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afrowrites · 3 days

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The Princess and the Farmboy Part One

(Sorry I keep using the same gif lol)

Ok so this one is a little bit of a short one, only because I felt really bad that I didn't post this and I had huge writers block. I will post the full fic by the end of the month (hopefully)

Clark Kent x Black Reader.

Rated: Teen and up

Descrip: Your brother Lex decides that you need a break from the city and takes you to smallville, You think your gonna go insane from ennui. Then you (Un)fourtunately fall into the arms of one titular Farmboy.

“Mercy, tell me why I have to leave the comfort of Metropolis to go to Swampville.” you whine

“Smallville,” Mercy corrects you. “Master Luthor enjoys the small town vibe and he has friends here he wants you to meet.” You scoff and roll your eyes.

You hail from the richest of the richest, after your parents were robbed and murdered Lionel (out of the blue I add) decided that Lex could use a playmate so he adopted you. You and Lex became attached at the hip. You needed him when the memories of your parents haunting faces marred your mind, and he needed you when Lionel was too much.

Your car stops, you hear a knock on your side of the car. “(Y/n) you wanna come outside.” You hear your adoptive brother’s voice. The door opens as you take his hand. The surrounding area looks so boring to you it almost makes you barf.

“Mmm, gotta love that clean air.” Lex sighs. “I don’t know how you could like this place it’s so… boring.” you groan. You and him take a stroll on the bridge not knowing that just across the way a strong tall annoying boy is within earshot.

“I think you’ll start to like it here, It’s great when I need a break and trust me you need one.” Lex meant well when he brought you here. He’s noticed that you’ve thrown yourself into school and work more often, rarely having time for friends or fun.

The bridge starts to crack ever so slightly and Clark taking a walk hears this, he’s cautious but near.

“Fine I’ll try to stay here but the minute something goes wro-” You sooner eat your words as you suddenly fall into the water below Lex with you in tow. Something wizzes past you both, you see Lex get pulled out of the water, He’s sopping wet as Mercy goes to check on him suddenly your pulled out of the water. You cough for a bit letting your eyes adjust when you see the cutest guy you have ever seen in your life. He’s tall, has pretty green/blue eyes and his hand is on your boob right now.

“Um… your hand.” You nod to his hand. “Oh my god I am so sorry!” he screeches in your ear. He stands you up, Lex starts “You know you always seem to be there whenever I need saving.” Lex joked.

You just stood there stewing in anger, your wet clothes sticking to you, your sew-in starting to puff up. Yeah you're done with this, “Lex can we go, my hair is soaking wet, I’m cold as hell. We need to go now!” You screech that last line out spooking the annoyingly tall good looking boy standing next to him.

“She’s a bit annoying, isn’t she.”, “Dude watch it, she’s my sister.” Lex rebuttals.

“I’m annoying, no, what's annoying is that I got dropped in six feet of cold water, My hair is messed up, and now I am stuck in this hick town for god knows how long, And you TOUCHED MY BOOB!”

Lex and Clark go wide eyed as you hobble to the car with Mercy in tow, “OH AND YOU OWE ME A NEW PAIR OF THAT’S SO KATES!” you yell down to them.

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rocketbirdie · 5 days

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Hiya, if it's okay, can I ask how you decided to price your commissions? I'm planning to set up a page but I am SO lost as to how to price goddamn anything and you seem like you've got this stuff really well sorted out

also holy shit GREAT WORK ON THE DEMON GATES!!!!

Sure thing!! Since art is my full time thing right now, I try to price commissions by considering how much time they take to complete, and compare that to a typical wage.

Using my prices as an example, for a single character full color piece with no background, I know I can probably get it done in 3 hours of total work time or less. If I want to make at least ~$15/hr, then $45 total is a fair estimate.

Of course, this specific example won't work for every artist, since everyone has a different workflow. (I tend to work pretty fast.) There's more to consider of course, but this is a good starting point.

Also THANK YOUUUU <333333

#other artists feel free to chime in with your ideas too!!!!#don't undersell yourself!! a good anecdote i've heard is that if you set your prices too low; people might think it's unprofessional/a scam.#it can be tricky to set prices that feel fair both to yourself and the customer. tbh i'm still not 100% sure about mine #but that's ok!! they can always be adjusted #consistency is key when starting out. find a good middle ground and stay there for a while to get a feel for it.#hope that helps!!!!!#asks

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dungeons-and-dragon-age · 6 months

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Hiii everyone, say, how do your Hawkes go go about sharing their estate? If they do it at all? Is everyone free to come and go or are they more private? Or do they only invite their LI to stay? I'm curious!! :)

#lay rambles #my ocs #oc: liam hawke #oc: lilian hawke #both my hawkes are very social w their friends but i love comparing their boundaries around it #theres variation in rules for specific ppl with both of them ofc but theres still general differences #with liam its all very open and everyone can p much come and go whenever #they dont get extra keys (theyll get lost and he doesnt want randos finding them lol) but they know where to find the spare key #and bodhan and sandal and orana know to let them in whenever #hes very lenient in this this regard but he does have rules abt what he does and doesnt want them to do #mostly its about not making too much of a mess lol bc liam prefers to clean himself #(he doesnt trust the crew with his household and also he has particular ways of doing things and Hates when theyre done differently)#so things like keep your dirty garb at the entrance dont cook by yourselves (this was banned after they did it one (1) time lol) etc #also no fucking allowed. do that somewhere else for the love of the maker he does NOT want to walk into that in his own house #(and it also comes back to liam not trusting them with cleaning but also Not wanting to clean that up lol)#also he is not fond of them going into his room uninvited. most of the house is chill but that is *his* space #he accommodates these rules by e.g. having spare slippers and a little washing basin in the entrance hall for dirty shoes/feet #always makes sure to have snacks in stock that he knows they like #food will have notes abt what to leave for leandra/orana/etc but otherwise food is prepared with his friends in mind #and in general he'll make sure to adjust the space/routine in little ways to accommodate them #(air out when fen isnt there cus he doesnt like drafts; keep curtains open cus anders prefers open spaces; etc)#lilian on the other hand doesnt like when her friends come into the estate without a heads up (cept for emergencies)#but once they have her 'ok' its basically mi casa es su casa #dont yknow. overdo it and get too rowdy but otherwise do whatever #however. she also expects everyone to clean up after themselves. she aint here to play maid and youre all adults #also liam has a general 'please try to not be too wild when leandra is here' and lilian doesnt #not cos she doesnt care but cos leandra is bothered by sth she can speak up herself #oh and lilian uses the basement space as temporary refuge for anyone who needs it (mostly escaped mages)#also side note: both offered gamlen to stay but he refused (out of pride/remorse)#...this got long and i ran out of tag space lmfao so this is it for now xD

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fruityumbrella · 16 days

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being a grown up w inferiority complex over a hobby nobody gafs about is so so so so utterly ridiculous. and yet.

#sawry i know ive been so whiny lately ):#accepting that i need longer than two weeks to adjust to this move and being a bit sick as well has been. harder than it should be 😭#thats all fine really like it genuinely doesnt matter if i never publish anything again but what i haaaate #is that yucky feeling im getting just from like. reading fics even. its so stupid and i havent felt anything like this in YEARS #obviously ill get over it but it makes me sad bc i havent felt so welcome/well received in a fandom space and so comfortable sharing my work #in a long time and i dont want to lose that over stupid ass RSD bullshit 😭#anyway its ok we move as always #i just need to use my blog like a diary so i can jettison the feelings and be normal hwcusnxlen

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mellotronmkll · 1 month

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I need to stop having one weird reaction with someone and then letting the anxiety decide in my head that the friendship is doomed because I ruined it like it's my absolute worst trait and I just have to move past it but it's hard

#i have to operate under the assumption that if people have an issue they will tell me but unfortunately this isnt true .#and it has happened to me in the past that i thought everything was ok because people were giving signals i wasnt picking up on #due to the autism so now im paranoid and constantly looking for signs i did something wrong and people are mad #and then i find them where they arent there which perversely does more to ruin a friendship than almost anything else #like the constant Are you mad at me... so i try to force myself not to do that and just #try to again assume that people arent however. im so worried about being blindsided Also of course i naturally dont want to make people #upset so if i am doing something wrong i want to change my behavior. however the fact its nuanced like #where you have to only do that a little bit and then take people at their word most of the time #fucking sucks like you actually are required in relationships to read peoples unspoken signals but you cant do that Too much #and if you misinterpet them its bad... but you cant ask for feedback too much because thats bad too. IT DOES MY HEAD IN actually like #it makes it so hard for me to interact with people because im just worried All of the time . and i have to be constantly like #ok check the facts and adjust behavior. check the facts and adjust behavior. make sure the facts are facts and not jumping to conclusions.#ok how do i do that . ok when do i ask directly. also people dont always tell the truth when you Do ask directly .#and then this is why my whole life i have mostly kept to myself and im trying to stop doing that but its hard because talking to others is a #puzzle for me that stresses me out more than anything else. man this sucksssssss can i just BE NORMAL!!!!!!#i know like Everyone has this problem its a common issue with relationships Communication but it feels especislly difficult for me .i #like cant fathom how other people manage very large numbers of friendships like even being able to count my close friends #on one hand i feel like im barely managing everything and im letting everyone down constantly but again i think thatsnonly my perception/#worry and not even true. god

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jrueships · 2 months

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zesty lowkey just another way for str8 ppl to say faggot / faggy and get away with it

#and im sick of letting them #cus why my lil nephew not even ten yet saying that and 'acting 'zesty' ' with his friends #i hate sounding like a boomer like i value the upside of technology #but u give humans / ANYONE rlly a chance to relax and a lot will turn it into laziness / neglect just because they can #like it's good to spread awareness but it's maybe likeeee. Not a good thing to spread statements/stereotypes with no further explanation #and peddle it to CHILDREN #whose comprehensions skills are. surprise. that of a CHILD'S #i say this ironically. btw #'oh im so mature for my age' no bro ure an immature HUMAN whos being forced to immaturely consider urself mature #due to the nature of ur relationships and homelife (or more-so the lack/negatives of them)#like it's ok to be a little stupid #as long as u keep trying to improve instead of just sitting in fault #or acting like they dont exist #anyways this got off topic but ya. crazy #kids have been killing each other n crazy shit like that but lately the crazy murder stories have HEAVILY leaned into #a misunderstanding of materialism #instead of just 'i wonder what it feels like' it's 'she took my ipad & also i wonder what it feels like'#like the first was already scary enough & now we've got this shit???#empathy is going thru a downside and we need to adjust the scales back!!!#im not gonna act like this is some new never seen b4 onset of fear impacting a generation after mine #bcs it's not never seen before in LIFE.. it's just never been seen b4 in UR life. which can feel like LIFE LIFE bcs like. uve only got one #that u may be cognizant of or etc religion aspect insert here. the point is. history repeats itself. but the points of history #can vary in visibility. some events get more notice than others bcs history's voice is ppl & actions & sometimes that gets erased #this isnt some bastardization point of one generation. but it IS a flaw that can show up in any gen (usually the oncoming ones)#bcs changes can be comfort & discomfort & the one u'd usually consider negative isnt always #anyways what im trying to say is. we need empathy back up period. always. we need empathy #lack of it is concerning. end of argument

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acebytaemin · 5 months

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skzies are SO sweet to each other 🥺

#how they’re always joking around but never in a mean tone like anything can get turned into a joke but they check w others if it’s still ok #to joke around w something. and the way they ended up sharing the eel through games but still played until everyone got a piece #was so sweet when chan offered half his piece to lino and lino was like no no on a serious note it’s ok 😌 and he did the sweeeetiest smile #how in was pissed OFF at not winning like kind of for real and seungmin went like okok innie relax it’s ok #and how they make sure lix gets the least lines to memorise even though he’s not the one driving was so 🥺 like it’s such a sign of knowing #each other so well that they do these things without rly asking like #just naturally adjusting to everyone around them ouhhhh i LOVE friendship and humans. so much

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collectate · 2 months

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#minor health rant ok i'm sorry it's just. i've been debilitatingly ill on and off for this entire last year and it hasn't once let up #and i've had to deal with uni and grades and assignments and adjusting to living on my own for the first time #all while having an autoimmune disease that went undiagnosed for the first six months i was at uni.#and i've only just started to process how difficult this last year really was bc when i was in the thick of it #i just told myself i had to keep going. i had to get through it. and i DID i got through this entire year #and i did my exams and my labs and my assignments and i joined a sports club and a choir #and i balanced all of these things whilst i was actively iron deficient and malnourished and recovering from pneumonia #not to mention the literal Chronic Fatigue and Malnutrition Disease i didn't even know i HAD #AND YET. AND. YET. my family has turned this into a joke #i'm not even allowed to be that upset about it. they still expect great things from me bc that is who i am that is who i have ALWAYS been #and i don't know who i am anymore!! i don't know what i can do!! i spent ten months so sick i could barely function and i still DID IT.#it's no good telling me they're proud of how resilient i am!!! i don't want to have to be resilient i want to be WELL #i don't want to be told how strong i am i want the simple comfort of being allowed to REST #i don't know how many more times i have to remind them that i have an actual CHRONIC INCURABLE DISEASE before they listen to me #ANYWAY. complaining over lolol i'm sure i'll be fine!! haha #it's not like i'm ever NOT fine lmaoo #ok everyone back to scheduled posting. realness over !!#🙏🙏

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comfreyhollywings · 10 months

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every time i look up the tag of gojo satoru - i want to scream at the mischaracterization the poor man's going through 💀

#gojo satoru #ok so lots of ppl like to make him a playboy with a god complex and call it a day #meanwhile canon gojo satoru is like an overworked retail manager who had way too much expectations placed on him as a child #and a chronic overachiever #is he blessed with those skills? absolutely #is he fucking unhinged as a result of them? yes. i think so.#but like i take one look at him #and while he has 'adjusted' in a way where he CAN create bonds #i think the man seriously suffers through intimacy issues #like especially in his job where people DIE all the time #and in his personal life where his BEST FRIEND had horrendous results after death aka getting posessed by fucking kenjaku #like. yeah. no. i don't think he's the type to easily let people in much less let them have the opportunity to sink their hooks in #at least not for long #because he DOES love A LOT despite it all #but imo he only loves from a distance #always from a distance #so seeing what people project onto him with his mischaracterization is so interesting #i wonder if it's intentional writing as a whole because gojo's whole thing as “the strongest” doesn't actually mean jack shit.#it's just a title people have used to project onto him #so to fall for that projection #i feel like is both a boon and hinderance from gojo's side. always at a distance #i wonder if he lets people believe that in order to protect himself ultimately.#jujutsu kaisen #jujutsu gojo #overall the man's just trying to catch up on the happiness of his childhood the best way he can tbh and i think that's admirable #for a job as traumatic as that.

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turnedpalefromlackofsun · 3 months

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WIP

#IM---#WHY IS HE GOING SIDE TO SIDE #BROTHER PLEASE WALK STRAIGHT #shouldve made this wwx or something #ok so i found an alternative route to get this shit in 10 minutes #whereas the other path took me a week and it still works less than this #so first take the vrm make a copy and turn the copy into a glb. just change the extension name. then import it to blender #then generate an fbx with or without textures nobody gives a shit just do it #get the animations on that and then import back the skeleton to blender #then on your static model you will want an animation track so literally go into pose mode pick a bone and then add a keyframe #then go ahead delete it. you just wanted a blank animation track #then rename the imported skellys and then push down the animations to make them actions #then add the actions to this model by going to the NLA and just. adding the actions.#thats how to get to this point. idk why hes swaying and how to fix that. im gonna go mess with that now #once this works i can fulfill my dream and i can start mocapping myself with a whip #ive been mocapped before ive never done it myself tho #ive always been a minor antagonist in every game ive been in #is there something about my face?#forgot to mention. this fixes the glb file geometry rendering export issue. now i can use glb again #which means i can put this shit on neocities #edit: I found the issue. DO NOT adjust the skeletons and absolutely do NOT EVER transform all while importing #this is my guide to myself because I will forget and then get screwed so bad #edit edit: do not import glb using the default setting on blender. use the middle setting. idk what it says but thats the one.#use the one with cones not balls

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dutybcrne · 7 months

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Kaeya is rather touch averse, cringing away from casual contact people give him under the guise of being distracted or idle movement. He's used to it, the Ragnvindrs and Adenlinde got him used to frequent affectionate physical contact, but it can still be entirely Uncomfortable if he's touched by someone outside those he is close to or someone he's otherwise Allowed to touch him.

#hc; kaeya #//Mentioned before; but am Elaborating on other aspects since Aven get brain juices flowing for this #//Unlike Aven; he's FAR more tolerable of people who touch him unprompted. & more willing to indulge for himself outside his comfort people #//Unless he himself had actively given the indication he doesn't want it; in that case THEN he's likely to anger & retaliate #//But yeah; his response is usually Discomfort & trying to get away from it one way or another. Can tolerate it to appear friendly; sure #//But would rather not want people to touch him so easily. Is decently okay with brief touches tho; like shoulder pats or the like #//Will actively lean into it & encourage further touching ONLY as a means to an end; adjusting any wandering hands only when going too far #//Esp if he can use that like a carrot on a string–if they concede to what he wants; they can touch him more. Maybe MORE than just that too #//He won't initiate any touch unless he deems it Absolutely Necessary; WILL internally scream if they Immediately reciprocate the contact #//Uses it as a 'reward' sometimes; a little pinch of the cheek; a hug; getting right into their space; if he sees they'll react favorably #//Maybe more if they have connection enough; like Huffman or one of his longer-running liaisons. Is p ok w/ sleeping w/ them as reward #//Sometimes he forgets some people don't like that he does this; like Rosie. Tries the tactic to get a favor then Remembers #//Absolutely apologizes; feels mortified when she scrutinizes him for it. Esp since she'd be one of few ppl who KNOWS just how Averse he is #to it in the first place. Him slipping up like that in front of HER is smth he'd STRESS over. She could hold over his head for all he knows #//How can he even joke abt it? Worse if she asks abt his way of doing things or indicate she doesnt Like that he uses himself as bait #//Has absolutely accidentally tried to seduce/bait sb like that who he absolutely should Not have. Like Jean. Ended up playing it off like #a joke between friends; but damn near had a panic attack from the guilt the moment he was safely in his office. bc Jean is SPECIAL to him #could he treat her like THAT? How could he almost let her SEE that side of him? His casual charm and facade are ONE thing #//But him actively doing something like THAT; esp for Jean of all people; is COMPLETELY off-limits; no matter his feelings #//Actually; especially BC he harbors feelings for her. Ppl like Lisa on the other hand; he is VERY comfortable doing this with/to #//She GETS the flirty habit & dishes it back without losing image of him in the way someone he regards at Jean's level possibly could #//And as far as Lisa knows; it's Only a playful habit; not a means to an end. The ones who prolly Know might be certain folks in the church #//But that's just bc he gets frequent checkups after every lil Rendezvous of his. Which is why he's got dirt on Every Single Person There #//Except Barbara; but he absolutely makes SURE she's not the one he's dealing with whenever he goes. Wants to spare her his messes #//Damn; veered a little but it's alright. 'A little'; HA. Nah; my tags are but the cluttered corkboard of my thoughts jhdbfjdf #//Diluc; Addie & Jean are the people he most Fears finding out abt his methods. Doesnt wanna THINK abt how they'd feel/regard him after tha #//Knows for SURE it'd be painful if the way they treat him changes even a SLIGHT. ESP Addie; he can bear the other two; but Addie???#//Nah; he'd be fucken DEVASTATED. That's the ONE person he knows hold true unwavering unconditional love for him; no matter what #//To do anything to damage that? He'd be so fucken GUTTED. He expects everyone to get fed up with/disdain him at some point. But not HER #//Keeps this shit on the down low by always having dirt on the people he gets Involved with; if not using keeping it up as an incentive

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todayisafridaynight · 11 months

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ok so now that streams are a Thing thing around here we're running back on the Best Time poll

feel free to be more detailed about times and days either in an ask or in a comment below this post (╯▽╰ )

timezone chart below the cut so you can reference my timezone with yours:

#snap chats #who asked me why i was being pretentious and asking for the best stream time for people #lathering your toilet seat in honey cause every time i stream people always telling me its late as hell for them THATS WHY I ASK #anyway yeah. put your input above.#the poll goes on for a week so next week i'll take a look at the results and decide a new time from there #depending on the results So Far from today and tomorrow i might adjust streaming time on saturday too just to test run it #im gonna be annoying and rb this eveyr other day prob just so i can get as much data as i can cause i aint tryna run another one of these #ok bye. please provide your input

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soft-serve-soymilk · 9 months

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ok but furret is definitely up there as one of the best pokemon

#I’ve always had a love for noodle-shaped beings. ferrets. otters. meerkats. brunie.#So yeah I am thinking of this series again #Dism is definitely a gen iv diamond and pearl bitch I can see it in his eyes #And it’s perfect for him!! Dialga controls time just as he does #Team galactic are all for remaking the universe (Erk anyone?)#The champion is called Cynthia too 😌 ok that’s maybe scraping the bottom of the barrel #But the parallels though *chef’s kiss*#Anyways you can always tell how tired and delirious I am by how much my posts don’t make sense #This is what I get for trying to finish my scene haha. I didn’t finish but I like my adjustments.. so I get to ramble on tumblr <3 #just pav things

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nekomimineurosurgery · 6 months

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i keep having dreams that i am recovering from top surgery and also being very gay with pretty girls. my doctor said my t levels are a bit insane right now but idk something amazing is happening inside of me

#ok no fr maybe its because my t levels were always high but i took .25 ml for over a year and barely had hair growth etc #so im taking .5 and FINALLY having desirable changes like that BUT my t levels are mildly concerning #and idk what to do abt it bcus my new dr doesnt know that much about how to adjust things so i can be both masculine AND safe #like she is new to trans healthcare so idk if somebody has advice pls lmk

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indigodawns · 1 year

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#had an okay writing day for my thesis yesterday and it was a rly nice day overall and then idk. rsd hit i guess and #i went to sleep way too late so ofc today i've been feeling foggy and i haven't written a word and it's 6pm like..............#makes me feel like i wasted the work i did yesterday and i should've gone to my grandpa's bday celebrations yday #even though that didn't feel viable. he sure made me feel like shit for missing it too!#it just feels like see i could've gone and done yday's work today or some shit which ?? but sure #i just know myself and im p unbearable to be around rn/when im stressed/on a deadline so yk. + travel time + adjusting plus socialising...#also had a long talk w/ my friends yday and it was nice and it was all about how you experience consciousness but also idk.#also i keep being so sharp and kinda mean to one of my friends and it's sooooooooo she says it's fine and it's not that bad but ughhhhhhh #im sure the core of this spiral is i just rly don't like myself and i think im right not to so like. what now #and none of this even matters like. get it toGETHER #also adhd meds aren't magically fixing my life so that's another scam (but ok they DO help at least i can actually write and think then)#anyways.#i think it's. feeling this & hating myself and my friend talking about how they're past that and life is still hard for them #and it's not about me but it does make me feel stupid like true all my problems are self-made not even circumstancial like.#also feel like i keep saying the wrong thing to people and i keep messing up my words lately and boooooooo idk #anyways im ok i just don't wanna moan abt this to anyone specifically but clearly im stuck so yk?#should i share more nice moments here too??? i just always feel like whatever emotion im feeling disappears when i share it so???#maybe bc i overthink it then or whatever #but i can!! maybe i should #for yday: had a rly rly fun convo with a friend who gave me the wildest updates ever + spent time with 2 of my best friends #+ smelled the flowers and that v v specific spring to summer air and felt the sun on my face #FINE maybe therapists have a point

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rosykims · 2 years

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ok question does it still count as chronic pain if it comes and goes every couple of months ?

#the tag offers a lot of comfort but #ok not to sound like a twitter user but ig im afraid of co-opting a phrase that doesnt rly belong to me #but god im so fucking tired #i mean. im vaguely uncomfortable Always but for some months it fades and its rly manageable #like it only hurts when i go out of my way to like. touch my muscles too hard lol #but then it ALWAYS comes back. after a few months i can just Feel it settling back into my body #and its honestly mild like i know its not as bad as some people's but its just fucking constant and my brain cant adjust to it #and i cant sleep and cant think and cant get comfortable like i have STANDING just walking around my house for #idk. four hours now? bc sitting hurts <3 and lying down hurts <3 but also standing around and walking hurts too lmao #and im scared to take neurofen (ibuprofen) bc its late and im saving it until i go to sleep in a few hours nd also ive taken so much lately #i havent gone to a doc bc im scared whatever it is i wont be able to afford to treat #im already in physio for another reason and i can fucking BARELY afford it lol. obvs im gonna bring it up w her but #ugh idk i just needed to vent #anyways w/e tht spongebob guy was right i also have glass bones & paper skin & at night i lie awake until my heart attack puts me to sleep❤

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