#but the mental breakdown thing is moreso related to athy being Livid at said party member for trying to give an all powerful time gauntlet-
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xavalav · 14 days ago
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explodes forever and ever as i think abt dnd session from tonight. we beefed it so hard and now my freak is having a mental breakdown.
#long stort short: athy exploded the prison keeping another party member’s patron trapped and now he’s out to fucking Get Us#but the mental breakdown thing is moreso related to athy being Livid at said party member for trying to give an all powerful time gauntlet-#to his patron after athy begged and pleaded and made him promise not to#he pissed bc. why would you give the all powerful tome gauntlet to your fuckass patron do you want the world to end????#but he’s also pissed bc. that’s his friend. he was explicitly told his friend would die if he made contact with the gauntlet#and here his friend was trying to hand it off to his patron!! that fucker!!!!#his fury comes from the fact that his friend did not value his life and broke his promise#and even deeper than that! athy’s upset because he ‘knows’ that he is going to sacrifice himself to save everyone#he was told that he is a fragment of the god devourer that has been hunting him and that is the source of his power#and that if he dies along with it. it will be destroyed for good#he also is seeing the cracks in his ‘family’ and their worship and finding out many things he believed previously were lies#but. in his hypocritical mind. he’s upset that he friend would put himself in danger like that when he was right there willing to step in#he /wants/ to sacrifice himself to savs his friends. it’s the only life goal he’s ever known as it’s been hammered into him since childhood#and it’s the only way he knows how to express that his friends are like family to him. he doesn’t know anything other than dying for love#i wish i could say he has better things in store for him but uh. he doesn’t even know he used to be human lol#this game has been building up to his mental breakdown ever since he started getting hunted by that fuckass cat#and his breakdown isn’t gonna stop here!! buddy still has more fucked up evil secrets to uncover#i love him. my freak. my shayla.#anyways. thanks for reading the shortened Yappening i had planned. if you wanna see more feel free to ask. i love talking abt him#might do some sketches of him tomorrow. i wanna draw him so bad rn#xav shouts into da void
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