#but this at least pays the bills
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((Naww one of the high schoolers that works here asked “…you have no plans on quitting right? 🥺” like no my dude, I know people disappear randomly & I can complain about my hours but I don’t actually dislike my job afhsfa I’m not going anywhere
#Snow’s Words (ooc)#the only thing that’ll get me out is more money#which I need#but this at least pays the bills#and again—it’s not a bad job or work environment#I’m just being run ragged because we’re always short staffed#…hi I’m working when I should be off#yAY 6 DAYS IN A ROW FOR THE 3RD WEEK STRAIGHT#I want to be on but I’m working so much…and BG3
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This is an analysis of Kaveh and Alhaitham’s argument posted on the Port Ormos bulletin board!! Because it is crazy actually!!
I think this exchange of theirs out of the three posted throughout Sumeru is particularly interesting, and this is due Alhaitham openly expressing that Kaveh does not understand what Alhaitham is really trying to say to him: “I have never denied what you meant, but you don’t understand what I am saying to you at all.”
This exchange is relevant in various ways in exploring the motif of communication. As according to their usual rapport, the two disagree over their differing philosophies, as in sensibility versus rationality, however, Alhaitham’s particular concerns in Kaveh spending his money on “nonsense” highlights the underlying reason for this exchange. From this comment, the argument is recontextualised through Alhaitham’s intention for getting involved, as Kaveh prompts the workmen to take his money in order to help them out.
When Alhaitham states that this is a meaningless action due to the inevitability of people rising or falling on their own accord, rather than solely critiquing Kaveh’s “impulsiv[e]” altruism, as Kaveh interprets, Alhaitham is directly contradicting his own comment – as he is interfering on Kaveh’s decisions.
As concern is evidently the intention behind his interference, Kaveh cannot perceive this, and instead attempts to critique Alhaitham’s perspective in return, although Alhaitham states: “Make no mistake. I have never denied what you meant…” This response asserts that Alhaitham does not deny, but rather agrees with, Kaveh’s statement of “mutual assistance, fairness, and righteous anger” driving the world.
In lieu of this, rather than continuing the argument, Alhaitham claims that there is no point to it, as Kaveh does not understand what he is saying, as in, Kaveh does not understand that his intentions in interfering are out of concern. He follows this up, regardless, by criticising Kaveh’s handling of his budget, as, evidently, Kaveh has offered to give his own money to these workmen, and refuses to pay for Kaveh’s drinks for that month.
For Alhaitham, Kaveh’s lack of self-prioritisation leads him to impulsive altruistic acts which serve to jeopardise his own position, particularly regarding money. If Kaveh can afford to give away money, he can afford to pay his own tabs, is the takeaway from this exchange. Although, similarly to the exchange between them posted in Puspa’s Café, this applies to one particular month, insinuating that Alhaitham will continue to pay for next month’s tabs of his own accord.
The main argument, as well as the disagreement over the speaker of Kaveh’s quote, serves as a humorous exchange, but as a motif for communication it acquires a new meaning. The two hold perspectives which contrast the other which puts them on unequal footing, demonstrated within the argument over the speaker of Kaveh’s quote. Although it is not disclosed who is actually in the right, both are convinced of their respective viewpoint. There is an element missing here, a potential solution to this problem, and it lies within the idea of “correctness” established within A Parade of Providence.
The omission of there being an objective, correct answer to this particular debate serves as a parallel to their conflicting viewpoints, with the basis of their exchange being to “prove” to the other their “correctness” – here, it is in regard to Kaveh.
However, “correctness” being the basis of their exchange, and thus, relationship, is challenged with Alhaitham shutting down the initial debate due to Kaveh’s misunderstanding of his meaning. Correctness, then, and its importance, is called into question within this exchange, with Kaveh being the one to chase it; his last message being that he would “prove” himself to be right.
At the core of this bulletin board exchange is the idea that Alhaitham harbours an alternative ‘meaning’ than the one that Kaveh assigns to him: “… you don’t understand what I’m saying to you at all.” This is a meaning which Kaveh cannot perceive due to his current understanding of Alhaitham. This represents the standing of their current relationship, where Kaveh believes Alhaitham holds him in disdain, although this belief is incongruous with Alhaitham’s actions which show his care for Kaveh.
In these instances of communication through the Bulletin Boards, it is interesting to note that Kaveh is revealed to have been drunk and “scribbling” on these notice boards, and hopes that Alhaitham does not know.
Although this is a humorous detail, it adds another layer to the unreliability of their method of communication, as Kaveh has no recollection of these exchanges with Alhaitham, and therefore could not have properly interpreted Alhaitham due to an altered state of mind. It is uncertain whether Alhaitham is aware of Kaveh’s being drunk whilst responding to him, or whether he is believed to have been lucid, which creates another element of unreliability in their exchanges.
Alhaitham understands Kaveh’s thinking and the reasons for why he acts as he does, but he cannot articulate his concern in a way that Kaveh will understand, both out of Kaveh’s incapability of receiving goodwill, but also due to his logical manner of expression. Kaveh perceives Alhaitham’s concealed expressions of concern as personal gripes and criticisms of his beliefs, and therefore believes that their relationship is based on the scholarly principle of proving the validity of one’s philosophies.
The Port Ormos Bulletin Board reinforces the core essence of their relationship: Alhaitham is invested in a personal regard, whereas Kaveh cannot see this due to his perception of Alhaitham and Alhaitham’s inability to communicate in a way Kaveh would understand.
(Update: For more analyses like this, the essay this is taken from is now uploaded! It can be accessed here and here as as a pdf <3)
#i have analysed the other two bulletin exchanges as well!!#but this one has stood out to me the most ever since i read it#alhaitham has expressed to kaveh at least twice that kaveh misunderstands him#this occassion and in a parade of providence with: the issue we’re debating has long since moved on from whos right or wrong#or something of that accord#but will kaveh ever hear this if alhaitham doesnt express this in a way that cannot be misunderstood#also i love the incessant mention in all of the sumeru posts that alhaitham pays for kavehs tabs#not just his drinks but everything on a bill#and whenever they have a clash like this alhaitham drops a month and then picks up every other month#kaveh how are you seeing that he really doesnt have to do that#the line: you dont understand what im saying to you at all is so CRAZY to me and it HAUNTS me because isnt that it??#isnt that the core issue???? or one of them at least plsss they have so many#the essay editing is coming along!! thank you for your patience!! its the longest essay ive written :((#alhaitham#haikaveh#kaveh#kavetham#haikaveh meta
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“It eats dust in the atmosphere. The composition of the dust determines the color of its core.”
Do not repost!
#alex’s art#pokemon#minior#minior core form#pkmn#pokecontent#artist on tumblr#pkmnart#pokemonart#userdoyeons#userdahyun#rhitag#caprisee#useranusia#usermairin#pokemon fanart#pkmn fanart#pokemon art#pkmn art#rock type#rock Pokémon#flying type#flying pokemon#alola#alolan pokemon#alola pokemon#I love their shiny so much it’s so sad that it’s hidden :’)#also I’m getting better so I will start commissions to get a little bit more money until I get a job to at least pay my pills#and once I get a job it will go in my dogs medication and vet bills like my kofi goes (if I ever get some) 💙#the background took me so long I change it so many times it’s crazy hfjdndjsn
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every time i talk about politics my mom keeps reminding me that she used to vote republican and still sorta considers herself one, and its so funny i keep having to find delicate ways to tell her that mayhaps...the party has not been uniquely bad in the last 15 or so years, she just divorced my dad and her kid came out as gay (to her, my dad didnt find out until like 3 years ago lol) so she's paying more attention instead of voting the way she's been told is correct.
anyway she literally hasnt voted red since then but sure, its just coincidence that all the red candidates suck shit.
#my mom is very sweet#shes also autistic#and so very much like....never got the subtext?#like people said 'think of the children!' and she just. very genuinely is extremely caring about kids#i dont think she realizes how fake a lot of these people are. that MOST of them. at least the ones ive known. are talking out their ass#and paying lip service to being anything other than assholes.#now she's paying attention and is like 'wait i dont like abortion but that bill seems weird and excessively cruel'#or w/e
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sd!simon has to move into bs!reader’s place (or vice versa) because termites or plumbing or whatever and then it just… gets kinda permanent? he performs some magic with the landlord to make sure the rent is paid and the leases are settled and reader doesn’t realise until someone new moves into the empty flat
he doesn't give a reason, just has a trash bag full of his clothes in one hand and his kid's backpack that's an obnoxious color full of her stuff in the other as he pushes past you and makes himself comfortable.
can't even give him a sarcastic, "do you mind?" because he just says naw go 'head, pet, i don't.
bro.
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adult responsibilities are gross but i do like the fact that i can decide i want a piercing and then just like. get that piercing???
#all my best decisions have been made on impulse and that’s what i call aries behavior#and i might have to file taxes and pay bills but at least i can do this much#/astro posts
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(prev anon with another bad half formed prompt)
what if after the whole pit fiasco jason still gets trained by the league, and then decides that he was kinda done with the whole fighting stuff and gotham feels like home, so might as well get an apartment there, and time moves on and he gets a job and gets into uni or smth and everythings good, and then nightwing comes crashing into his apartment breaking his window and jasons already had kinda a crappy day so he just starts yelling because what the hell man? do you know how much that'll take to repair? my insureance wont cover that! and nightwing is just stuck staring at his grown up little brother whos supposed to be dead, and chokes out a "jason". and now jasons freaked out because he didn't remember telling him his name, and thens theres confusion and dick asks why he doesnt recognise him and jason says hes never met him before in his life, and suddenly dick is staring at his little brother who's alive, but who isn't his brother and he can feel his heart slowly rip in two.
Lmao Dick goes back crying to the family that he found Jason and that he’s ALIVE but he doesn’t remember anything and “Bruce, Bruce, he’s getting his degree. He got into uni. He’s— he’s happy—“
And Bruce (after confirming Jay’s identity) just starts leaving him huge cheques and visiting him under the cover of “scouting for young talents” and “scholarship programs courtesy of WE” and Tim shyly starts waiting for Jason at his favorite café to get to know him, and Dick skips “subtle” entirely and drops by every other day to have dinner with Jason or watch a movie.
Meanwhile Jason has to pretend to keep his cool and not give himself away (he likes his peace and quiet, thank you very much) and becomes progressively more guilt ridden with every instance he does something entirely mundane (reading a book, swearing like a sailor, cooking spaghetti) and Bruce or Dick begin tearing up.
#lmao that would be a fun read#angst be gone#well most angst anyway#Jason just wants to live his life#and stay away from the bats#the bats did NOT get that memo#bonus points if Jason still does some vigilante work on the side#just not full time anymore#he aggressively refuses to use the cheques#at least until Bruce keeps inviting himself over and lossing jason off with his presence alone#from that point onward he spends every single dollar out of spite#or alternatively: Bruce gets progressively more frantic because he doesn’t know how Jay pays for college and housing AND food#and thinks Jay is starving himself to get his degree (he’s not)#and starts leaving hundred dollar bills all around Jason’s apartment#Jason is Not impressed#jason todd#brainstorming#batfamily#dick grayson#batfam#bruce wayne#robin#ghost talks#tim drake#red hood#batman
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I wanted a "damsel in distress" type NPC for a Masks: A New Generation (superhero teens) game I'm gonna run for some friends, so I made Joey Luna, dumb emo boy who is always stumbling into trouble and needs saving. He constantly shows up at school with new injuries.
#masks a new generation#masks: a new generation#masks ttrpg#pbta#emo#emo boy#joey luna#npc#his family actually owns Orbit Insurance which is one of the top insurance companies in the city#not that anyone knows that#they consider him a lost cause but at least they can pay all his medical bills#he's not very smart but he's incredibly friendly#masks: overlook#this game takes place in the early 2000s#sketch#rough#oc#ocs#original character
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omg congrats to max 4 in a row is actually INSANE okay hes genuinely one of the greatest drivers ever (i mean we all knew that he was gonna win) (winning a wdc from p5 is so silly)
but i do wanna say as a lando fan im so proud of the season that lando's had too, from his first win ever to coming second in the title fight with the closest margin since 2021, he put up a good fight and he has his own achievements to be proud of too, we go all out next year :)
george winning from pole an absolute masterclass that was such an incredible drive from him istg SO GOOD became untouchable the whole race
carlos podium my beloved, its going to be so tough not seeing him in red sigh, that mid race debacle with ferrari should justify him setting the whole garage on fire actually what are they gonna do? fire him?
mclaren i hope yall prioritise what you have in hand now and thats two races and the wcc, do NOT bottle this
#woke up at 11 am for this thank u taiga for calling me ur my favourite alarm clock#didnt have wifi the whole time max pay my mobile data bills with that new championship money the least u could do#lando norris wdc 2025 we will be there#being a multi rn is the hardest thing in the world i am gonna avoid instagram like a plague#max verstappen#lando norris#carlos sainz#george russel#2024 las vegas gp#las vegas gp 2024#cs55#ln4#mv1#gr63#formula one#formula 1#f1
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every day im reminded that though my parents may have wanted a dog they clearly did not want to take care of a dog
#and i KNEW this which was why i insisted on not getting dogs though they keep trying to gaslight me#into thinking that i agreed on the dogs. i didnt and i wish id railed against it harder#because ill be honest i knew i didnt want to take care of a dog i wasnt in the headspace#but i also knew that if they got the dog that the actual caring duties would be foisted off to me#and the things that They would have to do ie go to the vet nd pay the bills etc theyd complain about and avoid#and thats one thjng. but oh my fucking god. my dad specifically#its like hes trying to get these dogs to die. we have several plants in the backyard#bad for dogs. i point them out. i have pointed them out Several times.#theyre his plants the gardens his thats none of my things. he just goes oh they wont get into them#THEYRE DOGS. but he doesnt want to move his fucking plants#one of the dogs is on medicine but has a habit of not eating his food in the morning#which means if u leave his medicine in hjs bowl the other dog might eat it#one solution is to give him the tablet straight. because hes good about eating it#he doesnt want to because 'thats gross'. Are you five fucking years old#the dog doesnt like the texture of dry food so another solution is to wet it#dad wont do that either because 'hes too spoiled' and 'it takes time' ONE MINUTE?????????#like i have to assume this is some kind of ploy to make me do it instead when i dont wake up that early#because if its not then hes truly just incompetent or doesnt care about the dogs#which brings me back to WHY DID YOU GET THEM IN THE FIRST PLACE.#im sick of having to worry about them when he just does shit like this its wasting my time and its wasting money#but ohhhh we dont want to give the dogs away theyre part of the family 🥺#CLEARLY. because apparently u wanted kids but didnt want to take care of them either!!#im pissed off!!! im tired!!!!!!!!#i need to know im not going batshit here for being pissed off!!!!!#the dogs are getting back to back problems and at least some of it would have been mitigated by oh.#i dont know. the bare minimum?????#at least if the plants had been taken care of i wouldnt have to wonder if theyd just gotten into them#or if its an actual problem like a mass or bite. but no now i dont know#and at this rate were going to waste money going to the vet every fucking week
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How do I explain to my therapist the fact that I keep crying over Hesh’s raw scream when Rorke drags Logan away from him?
#that one last scream brings me to tears at least once a day#I can’t believe the effect this game has on me#the entire walker family should be paying my therapy bills#cod ghosts#call of duty ghosts#call of duty#logan walker#david hesh walker#walker brothers
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EXPLODES INTO A CLOUD OF SMOKE the final comm batch is FINALLY DONE.... MAN between my last full time job and the burnout that followed this was not a timely process at all and THAT my friends is why i don't often do commission work to begin with XP
but it was fun i'm really happy with how these turned out :3
wrestler au vash for @whatever-you-can-give-me, valka and mina for @lesbian-rook, aasha for @simplylucky7, and ryou and yami marik for @bluemilkyway777 :D
thank you all so much again!! <3
Palestine: Funds | Action | eSims | Info Sudan Resources | Congo Resources
#commissions#well. i guess on the bright side since i have to move back in with my parents for a while i won't Need to pay the bills w comms again#at least for a good long while LMAO who knows how the next time i move out will go
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Me: Oh god. It's time for our company's yearly performance review. Where my boss will judge my performance over the past year and see how awful I am at my job and--
My boss: You're doing such a great job and I'm so happy you're here <3
Me:
#SLAMS MY HEAD INTO THE TABLE I probably need therapy.#Shima speaks#LMAO#I always. ALWAYS get stressed about these and they ALWAYS turn out just fine#It's the self-esteem. The self-esteem I don't have :)#Anyway glad that I wasn't roasted and fired and I'm doing good at my job.#I'M GOOD AT MY JOB?? ME?? OKAY I'LL TAKE IT! I'LL TAKE IT#Listen this may not be my dream job but it's a good job with good people#And it pays my bills. Couldn't ask for more#Eventually I will leave to work elsewhere but I'm glad I'm doing good 😭#Realizing like. How important my job is actually. When I do leave the company I'll have to train the new hire#For at LEAST a couple weeks#Bc I'm the only one in this department that knows how to do payments! Just me!!#Anyway. Glad that stress is gone now#I can go home and watch One Piece and NOT cry over a tub of ice cream#(I'll probably do that anyway but bc of the anime Emotions and not bc of work. LMAO)
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that episode was three distinct vibes and I adored all of them
#Celia & sam: welp at least the evil overlord pays them bills#Alice & Lena: hmmm you’re up to something you sneaky fuck (mutual)#Gwen: FUCKED AROUND AND FOUND OUT FUCKED AROUND AND FOUND OUT#tmagp#spoilers#the Magnus protocol
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Hey y'all,
We recently found a rabid skunk on the farm today (10/17) and I need to do rabies boosters on everyone. It's caught me off guard, especially in the middle of the month when my SSDI check is pretty much gone, and I just don't have the money to cover this when it's so sudden and pressing to get done ASAP.
No one has to donate, I will definitely try to figure it out, but I was told by friends to ask anyway, so:
COVERED
I will be scheduling the farm vet to come out to do it as that is easiest for me instead of carting 2-3 dogs 40 mins away and taking all day to get everyone done, but it does incur a travel fee. edit: thanks all! got it covered, will be calling the farm vet first thing tomorrow to get him to come out and booster everyone. this has been a NIGHTMARE.
#game warden came with a biologist and took it to dispose of it#literally so scary to deal with#i can also pay people back if you want just give a message and i will figure it out#i AM sorry to ask for this i was in a good place and was saving for black friday and will obviously be using that but it's not enough#and won't cover the entire bill and they're closed rn so idk if they will work with me on it#basically panicking but would rather have the peace of mind to cover it#trying to save for black friday at least but it kept getting used for like “food” and “heating”
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commissions are open on my ko-fi! i have 10 slots for drawings, 5 slots for armwarmers, and 1 slot for a partial fursuit.
any support, including spreading this around, is greatly appreciated <3
#txt#commissions open#art commissions#artists on tumblr#commissions ad#fursuit maker#art for sale#doing art full time for now (til january at least).. gotta pay some bills aouuuu
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