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#lmfao literally#like yeah sure its not chemically addictive#but bro?#we are literally going to the gas station why do you need to smoke weed to do that#and use it every every day and blow massive amounts of money and go into debt and use my christmas money to buy it#but sure yeah not addictive#lets go with that lol#oh lemme throw this in that this is not a post about chronic pain so dont come at me with that if these tags somehow make u mad
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i wonder how kevin's fitness-obsessed mind justifies his alcohol addiction
#kevin day#aftg#all for the game#like does he think as long as his hangovers don't effect his court time its ok?#that doesn't really fit with the idea that he's a health freak outside court too#like you're telling me he doesn't see the irony of counting calories in decimals then downing a litre of straight vodka?#or is he just so addicted he cant stop?#i feel like he'd go for rehab if he thought it would influence his long term playing but that doesn't seem to be on his bucket list#like i get he'd be hopelessly addicted at the nest but now that his future seems to have some light i'm not sure why he still lets his#addiction destroy him slowly when he's thankfully now adamant on achieving a livable life#idk if this makes sense or if its been addressed somewhere else before but yeah i was just wondering#also sorry if this is inconsiderate or ignorant as to how addictions work i don't know the best
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when you're the main character's little brother and doomed by the narrative because the author decided that the cult trauma wasn't enough. rip aaron
#ts4 render#aaron#aaron is a curious case as a character because i think in the very first thing i wrote about aiden and sam#aaron was not a nice person he was still in the cult and aiden and aaron never had a good relationship#but aiden still felt guilty about you know. leaving aaron at the cult because aiden still recognizes that aaron is just mimicking their#parents etc etc#then i think i changed it so that aaron and aiden did have a good relationship but aiden did leave aaron at the cult#so then he very understandably feels guilty about that but the thing is aaron is. dead in this version too#so aiden very much feels responsible for aaron's death and he also theorizes that the people in the cult literally killed aaron#which i'm pretty sure wasn't actually the case but aiden's like trying to find someone other than himself to be angry at. you know#and THEN came the versions where aaron does run away with aiden#but now aaron instead dies under aiden's care and their relationship is like pretty complicated before aaron's death#mostly because of aiden's addiction so aiden very much feels responsible for aaron dying. so yeah
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“None of which we had access to for security.” Oh really? Then how the fuck was JJ able to play Scrabble with her then?????
#criminal minds#this makes me so mad#warning the following tags will turn into a novel#this and the fight between Spencer and JJ#how was she able to look Spencer in the eye and say Emily is dead and help him grive while also playing Scrabble with her#did Hotch play any online games with her?? NO#“but she couldn’t tell him” pretty sure she also couldn’t play online word games with her#“he’s my best friend” I mean you roll your eyes every time he opens his mouth or you shut up down whenever he talks about his interests#but yeah your his ”best friend”#not Emily ”I’m so proud of you” “never stop being you”#or Penelope “I know I’m sorry�� *presses two fingers to her lips then to his forhead* Spencer: ☺️#also Pen: *keeps his secrets despite not being able to keep anyone else’s*#she didn’t tell anyone about his mom when she found out nor did she tell Tara or Luke about his addiction#AND THEN HIS “BESTIE” JJ IMMEDIATELY DID#I’m sorry what was this post about oh yeah “dead Emily”
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was playing the new TF2 halloween event, and someone noticed that my avatar was a flamingo and complimented me on it. things are perhaps good, i think.
#been playing for like... 8+ hours? i like a lot of the maps#freaky fair is probably the map i spent the most time on today. like god damn#dynamite. i only played one/two rounds of. it's a neat concept. ive played a map similar to it before#toxic seemed neat. only time i played was with like 6 people max. haven't queued for it again yet#circus is fine. player destruction isn't usually my thing. due to my ability to die constantly#outburst. its versus saxton hale. i can't really say much more than that. it's fine#blazehatten. really really messy. brushes you can stand inside. invisible clipping where railing use to be. missing textures.#iirc it was like that before zombie infection was added. like all of those problems (if not most). im sure they'll get sorted out soon.#dont really have much thought on it's gameplay though#darkmarsh. havent played yet. it looks neat from the screenshots ive seen.#happy to be doing contracts again. freaky fair has been really distracting me from doing more of them.#MVM upgrades in a normal match is weirdly addicting. i kinda wish the map was 5cp instead of 3cp.#mostly due to how sometimes we'll get steamrolled to the middle point and have to struggle getting currency if they have it locked down#since the only ways you make money are: killing enemies and capturing mid#wanted to play with a friend to do the contracts but they were busy all night and i got kinda lonely just playing on my own#normally its not something i think about#but yeah. updates good. messy in places. but not unplayable.
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yeah ok I honestly didn't expect how much this silly spy game series would grip my brain. idk what about it enraptured me (i know. it's the damn characters and writing) considering I don't really consume that much spy media (but knowing me i don't have hard borders on my interests. if i like it i like it nomatter the genre). but im happy it entered my radar. many thanks to my partner frankie for pushing me into the rabbit hole after hearing her talk about and draw her spy blorbos
THOUGH. FUNNY THING IS. I already had a close encounter with ieytd almost two years before I properly got into it. I was arranging an oc playlist on spotify when it suggested me this song:
i was like "oh cool. this sounds like a spy game theme." then I added it to the playlist because it fit this oc's vibes. I did not check it out however.
fast forward around november 2023 and frankie was gushing about this new game she's playing and i was like "huh. hm. the title sounds familiar". whenever she says the title the song plays in my head. IT TOOK ME DAYS before it really clicked in my head that THEY'RE THE SAME DAMN THING!!!! I guess it was really fate that brought me here. and I'm pretty happy about it.
#ieytd#? i guess. it's worth putting in the main tag idk#2022 me be like oh wow i love this jazzy tune :3 surely the source material wont impact me in a major way in the future#<- clueless#also um yeah my oc does have a lot in common with zor. he's zor in my oc's ieytd au okay#he's awful <3 stupid gay ass multibillionaire CEO. addicted to manipulating people. shut the fuck up old man#gene rambles
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sorry for thinking about which perfumes my f/o's would like best on me it will happen again
#i feel like my perfume addiction is really obvious with my posts sometimes LOL I CANT HELP IT#i'm wearing one of my all time faves today (d&g light blue my beloved) and i'm like. ohhhkay yeah randall would love this one for sure 🥰#i think he'd really like the airy/clean scents for some reason :3#putting in the main tags cause maybe i'm not the only one wksdlkjfs#selfship memes#selfship#self shipping#caitiechat
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i think what is interesting about march is that while all the characters are multifaceted in various ways he is much less one dimensional than anyone else. like eiland is obsessed with archeology adeline with government luc with bugs juniper has her whole mean witch schtick valen tells you to take walks etc. etc.
and while march IS a nerd about blacksmithing obviously he also has a lot of other stuff going on like. he clearly has self-esteem issues and anger issues and is fiercely loyal to his brother and to mistria and that makes him lash out at you. but also he's snarky in a funny way and as he warms up it's more playful and more interesting. idk what i'm saying ig his whole mean guy covering up insecurities thing is actually working for me now that he's opening up more
#bell.txt#i just really liked his 'you're really improving... at breathing down my neck' line#im sure everyone has different things going on it just happens that i talk to him more bc i walk past the forge constantly#i also think march's whole thing works much much better than shane's#if you want to consider them equivalents in terms of how they act initially#like firstly i don't think shane's addiction is necessarily handled that well#but also his dickishness doesn't have as much behind it to give it reason imo#like he's just kind of an asshole for a while and everyone's like oh yeah that's shane#and him becoming nicer as he gets sober is like a mixed bag for me#i think it's an interesting attempt but idk i don't love it#regardless. i like march that's all i'm trying to say
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Where’s that Ninjago sin post I’ve come to accept that my Ninjago sin is wrath and it’s wrath over the flanderisation of Kai Ninjago seriously I cannot shut up abt him it is an issue
#I’m so sorry Ninjago fans who do this like y’all do what you want#but in my heart a rabid little dog wants to bite you#ehuagahjsjsk#anyways#Ninjago fans be like here’s kai and his 10 million smoking addictions#while canon kai becomes a fucking martial arts teacher bc he actually has healthier coping mechanisms and doesn’t live in gloom and doom#like people want him too#the people who ignore how he coped with Seabound because they think crying for a year is the only valid way to grieve#still gets me#I’m sure he was sad and yeah we could’ve seen more focus with him#but like man did not go on an angst arc he healed he tried to put good in the world and uphold his sisters memory#it was sweet to see and it showcases his character growth from his arc in s11#doing what he can inspite of loss and doing it for the kids#WHY DO WE IGNORE THIS#AHHHH#ninjago
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Must be rough losing them so young huh?
shadowbelly looking at lil memorial graves of his parents ft itty bitty roachkit unaware of sad things
#shadowbelly#roachshade#lakeclan#warrior cats#warriors oc#hidden lore#i found out today that the man who basically was a second father to me passed away and i guess this mindless doodle was a way for me to cop#some pond lore for you: my dad was an addict when i was growing up and he didnt always know how to properly deal with that#and also be a parent at the same time when i was visiting him + he was in an abusive marriage#so when things were just really bad he would take me to the house of my 'aunt' and 'uncle' who very much helped raise me and take care of m#i have very fond memories of them#and my 'uncle' actually made sure he got a motorcycle so i could ride with him specifically at my dads own memorial ride#he had since stopped riding bikes but it was important to him that HE be the one i ride with because ive ALWAYS been like his fourth kid#he also is the only adult on my dads side that i came out as nonbinary to#i didnt even have to come out he just asked if i was trans/nonbinary and i said yeah and he just said cool ill always love you#idk they think his death was sudden like a heart attack or something but we wont know till after today#my 'aunt' is letting me keep some of his ashes in a necklace so i can have one for both my dad and my “dad”#ill be okay but it just feels really strange right now#we didnt see each other much after i grew up but he made sure i knew that if i ever needed anything i only had to ask#doesnt seem fair to lose two dads in less than three years but i guess it is what it is
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it's wild to me that dean is always so shocked at children of monsters, especially relatively well-adjusted adjusted ones à la garth and the werewolf family in 9x12... like the concept of a second generation werewolf baffled him. but is he not a direct mirror of that?? are he and sam not the second generation of a way of life that ostracizes one from society and often results in premature death (dare i say... see: 15x20)? like hunters and monsters are at odds, sure, but in a way that just makes them interesting foils to each other, meaning that he's a mirror to the very thing he can hardly believe exists. very... dean.
#idk. just a strange look into how he thinks of himself and the things he hunts maybe#having thoughts about the winchester bros' childhood(s). yeah.#it feels like a look into the fact that he really did internalize the things john taught him. good writing. my favorite ghost in the show i#john winchester haunting the narrative#like it feels like a continuation of the whole 'i could never have anything in common with a monster' thing that he had going on during#sam's demon blood addiction arc#mmmm. dean you have changed so much but you never change. god#spn#the brothers winchester#dean#theo.txt#and im sure im not the first one to have thought of this but god these characters make me insane
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Pinterest // A Phone Call by Lang Leav // From Finner by Of Monsters and Men // Homesick by Beau Taplin // @mrsfallontimberlake // Pinterest // @chaosofbattle // Pinterest // @the-haiku-bot // Techboomers // There and Back Again by @anoraborialis // Me and @gemmaisabelle
Long Distance
This is just a little thing I put together. I started it awhile back after getting off a long weekly call, and then finished it while anticipating another (so when the texts say today-- they really mean it!). I definitely added a few more cities to my weather app after making this. I think the merging phone calls is for conference calls, but considering that this weekend I answered a call only to discover it was the techie of the family trying to link calls between apple and android so we could hear each other right, and then proceeded to talk for at least a good hour, I feel like it had to go on there.
So, yeah, not really an analysis or anything, just vibes and feelings. :)
#yeah ngl from finner's just been on repeat#not quite sure how I feel about it being the final product but I think it's sweet :)#yeah this is long distance family long distance friends online friends#the joy from being on the phone for being too long#from pretending they're right down the hall#from talking about the weather 300 miles apart#from watching a show together and not at all#from eating the same food as them over facetime#yeah maybe phones are addicting and lead to eye problems#but they can also connect ppl over long distances in 50 different ways#and I think that's pretty cool#just yelling into the void#web weave#web weaving#long distance#long distance friends#long distance family#pinterest#phones#tumblr#lang leav#quotes#of monsters and men#from finner#beau taplin#song lyrics#youtube#aesthetic#text messages#ofc pls let me know if I miscredited anyone and how I can fix it!!
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the amount of people around me with caffeine addictions is actually so bad 😭 it makes me genuinely sad and like,,, i know we're uni students so our sleep schedules are wacko but I KNOW most of these people had these addictions before uni. I know because I saw it at my high school. and it's just treated so normally, as if it's not a genuine risk to heart health? as if addictions (even to something as common and mostly harmless as caffeine) are not serious? and you say something and then they're like "but i'm a uni student!!" and I'm like yeah! you should not be reliant on a substance to exist! that's not healthy for anyone! and they act like that's a weird thing to say?? and i'm like, im not trying to tell you what to do, I just want you to know it's an addiction and should not be taken lightly just because it's fuelled by energy drinks and coffee. and also, if you do genuinely need a stimulant to function and you need multiple of them? you should get help for that and also reevaluate your schedule and priorities. idk i think just saying all uni students have caffeine addictions is neglectful!
#also at risk of sounding like i have a superiority complext#i do not have a caffeine addiction#why?#i simply said hey no that's not a good idea#and didn't#like sure#sometimes an energy drink is useful!#especially as a uni student!!#but needing multiple a day??#or energy drinks and coffee?#or drinking 2 litees of mountain dew a day?#that's Not Normal#and is going to have Consequences#but also is not 100% a moral failing#but like#yeah
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God why is my mother such a terrible human being
#ollie talks.txt#ollie vents.txt#I'm just not getting better while I live here#no matter how hard I try to move past it she's still digging it up#she's still trying to justify hitting a 10 year old child#she still thinks she's the fucking victim here#I think I'd feel safer on a mindfield that I do in a room with her#it's really just gonna fucking be like this isn't it?#abusers who 'get better' never really let go of it. they still think they're in the right. now they're just afraid you cat hurt them back#why do I still love her. my fatal flaw is the fact that I still love her. she made me into a hollow husk of a person who attempted suicide#at 11 and I still love her. she told me I'll die if I ever leave her house and I still love her. she told me I'll die a drug addict on the#street and I still love her. she ripped my favourite clothes apart because I didn't wabt to do my homework and I still loved her#she never let me leave the house until I was 14 and I still love her. she told me I'd be raped and kidnapped if I did like it's a normal#thing to say to a child and I still love her. she told me I'm the only friend she has and I still love her.#how am I supposed to be normal about love after this? is it even love or just complacency? I'm not even sure anymore#just fucking stop. why can't you be normal. why must you dig and dig into my trauma until I lash out and hurt you#yeah I do wish I was never born! but I can't say that to your fucking face because you say you'll slit your throat if I do say it!#who the fuck do you think you are? what gives you the right to do this to me?#you're not trying to be better for my sake you're just haunted by the guilt of what you did and want to be oh such a good parent#guess what you don't get that. you don't get that privilege. not after what you did you have blood on your hands and it'll ALWAYS stay there#you'll die and I'll remember you for the abusive and cruel and violent and hateful person you were to me#I don't fucking care about your child trauma. you can guilt me into feeling sorry for you anymore. feeling sorry for you never made you#change. if you were capable of it you'd done it at this point.#cptsd is truly one hell of a drug. I'll never have children. never
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sjm: acosf is a healing journey teehee :3
i mean yeah maybe it is if i'm an ableist who hates addicts and trauma survivors that don't fit into my own personal box of perfect victim, but i'm not, so i recognize that book is bigoted garbage.
#if i didn't hate sjm before acosf i sure did after#me and all my friends are addicts and survivors that aren't perfect victims so yeah obviously i fucking hate her guts for that#txt
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Saying this as someone who likes to stay as far as possible away from addictive substances, but i do wish people on this app would treat vaping like they do other addictions instead of just being assholes about it
#yeah sure vaping is bad for you#and intentionally or carelessly harming others by doing so is also definitely bad#but i do think it's actually quite harmful to slap a morality label on an addiction#like this is NOT the way y'all#vaping#smoking#addiction#mental health#my hot take of the day
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