#but that alone is not in any way equivalent to uhm. whatever the Fuck that picture is

[some-new-disaster]

idk what's going on in the portal tag today but Yikes ™

[jiminrings]

they're interactions would prob be always in campus like at the library, class or even in a café or sth cuz i don't think stem!koo is the type to go to parties eXCEPT he's dragged invited to a party and approaches y/n since they share classes and are kinda acquaintances

stem koo isn’t for the party scene and absolutely doesn’t know any better

cold senior!y/n x stem major!koo masterlist :D

jungkook wants to go anywhere but here

literally ANYWHERE

he’d actually enjoy studying on a friday night than to be here, a party, where he doesn’t know anyone besides jimin

JIMIN WHO ALREADY DISAPPEARED AND LEFT HIM?!??]%^{]!

it hasn’t even been a full hour since they arrived???

how the fuck did that guy even manage to talk him into accompanying him into this party :O

oh right

“i think i have a friend who has a friend that makes your lunches. it’s jUST a hunch but-“

jimin didn’t even manage to finish his sentence and jungkook already agreed

jungkook doesn’t care for the party scene at all. he doesn’t.

but that doesn’t mEAN that he doesn’t care for what other people think about him

he cares about your input pLS don’t say it to his face when it’s negative :((

uhhh he doesn’t exactly have party clothes

by party clothes, he doesn’t have what jimin has in his clothes

jeon jungkook does not own a sparkly sheer black long-sleeve shirt :D nor some leather pants :D or even a button-down shirt that in fact, does not have any buttons :D

what kook DOES have is a new red hoodie that he hasn’t worn before

it’s a red hoodie and that’s the equivalent of him dipping his toes in lava!!!

it’s spicy enough as it is

the only other change he’s gonna make is how the fuck he’s gonna tackle his myopia

he traded in his glasses for contacts tonight!!

they’re just clear and he might’ve had to struggle for thirty minutes to try and pop them in,,, inclusive of pep talks,,, but it’s still new!!!

(his glasses case is in his hoodie pocket)

that should be enough

the only thing that jungkook is lacking now is a familiar person

..... a familiar person.... who is in turn a safety blanket..... a comforting figure anongst strangers...... in a completely different environment

no

god there hAS to be a way that jungkook can find jimin so he could get home with ease, while simultaneously (passive-aggressively) chewing him out for abandoning him

easy!!! just easy breaths!!!!

it’s just like navigating a circuit that you made that you know the schematics of!!

only difference is that you didn’t make this circuit and there are no instructions!!!!!!!!!

<3 he’s doomed <3

jungkook bumps to numerous people and at some point, someone stopped him, nodded, and gave him a cup

what’s he SUPPOSED to with it????

alright think

a couch!!! yeah!!!!

jimin could be there and could be sitting because who doesn’t love sitting? right? why do people in parties not sit on couches exactly

“pick up, please. just pick up...” he keeps muttering under his breath, peering urgently to wherever his eyes could land on

OH MY GOD

IT’S THE BLONDE HAIR!!!!!

that must be jimin

“man, that was not cool! how could you-...”

jungkook immediately claps his hand to blondie’s back, even squeezing the flesh when he realizes that.... oh? why is the fabric not as coarse as what a glittery sheer shirt would be?

.... holy shit

that is definitely not jimin.

?!/!/!!/%]^]^[^^]

it’s his senior!!!!

his senior who’s blonde and looks intimidating and soft at the same time but dEFINITELY looks intimidating rn

d-did he just clap min yoongi’s shoulder

yoongi looks the furthest thing from pleased and it’s his sharp eyes that make jungkook’s impossibly wider

“i-i’m so sorry. i am so, so sorry-...”

his senior only casts a look to the person beside him, deciding to stand and completely walk away from jungkook

he is so.,,., lost

yoongi looks at you from beside your seat beside him and only pinches your thigh, making you knit your brows in irritation

WHAT WAS THAT FOR

did he literally just walk away from you

what was that about ://

you turn your head for what could be yoongi’s old trick, only seeing a face you clearly did not expect to be here

jungkook recognizes you before you could recognize him, chest immediately deflating

“y/n!!!!!”

oh that’s him alright

you sigh slowly, “jungkook.”

the boy wastes no time in eagerly yet shyly sitting beside you, occupying yoongi’s deserted spot

the cushion’s still warm tho

“thank god you’re here. i-i don’t know anyone in this party.”

your eyebrows raise at that, clearly finding no thought to it. “you should leave if you don’t know anyone here, jungkook.”

“b-but you’re here, so i’m good!” jungkook nods, correcting his statement, “i came here with my friend but he’s missing now.”

what???

that’s unsafe!!!!

who is this friend and why do you feel like giving him some stern words >:|

“i mean, i am here but you don’t want to be here.”

right

.... you’re right

jungkook clearly glosses over to what you just said because you are eXACTLY right

yeah sure he found you but that doesn’t necessarily mean he wants to be in this party

it’s nice he found someone familiar but it doesn’t mean he wants to stay!!!!

you could only chuckle under your breath, drinking from your cup and planning your route to find yoongi throughout

“you should probably go home, jungkook.”

the boy visibly mulls over that option but he looks nervous, his knee bouncing up and down then that you can’t help but notice

“or are you gonna wait for your friend?

did you just give him an even bigger dilemma

jungkook swallows the lump in his throat, a nervous giggle coming out from him even before he could restrain it

“i-i can’t find him anyway. but that’s okay, right? jimin always comes home one way or another.”

OH SO IT’S JIMIN

you’re gonna pulverize him when you drop by yoongi’s chess club again ://

“then go home.”

your affirmation makes jungkook nod resolutely, making his mind up

he stands up rather unsurely, sheepishly nodding to you before he takes two steps away from you

FUCK IT

jungkook turns to you almost nervously, eyes wavering that you only then realize that he isn’t wearing his glasses, seeing his bambi eyes a bit more clearly

“i-i’m very sorry to ask, and if it’s not too much trouble, a-and you don’t have to if you don’t want to but uhm — can you uh, can you walk me home?”

oh

oh

you’re pleasantly surprised from what jungkook’s asking of you, head tilting that he misinterprets and tries to backtrack

“i-it’s just that i feel safer with you. b-but i completely understand if-“

huh

that’s nice

you stand up abruptly, leaving your drink by the table because it might seem a little funky to walk down a street with a blatantly red cup lol

“okay.”

he hears you reply simply, seeing you walk ahead of him with your hands in your pockets

:((

jungkook is so grateful for you

you only share some classes here and there, and he’s only properly interacted with you once, and he doesn’t even have your number — but here you are, walking him home from a party he can’t stand to be in and is too anxious to walk away from alone

at some point, jungkook placed himself beside you so he could tell you where his apartment’s at,,

and also for the reason that he feels safer beside you and not behind you

you’re a warm presence if that makes sense

you’re team captain of your soccer team and you’re yoongi’s right-hand woman (and he’s your right-hand man slash nemesis) and he feels like everyone could count on you if they needed to

you’re not exactly outgoing nor warm nor approachable,,,, but jungkook doesn’t exactly mind

jungkook doesn’t mind because his senior is walking him home and he’s never felt more comforted before.

he starts tearing up at the edges of his eyes and it’s with a faint sniffle that you only turn your eyes at him, narrowing at the sight

you don’t even ask but he explains anyway, pointing in front of him

“nothing. just the wind. a-and i’m wearing contacts!”

you only nod curtly, continuing on walking when jungkook sees you pull out a goddamn bottle of eyedrops from your pocket, offering it to him like it’s no big deal

:(((((

his eyes ARE scratchy

“how did you-“

“i carry it around. yoongi and i have dry eyes.”

you don’t exactly stop when he drops them to his eyes, but you do slow down in the slightest

jungkook finds himself in front of his apartment complex soon enough, almost disappointed that the walk home was quick

you turn without even waiting for a thanks from him, completely surprised when he yells out for you and tries to jog in an attempt to your retreating figure

“t-thank you so much, y/n! it means a lot and i-i probably would be still in that party crying or whatever until i could find jimin. i’m so sorry still and i hope i can make it up to you and-...”

“good night.”

you only flash a small smile, similar to yoongi’s :] before leaving jungkook in front of his complex

he’s still a little perplexed but he doesn’t question it

jungkook’s still holding your bottle of eyedrops in his hand, the only thing reminding him that his senior did walk him home

he’s gonna return this to you

he will

:)

[sombreboy]

Love Maze »18

Previous  » Next Series Masterlist ▎ 18+ ▎ pairing: Taehyung x Jungkook ▎ genre: School AU, crack humor, smut, angst, ETL, slow burn, fluff. ▎ word count: 7.7k ▎ ch.warnings: profanity, angst, jealousy, violence, blood, mentions of hospitals, yandere side character is back and he's CRAZY

Co-writer: @velvetwicebang​​​​ ♡♡♡

The following day was huge, today was the big game that they've prepared for forever! Jungkook headed out early, leaving Jisoo's home to head over to his own to grab his backpack before heading to school for the last morning practice. This afternoon was it; he had to be in his best form to perform well. Kook made his way to the locker room to change, a bit earlier than everybody else. He wanted to warm up properly, and give his all in the last practice. He loved the thought of competition, excited to show off the endless stamina he's spent countless hours building up for.

Taehyung stalled, lingering close to Jungkook like a pest just waiting to pounce on the opportunity to talk to him.. He waited and waited; until the opportunity never came. “Fucking pussy..” Tae self-loathed, watching as everyone else was quickly ushered out of the locker room by Namjoon.

“Tae, come on! You too.” The Captain was stressed, anyone could see that. Deciding it was for the best to not make a fuss, Taehyung obliged and kept to himself. The elder glanced over at Kook a couple times during practice, wondering how he was doing. Maybe he’d be able to get a hold on the younger before the big game tonight. Tae held on to that possibility.

Jungkook wasn't blind, he could tell that Taehyung's eyes were on him more than usual today. It was weird-- he'd been completely ignored for what felt like forever. Maybe he was just imagining things, however... That must be it-- nerves. He shrugged it off, overthinking was the last thing he needed to do today.

Practice went great, Namjoon praised the guys with a lopsided smile-- the stress and worry was evident, but he was confident in his players. He dismissed the members, Jungkook grabbing his water bottle by the bench to chug it down as he wiped his sweaty forehead with the back of his hand as he resumed to head down to the locker room, the other guys not quite there yet as they stayed around to calm Namjoon's pre-game nerves.

Well, except Taehyung.

Taehyung’s quick, determined strides gradually lost their momentum the moment he pushed on the locker room door, nervous to see Jungkook’s face after what took place between them.. Suddenly, his confidence was equivalent to sand in an hourglass as it dropped by the ticking second. There stood the younger, completely unaware of the motive behind Tae’s hesitant, inclosing steps. He tried not to think about what he was unknowingly exposed to yesterday evening, but Taehyung couldn’t just.. ignore the imprinted image of Jungkook‘s lips molded against someone else’s. A girl. Hell, he couldn’t compete with that.. The elder inhaled a deep breath. “Uhm.. can we— can we talk?” His Adam’s apple nervously danced underneath his neck. “Please?”

Four words. It was the first four words Koo had heard from Tae in weeks.

'Can we talk, please?'

Kook swallowed tightly. Now he wanted to talk? Was ignoring him not enough--now he suddenly wants to talk. "No." He says. There was nothing he imagined that he wanted to hear. He couldn't afford to lose focus, and Tae would definitely not help with whatever he had to say. Kook turned his back towards the elder as he began to change, hoping that would be enough to be left alone. Fuck, this wasn't good. Taehyung had slowly already creeped his way into Jungkooks brain.

Taehyung’s self-confidence deflated on the spot, his disappointment instead peering through the cracks. He’s a fucking idiot. W hat else was he expecting Kook to say? Yes? No matter the initial letdown, Tae wasn’t one to give up easily. “Look, Jungkook— I hate not being able to talk to you.” His piercing gaze roamed over the younger’s bare skin, wishing the two dimples on the latter’s lower back were a pair of eyes. Taehyung wanted Jungkook to listen to him, to see his strained efforts to try and fix the deep shit they were in.

He caused it; he had to end it.

“I-I miss us.. you.” The elder glanced down towards the ground, suddenly wishing Jungkook wouldn’t turn around. If he’d just thought about it for a second longer, Tae wouldn’t have broken up with him. It was an impulsive decision— and fuck.. did he regret it.

Jungkook froze as soon as he pulled the hoodie over his torso. He couldn't believe what he just heard.. was it a dream, where his mind was playing tricks on him? The younger took a deep, slow breath to keep himself together, but it was easier said than done. He really wished Tae wouldve said those words earlier... much earlier... Before he went to Jisoo-- fuck... Kook felt his guarded exterior slowly being chipped away with every piercing word coming off the elders lips, and the mere thought of this was terrifying. He felt guilty, for a part of him wanted Tae back too. A big part. "I... I can't. Okay?" He didnt sound so sure. All he knew was that if he didn't keep his guard up; he'd crumble. And today the game was his priority. Jungkook turns on the spot, regretfully as he saw Taehyung's gloom stance. He seemed sincere... and that only made this entire thing so painful. Fuck, he wishes he could just... hug him. "Tae..." the name was unfamiliar on his lips once more, stepping closer to the elder. He looked a bit different than before-- but before he could say anything else, the rest of the boys came rushing down-- however they came to a halt as they saw their two golden boys in a rather tense situation. Taehyung with his head hanging low, and Jungkook looking absolutely distressed through his doe eyes. The very moment Kook heard the guys, he withdrew the hand he had extended, instead using it to grab his backpack and wordlessly walk away, pushing through the doors with his shoulder before heading towards the dining hall without waiting for anybody.

Jungkook missed him too.. and it was fucking terrifying. Why does Taehyung have this strong grasp on him? He shrugged as he went to sit down in his usual spot in the dining room, rubbing his eyes in annoyance, and an attempt to clear his vision. Game. Game. Game.

It didn't go that well.

~

Taehyung blankly watched the younger scurry out of the crowded room, ignoring his friends’ careful attempts at squeezing an answer out of him.

“You guys okay or..?”

He turned to look at Yoongi, not bothered to include a verbal clarification. The mint-haired male’s flat expression fell. He was visibly struggling to come up with anything remotely comforting as his palm glided over the sweat on his nape.

“Tae, please.. we need you here for the game, alright? Joon’s already stressed out enough, it’s the least we can do.” Yoongi’s never been in love, but it didn’t take a genius to know Taehyung was hurting because of it. He wasn’t aware of what happened between his friends, but he hoped they’d be able to put it off— whatever it was— until later; after they'd secured their anticipated win.

~

The rest of the day during school was dreadful, Jungkook couldn't stop replaying the simple words that Taehyung had told him this morning. It was confusing, to say the least. Why'd the elder have to put this on him now? Focusing in class was an impossible task, the one thing his mind tunnel visioned on was to win the game. Nothing else. He'd sacrificed way too much of himself to let this be a flop. As classes ended, he had some time to kill before he had to go prepare himself, so he opted to go for his trusted vending machine to get himself his favourite sweet, explosion of chemicals in the form of banana milk. With a straw pressed between his lips, he headed to sit where he usually would outside the building by the stairs, fishing his phone out to open his text conversations. He'd still kept the one from Tae, hovering over it with his thumb before opening the thread. The latest message was the one that ended their relationship, just after the previous text that was a promise of them meeting after class to fulfill their needs.

Kook sighed, shaking his head as he internally scolded himself for even going through this memory again. He wondered why Taehyung suddenly changed his mind.. and part of him knew he had to find out eventually.

~~~

The day’s blinding light converted into darkness, the sun’s blazing rays nowhere to be seen as seconds turned into minutes, and minutes progressed into hours. The overfamiliar gymnasium gradually filled up with animated students and proud parents, each one there to support and cheer for their respective team.

Taehyung was hidden away in the locker room along with everyone else, partaking in some last minute stretches before it was time for them to confidently walk out into the lion’s den. Tae was sure tonight was the most packed it’s ever been, the muffled commotion reached his alert ears from where he stood, the faint buzzing swelling to a roar.

Well, it wasn’t that dramatic.. Big crowds tended to spike up the elder’s mild anxiety, but it wasn’t anything he couldn’t handle.

Taehyung’s hooded eyes were glued on Jungkook, replaying earlier events until it didn’t sit right with him. He wanted to make things right between them— for the game’s sake, and for theirs in the long run.

“Hey, Jung—“

“Jungkook? Hi!” Jisoo greeted with a beaming smile, seeming relieved. “I was dreading coming in here.. didn’t want Yuna to see any naked guys..” The woman awkwardly chuckled, gently withdrawing her hand from the little one’s big, curious eyes.

“Is that a baby?!”

“No, Hoseok, it’s a dog.” Yoongi sassed with a roll of his eyes, following behind their friends to greet the newcomer. Jimin and Hoseok seemed extra infatuated with the chubby little human while Yoongi kept to himself, trying to act unfazed by Yuna’s incoherent babbles. Namjoon and Taehyung however.. Both were wide-eyed.

“Jungkook, who’s this?” Jimin’s plump lips twitched up into a smile, curious about Kook’s friend. Jisoo’s fingers sneakily grazed over the younger’s strong, naked biceps. She tried to be slick, but failed. Jungkook looked extra good in a pair of jersey and shorts..

Meanwhile, Joon and Tae lingered in the corner, watching the situation unfold with narrowed eyes. While Namjoon glared at Jungkook, Taehyung glared at Jisoo.

Jungkook's eyes widened at the surprise, expecting her to be out in the audience rather than... well, in their locker room. It didn't fail to make his lips tug into a toothy grin though, giving Yuna's small nose a little boop of his finger before turning to Jisoo. ''Hey,'' he smiled, noting how Yuna relished in the attention of his hyungs. As they asked him, who the hell this girl was, he took a long second to think. They weren't something, but they also weren't nothing. ''She's my friend,'' he settles with this explanation, ''Lives next door.'' He didn't like to go too much into details, that's all they needed to know.

Jisoo merely agreed in the form of a nod, discreetly confused about where they stood. Now that the question was innocently brought up, it got her thinking.. They’ve kissed, fucked (sometimes more than once on the same day), spent almost every waking day together.. it nearly checked off all of the requirements for a relationship. It was a tricky situation, and alike Jungkook, she barely went into clear details— only useless rambling. “Anyways, I didn’t bring you the fancy sign, I know.” She joked with Kook, turning the locker room into her personal stage as she acted disappointed in herself. “But..” Jisoo looked around, making sure no one was in their point of hearing. “When you guys win, I’ll reward you with whatever you want. You know, to make up for it.” The woman stepped back, her usual smile decorated with the exhilaration of tonight’s possible affair.

Taehyung was fuming... He couldn’t bear to see the two of them together after what he came across the other day.

“They seem close, huh..” Namjoon noted with barely any emotion in his voice, arms securely crossed over his chest. Tae, who stood next to him, simply scoffed. “Yeah, they’re close alright.”

What did Jungkook see in Jisoo, anyway? Sure, she was nice.. caring, compassionate, pretty— all nice qualities. Taehyung only angered himself further. The woman was the perfect person for him. It got Tae wondering why the fuck they haven’t gotten married and birthed ten more perfect kids yet. They were so.. loud with their affection, it was annoying.

“Uhm, I mean, how close?” It was obvious Namjoon was jealous, no matter how hard he tried to play off his feelings.

“I caught them kissing. That’s how close.”

“W-what?” The elder’s hands unknowingly clenched into fists, not believing what he’d just heard.

Is that why Jungkook got so angry that one time..? It had to be.

Jungkook smiled coyly at Jisoo as she stepped back, stretching his back for the final remaining minutes. ''I'll look forward to it. Go get a seat before they're all taken!'' he jokes. But truly, there were a whole lot of people. Before Jisoo left with Yuna, she looked at Jungkook over her shoulder, meeting his eyes with a small smile. He waved vaguely as she disappeared out of view before turning back to his hyungs, not aware of the stares he's getting from Namjoon and Taehyung.

''Alright, let's do this!'' Hoseok chimes, working together with Jimin and Jin to bring the group together into a hug, smushing Tae and Kook together involuntarily, Joon as well in the mess. As if it came naturally, Taehyung’s arm wrapped around Jungkook’s smaller waist as their friends huddled together. While everyone else’s was on each other’s upper backs, Tae’s instincts just had to kick in at the wrong time. By the time he’d noticed, Joon’s body had practically locked him in position. It would’ve been awkward if Tae attempted to squeeze his arm out in the middle of Jin’s hushed ‘poetically powerful’ pregame speech, so he let it be. The taller nervously glanced at Kook from time to time, swallowing down his remaining panic. Taehyung’s bigger hand gently squeezed at Jungkook’s hip, his fingers digging lightly into the fabric of the younger’s Jersey. He missed having him this close... All of this unfolded in the midst of Seokjin’s uplifting words, so it was no surprise when Tae had no idea what his hyung had said by the end of it.

Just like Tae, Jungkook was unable to focus on anything that Jin blabbered about, the one thing he was hyper focused on was the close proximity of the elder. The way his strong hand wrapped around him-- the hand that applied pressure on his hip... It brought back an emotion that he thought he'd finally gotten rid of. Oh how foolish he was. He craned his neck forward, his long curls hiding the expression in his eyes, while his lips barely parted in a quiet sigh. He missed having him this close too...

As the group finally withdrew, giving the boys the much needed space and cheers coming from their hyungs, Jungkook felt like he stayed in Taehyung's arm for a second longer than he planned to, quickly pulling away to roll his tongue inside of his cheek. ''Alright, guys.'' Namjoon announced as he gave every member a pat on the back as they headed out towards the court-- well, until it was Jungkook walking past him. A glare shot his way, but the younger didn't take notice of this, instead fighting his internal battle of trying to suppress his thoughts to focus on the game.

Taehyung quickly followed behind Kook, itching to close the distance between them once again. Now that he’d gotten a taste of what he used to have, it was incredibly hard to pretend to hide his true feelings.. The urge grew more intense when they jogged into the packed court, peers’ blaring shouts of encouragement making Tae want to curl up against his ex-boyfriend’s chest and wake up in a more serene location. The younger’s bed, perhaps.. The thrill that used to overtake him at the thought of tonight’s game was no longer alive. He found the atmosphere suffocating, and the roars annoyingly unbearable. The elder didn’t know why he was extra sensitive to the loud noises, but he figured the constant buzzing in his ear was to blame. The piercing sound had yet to subdue, and it didn’t plan on leaving anytime soon.

Before the major game began, each team was given a few minutes to practice their free throws. Taehyung jumped in line behind the younger, building his confidence to lean towards Jungkook’s ear. “I miss you, and I’m sorry.” He whispered. It was killing him not knowing what to expect.. Did Kook want him back, or not? The elder lingered in that position for a second longer, only moving when the string of players did. E ven then, Tae remained close to Jungkook. He didn’t worry about the audience’s stares from the stands, or the questions that might pop into their heads. The rare moment Taehyung wasn’t so caught up in strangers' wandering eyes, was when he desperately needed to be. If he’d been as attentive as before, he would’ve easily pinpointed a certain devilish glare from the crowd.

Jungkook kept his eyes focused forward, however he was listening to every single word that went into his ear. Tae was way too close, in front of all these people... "Why are you telling me this now?" Kook glanced over his shoulder for a mere second to glare at Taehyung, but just as quickly returned to focus on the line as it moved. If there were ever a worst possible time to discuss their breakup, this was it. But Taehyung seemed desperate. And Jungkook slowly grew too unfocused for his own liking. He'd worked too hard for this game to let it go to waste-- and he didn't want to talk about this. Not now. Before Taehyung could say anything else, Jungkook leaped forward with the basketball in his hand, relieved he was able to remove himself from Taehyung for the moment.

Taehyung momentarily paused his ‘trying to win him back’ speech, piercing eyes glued onto Jungkook until he was caught off guard by the basketball thrown at him. Getting in position, Tae aimed for the net. The elder was surprised he made it, his focus was on anything but the game. He carelessly threw the ball to the person behind him, jogging back to a single line formation. “I’m telling you this now because I should’ve done it a long time ago.” Taehyung resumed, standing a little too close to the younger. “Jungkook, I’m sorry. I-I freaked out over nothing, I didn’t think any of this shit through.” He hesitated after a few seconds, “I still love you, so much.. I don’t want to just.. throw that away..”

Jungkook crossed his arms over his chest, grasping at his own biceps to practically hold himself in place so he wouldn't turn around to look at Taehyung. He felt his emotional walls crack, the emotions seeping through was not what he wanted as he was in front of this many people. He took a deep breath through his nose, shoulders visibly tense as he took a moment before he replied. ''But you did. More than once.'' Kook's focus on breathing slowly brought him back down to earth, building those small walls back up to remain as stoic as possible in front of the audience, taking a short step away from the elder as the line moved once more. He just wanted the game over with at this point.

The elder’s shoulders sank along with his confidence. The last thing Taehyung expected was for Jungkook to give in easily, but he also wasn’t anticipating the latter to be so vigilant. Then again, Tae naively played with his feelings countless times. He knew the younger was only trying to look out for himself— and his bruised heart. Shit.. it hadn’t fully sunk in until now. Taehyung fucked up. Bad. He was starting to doubt there was a solution to their problem. “No, you’re right.” Tae kept his distance, not wanting to make Jungkook uncomfortable. “I did, and fuck do I regret it. I just... I really miss you and—“ The timer in the scoreboard echoed throughout the large gymnasium, cutting Taehyung off mid sentence.

He had a feeling this was going to be a long night..

Jungkook turned to give Taehyung a glance before he headed towards their side of the court with the team, an unnamed emotion in his eyes before it slowly morphed into his focused persona when it came to basketball. As previously mentioned, the younger didn't come here to play around. He was here to win. He's prepared for this match with his entire being.

The teams gathered in each side, Jungkook and the others in a large circle as Namjoons eyes roamed the players. "Okay, this is it. Put your everything into this game.." he paused when his eyes flickered to Jungkook, a hidden glare thrown his way before they go back to the rest, "Let's get it!"

"Let's get it!" The rest of them cheered before getting into respective positions.

Along with Namjoon, Jimin, and Jungkook— Tae was one of the first players sent out into the bustling court. It was during moments like these that he wished he was a benchwarmer. Taehyung lacked his usual spirited determination. The elder’s pregame jitters were fully hidden behind his worrisome exterior, and catching sight of Jisoo silently cheering for Jungkook to do his best in the form of an encouraging fist only provoked Tae’s sullen expression to harden. Turns out he wasn’t the only one who saw, Namjoon was one step ahead of him.

“Jungkook!” Joon shouted, seeing how the younger stalled to get in position, likely because he was drawn to Jisoo’s cute antics. “Hurry up, you can talk to your girlfriend later.” He spat, gaze lowering in response,

Jungkook knew how he felt about the older woman, how could he do that to him? Kook's eyes widen before they squint in confusion, completely caught off guard by Namjoon's sudden words-- that were definitely laced with something. He knew their captain had a crush on her, but he also kind of fucked it up himself. "What? No, she's..." he was interrupted by the buzzer going off, shifting his gaze from his captain to the one thing that he wants to focus on; the damn ball.

Jungkook was doing well as expected, his attacking role perfectly suitable for him. However, whenever his captain got the ball, and he was in a free position to get a perfect throw, he was surprised to see Joon ignore him, glare at him or simply just pass somebody else. What's his problem...

Further into the game it was getting close to half time, and Jungkook was growing frustrated with the way he was being treated like this. He was barely able to play properly when his captain's childish antics kept happening.

"Joon!" The younger hissed as the first break finally rolled in, "Why do you not give me the damn ball? I had several perfect throws!"

“Several perfect throws my ass..” Namjoon spat under his ragged breath, disregarding his empty water bottle before briskly turning around on his feet. He came face to face with Jungkook, the anger in his eyes having yet to subdue. “You were practically out of it throughout most of the game, Kook!” Namjoon’s voice swelled, garnering the attention of a few of their teammates. “You were staring at Jisoo! If I passed you the ball—“ The captain cut himself short, biting down on his tongue to prevent anything he might regret from coming out. “If your girlfriend’s gonna be too much of a distraction, don’t bring her here. We can’t afford to lose this game because of you.”

Jungkooks temper slowly started to build, eyebrows drawn together as he stepped closer to Namjoon, "What's your problem? She's not my girlfriend!" He hissed, huffing through his mouth to move the sweaty bangs out of his eyes. "Are you serious? Lose the game because of me? You're the one who's not letting me get remotely close to the fucking ball!" His eyes were squinted, the obvious flare of his temper burning up too quickly-- the audience murmuring in confusion.

"Hey, calm down" Jimin tries to ease the situation, but they all know the younger's anger was like a rollercoaster.

"No, it's not fair!" Jungkook closed the distance further between him and his captain, making sure only he hears his next words, "Stop acting so childish."

Joon had to scoff. ���Yeah, okay. Get away from me, will you?” He harshly shoved Jungkook by the chest, drawing the attention of Taehyung who moved quickly on his feet.

“Namjoon, what the hell— back off.” He stood in between them, momentarily breaking the heavy tension that linked them together.

“Why are you still standing up for him, Tae? You caught them kissing. Jungkook moved the fuck on!”

Taehyung’s facial expression flickered to one of hurt, his clenched fists slowly coming undone as Joon’s eye-opening words began to slowly sink in.

Was it.. was it possible? Jungkook moved.. on?

Namjoon’s chest heaved from a mixture of irritation and exhaustion; not knowing how to come down from it. He’s never been this angry at someone, much less a close friend.

Jungkook clenched his fists hard, the veins in his lower arms prominent. His body slowly moved, as if gradually his anger was fueling him up to pounce Namjoon. But as he took a step, he was held back by Yoongi's hand on his shoulder, out of all people. "You should take a break."

The coach approaches in the same moment, agreeing, "Jeon, you will be dismissed for now. Go take a break."

Jungkook's eyes widened, "No way. I need to play!" He turned to Namjoon, annoyed by the fact that he didnt protest, but simply agreed as well.

"Go."

A disappointed Huff pushed through the younger's lips, shoving away Yoongi's hand from his shoulder before scuffing past Taehyung to head out, towards the exit to go sit outside on the stairs. He needed some fucking air. U nlike everyone else who brushed off the players’ hostile behavior towards one another, Jisoo stayed behind to watch Jungkook storm out of the gymnasium. Alike everyone else, she saw the small feud unravel between him and Namjoon. It worried her— made her feel like she was to blame. And by the look on Joon’s eyes whilst he stared up at her, the woman knew she had a reason to be alarmed. Jisoo sighed to herself, disappointedly shaking her head before she broke eye contact. Adjusting a fussing Yuna on the baby carrier, she carefully made her way down the bleachers, on the lookout for Jungkook.

“Namjoon, where are you going? Come back here!” The coach called out for him, noting how Joon‘s feet were already moving on their own. Namjoon clenched his jaw, but he listened nonetheless. He wanted to go after Jisoo, but the woman was already out of sight.

~

“Jungkook..?” After a couple minutes of walking around the unfamiliar hallways, Jisoo finally came across the younger man. He was sat by the stairs out front, relishing in the night’s breeze. She bit down on her lip, wondering if it was for the best if she left him and his thoughts alone.. But she couldn’t, she cared too much. Jisoo didn’t know where they stood in terms of a romantic relationship, but the younger was undoubtedly a friend. The woman cared for him like a mother. “Hey.” She sat down next to him, the faintest of smiles grazing her lips. “Nice job out there— so far. I knew you’d do great.”

Jungkook turned his chin to look at her, his clenched jaw softening at her praise. ''Thank you.. But..'' He sighs as his shoulders sink with his next words, ''I don't think they'll let me play anymore. Namjoon is being an ass... With all rights, I guess.'' His eyes meet Jisoo's, a lopsided smile tugging at his lips, ''He obviously still likes you, so I suppose it's not surprising. But I wonder how he suddenly just... assumed you were my girlfriend or something.'' He ran his long fingers through his damp hair, leaning back on his elbows whilst looking up at the sky. It felt weird, really. He couldn't get the thought of Taehyung out of his mind. ''And Taehyung was acting weird too.''

The sound of Jisoo’s muffled giggle disrupted the small pause of silence, “Kim Namjoon is being an ass? Are you sure we’re talking about the same Joon?” An unknowing smile tugged at the corner of her rosy lips. Temporarily dismissing the hurtful comment he spewed in the past, the dimpled boy couldn’t hurt a fly.. The fond image of Namjoon was soon replaced with Taehyung. Jisoo turned her head towards the younger, curious as to what he meant. “Weird? How.” There was a question that lingered at the tip of her tongue, and if she wasn’t so desperate to receive answers, the woman would’ve done a better job of suppressing her curiosity. “Jungkook... do you love Taehyung?”

Jungkook felt his chest tighten at the question, keeping his eyes fixed on the nothingness of the sky. ''I know I did.'' He let his elbows give in, now laying down on his back fully. ''Then I thought I didn't.'' A nother long pause passed by as he seemed to sink into his own thoughts- ''Fuck, I don't know... He's a constant push and pull.. He kept coming at me at the worst possible moments during the warmup to tell me he misses me-..'' He stopped himself to groan in annoyance, just talking about it made him feel the frustration of his feelings, covering his face with his hands.

Jisoo simply nodded, allowing her fingers to comb through Jungkook’s sweaty hair. “Jungkook-ah, love is not something that can just.. go away.” Looking down at him, she made sure the ground was relatively clean before meeting Kook at his level. The hand that laid closest to him engulfed his significantly bigger one, communicating her empathy in the form of a gentle squeeze. “What made you fall in love with him?” A hint of bitterness lingered behind her otherwise sweet words. However, Jisoo was curious, she guessed some closure would be nice.. Turning her head towards him, the woman broke out into a small grin. She snuggled close to Jungkook’s chest, Yuna’s soft exhales of breaths the only muse throughout the quiet night. “Tell mee~ don’t be annoying.”

~

Taehyung spent minutes searching around the darkened school— searching for Jungkook. He was fucking worried, it was unlike the younger to storm out of, well, anything. When he was about to walk past the entrance, Tae pressed the brake. It was Jungkook and Jisoo... Laying together, they seemed happy. The elder hid behind the wall, chest tightening into a knot at their close proximity. Why didn’t Jungkook push her away? Why did he move on so quickly.. Taehyung couldn’t stand it, he was practically putting himself through hell by lingering around, waiting for his suspicions to get proven true. With his jaw clenched, Tae walked away. He needed some time alone, time to think. He advanced into the only space that was vacant, the locker room. Sitting down on the bench, Taehyung hid his face in the palm of his hands. “I’m a fucking idiot..”

A long silence followed after Taehyung spoke out loud to himself... Until a soft chuckle echoed in the locker room, a tall stature with wide arms crossed over their chest. ''Yes, you are...'' Their voice was nothing short of hostile, stepping closer to Taehyung before coming to a halt, a piercing stare burning holes into the male. ''Why do you have to keep bothering Jungkookie? He doesn't want you.''

It was Ash.

He'd kept a close eye on Jungkook for a while, watching his relationship with Kim Taehyung go back and forth. Apparently, they were broken up for a bit now, and it was perfect. He'd planned to approach Jungkook after the game, proudly cheering for him in the audience. But the hurdle being the male below him kept trying to come back, bothering his little Kookie, who looked annoyed and upset down on the court. Nothing irked him more.

The intrusive, unforeseen voice pulled Taehyung out of his daze. He quickly looked up, no longer seeing pitch blackness— instead he saw red. What the hell was Ash doing here? He’d been deaf to the inclosing steps, even more surprising the sound of the door opening. How did the other know where to find him? “I didn’t fucking ask for your opinion.” He hissed from anger, the sight of the other male being enough to spike up his alertness. Taehyung stood up from the bench, meeting Ash halfway. “Why are you so goddamn obsessed with Jungkook’s every move? You don’t need to speak for him. If he doesn’t want me, he’ll tell me.”

Ash's shit eating smirk grew, but his eyes were filled with anger fueled further by Taehyung's attitude. He took a slow step closer, arms falling to his sides as he clenched and unclenched his fists. ''I have to look out for him. His entire body language screamed uncomfortable when you were all over him during the game.'' he hissed back every word laced with mocking anger, ''I hate how stubborn you are, just leave him alone if you know what's best for you.''

A scornful, amused chuckle slipped past Taehyung, who further challenged Ash by stepping up to him. “You have to look out for him?” Tae’s broad shoulders vibrated, a lopsided smile beginning to pull at the corner of his lips.

Who did he think he was..

“What, did he order a bodyguard or some shit?”

He forcefully pushed Ash by his shoulders, prompting the latter to widen the space between them. Being close to him made him sick. Every time he looked into his devilish, hollowed face, Taehyung was reminded of that night. The night he gasped for air whilst he ran through the dim streets, praying for nothing but Jungkook’s safety. What kind of desperate psycho would force someone to sleep with him? Just thinking about it angered Tae. “Yeah, whatever. You’re fucking crazy, you know that?” With one last glare his way, Taehyung purposely bumped shoulders as he walked past him. “Jungkook will never love you.” That was the last thing he reminded before aiming towards the door, suddenly missing the crowd’s spirited roars. Anything to not be here with him.

Ash crooked an eyebrow, saying nothing as he turned to watch Taehyung attempt to leave.

No. No fucking way.

The crazed rage burning within Ash's being was taking over. He had to make sure nobody was in his way to reach Jungkook. And Taehyung made a huge mistake by facing away from a guy like this. A man with nothing to lose-- and only one thing in mind.

Get rid of the obstacle.

Ash didn't hesitate as he practically sprinted the few steps forward, triggered by the other males last words. He grabbed Taehyung by his hair, tightly tangled between his fingers as he forcefully dragged him down, not caring about where, so he opted for the nearby sink. Taehyung's head collided with the hard surface, almost knocking him out in one go. "He doesn't have to love me yet." He growled, "all that matters is that he doesn't love you."

Ash tugged at Tae once more, lifting his head up only to bring it back down against the sink again. And again. And again... until there was blood staining the sink to the floor... Ash eventually stopped when he felt Taehyung's body weaken its struggle in his hold, throwing the man on the tiled floor with a thud. Staring down at him, he scoffed as he wiped his hand on his shirt, thankful he decided to wear black today. "Crazy for Jungkookie, maybe..." he mumbled before removing himself from the situation, glancing over at the bloody male before stepping out of the locker room. He hoped to never see this guy again.

~

Jungkook had poured out his emotions to Jisoo, time flew by quicker than he thought as he realized he should go back. "Jisoo, I gotta go... uh..." he rubbed his nape as he sat back up, "thank you for... listening to me. And cheering for me." He glanced over at Yuna with a fond smile, "and little one too."

“Yeah, no problem.” Jisoo stood up with him, “I should probably head home, she’s out.” The woman reached down to pick up Yuna’s carrier, trying not to make any bothersome movements that’ll wake the sleeping girl. She was in a deep slumber. Her chubby hands were balled up into small fists, and her pouty lips were parted whilst soft huffs snuck past them. Yuna looked absolutely adorable. As both of them took their time strolling through the empty hallways, Jisoo’s eyes widened when they fell upon Namjoon. The man looked.. distressed? It seemed as if he’d been running around the place, unstable gaze flickering between the two.

“Joon? What’s wrong?” The woman furrowed her brows, her caring tone easing Namjoon’s nerves from whatever the hell it was that took a burden on him. Ungluing his sharp glare from Jungkook, it didn’t take much for Joon to give in, gaze softening at the sight of Yuna.

“Uh.. do you know where Taehyung is? Coach told me to look for him, game starts soon.” Naturally, Jisoo turned to look at Kook, confusion swirling within her eyes. “No.. we haven’t seen him. Have you looked long?”

Namjoon answered with a quick nod of his head, naturally thinking of the worst. Did Taehyung leave the school? They needed him there, especially now that it was a close tie.

“We’ll help you look for him, don’t worry.” She supposed it wouldn’t take awfully long, Taehyung had to be around here somewhere.. “Let’s split?” Jisoo’s gaze flickered between both boys, waiting to see what they thought of her last-minute idea.

“Please.” Joon sourly muttered under his breath, wanting nothing more than to divide Jungkook and his noona. They’ve spent more than enough time together, a few minutes on their own shouldn’t be a challenge.

Jungkook felt his chest tighten with worry, and partially in annoyance. Why would Tae out of all people risk the game like this? He wouldn't. "Yeah, I'll check the locker rooms." Kook agreed, waiting for the confirmations of the two before no longer staying around to waste time.

As he headed down to the locker room area, he checked other rooms and bathrooms on the way. Kook clenched his jaw in annoyance; why'd Tae disappear like this? It's a dick move as always, Taehyung is a fucking-- "Taehyung?" He didn't recognize his own voice at first, but it was. Jungkook had pushed through the doors to the locker room, and was met with a bloody mess on the floor. And in the middle of it, an unconscious person. "Taehyung!"

Was that really his voice? It sounded so desperate and hoarse.

He rushed to drop to his knees next to Tae, not bothered in the slightest about the puddle of blood he's sitting in, nor does he care that his hands are stained with the way he grasped the elders body, gently picking him up to hold him close in his arms, cradling his face to get a good look. Leaning in, he placed his ear close to his mouth, relieved when he felt the small huff of air. He's alive. But it was weak. Kook kept holding his ex boyfriend close, using one hand to pick up his phone and text Namjoon.

Instead he texted the group chat.

To: gang gang 🏀 Help! Lockers

As soon as the text was sent he returned to look at Taehyung, every single drop of anger towards the man practically evaporated, and were replaced with everything else. Worry, anxiety, sadness. Love. Jungkook felt as if he would fucking die if Taehyung did. "Tae, please... Hold on." Kook sobbed out, holding the elder close.

~

Namjoon stayed relatively close to Jisoo, peeking his head inside every door, hallway, janitor’s closet— anywhere that could serve as a hiding spot for Tae. They were desperate, even opting for searching in the girls’ restroom.

Where the hell could he be?

When Joon thought about calling the younger’s cell for the millionth time, his phone’s buzzing chimed in his pockets. “Noona, it’s Kook.”

Quickly, the woman advanced to his side, the brightness of the screen casting a harsh light over their troubled expressions. “Locker room..?” Not stalling any longer, Joon took Jisoo by the hand and led her towards the familiar room with quick strides— “Jungkook, we’re here— holy shit!”

Namjoon’s squeamish heart picked up at the bloody mess in front of him, standing still like a statue until Jisoo’s shaky voice snapped him out of it. “Joon! Call an ambulance. O-oh my god..”

It looked bad. The pile of blood only grew in size, bright in comparison to the color of Taehyung’s skin; ghostly pale. The boy appeared to barely be hanging on. The gushing, scarlet liquid luckily seemed to lose its momentum now that he was turned upwards, but the stream on the dirty floor was a big loss.

“Kook? Why did you text-“ Hoseok’s cheery voice was cut short by a sharp gasp, tightly clasping a hand over his mouth. Jimin and Yoongi shared a look of pure worry, the sound of Namjoon’s nervous stuttering over the phone whilst he gave the person on the other line the information they needed sounded weak compared to their loud breathing. Seokjin rushed to Jungkook’s side, attempting to pull the latter away. “J-Jungkook-ah, it’s best if you let him be, it— it can cause more harm than good.”

Jungkook's vision was blurred by the constant flow of tears, blinking harshly to attempt to regain some grounding. Jin's hand helped to bring Kook back down, however the sight of all the blood only had the younger's anxiety growing, his body reacting without his own say so. He couldn't let go of Taehyung, there was no way.

"Jungkook, you need to let him go." Seokjin repeated, carefully trying to pry the younger's arms open. It wasn't an easy task, but as soon as the ambulance arrived they finally managed to; but only because Jungkook helped to put Tae on the transporter. They put Taehyung in the vehicle, several nurses already working on examining and treating him as another seemed to be making notes about his condition. Jungkook pleaded that he wanted to come with, but was denied. They said he could visit the hospital-- what kind of bullshit was that? The very second the ambulance left, Jungkook hadn't realized his own condition. He was a crying, bloody mess. His legs and outfit was stained with the elders blood, eyes bloodshot and glassy from the constant tears.

Slowly, the group of hyungs approached their youngest, worry and sadness in their eyes. Both for Taehyung and his safety, and for Jungkook. "Hey," Yoongi suddenly said as he wrapped his arms around Kook, not caring about the mess. One by one, every single one of his team had joined in the group hug, holding each other tightly. Jungkook's breathy sobs grew louder, but he had his hyungs keeping him together this time. A large crowd of students, parents, teachers— everyone that was originally there to enjoy an innocent game, gathered around the commotion. The sound of the ambulance’s loud, ear-piercing wail struck them as serious. And it was; people’s heightened gasps emerged at the quick glimpse of a team of nurses run through the halls at the speed of light, transporting a gory Taehyung from one end to the other until he was securely placed in the vehicle.

“What happened?”

“Who was that?”

“It looked serious..”

Muffled talk spread like wildfire, and some aimed their shitty phone camera at the centre of the action.

Yoongi had to hold himself back from freaking the fuck out, instead hugging Jungkook closer, shielding the boy’s frail emotions from unwanted eyes. Had humanity stooped that low? Why in the hell would they point a camera at them..

“Jungkook, your Tae’s strong.. he’ll be okay.” Jimin softly assured, even though he himself wasn’t too sure. Tears welled up in his own glassy eyes, but they didn’t need him breaking down as well. Jungkook was an emotional mess, he needed them the most.

“Come on, w-we’re going to the hospital.” Namjoon said, pulling away from the group hug to dig for his car keys, not caring about the unfinished game.

Jungkooks body felt heavy, unaware of the commotion around them as all he could think about was Taehyung. The moment he saw him on the floor kept replaying in his mind, the uncontrollable quivering of his body only held together thanks to Yoongi and Jimin as the others pulled back, still remaining close around them to serve as a human shield for the cameras. Kook did look like shit after all. But he couldn't bring himself to care.

He just wanted to see Taehyung.

The very second Namjoon said they'd go to the hospital, Jungkooks glassy, reddened eyes looked up at him, his hyungs leading him behind the eldest towards the truck. At a time like this, Namjoons dad truck surely was a blessing.

Jisoo heavily insisted on going, wanting to keep a weak Jungkook company but was reassured that she’d be in the loop on Tae’s condition.

"Noona, we’ll keep you informed.” Namjoon started the car, convincing her to drop it.

The mother had Yuna to take care of, it was late into the night.. it was best if she didn’t throw herself into this stressful situation. It was taking an emotional toll on everyone, especially Jungkook.

© sombreboy 2020. Do not repost, edit or translate.

[demonboidies]

𝓼𝓲𝓬𝓴𝓵𝔂 - 𝓹𝓻𝓸𝓼 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓬𝓸𝓷𝓼

pt.7

word count: 2,545

<this is a yandere story, therefore this is a trigger warning for emotional abuse, manipulation, toxic relationships and overall unhealthy obsession towards the reader/mc/yn>

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jungkook was really cute, in general. he captured hearts of many people, unintentionally, of course. it was an obvious fact and everyone knew it. except, all of the atoms in jin, hoseok, namjoon, and yoongi's body wouldve disagreed at this moment.

he was a whining, stomping, stubborn mess right now. tears were streaming down his face as he stomped about in his room, definitely making a big mess. the covers were thrown onto the floor as he kicked the small rug on his floor.

"hey, bun-bun, please stop! do you want noona to see this big mess?" namjoon tried persuading the boy, who stopped momentarily. he shook his head no and namjoon nodded, "exactly. if i tell noona that you made this mess, do you think she'll be happy? who knows she might just leave us if she sees this."

at the prospect of you leaving, his eyes teared up even more. he collapsed onto the ground, grabbing a pillow he had previously thrown onto the ground to cry into.

"no!~~"

the wail made all 4 of the guys cringe. finally, yoongi stepped forward running a hand through jungkook's hair.

"hey, bunny, why don't you get into bed and wait there for y/n to come back?"

jungkook shook his head.

"why not buddy?"

"i-i wanna see her when she comes inside, jungkookie doesn't want to wait any longer."

yoongi nodded thoughtfully, helping his fellow friend up, "we can wait downstairs, let's go."

his hand clasped tightly around jungkook's, letting the little sit on the couch which was positioned right in front of the door. yoongi made sure jungkook was preoccupied, turning to namjoon.

"get him his banana milk."

in a few seconds, the carton of milk was in jungkook's hand as he clutched a pink bunny plush in his other, staring at the door with determination. it was as if he was a runner, you opening the door would be the equivalent to the start of the race, and jungkook would have to run as fast as possible to you - the finish line.

jin sighed dramatically, feeling the weight off of his shoulders as he rolled his chair into the kitchen. hoseok and yoongi followed, letting namjoon stay preoccupied with jungkook.

"gosh, i knew he was reliant on her, but this is the worst episode ever." jin said taking a large gulp of water, he was trying to trick himself by thinking it was vodka. he indeed needed a drink, but right now wasn't an appropriate time.

"you know he has like over," hoseok paused thinking of a reasonable number, "200 photos on his phone, only imagine how many he has on his laptop, tablet, and probably has some on his fucking smart watch. knowing him he probably programmed it differently, just for that."

yoongi chuckled dryly, silently pitying jungkook. "he's so dependent, it's scary." he shook his head as if he was disappointed in jungkook.

hoseok and jin looked at each other, then at yoongi and broke out in laughter.

"coming from the guys who used her as your 'muse'." jin exclaimed, hoseok nodding and laughing along with him.

yoongi's face lit up a light pink, "oh whatever, at least i dont lie to her." his clap back made jin roll his eyes.

"we all agreed to this so don't go on bringing up that. that's just you trying to be a hero." jin's snarky comment made yoongi shut up immediately, although the glare he had directed to jin was clear on how he didn't like his snide comment.

"jungkook is just young, that's why. assured, we all acted that way when we were his age."

"pft, at his age i was kil-"

"noona!!~"

the excited squeal cut off jin who sighed heavily once again. wordlessly, they all walked out of the kitchen and into the living room. they saw jungkook holding you close by your waist, resting his head on your shoulder, even if you were noticeably shorter than him.

"hey jungkook." you patted his shoulder in greeting, your other hand being occupied by taehyung's hand. jimin watched the two youngest get most of the attention so he stomped into the kitchen. he grabbed one of your favorite drinks, bringing it out to you in a glass cup.

"here noona, drink this. you must be exhausted." you thanked jimin with a smile, pulling away from jungkook. you took a sip from the drink, looking at all of the expecting males. were they just waiting for you to come home? their eyes were wide, a smile on their lips...resembling puppies almost.

their eager eyes suddenly tore away from you, noticing your questioning eyes. "so..."

"noona let's play games upstairs!"

"y/n wanna check out my studio? i was working on some new tracks, if you're curious to hear some."

"noona, i never got around to showing you my dance performances right?"

you blinked slowly, staring at the individuals who were looking at you expectingly. the grip around your arm and you looked down to see jungkook looking at you with his bright, big doe eyes and lips formed into a pout.

"noona~ please?"

your breath hitched, the sight making your heart stop. the same time, your hand was being pulled in the direction of taehyung. you looked at the younger male.

"noona, you haven't spent much time with me. jungkook can wait, can't he?" taehyung's tone dropped and you could see in your peripheral vision jungkook moving towards his hyung.

"what? what are you getting at, taehyung?"

the other boy's eyebrows raised, shocked at the sudden informal tone jungkook had.

"i'm sayin-"

BZZT. BZZT. BZZT.

there was a vibration coming from your right pocket. so you took ahold of your ringing device, after un-twining your hand out of taehyung's (with his reluctance, of course), and swiped to answer it. you tried turning your body to the side for some privacy, but jungkook's hold didn't loosen a bit.

so you let out a sigh, saying a greeting to whomever was on the other end.

"good afternoon, ms. y/n."

"uhm, hello. who am i speaking to?"

the boys tried acting like they weren't listening in, except for jungkook who was watching you like a hawk. they were either on their phone, playing games, or just looking out the window.

"this is mr. kim, the secretary of mr. park hyung-sik's company, EyeCandy."

the name was familiar, it was one of the biggest companies regarding technology in South Korea. it was a job you had applied to maybe more than 2 months ago. it was a longshot dream you had. they handled many out of the country project and you simply wanted to become one of their translators. it was stupid of you to think you even had a chance. and it was obvious after the ceo had gotten up on a stage in america and by his side was a girl speaking into a microphone.

"ah," you said, not knowing what to think of it, "and why are you calling? sorry for the rudeness, but i can't wrap my head around it...i mean, i applied months ago."

jin's eyebrow raised in question, definitely paying attention now. applied? as in for a job?

"actually, i'm glad to be the bearer of good news, so we would like to say we have accepted you as mr. park's own personal translator."

you blinked once. twice. and thrice, or the third time.

"i'm sorry but, what?"

"come around at 8 am sharp tomorrow if you're interested."

and the line went dead.

"let's go!" jungkook said tugging your arm to go upstairs. but you wouldn't budge. jungkook began whining slightly, but stopped when you looked concerned with something. it seemed safe for him to assume it was regarding whoever you were on the phone with.  

"oh! i remember, hobi," you said looking at the surprised male in question, "your studio. it should be opening in 20 minutes, you asked for me to remind you earlier this morning."

the boys looked at hoseok suspiciously, but he only smiled gratefully. "oh thank you! i really forgot!"

he glanced at the boys, who were staring at him with high suspicion, but he gave no second thought to them, rushing upstairs.

"you know, noona," taehyung looked at you, softness in his eyes and smile, "you can call me tae or taetae if you want."

you smiled at his cute nickname, opening your mouth to respond, but jungkook cut you off.

"goo! kookie! jungkookie! you can call me those names! even bun-bun!"

'really? i would think annoying brat would be more fitting," yoongi thought bitterly, not loving the fact he was still attached to your arm - and the fact you seemed okay with it.

"well, if we're getting familiar with nicknames," yoongi said with a calm voice, "i give you permission to call me yoongs." he already made clear on the first day he wouldn't mind if you called him oppa or yoongs, but he thought restating it would've encouraged you to call him that more often. "oppa is fine too."

jin glared at him for taking the oppa title. "actually, you could call me oppa too, and if you want jinie. seeing as i am the oldest, that title should be reserved for me too." jin threw a glare at yoongi who only rolled his eyes.

you chuckle at the seemingly playful banter, not knowing how competitive they were actually being.

"joonie is cool with me." namjon said casually, walking closer to you. "and actually could i speak to you alone for a moment."

the mention of being alone with namjoon made junkook tighten his grip around you.

"no! noona is going upstairs with me," he declared for what felt like the thousandth time today,

"goo, i swear only 5 minutes. and you can take her upstairs to play overwatch or whatever."

the youngest showed to sign of letting up, until yoongi sighed and walked up to him. "goo, let's go. namjoon needs to talk about someting serious-"

"i am serious!" jungkook said puffing his chest out.

yoongi gritted his teeth, grabbing jungkook by the back of his neck and making him lean down a bit, so he cuold speak very clearly right into his ear.

"jeon, you better stop fucking around and come with me, let namjoon and y/n talk alone - it's something very important. or i swear to god, i'm gonna...beat the shit out of y/n right now, take them away from you, and make sure you never see them again." yoongi's words held no meaning, zero at all, but it got the reaction he wanted. jungkook let go of you, grabbing yoongi by his collar and staring him right into his irises. yoongi could tell how jungkook had switched, snapped, and was angrier than he's ever seen.

"repeat that shit to my face right now." jungkook, rather jeon, was furious. this persona/alter of jungkook was more aggressive than any other alter that jungkook had (at least known by the boys). it was a very, very, very stern rule in the house to not trigger that part of him. it never really ended well, no matter who tried to calm him down. the only way jeon would leave would be if jungkook had gotten sleep or just past out for whatever reason.

"come on," namjoon said, grabbing your wrist to pull you aside. it would be best if you didn't see anything that was about to go down, "there's something important we need to discuss."

you reluctantly let him tug you in the direction of his office. he shut the door behind you, but you flinched when you heard something crash.

"alright, so what i wanted to talk about was regarding your living location..." his voice trailed off, fiddling with some papers in his drawers, "jin and i wanted to know if you would be staying with us or you would be residing back at your apartment?"

this discussion was really supposed to be saved for later, but hearing your phone call and seeing jungkook's unusually clingy attitude, it seemed to be a good time to bring this question upon you. after all, with everything that seems to be happening at this moment, you might even say yes due to the pressure.

you nodded slowly. the decision had to be made, and the pros and cons of your choices were clear. living with the boys would only make your job easier, however it would inconvenience the boys. living by yourself (as you had been living before) would let you not be in anyone's way, however, the commute to the hill would have to happen every day and it sounded tiresome just thinking about it.

"i mean there is no pressure, however, we - as in all 7 of us - want you to know that it would be no problem if you had decided to stay with us. don't think that you would be a burden, you're already helping us so much. it also seems fitting if you're going to be here every day, in the case of an emergency or something," his voice trailed off in the end, noticing how you were in deep thought. he saw the contemplation on your voice and he smirked a bit. he just needed to convince you a little bit...

"and i'm sorry to say this to you - i just need you to know. the youngest ones really do rely on you for a lot of stuff. we need you here on time to be driving them at their designated hours. also...to think about jungkook - he really needs you by his side as well as taehyung. i don't know if you've noticed, but you're one of their calming remedies."

well now you really couldn't say no. to know that you were actually needed, i mean, you knew you were needed but for the sake of the two youngest. being called their remedies. it was like namjoon was planning all of this out only for you to say yes, his wicked and smooth words were very persuading.

and persuaded you were. it was crazy. you had only met the 7 males a mere day ago, but being called one of their calming remedies. if you were needed for an emergency, it would be too late if you were to commute to the hill. so the only option was...

"i guess i should start packing my things up then," you said, almost hesitantly. "i really would hate to burden you guys, but, my job here might be a waste if i would have to commute every day." you smile softly at the pleased man in front of you.

that was step one done and accomplished. everything was going well.

//I called this one pros and cons bc obvs ar the end,,,,but like pros and cons of jungkook is basically why that's the title

bc see hes a cutie wootie patootie, but hes also an annoying lil bitch for his noona ❤🥰 [pros and cons]

[that was a joke lol pls dont take offence]

[^jk finding out his noona is paying more attention to his hyungs]

[haveyouseenmymind]

Fireflies

Look who finally finished that reader insert she had been trying to write for at least two months now. :D

Thought I’d try myself on a cute little Bones x Reader fic and this is what I came up with. Be warned, it’s nothing but fluff! 

Fandom: Star Trek AOS

Pairing: Leonard McCoy x Reader

Rating: Gen

Warning: none (except for too much fluff)

Words: 2157

The doctor and the Reader are getting closer while spending some time together on an away mission, during which they run into a stunning sight.

You were waiting patiently in the transporter room together with the rest of the away team for the Captain to join your group. For the last few days the crew had studied a newly discovered and yet to be named uninhabited class M planet, and as one of the ships xenobiologists it was your task to take samples of the planets diverse vegetation and collect data about the complex ecosystems.

When Jim finally arrived he was not alone, instead he was accompanied by his extremely grumpy looking best friend, the ship’s very own CMO, Leonard McCoy. Seeing him you cursed inwardly, as you had a huge crush on the doctor and every time you tried to have a normal conversation you started rambling and talking awkward gibberish due to your own nervousness.

The men were bickering forth and back, and while the blond was clearly amused, the doctor’s face showed his annoyance and that he would be rather back in his medbay doing whatever he had been interrupted during.

“Jim, I don’t understand why you need me? You’ve been down there the last five days without me and still nothing happened. Don’t get me wrong, it’s fucking fantastic that the overeager idiots finally learned to not trip over everything dangerous, but can’t just one of the nurses go along? They are more than qualified and I can finally get that damn paperwork that’s piling on my desk done.”

The brunet crossed his arms in front of his chest and threw an angry glance at his friend while letting out an annoyed huff. But Jim being the brave man he was, didn’t get scared easily of his CMO when the guy wasn’t wielding one of his feared hypos. So he just clapped the doctor, who’s mood turned even more sour, on his shoulder and simply laughed.

“Oh Bones, come on. You need to let loose for a while and get a bit away from the Enterprise. Aren’t you normally the first one who wants to get off the ship?”

“That’s on shore leave you idiot, when I can be sure that we won’t stumble over thousand new ways to kill us.”

The blond looked as innocent as possible at his friend, and you felt with Dr. McCoy who walked himself right into that trap.

“But Bones, didn’t you just say yourself that nothing happened so far down there? So it’s pretty safe for you not to die.”

Then he suddenly turned to you.

“What do you say Y/N? Don’t you think Bones should enjoy a nice relaxing walk down on this beautiful planet? You surely would love this grumpy little ray of sunshine as company, right?”

You felt heat creeping up your face, now that their attention lied on you, as you hadn’t expected to get involved into their friendly argument. Or that Jim would call you out on your dumb crush. Damn him and Scotty’s moonshine, being drunk always got you emotional and spilling secrets.

“Uhm, well… The doctor’s right, it’s not as if we really need him. Everything’s gone good so far without him and it’s kinda boring down there if you’ve got nothing to do. So I don’t see the point in him coming with us.”

The Captain’s smile faltered and his face turned into an exasperated grimace of fondness.

Wait, was he trying to help you? So that you could spend some time with Dr. McCoy?

A bit helpless and overwhelmed with the situation you looked at the brunet, who seemed to be disappointed. But why? Thinking about your last words, you realized that you were a bit rude and sounded like you wanted to get rid of him.

Shit.

“Uh, but it’s not like we would mind you to come along… I mean, uhm, it’s quite the opposite, I would be glad if you’d join us.”

The doctor gave you a small smile and stepped up the transporter platform.

“Well, with a nice invitation like that, how could I decline? So let’s get down and see what’s so fascinating about that damned rock.”

Behind Dr. McCoy’s back Jim was grinning like a lunatic and giving you a thumbs up with both hands.

Some other crew mates started to chuckle, clearly trying to hold back their laughter, and again you felt your face heating up.

That fucker. He may have been your best friend, but for this you would make him pay. Couldn’t he at least have given you a fair warning?

The blond menace was the last one to step up before Scotty beamed you down onto the planet’s surface.

While you were doing your job in a small wooded area, you and Dr. McCoy got more than once separated from the rest of the team, due to Jim and all his meddling with herding the others away from the two of you.

As Jim’s best friend the doctor surely had to notice that the idiot was up to something, so you felt more than once really awkward and swore to plan your revenge the minute you’d be back on the ship.

Oh how you would make him suffer. If Scotty could be convinced to tamper a bit with the replicators? So that the ship would deny Jim his favourite treat? Normally the man was always up for a little fun.

While you were thinking about your revenge, the doctor did not complain, instead he filled the silence with nice chatter about your work and all the data you already had collected about the planet.

It probably was the first conversation with Dr. McCoy where you were completely at ease and didn’t worry about making a fool of yourself. This was your work, this was what you were proud of and you enjoyed every minute you spent with the gorgeous brunet.

Well, maybe you should overthink your plans for getting back at Jim and thank him instead. Though that surely would make him insufferable.

But still, thinking about how your heart nearly stopped when the doctor told you to just call him “Leonard”, definitely would make up for Jim teasing you to no ends in the coming weeks.

After several hours of collecting probes and making notes about your surroundings, you realized that the day was ending and that nightfall was looming upon you.

You weren’t the only one who noticed the imminent approach of the night.

“Y/N, I think it’s time we meet with the others and beam back onboard of the ship.”

Unfortunately he was right, and though you would love to spend some more time alone with Leonard, you packed your equipment together and got ready to leave the planet. Throwing one last glance back to the area where you had spend the afternoon, you suddenly saw little blue lights flashing through the trees.

You grabbed the doctor’s arm, trying to stop him from moving away to where he suspected the others had already gathered.

“Leonard! Look! Can you see that?”

He stopped in his movement, his gaze following the stretch of your arm pointing into the direction of the woods.  

“What do you mean? Those blinking lights?”

“Yeah! Come on Leonard, I want to know what’s going on there!”

And with those words you tagged him back the way you had taken earlier. You felt excitement creeping up in you, as you clearly had an idea what could cause the blue flashing light points in the near distance. But you didn’t want to voice your thoughts before you were completely sure.

“God dammit, are you out of your mind? I don’t think it’s a good idea to stumble around in the dark on a strange planet.”

You laughed at his sudden, but also adorable outburst of grumpiness.

“Oh Leonard, where is your sense for adventure? Also, there’s still some light left. Come on, it’s not as if we couldn’t get back onto the ship anytime!”

Leonard let out a huff and mumbled an annoyed, but also slightly amused “Sense of adventure, my ass.”

After a few steps you could hear the soft but steady rushing of water and you remembered the small stream curving it’s way between the trees you had just admired mere hours before. 

This even amplified the suspicions you were having, causing you to walk faster as you could hardly await the magnificent sight that surely would greet you. When you finally reached the stream you weren’t disappointed.

Hundreds of tiny bright blue dots were dancing through the air, drawing complicate patterns by directing an elegant symphony of movements around each other.

You turned to Leonard who rose his eyebrow up, a broad smile spreading on his face mirroring your own delight and awe you felt rising up in you.

“Are these what I think they are?”

“Yes! Fireflies! Or at least this planet’s equivalent to fireflies.”

You stepped forward into their middle, letting out a squeal of joy when you spun once around yourself. The fireflies parted in their ways, now they were swirling around you and you felt like standing in the middle of stars.

You couldn’t take your eyes of the breathtaking spectacle created by the tiny insects flying around you and the doctor.

“Oh Leonard, isn’t this beautiful? Do you know why fireflies glow?”

“It’s a form of bioluminescence, if I’m correct?”

You grinned brightly at the brunet.

“Yeah, it is! At least it’s like this for the species we have on earth. I wonder if these ones here have any similarities to them? The bioluminescence is their way of finding a mate. They communicate with each other through steady glowing, flashing but also chemicals they don’t use for creating light.”

While you rambled on about fireflies and their mating dances you realized the doctor was staring at you with a strange look in his eyes.

“Do you know how beautiful you are, in this light getting all excited?”

You forced out a dry laugh, it wasn’t fair how the charming man tormented you without even knowing so.

“Be careful doctor, one could get their hopes up with your sweet compliments.”

“And what if I would want you to?”

You whipped your head around to see his very serious face and squeaked a surprised “What?!”

Leonard chuckled, clearly amused about your sudden outburst.

“You heard right, Y/N.”

He stepped closer to you, raising his hand to brush it softly against your cheek. You felt your pulse quicken up, the blood rushing in your ears and you held your breath. He surely couldn’t implicate what you had been hoping for so long?

“What would you say if I asked you out?”

You felt him leaning in for a kiss, but he stopped right before your lips, waiting for your answer.

“Of course I’d say yes!”

Those words broke the final straw holding him back and you closed your eyes, your heart soaring with utter joy as he finally sealed your lips with his own.

A few seconds later you suddenly heard a whooping sound from the nearby bushes. Leonard flinched and broke the kiss. It was obvious that he was clearly annoyed for the disturbance interrupting your sweet moment of togetherness. Looking back you saw Jim high fiving someone from security.

“Are you fucking serious Jim?! God dammit, just wait till I get you!”

But Jim just kept cackling, grabbed the red shirt and yelled into his communicator for Scotty to beam them up. They vanished only seconds later before Leonard could do anything.

Meanwhile you didn’t know if you should be mortified or amused about Jim’s shenanigans, so you tried to repress the smile that threatened to bloom on your face while apologizing to the agitated brunet that was still grumbling threats to the spot where Jim just had disappeared.

“Oh god, I’m so sorry about that idiot, I didn’t know that he was planning something like that.”

But Leonard just smiled softly at you.

“That’s not your fault, you’re not responsible for Jim having no decency, so no reason to feel sorry Darlin’. But don’t worry, I’ve got a physical planned for him next week and I have some special hypos with his name on them.”

He let out a sigh, and it seemed as if he was trying to shake off his annoyance about Jim’s behaviour. Well, he surely would be up for some sweet revenge later.

“So, what do you think, should we go back to the ship, meet up for a late dinner and see where it takes us?”

You felt a grin spreading on your face and excitement running through your veins at the prospect of spending more time with the handsome man in front of you.

“I’d love to, Leonard.”

And while the doctor commed Scotty, you drew one last glance back to the fireflies that were still dancing through the air. You send a silent “Thank you” their way before the transporter beam dematerialized you and brought you back to the ship.

tags: @thevalesofanduin @medicatemedrmccoy @toosouthernforspace

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[krazishroomlady-blog]

1. Is there anyone of your friends that you would ever consider having sex with? Oh yeah! I know this really pretty chick. 2. What side of the bed do you sleep on? Both, but I have to fall asleep on my right because if I fall asleep on my left, I have an instant nightmare. 3. Do you love someone on your friends list? Nope. 4. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually? I don’t think so. 5. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex? Not yet; but I have kissed 2 girls. 6. Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film? Yeah they do. I know that for a fact. ;) 7. How many people have you slept with? Slept with? LOL none. Saving that for someone special. But I have made out with a ton of people and had done stupid things LOL. 8. If you cheated on your lover how would you tell them? Direct and blunt like I always do. 9. What would you do if you were cheated on? Be pissed and upset. 10. What is one of your favorite quotes? Hmmm 11. What’s your favorite indoor/outdoor activity? Indoor: Reading and surfing the internet, as well as clearing my mind and observing everything around me. 12. If you could throw any kind of party, what would it be like and what would it be for? I’d throw a psychedelic party and trip the fuck out at a rental house for a week straight with all my peeps. 13. If you could choose anyone, who would you pick as your mentor? I sadly don’t have anyone I’d consider that because I’m always the one being there for everyone. 14. If you could witness any event past, present or future, what would it be? There are many so that’d be hard to choose; but I’d have to say May Weekend 2016 because party hopping until 7am was the best night of my life. One of the many best nights. That, and I’d def re-live that mushroom trip in VT. Most spiritual night of my LIFE!!! 15. Which celebrity do you get mistaken for? No one. 16. Have you ever had something happen to you that you thought was bad but it turned out to be for the best? The time I got caught masterbating in public? LOL 17. What was the last movie, TV show or book that made you cry or tear up? Hmmm I actually don’t know. It’s hard to make me cry. 18. What’s the hardest thing you’ve ever done? Can’t think of anything. 19. What was the last experience that made you a stronger person? Being on my own while abroad and tripping psychedelics definitely helped me grow as a person. 20. When was the last time you had an amazing meal? Last night! I love my food. 21. What’s the best/worst gift you’ve ever given/received? My sports car! And no worst gift-- I take all my gifts special to heart. ^_^ 22. What story does your family always tell about you? Who knows ha ha . My family is so broken it’s not even funny. But my mom does like to brag to strangers that I visited 12 countries and it annoys me so much because I know there are a lot of people out there who are not as fortunate as I am. 23. If you had a super power what would it be? To fly ^_^ Thus, I can travel better, for free, and to any destination! 24. If you woke up tomorrow with no fear, what would you do first? I don’t have fear. I’m not an anxious person. 25. If you could change one law of your country, what would it be? Hmmm.. To legalize psychedelics. It helps so many people on so many levels! 26. Have you ever expected ‘love in return’? Did you get it? Wtf does this mean? I’ve been in love before, yes, and it was wonderful, yet ended badly and now I have trust issues. But they’re getting better. 27. When did you last laugh so much, it hurt? When I tripped balls on mushrooms. That was the hardest I’ve ever laughed in my life and it’s hard to get me to laugh these days. I like never laugh anymore. :( 28. What’s the most marvellous thing you have ever seen with your own eyes? The world as seen on psychedelics. 29. What’s your number one priority? To be free and to forever live free. 30. Who do you need to get in touch with because it’s been to long? Jenny V, man!! I miss my older sis :’( 31. What relationships have ended? But you can’t let go? I let it go about a year ago but it hurt me for so long and was so hard. 32. Are you a starter or a finisher? Starter. A lot of things that I do out of hobbies, I end up never finishing. 33. When did you last do something for nothing in return? I always do that. 34. When did your heart last ‘skip a beat’? Why? I believe I last felt that when I was in love or had a crush on someone. 35. Who in your life do you wish you’d met sooner? I believe everyone comes into your life at perfect timing, so the answer would be no one. 36. Do you always want the answer to ‘what are you thinking about?’ Yes. 37. How are things going for you, now? Pretty good. 38. Is a year past more important than the next hour to come? No. The past can stay in the past. Better things are to come! 39. Do your practice ‘self love’ or ‘self loathing’? If self love is equivalent to masterbating, then yes. 40. What scares you about your future? Does it matter if it isn’t even here yet? Not being free and possibly being trapped in this state and trapped in the same old situation. I try to be patient because I know one day I will miss these days. 41. If you had to move country tomorrow, where would you go? Fuck yeah! Switzerland in a heartbeat!! 42. What aspects of you, do you keep hidden from close friends but expose to loved ones? How caring and romantic I am deep down. 43. Are you a goal setter or a ‘whatever will be, will be’ person? When I get bursts of energy, I am a goal setter. But if I already did something that needed to be done, then I am a “whatever will be, will be” kind of person. 44. How would you hate to be described? As a slut. Because everyone assumes just because I’m flirty and have “flings” that I’m not a virgin, but I secretly am. 45. Is trust more important than love, or is it the other way round? Trust must come before love or else love won’t exist. 46. If you could erase an event from your mind, which one would you choose? Verbal beatings from my past. 47. What makes you special, unique and talented? Get to know me and you’ll see ;) 48. What negative experience keep happening time and time again for you? When are you going to learn from them? Uhm not much except for boredom. I guess I can try new things, but it feels like I’ve already done everything. 49. Are you making your difference in the world or stagnating? I’d hope I’m making a difference, even if they’re the littlest of differences in life. 50. What are you thankful for, this moment? My life and the opportunities I’ve had. 51. What (or whom) drains your energy, why do you let it happen? Long road trips, ha. 52. Do you need to see things before you believe them? Yes. 53. Who are you? *** 54. What are the 3 most important things everyone should know about you? Fun-loving, adventurous, free-spirited 55. Are you more child-like or childish? Child-like because I am mature. 56. Does time really heal all wounds? Yes. 57. Do you tend to be aware of what is going on around you? Always. 58. What is the truest thing that you know? Deep down, we are all human. 59. Are you more of a giver or a taker? Giver 60. 24. Who have you hugged today or yesterday? No one. Shit is rare. 61. 25. Who has done something these days to show they care about you? Hmmm. Well, I’m used to my dad showing that but it’d be nice to see someone else come through for once. 62. Which do you remember the longest: what other people say, what other people do or how other people make you feel? A wise quote once said, “You forget what people say, but you always remember how they made you feel.” 63. What small thing annoys you so much it should be a crime? People who complain. 64. What qualities made you fall in love with your partner? I’m single. But I like people who are caring. 65. Describe your partner in one word? I’m single. 66. How did you know you had fallen out of love with a person? When lies were revealed and there was no-longer a connection. 67. Have you ever had something really good come out of something really bad that happened to you? Can’t think of anything 68. Have you ever MEANT to hurt anyone? I’d hope not. 69. Would you rather be guaranteed to have your dream job or never be heartbroken? First one because the second one already happened. 70. How many lovers have you had? No idea. I’ve made out with a ton of people. 71. You are alone with your lover’s diary. What do you do? Read it!! 72. What frustrates you? Nothing. 73. What gives you inner strength? God. 74. What causes you to panic? Nothing. 75. Have you ever saved someone’s life or had your life saved? Idk 76. Would you consider yourself to be romantic? Oh yeah 77. Is it better to be wanted or needed? Needed because wanting is desperate. 78. Who owes you an apology? My ex for all the lies. Fuck that. 79. What was the last compliment you received ? That I’m very beautiful! 80. Do you lie your way out of things? No. 81. How old were you when you went on your first date? I think 16 82. What would be the perfect gift for you? A ticket to get out of here. That or mushrooms. 83. What’s the worst thing you’ve done to someone you loved? Nothing because I loved with all my heart. 84. What is one simple thing that gives you the happy shivers? Mushrooms and traveling. 85. Have you ever fired a gun? Nope 86. Would you ever date someone outside of your race or religion? Yeah 87. Are you someone that others call when they’re having a problem and want to talk about it? BY. FAR. 88. Do you believe that there is someone perfect for everyone or that people just fall in love with who ever they are with at the time? Either or. 89. Have you ever fallen in love with someone you shouldn’t have? I guess 90. Would you kill an innocent person if you thought it might mean saving a dozen other people? No idea how I’d react in that moment. Ask me after. 91. What are some of the wildest animals you’ve ever touched? ;) 92. Are you a hugger or a non-hugger? Why? Sometimes lol, because hugging is nice, but it would also be nice to feel again. 93. What’s something about yourself that you hope will change, but that probably never will? I have no idea. I love myself. But I do wish I could somehow, someway become more intune with my emotions. I hate feeling numb all the time. I think it’s because I’m scared of becoming hurt again. 94. Did you ever cheat on a school exam? Yup 95. If you could restore one broken relation- ship, which one would you choose? Oh God none of them. 96. How do you define “true love”? Let it define itself. Every love is different. 97. What’s unforgivable? Lying. 98. What do you suspect people say about you behind your back? That I’m a great listener, fun adventure buddy and a great friend who has tons of energy. 99. What’s an example of your passive-aggressive side? Not responding or replying to texts for weeks or months. 100. How have you dealt with loss in your life? Not good but I’ve accepted it and learned they all ended for the better and the people who died are watching over me. ^_^ 101. What silly thing have you done in the name of love? Can’t remember. 102. In relationships, are you more often the “heartbreaker” or the “heart broken”? Why? Either or 103. How many times have you really been in love? One. 104. How many times have you had a broken heart? One. 105. Who has loved you more than anyone else in your life? I don’t know lol I think my dad. 106. What brings a tear to your eye? When I really think about it, my past. But that doesn’t bring a tear to my eye anymore because that VT mushroom trip helped me get over that. 107. What’s weighing heavy on your heart these days? Nothing. But I am disappointed that so many people lost the true meaning of communication. 108. Is there someone in your life who has never (or rarely) let you down? How long have you known this person?  My dad. He’s always been there for me and has never let me down. 109. What do you want? Love and to feel emotions again. Tired of using mushrooms to feel. 110. Are you in love with anyone? Not at the moment. 111. Who was the last person you kissed? Was it Kevin? Wait, no, it was Gabriel, I believe. Jeez, LOL, I can never keep track. 112. Who you wanna kiss really badly? He heeee 113. The last person you talked to? Probably my dad 114. Do you still have feelings for an ex? Deep down, but thankfully, they’re almost gone. 115. Do you think about other people in your life and how you affect them? Sometimes. 116. Is there someone you wish to teach a lesson, and still haven’t? Nope. 117. Are you comfortable talking to strangers? Definitely. 118. What are the three basic factors you look for, in a partner? Caring, compassion, and understanding. 119. Is there a feeling you are trying to ignore? What is it? My emotions because I’m afraid of getting hurt and lied to again. 120. Do you love me? I have no idea who you are. 121. Are you attracted to other people? Yeah. 122. What are your views on commitment and marriage? Committment scares me but I do hope to get married one day. I know. I’m full of contradictions.  123. Do I make you feel safe and secure? No idea who you are. 124. Does your first love still hold a special place in your heart? Forever and always will. <3 125. Have you been in a relationship before, and if so, why did you break up? Yes and it hurt.

[throwingideasatthewall]

The Clone Wars     The Zillo Beast Strikes Back

         (Season 2 Episode 19)

I really thought the first episode     was surprisingly good and I hope the     quality     con-      tin     ue s;

           Moving on;                         Cost   ly-                Recap,       getting real deep                 into the details                   ......              Good     that shows commitment to the story                       ..     And      attention to the (good) details 

               . .                      [Also how yeah are they going to transport that     beast?]

                Who said spent a little more time     explaining it to       the natives          [Why   they needed a dead    beast]

         Still good                 still good,

          Pretty

         Okay

“Tensions       Run         high,”

Hey,    that’s      a       reasonable    reaction,

   (They’re going to put extra   security     on it?)

  How long   till it breaks out.

[I mean thing   might look tiny]

Look at all those        buildings

     [also this will be a nice   scale

 We really didn’t   get much of it

On the   desert planet

 Cause there were no buildings around

  After the   destruction

  (Neat      Detail-)

That one trooper’s      really excited

You think you want to be a   zoo-logist?

Neat

Spiky and big       but sleepy

Uhm.     (Cute)

(Oh you stop with that death music it’s     adorable)

As are most animals

Though that’s likely     more so      anticipation music        . .        So it’s Fine

      But just look at       ‘em,

Ador-able       !

(I’m sorry I cannot take this     seriously with him sleeping     so peacefully)

Good    for        ‘em

  *em

[Oh yeah      [just]       bring the     Chancellor here.

 Is he going to get     Donkey     Kong-ed?         i’m sorry     but just the idea.     .

Of Sidious     held hostage      By a   giant beast,      On top of     a building..

It’s just so     hilarious.

(Not to mention his     force lightning      powers)     Baby      [An-imal]      Possib     ly        .     Okay,      Right,       Why would      they     stop.

 Aight         —-         Okay           -         Good      Ideas           -     A-ight.

   Whelp,          Good

     Uhm,        Right,

  Okay     ,

  Now,     Right,

Wh-       Elp,  

 Uhm,     Okay,

Right,

Nice

Okay

Chancellor      isn’t having it

Look    

At him

You ruined his evil     diatribe, Windu

He isn’t having that     “you should assume some accountability”        argument..

Ruining the   giant monster plot-          -      with his logic

   Good       times

[Palpatine’s going to dismiss him    rudely      isn’t         he?

    He’s pissed           -              Terrible war

Note; how he said nothing   about the beast safety

Which is Windu’s     main concern

[and his earlier   gaslighting of      Windu’s    conscience

*Put      Down      *             ?        .    

^ ^

Nice

 Sleepy.      .

 Bean.      (Pet      Name-       Light     ly.]

 Any way!

  [There’s the   scientist.]

  Seems        Nice.

   She doesn’t have   au-thority

 Nor      Do     You.  “Good care,”

 Nice

Mace         Is     Humanitarian       towards          Ani-     mals-

 -also can we stop calling at the        “beast”?

   It’s an      animal?

[’Beast’ is for when it’s attacking you      And           it’s not fully identified]

 And     it’s   adorable

[as well   as has an already established name]

[i’ll say call it whatever you want     but this is   assumed     authority,       And whoever     names it first             is          king         . . . .      Seriously ?     does no one  care for it as a     cute fluffy animal?       (I know it’s scaly  my point stands)

Like seriously everyone’s viewing it as a       resource

[Makes me   sad]

Starting to think that one clone trooper      Should      be in   charge,

He at least       seem-ed to give a     -shit

Well treated

As a resource

Windu;       i’m calling bullshit     but   alright

[is he going to     spring him?

*em

I want Windu to spring ‘em for      environmental justice

Ok, how long does the plotting   bullshit goes down and they start   tearing the scales off the thing?

Um

Ma-jestic

He’s calling     Heavy.. bullshit

Good for     Windu..

(I like this character   .very much.)

 Nope      [Death       Music      .]

 Big

  Good           -           Aight

Uhm        ..     Bu-        ld

Obi-Wan      shut up 

[You are the worst character]

Not in character design

Just in being the     absolute    .worst.

  Great

    Neat

   Al-      right-

I mean-     he could be studying it to find which climate would be best for it -   I mean you can’t just drop a random      Non native-       Life      Form     -     Onto     a random planet-       and   Hope for the     best-

And this is the closest thing to safe neutral   controlled   territory       . . .      that they have

So make sense that they bring him here   to figure it     out

  [The chancellor      able to manage     who they have treaties with and which planets are inhabited

[and what uninhabited planets could be   possibly viable        environment        . . . .         Re-hom-ing    locations-

For him     *em

*Effort*

Oh yeah   not worth the effort to make sure the very   rare species     doesn’t      dare

  [this is why you’re     the fucking worst.]

     In.uni.

   Any        Way-

   Well that was a   calm way of saying,           He didn’t      give me an      explanation            . . .       Which is     understandable      and          A pretty         decent      response,

    .         Try

    Wait what?

Can we       re-wind that again?       ...  Obi-Wan     -     no       -        All he said 

“was that he didn’t get an answer,”

He-

  Do not   escalate the situation.

  Do not send     Anakin to badger the    chancellor.

[If Windu wants to escalate the situation   he will,]

You are not the responsible [least     Toxic] Adult

Please just let       Windu handle it

[I love how they cut away like you know   Windu’s    rolling his eyes

[Obi-won- 

“]

]

Well,  not too bad     just seems tired

Planet acclim-      ation          -         Or the   sed-      atives           -           Will do   that    to you)

Though admittedly it could be a less     in-vasive     environment-

With more   com-patibility-

 Oh

   ?

  What?

    Oh       No!

[Don’t hold    the fluffy bean!]

What   is going on   exactly?

Like don’t get me wrong I know there’s 

  slight discomfort

But    how     bad-

[like is what they   inserted into them a sedative?

Enough,

 Good-

 That’s      Good

  But seriously

If you’re going to      study an animal   you shouldn’t do shit like that

Passive observation

  Seeing if it sheds

  Perhaps,        Getting        Samples

The only time   those things to be    taken off -      ... them         ...  is upon     death         -     with respect to the    life        cycle,            And,      the decomposition     cycle-

     Not going-

Toxic   excessive-

And causing        -   pain

 Aw

Sentient       Bean-

   Oh          No.

Oh it is picking things up   relatively quickly,

Surprisingly    quickly,

figuring out that     this was the one to      Yell          at           ...    despite there being      Mryaid        Of     possibilities,

  And   would usually focus on the,

  Pain-    ful         Ones,

  Com

  So take a small       scrape sample. off the scales

   Like you straight   up tried to       rip   off      the scales.      ... Armor-

And not the   Jedi’s?

   Just thought -in the     pecking order they’d be lower

   Under tanks    and 

    shielding

And protection to the     higher ups           ...

Centurion        Armor.

 First

  Ok how about you   don’t..

Or send her to the planet   and wait to     see if she sheds.

Like,no

Until the   bean       ... is dead       (Un     fortunate)

 You      can’t-    be doing-          ....    Stuff-         Like         That-

    -         What the     fuck?

  Also;     mace Windu       a thousand miles away;      I hope the fuck you do       you be a dead son of a bitch,

Lady, just call the Jedi

Mace Windu is clearly an     environmental         -     animalistic         focus            -      Have him insta kick this      bitch

(Which he can as    his specialty)

Call tox

    *Like         Medic

And kick the bitch   to accountability

* or semi   accountability in this case 

 (’Cause if you get caught with a           Spoon-       -”

 Pr-otest

  Good

  Mace Windu       -     Has a teammate-

 Intelligent

Oh no-

Oh noo

That    could’ve been possibly        meant

“I thought   that was just an   extraneous detail”

👍

 Animal

You’ve been calling it a   Beast   this whole time

Also,     damn look at those    sad eyes!

That Things 100%         Sent.

You can’t do      that!

Ok I need to plot this out

This living creature-

Is sentient      enough        To     Un-der      Stand

Lan-guage

   And feel pain

Let me just play a few scene   so I get the morality right

So,     dude’s sleeping under ground,

(Those guys apparently just         . Got injured by its sleeping movements,)

 Then

  It finds some guy

 Tries to get it off him        (Reasonable)

   Those two guys flee     (After     Anakin spent multiple occasions getting in     it’s way..

  Clearly     un-wonton       and     un-wanted

    So clearly going over the        “don’t bug others         rule,”

    Then these guys   -definitely heck with it

     By throwing        bombs,          And    generally breaking        every        (rule).  The liquid thing is kind of weird

      That being the equivalent of        pumping     planet waste material            Poison)               So it pretty well fits under the attempt of harm                /murder

        And the    guards clearly attempt        to murder it.

So immediate      accountability is in play

  But     they try to kill them

   (Note I know the situation is bad but it’s     Immediate Accountability

     Not immediate death

(However,       it’s really weird with non      humans)

    (Or even just   humanoids,)

  Because I know what another      human could do

  Humanoids have the same       about structure

   With minor     ex -cessive- differences?

    Like- how

(The standards      are really different        here)

   I’m not sure she could have even picked them up       without hurting them.

         I really hope     we get to see her talk

        So   we can get more info

      Because that’s    really    fascinating.

 Co-mment

 Hey     it noted that!        ...   That’s   -really   neat

[Also   geez that must suck,       Having    to be moved from your   planet...      Against       your       will     and things   that you might not be able     prevent. .         Because     some asshole won’t     share the damn planet, 

And everyone   else is enabling.

(It’s the frozen planet thing    All over again    .but better.]    This time   the species     might not actually have an option,

But   doesn’t   negate         -  it’s   sentience,

Kill

Dude,   seriously,

Like I’m not a fan of it   but you could just sedate them,

Turn the fuel wanted some kind of solid       (Point)

And

Argh-

(It brings me no   moral pleasure to say this) 

Cut the scales from the     skin-

Without,   too much pain 

Assume

(Still   should   not do it)

Monster

(Also lady just      call the Jedi)

 You know one who’s against it

You don’t even have to mention the   chancellor by name

Just say some crazy orders got   brought down the line

 And you need   -some help

Oof

‘She   ain’t having your bullshit’

Right

Okay

Whelp

Good scene       setting.    

You really feel how   out of place   Anakin is,    -  

Oof

The music’s    really nice

Really helps set the scene

And the height       Just-

Perfect       (Sets a beautiful        set of risk)

 Oof and Obi-Wan questioning     Am-idala

(The costume choice works        very nicely here-       Causing Amidala        to stand out,       From the       variety,         But still have the kind of    muted sense of the situation,

    (Lot of other senators           wearing purple            (-though more             solid)

And the lighting is pretty nice too,

Looking pretty   naturally with the setting-

Oh,     no,

Aw, that’s kind of nice

 A good    bit of levity

(Possibly    parodying     the masters,         Amidala          and        Anakin      technically)

     (Anakin    did build        CP3PO         though)

     Aight,          Nice,

.

 Pro      B-

 You know   that actually would make sense

I was actually expecting     the more blow it up    solution

   But    just trying bugging the      Senator      (Chancellor)       Palpatine             .       Is a pretty good    (non-escala      tory)         First  step       . . .       .

That would   just let Senator   Amidala see it,     assuming   she wouldn’t have an   issue;     and wouldn’t   notice the smell     rift.    .. -      Male-stare

‘ Mace Windu   told you to leave it alone     and let him handle it,     And you decided fuck     that       I’mma   gonna screw things up,       Didn’t         You?”

Ch-ancellor

Oh     that’s actually a smart plan        -     Gang up on the   chancellor       .      Never mind      A second    pair of eyes     might be   helpful in case   he tries that      hologram   shit again,

(Never mind the fact that     Ami-dala- doesn’t go missing   under mysterious circumstances,”

It’s  a good   plan

Kinda

That’s-    pretty damn fair-     -      Voice-         -     That’s- a little too     environmental but I get the point

(As in it’s ignoring the fact that the    Zilla beast does have a voice,    Just no one‘s listening

  Or reading its body language,     Like a good    sentient would

  (The issue is it’s         accountability          -The ability      to hold others        accountable-

  Which it doesn’t seem to be capable of doing to the         fine degree of      other humans-

   Other   humanoids-

 “ Be it’s      accountability,”         Is More        accurate          a phras-           ing

     Also geez can you imagine that   sit-uation?

 -

 Like either force-d to kill another sentient species or be submitted to   this?

  -

   I give the Zilla beast a lot of damn   credit-

   For the re-straint

Real         shit           . ..    Sit-

   Neither have    you,

  Seen your    -self

   In action!

Like   yeah dude you pull out a laser sword,      When someone threatens you,

(Pretty damn unaccountable)

At least the Zilla beast has a       damn good excuse,

    Life

Yep-

 Warr         ant a discussion

   No,         It warrants the   envir-onmental focus-          Kicking the     offender,          Straight to      accoun-tability            And     every     one else,    Lea-ving    the damn thing       alone,     (Bastards)          ....    ?

I mean-

 That’s       kinda fair-

Heck     not every-       one-       

   Heck- not every generation-     Has an environmental focus

    And,  animals are damn   weird-

   But- I’m going to say      if you see a puppy kicked-        You should      tell that dude to        fuck       off,

  And no I do not      resent that-

   Even if it’s      food

(Which no one should be messing with     in the first place)

   But fair-

  Chan-cellor   

    Still don’t    like this-

 Stop being a complaining        dick and eit        -her do it or    don’t-

  Oh does he have a   hesitation from his previous experience?

    Secrets do not stay       secret

   Mate you deployed the military,              Who have to answer                 to the council,

          Not to mention all of the               Internal law and military                 enforcement                    On planet                     That saw     this shit go down

                (Would probably be    defensive of you holding a dead    creature)

Also yeah   it’s Obi-Wan’s        fault

(How he knows about something      he didn’t witness.       Idk,       Guess   someone told him.”

   Anakin?

   What-       ever.

    Aight

Called        out

No the point of democracy is to form a      hierarchy of authority         And with some people’s decision     matters more than others          There was very little ability to        self determined,

     And often times  ends up just arguing over    basic human decency,

    Doesn’t have to involve   subterfuge

   But things can escalate for the worst with   toxic behavior

       *enabling            espec

Die

Oy!

Any   -one paying attention to that?

(Dude, blown cover!      )

No, better option just go straight to     Windu,

You thought     he was being held for a tests     ... He   wasn’t    ,       Time to get the ass kicking squad in for     questioning,

 Windu

*Not      Obi-      Won-    -

 That was   damn threatening

  Aight,

(Also yes, you do,    Go tell    Windu.)

Here’s the conversation;

 ‘Ok, I’ll just relay that to      Master      Windu-”

    “Wait, no - don’t do that-         !”

   (Done jokingly)

 The conversation’s         fine,

  War is never going to be won until someone assumes         accountability

Both points of “feck you” 

  Well at least Anakin isn’t hail-ed as the    “enabling Savior”,

   And does sorta take          Amidala     ’s          Side,         ,       Re-     asonable

          [call             Windu]

Shit     ...

Also      “your       groomer       has     groomed        you       well”

    To       never        pick       a side       .  .. Ex-         Cuse-        Me-         -         Help         ing     ...       He   noticeably     switched            his       body       over      to your side,

      And his   “both sides thing,”               .... .        Was is clearly a        ‘feck          you,

  Appro    -priately

     Oh

     No he       DOESN’T!

      And Anakin isn’t innocent   here,

  So knock off the   tone

  No puppy dog   was kicked,

   Anakin fully   knows what he’s advocating       is wrong

   And appro         -priate tone should be applied

 ‘That was      malicious

You can’t hoodwink an     adult,

Productives are well aware    of common decency            Rules,

 Selectives know      their shit

   This is an          act of        malician          . . .          And should be           framed as such     .   yeah I have no idea what’s going on with   him either

[Doing that    unaccountable juice again.)

Oh,     hi,    ,       Wait you’re just gonna straight up gas      ‘em-

  But-

(Does this turn them   into a super angry pissed off monster?)

Zilla

Stop enabling   this!

   [Character            Yell,]

        Bitch,

Kill      em’

  ‘I will grab the thing    , but I’m still asking you to do the thing,”

    This is why       ‘sorry             is bullshit,’

      . .

      Um      Whelp,         Time         to see     the baby       get kicked,”      -          “I’m  Sorry,”

We talked about how that doesn’t excuse     actions    ... I swear if they pull that they said they were sorry, so that means everything’s ok every episode,

  [I will    strike every episode]

Til the mark

Any      way.

Begin     procedure        .       And with that she is undoubtably      irredeemable,           . ...

(I swear to god if they play happy music of an ending where she is supposedly redeemed

   Or enabled)

Calling    heavy   bullshit,

   A   puppy     killer     runn      -ing           free       With        No           Ch   -ance        Of even the slightest bit of      come      uppance,            ....   Isn’t      happy         - - -         Any       Way,              Even worse   that      it’s sentient           -           Going to switch        from       “That’s              A          Puppy!”         to       “THAT’S              A         SENTIENT!”

(Both are equally      frick-ed up)

  De-     served-   

 Yeah-

Turns out when you threaten someone’s life they immediately going to assume accountability mode   

              (Not)

 I’m just really angry

At the characters in the        universe

But yeah,  Damn,

        Poor             Zilla,

         Got            tears            in my eyes

     [Like imagine          that bullshit]

Like either she was restrained            her self enough        so she didn’t kill people

Or the situation was so bad          it literally caused       an adrenaline          like situation

     Free-         ing herself

     Seeing as she doesn’t seem to be a bad   “pers’- 

     [The accountability scale-           still         un-established,”     [Selective          accountability?

     Involuntary         accountability?

    Does her body       just flare up into attack mode          when stuff like that happens)

   Just-

   Whoa-

   No-

  Don’t shoot the      baby   !     sent    ient!

 I don’t     like the sound of that,

You’re not going to like    

what they did to her?

[also wait,    what are the properties of that gas?

  Like what does exposure      do to her?

  [I know they said it was poisonous,        But      that was coming from the assholes  that thought stabbing      her was a good idea,

*em

 Any      Way,   

Good point

Like how          dude’s backing away               .       Good trooper

I hope he was the       Zoologist           One            .      seems to be       smart,

Oof

(Dude didn’t even get to see the        Zila,)

   Oof

   It    doesn’t even attack anyone!

  (It goes away        from the tanks)

    My        Damn          heart,

        Oof

       I hurt

      Good

(Oh geez,   she probably didn’t even know they were still out there.”

 Oof,

Okay, fakers,

Also she took out was the beams screwing with her,

 There         was like one guy,

   (I remember         I thought about commenting,          “Karma,”.        at that moment,

  If Lady’s on the ground        it’s her own fault,

Zilla,     didn’t do anything to her

Dick,

  ?

  Oy,       Bullshit,

   She, went the other direction

  And      seemed very specific about     avoiding things

 I’m calling      very light         (Cir-cum        stantial-)    Bull shit

    There must be a fire     Oh no

    (Yeah the structure-

     Must suck

    To be sp-

How is he     reaching her 

after her thing was destroyed?

Damn

Also, wait 

it’s night?

How long     have they been   standing there?

(Also Mace     Windu       is going to     kick    your      ass.”

Also, look at that

She’s trying to go under the beams!

This is clearly not     malicious,

  And I mean it makes     a lot of sense,

   She’s a ground living          creature,            (Sentient)

        She probably thought lower altitude was safe

  And not with all    this      (non      sense),

    toxin

Oh yeah    just gas     the city!                 -      with multiple     in-     habitants     of    different   biological      structure-

                                 [Don’t bother turning it into a   blade]

                                 Or                                     bullets]

.

 Hurry

[Not try anymore       practical       solutions,]

Why...   

 Have you done     this?

[Oh yeah don’t bother sounding the alarms for      everyone,

   Screw them

    Only           the servants matter,”

 “Gen,       No,      don’t stay      with   General    Kenobi,        He      will       get      you     killed,

Now, I kno

Fun

-     See,   she gives them a warning yell!

She’s more-so tripping than     malicious,

Also made if you saw a (malicious) beast coming your way and decided to stand near it

  -That’s your      own fault,

   Like,        Darwin’s          law           No          Euth,

     To be fair dude does give the orders.  And that      was her way of saying I don’t like that guy

         I’m just really sad about her      condition.

 Tr-

   High     er    Van         Ta          Ge

    Point-

    Also yeah that does seem like a smoother safer advantage point where she wouldn’t hurt anyone

   Aight,

   Okay, seriously      how the fuck are            there fires?

   She      hasn’t- 

   That’s just something completely     different,

    [Like-         I don’t know if I wanna know the story but that           is intriguing]         

      Aw,           Small,

       See now    she’s sticking to sections       where she can’t      hurt       people.         .

    Whelp

    “Also everyone get to your   rooms,

    These       frickers;

 Like there was an alarm      earlier      right?

   There was a      siren       ..

  How?

  No-pe

 Yes you stay on top of that dome

   Proud          Of           This          Zilla’

     Eva-           Cute?

     Also wait   wasn’t she just in the scene below

 Some        One-

   Dude all she did was   yell at him,

  Re-     Strain         T!

   Gosh darn, Yoda -     you fricking        enabler

Also how long until Windu finds out she’s been injured and..  freaks out.

 Loading.

Lost

And,   they were all given fair warning and if you’re not smart enough to get out of the way that’s your own fault

* Un    accountable

  Off

How’s    Windu    feeling?

 Aight

 Bullshit,    you planned that-

Also   why are you including everyone else?

That seems like a   security   hazard?

Toxin

.

De-stroyed

Clearly no

You should be     glaring daggers at him  

being like   “bitch    no,”

Padme      Isn’t      innocent

Pr-

[Windu        is going to kick a bitch]

   It

  No

   Hi,

  Hey, want to talk to you

 VALID

  Good

  OH NO   

Fuck off Yoda

  (Amoral-

You shouldn’t   shoot them in the first place-

Also this is just establishing that     Mace Windu is literally the only sane person,

 Yoda literally only cares about the       chancellor         . . .      and would’ve shot him

   Dick,       Don’t

(Feckin   dammit Anakin,)

   The Zilla        Just       Wants      a nice talk.

      Bad

Yes just let the Zila talk you         irresponsible fuck

Like, seriously        Now she’s       going to have to try and catch you with her hands,

   And if anyone gets hurt      it’s their own damn fault.

  Som-

    Stupid

     Damn-         Just.  Talk

  with the damn Zila,

  -

  I swear..

 I fuck-

She was already paying attention 

you damn fuck

                Zilla-         catch-  Whelp,

Dumbest freaking      plan ever,

Zilla,          Pick up

“ also you have to think about what Zilla- is thinking at them       at this moment-

Like-

  Oh- shit

No   

They could possibly die!  She     just yells at them this     entire time!

   Damn...

Pretty sure   that dude tried to shoot      her...

  Not-

 Dick

   Oh         No,

   This-

   She gave dude      five fucking warnings

        De-press                   ....

I’m       Go       Write          A        Fluff        Fic

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Since a few have been answered already I’ll answer the rest 

1: Looks are not important to me so much i believe there should be some kind of physical attraction, but i’m more about personality! 

2: relationships are totally worth it to me! I’m not into hooking up all the time plus my SO usually becomes my bestfriend 

3: no Obviously not lol 

4: It’s very complicated…. I’m technically not in a relationship with the guy, but we’ve both said we want to be… 

5: I’m not really sure what it is, but i don’t think it’s love just yet 

6: technically I guess I am? 

7: absolutely I prefer to be committed to one person! Tbh they get all of my time an attention when i’m not around friends and family. 

8: he’s just a bit taller than me has this crazy sense of humor that I completely adore. He’s got this adorable smile, deep brown eyes and hair and is so god damn handsome whenever I get a picture I melt (I actually almost fell over yesterday because of this) 

9: a guy with a great sense of humor who adores me as much as i do him.

10: I’m not really sure. I prefer to know a person before I say I’m in love. 

11: surprisingly yes! 

12: depending on how bad it is I will if it’s something stupid like they broke their plans with me or gave away a minor secret behind my back no biggie i’ll probably forgive them, but if they cheated or something…. i’m gone believe me I don’t do well with that shit

13: kinda, kinda not? it’s hard because like i’m not mad at the people that i’m getting jealous over… i’m just insecure. oh well lol

14: yessssss ahah same guy but also a little crush on some one else i think, but they’ll never know 

17: Yes! if it’s a quick kiss i’m A ok with it, but i don’t make out in public 

apparently there’s no 18 or 19??? soo uhm yeah 

20: i try to shower every day sometimes I dont get the chance and I have to shower the next day, but I keep myself clean!

21: I don’t know… IF ANY OF YA THINK I’M A CUTIE AND HAVE FEELS SEND ME ANON HEARTS AND I’LL LOVE YOU FOREVER!!! 

22: I hope a certain some one is, but who knows for sure 

23: Yes are you kidding me!? People can’t do that?? like when i’m in a relationship holy shit i’m 110% into that person they become everything to me and also i’d never want to hurt some one in that way. 

24: I hope i’m at least engaged, but then again i could just be alone forever… so i guess if anyone wants to make a pact to get married by a certain age HMU Lmfao 

25: YESSSSS ugh i’m holding out on some one, but hey shit happens 

26: actually yes my Ex. and we’re still good friends. I also would not want to lose him. he’s an amazing person with a huge caring heart. 

27: I wouldn’t call it a poem, but it was a really long rant/letter to the man who loves me next. 

28: I’m not entirely sure, but my extremely mentally abusive ex probably did because a guilty conscience usually blames the other half. (he accused me of cheating and i would rather die than cheat on some one) 

29: No. never have. never will.

30: actually I have…. i’ve never felt good about my stomach and have always wanted to get it fixed some how, but i never will. 

31: yes I have. I’ve had my fair share of heartbreak 

32: I have many a time. you cant change some ones heart and thats fine! ]

33: obviously lol 

34: I mean I almost did once….

35: Of course I have haha

36: yes! in fact i almost dated him when we were in high school! 

37: yup…. and they told me, but i dated him anyways and what a fuck up that was….

38: yes!! omg i was in shock when it happened 

39: Yes, but they’d never know because I’m respectful 

40: all the time! i write to get my feelings out 

41: I have (and it was goooooooddd) 

43: my longest relationship was a year and a month or so. 

44: I’ve had a total of 5 boyfriend in my lifetime lol 

45: like 0 i was the human equivalent of birth control or some shit 

46: a lot with my SO at the time lol

47: 21! 

48: I’d probably tell them i’m really happy for them and wallow for a bit before moving on. 

49: I currently do not so i guess my favourite thing about the person I like is that goofy smile I get when i’m being cute lol 

50: I mean i don’t think i’ve met my true love so probably not?

51: there’s lots of people i would do anything for. i’m the type of person who drops anything for a friend in need.

52: Yes. a family member, my ex roommate. probably more, but you know what best of luck to them they’re gonna need it 

53. I’d hope not…. 

54: theres a lot of people i could never forget 

55: this one time a boyfriend of mine surprised me with a date where we drove all the way to one of his old home towns and he showed me around. he then took me to a dinosaur museum (which i love that shit so much) we walk through the entire thing and we got to the gift shop i went to the bathroom because it was like a 2-3 hour drive home and he bought me a stuffed T-rex and a cute keychain (i still have both)

56: 5 facts! I have a chubby tummy, long legs,a cute butt, thick thigs, pretty eyes, a cute smile and long/wild curly hair! and I’m very soft

57: I hope you realize that you turned out exactly like your father and you’re a pathological liar who deserves nothing more than whatever comes his way 

58: snacks! surprise adventures, cute snuggle days, HEAD RUBS!!! whispering cute things to me when I least expect it in public! 

59: Picture will be posted! 

60: If i remember correctly it was around 7 years 

61: their eyes and smile 

62: oh god honestly non sexual wise… run me a romantic bath. sexual wise…. we wont go there right now…

63: genitals touching other genitals? idk 

64: anything beyond joking flirtatiously tbh 

65: oh god whispering what they’re going to do to me. kissing down the neck and spine. those are just a few. 

66. Dominant and sub idk 

67: perfect date would probably be going out to a museum or aquarium and then going to a nice dinner 

68: straight 

69: I’m not really sure it varys 

70: Lots of things. whispering, slow kissing, touching 

71: ahaha this is akward my kinkiest wet dream was being tied up and dominated tbh 

73: just treat me like a princess for the day honestly 

74: some one who can lift me tbh 

75: sweetest thing was some one  brought me flowers to my work place and took me out for late night denny’s after a long anxious day. 

76: I guess making some one soup and cold remedies while they were sick 

77: as long as it’s legal and consensual then no biggie 

78: I almost was in a threesome once that was wild.

79: ah last time was some one got to hang out with a person i really wanted to hang out with but couldn’t because they’re too far away 

80: I tell my friends I love them at least once a day. so today technically. last time i said it and meant i was in love was at the beginning of the summer before my breakup 

81: Chris, dani, liam, hunter, and david  (only one of these ppl have a tumblr) 

82: my friend ash 

83: a guy named Jordan (he was my bestfriend in kindergarten)

84: distance was becoming too much for both of us

85: I mean technically I have (if you count online dating) but if not then yes probably 

thank you for asking!!!