#but the moment i saw his oufit i just had to

[merlyn-red-0]

drawing aziraphale as michael sheen movies i’ve watched - Aro from Twilight

[discluded]

Please today was full of things that happened! But I’m taking it with a grain of salt.

Streets were saying that they went on a date with Mile’s family bc they posted similar stuff… and it’s so cute!!!

I was just thinking about their cute dates in Korea and how free they must have felt, bc although they have fans there, it’s not like at home where everyone and their mamas know them. The anonymity of being in another country must have felt exhilarating 🤧. I’m just really happy that they had a chance to explore the city with each other and form memories ( and take couple pictures that we shall never see 😔) but it makes my heart warm just thinking about it.

hello, thank you for your patience ~ I was trying to put together a timeline, but @nattaphum was able to do a better job here. (Sorry I saw your ask last night but I am having some health issues at the moment 😫)

Yeah, I'm sure they appreciated the relative anonymity, even if fans spotted them too! It seems like most of the fans they ran into were very nice. But it's definitely easier than in Bangkok, where everyone knows their faces (from the giant D7 billboards 🤣)

They clearly had someone helping them film some of the cute moments so I thought maybe it was for behind the scenes/work stuff, but the fan who met Barcode and Mile today said a manager was with them too probably for safety reasons, so I'm sure MileApo's date was a proper date and just third wheeled whoever was with them lol.

Mile's family is so cute and supportive! It's so nice so many members of his family flew out to see the Seoul show 🥰 (Mile liked this tweet!)

It didn't escape fans' notice their couple coordinated oufits were both delightfully high fashion (Hermes scarf... cries. I love the blue/orange contrast) and a true call to Seoul/Korea's couple outfit culture. Not their masks matching each other's jackets 😭😭😭

I created a new tag... hoping they will treat us to even more cute coordis.

[kaeyasstarlight]

You Play Animal Crossing:New Horizons With Them Headcanons(+mini scenario)(BNHA x Gender Neutral!Reader)

A.N: I had this idea while playing Animal Crossing the day I'm writing this(i know it's kinda ironic XD)

Genre:Fluff!

Warnings:A bit of language in Bakugo’s one

Characters: Izuku Midoriya(Deku), Shoto Todoroki and Katsuki Bakugo

Izuku Midoriya(Deku):

Sweet boy has made a special spot for you two on his island

He always buys you a gift everytime you play together and gives it to you

He made a room in his house for you with objects that remided him of you

You have matching oufits together

Don't lie to me, he at least have one an All Might design(like a hoodie) he wears all the time

I think that in the four of them he would be the one with the best flowers organisation on his island

One time he asked Bakugo for something special to do for you on your 3 months anniversary and he got kinda annoyed(but he helped him anyways)

Scenario time!:

"Come on Kacchan! I'm just asking you a small thing! It's gonna make three months since me and Y/N are in couple and I want to do something special for them on Animal Crossing!"

"I already told you three times and it's no!"

"Okay... Then I'll tell everyone in the class that you have a limited edition All Might plush that you sleep with every night."

"FINE! I'LL HELP YOU,BUT DON'T TELL ANYONE!"

He helped him find something and today was the of the surprise. You both went to class like normally without forgetting to say happy anniversary to each other. After school, he walked back to the dorms with you and told you to come on his isle on Animal Crossing. You told him okay and went to your dorm to go get your switch and then go hang out in his dorm. You knocked on the door and he told you you could come in. You sat next to him on his bed and you both opened the game on your switch. You went on his isle and went you arrived(when the plane goes over the isle) you saw a place with lights that was not here before. He told you to join him there and you went. You saw chairs with lights, flowers and a table wit food. He then shows you the same food in real life and tells you: "Thank you for being with me all this time. I promise you I will make you one of the happiest person on earth". You kissed him on the lips and he then gave you your plate(Kacchan helped him a bit) and you both enjoyed you peaceful moment togheter in the game and in your real life.

Shoto Todoroki:

This man buyed you the crown don't tell me the opposite

He sended it to you with a beautiful letter written something along the lines of: "A small something for you my princess/prince/royal ;) I can't use my father's money in this game, but I used mine to buy something cause it's what you deserve <3 I love you."

He also has made a spot for you in his house for you

I feel like his isle would be like super organized and all

He paid his depts pretty fast and now he just do whatever he wants on his isle

He probably tried to redo his room in the game with what they offer(I mean I did a pretty resembling copy of his room in my house so...)

One day he made something really special and this is how it went:

It was evening at the Class 1-A dorms and you were just done finishing with your homework when you recived a message from your boyfriend.

“Can you come to my room please? I miss you❤️”

“Coming💕”

You took your switch with you cause you knew you two would probably play Animal Crossing or something.

You arrived there and knocked on the door.

“Can I come in?”

He opened the door for you and let’s you in. He tells you that you can go on the bed so you two could cuddle. So, you put yourselves in your cuddling position and you opened your switchs.

"Can we go on my island I changed some stuff.", he tells you trying to look stoic, but you could see something in his look.

"Of course!"

So you went at the airport to go on his island and arrived. He was waiting for you outside of the airport. You two were in the same room so you could see something in his face that caught your attention.

"Follow me I have something to show you"

You follow him and then you see candles, a carpet and a box on the carpet. You see him going next to it and you go to open it. You see a ring in it. You look at the real Shoto and you see him sit up to go get something in his drawer. He gets out a velvet blue box and you get up from your position to sit on the bed. He joins you and starts:

"Love, you are always here for me and you are the person that helped to show more my emotions and a lot of more things, so I know that we are too young to get married, but I hope that this promise ring can show you how much I love you and want to be together with you for the rest of my life"

At this point you are almost crying.

"Of course Sho! Even without a ring I would have said yes! I promise that I will be with you throught evrything for the rest of my life."

He put the ring on your finger and says: "I'm glad.' and then proceads to take your hand and kiss the ring that is on your finger.

Katsuki Bakugo:

I feel like his isle would be more organized than others would think

He does not like Tom Nook(I mean who does not)

He made you a little a little garden on his isle and will most of the time leave you a gift there

He pretends like it’s something he had in extra, but you know he bought it thinking about you <3

I feel like he does not really talk to his villagers except it’s for a task or something

But he stills tries to find some goods one cause he doesn’t want shitty extras on his isle

Here is a small scenario on how he showed you the little garden he made you:

“It’s not a big thing”, he tells you blushing when you’re both on a call

Bakugo was at his parents to visits them and because he couldn’t be with you he called you.

After a while of talking you asked him if you could play Animal Crossing together and he told you yes(he nearly can’t refuse anything from you)

“You can come on my isle dumbass, I did something for you...”, he said while trying to look away because he was blushing a bit.

“Ok Katsuki I’m coming”

You arrive on his isle and he tells you to follow him. He guides to a place and you start to see flowers. The father you get to the objective, the more there is.

“There it is...”

You look at the beautiful garden he made you with amazed eyes.

“You made this?”

“Yes... Do you like it?”

“I love it! It’s really beautiful Katsuki!”, you said smiling and looking at your camera to look at him

“I’m glad”, he said looking at you and having a small smile that you can see.

A.N: There it is! I hope you liked this after a long while of not posting :)

I’ll try to write more and when I can it will be a pleasure for me to write for you all! <3

P.S: This is not proof read so if there is any mistake please tell me :)

Have a nice day or night and see you next time! :D

[papers4me]

Fruits Basket Manga Review , ch 110

The writer doesn’t need to rush to akito (antagonist) & give us quick background exposition & escalate her mentality to the exploding moment, simply cuz tohru (the protagonist) isn’t emotionally in her most vulnerable moment yet. Tohru’s issues will be presented deeper  with each pov chapter she’ll have. So what should the writer do now?

This is a connected plot, meaning the emotions belonging to the previous chapter are still lingering & needs to be dealt with. There is no stupid laughing & cooking or even dumber momentarily amnesia. Nope! There is this:

-The Art of Writing Slow-Burns: (Lingering Emotions:)

Last time kyo hugged tohru thro the sheets. sth he wouldn’t do if it weren’t for the heartbreaking moment of tohru’s tears & the reason behind them. Why wouldn he do it? cuz he believes he’s the reason of her pain & is setting his mind on leaving her & being imprisoned as a punishment. He  wouldn’t do it cuz he loves her but he did it cuz he loves her. why? cuz love is illogical. Kyo’s heart moved him effortlessly to embrace her & “ his tenderness covered her pain” as the writer put it at the end of ch109.

Last time tohru hugged kyo thro the sheets, sth she wouldn’t do if it weren’t for the comfort of his warmth enveloping her loneliness & providing safety & a home. A home can a person. Why wouldn she do it? cuz Tohru is someone who hides pain behind a smile, someone who thinks she’s ugly & unlovable cuz she’s grieving still after all this time. She’s thinks she’s a burden. But here she confessed to kyo unprompted or advised by anybody. He only asked a fleeting question. but tohru cant hide who she is friom him anymore. Still, he accepted her & tenderly held her thro the sheets & she threw her body at him, she initiated the hug.

The sheet hig is the biggest emotional moment between kyo/tohru yet. It altered how they feel for each other cuz in that moment tohru’s mask fell & kyo was the most honest with himself emotionally. That’s not sth you move from with the stupid ED song. They both try to carry out normally afterwards cuz they live together after all. The slightest touch brings..... sexual tension!!!  it was so bad poor yuki left the house running!!!!!!!!

The writer cleverly escalates the sexual tension as they awkwardly try to find a talking topic, then dissolves it a bit when kto asks if tohru wants to go out together & where, then escalates it when tohru suggests buying eggs cuz she’s awkward, then dissolves it when kyo grumpily agrees but this is just grocery shopping” not a fun going out”, the escalates it when tohru said she’s happy for just bring together with him regardless of the location & kyo looses it! sexual tension explodes!

The target of the slow-burn isn’t the characters... the target is the audience! the writer plays with their emotions & cleverly puts the audience in a place where they desperately want these two idiots together but still remember why they aren’t! that’s very important. Having the readers cheer for a romantic relationship includes the readers understanding the obstacles ahead & how big they are & still cheer. If the obstacles are meh~ the readers will find the couple unrealistic, if the obstacles are so big & the couples emotions aren't buildup properly, then the couple themselves will feel meh~. Glad kyoru survived such writing mistakes both manga & anime ( anime hurt their characters more than their relationship).

-Yuki wants to move on from the unofficial son third wheeling his mom & her man:

The writer jokes abt yuki admitting he felt as a son watching his mon & her bf. I love tha this joke becuz it cleverly addresses the following points:

it is cleverly weaved in with the kyoru incident from last chapter. Sth happen & yuki doesn't know what is & doesn't want to! Yuki represents the audience I talked abt in the slow-burn point above. He is us. He’ll cheer for them to be together & will be so frustrated when they can’t. It adds to yuki confronting kyo at the climax!!! You see in the anime kyo/yuki stopped interacting much in se03. Then tada~~ big fight when it’s a must! & can’t be escaped... Here we still have kyo/yuki moments despite each boy moving away from his issues being the fault of the other. Basically better writing.....

The writer cleverly used this to address that yuki still feels like tohru’s son sometimes despite being more independent now, which is natural as you cant switch ur feelings with a button. But also the writer doesnt stay in this moment long & use it to build the next moment.. yuki/Aya , yuki/machi & aya/mine.... sadly all there dynamics are shortened in the anime like kyoru’s.

-I don’t think yuki/Aya  moment suffered much from the cuts, the entire school parents meeting ep us enough to reconcile the brothers. Aya defended yuki that day & so did yuki. He completely accepted him & stood up to him in front of the mom.

- More aya/mine would’ve been good to see & I would’ve preferred it to yuki/motoko moments in the anime that served nothing. but aya/mine too are stand alone story. They’re the most alike couple in a healthy way. Aya is the guy who protected his woman the most. simply cuz he’s the snake. snakes are secretive. he kept her to himself, even from yuki!!! impressive.

- What I lament from the cut of this mini yuki adventure?

1- This: ( yuki’s facial expressions) This is sth the anime fears, either cuz (a) pretty yuki is 100% pretty all the time, so no expressiveness cuz it leads to showing eyebrows & hiding them under layers of hair is the A.B.C of pretty characters... (b) Yuki in the anime is a prince 98% of the time, except with kyo (they got rid of this in se03 & give them one honest/ugly moment together) & with kakeru (one tiny moment in se03 in match’’s focus ep & then quickly back to prince yuki!)..., ugh!!!!!! I hate how yuki is prince thro & thro in the anime!!that’s why they couldn’t get rid of any motoko content!!! he’s a prince there... heck! school girls float after him the graduation ceremony... what’s up with that!! lol.

2-. This: ( machi with the toy that tohru/kisa/kagura/momiji & kiro like! so cute!!! also, foreshadowing yuki’s future chosen extended family! (his bro & his wife), (yuki & his wife) & best friend/his brother in law! Also, yuki is so himself! no glitters, no bubbles & no pretending anger! <3

Side Notes:

The lovely @mizzraynelly​ made notice kto’s speech in ch109 abt not vising his mom’s grave! Even tho it’s such a minor line, it’s one of the biggest cuts that foreshadow the accumulation of kyo’s guilt towards his mom. Kyo’s thing is guilt towards ppl he loves & fear of hurting them, by keeping this feeling alive in readers’ minds, the writer is making sure that the climax will hurt like sharp knives cuz the readers are on the same wave liength as kyo!!! epic buildup consists of tiny subtle pieces!

 Luckily, kyoru as a ship felt so strong in both manga & anime despite the later cutting half of their moments. Why? cuz the chosen cuts didnt affects the romantic relationship...no... the cuts affects the characters’ own personal struggle... most precisely tohru. Kyo’s own character struggles had better luck in the anime despite the cuts, simply cuz (a) was drawn with very expressive emotions & the anime team lingered on them in his scenes. (b) His character design as a whole was very expressive, the anime team didnt give him constant wide eyes like tohru & didn’t fear expr4essivness will affect for his “beauty “ like yuki. (c) kyo was given one ep per season for his issues which altho not much but way better than tohru (d) most important: kyo’s issues are very universal & very relatable” feeling guilt, mistakes & choosing wrong. That’s sth we all do!!! Tohru’s thing is grieve: this is very personal & most ppl experience it differently. 

I love kyo’s oufit!!! we have a hint of this moment in se03, ep 10 when yuki was fighting kyo... but they made yuki see them shopping as opposed of him seeing them being sexually charged!

I’m so mad this kyoru moment is cut!!!!!! tohru as a woman with pending sexual emotions is so refreshing & underrated in the trope of “ girl saves guys”. Also, it contradicts the pure mom image that’s been suffocating her since se01 ep 1!!!!! oh now i know why it’s cut... That’s why! momma tohru is so pure for such things & only when it’s the last two eps, then will allow her to be a woman choosing to live away with her man by her own desire! Why the anime only allow things ti happen when there’s no escape!!! I’ve always felt tohru/kyo is the type of couple to be expressive emotionally & sexually with each other based on seeing that ALL of their romantic interaction involves body language & I’m so happy there’s a canon proof so early before the future glimpse in finale!!!!!! 

I liked the aya-story, but it felt like the typical “ lesson of the day” formula, so I didnt analyze it much, but I enjoyed the brotherly interaction so much!! It had a gold mine of yuki being himself & so nit a prince! Im so happy I saw it! <3.

Every time yuki looked expressive is a happy moment for me!

[strange-corners]

Happy Easter

Well it would seem our little ghost friend pick accidently the wrong kind of bunny oufits for Easter on online unfortunately they don’t do refunds Silver was a  upset on what Abigail did but there was no point on being upset, “since is Easter might as well he enjoy it a little” he told Abigail to get his botttle of wine and a  silver tray.

Abigail a little confused did what she was asked “So what are we gonna do with these?” Abigail ask still confuse, Silver didn’t say anything as he grab the black bunny suit that was his size and went to his room before saying to the gengar “start wearing it” Abigail grab the scorbunny outfit  and started dressing once she finish she look herself on the mirror seing the outfit was a bit provocative she thought to herself she look cute. She heard the door of Silver’s room open and saw him with the oufit which it was “a liitle tight” she could norice Silver was feeling too uncomfortable “OH ARCEUS YOU LOOK SO CUTEEEEE!!!!!!  she said as squeal in excitement. Silver grab the wine and tray approaching to Abigail he give the wine to Abigail as he pulled his cellphone Abigail realize the were gonna take pictures”YEESSSSSS!Are we taking photos,right?” she yell in excitement as Silver stared at her and let out a huge sigh “Don’t tell this to anyone” Abigail nodded as she pose feeling a little to embaressed but happy for this rare moment “OK NOW IS YOU TURN!!!” she yell excite to take the picture Silver very uncomfortable and was a little mad but seeing how happy Abigail calmed him down a little ”just…..get it over with” he said as the flash hits his eyes Abigail had a huge gin on her face as she looks at the photos while Silver went to his room to undress.

“Hmmm~should i put this online so people can see it?” Abigail ask herself as she looks at the pictures.

(Should i delete this later?)

[justtextmeoppa]

Black Lace

Plot: Yesung does not handle shock well.

Words count: 1.1k+

Pairing: Yesung x Reader

Genre: Fluff

Requested by anon, enjoy!

~H

The sound of heavy coughing woke you up from your deep slumber immediately. The slight annoyance in you from being abruptly woken up out of nowhere instantly disappeared when you saw Yesung hunched on the floor. Your feet acted before your brain, and you soon found yourself kneeling down beside him and rubbing his back as he began breathing regularly again.

“What on earth was that?”  you asked with a slightly humorous undertone hiding behind your concerned voice.  From what you remember, Yesung had been happily drinking a beer on the couch right before you fell asleep. Yesung only shook his, too embarrassed to admit why he had such a reaction. But looking up at the tv gave you an obvious answer.

On the television was a large screen of you in a skimpy set of lacy black lingerie that was so exposed that it barely left anything to imagine. The tight intricate pattern began high up around your thighs, barely wrapping around you backside and your woman hood. A thin line went up your torso to the small piece of fabric covering your breasts, leaving your entire back exposed to the world. The final, and probably the best part, was the thick lace that rode up your chest to wrap around your throat.

Looking at the video, you were totally reminded of the fact that you had ignored telling your boyfriend about the theme of this song. It was quite intimate, and most of the song was hinting at being dominated. This theme was so different than the ones Yesung was used too. He was used to the pinks and purples and the bubbles that your group was known for. So he was quite shocked when he saw that the music video that was released only moments ago was so sexual.

A sudden fire burned up in Yesung, and he wasn’t sure if it was hormones or jealousy of the fact that everyone could see you in the way only he had ever seen you. With that, the next he thing he knew, the angry gulp of beer he had taken ended up going down the wrong whole, resulting in him basically dying on the floor of your living room. The moment was only made worse when you had began to laugh. Slowly at first, as you tried to hide your giggling, but failing and breaking out into a full blown laughter.

“It’s not funny!” Yesung whined, “I was shocked! You didn’t even tell me what was going to happen!” he desperately tried to explain himself. Of course that didn’t work, since it only just made you laugh even louder than you had been before. A part of you did feel a bit guilty though. You had meant to tell him about the video before it was released to the public, but every time you tried you ended up running away because you were too shy. Why you were shy, you had no idea. Yesung was the love of your life and he had seen you inprivate situations in similar clothes. But there was something about telling him that you were doing it for a video that scared the life out of you.

“You know, I don’t think it’s such  a big deal.” you lied cooly, “It’s just a set of clothes.” Yesung saw through it very quickly, the blush on your cheeks being a dead giveaway for your obvious embarrassment. Though, he didn’t say anything about it, only smiled and grabbed his beer of the floor. The liquid had stained your fur white rug, something you would worry about later after this mess was cleared up. Yesung grabbed the remote, which was now soaked with beer, and pressed play after slamming his finger on the button several times to try to get it to work. Yet another thing you’d have to get fixed because of your boyfriend’s clumsiness.

The sultry tune of the music played through the room yet again, and Yesung closed his eyes and moved his head along to the soft melodic beat. You intently watched his reaction, his opinion was very important to you. Especially to this song, considering you did write it for him after all. It was loosely based off your passionate night together on your third anniversary, when you guys had decided to twist things up a bit. Although, the night was very different, you were so happy with it.

“You know, it’s actually not that bad.” Yesung commented. You gave him a weird look.

“‘Not bad?’ Excuse me?” you offendedly asked, “Bitch, it’s perfect.” you defended yourself and your song.

Now it was Yesung’s turn to laugh at your reaction. He only shook his head and pulled you closer with a smile. He noticed how warm you were, and he had to shake the bad thoughts out of his head.

“OIt is. It’s really good, I’m only messing with you.” he chuckled, “It’s definitely… different. Do you still have the oufit” he added. It was his honest answer. The song was very good, but he couldn’t continue watching the video without getting hot and bothered, and he didn’t have enough to do anything before he had to leave for work.

You smiled, jumping up from the floor excitedly to pull him back towards the couch. “I’m glad. It is for you, you know?” you asked, completely ignoring answering his question.

Yesung only nodded. Of course he did. The song included some facts of what you did on your anniversary, and they were things that he would never be able to forget. They were things that were too weird for anyone else to just throw into a song because it sounded good within the lyrics.

Again, you smiled happily. His reaction, although priceless and hilarious, meant a whole lot to you. You wanted to do something different with your group, because the girly, youth and summery vibe could only last so long before you ended up getting bored of it. You guys wanted to try this, and all 4 of you were painfully happy about the outcome. Your fans too. The song was just so good and fit together so well with your true personalities that you couldn’t help but enjoy it.

There would definitely be more songs like it in the future. And you’d make sure each one was so shocking enough that it would have Yesung on the floor again. And with from what you had seen today, it wouldn’t take that much to accomplish. Oh, Yesung has yet to see it all, and the best of luck to him when he does.

[saportuh]

ok panic concert highlights

(plus some personal adventures)

this was the portland show on the 12th k

so it was a fuckin hour and a half drive bc where i fuckin live now is far away from everything i hate it anyway that sucked & i ran my phone down to 80 percent during said drive which proved problematic

we get there (me & my lil sis) & our dad drops us off & we run up & im bitching about how weird the fucking venue is (it’s normal, it’s just not what i’m used to - in vegas the venues were typically in the casino/resorts so you lined up inside the halls & sat against the walls & tourist-watched, in this venue u stood outside in a line???? ughhh)

so we approach the line & something happens, i’m gonna make a separate post about it because holy shit

befriended two excitable gay kids, maybe 8th or 9th grade?? & i was like woah i was u once. now im old & jaded. eugh. then they bailed on me so.

we got into the arena & were on the wrong fucking side so we had to JOG all the way AROUND THE WHOLE FUCKINGN PLACE UGH

THEN WE GOT IN & SAT IN THE WRONG SEATS so the guy next to me (dad w a thick accent, maybe ukranian?? it wasn’t russian but it was close) politely informed me & i was like fuck well until they get here we’ll stay, but i had anxiety so during an arizona song i pretended to go to the bathroom & came back to look for our actual seat, someone took it so i pussied out & went back, had hella anxiety about it, then before hayley the ppl showed up so we had to move & i had to kick some preps out of their seat & they called my lil sister a bitch ;-;

OK SO ONTO THE PERFORMERS

arizona was cute, gotta check them out... singer kept getting emotional & wiping his eyes, it was sweet, and he was hella feeling himself dancing & stuff lmaoo. idk em but im proud of them.

HAYLEYYYYYYYYYYY her dancing & drumming & outfit??? also all the lesbians/wlw getting crunk in the crowd was so damn good haha

ALSO shout out to hayley’s band, they were so cute??? the guitarist & her kept having moments & he seemed like a cool dude, & the girl on synths was so pretty omg??? & smiley i loved her. & the drummer, they were goin so hard i couldnt get a good look, but they had kewl hair

“if you don’t know anything about me, there’s one thing you should know: I LOVE GIRLS” there was so much gay energy at that show i was teary the whole damn time

k confession, i love everything about hayley but i find her voice a little grating on the ears, something about it, but it was super angelic live & didn’t bug me once, & wanna be missed fucked me up cuz it’s my fucking f a v

SHE DID THE DRUMMY IT WAS HOT 

her oufit was so damn iconic rlly tho, the pants & shoes totes fit her but wouldn't look good on anyone else, but that shirt, the hot dad look w the open v & all the jewelry, holy fuck that’s how im tryna be

during girls like girls, everyone had their lights out & there was a bunch of pride flags out, and i got this gorgeous shot of a gay pride flag illuminated by lights (i posted it)

most of the songs they played between the breaks were gay themed too which was powerful dude i was so damn emotional

then during the countdown to panic, they played the next episode by dre (the “smoke weed every day” song) & then africa by toto jsfndjfndjskfnjdk

THEN PANIC CAME OUT 

WHOLE ASS STRING & BRASS SECTION BDEN RLLY WENT THERE WOAH

KENNY & NICOLE WERE SO CUTE THE WHOLE TIME THEY KEPT GOOFING AROUND ESPECIALLY KENNY IT WAS ADORABLE

THEN BREB POPPED OUT THE DAMN FLOOR

ok several things about breb

one, i never was heavy into panic, but considering how obsessive i was into bandom a few years back, i still know a lot about early panic, livejournal shit, ryden bullshit, etc, so it was really weird being there with normies who were just like “he’s hot & sings good” when i was like “yall lucky fucks never heard of myrtle beach ” dsjfnjsdnfds

two, four years into panic & i never was attracted to brendon, but dude, EVERYONE fell in love with him at this show, myself included, & i was starin at this bitch ass motherfucker in a trance before i was like “wait ur a bastard STOP U ENDEARING DICKWAD” he was so fucking endearing it was ANNOYING cuz i’ve seen some of the shit he’s pulled damnit. srsly tho, so absolutely charming, wow.

three, and what stuck with me most; brendon loves what he does. a little bit of exhibitionism, i think; he likes ppl looking at & admiring him, he’s that type of person, a showman, but also, i think he just loves making music, people singing along to the music, etc. ive been to eight concerts now, and i don’t think i’ve seen someone who clearly loved being on stage so much. a lot of ppl act like it’s a chore to tour, but brendon clearly loves it, and it made me happy, especially as an aspiring musician. 

four, the straighties drooling over him and the gays drooling over him was truly straight/gay solidarity

ok what else happened... brendon would throw in random ass high notes towards the ends of songs... my sister looked at me super alarmed when he first did it during dtmwagt lmfao... ppl would cheer & it was impressive, but kinda piercing & i was like “show off” lol

HE DID THE ‘I MAKE THESE HIGH HEELS WORK’ thing, i thought he retired tht?? so i was pleased lmfao

i dont rmr anything that stands out about ready to go or la devotee but the lights & backgrounds during them were very pretty & i got some good pics of brebbois face (i finally got semi decent quality pics im rlly happy abt tht, concerts r so hard to photograph)

hallelujah was cool cuz there were, like, those catholic(?) church windows projected on the top part of the stage, it was pretty af, they rlly outdid themselves with the visuals

and mona lisa had like pipes & industrial stuff?? idk it looked dope, and it contrasted rlly cool it was super pretty

nine in the afternoon,,,, the only pretty odd song... i dont even like pretty odd but it was like,,, damn. & he had the piano, total live in denver vibes ;-; but he wasnt dripping sweat this time lmao

golden days, brebweenie knows hes hot, kept winking & doing mic flips & shit & i was like u fucken weenie ive seen that pic of u w a bowl cut in a bra, die

k he’s a fuckin bastard but hhe’s pretty & talented fuckin big ego bitch ... can yall tell i hav a lovehate relationship w him bc i do

I GOT THIS ONE PART ON VIDEO DURING GOLDEN DAYS WHERE KENNY & NICOLE R FUCKING AROUND & MAKING FACES & GOOFING IT’S SO CUTE

during casual affair in the chorus, the mic would echo each word (just lay (lay) in the atmosphere (sphere) & the ‘lay’ was rlly good on my ears idk sometimes certain vocal notes sound GOOD & that was one i keep replaying it

SO VEGAS LIGHTS as yall kno i was born & raised in vegas & a vegasfucker69 it’s my fucking home i moved last november (not my choice) & miss it violently & i was CRYING during vegas lights hard & it was so beautiful im gonna watch the video i got over & over & over that song means so much to me IM SO FUCKING HOMESICK

speaking of which, im pretty bitter i didnt see panic in vegas, this was my first panic show & that kinda bothers me, like i should’ve seen them in vegas a few yrs ago but it never worked out.... still, im grateful i saw them at all & im glad i saw the song live. i had my fob snapback on too, it says ‘las vegas’ on it cuz i got it there haha, wore that on purpose

he did the fucking running man thing towards the end & everyone cheered & i was like dONT ENABLE HIM

sat down during dancing’s not a crime cuz im a bitch who doesn’t like half the new record & also my knees hurt cuz im old apparently, anyway this chick glared at me then sang every word wat a fuckin prep lmao

o yah i forgot, in golden days he got in the crowd & let a girl sing the last chorus it was amazing i bet that made her life

AND DURING DOAB HE WALKED THRU THE CROWD that was SO FUCKING ENDEARING i was like “wow what a guy” then i was like “HE’S A BITCH U KNOW HIM” & i was like “hmm??? what a guy” but omg he made so many people happy it was really beautiful & sweet & i was like... half in love & then i came to my senses jksjfhjsdhfkjsdn

RLLY THO HE WALKED THRU THE CROWD & HIGH FIVED PPL & SHIT & GAVE HUGS & TOOK ART/LETTERS IT WAS SO DAMN GOOD HE WAS SO SWEET & LEGIT EVERYONE WAS FALLING FOR HIM & I WAS LIKE SUFFERING

legit guys, like it’s weird i used to watch his parascopes in 2015 or w/e & he’d say some Bad shit on there sometimes, like ik he does some messy shit BUT HE ACTED SO FUCKING LOVELY BLEH

also he’s very short, like he’s 2 inches taller than me but he looked so little in the crowd i was like... aw

the piano thing ;-; it was rlly pretty but my paranoia & anxiety was off the charts i was like that things gonna fucking fall & crush the crowd it’s gonna fucking fALL but it didnt ofc but i was stressed bleghh

but ok on a positive note, that was soo fucken lovely, bden stopped to try to make eye contact with as many ppl in as many places of possible, like he made the effort to get to everyone & make them have a special moment & it was ... magical ok thts fucken cliche as shit but it rlly was

ok i did smth lowkey embarrassing, i doubt he saw, but when he faced towards us i was just overwhelmed w like.. gratitude?? ive had a bad 2 years in every way, so being somewhere filled with love & fun & kindness & joy & all around good vibes, i was so grateful? i just wanted to thank him for creating that kinda atmosphere. so i like,,, blew kisses but not in a weird way, like later i was like oh that was kinda weird whyd i do that, but at that moment i didnt use my head & it was jus my instinctual way of saying thank u idk it’s lame but it happened so there ya go idfk

fun fact, my vid of it is out of focus cuz i was so enamored watching him & watching the crowd react it was pretty fucking magical it rlly was

once he got down from that piano he went “wow i feel so fucking inspired now” & i was like “bitch me too tf” 

legit it was absolutely indescribable, even watching my vid now.... wow. and u can hear me lightly crying in the back of my video too lmao, and i was shaking p hard, it was so fucking magical. like im getting emotional rn cuz it was exactly what i needed to remind myself that there is good stuff in the world thats worth staying for. 

i never was super big on panic or breb like i said but if i ever meet him im gonna thank him bc that. wow. transformative.

also that transition from the piano cover he did to dying in la was smooth af. it was all around gorgeous.

OK GIRLS GIRLS BOYS, I WAS SO CONCERNED W FILMING I COULDNT PUT MY LIGHT ON (i had a red heart) BUT OMG

he got a bi flag first, then a rainbow one, then another rainbow one... one was those hayley ones lol, and one ended up on the stage out of his eyesight & he never saw it & i felt so bad fjdnfds

G-D ALL THE GAYS SINGING WAS SO EMOTIONAL & THE RAINBOW BEHIND THEM ON STAGE (AND PAN FLAG COLORS AT TIMES?!??!?!)) IT WAS FUCKING MAGICAL & BRENDON LET A FLAG DRIFT IN THE WIND FOR A SEC BEFORE HE PUT IT ON IT WAS GORGEOUS

AND ALL THE RAINBOW LIGHTS IN THE CROWD FUCK DUDE

breb might be a turd but he’s the only one of these emo dudes who parades around draped in flags & so aggressively empowers gay fans through it, and for that, i respect him. ik the song has more perverse origins but now it’s a bi anthem that rlly connects w lgbt fans & it’s rlly beautiful, AND i got another gorgeous shot of a pride flag surrounded by lights & im just. wow.

after, breb said “that is gorgeous btw” about the rainbow lights, and “thank u for participating in love” & giggled, i got this shot of the lights in the dark lookin incredible ;-;

also said “this a record number of flags tonight, very cool” so portland is rlly gay apparently, kewl

nicole doin the nicotine bass line slayed me dead wowie u can hear me go “WOO” on the vid lmfao (im a bassist so i lov her double)

ive seen miss jackson live twice now cuz at my monumentour show, new politics brought lolo out to cover it so that’s dope lmfao

anyway bden did the fuckin valley girl voice for “the scenery is so loud” which was delightful

he had us do the ‘ayyyy’ bit woo

NICOLES BASS,,, SPARKLY

drum thingy ;-; speaking of monumentour, andy & patrick famously did a drum off & i MISSED IT cuz the stage at my venue wasnt large enough to fit both sets ;-; so they didnt do it ;-; but bden doin his own drum solo kinda made up for it a little bit

fuckin show off tho he played like 3 instruments & i was like u bitch stop

there was some kinda audio sample that went “i got a fever & the only prescription is more caffeine(?)” & bden mouthed the words along, and some girl behind me went “SAME” 

UPDATE: googled it, i knew i recognized chris walken’s voice, he says cowbell not caffeine & it’s a skit from snl that i’ve SEEN im a disgrace anyway that was fun also woo cowbell

the big screen kept cutting from bden drumming to a shot of the crowd & someone holding a pride flag & i was like yah drumming is gay now

lmao i only filmed like a minute of a song unless i rlly liked it so i could spend the rest of the song gettin funky right?? & i like king of the clouds but not a ton, but i filmed the whole thing cuz the visuals were so pretty lmfaooo i jus was staring at them like wowwww prettyyyyy

during the ‘i dont feel anything at all’ he looked rlly sad & i couldnt tell if it was genuine or if he was goin for like a pouty look djfdsjfndjks then right after he winked so ig pouty thx breb

at some point he introduced nicole&kenny plus the strings & brass ppl as “his friends” it was sweet & he was like “these lovely ladies” about the strings & “these handsome men” about the brass & i was like WOO GAY RIGHTS

FIRE DURIN CRAZY EQUALS GENIUS. BOZ FLASHBACKS. FIRE ON MY FACE HUNDREDS OF FEET AWAY. FEAR. DONT LIKE FIRE. SPONTANEOUS COMBUSTION. KENNY WAS TOO CLOSE. FEAR.

a whole arena singing bohemian rhapsody 25+ years after freddie mercury’s death was Incredible, i dont believe in afterlives but if there is one i hope he was watching & enjoying & knowing his legacy was staying alive bc wow that was powerful

THE END WAS CRUNK AF HOLY SHIT BDEN GOT DOWN

i cant believe i remember the day emperors came out like,,,, jeez. so lit live tho

I HAVENT MENTIONED HIS SPARKLY SUIT YET. KING OF SPARKLY SUITS

BRENDON DOIN HIS HIGH NOTE BIT & THE STAGE LIGHTING UP FULLY ON FIRE FUCK DUDE

bitchden took his shirt off when he came out for the encore..... bitch

SINS,,, FUCK DUDE,,,, MY CHILDHOOD WAS CRYING HHYSTERICALLYYY, 

in the background of my vid u can hear me do the ‘ily’ ‘ily’ from the mv emo ass

my lil sis got fucken turnt to sins lmfaooo??? danced her ass off???

us: W H O R E bden: ily

VIOLINISTS GETTIN WILD TOO

they played footage of the music vid & breb & his fuckin iconic outfit & i was a lil emo kid again omg i cant believe i saw it live

he did funny voice durin calls for a toast nerd ... least he’s not entirely bitter abt songs ryan wrote anymore tho lmao... or maybe he is considering theres only two on the 30 song setlist ;-;

i gotta listen to afycso again damn it’s so iconic

oh yah at some bit he said “ive been doing this for 14 years, im 31 now” & it reminded me like.. most of these emo bands, they started so young. & got successful at such a young age. it’s so crazy. idk. wow. 

he got growly during the chorus, that’s pstump’s thing beeb dont steal it lmao

CONFETTI fitting ending, & i got him walking off which is cool, other bands it goes dark & they just kinda disappear & it’s unsatisfying ;-;

so yah i finally saw breadman live, i got 400 pics and 30 videos so that all got spam posted over the last few days lmao

[darlingstardust-fics]

Hi so its totally ok if you dont want to do this but coul you write bokuaka with akaashi having to wear a maid oufit for the school's cultural festival or bc he lost a bet and bokuto being thirsty bc duh. Bonus points if akaashi is extra flirty back/extremely flustered/both. Thx!

(Thank you so much for sending me this fun little prompt! I hope you don’t mind that I based Akaashi and the others’ outfits based on this design (I didn’t really feel comfortable making it shorter, since the implication is that there are also highschool girls wearing these and Cultural Festivals attract adults and other teenagers alike. I wouldn’t want to make it seem like I am sexualizing anyone with teasing like this.) I appreciate the follow and support, as well~ I really hope you like it! )

Keiji lost a bet.

Well, rather, Koutarou lost a bet for him.

The second year setter definitely didn’t have any intention of participating in the cultural festival since he had been asked out by a girl in his class. He was actually interested in going with her, but that was a week before his loving captain had signed him up to join a maid cafe for the festival if they lost in their practice match with Nekoma. While it had been a harmless joke at first, Koutarou had a tendency to get a little animated when he was around the rival captain and his best friend, so it ended up becoming an actual wager. The more they played and the more points they missed, the further the nail was pounded into Keiji’s hypothetical coffin.

And while Tetsurou teased him about being a maid, Keiji didn’t think it was real.

Until he had to report for practice and training instead of going to volleyball practice. Keiji stepped into the gym and Akinori took one look at him, snorting and shaking his head. “Akaashi-kun. You shouldn’t be here?”

The setter stopped in his tracks and gave him a look. “And what is that supposed to mean?” He had asked as he started to stretch. Akinori came up to him and slapped his back.

“I mean…you are supposed to be in a maid’s outfit right now.”

The words honestly jarred him to the point of letting Akinori lead him to where the girl’s volleyball club was working on their gym to set up tables and decorations. He barely realized that he was being pulled in by the manager, talking about how they had been expecting him and that “Bokuto-san has given us full permission to use you as one of our maids!” That caused Keiji to flush and almost refuse. He pulled away a moment and turned to Akinori to leave, the wing spiker just shaking his head.

“I knew it. Koutarou said you would chicken out.”

Keiji stopped dead in his tracks. Oh. He’d chicken out?

The setter was not a spiteful person, but if there was one thing about him that was tried and true was that he didn’t tolerate people underestimating him so easily like that. Obviously, the whole volleyball club was in on this whole charade and wanted to see Keiji choke so they could have him be the butt of their joke. He wasn’t going to give in that easily.

Instead of practice that whole week, he reported in with the girl’s club manager and had practiced taking fake orders and sending them back to the kitchenette that was being set up towards the back of the gym. He was becoming pretty confident in his work and the girls had all been happy to have him around to help, some of them fawning over him. They had gotten to know that this wasn’t his first choice of activity for his week ahead and they had soon become aware of Koutarou’s cruelty in making him do something that made him uncomfortable. Keiji had told them that he was feeling okay about working, but not about being humiliated in a dress.

The girls felt bad, but the captain had to confess. “We didn’t buy any male uniforms. All of the uniforms are either for the chefs or the maid waitresses.” She felt bad but Keiji had accepted his fate when they tried it on him and it was fitted. 

And…he hated to admit it, but he actually looked okay.

Keiji moved this way and that in the long skirt and put his hands on his waist. He never knew his waist was so slim until he tied on the apron and it naturally brought it all together. He liked how the puffed shoulders made him almost look a bit smaller and the ruffles were pretty on his figure. The girls were in awe by him as he came out to show them. They had suggested how he should style his hair and asked if he would be okay with blush and clear lip gloss to make his face pop. When he had agreed, it was almost as if all of the girls had the same idea at once.

“Akaashi-san…how would you like to play a prank back on Bokuto-san?”

“Ha! This is great!” Koutarou laughed with his mouth full as he scarfed a cheese burger, deep fried cheese, and a strawberry smoothie shake down. He and Akinori had been walking around all day in their uniforms. It was the first day of the two day event for Fukurodani Academy and Koutarou had loved going around and enjoying all of it. “I wonder where we should go next?”

Akinori snorted as he sipped at his soda. “Maybe we can go see the play the drama club is putting on Romeo and Juliet. We could go see them. It starts at three.”

Koutarou looked over at him and popped a curd into his mouth, chewing happily. “Mm…nah! I don’t know. I don’t like sitting through all that crap. After all, it’s such a bogus story. Shakespeare made an amazing play and example of-”

“Are you just avoiding going to the cafe?” Akinori smiled when Koutarou stopped dead in his tracks and looked away. He was right. “Oh, what is it? Too embarrassed to see what you have done to your dear setter? Your darling vice captain?” He pushed him a bit, causing the big guy to stumble a bit. “Come on. Let’s go now. Unless you’re too ashamed.”

Koutarou swallowed hard and looked to his friend. He had an unreadable expression until he smiled, fake and small. “N-No. Uh, we can go. I just figured they would be full, is all.”

Akinori gave him a look that basically translated to “Bullshit.”

They looked on the map and headed to the gymnasium it was being held in, being seated almost immediately. The breakfast and lunch rush was basically over so it was sparse as only a couple of tables were taken up. They were practically right front and center of the whole gym and Akinori could tell that Koutarou was a little wary about it, keeping his eyes down to the table. 

The wing spiker grinned however when a familiar face came to them and stood before their table. “Well, well, well. Keiji-chan~”

Koutarou glanced up and flushed a bit at what he saw. He didn’t think Keiji would look so pretty with the long dress and the pretty bonnet style headband in his curly hair. His sleeves were long and they complimented his arms, seamlessly adding to his torso and down to his hips. He had to be wearing a petticoat. Koutarou even glanced down quickly and saw ruffle socks and black heels. And…did he have blush? 

Keiji knocked him out of his thoughts as he spoke up and flushed even more. Koutarou could tell he was embarrassed and he almost felt a little bad. He looked so cute, though. “Welcome to the Fukurodani maid cafe. Our girls’ volleyball team have put this together to entertain you and to keep you happy and occupied as you try our honey vanilla chamomile tea and blueberry and white chocolate scones. Would you like a menu?”

Akinori laughed out loud and slapped the table. “Look at you! You look ridiculous!” He moved forward and lifted up his skirt a bit, showing off some of his leg. “Oh- you shaved? Keiji-chan, you shouldn’t have~”

Keiji pulled away a little bit and gave them a look when he saw no one was watching. “I will give you two gentlemen a moment to look at the menus on the table.” He commented dryly and moved away, slapping Akinori’s hand away. “I will come back with some waters while you browse.”

Koutarou watched him leave and Akinori watched his face go even more red when he saw the skirts and white apron bow sway as he went back to the kitchenette set up. The wing spiker smiled at his friend and made no comment on how their second year star had looked, just watching and waiting to see more of their interactions. And Keiji came back multiple times to bring them food and take more of their orders. Koutarou had even told Keiji about his food explorations, to which the second year was surprised he was eating more in the first place.

They had ordered a small dessert and as Keiji waited in the back for it, his phone vibrated in his pocket. He had looked at it quickly and had been sure to put it away once he saw it was from Akinori. The third year had sent him a message saying that Koutarou was flustered and that he should really play with him if he wanted to make him suffer. Keiji was normally above such taunting, but it was tempting. He smiled as he received his tray for their table and he made a point to walk out to them, a soft smile on his face. 

Koutarou watched him come out and set the plate of mochi ice cream and a slice of the jiggly cheesecake in front of them, and he followed his hand up to it’s owner. He swallowed and looked back to the food. He was about to grab for it when Keiji moved his hand to the pretty white teapot on the bamboo hot pad on the table, grabbing it and filling up their cups. Akinori smiled and thanked him politely, looking to his friend across from him. 

Keiji smiled at him and hummed, popping a hip out. “…Can I pour you some more, Bokuto-san?” He spoke slowly and sweetly. Koutarou didn’t even know that was possible. “It won’t fill you up like the soda and energy drinks you prefer, but it is healthy and will give you strength for the day.”

Koutarou pursed his lips and his face became impossibly red, his neck and ears radiating heat. He slowly and shakily picked up his cup and offered it to Keiji. “A-Ah…please. I would like that very much…K…Keiji…chan…” He stuttered and looked away, peeking out of the corners of his eyes when Keiji poured the tea. He saw the other smiling at him and he held his breath.

“What’s wrong, Bokuto-san?” He asked, when he stopped. “I for sure thought that you would immediately go for the matcha mochi. I brought it out especially for you.”

Koutarou stood up straight and immediately reached for it, shoving the gummy, cold ball into his mouth and grimacing as he bit down, his sensitive teeth buzzing from the temperature. He groaned a bit and nodded. He tried to thank him with his mouth full but Keiji just bowed to them, dismissing himself. “I will come back out with more water for you two. And then I will bring out your check. Please make your final purchases upon my return, okay?”

“Okay, Keiji-chan.” Akinori winked and waved him off playfully as the second year walked away. He looked back to Koutarou as he watched him go, mouth agape as some of the melting ice cream dripped from his mouth. 

He really was so oblivious to his own feelings. Akinori could say the same about Keiji, though, as the setter looked back at their table and gave Koutarou a genuine smile, a blush covering his nose before he looked away.

Interesting.

[strawberryspeachy]

So. I orders clothes off this app where people resell the clothes they dont want. (And stuff)

I bought my tv from there and a skirt at the exact same time as the oufit im waiting on (from a different seller)

My name and address becomes available to ppl once i order from them

Both other ppl sent it to my real name

Sometimes my aparement building doesnt come up on google. Both sellers this time said they had an issue

So i sent them the number of the house next door which sometimes works and i told them that

So it was #building name #room number

#street address - 3 numbers (first two the same, the third 24 instead of 27)

City, municipality, zip

The other seller saif it corrected itself for her and clarified the correct number

The second one was like GOT IT but didnt reiterate

But because she said the same exact thing as the other i figured it was fine

The others package got here in two days

I waited 5 for the other and asked for the tracking number

She doesnt have it and said shell ask for it after the holiday

She asked if my address was correct then sent me THE MOST BS THING I HAVE EVER

So. She took out my building name....then added my room number onto the end of the WRONG street address

ANDDDD she used my ACCOUNT NAME instesd of my real FuCKinG NAME ——- she didnt tell me that till today after i went to the post office

She sent me a message today saying she talked to the post office. They said they tried to mail it to me but i wasnt home so they left a paper to pick it up and only (screen name) could recieve it

K. So this is all in a japanese and my japanese is not good.

So even though she said that - i read it as “you can pick it up” not as “only (name) can pick it up”

So i went. I asked the staff about it and showed them out messages. Everything is written out there in japnese for them to understand

BUT HERE COMES THE JAPANESE PEOPLE REFUSE TO TRY AND HELP

i said a little and showed them the message she sent me today. Which had the name of the manager who was called and told about the situation by the seller

Then said. But theres been some mistakes.

And scrolled up to the address that she sent it to

So. I had to ask them to please read it. I showed it to them. They glanced at it. Then looked up and started asking me questions. I told them to read. She they just scrolled around and PRETENDED to read. Instesd of actually reading.

I didnt realize that it literally says (name) must pick it up. BUT THEY CAN UNDERSTAND THAT and my NAME WAS THERE IN THE CONVERSTION. CAUSE ITS ME

So they told me oh we cant look. We need the tracking number. What day it was sent. And where it was sent from

And as usual. The dude goes off on a tangent in jaapnese and im like

I cant understand. And offered him my phone to type in japanese to translate. He doesnt. They ALWAYS look at it like its a complicated confusing device theyve never seem ITS AN IPHONE. He goes in the back and gets a translater. And translates what i just said above.

K yeah no. I understood the simple shit.

Fuck dude. I cant stand having convos with japanese ppl where i respond to and understand their simple shit - then when they get complicated i say i cant understand. So they fucking translate the shit THAT I RESPONDED BACK TO THEM IN JAPANESE ABOUT OBVIOUSLY PROVING I UNDERSTOOD THAT PART

k so i message the seller

The post office is confused. They need blah blah

She then FINALLY CLARIFYS LIKE WHY DID YOU WAIT

oh i sent it by regular mail so there is no tracking. And I explained the situation to that manager (she just wrote the name in the last email - not that that manager understood the situation) and i sent it to your screen name

And then all the info that the post office asked for

UNFORTUNATELY. i got there late and the post office was closed before i got her response

But now im pissed at thr post office too. Cause like you fucking assholes can read and understand japanese. She wrote in a way i assume japnese people would understand - not needing to specify every individual thing for me - who can’t understand their vague speech.

AND the name of their MANAGER Was there. So of course they didnt go -hey. I know that person - lets ask her if she knows anything.

Nope. Just your regular run of the mill ‘im gonna tilt my head back and forth and laugh for 30 minutes’ cause god forbid they tell you what they have to say ONCE when youre confused and let you go try to figure it out CAUSE YOU MIGHT FIGURE IT OUT AND MAKE THEM DO THEIR JOB NOOOOOO so theyll just repeat the same thing like 20 times you use - following you every time you try to walk away. Stopping you from typing - and telling you to come over here. Come over there. Sit here. Stop there.

Welp thats not all. I live in a sharehouse. One of the housing ppl were here when i left. This house is a mess and the shoebox is a couple feet from the door despite us not being allowed to wear shoes in the house (and its really FUCKING DIRTY) and the shoe thing in japan is just tradition - its not cause they care about.... anything. Japanese people step into places with their shoes on and take their shoes off there all the time. Ppl looked at me weird and told me it was fine when i first moved here and took the shoe thing seriously

But. Pretty sure the housing hate me (cause i complain to have them fix the stuff THAT THEYRE SUPPOSED TO FIX AND DO - back to that japanese ppl hating to actually have to do their job instead of pretend work thing)

So of course. At the EXACT same time as i walked in the door - the housing dude was leaving and was in the lowered spot with the shoes

I should have just walked back outside and waited a few seconds. But i didnt. I walked in. Took the two steps in and changed my shoes.

He turned to watch me before continuing to put his shoes on and leave.

Thats the same dude who said nothing when he saw my housemates girlfriend here - but did walk over to his room to confirm he saw what he did. And then sent an email about it like a week later

So now im stressed that im gonna get in trouble for - doing something everyone in this house and out do

And im tired

And miserable

And why do i always manage have everything happen at THE EXACT WRONG MOMENT - why havent i ever experienced the exact RIGHT moment. Always the exact wrong one

[todokori-kun]

For

 the queen, I’ll try my best (seriously tho why are you so nice? Like ???? how ??? Queen Luna is so freaking amazing)

AND NO IT’S REALLY NOT YOUR FAULT ADS:DLFJK omg

That really does sound fun! (lowkey jealous lol) hope you have a fantastic time!

Thanks! And, well, I was thinking of a very neutral blue-grey color scheme because it’s Ilumi, but then that also feels weird because of his green outfit? (like sure he has different oufits too but that weird green needle suit is the most well-known. Like, it’s the thing cosplayers always wear, the one he’s drawn wearing in most of the fanart…)

Illumi has his eyes on you

(this is probably true)

Do you think Kikyo and Silva (Mr. and Mrs. Zoldyck) ever bothered to teach that to him? They must have encouraged it. From a clip I watched recently it seems that Silva knew about the needle Illumi put in Killua’s head and was pretty much cool with it(…)

He’d drag Armin along with him. If Armin’s genius somehow wasn’t enough to put him into the top ten, Illumi’s really not above using Dead Eyes Intimidation + Zoldyck connections to make sure he’d get there…and then the needle would make sure Armin would never, ever dream of joining the Survey Corps or the Garrison.

That’s extremely accurate XD

Also, look at this cut exchange from Cabinet Battle 2:

Jefferson: Can you do me a favor?

Hamilton: Depends. I can try.

J: Can you tell Angelica Schuyler I said hi?

H: She’s never mentioned you.

J: She’s not the type who shares. But since you’re so interested in foreign affairs…

(Ouch.)

Yes, Eliza’s awesome ;-;

Well, the word got around, they said, ‘This kid is insane, man!’

Took up a collection just to send him to the mainland

‘Get your education, don’t forget from whence you came and

The world’s gonna know your name.

What’s your name, man?’

Kuroiwa is very much dead. Wonder how Takeomi’s gonna feel about this…first Yoriko, then his dad…;-;

Awww, at least you have tumblr friends? *hugs* and tbh I don’t have any fellow manga/anime fan friends over here either (though maybe that’s just because I don’t have any friends here at all lol)

Please join me in HxH hell. Please. I- I need someone to sob with me because I’m only like seven or eight volumes in and I just met Chrollo and omg please I have literally 0 friends in the HxH fandom (jk jk, just the fact that you listen to me rant out my favs is enough for me. TYSM for being such a queen <3)

And actually, it’s nowhere near as bad as TG or AoT! Like, it has emotional moments, but there aren’t that many character deaths? Like, sure, people die, some favs die, but so far it’s still reasonable and nobody seems to be rage-quitting the manga because of pointless angst.

Chrollo always looks good but yeah, that last style does uit him really well :)

Ging is horrible, but like you said, at least he tries and acknowledges that he’s a bad parent. In his own way. I mean, the whole journey to find him was something he designed himself to help Gon grow as a hunter (though that also connects to Ging’s slightly problematic habit of treating Gon more like a hunter to train than a child to raise…)

Excuse me Queen Luna do not compare yourself to this trashcan. He doesn’t deserve it.

I haven’t even met Pouf in the manga yet and I kinda love him.

ALL THE HAM/ELIZA FEELS.

I’m sad to say I did not cry at all during Hughes’ death/funeral. I felt a lot of pain but the tears just didn’t come OTL

I’m glad you appreciated the puns ;) (Seriously though seeing the blog back is so exciting <333)

Also: I will now send you some pics of Chrollo’s troupe members (AKA his loyal fellow criminals he’s so proud of them all), and of Ging’s student (Gon’s father figure), if that’s ok?

And I might gift you a surprise fic soon…I promise that it won’t be too angsty. Really. I would never lie to the queen :D

Last thing- is it ok if I rant more about OCs sometime? Mainly about the Love Interests for that Otome Game I mentioned a while ago (the thing I was trying to write a script for)…I’d just like some opinions on the LIs *Lenny Face*

Hi i’m back and ready to die.

I hate school, have I ever mentioned that?

Anyway, lately I’ve been losing my motivation for everything basically and that includes coming onto Tumblr, and I was wondering, do you have any app that has an instant messaging system? This is nothing against you personally, but my replies will be really slow, since I don’t even turn my computer on much these days… In fact, I feel incredibly guilty that I take so long to answer, I just don’t have the motivation…

On a happier note, I finally watched Civil War! And I ship Stony.  My heart is not okay.

Um what else happened… Norway is absolutely beautiful? It’s a place where fairytales would take place, especially the fjords. And I also saw a ton of Thor statues lol

I’d scream if Illumi had his eyes on me. If I’d have the time to before dying that is.

While we’re on HxH, that picture of Hisoka you sent me is just mmmmmm nice abs  He looks less trashy with his hair down. 

well fuck kuroiwa is dead… 

oh god trust me id be a shitty parent. a very very shitty parent. there’s a reason why i don’t want kids and the pain of giving birth is only a small part of it. not to mention i don’t have the patience to deal with a small human who can only shit or cry.

gah i know there was something else i wanted to tell you but forgot hnnnngh

uh well, ive returned to tg, so much about quitting. as long as my sweet sunshine is present, I’ll come back at any time. i just sincerely hope it is actually him and not a fake. 

oh yeah, ive started rereading soul eater! it’s a good manga, you just have to get past the first 2-3 volumes for it to get good. the initial parts are pure ecchi. 

i might spam the blog w some pictures of norway later ^^;;

sorry for the short&all over the place response, I’m just so so tired, even tho it’s only been one week of school. I blame my period.

Anyway, the next one will be longer, I swear!  I hope you’re not too mad…

[edit:] I REMEMBERED WHAT I WANTED TO SAY

I SAW BOOK OF ATLANTIC. LIZZY. MY BABY. SHE FINALLY GOT HER SCENE IT WAS BEAUTIFUL ALSO UNDERTAKER. DAAAAAAAAMN

oh and i’ve gotten around to watching Death Note and it casually broke my heart. good to know, good to know.

[lovemenowmr]

Chapter nine

I froze starring at the screen with my mouth wide-open, my fingers over the keyboard ready to type but not really doing it. I couldn’t comprehend how had they found my name, age and well… everything about me if I practically knew anyone in town.

“I don’t know” Elise said next to me as I apparently has expressed  my thoughts outloud. “Maybe you should text him, he might know what to do”

As she said so, I heard my phone went off, I hurried to get it only to find it was my mom who was calling. I replied to her and we talked for a while, not telling him anything about this mess. When we finally said goodbye the topic has already change and I felt myself relax a little, everything will soon be forgotten.

I finished copying the notes quickly and Elise left after I finished, as I didn’t really wanted company. I curled up to bed and called my brother, this time being able to talk with my little niece. The three year-old was full of joy and super cute, she had long brown hair as she insisted she wanted to have it “just like auntie’s”. She told me about her day, complaining about the oufit her mother had chosen for her. We talked for a while more, my mood improving instantly, and then with my brother and sister-in-law – I called her that even though they were not married – and hung up.

I made myself some dinner and got to bed, not daring to switched the TV on just yet. Marco still hadn’t called and I decided to call him as it wasn’t too late.

“Hey baby” he answered after three tones “How are you?”

“Good I guess. What about you? Was Nico’s mother pissed off?”

“She was” he said laughing “but she’ll be okay. Did you see the TV?”

“I did”

“Sorry about that” he said “I forgot to call my manager yesterday to fix it. I’m meeting him later and I will ask him about it, I promise”

“It’s okay Marco. Just a little bit shocking but I’m sure it will soon fade away”

“They know your name”

“Doesn’t matter” I sighed “What did you do today?”

We talked till midnight, when we both decided it was too late since we both had to wake up early next morning.

As I got to college I felt like a clown, everybody looking at me shamelessly making me feel nervous as I made my way to the classroom, Elise and some other friends were already there and I sat with them. Thakfully neither of them said a word about me an Marco, which I was grateful for and soon after that the classroom filled up and our lesson began. The whole morning was like that, if not worst as some people came to me asking me if “it was true” Elise sending them away quickly,

“I’ve never been more thankful for lunch break” I said as I stepped outside.

“I don’t know how you’re still holding up” Sara said next to me.

Wenesdays were our busiest day and I usually grabbed lunch at a small restaurant close to Sara’s house so we always walked together. There was a red sports car parked at the front, Cathy was standing next to it and smiled when she saw me.

“Hi” she said cheerfully “Do you fancy a lunch date?”

“I was actually heading to a restaurant at the moment” I answered “This is my friend Sara. Sara this is Cathy”

“It’s nice to meet you” Sara said “I have to get going. Have fun Adela”

Cathy followed me to the restaurant, a waiter coming up soon after we sat. She ordered some pasta and I ordered some chicken and a salad. Our meal arrived soon after that and we both ate as she asked me how well was I dealing with the attention and I answered sincerely. When we finished we ordered some dessert and started talking about fashion and other stuff but we didn’t have much time since my shift started at three o'clock.

My evening was more pleasant as no one seemed to notice me, or at least not more than any other day. I did some projects – this semester I was working at a fashion company – and today I was giving some oufits to polish, and a list of clothes that were needed. At seven I finished my shift, as it was a part time intership, and I got a train home, since the building was downtown. I walked ten minutes through downton and arrives just on time for my train.

After a short ride I got off the train and walked up to my flat, stopping at a café to get a hot drink, making small talk with the waitress, who was my neighbour. We used to walked home together Wenesdays, if I made it in time to get the earlier trains, as I have done today. She finished her shift at eight o'clock and I helped her clean everything up, we left the caté at quarter part eight and headed home.

As I closed the main door, she climbed up the stairs – we both lived at the second floor, my flat opposite to hers. As I started to go up I head her squeak, when I reached the top I saw her standing right in font of Marco.He was wearing some jeans with a red t-shirt, a black jacket on top of that and his hair was styled in a quiff.

“Hey” I said walking next to Marco “What’ are you doing here?”

He wrapped his arm aroung my waist and gave me a little peck. “I brought you dinner” he said lifting a take away bag with his other arm.

“Thanks” I said still wrapped in his arms “This is my neighbour Carolin. Carolin, this is Marco”

They greeted each other and then she entered into her house as Marco and I entered in mine. We set the food in the kitchen and then he sat on the couch while I hang my coat and placed my computer and paperwork at my desk.

“How was your day?” he asked.

“Tiring. How about yours?”

“Doubble trainging in the morning and I spent the evening with Nico.” he said smiling “Listen, about the pictures, I spoke with my manager and he said there’s nothing we could do about them but he could prevent more from appear, if this is something you want. It never went that far, I don’t know what happened”

“It’s allright” I said after a while “It’s in the past. Shall we eat?”

We went to the kitchen and opened the boxes, he had brought some pasta with vegetables and a salad. He had also bought two pieces of chocolate cake as dessert. We set the table and sat down, everything was delicious. After we finished our meal we wash the dishes, I was at the sink and he dried them.

“There’s a match Sunday” he said nervously “It’s against Bayern. It would mean a lot if you came”

“Of course I will” I said “Do you think I’ll be able to find tickets? Maybe Elise and Ethan will come with me”

Ethan was a boy from some of our interior desingn classes as he was studing architecture and he loved football as much as I did so he would like to come with us, in fact, he was quite jealous me and Elise had went to the match two Sundays ago without telling him.

“The match is in Munich” he said interrupting me. “We’re playing in Munich, the match is on Sunday but we’re leaving Saturday. You will come with the team and stay with the families, Cathy is going to go too so you don’t have to be alone. We will be arriving Saturday night.”

I stood there spechless, not sure as to why would he want me there. You will stay with the families he had said but I was not his family, I didn’t even know them, it would jus be weird for me to stand there as a girlfriend would do, only I wasn’t.

“I understand if you don’t want to” he said “I know you don’t owe me nothing and I don’t know why but I really want you there, I know you met me two weeks ago and I understand if it would be weird for you to stand with the families and wifes when were just getting to know each other…”

“I will” I said, my heart swelling at his cuteness “I’ll go”

[strawberryspeachy]

I had to stop watching the social dilemma when the fucking ai put someone in a relationship.... ummm no. She got into a relationship.

To me the film just feels like more ‘oooh technology scary! Old ways better - black mirror’ shit

Also rude to say my generation wasnt on social media in middle school - i had plenty of old ass social media in middle school like myspace

Growing up is hard. You used to only find out what was happening in school and if you or someone you knew didnt know another group in school personally - then you didnt know about their lives

The conversations were limited to breaks during school. If you were close enough you could talk on the phone after school. The weekends were the only time you could engage with others

When you dont interact with others often - theres less time to get to know them and realize you dont mesh. Less time for intense relationships either good or bad.

Before the internet people didnt share their deepest thoughts - or regret post at 3am. You didnt know what they were eating or watching. You didnt see the other people they interact with when theyre not talking to you. People couldnt show off photoshopped pictures of themselves and you only saw them in their best oufits friday and saturday

Maybe im entirely wrong but the internet felt free when i was in middle school. Corporations didnt know how to monitize it so the people who created content and platforms to talk with people - did it purely for fun.

Then capitalist got their grubby fingers on it and ripped all the fun away.

I barely ever see videos about silly made up characters there just to make me laugh. Im sure they exist but the algorithm doesnt let them on the front page

Then again. Maybe people dont wanna see it anymore? Idk

But i just cant get behind this ‘blame the technology- scary robot’ fear mongering.

People suck ok. Thats all there is to it. People. Just. Suck.

We are not in some new world where everything is more chaotic. I spent the entirity of high school telling my mom that. Bad things always happened. Horrible people always existed - you just didnt know about it.

Now everyone can post a story picture or video from anywhere in the world at any time. And they can show the world in real time.

Thats the only difference.

Imagine if people had the internet during the witch burnings or any other insane moment in history.

My mom always said “people werent like this when i was a kid” but yes. They were. But you only knew the small group of people in your town, like minded people, sensored by catholism. No one spoke their mind because they didnt want to be outcasted

But now not matter what you think you can find a community online. Doesnt matter if you just want to find other people who like anime or if youre a nazi - theres people.

And when people arent theatened with being outcasted - they speak their minds. Just like all the people who thought you should burn witches. If there was just one dude who threw out there one day ‘hm. Women who are um. Like witchy and stuff.... should be... punished! Right?’ And everyone was like uh wtf no - let them do what they want. That guy wouldnt have told people that witches float so if you throw them in a lake and they drown, they were innocent and if they float - burn them! People would have locked him away if he were the only one. So unless he decided to be a lone serial killer - he woulda just kept his ideas to himself

So just personally. I cant get behind this idea that its purely social medias fault. I blame the corporations that monetized everything. The people paying the “influencers” the eurocentric beauty standards that have been perpetuated forever.

And. Sorry. But also parents like the one in the first half of that video. If your kid breaks into something to get their phone that you told them not to use YOU TAKE IT AWAY FROM THEM

Also i turned off notifications from all my social media years ago. It is better that way. But i dont honestly think its a problem that the first thing i do when i wake up is look at my phone to see if anyone texted me.

I dont however appreciate that my work day never ends because employers can email and call me at any time of the day and expect a reply. That shits fucked.