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#i haven’t written in so long now bc of how busy i am with school#but i still scribble thoughts down fic ideas just my feelings in general#one of my greatest fears back when i was at the peak of my writing was being happy#becoming happy#i used my writing to gouge out the deepest of wounds not to heal them but to relive the pain until it numbs me out#most of my fics drew from personal experiences or grievances of things i have felt in real life#i got to write smth in passing last october bc i had to deal with my abandonment issues resurging#but recently ahaha i got a boyfriend long time friend turned bf#one of my muses (?) hahaha still is i think#i’ve always been an angst girlie but recently i finally got the urge to write something a little happy#a little established relationship fluff drabble that seeps into my bones#i used to write pain that way and then boom#just a new chapter in my writing life#and when this all ends i might be dooming myself but haha angst inspo!!#am i right????#unwarranted updates#toff.txt
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85 questions tag !
Tagged by @wtf-taeyong, and thanks again for the tag ! ^~^
rules: answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people.
Last…?
1. drink - Water with lemon !
2. phone call - My mum
3. text message - My boyfriend, haha. Were just online shopping together
4. song you listened to - Gods plan by drake lMAO
5. time you cried - Idk like a few days ago when i watched wolf children again with @taeyxong
Ever…?
6. dated someone twice - Naaah bruhh. I cant repeat mistakes haha.
7. kissed someone and regretted it - Nopee
8. been cheated on- Lmao (sadly yes)
9. lost someone special- I suppose so
10. been depressed- We all feel depressed at times
11. gotten drunk and thrown up- Happens way too often !
fave colors
Omg this messed up the number format but ... pastel pink, pastel yellow, and white
in the last year have you…
15. made new friends - Definitely—on this site as well as in person ! ^~^
16. fallen out of love - Nope !
17. laughed until you cried - All the time. I laugh easily at a lot of things so imagine what im like when something is actually hilarious
18. found out someone was talking about you - Yeah ! But its okay, it doesnt matter because people who know you the least always talk the most about you !
19. met someone who changed you - Definitely, @ loving bf
20. found out who your friends are - Alway knew and we stuck together since senior year of hs
21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list - I dont even have a facebook
general
22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl - I really dont even have a facebook and i also wouldnt add people i dont know in person
23. do you have any pets - nO but i want to claim my cousins dog. She has a white shiba
24. do you want to change your name - Nope ! Its a present from my parents so id never : )
25. what did you do for your last birthday - My friends and i got a hotel room for the night and partied in there
26. what time did you wake up today - Like 07:00
27. what were you doing at midnight last night - Sleeping lol
28. what is something you can’t wait for - Summer plans !
30. what are you listening to right now - Back to you by selena gomez
31. have you ever talked to a person named tom - No ? But ill reserve this for the day i meet tom misch lmao jk
32. something that’s getting on your nerves - Nothing really ! Things have been really placid
33. most visited website - Youtube and google drive !
34. hair colour - Light brown to blonde but im going back to pink
35. long or short hair - I have medium lengthed ! Its by my ribs
36. do you have a crush on someone - Yeah who else
37. what do you like about yourself - I like my personality !
38. want any piercings? - I dont want any more : ) i have seven and i regret getting that many and i honestly believe it was just my experimental edgy period ahaha. I dont even wear earrings anymore
39. blood type - ???
40. nicknames - Every time i see this question i cry. Just make more puns already omg. Rae is a nickname, billy rae cyrus, raenglish major, sun rae, raeddy, furrae ... help.
41. relationship status - Taken !
42. zodiac - Leo
43. pronouns - She/Her
44. fave tv shows - I dont watch tv !
45. tattoos - I have one on my back and its a minimal outline-like drawing of dolphins hopping above waves. (It really isnt extra at all lol it looks like someone with a great steady hand drew it with a .38 pen on paper)
46. right or left handed - Right
47. ever had surgery - Nope
48. piercings - Sadly seven
49. sport - Im all in for basketball these days, but in my other tags ofc i stated ping pong and badminton, etc.
50. vacation - Heck yeah i just got off one
51. trainers - ???
more general
52. eating - Nothing but im probably going to drive for ice cream
53. drinking - Water like always
54. i’m about to watch - Nothing ?
55. waiting for - My motivation to kick in so i can write soulmate ten more
56. want - To be happy ! ^~^
57. get married - I want to !
58. career - Professor, definitely. I want to make each class meeting more extra than the previous
which is better
59. hugs or kisses - Hugs are nice, but so are kisses
60. lips or eyes - Eyes
61. shorter or taller - I dont really mind to be honest. I care about personality way more before physical qualities. It just matters whether or not youre happy with the person and for me, looks isnt needed ! They fade away over time, but a good heart doesnt : )
62. older or younger - Doesnt matter to me either, but no huge age difference for me, haha
63. nice arms or stomach - Doesnt matter either
64. hookup or relationship - Relationship because my hoe phase is over
65. troublemaker or hesitant - I aint bringing a trouble maker home to my parents
have you ever
66. kissed a stranger - It can happens
67. drank hard liquor - It isnt deemed a party to us unless theres hard liquor lol so yes
68. lost glasses - LMAO yeah i got new ones recently. Theyre the trendy circular ones
69. turned someone down - Yeah
70. sex on first date - Nope
71. broken someone’s heart - Yeah but im sure they grew from it the way i grew from heartbreaks—we all do
72. had your heart broken - Oh yeah
73. been arrested - Nope !
74. cried when someone died - Yes
75. fallen for a friend - Yeah ! Feelings cant just be prevented; people cant help how they feel often ! Usually when i crushed on someone i would just tell them and if i get rejected then i move on, and if not then we start something. My bf was a friend i fell for really hard and i told him, and then we ended up together : )
do you believe in…?
76. yourself - Always have to !
77. miracles - No ?
78. love at first sight - No, but attraction is !
79. santa claus - When i was five lmao
80. kiss on a first date - Not for me, but it happens !
81. angels - ? :x
other
82. best friend’s name - Lucy and i made jokes of her being lucy from fairy tail a lot before. Now all we do is watch miraculous ladybug and cry
83. eye colour - Brown
84. fave movie - I guess iron giant; i dont watch much movies
85. fave actor - Dont have one !
Tagging: @taeyongtime @taeyxong @jungwxoo @jencto @amorenjun @okmica
Only if youd like ! ^~^ Maybe thisll serve as a break from writing, haha
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