, being tempted to reach for his mouse to reopen the project he was working on. âWhat were you doing? The song seemed really pretty. Iâve never heard it before.âÂ
Jihoon knew you were going to ask, but he was hoping he could distract you enough or get you on to something else with your day before youâd remember. Rolling his eyes in faux annoyance, Jihoon leans his head back, reaching over to his mouse to close the project, completely leaving it hidden on his computer. He hears you gasp when you canât see it anymore on the taskbar.Â
âItâs... a surprise. Iâm writing a song for you and itâs not finished. So keep your greedy little paws off my computer, you hear me?âÂ
The idea of Jihoon writing you a song makes your heart swell with emotions. Staring at him, you arenât sure what to do or say at first so you nod and then shake your head, hearing Jihoon laugh as he copies you. âYou did hear me or you didnât, Y/N?âÂ
âI did! I heard you, Jihoon, but... you, what? Really? For me? When can I hear it? Canât I see it now? Oh my god, baby... thatâs the sweetest thing youâve ever told me.âÂ
You were gushing and while Jihoon loved hearing you spiraling for a good reason, he wasnât going to give in and let you see or hear something that wasnât perfect. Shaking his head, Jihoon laces his fingers with your left hand and leans to kiss your neck with a soft hum. âNo, you canât see it now. It is for you and I will give it to you, I promise.âÂ
Scoffing, you lean into Jihoonâs kiss, listening to his words. He was giving you half answers. Whining his name, you lean away from his body some to see him better as he laughs under his breath and sighs your name in return as his fingers slide to play with your ring finger of your left hand. âY/N⊠IâIâll give you the song on our wedding day. How âbout that?âÂ
The answer stuns you and makes your face bloom with heat. Glancing away from Jihoon, you try to keep the tears that threaten to collect on the rims of your eyes from spilling over as he lifts your hand to his lips, kissing the back of it. âHm? Does that sound fair?âÂ
When you nod, Jihoon grins against your hand and sighs. âGood, because I love you so much and I wouldnât give you anything unless itâs perfect.âÂ
Jihoon watches your bottom lip stick out slightly as you pout tears finally making their way to your cheeks when you blink a few times trying to regain your composure only to fail. âI love you. Youâre already perfect; nothing has to be perfect. Why would you say that to me, Jihoon? Donât tease me.âÂ
Smiling, Jihoon shakes his head and pushes on your pout with his thumb before turning your face towards him so he can wipe away your tears. âWhoâs teasing anybody?âÂ
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Summary: Harry and Y/n meet again months later on Valentine's Day. It's unexpected, but very much welcome.
A/N: First part here! This isn't really super focused on Valentine's Day, it just happens to takes place on Valentine's Day.
Word Count: 6.4k
Warning: age gap, smut, alcohol consumption (light), spanking, a touch of jealousrry
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Y/n wasn't big on Valentine's Day. She'd never dated anyone long enough for it to be of much importance. Though she did fondly remember the little heart-shaped candies and tiny Valentine's cards that would get shared in school when she was little, things were different as an adult.
So, instead of celebrating the holiday (if it could be called a holiday), she'd be going out with her single girlfriends and celebrating being a single girl instead. A single girl with a few drinks in her belly and a little dancing to get the blood flowing. Tara tried to do some kind of seductive dip to the beat of the song while Warren and Y/n laughed.
"This is how you do it!" Warren shouted over the loud club music and grooved her way down with the beat. She was the one with all the rhythm. Y/n and Tara were fighting for their lives to keep rhythm, but they were having fun, nonetheless.
"Priya commented on the post. LookâŠ" Tara held her phone out to Y/n to look at the comment on her Instagram account.
"J said Y/n's looking yummy tonight!"
Y/n laughed and looked at Tara. "J? Oh my god, I haven't talked to him in ages. Let me respond!"
She took Tara's phone and typed a comment.
"You both should come out with us!"
After another round of drinks and dancing, Priya and J had joined the group at the club. Y/n wasn't necessarily interested in J. In fact, she hadn't really been interested in anyone since Harry. It'd been a couple of months since she'd seen him. Their night together was engraved under her skin and in her brain. She thought that with some time she'd forget about the older man, but her fingertips tingled and her chest grew tight whenever she thought about him, which was daily.
She didn't know why she had never called him. Maybe she was just stubborn, hoping he'd find her somehow and reach out himself. She had his number, but he didn't have hers. When he dropped her off at her place the morning after, he gave it to her and told her to call him.
And the more time that had passed, the more awkward it felt to randomly reach out to him. Now the window was surely closed, and she'd blown it. Which she regretted. She regretted that she was stubborn and wanted him to chase her that time. Wanted him to work to find herâwhich wouldn't have been all that hard. She had every social media account known to man, and everything was public. All he had to do was type her name into a Google search bar, and he'd find a dozen ways to contact her.
But she didn't call, and he didn't search her up, and that felt like the end of that. Unfortunately. It was unfortunate because he'd been so good. So exceptional compared to every other man she'd been with (if she could even call anyone who came before Harry a man). She was way more into him than she realized. Of course, by the time she realized it was too late, and now she was kicking herself.
"Hey, you here with us?" Tara took Y/n's hand and moved her away from the dance floor.
"Yeah. What do you mean?"
"You were zoned out there for a sec. Staring off toward the exit. You okay?"
Blinking her eyes and looking around, she nodded. "I'm good. Just started thinking. Sorry. Maybe I need a water. Probably should slow down a little anyway."
"Of course. Yeah, go get water. And stop thinking. I know who you're thinking about. He's in the past now. Okay?"
Tara knew that Y/n was kind of stuck on Harry. She'd confided in her a couple of weeks later. She hadn't wanted to admit it, but it was eating away at her.
"You're right. I'll be right back."
No sooner had she stepped away from Tara than J was on her heels. "I'll come with you!"
The oak bar was cast in reds and pinks for Valentine's Day. A sappy, upbeat song played loudly as she waved toward the bartender to order a water. J stood next to her, leaned into the veneered wood. "Just water?"
Yn nodded. "Need to cool off a little. Not interested in getting sloppy, ya know?"
She tried to ignore the way he was looking at her, turning her head to peer around the space and pretend she wasn't aware of where his eyes were wandering. She could deal with J. He was nice enough, and she knew he wouldn't push or anything. He was a bit too mild for that.
When her water was handed to her, the pink straw inside was tucked next to a stirrer with a heart at the top. Lifting the glass to her mouth, she took a drink as J slid in a little closer. "Do you wanna dance?"
She really didn't want to, not with him. It wasn't that he was ugly or unlikable or anything⊠she just didn't want to give him the wrong impression. Leading men on wasn't her style.
But before she even had the chance to tell him no, she saw a familiar hand attached to a familiar arm placed down on the bar next to her. She slowly turned, looking upward at the man whom she'd just been thinking about. He wasn't smiling as he leaned closer to speak. "You never called."
Turning so she could face him, she placed her elbows behind her on the bar top and lifted her brows in an attempt to feign complete control and calm. "Correct."
She watched as Harry looked past her to J and then back down at her. "Who's this?"
"A friend. Why? Jealous?"
She didn't know what angle she was going for with her hard-to-get act, but that's all it wasâan act. Deep down, under her cool facade, she wanted to finish unbuttoning his shirt, the top three buttons already free, so anyone could see what he was working with underneath.
"Jealous of a boy? No."
Y/n reached for his button and pressed at it, her eyes on his. "Now, Harry. Honestly⊠He's my age. Isn't that what you wanted? For me to find someone my age. Thought you'd be happy for me."
"Thought you said he was just a friend."
She laughed and looked back at J, who was just standing by silently, looking between Harry and Y/n. Far too mild. She turned back to Harry. "See? You are jealous."
"Why didn't you call?"
Clearing her throat, she shifted her footing to get a little closer. "Because I wanted you to find me. I worked so hard to get you to crack that night we met and thought maybe you could put in a little effort if you were interested."
"That's not how it works," he spoke as he dipped his head closer, placing his other palm down on the edge of the bar to cage her in. "I gave you my number. You didn't give me any of your contact info. Didn't want to overstep. Ball was in your court."
"I'm easy to find, Harry. All you had to do was Google my name."
"I know. That's why I'm here. Saw your post on Instagram."
She lifted her brows, and a smile pulled at her mouth. "Is that so? And did you select this outfit just for me?" She reached again for his shirt, letting her pointer finger trail down the cotton edge along the button slits before she ran the pad of her finger on his warm skin.
Harry looked down at her hand and then back into her eyes. "Was gonna go on a date tonight. That's why I'm dressed like this."
She blinked, moving her hand away.
"Hey, uh⊠should we like⊠go back? Or, uhâŠ" J spoke tentatively as he stepped closer.
"She's with me. You're welcome to go wherever you please, though," Harry responded, his gaze locked on Y/n's.
"I thinkâactually, umâŠ" J stumbled on his words.
Y/n lifted her hand and looked over at J. "It's fine. Harry and I have a lot to discuss. You can go back to our table."
J opened his mouth and searched Harry's face, then looking back at Y/n and nodding, he scuttled away like a dog with his tail between his legs. She felt a little bad. Clearly, he thought he might have had a chance even though he never did.
"See? A boy. Couldn't even form a sentence. What are you doing with him anyway?"
"We were having fun is what we were doing. Hanging out with people my age. Why do you care anyway? You said you were gonna go on a date. Where is she?"
"I don't know where she is. Maybe at home. I didn't want to go out with her, so I cancelled."
"Then why did you plan a date?"
"So I could try and move on from you."
She hadn't expected that level of honesty from him, but his confession had her heart thumping hard in her chest.
"Coming here to find me doesn't make it seem like you want to move on."
He shook his head, his eyes shifting downward over her dress before pinning them back on hers. "I didn't think we were done yet. Really expected you to call."
"And I really expected you to figure out how to find me. Should have been easy."
"You like the chase, then. Is that what you want? For me to chase you? Follow you around like a puppy dog?"
She laughed softly. "I don't think being a puppy is quite your style. But I do like that you came all this way just to see me."
He edged his hand toward her arm, running a thumb over her skin. "I'm too old to play games, Y/n. If you expect me to run after you, jump through hoops just to see you, and beg you for your time, then I'm not your guy."
"But you came here to see me."
"Yes, I did. Consider this your freebie cause I won't do something like this again. Ball's in your court now. What do you want? To go back and play with that little boy I sent away? Or to stop fucking around and come back home with me tonight again?"
Her lips parted as heat rose up her spine. A wanton need wrapped itself around her throat as she swallowed thickly. She enjoyed being the one with all the power and feeling like she was in charge. But it was different with Harry. Despite everything, he was the one calling the shots. And she wanted him so bad she could taste it. After all, he'd ditched a date so he could come find her.
"You like me." She grinned.
The tension outlining his posture softened as he rolled his eyes, and she watched as the edge of his lips turned upward. "What gave it away?"
"I like you, too. But my place is closer this time."
Y/n's friends were already watching the whole thing go down before she returned and told them she was heading out. Tara smiled. "We'll talk tomorrow."
Her apartment was only a few minutes' drive away. The small talk they'd been making before they stepped inside her place all but vanished the moment Harry pushed her to the wall and placed his knee between her thighs with a desperate kiss.
She even gasped in surprise when he moved her and she felt the plaster of her wall behind her back. He ran a rough palm up her bare thigh, the skirt of her dress shifting upward until the stretchy material was at her hips and he groped her ass.
"Wanted to do this the second I saw you standing at the bar. Show everyone who's taking you homeâŠ" he spoke against her mouth as his thumb caught on the slinky elastic string of her thong. She felt his thigh inching up between her legs as he moved in closer.
She was pinned to the wall as he worked his mouth down her neck and continued kneading at her ass. But then she felt the material of his pants against the crotch of her panties as his thigh pressed solidly into her.
A small, weak-sounding whimper fell from her mouth when he nudged against her, signaling for her to move her hips. The spot where his mouth kissed and sucked over her throat had her head spinning and it was almost involuntary as she began to rub herself on his thigh. She gripped onto his shoulders when he began to guide her hips.
It was kind of pathetic, the way they hadn't even made it into her bedroom. Barely'd made it past her door before they were all over one another. And now, there she was, grinding her pussy against his thigh like she was in some kind of dire need, a pitiful girl so wrapped up in desperation that she was reduced to humping his thigh like a pup in heat.
The most embarrassing thing was how good it felt. His lips on her skin, his thick thigh pressed against her, his hands on her ass. "Oh godâŠ"
Harry moved his face and looked down at her with a smirk. "Making a mess, Y/n. Guess your tough girl act was all fake. Now look at youâŠ"
Slowing her hips, she reached up to his face. "You started it."
A boyish dimple scored into his cheek as he lifted his brows. "Did I now? Clearly, you like it. Soaking right through my pants."
"Mmm⊠You like it too, though. Love how wet I get, don't you?"
He licked his lips and shook his head like he couldn't believe how tenacious she was, even when pinned against her wall. "So sure of yourself, Y/n. When my day started, I imagined I'd be doing this with someone else by the end of it. Bet she'd get just as wet for me."
Y/n let out a serrated breath, though she never stopped grinding over his thigh. "Doubtful. You wanted me. Practically dragged me out of the club 'cause you knew that other chick wouldn't do it for you like I can."
"Do what for me? Huh? Hump my thigh like a desperate, horny little girl?" He teased as she moaned at the way he nudged his leg up harder.
"You wanted me a little desperate, and that's what you got. You knew nothing was gonna feel as good as me. You missed it."
"Maybe. Maybe I kept imagining you every time I got off for the past two months. Maybe the only reason I agreed to a date with that other woman was because she kind of resembled you. Wanted to pretend I was fucking you again."
Y/n let out a moan. "I want you to fuck me."
"Do you deserve that, Y/n? After that little stunt you pulled? Huh? Leaving me high and dry like that? Wasn't nice."
"I wanted to call you. I'm sorry I didn't."
"Hmm⊠but you wanted to play games. Not sure sorry cuts it."
He moved his leg away, and Y/n stumbled forward, her hands on his shoulders as he pulled her dress back down over her thighs.
"What can I do to make you believe me?" She looked at him with rounded eyes, hoping that he wasn't changing his mind as he pushed away and took a step back.
"Not sure. Maybe that's something you're gonna have to have to figure out. This is a lot of work, you know? Telling you what to do and how to do it. Might be nice for you to try and use that brain of yours for once."
She scoffed as he grinned at her. She knew he was mocking her, and it was meant to be playful, but still. "For once? You don't think I use my brain?"
He shrugged as he paced into her living room, and she watched him look around like he was assessing. Following behind him, she kept her eyes on his strong build and turned a light on. It was clear he was sporting a thick erection under his pants at that point. She smiled when she stepped toward him.
Taking his belt, she gripped at the leather and pulled it through the buckle before she opened his pants and cupped around his length. "You can fuck my mouth. I won't even complain. I'll let you use me however you want."
She got onto her knees and kept her eyes on his as she peeled his underwear down. His big cock had been straining against the material of his boxers and it nearly hit her in the face when it was released. She cooed and gripped around the base of him to lift it upward and began kissing gently along the underside and down to his sac.
Harry stitched his brows together, and his lips parted as he watched her. He placed a hand at the back of her head and moaned. He didn't really care about an apology, but he was going to make damn sure she understood he wasn't into the little games. He'd had plenty of that kind of thing when he was younger. When he was closer to her age, and he'd never been a fan of it.
If she really did want to be with him, or at least date a while, she'd need to learn that he wanted things clear and well communicated. "That's a good girl. Keep going."
She stroked from root to tip as she tongued along his skin, making a wet path as she went. But suddenly, he grasped her chin and tilted her head back before he shoved his thick head past her lips and slid it down her tongue, bumping against the roof of her mouth as he went. She steadied herself, quickly, gripping his muscled thighs as he held the back of her head and worked himself in and out.
He was going easy on her, not pressing his full length down her throat. Not yet. "Let's put that pretty mouth to good use. Show me you can work for it, yeah?"
Harry thrust in, his mushroomed crown glided over her tongue and back out to her soft lips before he did it again, a little deeper that time, the slit of his cock kissing the back of her mouth just before it curved into her throat. He kept his eyes on her face and the way her lips wrapped around him just right.
"Fuck you're so pretty, Y/n." He thumbed at the edge of her lip as he drove into her, feeling the saliva from her mouth coating his cock. He moaned when she blinked her eyes up at him. "Didn't want anyone else to suck my cock but you. Didn't want to even touch anyone else. Know that?"
She hummed over him in answer as he pushed deeper, making her gag lightly as the metal on his buckle clanked with his movements. "I know you know that. Proved it to you by making a fool of myself, stalking your Instagram so I knew where you were gonna be. Got me all wrapped up in you after just one goddamn night."
Y/n felt her eyes blur as tears roll down her cheeks when he nuzzled his dick in deeper and she swallowed around his tip with an embarrassing wet spluttering sound. She'd let him choke her with his cock if that's what it took. After hearing his confession, she only wanted to show him how much she had missed him and how sorry she was for not calling.
So, she leaned into him further, squeezing her eyes closed as she tried to force the rest of him into her throat. The gagging and gargling noises she made were loud. It sounded like someone was being waterboarded.
"FuckâŠ" he gasped as she sputtered around him. He bent his knees the slightest as he let her suck and swallow around him. She was treating his cock so good he didn't know if he should just let her continue milking him like that until he was nutting down her throat or if he should reward her by returning the favor.
But damn did she feel good on his dick. She was giving it her all, and he'd decided she was forgiven.
Pulling her back, his wet dick slid past her lips and hung heavy in front of her face as he helped her stand up. She inhaled sharp breaths between little coughs as she wiped her face. "Was it okay?"
"Better than okay. You're a fuckin' star, Y/n. I need you in your bed, though. Got a condom?"
Knocking her head up and down affirmatively, she blinked her bleary eyes. Harry followed her to her bedroom and watched as she pulled a small box of condoms from her underwear drawer, and he took it from it before he pointed at her dress. "Clothes off. Then get your ass on the bed."
The thrill of having him there made her shaky. She yanked at her dress and removed the fabric before shedding the rest of her underthings.
Harry kicked his pants and his boxers off before his shirt joined the pile of clothes on the floor. He watched her climb onto her bed and sit at the middle in wait. He tossed the box of condoms onto her mattress (secretly pleased it was unopened, unused) and crawled after her on the bed, adjusting her legs and pushing her thighs apart before he thumbed her clit smoothly.
"Do you deserve to come? Think you deserve my cock?"
Y/n blinked at him as she nodded. "Yes. I just want to be good. Make you come too. PleaseâŠ"
He grinned as he let his eyes coast down her denuded body. She rolled into his thumb before he took his other hand and pressed his middle finger inside. Everything that touched her pussy was glistening wet. The gushy sound his finger made as he fucked into her was lewd. She spread her legs apart further for him and dropped her mouth open as she kept her eyes on his.
She was so pretty like that. Naked and spread apart for him, lusting for him, wanting him. He added another finger and pumped into her harder. Her tits swayed as her pussy swallowed his fingers whole. She was so confident and bold it had his insides pulsing with need.
With his eyes pinned to hers he dipped down to replace his thumb on her clit with his lips and his tongue. Y/n fell backward to her mattress and moaned from the pleasure. His tongue stroked her clit and pressed flat over it before he pulled at it and repeated all while he fucked her as deep as his fingers could reach.
He held her down as she arched her back. His chin and his nose were wet, slurping and groaning into her as he worked her so close to the edge she was already seeing stars. "Yes⊠right there⊠right thereâŠ"
But he suddenly moved away. His fingers, his mouth, his body. She sat up to look at him and watched in satisfaction as she saw him digging into the box of condoms. His face was flushed and matched the shade of heat on his heaving chest.
He rolled the tight rubber down his shaft and then looked at her with dark eyes. "Turn over. Hands and knees."
With a smirk, she got to her knees and made sure to let her eyes linger on his cock before she turned and placed her palms flat onto the mattress. "Like this?" She wiggled her ass at him.
Harry moaned deeply and placed his hands on the curve of her hips, smoothing his palms over every inch slowly. "Exactly like this."
She felt him lean over her back, his mouth at her ear as he palmed at her tit. "How do you feel about me spanking you a little?" His dick was warm between her thighs as she pushed back against him.
"Whatever you do, I'm gonna love." She reared back again and turned her face to look at him as he sat back. She watched him raise his arm before his palm struck her bum with a sting.
She keened sharply and jolted forward. He did it again in the same spot as he locked his irises with hers. "Other side now."
As promised, he landed his hand over the globe of her ass again, once and then twice, a burning sensation left behind making her inhale sharply.
Then he kneed in closer and she felt him line up his dick with her entrance, fitting himself into her slowly before he plowed in with one thick, harsh thud that had her bending forward face down.
She yelped into the soft comforter when he issued her another spanking, one to each side, as he began to thrust in and out of her, long and languid with heavy palms burning into her skin.
The bite of pain blossomed with heat and curled outward, spreading along her flesh until she could almost feel the detail of his fingerprints searing into her, marking her. He groaned as he drove in deep, glutes flexing as he forced his cock through her sensitive insides.
Her bottom was stinging, aching, burning with every smack of his hand⊠until it wasn't. Until the gooey, pleasurable warmth of her walls that stretched around his cock deliciously melded with the sharp barbed pain of his swats⊠That wasâit felt like her body was thrumming with a lusty, satisfying ecstasy that sent liquid fire through her veins.
"Fuck, oh god, fuckâŠ" she mumbled into the blankets as her body was spanked and fucked and swatted and pounded. She loved it.
Harry halted, planting his palms down on the mattress to catch his breath, cock buried whole into her. They were both panting, reeling⊠Y/n's muffled moans pulled a smile onto his lips.
"Apology accepted," he spoke quietly as he kissed the center of her back between her shoulder blades and then reached forward to gently wrap his big hand around the front of her neck to lift her head.
"Hear me?" His deep voice sounded in her ear.
She nodded, the column of her throat bobbing into his palm, eyes still closed as she let out a feminine grunt that was probably meant to mean yes.
"You okay?"
Again, she nodded slowly, this time her eyes fluttered open. "Mmhmm. Yes."
"Hurt?" He punctuated his question with a rock of his hips forward, nudging into the end of her sharply.
She hissed, and her spine bowed. "Yes."
Slowly, he began to thrust, sliding out and in when he felt her swallow thickly before her moans vibrated into his palm. She was dripping. Every time his hips met her skin, it wetted his lap and the front of his thighs.
She had been all he wanted. Ever since the morning he dropped her off. Thought for sure he'd hear from her by the way she was acting around him. All flustered and soft and dreamy-eyed as she looked at him. Pouted when he said he couldn't come in but gave her his number. And then she just never called.
That was a hit to his ego. That he thought he somehow had the upper hand with her. But now he had her drooling, moaning, and sobbing his name as he railed her deep. He would see to it that she didn't leave him hanging like that again. He'd give it to her so good she wouldn't be able to even think about another man. At least for a little while.
But Y/n was feeling the same kind of way about him. And now he was at her place, in her bed, fucking her with his big cock like he had something to prove.
"Mmm⊠HarryâŠ"
"Yeah?" He pushed in firmly, swiveling his hips to let her feel all of him. "Is that good?"
"Fuck⊠it's deepâshâŠshit!"
Letting go of her neck, Harry used both hands to guide her rhythm as he fucked into her, tilting her into an angle that had the big crown of his cock hitting a tender spot inside her. She tensed and clawed at the blankets in response to how he commanded her movements.
He loved watching her pussy slickly spread apart on his cock, how tight it wrapped around him, how wet she made everything, the way her ass wobbled. He was tempted to give her another swat but thought better of it, knowing that he'd already done a number on her backside. Her skin was raised just enough that he could feel the small welts from his hands. He didn't want to break the skin.
His abs clenched as he plowed his dick through her, their bodies clapping together, her bed wrenching under them from the force of his thrusts. She was mumbling nonsense, straining to keep herself steady as he worked her over him with his hands gripping the meat of her hips tight.
But he slowed his motions, loosening his hold on her as he pushed in deep and stilled. He stared down at the space where they were connected as he thumbed softly at the flesh of her ass. When he was buried in like that, he couldn't see the end of the condom at the base of his shaft, so it looked like he wasn't wearing one. The dirty thought trickled warm down his chest and made his cock throb before he pulled himself out.
He pulled her up and helped her turn before he positioned her flat on her back, her tits spreading softly as she looked up at him with a dazed expression. He sat back on his haunches. "Still okay?"
She nodded, a smile slowly turned her lips upward. "I'm fantastic."
"Good. Gonna pull you up like thisâŠ" He took her thighs and dragged her up so her hips were off the bed and the backs of her thighs were draped over the tops of his. "Fuck you nice and deep, work your clit til you come. How's that sound?"
"MmmâŠ" Y/n nodded and squeezed her tits as she bucked her hips upward. "Yes."
He grinned down at her. He loved how confident she was. How unashamed of her body she seemed to be. Liked the way she carried herself. It was sexy to see a woman happy in her own skin.
He reached down and slowly stroked her clit, eyes connected to hers to watch her expression soften and then her brows arch as she parted her lips and moaned. "Yeah?" He murmured with a grin.
"Yes⊠You're so good. FuckâŠ" she turned her head to the side and closed her eyes, a soft gasp fell from her lips as he slid his fingers in circles on her clit and mushed into her swollen hood. She pushed her breasts together and arched her back before shifting her head to look back up at him. "Fuck me. Please."
"Want my cock, Y/n?" He nudged his hips forward, poking his condom-covered tip to the tight ring of muscle that would stretch nicely around him once he pushed his way back in.
"I need it," she pleaded in a breath, canting her hip toward him.
The harsh line of his brow as he took all of her in, spread out for him, was that of a man ready to devour. Y/n watched as he wrapped his long fingers around his base and shifted his pelvis, dipping his thick cock head just inside of her.
"FffuckâŠ" she stretched her neck and moaned as she took every inch he fed into her.
He slid deeper, taking his time as if he hadn't just been pounding into her and pushing her to her limit moments before. He moved his thumb over her bud as he went, her arousal smeared filthy on his fingers and all over her pussy lips.
Y/n shifted her sight to Harry's face, admiring his handsome features and the way his lips parted, how his muscles tensed as he rolled into her. He was enjoying her body, reveling in the way he felt inside of her. "Does it feel good? My pussy's good for you?"
"Your pussy feels incredible. Even with this fucking condomâŠ" he laughed softly. "The kind of pussy I'd chase after and make a fool of myself for."
With their eyes connected, Y/n felt her heart ravaging behind her ribcage. She understood what he meant. Because, while she didn't think he'd made a fool of himself, he had chased after her to find her at the club. And he said that wasn't something he normally did. She was grateful he had, though.
His rough palm pushed her hand to the side so he could grope her tit. He continued working at her clit as he stuffed himself in to the brim and they both panted hot breaths as their connected bodies throbbed in unison.
He pressed down as he circled her wet bud, and the extra friction had her skin buzzing, pulsing with desire. Heat stretched over her thighs and curled viciously through her insides.
Harry slowly inched back and then pushed in deeper, his thighs flexing as he plunged wetly, gently smacking into her. A breathless sob fell from her mouth as she took him to his root over and over again.
His slow thrusts were deliberate, calculated. Every stroke of his rigid cock through her soft walls, every press of his thumb on her sensitive clit, every brush of his fingertips on her nipple had her rippling around him, trembling. The luscious stretch of her pussy around him as he drove in and dragged out made his tip leak into his condom.
Y/n began circling her hips to press harder into his thumb, using her leverage to get him deeper, to feel the biting pressure of his thumbprint. The soft, wet spread of her pussy around his shaft ached and squeezed and slushed.
His moan vibrated deep from his chest as he felt his balls tighten when he buried in and pressed himself flush to her. The shadows in her bedroom cast a moody expression over his features. He tilted his neck back, angling his face toward her ceiling as if he were in ecstasy.
And the languid thrusting suddenly turned into a heated pace. Harry's eyes darkened on hers when he looked back down at the girl he was fucking. He stroked her clit and released her breast, yanking her hip to meet his powerful thrusts. He battered her tender insides with his brutally thick column of rigid flesh. The sounds of plapping skin, her mattress springs bouncing, Harry's rhythmic grunts and groans as he drove in faded to a white noise as Y/n realized she was going to come from that, just from the expert thrust of him inside her.
She cried his name and her body shivered with every harsh plunge of his cock, the orgasm dotting white stars behind her eyes. Harry's own desperate moans were a giveaway that he was about to come just as hard.
"Fuck!"
Her body bounced and gushed as he drove in and in. The deep, ragged sounds he made were erotic, and a convulsive shudder wracked his powerful frame, followed by an agonized sound of ecstasy. His cock jerked inside her and then he was coming long and hard, spurting hotly into her clutching cunt.
Somehow, she'd found herself lying on top of him. He'd brought them to lie back together, and her chest was pressed to his. She felt his hand on her naked back, slowly caressing her skin as their hearts began to slow and calm.
"MmmâŠ" Y/n smiled as she nuzzled into his chest.
His hand drew down over her ass gently. "How's this feel?"
Lifting her head to press her chin into his pec, she raised her brows. "Sore. But that's what you wanted. To show me I was a bad girl. I deserved it."
Harry pushed a breath through his nose. "You're not a bad girl. Just stubborn. But now you know better than to play games."
Y/n shifted her gaze toward the edge of the room and pushed herself up from him as Harry watched her get off her bed and traipse to her dresser. "What are you doing?"
She turned to him and lifted her phone before pressing a few buttons, and then Harry's phone rang from his pants.
"There. Now you have my number, too. We've got no excuses anymore."
He reached his hand out toward her as she walked back to her bed and curled up next to him. "You shouldn't need an excuse. If you want to see me, then that should be enough."
She placed her palm on his chest and angled her head back to look at him. "I'm sorry I didn't call. I mean it when I say that. I regretted not reaching out. I promise no more games."
"MmmâŠ" He ran his hand down the back of her head. "Sounds like I finally fucked some sense into you then."
Y/n laughed. "Guess I needed that, too."
"I think you did. So did I, to be honest."
"You needed some sense fucked into you?"
Harry chuckled, his handsome smile making her heart flutter as he shook his head. "No. I meant I needed to fuck some sense into you. I'm already chock full of good sense. Don't need any more."
"Can't argue with that. So what now? You gonna stay the night with me?"
"Yep. Then, tomorrow, we'll make plans for a date. A real one."
"Why not make plans now?"
"Because we're gonna do it tomorrow. Cause I said."
"What if I'm busy tomorrow?" Y/n teased and bit her lip.
"Are you busy tomorrow?" He grinned.
"Hmm⊠It looks like all my plans have suddenly been canceled. Guess I'm all yours."
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Stay in your arms LADS Boys [Sylus]
pairing: Sylus x reader
type: fluff đž
an: a few short stories about how guys don't want to let you out of their arms. But their thoughts are not always innocent
Masterlist | Xavier Zayne Rafayel

It was surprisingly quiet at home when you got home from work. You called out to Sylus, but there was no response. Deciding that you'd look for your boyfriend later, you took off your outerwear and headed to the bathroom. All your muscles ached from the strain. Every sudden movement caused pain. The only thing that could help you now was a hot shower and a good night's sleep. You sighed wearily as the hot drops of water touched your body. It was hard to even think about anything. A few minutes later, you heard the bathroom door open.
"Sylus, I'm in the shower," you said, thinking that the man just hadn't noticed that you'd already returned from work.
The door to the shower stall opened, and you felt Sylus's naked torso against your back. You grumbled in displeasure, but you had neither the strength nor the desire to push him away.
"I thought it was a suggestion," Sylus said with a grin. His arms gently wrapped around your waist, and his lips pressed against your neck. As always, he was very gentle and caring towards you. And he always knew what you needed.
The feeling of being close to him and the heat of his body relaxed you a little. Sylus pulled back a little and raised his palms to your shoulders.
"How was your day?" Sylus asked, massaging your shoulders. It wasn't a question that required a mandatory answer, but a man could guess the extent of your fatigue from it.
"It was hard. I had to fight a bunch of wanderers," you said, closing your eyes. Sylus' every move was aimed precisely at those points that were most tense. You've always been surprised at how accurate and attentive this man can be. A feeling of pleasant relaxation spread throughout your body.
Despite the fact that Sylus always passionately showed his feelings for you, your comfort was more important to him. No matter how much he wanted to bite into your lips with a kiss or leave bites on your neck right there in the shower, he restrained himself. He looked at you and couldn't get enough. But still, he couldn't resist the light kisses on your shoulders that tickled your skin pleasantly.
When you came out of the bathroom, you immediately fell on the bed, sighing noisily and closing your eyes. The massage helped you to stretch tense muscles and clear your mind after a hard day. It remains only to sink into sleep. Sylus's soft footsteps sounded nearby. He walked over to the table, where there was a vinyl record player, and next to it were several envelopes with records. Without thinking twice, the man took the one that you always liked and turned on the record player. A gentle, almost soporific melody filled the room.
You felt a light touch on your thigh, almost tickling. When you opened your eyes, you saw Sylus looming over you. His cunning eyes were slightly narrowed, and his lips were curved into a smirk. His hand stroked your thigh, rising higher and higher.
"Have you missed me so much?"
"Definitely, kitten. I don't want to let you out of my arms tonight," Sylus said, slowly lowering himself to your face.
You grinned, wrapping your arms around the man's neck and pulling him in for a kiss. Your hands gripped his back, preventing him from pulling away from you. He was always what you wanted the most. Even more sleep after a grueling day at work. At first, Sylus was gentle, careful, but after his kisses became more passionate, more greedy, more chaotic. He took off your pajamas, continuing to leave kisses on your neck, collarbone and chest. His hot breath scorched your skin. You tilted your head back to allow Sylus to leave a light bite on your neck.
"Let me help you relax," the man said, pulling away from you. He brought your hand to his lips. His eyes, needy and full of tenderness, fixed on you. And no matter what you tell him, he'll do anything.
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teen pregnancy series - steve harrington part 1

Steve Harrington x female! reader
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Summary:
You find yourself pregnant with your best friend Nancyâs boyfriendâs baby after a drunken mistake.
Part 2
Warnings:
Smut (18+), unprotected p in v, oral sex (f receiving), pregnancy, angst, sort of cheating but not really
Word Count: 11.7k
A/N:
I have worked SO HARD on this fic yâall. I really wanted to post the whole thing (27k words) but tumblr wouldnât let me. So here we have part 1! Part 2 will be out tomorrow! I also want to give a big shoutout to my bestie @punkrockmlchael for the banner and for my friends and beta readers @glassbxttless @lesservillain @the-witty-pen-name!
âKingâ Steve Harrington never paid any attention to you until he started dating your best friend, Nancy Wheeler. It had been a surprise when he asked her out - you, Nancy, and Barb had been quiet and stayed off to yourselves. You were a tight knit friend group, but certainly not popular. So when Steve asked Nancy out, you and Barb had been skeptical.
âAre you sure he has the best intentions?â Barb asked. âBecause itâs Steve Harrington. He goes through girls like crazy.â
âAgreed,â you added. âIâm suspicious.â
âGuys, heâs actually really nice!â Nancy always defended him. âAnd itâs not even that serious. We just made out onceâŠor twice.â
You and Barb exchanged a look. You didnât really believe Steve had changed. You feared your best friend was going to get her heart broken, badly.
âWhat do you guys have in common anyway?â Barb asked. âHeâs not, you knowâŠexactly an honor student.â
âBarb!â Nancy scolded with a laugh. âHeâs actually really sweet and funny. And a good kisser.â
You and Barb got lost in a fit of giggles at that. It was the first time any of you were having any kind of experience with a guy. The three of you were always overlooked by the guys of Hawkins High, but you didnât really mind. There were more important things than high school relationships. It was a little exciting, though.
âSo is he your boyfriend yet?â You asked, a teasing smile on your face.
âNo,â Nancy said, blushing. âI donât know if he-â
You were all surprised when Steve came seemingly out of nowhere, wrapping his arms around Nancy and making her squeal as he lifted her off the ground. It was sickeningly sweet.
âSteve!â She mock scolded him as he sat her down, and she playfully slapped his chest.
âWhat? I havenât seen you in forever,â Steve said, suave grin on his handsome face.
âItâs been like 2 hours,â Nancy laughed.
âTell me about it,â Steve said, pulling her in for a kiss. You and Barb looked away, feeling awkward.
Finally Steve acknowledged the two of you, giving you both a polite smile. âSorry. Can I steal Nance for a few?â
Before either of you could say anything, Steve was leading a giggling Nancy away, leaving you and Barb alone.Â
âI just hope she doesnât forget about us,â Barb said.
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âSteve wants us to go to Tinaâs halloween party,â Nancy said at her locker before lunch. You and Barb exchanged a look.
âAll of us?â You asked, skeptically.
âYes, all of us,â Nancy said, attempting to reassure you both. âI wouldnât want to go at all if you guys couldnât come.â
âItâs not exactlyâŠour scene,â Barb said. Her brows were furrowed as she pushed her glasses higher on her nose. âI donât know if they really want us there, Nance.â
âWho cares?â Nancy said. âWe should just go and be stupid teenagers and have fun for once.â
It took some convincing, Barb more than you, but finally you agreed to go together. You picked out a costume - a short, sexy red dress with devil horns on your head. You thought about someone maybe being interested in you at the party - you had to admit to yourself that you were a little jealous of Nancyâs relationship with Steve. It got lonely, sometimes.
Steve was picking all three of you up. Your house was the first on the way, so he picked you up first. You felt nervous as you walked down the driveway and got into the passenger seat of Steveâs car.
âHey,â he greeted you, giving you his usual charming smile. You definitely understood what Nancy saw in him - Steve was handsome. âYou look great.â
âYou too,â you said, and he did. He and Nancy had gone with a couples costume - Risky Business - and he looked very good. He had a pair of sunglasses stuck in the front of his black shirt.
You mostly rode in silence on the way to the Wheelerâs house, Steveâs radio playing softly in the background. When Nancy came walking out of the house, Steveâs face lit up, and something in you sunk as you climbed out to slide into the back seat.
You felt a little better when you picked up Barb and she joined you in the back, making you feel less like an awkward third wheel. She was dressed like a librarian, which was honestly very normal for her.
The party was already in full swing when you arrived. You and Barb trailed behind Steve and Nancy into the house, following them straight to the punch bowl. Steve made a drink for all three of you. Barb took a tiny sip of hers, making a face. You tried yours, but it wasnât too bad. Strong, though.
The party was less painful than youâd feared. You mostly stayed off to the side with Barb, drinking on your own. You watched the partygoers dance together, including Steve and Nancy, and you longed to join them. But you couldnât bring yourself to.
At some point you lost your friends, leaving you standing in the kitchen alone. Nancy and Steve had disappeared into a bathroom, Nancy wiping at a big red punch stain on the front of her shirt. Youâd watched them go, wondering what happened between them.
You continued sipping at your drink, watching the party rage on around you. The alcohol was making you less self conscious and more loose, but you still couldnât bring yourself to join in. You wished you could. You wondered what it would like to be popular, or even to just be a normal teenage girl.
It wasnât long before you spotted Nancy again, drunk as hell and angry.
âWhere are you going?â You asked her as she drunkenly stormed through the party with Jonathan Byers and Barb trailing behind her.
âHome,â she slurred, stumbling over her own feet. You were too drunk to properly question it, simply watching as she left with Jonathan and Barb in tow. Jonathan seemed sober, at least. No one asked you if you wanted a ride, too. You figured you would âenjoyâ the party a little longer, figure out how you were getting home later.
You turned around and walked right into Steve Harrington.
âSorry,â he mumbled, looking way more upset than the last time youâd seen him. He looked like he might have been crying, his eyes red rimmed.
âHey, whatâs wrong?â You asked, looking him over with concern.
He shook his head. âNothing. ItâsâŠitâs nothing.â
âDoesnât seem like nothing,â you said softly. âDo you want to talk about it?â
Steve considered your offer. He didnât know if he wanted to talk about Nancy right now, but getting back to the party didnât sound like much fun either. He also didnât really want to go home and be alone. âSure. Okay.â
Thatâs how you ended up alone in a bedroom with Steve, sitting awkwardly next to each other on Tinaâs parentsâ bed. Steve sighed, rubbing his hands on his thighs.
âMe and NancyâŠI donât know,â he started, like he couldnât find his words. âI know sheâs your best friend. Iâm not trying to say anything bad about her. I love her. But I think we might be over.â
âWhy do you think that?â You asked softly. You knew Nancy really liked Steve. This was their first real argument, and it seems like it was a big one.
âShe justâŠâ he sighed again. âShe said weâre bullshit. What does that even mean? That she doesnât love me?â
âI donât think thatâs true,â you said. âNancy really cares about you-â
âBut does she love me?â He gestured with his hand then let it flop onto his lap in defeat. âI donât know. I donât think she does. I donât know why she would.â
âWhat do you mean?â You furrowed your brows at him. âWhy wouldnât she?â
âBecause IâmâŠâ He gestured again, like he didnât know how to articulate what he was trying to say. âIâm me. Iâm an asshole. Iâm dumb. I care too much about being popular. Sheâs too good for me.â
âSteve, thatâs not true,â you said, laying your hand over his. âYouâre an incredible person. I mean, sure you have a reputation, but since youâve dated Nancy Iâve gotten to see some of the real you, andâŠI like the real Steve.â
He slowly looked up at you. âYou do?â
âYeah, of course I do.â You smiled gently. âI like the real Steve a lot.â
Steveâs eyes searched yours. His gaze darted down to your lips for only a second before meeting your eyes again. Then he leaned in, pressing his lips to yours.
You were shocked at first, your eyes going wide. But you quickly melted into his kiss - it felt so right. Steve moaned against your lips as he deepened the kiss and you grabbed onto his shirt, pulling him closer to you. The kiss turned heated fast, Steveâs tongue slipping into your mouth and pressing against your own. Your tongues danced together in a sloppy rhythm, your kisses hungry and desperate for one another.
His hands trailed under your dress, feeling the smooth skin of your plush thighs, one hand sliding between your legs to tease you through your panties. You gasped - youâd never been touched there before. It was new, exciting. You were wet already, and Steve could feel it.
âWet for me?â He mumbled against your lips, nipping at your bottom lip and making you gasp. âI can feel you.â
You blushed deeply, feeling ashamed. What if he didnât like it? What if he thought it was gross?
He didnât seem like he thought it was gross. He seemed like he liked it. He pressed against something that had you moaning against his mouth, your grip on his shirt tightening.Â
âHave you ever been touched before?â He asked, hand slipping beneath your panties. His fingers traced between your folds, collecting your wetness on his fingers before he started rubbing against that bundle of nerves again.
âNo,â you admitted, your voice shaky. âNever.â
âIâll be gentle,â he promised. âYouâre so pretty, you know that?â
You didnât know that. No guy had ever said that to you before. You thankfully didnât have to say anything because Steve pressed his lips to yours again, kissing any words away. It felt weird to have his tongue pressing against your own, the way his hands grabbed at you, like he wanted you.
âCan I take this off?â He asked quietly, pulling at your red dress. You heart thundered in your chest, wondering what was going to happen, if you were really about to lose your virginity to Steve Harrington. Who was your best friendâs boyfriend - or, used to be.
You nodded, and Steve smiled, pushing you back onto the bed. He climbed over you, slowly kissing from your legs upwards as he pushed the dress higher and higher. You were shaking, nervous even through the haze of the alcohol. But his touch was so nice, it felt so good, you wanted to keep going.
He pushed the dress over your head until you were left in nothing but your bra and panties, suddenly horrifically self conscious. You crossed your arms over your body on instinct.
Steve gently grabbed your arms, moving them down. âYouâre beautiful,â he said. âYou donât have to hide from me. I love your body.â
He sat up then, removing his shirt. His chest was muscular, and he had a lot of chest hair. It was hot, manly. You rubbed over his chest, feeling the ridges of his muscles, the skin beneath your touch. He shivered on instinct, a low moan coming from his lips.
You could feel how hard he was from where he was pressed against your thigh. He grinded against you, moaning, and you felt scared - he seemed big. You didnât know how you were going to take him - youâd never taken anybody before, and Steve seemed like an advanced place to start.
He reached behind your back and unhooked your bra, removing it completely. His lips found your nipple right away and you let out a mix between a gasp and a moan - it was unexpected and new, but it felt good. Steve sucked on it, running his tongue around it, making you arch your back into his mouth. His hand played with your other nipple until he switched, giving them both attention.
When he was done, he kissed down your chest and stomach, back down to your panties. He hooked his fingers in the waistband, looking up at you. âCan I?â
You looked at him. âCan you what?â
Steve chuckled. âTaste you?â
You didnât really know what he meant by that. âUm, sure?â
Steve smiled at you, then he pulled your panties down your legs. You felt infinitely more exposed now - no one had ever seen you there before. There were a lot of firsts tonight. Steve spread your legs, and you would have been embarrassed if he hadnât groaned at the sight.
He lowered himself between your legs, and you gasped loudly when you felt Steveâs tongue between your folds. He groaned again as he began to devour you, sucking at your clit and running his tongue over it.
The feeling was like nothing youâd ever experienced in your life. You moaned uncontrollably, hands shooting down to tangle in Steveâs hair. He moaned against your pussy as he ate you, loving every moment of it.
Steve was grinding his hips against the bed, his cock rock hard and aching beneath his pants. He lapped up every bit of wetness you gave him, you were the sweetest thing heâd ever tasted.Â
âChrist,â he moaned against you, truly burying his face into you and breathing in your scent. âYou taste so good. I canât get enough.â
You were losing your mind. Pitchy moans spilling from your lips, body writhing on the bed. Whatever he was doing was incredible, it made your body feel like it was full of electricity, a coil tightening deep in your belly.
âSteveâŠSteveâŠâ you moaned, pulling on his locks. You started grinding yourself against his face, desperate for more more more, desperate for him to never stop. You thought you might die if he did.
You felt something pressing against your entrance, making you jump. âWhatâŠwhat are youâŠ?â
âJusâ getting you ready,â he hummed against you. ââs okay?â
You were too out of it to think much about it. âUmâŠyes.â
You gasped loudly at the intrusion of his finger pressing inside you. Youâd never even done this to yourself before, the feeling completely foreign. Weird, but good. He slowly pumped his finger in and out of you, you were so wet there was hardly any resistance.
You were so lost in the pleasure he was giving you that you barely noticed when he began pushing a second finger inside. But suddenly you were even more full, his fingers curling deep inside you and pressing against something that had you moaning his name even louder.
âSteve! Oh, fuck-â
âThatâs it,â he moaned against you, âjust like that. You gonna cum for me?â
You whined in response, shaking hand tightening in his hair. He chuckled, moving back to suck on your clit again and sending you reeling. He pumped his fingers faster and faster, your back arching off the bed as your vision began going white.
âOh, god- fuck! Steve, ohmygod, holy shit-â
Steve put his all into it as your orgasm hit you, working you through the most mind blowing experience of your life. How was he so good? You felt like youâd died and gone to heaven.
âThatâs it, baby, cum fâme,â he encouraged you, but as the orgasm intensified you began grinding against his tongue, shutting him up happily. He moaned against you, sending vibrations through your clit.
He rode you through it until you couldnât take it anymore, until you were pushing him away and he was grinning with the confidence only King Steve could possess. You suddenly understood the nickname.
He kissed up your body, working his way back up to your lips. He quickly undid his pants, shoving them and his boxers down his legs. You were right - he was huge. He wrapped a hand around his massive cock, slowly stroking it as he looked down at your body.
âFuckinâ beautiful,â he slurred, and he wobbled a bit as he sat up on his knees. The room felt like it was tilting back and forth, like you were on a boat. It was not helping the nausea building in your stomach.
Steve spread your legs, settling himself between them. He grinded his cock through your folds, coating it in your wetness as he nipped and sucked at your neck. âYâready?â
âUhâŠyeah,â you said, holding onto Steveâs shoulders. It made you feel safer somehow.
His thick tip pressed against your entrance, and you let out a loud gasp as he pushed through, stretching you around his cock. Your nails dug into his back, making him hiss as he slowly pushed deeper inside.
âFuck. You are so tight.â His breath was coming out in huffs of hot air against the skin of your neck, quiet moans beginning to spill from his lips as he bullied his cock further into you. âShit. You can take it. I know yâcan take it. Just let me in, baby.â
You tried your best to relax your muscles, trying to just lose yourself to the feeling and let Steve have you. It was starting to feel good, the deeper he filled you the more full you felt. It was unlike anything youâd ever felt.
Steve moaned loudly into your neck once he bottomed out, pumping into you shallowly a few times before he pulled farther back, slapping his hips into you. You let out a mix between a gasp and a moan, your eyes squeezing shut.
âYou okay?â he asked, but it was obvious in his expression that he was desperate to keep going.
âIâm okay,â you said. âYou can keep going.â
Steve smiled down at you before pressing his lips to yours again and setting a quick pace fucking into you. The sounds of your skin meeting and the bed - Tinaâs parentsâ bed - creaking from Steveâs movements filled the large bedroom. You worried people would be able to hear you from the hall.
âThatâs it, thatâs it,â Steve praised, his fingers digging into the plush of your thighs. âSo good fâme. Youâre such a good girl, arenât you, baby?â
You whined in response, brain complete mush as Steve fucked you and the room spun around. You closed your eyes, hoping to calm the situation.
Steve pushed your legs up higher, pressing your thighs into your body and spreading your legs wide. This allowed him to get way deeper than before, and now he was letting out desperate moans, losing himself in the pleasure of you.
âShitâŠIâm gonna cum,â he said as his thrusts became sloppy and fast, his cheeks, neck, and chest flushing red. âFuuuck, Iâm gonna cum. Fuck, are you gonna take it, baby?â
âMmhmm,â you hummed, not even processing the question. There were no thoughts of condoms, no thoughts of pulling out even. Neither of you thinking, Steve neared his release inside you, holding onto you tightly.
âTake it, take it,â he cried out, biting down on your neck as he let out one last guttural groan, spilling his cum into you, every last drop as he rode out his high. You held onto him, feeling all of him.
Steveâs chest was heaving with his breaths as he pushed up on his arms, placing a kiss to your lips before he pulled out, collapsing on his back. You didnât know what to say. You just laid there for a few minutes until Steve eventually rolled over to the side of the bed, standing and pulling his clothes back on. He tossed you your dress and you used it to cover your body, suddenly feeling self conscious.
âLetâs get you home, yeah?â he said as he slipped his shoes back on. âItâs been a long night.â
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The next Monday, Steve and Nancy walked into school hand in hand. Your heart stopped in your chest at the sight, guilt eating you from the inside out. You tried not to get sick over it as you went through your day, until you got to talk to Nancy and Barb at your lockers.
âHe came to my house with flowers,â Nancy said, smiling. âHe said he was sorry and he didnât want to be without me.â
âAww!â Barb said, hand over her heart. âThatâs so cute. He really cares about you.â
âYeah,â was all you could add, because you knew you were the worst friend on the planet.
You were even more surprised later that day when someone grabbed your arm on the way to lunch. You turned to see Steve, looking at you seriously. âCan we talk?â
You hadnât seen Steve since heâd been inside of you, you know, taking your virginity, a couple days ago, and that was the only thing going through your mind at that moment. âUm, yeah, sure.â
Steve led you down the hall and into the library, opening the door for you to one of the study rooms. You followed him inside and he shut the door, turning to you with an expression that told you how stressed out he was.
âLook,â he said, âabout Tinaâs party - what we did - Iâm sorry. We shouldnât have done that. IâŠreally care about Nancy, and I donât want to hurt her. I want to be with her.â
You just listened to him speak, his words only intensifying the ache in your chest. You knew it was coming, but it still hurt. You didnât say anything, waiting for Steve to continue.
âI just donât want this to get out,â he said slowly. âSoâŠis it okay if we keep this between us? Never to repeat or be talked about?â He looked at you hopefully, praying you would keep the secret.
âOh,â you said. âSure. I wonât tell.â
âAwesome,â Steve said, breathing out a sigh of relief. âYou know, it would just hurt Nance if she knew. And itâs never going to happen again, so thereâs no point in her knowing, right?â
You werenât sure you truly agreed, but you nodded along anyway. âOkay.â
âGood.â Steve smiled softly at you. His large hand rubbed your upper arm. âThanks for understanding.â
The rest of the school day was extremely awkward - at least for you. Nancy and Barb were totally oblivious to what youâd done, and Steve was acting like he barely knew you.
You wondered if this was something heâd done before - taking girlsâ virginityâs and then acting like it never happened, leaving them behind. When you slept together, you hadnât exactly thought you and Steve would be together after (well, you were drunk so you werenât thinking much at all), but you didnât think heâd just go back to Nancy like nothing happened.
Something about it stung.
And they stayed together. This wasnât the fling you had originally warned Nancy it might be. They seemed really into each other, which was really unfortunate for you, because you realized something that left you horrified.
You had developed feelings for Steve Harrington.
You always thought it was bullshit when they said in church as a kid that every time you have sex with someone you give a piece of yourself away, but you had truly given Steve a piece of yourself you couldnât get back. But he hadnât done the same for you.
Maybe it was different for guys? Or maybe you were just an idiot who fell for her best friendâs boyfriend after having sex with him.
It was hard to look Nancy or even Barb in the eye at all. Steve may have been able to forget what you did, but you couldnât. You had betrayed your lifelong best friend. How were you supposed to keep this to yourself? You didnât deserve their friendship.
Of course Nancy noticed your extreme self loathing - she was always perceptive. Steveâs just lucky he was better at lying than you.
âAre you okay?â She asked you after school one day while you and Barb were studying in her bedroom. âYou seem upset lately.â
Oh, god. It was going to come out. You were going to blow it.
âIâve just been kinda sad,â you said. âJustâŠstressed with college applications coming up.â
âOh yeah, me too,â Barb said, a weary sigh coming from deep in her chest. âIâm worried I donât have the grades. I want to go to Emerson with you guys, but I donât have an extra curricular either.â
You were grateful as the conversation easily transitioned into college applications and the upcoming test in Mrs. OâDonnells. Your brain was elsewhere.
Not only were you consumed with guilt, but also the memory of Steve all over you, his hands, his mouth, his cock-
âAre we still having our movie night this weekend?â Barb asked a bit later as you were all preparing to leave.
âOh,â Nancy said sheepishly, a blush rising to her pale cheeks. âActually, Steve planned a surprise date this weekend. Iâm not sure what weâre doing, butâŠâ she giggled. âI donât know. He might want to do more.â
Your head snapped up then. âYou guys havenât had sex yet?â
Nancy blushed even deeper. âNo. Iâve been nervous. I want it to be with the right person at the right time. But I think we might this weekend.â
You felt sick. Not only had Steve slept with you before Nancy - your best friends couldnât even know youâd lost your virginity - but now he was probably going to actually have sex with her. You wanted to say something, to stop it, but what could you say?
Nothing.
So you watched Nancy gushing about Steve and pretended it wasnât killing you inside, pretending like you didnât have feelings for him and never had. You were pretty good at pretending, after all.
â
It had been two months since the hookup when you started getting sick. You assumed it was a stomach bug at first, to the point that you let your mom take you to the doctor - only to get the biggest news of your life.
âYouâre pregnant,â the doctor said, and you were suddenly grateful youâd told your mom you didnât need her to go back with you.
The news had sent you reeling. There in the doctorâs office, your head spun, your vision dotting like you might pass out. Because this could not be happening. There was only one potential father, and he couldnât be, he was with Nancy, you couldnât do this-
The doctor gave you pamphlets on your different options, which you hastily stuffed into your bag. You werenât ready to tell your parents about this yet. When you walked out of the office and your mom asked what the doctor said, all you could say was âNothing, just a virus.â
âDid they give you any medicine?â
Yeah, a prescription for prenatal vitamins. âNo, mom.â
Your mom looked worried. âMaybe we should go somewhere for a second opinion, youâve been so sick itâs not normal-â
âMom, Iâm really fine,â you attempted to assure her. Please, you were not ready to come out with this yet. To anyone.
âIâm just worried,â she said, pushing a strand of hair behind your ear. âI donât want you to be sick.â
âI promise Iâm okay.â You gave her the most encouraging smile you could muster. âIâm feeling better today already.â
That was not true. You were getting sicker by the day, the âmorning sicknessâ (more like all day sickness) kicking your ass. You knew this was your fault, but you still found yourself mad at Steve. Both of you had drunkenly agreed to sex without a condom, so it wasnât really fair to put the blame on him, but when you were on your knees in front of the toilet for the 15th time that day, you didnât care much about fair.
You were utterly panicked over the idea of being pregnant. What did this mean for your future? College? Falling in love one day? What guy your age wants to settle down with a step kid?
You considered abortion, but ultimately decided not to. Adoption was also considered, but you figured this was your baby, and you wanted to keep it. You felt bonded to it. Like whatever came, you were in this together.
What about Steve? How would he feel about this? Not good, you could imagine. He was still going strong with Nancy, and-Â
Oh god, Nancy.
She would never forgive you. Your friendship was over. You ruined everything. Barb would probably hate you, too. You would be friendless, boyfriendless, and pregnant.
Great. Good decisions, you thought to yourself.
You kept the news to yourself for weeks. You couldnât bear to tell a single soul. Who could you tell? No one would be happy for you. Every person you had to tell would end in disaster.
It was weird, seeing Steve with Nancy, happy and like you never even existed, while you carried his child. You felt an internal longing towards him, like maybe the baby knew who their father was. Which was crazy, because it was still only cells working to become a human being.
You had your first ultrasound before you told anyone. You borrowed the car and drove yourself, stomach in knots as you waited in the waiting room. The ultrasound itself was uncomfortable - you always thought of them like they were in the movies, the little wand on your belly, but they explained that this early they usually do an internal ultrasound, which is just as unpleasant as it sounds.
You watched as the image showed up on the screen. The tiny little vaguely human shaped blob, wiggling around in there - inside of you. Alive. The tech took measurements, and you even heard the heartbeat. It took your breath away. You wondered what Steve would think if he knew, if heâd been there to experience it.
The tech said you were 9 weeks pregnant, due in July, which lined up perfectly with Halloween night. Not that there were any other possibilities. She printed you a bunch of photos, showing the tiny baby from multiple different angles.
As you left with the photos clutched in your hand, you wondered how long you had before you were forced to come clean about this. Not long, you figured. Would it be better to just come out and say it now?
No. You werenât doing that. You were not ready for that.
Going to school with this secret held deep inside was a lot already. It felt like everyone who saw you knew, even though that was impossible. Like it was written on your forehead.
Having to face Nancy and Barb was even worse. They treated you just like normal, like their best friend, meanwhile you were hiding the biggest secret possible beneath your sweater.
Seeing Nancy with Steve was even worse. They were so happy together. You knew they had to be sleeping together by now. You were nothing but a distant memory, a cheap hookup, another one of King Steveâs conquests.
Except that wasnât true. The baby growing in your belly proved that. This was one hookup heâd never forget.
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When you were 13 weeks pregnant, you noticed the smallest bump in the mirror. It took your breath away as your hand rubbed over it, the firm mound of your stomach seemingly popped overnight. This was bad. This meant you were out of time.
You dressed in a loose sweatshirt and leggings, which was not your usual style whatsoever. Nancy and Barb immediately noticed something was up when you met them at your lockers.
âAre you sick?â Nancy asked, reaching for your forehead with the back of her hand like your mom.
âA little,â you admitted. âIâm just not feeling great.â
Nancy looked at you sympathetically. âMaybe you should go home. I can bring you some soup after school.â
You shook your head - âI canât. Iâve already missed too much school.â Between the days youâd missed with your morning sickness and the days youâd have to miss for appointments, it was woefully true.
Nancy still looked concerned. âIâm just worried about you. You look rough. I donât want you being sick at school-â
She was cut off with a squeal as Steve came up behind her, wrapping his arms around her. He whispered something in her ear that had her giggling before he turned to you. His brows furrowed like he was thinking something, but he didnât say anything toÂ
you.
âReady to get to class?â he asked Nancy. Heâd taken to walking her to every single one of her classes. It would have been sweet if not for your current situation.
âOh, sure,â Nancy said, closing her locker. She turned to you. âYouâll let me know if you feel any worse, right?â
The guilt ate at you. Yeah, Nancy, thanks for caring about me, Iâm just sick because Iâm carrying your boyfriendâs baby. âYeah, I will.â
Steve gave you another lingering look before he walked off with Nancy, arm wrapped around her shoulders.
It was later that day when you caught Steve alone. You approached him quickly, taking your chance before you could talk yourself out of it. âSteve. Can I talk to you?â
There was a certain dread on his face that almost made you wonder if he already knew what you were going to say. âUm. Yeah, I guess.â
You found yourselves back in the library study pod youâd had your first conversation in, which feltâŠpoetic. He looked like heâd rather be anywhere else, fidgeting and uncomfortable as he leaned against the study table. his gaze darted around, like he didnât want to meet your eyes.
âWhat did you want to talk about?â he asked. He was ready to get this over with, whatever it was.
âIâŠâ you thought for a moment about what the best way to break the news would be. You realized you probably should have planned your words, that would have made this a hell of a lot easier.
Steve looked at you expectantly. He didnât want to say get on with it, but at the same timeâŠ. âWhat is it?â
You fiddled with your bag strap, feeling sick to your stomach. âIâm pregnant.â
Steve just looked at you like he didnât even hear you. He just blinked. Then, finally, a grin spread across his face, which had you confused.
âHa, ha. Good one,â he said, bowing his head as if he respected the joke. âYou had me scared for a minute there.â
âSteve, IâŠâ you tightened your grip on the strap of your bag, wishing you were anywhere but in your current situation. âIâm not joking. Iâm being serious.â
His smile dropped immediately. He started sweating, feeling like his shirt was too tight and he couldnât breathe. His head was spinning. He leaned on the table for support. âNo. Youâre not.â
âI am,â you said, frustrated at the way Steve seemed to be choosing to not understand or believe you. âIâm pregnant, Steve. For real.â
He shook his head. âNo. No way. Itâs not mine.â
You jerked back as if youâd been slapped. âWhat do you mean itâs not yours?â
âItâs notâŠthereâs n-no way itâs mine,â he said, his voice shaking as he stuttered over his words. He scrambled desperately in his own brain for any way out of this, anything that would disprove his involvement in all of this, but he came up with nothing.
âSteve, youâre the only person Iâve ever had sex with and you know that,â you hissed at him through gritted teeth, having gone from scared to pissed off that Steve really had the nerve to deny this baby.
âI donât know, maybe you hooked up with someone after me. I wouldnât know. And then you come telling me itâs mine because my family has money? Well-â
âAre you serious?â You raised your voice slightly, making Steve look around in a panic as he tried to shush you. âYou know itâs yours. And youâre really accusing me of wanting your money? I donât give a fuck about your money. I just thought you deserved to know youâre gonna be a dad.â
Steve paled. âI-IâŠthereâs no way, thereâs-â
âI know this is a lot to take in,â you said. âBelieve me. I know.â
âCan you prove- can you prove it?â he asked, but it was obvious he was just scared, grasping at anything that would make this go away, anything that would make this not real.
You lifted your sweatshirt. The bump was obvious, perfectly round, and not at all in a âmaybe you just gained some weightâ kind of way. Steve somehow went even more pale, and you suddenly worried he might pass out.Â
âShit,â he hissed. âI- what- how far are you? How long have you known?â
âI found out a month ago. Iâm 13 weeks.â You fished the ultrasound photos out of your bag, handing them over to Steve. His hands were shaking terribly as he took them from you, looking over the distinctly baby shaped blob growing inside of you, and sure enough your name was printed at the top.
âHowâŠhow many weeks are there? In a pregnancy?â Steve asked, feeling like a total idiot.
You didnât treat him like one. â40.â
Steve let out a rush of air. âOkay. Thereâs time. Okay.â He ran a hand through his hair, messing up the style that probably took him an hour this morning. âWhatâŠdo you want to do? About the baby?â
âWhat do you mean?â you asked. âLike, do I want to keep it?â
âWellâŠyeah,â he said. âDo you?â
âItâs too late for an abortion,â you said. âButâŠI had decided I wanted to keep it. Him or her. I couldnâtâŠI donât think I could carry a baby and give them up.â
Steve nodded slowly. It wasnât what he was hoping to hear, but what he expected to hear. He understood, in a way. He didnât love the idea of an abortion or adoption either. âOkay. Um. What happens now?â
You didnât know either, to be honest. âWell, umâŠdo you want to beâŠare you going to be involved?â
âWithâŠthe baby?â
âYes, Steve.â
He looked around, took a deep breath. âWell, like. It is my kid, right? SoâŠIâm not going to abandon it. Or you. Iâm notâŠIâm not like that, I swear. I own up to my shit.â
âYou just tried to tell me I was lying about it being yours for your money-â
âOkay,â Steve said, holding a hand up, âI get it. Iâm sorry. I just panicked, okay? This isnât exactly great news right now.â
âWhat about Nancy?â
Those words were like a bomb dropped in the tiny room. No one said anything - it felt like all the oxygen had been sucked out, like a vacuum. No one knew the answer to that question. What about Nancy?
âSheâs going to kill me,â Steve finally said, burying his face in his hands. âFuck. Sheâs going to break up with me for good.â He began rambling, his internal monologue spilling from his mouth without filter. âAnd what about my love life? No girl is going to want to go out with me with a kid on the way. No girl is going to want to go out with a dad at our age. And my parents? Jesus, what a fucking disaster-â
âSteve,â you said, cutting off his frantic rambling. âCalm down.â
He nodded, taking a few deep breaths. Youâd never seen him so worked up. âYeah. Okay.â
âWeâll take it one step at a time, okay?â you said, wondering how you ended up being the one comforting him. âWe have time. There is a rush, but we have like 6 months. WeâŠlook, Steve, weâre gonna be okay, I think.â
He sniffled, and you wondered if heâd started crying. âHave you told your parents?â
Silence. âNo.â
Steve nodded again. He ran both his hands through his hair this time, a nervous laugh spilling unprompted from his lips. âOh, fuck. We are fucked.â
The bell rang, signaling the start of the next class you were now officially late for. You subconsciously rubbed a hand over your belly, adjusting your sweatshirt and high waisted leggings back to cover it as well as you could. Steve watched you, his eyes locked on the bump the entire time.
âCan IâŠfeel it?â
The question caught you so off guard, you thought you might have imagined it. âWhat?â
âTheâŠyour stomach?â He felt so awkward. âCan I touch it?â
You blinked at him. The question was so out of nowhere, the last thing you expected him to say. âOhâŠsure?â
You lifted your sweatshirt again and pushed down the waist of your leggings, exposing the skin again. Steve walked towards you hesitantly, extending his hand. Finally he reached you and placed his hand on your stomach.Â
His hand was so big, the entirety of the bump fit beneath his palm. It felt weird to have him (or anyone) touching you like this. Steve had a look of awe on his face, his thumb caressing the firm skin. It was a tender moment, one you didnât expect.
âItâs really real, huh?â Steve said quietly, almost to himself. âThereâs really a baby in there? âŠMy baby?â
You smiled gently. âYeah. There is.â
Steve stayed there for a minute longer, just feeling. When he finally pulled away he didnât say anything, just lowered his hand and watched as you readjusted your clothes. Just watching you.
âI guess we better get back to class,â you said. âWeâre late.â
âYeah. Youâre right.â Steve laughed humorlessly again. âBut I donât think it matters much anymore. College is out the window.â
You hadnât even thought about that. That made you feel sick, the idea of throwing away all the hard work youâd put in throughout your years in high school. Watching Nancy and Barb go on to Emerson without you. Not that theyâd want you to come with them, anyway. They were going to hate you soon enough.
God, Nancy and Barb. How were you supposed to tell them? Hey, Nancy, I have some news - Iâm having your boyfriendâs baby. You felt the panic rising in your own chest now, for about the millionth time since youâd found out. Steve stepped forward, a hand on your shoulder.
âHey,â he said, âitâs okay. Calm down, itâsâŠitâs not good for the baby. Weâre gonna figure this out.â
His words surprised you, the way the tables had turned. He took deep breaths with you as you calmed yourself. âI just donât know what weâre gonna do. I donât even know where to go next. Iâm-â
Steve said your name, grounding you to the moment. He pushed your hair behind your ear, eyes roaming over your face. He wondered if you had been this beautiful all along, or if you being pregnant with his child made you even more luminous.
âItâs gonna be okay. Iâm gonna take care of you. Both of you. Okay?â
You just nodded, stray tears escaping down your cheeks. âOkay.â
You had to trust him.
â
It was gym class that fucked you over in the end.
You had managed to get out of class since youâd started showing, with excuses about your period and headaches and stomach aches. But eventually your gym teacher got tired of it.
âYouâre changing into your uniform and youâre running with us today,â she said. âNo excuses.â
So you changed in the bathroom stall, which was already strange enough. You waited until the rest of the girls had left the locker room, including Nancy and Barb, before you walked out and stood in front of the mirror.
Oh, god.
It was worse than you thought. The bump was clear as day below your shirt, perfectly round beneath the soft thin material. You looked at your reflection in horror, smoothing your hand over it, wondering if there was anything you could do to hide this. But when your gym teacher yelled through the door for you to hurry up, you realized you were out of time.
It was coming out. Now.
You walked out of the locker room with your arms crossed over your stomach. You had never felt more exposed in your life. The girls were all sitting on the basketball court stretching, laughing and giggling with each other. You approached Nancy and Barb and slid to the ground next to them.
âAre you cold?â Nancy asked, immediately giving you a strange look. âBecause I have a sweatshirt in my locker you can-â
You were about to take her up on that kind offer when the teacher blew her whistle, calling everyone to line up. You joined the rest of the class, and she gave you a look. She called your name - âArms down. What are you doing?â
You felt like you were on stage with a spotlight directly on you. Every girl in your class was looking at you, wondering what the hell you were doing. You had no choice. You lowered your arms, and there was a collective gasp.
âHolyâŠshitâŠâ Tina said, not even attempting to hide her laughter.
Nancy said your name softly, and you turned to face her and Barb. âWhatâŠâ Nancy said, looking at you wide eyed and shaking her head like she couldnât believe what she was seeing. âWhat did you do?â
It was fight or flight, and your brain decided for you. You turned and sprinted back into the locker room, tears falling immediately. You were sobbing by the time the locker room door slammed shut behind you, but it opened again seconds later.
Nancy called your name again as she and Barb hurried to your side, wrapping their arms around you. You wanted to push them away. You didnât deserve their comfort.
âHow did thisâŠâ Nancy began, but she was at a loss for words. âWhoâŠwhen did youâŠâ
âIâm 14 weeks,â you sniffled, wiping at your eyes. âIt wasâŠHalloween.â
Nancy gasped. Her and Barb exchanged a look. âWhy didnât you tell us? Who was it? Does he know?â
Your hands were clenched into tight fists. âYeah, he knows.â
âWhoâs the father?â Barb asked again, since you hadnât answered Nancy either time she had said it.
What could you do? It was time for the truth to come out, ready or not.
âItâsâŠâ you drew in a gasping breath, choking on your own sobs. âItâs Steveâs.â
The room went silent besides the sound of your crying. No one moved. No one dared to move. It was like the calm before the storm, the peace moments before the tornado rips the roof off the house.
âSteve?â Nancy said finally, looking at you like you were dumb and had said something completely outlandish. âSteveâŠHarrington? My Steve?â
Her Steve.
âYes,â was all you could say, your voice barely a whisper. âIt wasâŠNancy, Iâm so sorry. You have no idea how sorry I am. It was at Tinaâs stupid party, after you and Steve had that fight, we were talking and- just- one thing led to another, and-â
Nancy held her hand up, stopping you. Barb just looked between the two of you, her expression one of absolute shock. Nancyâs normally calm face had been replaced by a mask of pure fury, rage and disappointment and hurt. Betrayal.
âYouâŠyou slut!â Nancy spat, and she might as well have slapped you in the face. You recoiled, jerking back as if she had truly struck you.
âNancy, I-â
âI donât want to hear anything else you have to say,â she said, standing to her feet. Barb looked between the two of you before she stood, too. Her side chosen.
âI canât believe you,â Nancy said. âYou were really that jealous? You couldnât stand the thought of me having a boyfriend - of me being with King Steve Harrington - so you had to jump in the middle, huh? Take him for yourself?â
âNance, that is not it, we were both so drunk-â
âBut you knew it happened,â she said. âYou knew it happened, and you both made a fool of me. Pretending like you hadnâtâŠfucked each other, like everything was fine between us, like you werenât keeping the hugest secret in the world.â She shook her head. âYou know what? You two deserve each other.â
She turned them, leaving the locker room and going back to class with Barb following behind her. You stayed there on the floor, alone. You pulled your knees to your chest as close as you could and sobbed, burying your face in your arms.
You cried, and cried, and cried. But you had no right to feel like this. No right to be hurt. You were the one who fucked up. You really betrayed your best friend.
You were the scum of the earth.
Lunch was right after gym, and you didnât know what to expect. You knew you werenât going to be happily sitting at your table with Nancy, Barb, and Steve. But on your way to the cafeteria, in the deserted hall, you caught Nancy talking to Steve.
âDo you have something to say to me?â she asked him, her face just as angry as the last time youâd seen her.
âWhat?â Steve asked with an awkward chuckle. âBabe, I have no idea what youâre talking about-â
âDonât call me babe,â she snapped, making his eyes go wide. âThereâs nothing you think you should tell me?â
He noticed you then, standing off to the side. His wide eyes landed on you, then dropped down to your stomach. He looked back at Nancy. âOh, fuck, Nance, listen-â
âNo, you listen, Steve Harrington.â Nancy pointed a finger in his face, her own twisted in pure fury. âNo one treats me like a fool. You think you can go around, fucking whoever you want, being as reckless as you want, then come to me with flowers and lies and act like nothing happened? Like you didnât fuck my best friend?â Her voice broke at the end of her sentence, and your heart felt crushed in your chest. You realized the gravity of your fuck up - the cherished lifelong friendship youâd lost.
âNance-â
âDonât.â She looked up, trying to stop the tears threatening to fall. âI donât want to hear it. Whatever excuse you have for me, I donât care. I donât care that you were drunk. What you did is beyond forgiveness.â She turned and met your eyes again. âFor both of you.â When she looked back at Steve, there was resolve in her eyes. âWeâre over.â
Steve watched, dumbfounded, as Nancy turned and stomped towards the cafeteria. He felt helpless as he watched her go - the potential love of his life, at least thatâs how it felt - over one, stupid, massive mistake. He turned around and punched the locker with a loud âFuck!â, leaving a large dent in the grey metal.
You approached him cautiously, not sure what you should do, if anything. He turned to you with tears welling in his brown eyes. He looked devastated. You felt guilty about that, too.
âSteve, Iâm sorry.â
He shook his head. âNot now.â
You watched helplessly as Steve stormed off, leaving you alone in the hallway. You really were alone. Completely.
â
You had pretty much resigned yourself to the fact that your life was over. No friends, no boyfriend, the father of the baby possibly not involved. You didnât know if you could trust Steve to stick around like he said, especially with the way he had left you earlier.
After school, you had to call your mom to come pick you up. You made up a lie about Nancy having a doctorâs appointment, and your mom told you sheâd be there after work.
With time to kill, you ended up in one of the study pods again. You flipped through your physics textbook, no homework to be done. You had nearly fallen asleep when the sound of someone walking in startled you.
You looked up to see Steve, giving you a sheepish look as he settled into the small space. âHey,â he said.
âHey?â you said back, cautious of whatever he had come to say. With the way things were going for you, it couldnât possibly be good.
âI justâŠâ he sighed. âI just wanted to say Iâm sorry, about earlier. I shouldnât have stormed off and left you like that.â
You shook your head. âNo, itâs okay. Iâm sorry aboutâŠNancy.â
âItâs not your fault. Well, not any more your fault than it is mine.â He huffed a short laugh. âWe both knew this was coming, though, didnât we?â
You supposed you did. It didnât make it any easier.
âShe was my best friend since kindergarten,â is all you could offer. Then, like a dam breaking, you burst into tears. You covered your face with your hands as you sobbed, wishing you could undo everything.
âHey, hey,â Steve said gently, wrapping his arms around you. He pulled you into a tight hug, his large hand rubbing your back soothingly. It helped, surprisingly. You knew you were soaking his polo shirt. âYouâre okay. Breathe for me, alright? Youâre okay.â
You tried to breathe slowly, following the slow up and down of Steveâs chest. Eventually you were breathing with him again, slow and steady. âGood,â Steve said, and even the rumble of his voice through his chest was soothing. âCanât have my baby mama freaking out on me.â
You couldnât help but laugh a little. Steve was good at getting you to smile when it felt like you never would again, that was for sure. He put his hands on your shoulders and pushed you back slightly to look at you. His face was etched with worry as he took in your puffy bloodshot eyes. âI mean it, you know. It is going to be okay.â
âWhat about Nancy?â you asked, lip wobbling as you thought of your former best friend again.
âNancyâŠâ Steve sighed. âI hope sheâll come around. You know, things wonât be the same, butâŠâ
But she might not hate your guts, you finished the thought in your own head.
âYouâre not upset that she just broke up with you?â you asked.
âOf course I am,â he said, letting out a sigh. âBut youâre my main concern.â
âMe?â You were taken aback. âWhy me?â
Steve let out a disbelieving laugh. âReally?â He placed a hand on the bump, an affectionate gesture. âThatâs my little nugget in there.â
Something about the way he said it sent heat to your cheeks. It was the most affection youâd received from him since you told him. And it wasâŠnice. You hadnât had anyone to be excited about this with you, to talk about the future and baby names and whether it would be a boy or a girl. You wouldnât have any friends jumping to throw you a baby shower or anything, but maybe Steve could be that support for you.
âYeah,â you said simply. âIt is.â
Steve smiled softly at you. âIâm not gonna let anything bad happen to either of you. I hope you know that. You have my word, and I donât go back on my word. I was a boy scout.â He held up a salute. âScoutâs honor.â
You laughed. It was incredible to be feeling lighter than you had in months. Steve had that effect on you, somehow.
âI may not know how to be a dad,â he said, âbut I guarantee Iâm going to be the best one.â
â
Steve kept his word. He stuck by your side. It didnât take long for the news to spread around the entire school - not just that you were pregnant, but that it was Steveâs, and that he and Nancy had broken up.
Nancy was still furious. You hated that you had dragged her into this with you, that the whole school was laughing at her for being so clueless. It wasnât her fault and she didnât deserve that.
Steve didnât let anyone say anything to you. The first time Tommy tried to give you shit, Steve punched him in the face. Somehow, they were still friends.
Steve walked you to every class, carrying your books for you and not letting you lift a finger. You sat with him at lunch, ignoring the dirty looks from Carol. You didnât think youâd ever be able to be friends with her. That was okay with you.
He started picking you up for school and bringing you home. Usually your parents werenât home in time to see him, but on this particular day, 16 weeks into the pregnancy, they were.
âMaybe you should come inside,â you said, looking at Steve with your brows furrowed, worry etched in the lines formed on your face. âMeet my parents. MaybeâŠmaybe we should tell them.â
Steve took a deep breath. âLook, parents usually love me, but Iâve never had to tell some I got their daughter pregnant.â
You laughed lightly. âYeah, wellâŠI figure we have to.â
You climbed out of the car, pulling your sweatshirt back on. Steve followed, placing a hand on your back as you both walked up the sidewalk to the front door. When you entered the house, the smell of pasta greeted you instantly. Your mom was in the kitchen and your dad was sitting in his recliner, watching TV.
âHi, honey,â your mom greeted you without looking up as you walked in. When she finally did look up, she let out a little âOh!â! at the sight of Steve. âIâm sorry, I didnât know weâd be having company tonight.â
Your dad looked over, suddenly interested. He eyed Steve, like he was thinking or he knew him from somewhere. âMom, Dad, this is Steve,â you said, hands in the pockets of your sweatshirt. You could feel the bump beneath your hands,
âHi. Steve Harrington,â he said in his usual charming way, moving to shake your momâs hand first and then your dadâs.
âHarrington?â your dad asked, eyebrows raised. âAre you related to Richard Harrington?â
âThatâs my dad,â Steve said, his cheeks turning red. You wondered what Steveâs relationship with his dad was like.
âI work for your dad,â he said. âHave since before you were born.â
âOh,â Steve said awkwardly. You cringed - that was going to make this whole situation even more uncomfortable.
âSo whatâs the occasion?â your mom asked with a smile as she put the lid back on the pot. You hated that you were about to ruin their good mood.
âUmâŠMom, Dad, I have something I need to talk to you about.â You gestured between you and Steve. âSomething we need to talk to you about.â
Your mom was instantly concerned, your dad suspicious. âWhat about?â she asked.
âYou might want to sit down.â
That made their worry even worse. Your dad turned the TV off as you and Steve took a seat on the couch, your mom coming in to sit on her chair. âOkayâŠâ she said, âshould I be scared?â
âYeah,â you admitted. Your dad reached over and grabbed her hand. You looked at Steve, who gave you a soft reassuring smile before grabbing your hand. He squeezed it, and you squeezed his back. You took a deep breath and looked back at your parents. The guilt ate at you. âIâm pregnant.â
There was only silence. Your mom covered her mouth with her free hand, tears coming to her eyes. Your dad looked dumbfounded, neither of them knowing what to say.
âAndâŠSteve is the father?â your dad finally asked.
âUmâŠyes, sir,â Steve said, blushing furiously. Because wasnât announcing a pregnancy basically telling people âhey, we had sex!â? There was only one way we got here.
âOh, jesus,â your mom said.
âAre you intending to marry her?â your dad asked.
It went silent again.
âS-sorry?â Steve stuttered, his eyes wide.
Your dad looked angry now. âAre you planning to marry my daughter? Make an honest woman out of her?â
âIâŠI-â
You knew your dad was traditional, but you didnât expect him to demand you get married. You were only 18. You and Steve werenât even together.
âDad, come on,â you said, pleaded. âDonât do this. Itâs humiliating.â
Your dad said your name sternly. âYou donât understand how serious of a situation this is, clearly. Your reputation is going to be drug through the mud. Both of you.â Your dad looked between you. Steve felt as if he was being scolded by his own father - no, that would be worse. âYou need to get married. Be together for this child. I know the Harringtons can take care of you.â
âDad!â
âLook, weâll revisit this,â your mom said, drawing everyoneâs attention. âWhatâs important right now is this baby. Do you have a doctor? Have you been going to appointments? Taking prenatals?â
âYes, yes, and yes,â you said.
âNo, Iâm not done-â your dad interrupted, but your mom cut him off.
âNo more. Youâre stressing her out. Itâs bad for the baby.â
âStressing her out?!â
âSteve,â your mom said, ignoring your dad entirely. Steve was grateful for the interruption. âAre you planning to stick around? Be a dad?â
âOf course,â he said instantly. No hesitation whatsoever.
Your mom smiled. âGood. Thatâs what matters. We can talk about marriage later.âÂ
Steve paled again.
âThis is ridiculous,â your dad said. He stood, walking over to the phone on the wall. He angrily dialed a number, then pressed the phone to his ear.
âDadâŠ?â you said, dreading whatever he was about to do. âWho are you calling?â
He ignored you. Then, finally- âMr. Harrington!â he greeted the man on the other line.
Steve looked as if he might pass out. You gripped his hand tighter. âDad, donât do this. Please donât do it like this.â
âMr. Harrington,â he said into the phone. âDid you know your son is at my house? With my daughter?â A pause. âYes. Well, apparently, weâre going to be in laws.â
You closed your eyes, the embarrassment and dread physically painful. Steve was nervously bouncing his leg so hard the whole couch was shaking. Your mom stood up, trying to talk some sense into your father, but the damage had already been done.
Your dad held the phone out towards Steve. âHe wants to talk to you, son.â
Steve walked over to take the phone like he was walking to his own execution. His hand was shaking as he took it from your fatherâs hand, then held it to his ear. ââŠDad?â He held the phone away from his ear as you could hear the man screaming from where you sat across the room.
âDad, listenâŠI-yes, I did, but it-âŠyeah, I was seeing Nancy. Itâs a long story. I-âŠsheâs not a-âŠokay. Yeah. Okay. See you at home. Yeah. Bye.â
Steve hung up the phone, looking completely dejected. This had gone way worse than you expected. Steve was horrified. You felt guilty once again, that you were putting Steve through this and that you had let your parents down. They didnât even know about the whole Nancyâs boyfriend thing yet.
âI gotta go,â Steve said to you, looking apologetic and sad. He put his hand on your upper arm, thumb caressing it over the material of your sweatshirt. Then, surprising you, he put his hand on your belly. He smiled down at it affectionately. âBye, lilâ nugget.â He looked at you again. âSee you tomorrow.â
Even with Steve gone, the tension in the room was still high. Your mom was looking at you like she couldnât believe her baby girl was doing things like having sex and getting pregnant. Your dad looked at you like youâd disappointed him greatly. You didnât know which was worse.
âWhy donât you go upstairs and freshen up for dinner,â your mom finally said, forcing a kind smile onto her face.
âOkay,â you said. You were grateful for the excuse to get out of this room. You hurried up the steps, heading into your bathroom to pee for the millionth time that day and then take a shower. You stared at your body in the mirror when you got undressed - it was weird, the changes it was going through. You looked so different already, and it wasnât even halfway through yet. Almost, though. That thought was terrifying.Â
After your shower you blow dried your hair, then walked into your bedroom wrapped in a towel. You collapsed back onto your bed. Your back hurt, your feet hurt, and you still werenât even that big yet. God, how embarrassing will it be to go through graduation super pregnant? You hadnât even thought of that. The whole school watching you knowing what you did. And Hawkins was small. This would follow you forever.
You dressed in a t-shirt and comfy pants, brushing your hair out and doing something with it. You didnât have the energy to put in much effort. You didnât even put on any makeup before you went downstairs, taking a seat at the table and putting a serving on your plate. It was still tense, like youâd interrupted a heated conversation. You didnât want to put stress on your parentsâ marriage, too. You had already caused so much collateral damage.
After dinner, you waited. And waited. And waited. Finally, just as you were starting to doze off, the phone next to your bed rang. You snatched it off the receiver so fast it barely had time to make a sound.
âSteve?â you said quickly, praying it was him and that he was alright.
âHey,â he said, his familiar voice bringing you a weird sense of peace. âAre you okay?â
âMe?â You couldnât believe Steve was worried about you first amidst all of this. âAre you okay?â
He sighed deeply. âYeah. My dad is pissed. Both my parents are furious.â
âOh,â you said. âIâm so sorry, Steve.â
âHey, itâs okay. Itâs not your fault. But, uhâŠthey want to meet you.â
You froze. âThey want to meet me?â
âWell, yeah. Youâre having their grandchild.â
When he put it like that, it sounded so much bigger. You put a hand on your stomach, rubbing in circles around it. âOkay. We can do that.â
âItâs not just to yell at you, I promise,â he said with a slight chuckle. âThey got that out of their system with me tonight I think. They just want to know you. They want to be involved with the baby.â
âOkay,â you said again. âUmâŠwhen?â
âFriday maybe?â he asked. âYou can ride home with me after school.â
âAlright.â It was quiet again for a while. âIâm glad youâre okay, Steve. How are you feeling with the wholeâŠNancy stuff?â
He sighed. âIt sucks. Iâm not gonna lie to you. I miss her. I miss her, like, a lot. She wonât even look at me. It hurts.â
You felt terrible. âSteve, Iâm so sorry. This is such a mess.â
âYeah, it is.â You could almost hear a smile in his voice when he spoke again. âBut itâs not all bad. IâmâŠkind of excited to be a dad.â
Your eyebrows flew up. âReally?â
âYeah. I always wanted to be a dad.â A beat of silence. âItâs earlier than I wanted, sure, and Iâm not even sure what weâre going to do, but I know that weâre having this baby and Iâm going to love them and be the best dad. Better than my dad.â
His speech made you feel fuzzy inside, your heart beating hard in your chest. You hadnât thought about the good parts yet. Youâd been too stressed with Nancy, Barb, your parents, Steveâs parents, collegeâŠmaybe being a mom wouldnât be so bad.
âYou gonna coach little league?â you asked, smiling. You felt giddy, like a teenage girl kicking her feet and talking to her crush. Only, you didnât have feelings for Steve like that.
âOh, yeah,â he laughed. âI am! Iâm looking forward to it. I played baseball, basketball, I was the captain of the swim teamâŠâ
âWow. I knew you were a jock, but I didnât know you played so many sports.â
âGood at them, too.â The pride was evident in his voice.
âAre we gonna have a little sports prodigy?â
âGod, I hope so.â
You laughed. Steve made you feel a way you truly didnât understand. It was like butterflies in your stomach, goosebumps on your skin. You remembered what it felt like to kiss him, to-
âWhat if theyâre more like me?â you asked. âWill you be disappointed?â
âLike you?â he said. âWhat, smart as hell? No, of course I wouldnât be disappointed. Iâd be so proud to have a genius kid.â
âGenius?â you laughed. âI am not a genius.â
âYouâre super smart.â A pause. âOur baby would be lucky to be like you.â
Your heart beat harder. âSteve-â
âOh, shit. I gotta go. My parents grounded me and put me on a curfew.â He scoffed. âIâll see you tomorrow.â
âSee you tomorrow.â When you heard the click of him hanging up the phone, you felt disappointed. Like you missed him immediately. Your fingers itched to call him back.
You made yourself turn off the lights and get into bed instead. Your head was plagued with thoughts of Steve. You couldnât think of anything else. You had visions of him holding a newborn baby, playing with a rambunctious toddler, playing baseball with a kid, smiling with a teenager. You had a whole life ahead of you with Steve. You, Steve, and your baby.
You wondered if it would be a boy or a girl. You didnât know if you had a preference one way or the other. As cliche as it was, you just wanted a healthy baby. You felt like you needed to grow up fast now. It wasnât just you you had to worry about, you had to think of this baby all the time now, first.
You thought you liked being pregnant. It felt nice to carry the baby with you, to be so impossibly close to them, having them inside where theyâre safe. Despite the morning sickness (which had thankfully come to an end), you would maybe miss being pregnant after having the baby.
You drifted off eventually to those thoughts- feeling content.
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rugby!sevika x college roommate reader

CHAPTER FIVE
The day after the party, the dorm felt strangely quiet.
You sat cross-legged on your bed, your laptop open in front of you, pretending to read a chapter for class. But your brain was still at last nightâs partyâspecifically, the part where you'd been dancing with Vi. And even more specifically, the part where Sevika had been watching you like a hawk.
Sevika had said nothing about it. That was the worst part.
When the door creaked open, your roommate walked in wearing her usual weekend attire: loose sweatpants, a white tank top, and her damp hair slicked back from a shower at the gym. Her presence immediately sucked the air out of the room.
âHey,â Sevika said, grabbing a water bottle from the mini fridge. âHowâs your hangover, party girl?â No mention of you sleeping in her clothes last night. Perfect.
You rolled her eyes, trying to keep cool. âIâm fine. I didnât even drink that much.â
Sevika took a long sip of water, then leaned against her desk with a smirk. âOh really? You seemed... loose on the dance floor.â
You felt heat crawl up your neck, a blush certainly making its way to your cheeks. âI was just dancing. Thatâs kind of what people do at parties.â
âWith Vi?â Sevika raised an eyebrow. âYou two looked real friendly.â
You narrowed your eyes. âIs this your way of teasing me?â
Sevika pushed off the desk and stepped closer, a mischievous glint in her eye. âJust making an observation. I didnât know you liked girls who have pink hair and stupid tattoos.â
You blinked, caught off guard. âYouâre jealous.â
Sevika scoffed. âSure I am. Iâve got tattoos of my own. Jealous of the dancing? Maybe. But donât flatter yourself too much. I just think itâs cute when you try to make me jealous.â
You tried to stay calm, but your stomach fluttered in a way you couldnât control. âI wasnât trying.â
Sevika took another step closer. âThen why were you looking at me the whole time you were dancing with her?â
That shut you up. Your lips parted, but no words came out.
Sevika leaned in, her voice low and teasing. âNext time you want to make me crazy, just say my name.â
Your breath caught in your chest.
Then, just as quickly as sheâd come in, Sevika pulled back and grabbed her backpack. âAnyway,â she said casually, âIâm heading to the field. You coming to the game tomorrow?â
You swallowed and nodded, still flustered. âYeah. Iâll be there.â It was on your plan, but⊠it seemed like it was Sevikaâs own plan now, no longer in your control.
She winked. âWear my number.â
And then she was gone, leaving you sitting in stunned silence, heart pounding, laptop completely forgotten.
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It was later that day. The dim light of the desk lamp cast a soft glow over the cluttered dorm room, its quiet hum barely breaking the stillness. You sat at your desk, surrounded by textbooks and scattered notes. The pages of your law textbooks blurred before your eyes as you flipped through them frantically, your hand moving too fast to actually process the information. You had been studying for hours, but nothing was sticking. The pressure was mounting, and you couldnât seem to get a handle on it.
Your leg bounced nervously under the desk as your mind raced, flitting from one topic to another, unable to settle. Every time you thought you had a grip on the material, youâd remember another concept you hadnât reviewed yet, or another case you hadnât studied. Your breath quickened, and the anxiety in your chest felt suffocating. You pressed the heel of your hand into your temple, trying to calm yourself, but the panic was only growing.
Why is this so hard? Why canât I just get it? You thought to yourself.
Tears pricked at the corners of your eyes, but you refused to let them fall. You wiped at your eyes furiously, willing yourself to keep it together. This was important. You couldnât afford to mess up. Not now.
You let out a shaky breath, running your fingers through your hair in frustration, knocking your glasses askew in the process. You had always prided yourself on being a diligent student, but tonight, you felt like you were failing. The weight of your responsibilities were pressing down on you, and it felt like everything was slipping through you fingers.
You didnât hear the door open, nor did you hear the soft footsteps approaching you until it was too late.
"Y/N," Sevikaâs voice cut through the fog of panic, low and concerned. You looked up quickly, startled by the sudden presence in the room. Sevika stood in the doorway, wearing a pair of well-worn jeans, a black shirt, and a hoodie. Her hair was a bit messy, like she had been running her fingers through it all day, and her expression softened when she saw your frazzled state.
You blinked, trying to get a hold of yourself. "IâIâm fine," you stammered, but it didnât sound convincing even to your own ears. You pulled your glasses off your face and rubbed your eyes, only making the tears more apparent.
Sevika stepped inside, closing the door gently behind her. "Youâre obviously not fine," she said quietly, her tone soft but firm. She walked over to your desk, her brow furrowed with concern as she looked at the open textbooks, the disorganized notes, and the stress radiating off of you in waves.
You shook your head, trying to laugh it off, but it came out sounding more like a sob. "I justâthis test is coming up, and I donât think Iâm ready. I canât focus. I feel like Iâm losing control." Your voice cracked on the last sentence, and you bit her lip, fighting the tears that were threatening to spill.
Sevika was silent for a moment, her gaze softening as she watched you struggle. She could see the stress in the way you were sitting, shoulders tense, your posture stiff as if bracing for something. Sevika had seen you like this beforeâstressed and overwhelmed, but never quite so vulnerable.
Without saying a word, Sevika sat down on the edge of your bed, her presence grounding and comforting. The silence in the room was thick, but it was a calm kind of silence, one that allowed you to take a deep breath, to collect herself. Sevikaâs gentle gaze never left your shaking form, and it made something in your chest tighten. Was it the proximity between you two? Or was it the feeling that Sevika truly cared?
"I know itâs a lot," Sevika finally said, her voice soft but steady. "But youâve got this. Youâre one of the smartest people I know."
You glanced at Sevika, your heart fluttering at the unexpected compliment. Your throat tightened, and for a moment, you didnât know what to say. You were so used to doing things on your own, to holding it all together, but there was something about Sevikaâs quiet confidence, the way she was just sitting there with you, that made you feel a little less alone.
"I just donât feel like I do," you admitted quietly, your voice barely above a whisper. You glanced at the notes again, the words on the page looking foreign and impossible. "I canât seem to focus. Iâve been trying for hours, and itâs like my brain just wonât work."
Sevika stood up, moving over to your side without a word. She didnât try to fix anything or give you advice. Instead, she simply reached out, her hand gently placing itself over your own hand. Her fingers were warm, and the simple contact made your breath hitch and freeze in your lungs.
"Hey, itâs okay," Sevika said softly, her voice taking on a soothing tone. "Youâre doing your best. Thatâs all you can do."
You let out a shaky sigh, resting your forehead against your hand, trying to steady your breathing. Your heart was still pounding in your chest, but something in Sevikaâs steady presence was starting to calm the storm inside of you.
"Youâre right," You said softly, your voice cracking just slightly. "I just wish I could focus more, you know?" You looked up at Sevika, meeting her eyes for the first time in a while. "I donât want to disappoint anyone."
Sevika gave a small smile, a soft and reassuring one, and she squeezed your hand which was dwarfed in her much larger one. "You donât have to be perfect. Youâre allowed to struggle. Youâre allowed to have moments like this." Her words were simple but meaningful, and they had a weight to them that you hadnât been expecting.
You swallowed, feeling a lump in your throat. You hadnât realized just how much you had been carrying until now. The pressure of the test, the expectations you had placed on yourself, the way you were trying to keep everything together. It felt like so much.
Sevika pulled her hand away (much to your sadness) but didnât leave. She walked over to the desk, picking up one of the textbooks. "I donât know anything about law, but if you want, I can help you study. Just... you know, not with the law stuff." She flashed you a grin, her usual cocky smile making an appearance again.
You laughed softly, the sound a little broken but genuine. "I donât think youâd be much help with that," You said, but your voice was lighter now, the weight in your chest easing just a little bit.
Sevika shrugged casually. "Hey, Iâve got plenty of other skills," she teased, walking back to your side. "But if you ever need a break, Iâm here. Iâm good at distractions."
You couldnât help but smile, the tension in your shoulders finally starting to ease as you let herself lean into the comfort of Sevikaâs presence. Sevika was right. You didnât have to do everything on your own.
Sevika sat down next to you, your shoulders brushing against hers. It was a small thing, but you felt the warmth of it spread through your body. Sevika was there, not asking anything from you, just being there.
"Thanks, Sevika," You whispered, your voice soft but filled with gratitude.
Sevika gave you a small, quiet nod. "Anytime, roomie," she said, her voice just as soft somehow, but there was something deeper in it now. Something more personal.
For a few moments, you both just sat there, the quiet comfort of each otherâs presence wrapping around you. Sevika didnât push you to continue studying. She didnât try to force you to be anything other than what you were in that moment. Instead, she just let you breathe, let you feel the softness of the moment without rushing it.
And as you finally let yourself relax, your mind calming just a little, you realized that Sevika wasnât just offering her help with your studies. She was offering something far more valuable. Something that, until now, you hadnât known she needed: support.
And, for the first time in a while, you allowed herself to rest in that support.
"You really are good at distractions," You whispered, your voice light with laughter once again.
Sevika smirked, her hand brushing against yours again. "Yeah, I know," she said with a quiet confidence, her tone sincere and warm.
For that moment, nothing else mattered.
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The cold of the metal bleachers hit you the moment you sat down on them, cool steel against your warm skin, and you pulled your blue hoodie tighter around your shoulders. The sound of players grunting as they warmed up, the thump of bodies against bodies as tackles were performed, and the occasional cheer from the crowd created an atmosphere that was simultaneously intimidating and exhilarating. You had never been to a rugby game before, and as you took your seat in the stands, you couldnât help but feel a little out of place.
But that was about to change. Today, you were there to support Sevika.
You had carefully chosen your outfit for the night, as part of your plan. The blue hoodie matched one of Sevikaâs team colors, and the yellow tank top she wore underneath was the other color of the team, along with Sevikaâs number, which you had painted on earlier that day. You had paired it with jeans, wanting to stay comfortable while also showing your support for Sevika in your own way. The outfit wasnât too revealing, but it was still flattering enough that Sevika would notice. You hoped that, with all of your small steps, the plan was working.
Sevika had always been so confident, so unapologetic. But you had to admit, there was something so magnetic about watching her excel at something she was so passionate about. Sevika had that same confidence on the iceâeffortless, undeniable, and so completely in control.
You settled more into your seat, your heart racing with a mixture of nerves and excitement. You had no idea what to expect, but you were here, and you were going to support Sevika like she had supported you in everything else.
Sevika's team appeared on the grassy field a few minutes later, the crowd erupting into cheers as the players took their positions. The excitement in the air was palpable, and you couldnât help but glance over at Sevika, who was already focused, her eyes locked on the other team with the intensity of someone who had been born for this.
You had heard plenty of stories from Sevika about her games, how she had dominated as a star player and led her team to victory after victory. But hearing about it and seeing it firsthand were two completely different things.
The game started, and you quickly found herself caught up in the energy of it all. The speed, the strength, the sheer power of the players as they moved across the turfâit was all so much more thrilling than you had ever imagined. But what really caught your attention was Sevika.
She was everywhere. Moving with brutality and skill and strength, Sevika was constantly in the thick of the action, controlling the ball, setting up plays, and executing moves that had the crowd roaring in approval. You couldnât help but cheer every time Sevika poached the ball or tackled someone, every time she scored or made a powerful move that left her opponents stumbling in her wake. Sevika was a force of nature, and you were completely in awe.
"Go Sevika!" You shouted, your voice rising above the noise of the crowd. You hadnât realized just how loud you were until you saw a few people nearby look over at you, but you didnât care. You were cheering for Sevika, and it felt right. You were proud of her, so proud.
Sevika glanced up from the game, her eyes briefly scanning the stands until they landed on you. A small smile tugged at the corner of her lips when she saw you cheering for her. The sight of you in the stands, her number on your chest, visibly excited and clapping for her, made something inside of Sevika tighten, and she couldnât help but feel a little lighter.
Your voice carried across the rink every time Sevika did something impressiveâevery pass, every shot, every ruck. Sevika couldnât help but feel a little rush of warmth each time she heard her name come from your pretty lips, even though the game was far from over.
But Sevika wasnât just a star playerâshe was also intense. At one point, after a particularly hard hit from one of the other teamâs players, Sevikaâs competitive side snapped into full gear. With an almost predatory look in her eyes, she ran over to the player who had been too rough and made a high tackle, shoving her hard, her expression one of pure aggression. Your heart skipped a beat as you watched Sevika take control of the situation, her assertiveness a thing of beauty. It was raw and powerful.
The game continued, and Sevikaâs team dominated, scoring try after try. Sevika herself scored the final try, securing a resounding victory for her team. The crowd erupted in cheers, and you couldnât help but stand up, clapping as loudly as you could. You were grinning from ear to ear, so proud of Sevikaâs incredible performance.
As the final buzzer sounded, Sevikaâs team ran to the stands to acknowledge the crowd, their coaches, and their fans. You were on your feet, still cheering as the players took their victory lap. You couldnât wait to see Sevika, to congratulate her in person.
When the players started to file off the field and into the locker rooms, Sevikaâs gaze immediately found you in the stands again. There was no hesitation this time. She sprinted right up to the edge of the rink, ignoring the usual post-game rituals and heading straight for you.
Your heart skipped a beat when you saw Sevika coming toward you, her face flushed from the game and her jersey damp with sweat. Sevikaâs usual confident swagger was evident as she approached, and she didnât slow down until she was right in front of you.
Without a word, Sevika reached out and pulled you into a tight hug. You froze for a second, not expecting the sudden gesture, but you then quickly melted into Sevikaâs embrace, feeling the warmth of her body and the lingering heat of her sweat-soaked clothes. You were so happy in that moment, you didnât even mind the smell of sweat.
"Sevika..." You breathed, your voice almost trembling. You didnât care that Sevika was sweaty, that she probably smelled like the game. It didnât matter. All that mattered was that Sevika was standing there, holding you.
Sevika pulled back just slightly, her hands resting on your shoulders as she looked you over. "You were amazing out there," You said, your voice filled with genuine admiration. "Seriously, youâre incredible."
Sevikaâs eyes softened, a hint of something more in her gaze. You stepped back a little, looking her up and down. "You actually came," Sevika said, a hint of disbelief in her voice. "I didnât think you would actually come to one of my games."
You smiled shyly, your heart fluttering. "Of course I came. I wanted to see you play. Youâre... youâre amazing."
Sevikaâs lips curled into a small, knowing grin, and before you could say anything else, Sevika pulled you into another hug, this time a little more lingering. Sevika wasnât sure why, but the closeness felt different this timeâmore intimate. She was letting her guard down with you, and it felt natural.
"Youâre making me feel all soft," Sevika teased, her voice low and playful as she pulled back again. "But seriously, thank you for coming."
You laughed softly, feeling a little embarrassed, but also incredibly happy. You beaming now, your cheeks flushed. "It was the least I could do. Youâre the star of the game."
Sevika smirked, her sharp eyes softening just a little as she looked at you, her expression tender despite the playful exterior. She didnât say anything else, just gave you one last quick squeeze before letting you go.
As Sevika jogged away, heading toward the locker room, you stayed where you were for a moment, your heart still racing from the rush of the game, the excitement of the night, and the overwhelming feeling of pride you felt for Sevika.
The night wasnât over yet, but you already felt like you had experienced something specialâsomething you had been waiting for, though you hadnât quite realized it until now.
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The warm California night wrapped around Jinxâs warm, cozy house like a soft blanket. You had never stayed somewhere so homey beforeâthe house was practically glowing in the dim evening light, all wood beams and brick chimneys leading down to burning fireplaces. It was the kind of house people only saw on Pinterest, with a backyard big enough to fit an entire farm, several horses, and even a little pond if they felt like adding that in.
You sat cross-legged on the plush, blanket-covered bed in Jinxâs room, wearing a pair of pajama shorts and an oversized sweater that you had borrowed from Jinxâs closet. Jinx, in a matching pajama set that was so neon it hurt your eyes, sat beside you, your phones lighting up the dim space as you both scrolled through Instagram.
"Okay, but can we talk about how you and Sevika are literally enemies-to-lovers right now?" Jinx said, nudging your side. "Like, youâre basically living in 2016 Wattpad."
You groaned, burying your face in your hands. "We are not enemies-to-lovers! Sheâs just⊠Sevika. And Iâm me. Thatâs all."
Jinx scoffed. "Yeah, okay. But if thatâs true, then why are we stalking her Instagram right now?"
You opened your mouth, then shut it. Jinx had a point.
It had started out as a jokeâjust harmless curiosity. But now, as you two scrolled through Sevikaâs Instagram, it was feeling a little less like a joke and a little more like something dangerous.
Sevikaâs profile was, quite frankly, unfair. She wasnât even trying to be an influencer or anything, but every picture was absurdly attractive and had collected an insane amount of likes. There were casual mirror selfies with her messy hair and her classic lazy smirk, candid shots from rugby games where she looked powerful and locked-in, vacation pictures where she was just in a sports bra and swim trunks by the ocean, tanned and absurdly muscular and glistening from the water. It was infuriating how effortlessly cool she was.
You felt like you were sweating just looking at the screen.
Jinx scrolled down further. "Damn, sheâs really fine."
"Shut up," You muttered, but you couldnât look away.
Then, it happened.
Jinx stopped on a post from over a year agoâan ab picture from 2023, taken in what was clearly a gym mirror. Sevikaâs face wasnât even in it, just her ridiculously sculpted abs, with the caption:
âLost my shirt, found my gains.â
"Oh my God," Jinx whispered dramatically. "Y/N."
"Itâs not that serious," You said quickly, even though your face was burning.
"Itâs that serious," Jinx insisted. "Are you seeing this? Like, actually seeing this? Sheâs insane."
You reached out, grabbing Jinxâs phone to try and scroll past it, but in your panic, your thumb betrayed you.
Double tap.
The little red heart appeared under the post.
You froze.
Jinx froze.
A few seconds of complete, horrific silence passed beforeâ
"NO," You gasped, shoving the phone at Jinx as if that would somehow undo it. "NO, NO, NO."
Jinx threw herself onto the bed, screaming into a pillow. "YOU JUST LIKED A THIRST TRAP FROM A YEAR AGO. SHEâS GONNA KNOW YOU WERE STALKING."
You immediately unliked it, but it was too late. Sevika had already gotten the notification.
"Oh my God, Iâm actually going to throw myself off this balcony," you whispered, hands gripping your head.
Jinx was cackling now, rolling on the bed. "This is the best thing thatâs ever happened. I hope she texts you. I hope she makes fun of you forever."
You were about to respond with a snarky remark when your phone lit up.
A new text.
Sevika (hot roommate): Did you just like my abs from last year?
You stared at the screen in pure terror.
Then, another message.
Sevika (hot roommate): Should I post a new one for you?
You screamed. Jinx screamed with you, both of you smacking each other in panic.
"WHAT DO I SAY?" you shrieked.
Jinx grabbed the phone. "I donât know, but you cannot act normal. You need to gaslight your way out of this."
Then, before you could stop her, Jinx typed:
You: Uhhh that wasnât me. Mustâve been a ghost.
"Jinx."
"Itâs fine, itâs fine," Jinx said, breathless from laughing. "She wonât believe it, but sheâll think itâs funny."
Sevika didnât take long to reply.
Sevika (hot roommate): Damn, you got ghosts with good taste.
You groaned, burying your face in your hands again.
Then, another message popped up.
A picture.
Sevika had just taken a new mirror selfie at the gym. She was in a sports bra, sweat glistening on her abs, her hand tugging her waistband down just slightly to show off the deep V-line that was criminally attractive.
Sevika (hot roommate): Here, since the ghost liked the last one.
You dropped the phone like it had burned your hands.
Jinx took one look at the screen and absolutely lost it. She was rolling on the bed, her laughter muffled in the blankets, kicking her feet in the air. "OH MY GOD. SHE SENT YOU A THIRST TRAP. SHE KNOWS. SHE KNOWS YOU THINK SHEâS HOT."
You were speechless. Your brain had completely short-circuited.
"Y/N. RESPOND," Jinx wheezed.
"I CANâT."
Jinx snatched the phone. "Okay, okay, letâs be smooth about this."
She typed:
You: Youâre so annoying.
Sevikaâs response was immediate.
Sevika (hot roommate): But youâre still looking, arenât you?
You let out a strangled noise, your face a violent shade of red. Jinx was screaming into a pillow again. Seeing after break was going to be absolute hell.
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âŠhi are you guys still here⊠I AM SO SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG TO UPDATEđ fun fact i am an absolute academic weapon so i was locked in on finishing the semester but now that iâm done, updates should be more regular! iâm so sorry i abandoned you guys like that oops.
i hope you loved the chapter! as always, i am open to questions and requests. iâll actually be able to post and answer them regularly now!
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