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lmao i’m surprised my approval rating with astarion is even at medium, he literally hates everything i do 😭
#tbf i also never take him anywhere#like for my entire first PT it’s pretty much only been laezel karlach and shadowheart lmao#will probably do an evil PT after this one and romance him just to see#but rn idc if he hates me#the only thing that matters is baezel 🥺#she approves of everything indo now it’s funny 😭#i’m playing as a snarky bard with a mix of persuasion and intimidation#and she hated my persuasive side at first but now she’s cool with it 👀#fffffff all of these characters are so great and well written 😭#if only we couldve had this diversity in veilguard#it’s so much more fun to play when characters don’t agree with literally everything you say#sorry but that did annoy me about VG#no way to be truly snarky and piss someone off lmao#apple babble 🍎#apple plays bg3#LAEZEL LAEZEL LAEZEL 💞💞💞💞#laezel supremacy#hehehehehehe
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NO MORE ASSOCIATING THINGS WITH FEMMES ONLY BECAUSE THEY ARE PINK!HYPERFEM FEMMES ARE GREAT AND I LOVE YOU CAMPY FEMMES WHO EMBODY PINK BUT ALSO JESUS CHRIST CAN YOU GUYS NOT GO MORE THAN ONE DAY W/O TRYING TO SHOEHORN FEMMES INTO BEING ONLY PINK UWU BABIES. I AM FEMME AS IN GRASS AS IN DIRT AS IN TREE BARK AS IN WEEDS SPROUTING THROUGH THE SIDEWALK CEMENT. FEMME AS IN GENDER NONCONFORMITY AS IN FUCK YOU MY FEMININITY IS WHAT *I* SAY IT IS. FEMME AS IN DEPTH AND DARKNESS AND WARMTH AND TERROR. FEMME AS IN CAVES. FEMME AS IN LIGHTNING. FEMME AS IN AN AMALGAMATION OF TRAITS THAT I HAVE DECIDED ARE FEMININE REGARDLESS OF WHAT SOCIETY SAYS. FUCK IS IT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND?!???
#personal#i am emotional yes#over the years ive had this blog I've made a few posts abt being femme#nd whether they're serious or jokey..... inevitably someone in the tags goes “ohhh yeah bc pink”#or in the case of what inspired this post: someone going “what about the pink ones” on my praying mantis post#and im just.#sick of it. im sick of femme being equated to pink and frilly girlie behaviors.#im sick of femme being equated to skirts and heels. to makeup. to skincare. to pristine nails exactly almond shaped.#im sick of ppl acting like All femmes aspire to this shit. im sick of femms being reduced to this shit.#and i love pink! i love pink! my phone theme is quite literally just black and pink all over.#im just. so tired of any expression of Femme identity being shoehorned into being a Specific type of femininity#especially as someone who DOES get dysphoric wearing skirts. wearing dresses. embodying the femme aesthetic yall are so set on making#if u guys wanna rb this i truly dont care#i just needed to scream#and this is one small thing#but the 2nd largest category of anon hate i have gotten since making this blog is str8 up homophobia from other “queer” folks#saying i cant be femme bc of how i present. calling me slurs (and using them as such) bc they cant understand femme as anything but that#my wife and i have our users in our personal discord server set as 2 different things of anon hate ive gotten#i have had OTHER FEMMES tell me i am not femme. femmes who Know im femme who still call me butch. femmes who ive corrected and been blocked#-by bc of it. the number 1 largest demographic of queerfolk who have me blocked rn is TME femmes who embody pink also#and i dont think its a coincidence at all. (and i know this bc i go to try and follow these ppl bc they get rbed on my dash & i cant)#and ik their blogs arent deleted bc some of them don't block my wife (tall. white. butch) and it cant be politics cause her and i rb#a lot of the same political shit (fuck. i think she rbs More than i do even. this is genuinely mainly a nsft blog)#and usually i don't say anything but im having a bad day so i get to be angry about this and if anyone fucking tries me i will block u#idc if we've been mutuals 4ever. im judt so tired of feeling like i am not Enough as a femme bc i dont embody this shit#im sick of this lameass lip service to he/him gnc femmes etc when the thin white 50s housewife femme is still what is preferred and loved#im sick of this lamesss lip service when y'all feel entitled to theorizing on other femmes genders bc u cant conceptualize a femme who does#wanna be hypetfeminine. im sick of it. im sick of it. im sick of it.#celebrity bun
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hm. idk, maybe the reason Luke Newton isn't announcing new projects or posting any Bridgerton content is because some of you demons treated him like hot trash instead of a creative that you wanted more work from and he decided fuck it, this isn't worth the stress. you know, like a lot of creatives who get mistreated do?
like this is a man who went from couch surfing in a friend's house and bartending to make ends meet, deciding that the Bridgerton audition was the last one he'd do before he quit, to suddenly being recognized on the street because that last audition propelled him to star in a global show where fans who have zero media comprehension blamed him for his character's actions and literally stalked him at any hotel he happens to stay at. he went from being a dude doing musical theatre and shopping at thrift stores and recording random songs with friends and posting silly memes on Twitter to being harassed on his only social media page and his friends insulted and his partners bullied by his supposed 'fans' and anything he posts being so microanalyzed that he can't do a damn thing without someone coming out the woodwork screaming about how he's the WORST and won't he think of the FANS!?
like damn he can't have a girlfriend without being harassed, he can't travel without being harassed, he can't like or not like social media posts without being harassed, he can't post a fucking MEME without being harassed, he can't take a vacation or cut his hair or hold someone's hand or just live his life without being blamed for some bullshit or another. but yeah, okay, 'when will Luke Newton come back?' as if it isn't your fault he's AWOL now
#luke newton#colin bridgerton#polin#lukola#bridgerton#bridgerton has a bullying problem- from kanthony fans to benophie (i see y'all with your anti blogs and your mean opinions) to polin#y'all lukolas say you're fans but most of you are the ones microanalyzing and feeling entitlement to this dude#and you know what?#jakola#because y'all straight up sip the hateraid and lbsr rn and call a spade a spade: you don't know this jack (jake? idk and idc) dude#you don't care about his achievements and aren't fans of his 'work'#you just want your stand-in avatar nic to have male attention as if male validation is the end all be all of a woman's success#and you see luke as the stand in for all the men who hurt you in the past but like he is literally not doing anything and y'all will be mad#and project that he somehow hurt nic as well by 'rejecting' her for his girlfriend who you hate because lbr she's conventionally attractive#when NICOLA Is conventionally attractive TOO ffs#how dare y'all make me step up to bat for a white man this way#leave him alone#aren't you exhausted?#'he didn't like xyz social media post and his girlfriend gives me the ick and he's not posting and appeasing me and blahblahblah' shut up#like y'all shut down at someone so much as raising their voice at you or posting some mild criticism for your bad takes#but you expect a man who has openly revealed his ADHD and anxiety to be the punching bag for all your vitriol#because he's not living his life in a way YOU approve of? like who are YOU to dictate how someone does and does not exist on this earth?#do some soul searching#do i love Luke's acting and want more of it and for him to star in everything i wanna watch? of course#but rn i'm gently cradling his face going 'baby you should RUN' because y'all are the PITS#YOU are the problem#one day y'all will realize that
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(Weapon X 2017, issue #13)
#sabretooth#victor creed#rewatching fight club rn and was reminded i had that image#hes watching that shit n going Hes Literally Me @ tyler#idc that he hates brad pitt in the mary shelley comics HE WOULD LIKE HIM IN THIS
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“they had something” and it’s gihun and frontman ?? im sick
#THEY HAD WHAT? CUS ITS CERTAINLY NOT ENEMIES TO LOVERS#people would ship two brain - eating amoebaes if they were somehow male#and that’s exactly what’s in their fucking heads. it’s the same way fyozai makes no sense to me#a ship doesn’t need to be good for it to work and characters esp ENEMIES should always have some kind of chemistry and understanding of#each other. because that’s what makes it good WITHOUT#ROMANCE. but what i’m tired of it opening any platform and seeing every male relationship (non romantic meaning) boiled down#old man yaoi ….. you’re sick. you’re actually sick like ?!!!!:£:73!:/&/83&&:£: HELLOOOOOOO#HELLOOOOOOOOO#idc it doesn’t make sense to me like call me a hater but im like ??? y’all could have shipped him with jungbae. but you won’t bcs he’s not#attractive to you …. like i’ll say it once and shout it again im sick#it’s the same fucking thing with alien stage man like it was created by two lesbians and has to women front and centre to kick it all off#and the main character is a woman and yet its a BL? KYS#i’m tired. like i don’t hate shipping but im tired of predicting that people will yaoi-ify anything#two ants are looking at each other rn over a crumb of bread and someone would say they’re star crossed#that ant will give up the crumb for his love bcs he needs it more or some shit#yawn. anyway rant over but tldr shit makes no sense to me anymore and it i see one more gihun and frontman edit im propelling myself#into traffic. in front of the person who made it#like some people just can’t let things be non romantic and it’s ??????? sometimes it’s better when it’s not#like not romantic i mean. sometimes things are better when they aren’t trying to fuck each other#the amount of typos can u tell im irritated HDJSJSJSJS#i try not to let this shit bother me but atp it’s all i see. i don’t want jayvik or gihunfrontman smut on my timelines grandpa im tired
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happy birthday to my beloved <3
i wanted to add more but tumblr has a limit 🙄
#i’d make a birthday post specifically for him but i’ve been in such a slump ‘cause of my exams yesterday#so rn i’m just continuing the plan i have for my gojo fic (will be published AFTER the megumi one is completed)#happy birthday gojo#happy birthday satoru gojo#happy birthday gojo satoru#happy birthday satoru#happy birthday to my beloved#gojo satoru#satoru#gojo#satoru gojo#i have sm planned for his story#he’s 35 today! (i’m legal now so 😋)#he’s such a cutie#literally look at him#gojo hate is so forced idc#don’t interact with me if you hate my princess ☹️
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Idk if this is a controversial opinion but I low-key hate when people make Kim and his brothers distant but decide Kim is besties with Vegas at the same time
Kim had no problem walking into a random warehouse and immediately shooting at Vegas on sight
Like idc if it's just that Vegas and Kim are friends/friendly but it's when they specifically add that they are friends and Kim hates his brothers/does not interact with them but he kept in touch with Vegas?
#I personally feel like in canon Kim is at best neutral on Vegas but more likely has the same#feelings as Kinn and Tankhun and heavily dislikes/hates Vegas/the minor family in general#Like I understand it probably comes from Kim doesn't want to be in the#in the mafia*#then Vegas also gets out of it when his dad dies but it feels forced to me#(forced isnt the right word but i cant think rn)#i really can not see any circumstance where kim is willingly and happily reaching out to vegas to become friends#this extends to when people make chay friends with pete#kim is a reserved person why would he ever reach out to a cousin he has been taught to hate for years#even if theyre family tensions got resolved kim is not going out of his way to be friends#and i can not see vegas doing that either#any reason kim has to not interact with his brothers would surely somewhat extend to vegas?#idk if this is just a me thing but the second i see kim and vegas are best friends it annoys me#kim is not going to vegas over his brothers idc how bad his relationship is with them#if hes too paranoid to trust his brothers why would he trust vegas?#kim theerapanyakul#vegas theerapanyakul#mine
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need 2 find myself again in 2025 . tbhwu
#depression has hollowed me out in2 a shell of my former self#and i thmk i need 2 grit my teeth and just get over It whatever It is#recognizing its no easy task but also knowing i cant keep on like this#and allowing myself to spiral into misery thereby preventing any possible change or growth#sigh …. sogh .. i want 2 be a person again . picture friends circa 2008 outlining me in chalk. i want 2 know theres something there#how u ask (me asking myself)#idk but one way or anotjer . and not in that new yrs resolution fallacy way#anyways . anyways z . crazy how a week off from work will leave u feeling real again#i gotta get out of there . step 1😭🙏🙏#its especially hard when everyone arnd you is objectively doing better. partners finances purpose . >staring in2 the camera 1000 yd stare#u get thru the beast of being a teenager like thank god thats over and then b4 you even catch ur breath#your mid 20s are casting a shadow over u like some menacing thing and u have to gulp and say hes right behind me isnt he#i think people often like to give the advice that youll figure it out but it leaves me feeling so disquieted#bc its like sure im sure i will ive made it this far i can do what i need to get by when the moment matters#but it does nothing to assauge the immediate anxiety and feelings of worthlessness and lack of direction yk#goddmanit assuage i spelled it wrong everyone point and laugh#bc its like what if i dont and i mean that in a very like . existential & not material way . idk what im saying but i think thats the advice#i hate most . not sure if u have felt or do feel the same . -__- like yes oersonal experience sure whatever happens will happen and you will#simply adjust but will i ever feel like its something i want to experience/endure .#whatever anyways x2. im journalling i think that helps me the best rn . and its the one thing thats allowed me hope and i think#having that time to examine and mull over and deconstruct is rly helpful tbh. and i would like to think#over the long term i can repair my creativity and cultivate a new outlet that doesnt leave me feeling empty if i cant draw as i used to#yaar#i feel like i dont write for very long tho thats the one thing that kinda blows#two pages maybe and ive only addressed two maybe three points if im being generous lol i get so bored with the actual motion#when my mind moves 10x as fast . and idc for audio logs either ykwim.#ohh tumblr how i love u . tag system like no other
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DID YOU SEE THAT TARGET IS GONNA START SELLING COMBAT SUIT CHARLES FIGURES SOMETIME NEXT YEAR?????? HE LOOKS SO GOOD
https://marvelousnews.com/252-36312
a little birdy DID tell me and i cannot wait to stare at it for half an hour in the aisle when i should be getting cereal.......
#snap chats#im still miffed he isnt automatically sold with his chair idc if there are rumors they WILL sell A FIGURE with his chair#his chair should be a default accessory dont piss me off#speaking of being pissed off chat this birthday is a fucking NIGHTMARE I HAVE TO HOST#i just met my moms childhood friend. for the first time ever. the fuck#and she was like 'oh you look exactly like your mom 😊 even when you smile you look just like her 😊' like just tell me to die#thatd be kinder i think that womans hiding in her room rn cause she hates her family jAEKRJERAKLJ#whatever theres enough people here they can just start talking to each other ill be fine#idfk wher my brother dipped off to .... dawg help me ....#i want one of these cookies so bad ... i aint sharin tho.. not with these bozos ...#but it gotta be rigth yk what i mean. my sister and i have this terrible habit of hoarding and never using thigns#until 'the right moment' and this goes for literally everything no matter how big/small in/expensive its so bad#BUT YOURE SUPPOSED TO EAT FOOD YOU CANT HOARD THAT plus ... caramel coconut sounds delicious ...#i need these people out of mY WHO IS TAT THE FUCKING DOOR WHO ELSE IS HERE#anyway. i need people out of my house.
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y’all weren’t kidding about this episode feeding the fabian angst writers. anyways where’s Cathilda she’s gotta come rescue her kid
#someone pls scream with me in dms about it I could not hate Hallariel Seacaster more rn#he’s ALONE. he’s tired and sad and ALONE#for ‘a few months to a year’ idc if he’s eighteen. he’s a teenager he’s scared and he’s tired#he needs support and instead. Fuck#d20#fhjy spoilers
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god i wish that new spiderman cartoon had hired josh keaton again for the main voice actor cuz i dont wanna watch it entirely bc this new voice actor seems like a fucking loser. like the animation looks kinda cool i wish it wasnt 3d but at least it looks intriguing. and i like the suit design cuz it looks so fucking silly and its kinda giving hockey jersey and i like that. and the premise in general seems cool. BUT THAT VOICE ACTOR MAN every time peter says anything im gonna think abt how the guy voicing him said he was scared the show would be annoying and woke. how is the guy voicing spiderman the type of guy who uses woke like a conservative dogwhistle. like are u fucking joking PLEASE fire him and get josh keaton back im serious
#just looked at josh keatons twt to make sure im not advocating replacing a dick with a dick#and hes tweeting abt supporting luigi and ai protection strikes and hating american healthcare. barely had to scroll#gguys we fucking had it all in 2008. take me back#idc that josh keaton is 45 now i bet he could still voice teenage spidey like he did when he was late 20s. come on#it fr pisses me off u should NOT get to play the character of spiderman while alluding to antiwoke bullshit#spiderman as a character is woke to the core like hes a working class vigilante created by a jewish man in nyc in the 60s. be serious#they literally say he wears a mask bc anyone and everyone should be able to relate to him dont piss me off FIRE THAT GUY IM SERIOUS#x#like idc if he didnt mean it or he misspoke. we all know what ppl mean when they say woke in a negative context#u dont use that word that way without a certain bias. if u mean preachy or pandering then SAY THAT#ppl talking like everyones overreacting but like. dont be fucking obtuse abt what that words come to mean in the current political climate#either hes a dick or a dumbass and the way shit is going rn im not about to tolerate either one#yk
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unnormal vivilly dweller thoughts in my head
#“I'm right next to you” are we about to kiss. are you trying to kiss me right neow#i hate the chase sequence part (corny and unoriginal) but everything else is so perfect#hEeEeLP MEeEeEE#i fuckign love vivilly anyway but i think the vivilly dweller is what Really did it fr me#SERIOUSLY THOUGJ WHAT THE FUCK#i would make a palpers dweller but i dont think my computer can with how shit it is rn#like i definitely will at some point (unless someone beats me to it) but i just can't rn 😭#i csnt wait for august viv face reveal guys!!!! YAY!!!! idc what he looks like he will always be so splinkoid#plus whatever characteristics he has i can kinda just add on to my design to him behind his mask#i color his skin as dark grey just for his mc skin but seeing his snapchat n stuff makes me wanna show him off as rhe eyeblinding man he is#or not! who knows . i have a tendency to do whatever#okay speakijg of his face reveal#i have something i want to explain to the wall#a part of me is hoping he isnt generic conventionally attractive guy 38495839488#the rest of me is neutral because idrc#the reason why is most likely because i would feel a deeper connection to him if we shared similar facial features#it's a good reason i think? but still weird to have because i shouldnt really care what he looks like at all#idk what to expect really but i guess i should be open minded abt it#I JUST. a lot of how i perceive him is through his mc character#that played a big part in how i grew to like him so much#but he ISN'T emo hoodie minecraft shyguy!!!#however i can still enjoy the 'persona' he has online. chill sarcastic insane funny blocky shyguy who does a little (A LOT OF) trolling#anyway back to what i was saying#hope bro isn't majestic as fuck irl#IF IT'S ANYTHING LIKE DREAM I'M GOING TO CRY#DREAM IS MAJESTIC AS FUCK I CANT EVEN WITH THAT MAN#i will be supportive anyway ofc because 1) i dont care even though i just proved that i do 2) i can separate persona from irl person 3)...U#IM SO NORMAL#also we're not goijg toctalkcabou t the dream thing. if youre my irl yoy didnt aee this (PLEASE DONT UNFRIEND ME OELASE#DONT LEAVE JUST FORGER Iなはoops didnt mean to type thatSAID THAT OKAY
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god is in my head trying to convince me that if i just cut my hair some specific way then ill be able to pass as a cis guy forever and also all my dysphoria will go away. seems kind of fake though
#cut it like a month ago. even the longest part of my hair is still really short. but everything feels like shit rn#trying to come up with ways to make it. stop. aghhhh.#god isnt telling me what fucking way i should be cutting it though. so maybe they really just hate me and are playing me#why does he (me) talk like this. what is this. somebody should smash his head in with a bat. or a bullet. idc#and also. head is trying to convince me that im bisexual again. like Legit Into Men and whatever. but like. no. that doesnt sound right#<- feeling dysphoric abt That also and now im wondering if maybe god is just punishing me for being homophobic
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looking up “grunge” on depop is so bleak. why are there hozier shirts here. whatever i’m probably the true clown in the end for looking up grunge on depop in the first place
#i’m not a poser i swear or at least i think i’m not LMAO#i’m just looking for cheap thrifted stuff idc if it’s worn out i like them that way anyways#and i hate it when brands and people and whatever try to make ‘’grunge’’ styled clothes but even then i can’t really afford it rn anyways#also grunge as a fashion label is kind of dubious anyways. or like an aesthetic or whatever#i just like dressing that way and i have since i was 12 😔 im not even trying to look a certain way i just like it#i didn’t even know i dressed Grunge or whatever until my dad told me i did and he was actually grunge back in the 90s LMAO so#and i actually like the music so that’s the main thing ig
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Good evening, who else up thinking about how they definitely haunt the narrative in all the men they’ve been involved withs lives??
#thoughts#im just saying every man ive been with is definitely haunted by me#because they all either apologize and come back in one way or another or their new gfs message me and stalk my socials and tbh i hate this#im so serious btw my first exs talked about me for years to the point his then gf messaged me and stalked my facebook#when my most recent ex cheated in me in hs the girl he cheated on me with stalked ny instagram religiously and thats not an exaggeration btw#he then apologized and then we dated again and yet here he is after we broke up calling me hot and shit#and then the guys i hooked up with in college all apologized to me for how they treated me??#basically im haunting the narrative of their lives and good cause im too good to forget#i also might be a bit up my own ass and egotictical rn but idc this is self love in my head#idk maybe i am just that great idk crucify me or somethin
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miwa mention in chapter 9 ‼️‼️ I can die peacefully
i love my hg miwa 😋
she was the only one from kyoto i didn’t find annoying during the exchange event in s1. never disliked my girl, she should’ve handed sukuna’s ass to him, i said what i said 🤨
guys i like some of the characters from kyoto now, the manga saved their likeableness for me. but miwa was never disliked 👹‼️
#liar liar asks!#any miwa stans out there?#i’m not a miwa STAN#but like#i like her#a lot#everyone knows my fav is satoru gojo (who doesn’t atp?? 😭)#after that it’d be yuji#and then megumi and nobara#shokoooo too#MAKIIII 🤭#inumakiii and yutaaaa#and it’s not that idc for panda#i do#dk if he’s a FAV FAV tho#his ending in the epilogue was not fair idc 🤨#deserved better too#AH NANAMI HOW COULD I FORGET NANAMI#geto’s complicated#i have a whole explanation behind that#toji too#<- tbh i like geto better than toji but there’s an explanation behind that too#in saying that i can acknowledge that both were failed by jujutsu society#perhaps not in the same way that gojo was failed#but i can’t say geto was failed and then turn around and say toji wasn’t just ‘cause i don’t like him as much yk?#idk if anyone asks me about it maybe i’ll give my opinion#rn i’m just rambling#back to miwaaaa#yeah she probably wouldn’t make the top ten list of mine (it’s not even in order for me ‘cause i love a lot of the characters)#but she’d still be higher up than other characters like momo and sukuna (idc i hate that thing guys - not an issue for me if you like it tho
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