#but on the upside of that I can reconceptualise life and death until it’s bearable and maybe that’s enough
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don’t really want to elaborate but those ‘you’re going to hell’ posts really just show me how strange my outlook on life is
#like the concept of heaven and hell are so far removed from the individualistic sense of self to me#and I’m happiest when this is the case. when I incorporate more eastern ideals of unity with the rest of humanity rather than#punishment and reward. which is hopefully obvious as to why we don’t like thinking about it that way bc it’s just shitty#but I’m also learning to see them as extensions of life here on earth; not actually happening here but like. as a soul thing#and having an existence that spans more than just the material and it makes life a lot more liveable#but thoughts like these also shape how I think about death. to me death is still a continuation#and life is less about hey I’m suffering and it’s unbearable and more am I working on unity of humanity and kindness to myself?#like am I preparing to build heaven or to destroy it?? and there’s so much I can do within that#but I’m well aware that I done actually know how to exist without that sense of purpose and the belief it’s gonna succeed#like there’s nothing else to life to me. and in a way it makes sense that I’m on tumblr#jokes on them I’ve been talking about tumblr missionaries (decolonial) and actually doing shit while people complain#hey yeah I’m referring to a specific post you’ll find it#don’t like reblogging things with hell mentions though that’s shitty imo and I know we’re used to it but it’s traumatic#cw hell#cw religion#and I kinda talk about suicide in the tags but not really#except for now. when I say I have no way of telling if I’m actually suicidal bc it’s never conventional for me#but on the upside of that I can reconceptualise life and death until it’s bearable and maybe that’s enough#personal mental health tag
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