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yellowhearther0 · 4 years ago

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one more thing and then i’ll shut up

wound up crying in front of both of my parents and they both basically told me that this wouldn’t of happened if i had just said something when my mom was telling me off the first time but also like-

they do realize theres a reason i didnt say anything

#tw vent #ask to tag #bc sure i could say something #but theres a half/half chance that my mom wouldn't just get more upset #bc its 'defend myself and risk mom actually getting mad' or 'just take it and live with it'#the latter is what i do 95% of the time #yes its tiring letting my mom put words in my mouth #but i'd rather her be mad at whtever she thinks my reasoning is #then speak up ans have her be even madder at me and have the out come be worse #thinking abt it this is probably half the reason i avoid crying in front of others #other than the whole 'wow im insecure as fuck and dont want everyone to leave me bc they see me as a burden' thing #i mean at the same time i'm also the kid that lets everyone walk over them at school lmao #im a people pleaser and a coward what can i say #all in all im a coward and shit at communicating lamo #and this is why i think no one likes me

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