#but ppl buy into the delusion but honestly

[kisskisskisskisskiss]

Lmfao went on that acc n the way they were talkin mad shit with their friend like yall thought....I was mad? You had to make a sub post n cry with ur friend about how I'm crazy cause I said it's weird to romanticize wealth like okay love...hope u realize you'll never be wealthy n u can learn that striving for that is delusional.

Like its funny how dumb ppl r bc if we all fuckin realized this then we'd actually all have a better quality of life but no I guess they dont care about anyone but themselves lol.

[piduai]

I saw that you tagged sugi with "character assassination of the decade" and i couldn't agree more, crazy how shogun ass arc felt like the absolute peak of gntm and especially sugi's character and then everything afterward fell completely flat thanks to that nonsensical uts*ro twist. it's not even that i hate the idea of shoyo being evil before becoming a schoolteacher (in fact i think most ppl predicted he was connected to the naraku back in 2k13 lol), but why say "akshually he's alive all along" the literal arc after you reveal his dramatic death?? so much wasted potential because of that failure of a final boss and so many characters suffered as a result bc they weren't allowed further character development - i'm particularly pissed as a fan of zura, nobume, kagura (why is she still stuck to ginsan's side by the end instead of following her dream of being a space hunter) and the kiheitai

honestly i still remember reading the end of shogun ass arc when it came out, and i think bansai says "shinsuke's eyes were firmly focused on something" and how much hope it gave me... like the potential of zura + sugi working together to put the final nail in the coffin for the bakufu (zura by aiming for a legitimate place in a new govt and sugi with more underhanded methods lmao.. i still think kiheitai should've become high-grade bounty hunters at the end of the series), or the reveal of a bond btwn nobume and sugi since sasaki was working so closely with him. but instead that godawful "everyone vs aliens + dead guy who's actually alive" shonen cliche final battle happened. in fact i think it actively undermines the themes of the series bc until then i thought the true enemy isn't necessarily the amanto but the corruption and greed that existed in the so-called samurai country long before the amanto even arrived, and the goal was to figure out how to adapt to this new world and change yourself along the way.... but i guess the actual message was just "foreigners bad" which is way more reactionary than i expected lol. the gintaman in my head ended around ch 525, maybe ch 540 at the latest, after that it's all my delusions

yeah it definitely peaked there, chapter 519 to be specific. after that it started steadily going downhill until it decided to sprint just to land in shounen hell. excruciatingly long-winded spiritual successor to beelzebub. utsuro as a whole was very messy and nonsensical, and yeah as you said that reveal being IMMEDIATELY after it was established that hacking his sorry head off ruined the trio's lives and relationships with each other was just... umm... okay... it's also funny that shoyo was like a separate identity from utsuro altogether he was able to summon and suppress so when the guys met the evil guy with the same face as their angstily and unwillingly murdered teacher they were like Well there's aliens at play. not our guy not buying it. bye. dude??? that thang has put you to sleep once, man up and be sad about it. but god forbid there's any kind of actually complex conflict or anyone is ever guilty of anything. tbh i don't remember shit after shogun assassination i just remember this whole thing being structurally underwhelming and feeling cheap.

yeah takasugi's eye was focused on something. it was focused on gintoki 😋 everything needs to be focused on gintoki all the time. takasugi's long-winded angst and anger need to shift focus from his love towards sensei to his bond with gintoki. zura's entire deal whatever it was needed to center gintoki and his interests. shinpachi and kagura needed to forfeit all of their initial plans and embrace arrested development forever because yorozuya means family means they need to blow the power of friendship up gintoki's ass 24/7. every single female of any species needs to have a cute little crush on gintoki and he needs to be the main character for every rando he meets, changing their lives forever through his imposing presence. other characters can not have any conflict or development or agenda that doesn't center or at least heavily involve gintoki. and also nobody is allowed to have any rapport with each other independently of gintoki. never forget about the specialest little boy in the universe, if he doesn't get to give at least 5 boring pompous speeches per chapter or have a few epic one-liners everyone working on this franchise will need to immediately kill themselves (specified in their employment contracts in bold). also if you have anything less than enthusiastic to say about this you're a cretin who is too dumb to understand that any story that doesn't revolve around its main character always with no breaks is worthless and that doing exactly that is the epitome of genius writing btw.

takasugi's character assassination felt particularly asinine because for 80% of the story he's being menacing without much screen time and his personal drama is mostly hinted at, then he gets lots of focus in shogun assassination and it culminates in the plot twist flashback, after which he dedicates all his efforts to being overtly sad for gintoki and suffering more than jesus, and then he's killed off without any resolution. AND THEN HE'S REBORN AS SOME UGLY ASS BABY. like he can't get any dignity or integrity even in death lmao but it's ok i still love him bc as mentioned above gintama ended on chapter 519...

yeah i still think it might be not that deep but like it starts off as foreigners are the enemy and they came here to destroy our beautiful country so we have to stay resilient against their harassment. then it transcends to this country has always had its own rot and we the righteous and lovable riff-raffs will bring justice to it in the name of the moon, the country itself doesn't matter, we just want to protect our loved ones against anything that threatens them. and then it goes back to foreigners are evil and we'll actually go and kick their asses on their own territory even. to protect this country. alright!

[quenthel]

kind of in a similar thought process with the veilguard. well nothing's stopping us from playing it like 5-7 years later or so. tell what other games excite you currently

i mean yeah but also once my brain gets interested in something it activates some part of me that is like an indignant child so i want it now i want it now now right now!!! but also its not like im going to buy the damn thing lol

BUT the other games im currently playing/excited about are:

Dread Delusion im slowly chewing through and its very good. its an rpg w a very good visual style and an interesting premise and setting. the combat is not very interesting tho but everything else im hooked on.

I'm also streaming Felvidék to some friends and im about halfway done (i think) an so far its good. Many ppl liken it to disco elysium or pathologic but honestly its not like those games at all... but it is a character driven rpg set in eastern eu so....

Im also playing dota and wow always so there is that. And i started to play warcraft 3 during the summer i want to get back to eventually. Oh and Kingdom come deliverance lol.

And im interested in mouthwashing (still), and started Encased a while ago and that one was also kind of fun (it has similar vibes as Annihilation a little bit, this one is also an rpg). Im yet to play the elden ring dlc also which i should. But also my steam wishlist has over 40 items rn so there is more lol

Also there are a few games that are going to get released that im excited for (awoved and mechanicus 2 for example) so yk...

[fairycosmos]

what do you think of the anneliese michael case? the girl who thought she was possessed? do you believe in that? honestly i don't and there's every reason to believe she was extremely mentally ill and that coupled with her belief in religion + her religious family led to her death :( nobody knew how to help her and everyone kind of failed her idk. maybe they tried to help her in a way she and they believed in buy that doesn't really change anything:/ religion is so dangerous tbh it literally drives people insane i hate it

TBH i have never read up on it so i probably have a really shallow understanding of the whole thing in general but i do think severe untreated mental illness + emotional abuse/mistreatment and manipulation from her family is like, way more believable than literal demonic possession or whatever lol. it very easily could've been extreme delusions massively exacerbated by her whole family 100% just buying into them and like, w how long ago it was, there was no effective treatment available esp for young women. poor girl, i can't imagine how terrified she must've been. like it is unfathomable to me, she was massively failed. also ikr can't stand the way organised religion induces full scale mental breakdowns in ppl and everyone just acts like it's a part of their faith or something to be respected it's p sick