#but that would feel like fiction. then again disassembled lego blocks don’t feel so authentic either
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head empty except for thinking abt writing hanzawa again so it’s head close to bursting actually…
#this drove a lot of two-tone I think but lately I’ve been rly thinking abt the like portrayal and understanding of the self#as well as how that is. masked. and this does indeed relate to hanzawa bc I feel we are similar in this way#but it’s also about me and I’m projecting a little#but like. hm. thinking abt being so Aware of the world that u can learn how to like market yourself into it#to the point that like even vulnerability can feel like an act at times because showing any kind of True Depth or Feeling#itself requires a layer of expression. which with enough time and practice can begin to feel like artifice#so is anything ever raw and pure and if things are does that make them more meaningful or worth more#the more you understand yourself as an opposition to the self you present. the more you dissect yourself#until you’re all just… mundane parts. and you understand you could make a puppet and tell a special story from this.#but that would feel like fiction. then again disassembled lego blocks don’t feel so authentic either#idk. I just think hanzawa extremely knows what he’s doing in the way he dresses and acts and I wonder if that Understanding of himself#fucks him up a little bit. yknow?#don’t ask me why these r all tags and not in the actual post body.#kiri.txt
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