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screwattack · 4 years

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briefly considered touching upon some transhumanist themes w/ my portrayal because it would befit samus’ nature as something beyond human due to her chozodian upbringing & her relationship / dependency on the suit to make her feel whole but i don’t really know how far i can go exploring these ideas because transhumanism, at least the most baseline rendition, is a bit trite & really only fun in a fictional context as opposed to its real world considerations & i’m unsure how well they would intersect with samus as a transgender woman, because this is something which exists in the real & an aspect i still need to expand upon, although briefly. much like my own transness it’s not something i want to deeply focus on

#DATAFILE //: OOC—001.#what i mean is i'll write a post about her relationship w/ gender as understood by space-fairing humanity & why she chose to transition #as well as the specifics of how #but it's also the space future & i can indulge in the fantasy of it being a bit of an easier process than now y'know?#wish fulfilment & all that #i had to put a hold on my HRT because quarantine hit & i had to save as much money as i could to pay rent instead #of buying hormones & they took me off it #but thankfully my dysphoria is minimal enough to the point where i can live as is without too much discomfort #but god do i still want that sweet-sweet estrogen #just wish i had the money & the resolve to go through the screening process again #samus had it much easier & i'm happy for her #the fictional character on which i project my unresolved issues because that is healthy & fine & not a bad sign at all

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