#but omg did it make me want to kill people with hammers

[avatar-state-kate]

Literally cannot win, use American English setting get called out for all of my u’s, use British English get called out for my use of z - where is the Canadian English option???

[gizkasparadise]

finished kaos! i had a great time with it (LOL if the immediate binge didn't tip that off). check content warnings for the show before you dive in though!

some more spoilery thoughts:

jeff goldblum was perfect casting for zeus. you start off being like ay! it's this goofy guy in a tracksuit who's a little hammy, a little weird, and then the pivot he makes toward becoming more and more menacing is so good

loooooved the fates! did not expect suzy izzard in the show, so that was a pleasant surprise

billie piper as cassandra was another pleasant/unexpected surprise! allll the excellent ladies

styling for all the characters was so, so good. esp dionysus and hera

WOULD DIE FOR THE 3-HEADED PUPPIES and dennis omg rip

i...was rooting for orpheus/eurydice ngl. how can you not with "eurydice" and orpheus straight up choosing her over his life twice. i think the romance between her and caeneus didn't work/went way too fast for it to be believable with the weight they were giving it & the circumstances they both were in. orpheus/eurydice would've been interesting to see as a couple falling out of love trying to build it back up (and maybe failing). or i couldve gone for caeneus/eurydice if they had more build up and more connection than the plot macguffin (yes, yes, i know they were both about "fuck the gods!" but it didnt land for me). love caeneus though, and his puppyyyyyy. excited to see more from him if s2 happens

the show did a really nice job of balancing the gods being these kind of hammy, larger than life creatures with their darker/more menacing natures. the baby scene, kitten scene, etc. all really hammer in that these people have killed their way to the top

the final arrangement of the prophecy montages at the end of the season didnt quite work for me. i liked the energy, where it was going, etc. but i don't think it had the wham! impact they were going for and the pieces didnt line up as neatly as the show was building it up to

FINALLY someone portraying hades as a man who just wants to stay home and have a nap!!! persephone was great too

i swear to fucking god if netflix cancels this before i can see dionysus/ariadne im going to scream and riot

[stargirlfics]

ngl i need a little frank castle moment… i don’t remember what i was doing but i thought for a moment and was like “*sighs longingly* the punisher… i want him to punish me” and then i may or may not have thought of jack hammering… cuz he did construction… no other reason 🤭

Listen that’s so valid because the way I would let Mr. Punisher jack hammer this pussy is wild and I totally get it 😌

He knows his way around the tools and it makes my brain go fuzzy thinking about how strong he is you know like how capable he is of fixing things but also destroying things (he’s killed people why is that hot omg) but also the fact that all that would give him the perfect grip strength, the stamina, the Punisher level dedication to fucking you into the mattress until your mind is just floating and your mouth is doing nothing but moaning and drooling!!!!

You can’t tell me that every drop of those hips of his, grinding against you wouldn’t be the exact kind of bruising, struggling to breathe and find words type of punishment he would give and I simply want to poke the bear here yes!

Ugh I miss him! Truly a crime sitting here thinking about his chain swinging in your face while he leans in and coos at you that he’s just giving you what you asked for, sweetheart. You’ll be okay cause you’re in Frank’s hands and that’s all you gotta know to let him do as he pleases 🥵

[hinamie]

Your "sympathy for Cain" piece is killing me even more than it did before, because it seems that Yuuji tossed the finger because he still, despite Sukuna's threat, wanted to leave open the opportunity of giving him another chance? And trusted Sukuna to take a different path in the future? And how that ties with not actually forgetting Gojo —mimicking his strength in the form not of power, but in Gojo's drive to teach people so that they are not "left behind", and giving "problematic children" second chances— it melts my heart. How kind Yuuji is, how tenderhearted, how optimistic despite everything, how soft. And thus why precisely he's so strong. Yeah... Your sympathy for Cain piece is really hammering my whole body right now haha

Thanks for making it and sharing it with us all! And all your other pieces too. Thanks for the ride, overall

You're very welcome omg :'> full transparency i drew that piece as a vent bc i personally was feeling left behind n lonely in life that particular day, and as is normally the case w my vent art I didn't like the final product very much ..,, while I was drawing it I was thinking a lot about my fears that even the people closest to me will one day move on and leave me behind to be stuck in my ways until I die, but I'm in the same boat as you now with the context of the final chapter. the message that there are people like yuuji who are so sure of the potential for goodness in others and refuse to give up on people no matter their shortcomings or past actions, and that people like sukuna can self-reflect and choose to change despite it all.... yeah their ending struck a pretty major chord with me too

the sukuna/yuuji dynamic drives me lowkey in sain already, and i'm very happy to assign a new, more hopeful meaning to a piece that came from such a dark mental place initially <3 i'm touched that it resonated with you as well

and thank you for sticking by me through this rollercoaster of a manga!! this series still has me in a death grip so I'm not planning on going anywhere, but in the spirit of the final chapter, let me just say it's been a blessing drawing for u all up until this point so truly from the bottom of my heart, thank u <333

[kabbal]

OMG i read the post where you said “[valeria] loves women but in a macho way” and i just… please, if you are able to spare some headcanons 🧎‍♀️🙏🩷

bruh I have a whole fic dedicated to Valeria getting bitches OF COURSE I have headcanons

When I say she loves women in a matcho way I mean she's a queer woman that gets mad amounts of pussy because she radiates power and the girls that hang out with the cartel want a piece of that. Valeria knows this and will take advantage every single time.

She's so fucking problematic, i need to hammer that in. The version of her that I love and go gaga for is someone that will take and take and take and may kill you if you ask for too much in return. the true girlcrime boss<3

a lot of the women she sleeps with are not attracted to her or to women in general, but that's not going to stop Valeria. If she likes her bed partners enough, she might buy them a Gucci bag. As a treat.

She's NOT a girl's girl. She won't do shit to keep women from getting trampled over if it mildly inconveniences her.

She might be queer but she's not an ally. As far as influencing public policy and politics she's far more interested in corrupting officials than campaining for gay rights. For me, she was more part of the queer scene when she was young, but she distanced herself from that when she started to be SomeoneTM.

Most of her macho ways come from entering the military young, and coping with the abuse she received as a woman (and a queer woman at that, not that she was out) by becoming meaner than the people who made her time there difficult. She absorbed the macho codes and became a master at them. This makes her an absolute nightmare of a person and also my dream girl.

She did have a girlfriend when she was in the army, as well as friends (the 'clean-cut senores and senoritas') she could be vulnerable with, but her girlfriend died and her friends met similar fates. That's when she started to think about going rogue.

She's a pessimist, but in a "the world will never get better so let's enjoy all of its vices while we're still standing" kind of way. She's got no one left that she cares about, so she's focusing entirely on making mad amounts of money and keeping her powerful position because that's the one way she's found to keep feeling good about herself.

She clocked Alejandro and Rudy as queer years ago but there's no solidarity there. She'll kill them if she must, because she's Alejandro's nemesis and he is hers (queer on queer violence)

That's a good chunk of my thoughts about her: as you can see, I love her for being an asshole. I might write yet another fic about her girlbossing toxic feats one day (and draw her with her girltoy she swears she doesn't care about)

[aldi-spice]

Retirement home anon again: I’d like to get your opinion on this (if you have one), it’s gonna be long sorry 💀

I bought Story of Seasons: A wonderful Life for the Nintendo switch which is a remake of the 2003 harvest moon a wonderful life.

I’ve bought other harvest moon/story of seasons games for the switch as well and honestly… I’m disappointed.

The character design lacks, they all look so dead and emotionless I don’t know how to explain it. The whole world looks like it’s straight out of Cocomelon. You also start with a gifted Cow and other things, that you’d normally not get in the originals and tbh it feels like they stripped all life away in all the newer versions, made it way easier in the beginning and tried to up the cuteness to a maximum which resulted in it looking like a kids show. The dialogs also turned so soft imo.

In harvest moon ds you straight up start with the mayor of mineral town insulting you and then the character (you) proceeding to try to kill him/punch him with an axe, a hammer, a scythe, even a watering can and in the end your dog bites him in the ass in a blackout screen.

It’s like how they took the sass out of the animal crossing characters with time and it just makes me sad. The new versions of the characters feel like lifeless copies :/

I‘m still hoping for more remakes and I’m still a big fan of the harvest moon/story of seasons franchise. But fields of Mistria honestly gave me the exact feeling I had when I got harvest moon ds on Christmas as a kid and started it up for the first time. I literally had a bit of a teary eye playing the demo and then the EA version of FoM 🥺

That’s also why I like FoM so much - it’s funny, it has innuendos, it’s made for adults/older teens despite it being cutely designed, the characters look and feel like they’re adults as well.

I‘m not trying to be mean to the newer games and I understand people enjoy playing them, hell I still buy them because I love the series, but they leave me hanging. ://

YESSSS I get it OMG it's so boring I have about 100 hours in PoOT (pioneers of olive town) and although I controversially found Harvest Moon One World better than Olive Town (I loved the open world concept and Jamil in particular), it was still kinda boring compared Stardew Valley which I bought as my first game for my switch back in 2019.

That day, I played SDV until 4 am, it was summer break and I just graduated highschool and it was magical playing SDV for the first time, I could barely put the game down for long enough to take care of myself lol.

And I get that exact same feeling again playing FoM, that kind of magical feeling where you're completly transported into a new world. I don't think ConcernedApe made SDV with children as a primary audience in mind, if he did he probably wouldn't have added depressed alocholic in there and I love it, I love a good story and good characters, inperfect characters with flaws, they feel way more real and more likable than the boring nice, polite ones we were getting in newer HM/SoS games. All I remember from PoOT is how claustrophobic the town feels, and how hard it was to decide who to marry because none of them was interesting enough, even Damon, the edgy biker boy, felt like he was taken straight from the Disney Channel. I want characters that I can call bastards, I want mean characters, they're the funniest to learn to love.

As for making the games way too easy, I'm not sure, I just remeber struggeling in older games but mostly because I was a child when I played them. I'm pretty sure you also could get a free cow in Animal Parade and in the tale of two towns but I could very well be wrong.

I'm not gonna lie, I never played Harvest Moon DS but that sounds hilarious, we need more of that back, and less Ned Flenders neighbors. That's another reason why I love SDV so much, Pam and Shane are so mean to the player at first (hell even Sebastian is kinda cold) but that's what makes them more compelling characters than the cast of PoOT, where frankly only the non-marriagable characters were interesting.

I think that's why I'm so obsessed with FoM right now, while yes the characters are so so nice, they're not boring and I don't even remember them by their niceness, Hayden is a super polite farmer, but I'd say his distinct traits are loud, open and so very passionate wbout farming, even his dialogue about being a good neighbor and lending you sugar is so much more memorable because he's so forward about it. I feel like most characters in this game can be described with a positive and a negative trait, which is what newer HM/SOS games lack, the balance between baby boy baby and bastard. And the dialogue in general is soooo good, I don't feel like I'm being talk down to, it feels like a normal conversation between adults, not between a child and their caretaker.

Laslty, thank god (NPC Studio) for the older characters, I feel like farming game fans are not in their teens (13-15) and more like in their twenties and up. We don't want to romace teens, we want something that doesn't feel illegal lol.

I totally agree anon, I love FoM so far and it has also made me super emotional playing this game. Ugh I can't wait for more content, I need to fall for this game harder.

[adelaidedrubman]

Just ploppin into your asks to tell you that I simply love your writing. Just? The absolute pathetic wet cat energy you give John (While he basically sees himself as a tiger or some shit?) A++ Also Jestiny? Such a fun character! 4D chess master of our hearts. Whenever you post a snippet or a full thing it is directly opened in a new tab so that I know I have something fun and a+ written to read later. But I am curious. Have not been here from the start: How did Jestiny come to be?

HI ANON sorry for sitting on this for a hot second. combination of ask made me so happy and the Horrors made me so sad which made me need to hoard the ask extra to cheer up. ANYWAYS. thank you SO much pathetic john is so very near and dear to my heart and i am glad i pull it off.

and as for birth of jestiny (ah fuck she has a birthday coming up huh)... i guess it’s kind of a (haha pun) cop out to say her starting point inspiration was just me sitting and reflecting on what kind of character i would want to see both in the deputy role and in a relationship with That Fucking Guy. and the answer to that was a girlfailure who is Just Some Guy (derogatory).

my primary aim there was to craft someone with like. the thinnest veneer of being Better Than Him that only holds up if she’s Standing Right Next To Him for comparison. meant in the moral sense (tbt to her self-proclaiming her grounds of superiority as “well, i’m not going around ripping people’s skin off” ethics legend) and also in the being obnoxious and pathetic unbearable and making everyone want to kill her with hammers sense. and to make that something that sorta peels back like #OnionsLayers so that she has the effect of like. omg she is sooooo justified and cool and badass if you glance at her for five seconds. she has witty one liners and she’s literally not ripping people’s skin off. well not much. i think i’ve said this before but at her core she is supposed to be a riff on the america’s sweetheart/small town hero cop thing, because. well. irl that person would suck. so she sucks<33 it’s been a lot of fun.

also wanted it to be glaringly obvious it’s like. a sex thing for her

[babiebom]

Doctor Who Villains and how I Feel about Them

A/N: idk why I’m on a doctor who streak right now(yes I do it’s taken the place of number one special interest again) but here’s some more of my scuffed content regarding it as a person who has only seen the revival of the show. Though I’ve said I probably won’t watch classic who the edits are getting to me and I might watch all of classic who literally just for Sarah Jane and the Doctor(all of them) being chaotic in a different way than they are in nuwho(I did not know the man used to throw hands like that why did no one tell me?). No the master is not included as a villain because they’re the loml and neither are the Ood it’s not their fault people be mind controlling them. The ratings are how much they scare me so 10 is a lot 0 is none

Tw: mentions of murder, cursing, death, yk dw things!!

Bc: at least 3 or 4 for each maybe more lmao

Doctor Who Masterlist

Daleks

Idk they’re not really scary to me

Like I’d probably be killed by them but they don’t scare me

Like oh no they can shoot at me

I’m from Texas people have guns here that’s like basic

Like I don’t think they’d let me get close enough

But if they did I think I could beat a dalek up

I would actually find a way I genuinely think they’re annoying

EXTERMINATE EXTERMINATE

Literally became one of the sounds I copy

Kinda iconic ngl but they show up way too damn much

I feel like the characters should be allowed to curse when Daleks are around

Like oh my fucking god YOU AGAIN?

DO YALL EVER GIVE UP DAMN????!!!!!

Literally I’m on season one of classic who and they show up HERE like WTF

6/10

Cybermen

Cybermen only scare me bc they kinda give me uncanny valley vibes bc they’re used to be humans.

Like that creeps me out

But I do think I could survive them if I hid well enough

Like actually they’re like only finding people who are making it obvious that they’re hiding

I’m turning off all the lights and opening the doors to make it look like my house has already been gone through

Like zombies but robots

8/10

Weeping Angels

Terrifying

Actually I hate them so much

Like WYM IM NOT ALLOWED TO BLINK

and as a black person I do NOT want to be sent back in time

I think I’d attempt to do the blink one eye at a time thing but I think I’d fail bc I’d be to focused on that

I WOULD however attempt to hit them with a sledgehammer

Like actually I would try to destroy them and then probably be sent back bc I don’t think that’s possible unless it is

I haven’t seen anyone try to just wreck they shit

15/10

Slitheen

They’re not scary at all

What are they gonna do fart me to death

I’m pretty sure it’s something like baking soda that you can kill them with

Like actually they’re no match for my feralness

And since they need larger people (in size and in height) they won’t go after me bc even though I’m chubby I’m short so they won’t try to get me anyways

Literally so easy

And I think they could just be straight up shot

2/10

Sontarans

They have no necks how are they gonna get me fr

Like actually again all they’re gonna do is shoot me

What are they gonna do CHASE ME?

Like if I hide well enough I can bonk them like Donna did

EZ

I feel like if I asked for hand to hand combat they might indulge me

They don’t know I know this one simple trick (being an absolute menace)

4/10

Beep The Meep

Unlike Rose Temple-Noble (or Noble-Temple)

I would not have been nice

I would’ve killed him with a hammer bc wtf

But probably if I didn’t kill him he would’ve killed me bc it’s hard to manipulate me because I’m always confused

Like he would actually get tired of me

And I don’t want the police at my house so you gotta go sorry

Like my dogs will tear you apart get out of here loser

3/10

The Empty Child

SCARY

Have you seen my mommy

Like actually scawwy

Like he’s just a baby and I would be gasmasked immediately bc I can’t help but try to comfort a child

I mean I literally work in childcare it’s something that I can’t help but to be like “omg well find your mommy baby it’s gonna be okay!!” Then immediately I’m possessed or whatever he did to those people

Kid is adorable tho

7/10

The Carrionites

The witches

Eh

They’re not really scary

And I don’t think I’d be in their way because I’m a woman and not powerful at all

So they won’t try to kill me or anything

Like actually irrelevant to their plot and they’re irrelevant to mine

Kinda funny tho

3/10

Cassandra

I mean in the words of the ninth doctor what is she gonna do? Moisturize me?

Like she’s a sentient trampoline she’s not scary at all

Literally throw something at her and she’s dead

Like somehow she managed to take over Rose’s body but like she wouldn’t do that to me

Not scary at all

Moisturize meeeeeeeeeeee

-2/10

The Celestial Toymaker

I LIKE HIM

I want to be twirled around by him!!!!!!!

But also I’m bad at games and can only win by accident

So I would actually be trapped in his dimension bc I would lose

But like eh? Not so bad me thinks

Especially if I can get him to change the terms of the game

He just seems so fun but tbh I think I would get tired of him quickly lmao

5/10

The Family of Blood

I’ve only watched the episodes once each because I actually hate them

So I don’t remember anything other than Martha threatening them with a gun

And honestly if they could be killed by that I think I’m fine

Like what were their powers or like ways of killing people

I don’t remember honestly just possessed people I think

Like that’s like not really scary seeing as they weren’t climbing walls and their heads weren’t spinning as far as I remember

2/10

The Thing in Midnight

Terrifying but also funny

Like haha you’re copying me

Jokes on you I’m not scared I’m just gonna be amused bc I’m gonna make you say stupid things

But also scary bc do not take my voice or my movement that’s mean

I just wanna make you say things that I think are funny be NICE TO ME

like actually I would’ve had fun but would’ve been scared in that episode

Though again in not easily manipulated so I wouldn’t have been part of the screaming and panic

Like would I have committed violence against stupid married couple and the train lady like WYM KICK HIM OUT OF THE SHIP ARE YOU DUMB

I feel like they all lacked common sense that episode but again I’m supposed to be talking about the thing

6/10

Futurekind

They’re literally just people but cannibals?

With sharp teeth

Like that’s not really scary that stuff exists right now

Like it didn’t looks like they ran faster nor did they have like special abilities

We’re afraid of guns and could be kept out by a fence

Actually just people

I could literally just shoot at them and they’d leave

Like okay you’re cannibals so are people now you’re not special and people get body mods all the time.

1/10

Judoon

Scary because they’re dumb

Like they don’t really understand anything except for their concept of justice and would kill me in an instant

Also kinda ugly

SHO TO RO TO LO TO FLO TO

I like the way they talk

But also if you’re innocent odds are they’ll leave you alone?

Unless you try to fight against them

So not really scary just like…honestly similar to the bad cops out there

Like scary but I shouldn’t be in their presence because I don’t think I do anything wrong

7/10

The NotThings

Honestly I just think clones are scary

Like you know that thing that’s like what would you do if a clone of you was right in front of you and it’s like fuck it or whatever

I would kill her

Not because I hate myself but seeing myself would terrify me and I would have to kill her out of sheer panic

And the fact that the more you think or talk the more they copy until they’re 100 percent an exact copy of you.

And irl with my friends I do have an unhinged sense of humor so they wouldn’t even be able to tell anything is wrong bc I talk about eating them and keeping them as a taxidermied thing every day because that how I portray my love (I swear I’m normal)

So they would be able to say all sorts of shit and my friends would be like lmao yeah that’s her unless they eat or do something I would absolutely never do

9/10 scary

The Silence

Do they even do anything except for be there?

Like I don’t think they bother people unless they’re feeling particularly evil I guess

They’re literally just npc’s

Like the most terrifying thing is like them being there when I poop or shower or something and I just keep forgetting they’re there.

So scary kinda but not really

They’re just kinda ugly

4/10

The Beast

I don’t remember anything about this person or thing

Other than it’s just like…satan?

Don’t kill me but I haven’t gone back to watch any season 2 episodes so I don’t really remember

So not really scary just alien satan

Like all I remember is the drawing on dudes face like oh well

And I’m pretty sure the doctor defeated him by breaking some vase or something

Because I don’t remember he gets a low scare rating

3/10

The Smilers

I DONT THINK I WATCHED THIS WHOLE EPISODE

But I was not happy with the doll head thing turn around and look angry

Like NAUR WHAT DID I DO?????????

Was this the episode with the big ass space whale????

I think they were feeding the whale

They kinda terrified me bc imagine going to like a fortune teller booth with the little fake people and it just gives you a bad fortune and it’s face is mad at you now

Like HUH was misfortune am I gonna have because of this

Like 6/10

A literal Sun

BURN WITH MEEEEEEEEE

I just rewatched 42

Honestly scary in the fact that I hate the sun because it’s too hot and I hate it when it’s hot

And the fact that it’s a LIVING SUN and can POSSESS PEOPLE

Like WTF do you mean??????

But also I would have never done what miss girl did so I would not be forced to burn

Also I just read a hella good fic on ao3 that’s tenmartha and the sun is still possessing ten and is OBSESSED with Martha and literally only wants love.

So that has also changed my opinion

So like 5/10 scary but wouldn’t try to kill me because I’m nice.

Tecteun

THIS BITCH

I’m not scared of her nor will I ever be

Would beat her to death with my own hands

Or with a hammer

Deserves no kindness

Like actually who takes advantage of an actual child?????

Insane people that’s who

She better hope she never sees me out in these streets

-5000/10

Toclafane

This just makes me sad

Like they really wanted to go to Utopia and ended up as these things???????

Also just balls that can shoot you????

I think a baseball bat and a good swing would allow you to survive as long as it’s only like one or two

They also have the spinny knives but I think you can avoid them if you try and aren’t trapped

Like haha you stupid metal ball try to get me now as I go in all the hidey holes that you can’t fit in because you’re METAL

6/10

Vashta Nerada

THESE EPISODES WERE NOT OKAY

like what do you MEAN there’s little monsters in shadows

I have to SLEEP in the dark

What do you MEAN they’re responsible for the bones left in roadkill WTF

actually terrifying

Can just kill me whenever it’s dark?

BFFR

They’re name is actually cool though

Also the episode we meet miss mother river song

But like can turn me into just bones in a second

That’s rude

Literally no way to survive unless you’re always in light

And they can turn lights off (I think) so like ur fucked dude

10/10

The Autons

Terrifying

I’m already scared of mannequins and this is like a nightmare come true.

The only way I survive this is if I immediately run

Like I don’t think y’all understand I HATE MANNEQUINS

Also the fact that their limbs can still move detached is scary

Like actually being an adult that’s already afraid of these things I would actually just piss my pants and die on the spot

Only funny part is nine being choked in the back ground and even my first time watching I was so nervous for him

And auton Mickey is actually a nightmare I hated that

9/10 hate them

[feuqueerfire]

A Killer Paradox Live Blogging

Might be ill-advised to start this right now because there are 2 days and a few hours left of March and I'm someone who wants to finish series that month I started them/not have carry-over. I also have a bunch of stuff to do this weekend, so might not be able to watch 8 hours of show rip.

I've been anticipating this since early last year back when it was Murder Dieary and I heard about it on Certified Noonas 2023 show releases where they mentioned it's by the same director of Strangers From Hell, which I really liked. I've heard meh things about it though, so I'm trying to keep my expectations low and hoping to be surprised lol

Ep 1 (Mar 29)

I too feel directionless and aimless is life <3

ah, parallels before he hammers that man's head

the blind woman walking by and not realizing why her dog is behaving strangely since she can't see the dude or the dead body was really good

fun to make him be a cheater and a thief who's used to getting away with his misdeeds or crimes

oh, another person died that night? is it the old man?

are we gonna have a killer and a detective sort of dynamic? Love that

so the dude that our guy Lee Tang killed first hit that old man in the head with a brick or whatever? Makes sense since I think the synopsis was that Lee Tang can tell who is evil or something

ohhh Lee Tang killed a serial killer mans. I knew that from the synopsis but didn't expect it to be some guy with a hidden identity lol

I was not expecting to see sex and topless woman in here

that was so disgusting with the hands

dog and hammer

So the insect over the hammer meant that the detective didn't see Tang take it out right?

Ep 2 (Mar 29)

hearing people be glad that the man he killed is dead, even hearing his mother say that the murder was "God's retribution" oh

omg ?! so the girl with the dog wasn't actually blind and indeed was Lee Tang and the murdered guy?

Is he gonna kill her?

Detective Jang is trying to find the police officer who killed his father (I'm guessing his dad was a cop too?)

So that hammer is with the woman, I was wondering what's up with that but I guess she came back and picked it up?

oh, she's so fucked up and fun, I love her

ah, as expected, he aims to kill her

but extremely little planning my guy, doing this in broad daylight and leaving evidence like fingerprints in blood. that's not surprising though, he's clearly in a tight spot

she was doing research on Lee Tang, ig it'll help the Detective make the connection

and she also had a body in her backyard wowie (as the synopsis said he had a knack for killing evil people)

I like all the little scenarios of him imagining different situations or him seeing his victims' faces/bodies

ah, dog licking over all the blood really saving Lee Tang's ass rn ig?

ahh the other friend did know Tang stole his iPad

he killed the two teenagers by himself and dragged them to that pit or what?

oh somebody else helped him? Telegram OnlyForHeroes?

I read some people's opinions and people were saying it's slow and also gets sadder + some other old guy is introduced? idk but so far, I'm quite liking it and it's not that slow for me for now (esp cuz I'm watching 1.1-1.2x speed lol)

Ep 3 (Mar 30)

Yeo-ok backstory woah

oh, those fuckers who Tang killed raped that girl who then committed suicide? and his mother godddd what a fucking useless pos, was making a scene at the girl's funeral? kys

plss not the female part-timer being like yep Tang broke the "welcome!" sound thing at the door when she even told Tang that if it breaks one day, know that she herself did it loll

how does the detective who quit and his family relate to this? Also, Nan-gam? Is the name of this show smth Nangam?

oh this Telegram Heroes was also helping the girl's father to kill these high school fuckers?

The times where the reality blends with imagination or memories is so good

The bag with hammer and evidence got thrown into the river by the thief?

I stopped watching this last night with like 8 mins left of the ep lol

nooo man don't kill yourself, you're supposed to give Tang answers

oh the pit was just on the other side

whoo is this batman/hero telegram guy

Lots and lots of shows have a story of a young girl being raped, not seeing justice as the law is useless, and committing suicide and then having a (usually male) relative take justice into their own hands (most recently, the Sign with the brother aiming to avenge her). I get why they do it, it's a scenario that's very easy to empathize with and the first part of the scenario (girl is raped but the perpetrators get off scot-free) is very common but it's so sad every time.

Also... I wish the girl wouldn't kill herself every time... like the pattern being that she's sympathetic because she was innocent/pure/naive and also died too soon is like yes true, but girls and women who are sexually active/not "pure" or "good" still deserve empathy and the only action after being raped isn't that they must take their own life

Ep 4 (Mar 30)

I read 1 line about ep 4 from the on-air and it's that the detective gets fired or smth

Heroes killed some office dude, I guess he'd done something bad

wait what? the batman shirt guy, is it the same as guy who was wearing glasses + batman shirt during convo with the father? but he was doing a broadcast discussing the cases or whatever, I don't think the real Heroes dude would do that... who is this guy and how does Detective Jang know him?

what does Detective Jang know about this batman kid?

So much mystery around Batman and Detective

and is the helmet guy with Batman in any way related to the helmet guy who stole Lee Tang's bag? don't remember his face

next up on this Batman's hitlist: Detective Jang wtf this beating

but also Detective seems to know about Batman getting other people to do murders? (like urging the father to kill those boys)

lol hidden cameras

He says he's Roh Bin (Robin) but he's posing more like Batman

Lee Tang has already met the second person who worked with Roh Bin (the father? he's dead now tho) and he says they should hope to never meet the first person...

he's just talking around with the OnlyForHeroes sweater?

oh this is kinda fun, I didn't realize it was actually Lee Tang who killed the prosecutor in the beginning of the ep but I guess he's listening to his powers now

bruh, wait, was it Lee Tang who came to Roh Bin's house with the helmet? I'm so bad at recognizing faces since he didn't have his hair down the same way...

oh I just rechecked and indeed it is him...

so Jang is kicked out (what's his first name even) and also he has the dog who might lead him somewhere

and Lee Tang is going around killing people

Song Chon cop - I guess this is the new guy people mention when being like they didn't care about the old guy's story in the second half

So I'm guessing the first person who worked with Roh Bin is also the person (cop?) that Detective (well not anymore) Jang is searching for

I feel like the story in the next 4 eps is just supposed to be about Lee Tang murdering people, Jang doing some shady stuff to chase him because he's no longer a detective + also trying to uncover the cop who maybe did something bad to his father (he's bedridden in hospital now), and ig Song Chon is also pursuing Lee Tang from the cop side (unless idk, Song Chon is the missing cop who was Roh Bin's first partner and is the dude Jang is looking for). So idk how it goes sideways enough for people to say it's bad writing or whatever. we'll see ig

Ep 5 (Mar 30)

oh same florist girl as before?

is she paranoid that all the men have seen her video online?

what's gonna be her place in this story? Is she the one who got pregnant with the prof or was that a diff person? Is the person/people who are putting up her video gonna be murdered? Is she gonna be a love interest?

my facial recognition is so bad bruh, so the guy who was writing in the diary is the same guy she saw today (+ is he suspicious... idk). is the fiance of the dude who he was on a date with the same as Lee Tang's sister or anything? i guess not since he's having dinner with her in Busan while Lee Tang's sister was giving some info to the cops in Daejeon or wherever

so is this friend really also having his videos spread? is he being genuine? i'm suspicious of him...

ah, indeed, seems like he's got some other motivations aghhhhh

I hope Lee Tang's gonna kill him soon, please, I can't deal

Lee Tang being more and more haunted by his murders

noooo "fall in love" ?!?! D: Gyeong-a no

auughhhhhh fuck

that motherfucker killed her fr?!?!

parallels of opening the doors and such but also can't believe the other 2 cops just let Song Chon just walk past them when he must have exited out of the apartment they just came out of, like what???

Ep 6 (Mar 30)

there are just so many open threads, like Lee Tang (+ Roh Bin) vs suspended Detective vs ex-cop and the guy in the elevator as well

this Song Chon isn't like as fun to follow because he's just a dickhead, like why is he terrorizing the rude teenagers like that, they don't deserve this

I guess the point of him is that like we're gonna want to take him down more than we hate either of the other 2 main characters?

Who are the people Roh Bin is working with? people granted by the grandfather of the girl who was killed?

oof, Lee Tang crying, saying he's scared

what even happened this ep? I'm okay with a slow ep where we explore the characters more or find out more but it feels like we barely learned anything except for Song Chon's tendency to just murder ppl and like i don't care about him enough, you know

Oh, now I get that the book is apparently significant because the mosquito drank blood from the prosecutor and Lee Tang killed it in that book (+ probably has his own fingerprints in that book?), so the prosecutor and Lee Tang would be connected that way. I wouldn't have realized w/o the r/kdrama on-air comment tbh.

Ep 7 (Mar 31)

Song Chon is arrested but will he remain that way? like idk what the actual point of this show is, is it too early for him to be dealt with? bc the focus is so much on him, I can't tell if they want to bring him back later for most Song Chon vs Detective or if we're supposed to finally turn out attention back to Lee Tang

nvm, he's already evaded the cops as expected useless fucks

agh, I get why the story now has the two of them as Wanted in relation to Song Chon but it's still frustrating

the way i like don't care about what's happening like this storyline just isn't the reason I came into the series for and although that can be fine (story doesn't have to focus on only 1 aspect or character), this isn't hooking me

Ep 8 (Mar 31)

It just seems like Roh Bin is gonna die and I saw a comment in the on-air that Detective hides Lee Tang's location or something

so did Detective end up shooting Roh Bin? Or was that Song Chon's gunshot?

lol good thing Song Chon killed the Detective's dad what an evil pos

0.1 second of Roh Bin mourning

woahh Roh Bin you're my fave character and what a mastermind after all, fr had plans A - Z

Lee Tang's luck to have a blank shot him

Ah, poor's Roh Bin corpse getting caught up in the fire

Lee Tang's luck that the book with his fingerprints also burns away

Ah, Lee Tang got cleared

oh, Lee Tang's back to killing?

Pretty good last episode actually since all the storylines merged and a satisfying enough ending.

Overall:

Really enjoyed the first few episodes (up to ep 4), then eps 5 - 7 were kinda meandering and it felt like not much was happening (that I cared about anyway), then ep 8 was engaging again. In the second half, we focused a lot on Song Chon and his story to me wasn't as engaging as Lee Tang's and we also strayed away from Lee Tang and his thoughts.

I liked the fun shots and the imagination scenes, it was interesting.

I feel like the show didn't have many twists and turns, like it was all a bit anti-climactic, which dampened it.

From a comment on the On-Air thread, I learned that apparently he's also part of the Wooga squad and I searched up the rest of the people and I've actually watched 1 thing from each actor: Choi Woosik (A Killer Paradox), Park Seo Joon (Midnight Runners), and Park Hyun Sik (Happiness). I didn't watch Hwarang so technically haven't seen V act but I did stan BTS in 2017 so I'll count it. Don't know who Peakboy is though lol

Had high hopes because of the concept + Strangers From Hell director but that show was a lot more atmospheric and insular and the character focuses were more engaging.

Rating: 6/10

[after-witch]

omg can we get a feitan “did you really think you could leave me?” 😈😈 ty!!

Title: Smart Mouth [Yandere Feitan x Reader]

Synopsis: Your escape was short-lived, ill-planned, and stupid. And you’re too snarky for your own good. 

Word count: 860ish

notes: yandere; murder (not reader); mild gore; nsfw implications; kidnapped reader

“Well,” you say, looking up at Feitan from your position on the ground, pressed against the apartment wall of an unfortunate woman who took you in.  “It would be stupid to say yes now.”

He was covered in blood--her blood, she screamed so much--and staring down at you with an unmistakable disdain. At your words, his gaze narrows, but you’re so pumped full of adrenaline that you can’t really register any new feelings at the sight. You should, though. You really should.

“Smart mouth,” he says, mildly enough. Your eyes travel to the hammer in his hand, held down at his side. Some wet blood has smeared against already-present streaks of gore on his pants. You stare and think, stupidly, that it’s going to be a real pain in the ass to get the stains out once Feitan brings you home.

If he brings you home.

He crouches down in front of you, and the shift in his position finally does allow for recent events (the woman, her head, her face, crunching and screaming and--) to sink in your stomach, slowly replacing the dizzying adrenaline with a weighted dread. The dread settles with a thud, and it makes you think of hammers, of the hammer still in Feitan’s hand.

“Should I kill you?” He asks. But he’s not asking you. He’s murmuring the words to himself, thoughtful, slow. Mulling them over with apparent sincerity.

Maybe you crossed the line, finally. Maybe he was tired of having to reprimand you--for big things, small things, things you didn’t even realize were an issue until you were smacked on the head or made to stand on your tiptoes for hours on end. Maybe you weren’t worth the effort it took to keep you in line.

The worst part is, you can’t decide if it would be worse to die now or later. Do you even want to go back to the life Feitan created for you? Could that really be called a life at all?

The world seems to slow as he raises the hammer. You think of how the woman screamed, of the terrible crunching noises, of the blood and bits of brain you can see on Feitan’s face.

And then he brings it down.

In the microseconds in between, your eyes screw shut. You don’t pray, you don’t think, you just wait. It’s primal, animalistic, blank and hollow. Is this how other people die? 

And then the hammer hits... light. Feather light. Tapping your head with a soft thump that barely registers. You feel gore sticking to your hair as he pulls it away and sets it on the floor.

Your eyes open slowly, and the first thing you see is Feitan with his cowl down. There is a smile on his face which is, frankly speaking, perhaps more terrifying than the sight of the blood all over him.

He leans in, and the kiss is metallic and bitter as the blood on his mouth smears against your own. You gag, but he doesn’t care--instead, he groans against your lips, pressing against you with more fervor. His teeth edge against your lips and it stings, and soon enough the blood of the woman and your own are mingled together, fresh metallic bleeding from your lips mixing with the clotting deep red from Feitan’s face. 

After he gets his fill, he pulls away and if you didn’t know that the red smeared around his mouth was the gore of the unfortunate owner of this apartment, it would look like you’d been wearing red lipstick that Feitan smeared all over himself. It would be funny, if you weren’t sitting on the floor close to her corpse, if you hadn’t heard her die, if Feitan wasn’t your captor-come-to-bring-you-back.

There’s a few moments of pause as he watches you. 

“I’ll keep you,” he says, finally. There’s something almost light in his tone, like he’s unburdened himself of some decision that pricked at his mind. “If you can be good,” he adds, almost cooing. He knows you hate it when he calls you good, a word he always keeps sticky and sweet, praising.

“What if I’m bad?” You say before you can stop yourself, voice shaky, breathless. Even in a situation like this, your mouth runs away with itself. It’s gotten you punished so often that you’re surprised your body doesn’t shut down your ability to speak as a biological defense mechanism.

Feitan stands, and you wonder if you just blew your reprieve, if you can call the certainty that Feitan will drag you back “home” and into the basement for what is sure to be an extended punishment a reprieve at all.

“Smart mouth,” he says, repeating his earlier words. But when his gaze narrows this time, it’s not in annoyance, but in something entirely different; in something darker and richer, something that makes you actually regret not clamping your hands over your mouth the moment you go the urge to snark back.

Feitan unzips his trousers and tugs them down his thighs. You can see that he’s already hard through the thin boxers underneath--he probably got hard listening to you cry as he killed the woman, as you gagged and whimpered through your gore-swapping kiss. And now you were going to take care of him, for all his troubles.

“Smart mouth,” he repeats, voice lower, throaty. “Much better uses for it.”

[15-dogs]

hi!! can I request #1 from promp list 2 for fred x reader? maybe y/n helped Fred and George pull a prank and now they’re all running from filch. I love your writing btw!! <3

assumptions  |f.w.|

pairing: fred weasley x reader

summary: you just keep ending up in small spaces with your crush fred weasley, don’t you?

prompt: there’s people chasing us and I pulled you into the alley with me and wow you’re close

warnings: none

guide: (Y/N) = your name, (Y/N/N) = your nickname, (Y/L/N) = your last name, italics = flashback

word count: 1990

a/n: omg I absolutely ADORE fred like so so much!! I haven’t written him in so long so I hope this does him (and your request !) justice :) hope you like it!!

“Go, go!” Fred shouted at you, taking you by the wrist and tugging you down the hall. George ran beside you, throwing glances over his shoulder at a particularly angry Filch charging at you three.

“What did you get?” you asked between pants.

“Now’s not the time for questions, love!” George replied. You didn’t notice as he received a sharp glare from his twin over your head.

“Lookout, (Y/N), lookout. Does that word mean anything to you?” Fred stared down at you, feigning anger.

“I’m sorry, I got distracted!”

By what, you’d never tell him. As the twins had browsed through Filch’s office in hopes of finding their canary creams prototype, Fred had gotten rather warm. He decided to remove his sweater, accidentally tugging his shirt up with it to reveal his Beater-toned body.

You had fallen for Fred a long time ago. It was a few years back, you were staying at the Burrow. Your ex boyfriend had broken up with you a few days prior, claiming that you were just too close with those Weasley twins, especially Fred. You were up for days, racking your brain about what you did wrong. You felt you made a terrible houseguest in that state, rather opting to wear a bright smile around the family when you truly weren’t at your best.

You couldn’t sleep that night. You tiptoed down to the kitchen for a glass of water and jumped out of your skin when Fred popped out at you. He muffled a chuckle at your mortified demeanor before frowning and quickly apologizing when he saw your puffy red eyes.

“Are you okay? I swear I didn’t mean to make you cry,” he whispered, bending down to meet your eyes.

“No, no. You didn’t do anything, Fred. It’s just...the breakup has been hard.”

“Oh.” Fred looked off to the side, his brow knit together. “Do you want to stay with me tonight? I know that that sorta thing is terrible when you’re alone.”

Your traitorous heart skipped a beat. “Your mum would kill us.”

“That’s not a no,” he teased in a singsong tone. A soft giggle escaped your lips; wait, since when did Fred make you blush?

“Come on,” he offered. He motioned you towards him with a flick of his hand as he stalked towards the couch in the living room. He turned around, noticing that you hadn’t budged. “Come on, love, it’s just me.”

“Why does that give me a bad feeling?”

Fred shot a devilish grin at you that had you weak in the knees. He sat down on the couch, tugging you down beside him. You sat politely beside him, glancing at him from the corner of your eye.

“What’s all this? Since when have you been afraid of cuddling with me?” His face grew wide with embarrassment. “Merlin, I smell, don’t I?”

You slapped a hand over your mouth to fight back a cackle. “No, no!”

“Then get over here!”

Fred outstretched his arms and you clambered into them, your face entirely red. You rested your head against his chest, feeling the soothing rise and fall slow down as he, too, began to fall asleep. His arms moved up and down your back, calming you instantly.

At some point, you had fallen asleep. You only woke up when Fred had picked you up to put you in your bed. He had no idea you were awake and you weren’t about to test that theory by saying something as he carried you up the stairs. He placed you in your bed, tucking you under your sheets with care. He faltered a moment before leaving, pressing a gentle kiss to your forehead.

It was then you knew you had completely fallen for Fred Weasley, whether you liked it or not.

Your head turned for a fraction of a second but that was enough time for Filch to catch up to you. George groaned, rolling his eyes as he breathed, “You two better thank me for this!” He then shoved you and Fred in a tiny broom closet as he ran off with the stolen items.

Filch ran past your little hiding spot and Fred tucked you close to his chest. You could feel his heart hammering and his breath was hot against your face. You had heard Filch’s footsteps trail off towards George but you didn’t dare say a thing, not with the position you were in.

“You know,” Fred began, “I believe that Filch is out of the way thanks to Georgie’s little stunt.”

You hummed in content. “Maybe we should wait around for a few more minutes just to make sure that he doesn’t come back.”

Fred’s lips twitched upwards in a smirk. “If I didn’t know any better, I’d say you’re using this as an excuse to be close to me.”

“W-what?” You cursed yourself for getting so flustered by him.

“That’s a yes if I’ve ever heard one.”

You sucked in a sharp breath as his eyes flickered between yours and your lips. Was he implying what you thought he was? He most certainly was as he was slowly inching towards you, his strong hands anchored on your hips.

“Oi!” George called out. You jumped so fast out of Fred’s arms that you slammed against the wall behind you. “Get a room!”

“That was kind of the plan,” Fred added, throwing you a glance. You were sure that you had never looked so embarrassed in your life.

Just to make matters worse, Filch appeared beside George, sneering at the two of you. You and Fred let out a loud groan as you stalked over to the man, prepared to get punished unjustly for your crimes.

Things had been so strange after that. It certainly felt like a heat of the moment situation so you didn’t dare bring it up with Fred again. However, you seemed to catch a few lingering glances from him but brushed them off as nothing but a friendly stare.

You had gotten a week’s detention with the twins, doing anything from cleaning off the desks in the Potions classroom to setting up the materials for the next Charms class. Unfair? Absolutely. Grueling? Never, not when you had Fred and George with you. They always found ways to have fun during detention, even if it meant getting scolded. 

Fred, George, and you were placing down small white feathers for the first years to use during Charms the next day. You three circled the desks, positioning the feathers ever so carefully atop them.

“Hey, (Y/N/N)!” Fred called out.

As you turned around, you were attacked by a feather that Fred had enchanted to tickle you. You cackled involuntarily as you patted your pockets for your wand, yanking it out and enchanting a hoard of the feathers to do the same to him.

Just as the fun began, it ended.

“Miss (Y/L/N)! Mr. Weasley! And...er, Mr. Weasley?” Professor Flitwick bellowed as he entered the classroom. The feathers fell to the ground an instant.

“What?!” George threw his hands up in the air. “They started it! I was just a spectator! Honest!”

“That’s exactly what the true perpetrator would say.” A wicked grin spread across Fred’s lips that had a fleet of butterflies occupying your stomach. Fred then turned towards you as you walked over towards him, leaning against the desk beside him. “Don’t you agree, (Y/N/N)?”

“I most certainly do, Freddie.”

“I hope you three understand that I’m not blind. I know that Mr. Fred Weasley and Miss (Y/L/N) were ignoring their duties,” Flitwick informed, his arms crossed. “Detention. Just you two, tomorrow night.”

“But Professor-” you began to protest.

“I expect you to be here right after dinner.”

Flitwick left the room shortly after, throwing careful glares over his shoulder. George sneered at his twin, feigning annoyance. However, you didn’t have to pretend. You slapped Fred’s arm as he snickered.

“What’s so funny? I have to spend another night with you! And without George this time!”

Fred threw a wink at you that had your heart skipping a beat. “You say it like it’s a bad thing.”

You could feel your face heat up as you scrambled for a response, praying to Merlin that it wasn’t obvious how flustered a single action made you. 

“Anything that has Fred Weasley in it is a bad thing.”

You thought that you were going to faint, Fred was so close to you. Flitwick had forced you two to clean out the supplies closet. You were pretending to be upset with him for landing you yet another detention but his stupidly handsome face made it so difficult.

You were just about to scold him for the thousandth time that night when he had placed a hesitant yet firm hand on your hips as he reached above you, placing a small glass jar on a shelf. All intelligent thought flew right out of your head. All you could do was blush-- it was embarrassing.

Fred leaned down so that his breath fanned over the back of your neck. You shivered at the sensation while he whispered, “This just keeps happening to us, doesn’t it?”

“H-huh?”

Smooth, so incredibly smooth.

“Getting stuck in broom closets and such together.” Fred stood up to his full height but his hand was still anchored onto your hip. “If no one knew any better, they’d start assuming things.”

You chanced a look over your shoulder at him-- that was a mistake. He had that lopsided grin that made you want to melt. You cleared your throat and turned back around, hoping that he hadn’t noticed.

You settled on avoiding the topic, seeing as you couldn’t do or say anything without sounding like a complete idiot.

“Assuming things?”

So much for avoiding that topic.

“Yes, assuming things.”

“What sort of things?”

“If I saw two incredibly attractive people going in and out of broom closets, I’d assume that they were snogging.”

Your heart leapt into your throat. Your body went rigid and your eyes wide. It took your brain a few seconds to process what he had just said. A quiet chuckle left Fred’s lips, his chest rumbling against your back.

“You think that I’m attractive?” you asked, gaining confidence.

Fred spun you around so that you were flush against his chest. You sucked in a sharp breath, feeling the upperhand slip from you.

“Love, I think you’re gorgeous.”

You laughed nervously and stepped backwards out of his grasp. “These things sure are small.”

“You’re doing that thing,” said Fred, stepping towards you.

You gulped. “What thing?”

“That thing you do when you’re nervous. That adorable little laugh.” Fred brushed some hair from your eyes, his gaze piercing. “Do I make you nervous?”

“What?” That same nervous laugh fell from you again. You frowned, pursing your lips in a tight line.

“That laugh. I do make you nervous, don’t I?”

“What? No.” Your laughing spilled into your speech now. Merlin, this was humiliating.

“Is it me? Or is it the assumptions about us?” Fred quirked a brow up, awaiting your response. When he didn’t hear anything, a lazy grin twitched his lips upwards. “It’s both, isn’t it?”

“Yes!”

You did not mean to say that.

“Oh?” Fred placed a hand on the shelf over your end, effectively boxing you in.

“No, wait-”

Fred leaned down, planting a passionate kiss on your lips. It was heated, like it was pent up from years and years of yearning. Your hands ran up his chest and tangled in his hair. You felt the world was spinning; it didn’t feel real.

Fred was the one to pull away, placing gentle pecks on your lips. He rested his forehead against yours as he panted, a wide smile on both of your faces.

“So,” he breathed, “how about we confirm those assumptions?”

“It’s like you read my mind.”

[milenadaniels]

Finally finished season 1 and for obvious reasons couldn’t stop before watching 2x01

and I gotta say y’all bamboozled me. BAMBOOZLED.

I was already laughing that Buck couldn’t keep up his bitchiness for a whole episode but y’all he didn’t last half the episode are you kidding me?? Not even a two-parter episode! A regular, standard episode that already had a lot of other stuff going on!

Some thoughts:

So Buck has something of a competency kink, yes? Yes??? Like he was always going on about how smart/good at her job Abby was, so impressed she handled that kid in the pool without her hands shaking. And he’s pissed that Eddie is taking lead on shit on his first call but then Eddie overrides Buck with the patient and he was right and Buck literally has to take a moment and look away because his face wants to smile and he’s being a smol angry cat who wants to hold onto his ire. He tells him good call after too and I think it was meant to be sarcastic but he’s too fucking earnest that it’s just like...half-grumpy??? 

And if we want to cry we can think about how he might have this competency kink because innately he’s just trying to be really good at something (or good as a person) so people will love him so when he finds people who just know who they are and take care of things without making a fuss he’s like “yes, you will teach me”.

And then this asshole who happens to be really competent tells HIM he’s a “badass under pressure” and Buck fucking breaks and decides this is someone he’s going to keep trying to impress for the rest of his life because omg that felt good.

Also, STILL NOT OVER THE FACT THAT THAT WAS JUST HALF THE EPISODE. GUYS.

Also loved the foreshadowing of Buck thinking Abby’s back and getting all excited only to be scarred for life by naked sister. I just think that’s neat.

Not going to go on much with the gym scene because it’s just too homoerotic. Highlights for me were: Eddie “I’m Chill” Diaz getting 2 punches in when he walks in and then almost fucking falls over on his first kick, you know, like you’d do if you were totally focused an unaffected. MY face flushed wth embarrassment for him. And Chim gives me life in this whole scene. And Eddie’s slutty slutty tank top.

Then we get the “come on I need a nickname for you so you can know you’re special to me like the rest of the family, guy who’s only been here half a shift”. And general inability to be out of Eddie’s radius for 5 minutes even though everyone else is spread out and chilling between calls. From this scene on btw, look to Eddie’s face, he constantly looks over at Buck when things happen to see his reaction and that’s just...............fine :)

And the fistbump they FAIL at, which kills me. Such talent between them and can’t coordinate for a fistbump for the life of them.

Then second rescue, Eddie follows Buck into the pool instantly and they successfully cooordinate a block of cement attached to a delicate neck out of 8 feet of water. Did they discuss any plan beforehand? Of course not. Are they just perfectly fucking in sync after half a shift? A-fucking-pparently. And I’m not even going to touch “No, I’ll be the hammer and pound that chisel good :D”.

And I’m gonna have to make a second post because overanalyzing things is my jam and I have some blurry background nonsense to get real hyped about.

[commander-gloryforge]

I really like Jue, and their armour and colour scheme, and that big hammer. Tell me more about them. I know you said they're a work in progress, but I want to see more photos and hear more.

thank you sm for asking about jue omg! theyre very dear to me since ive had them for a looong long time <3

ive got their story down relatively well, though their personality isnt the most consistent yet and there are a bunch of things here and there i havent really figured out </3

jue basically was disowned by their own family for not being able to use magic like the rest of the family did, and instead turned to become a scientist. but i guess mixing various toxic chemicals, a love for explosions and hatred for the family that one was abandoned by can create an interesting personality, and certainly a lack of morality.

jue is technically of krytan nobility, born as julia flame. the flame family has fire running through their veins, quite literally. theyre a family of pyromancers, controlling the element of fire, some of them even having power over all elements, making them elementalists.

not jue though. they werent born with all that arcane magic (unlike their older sister, whos probably one of the most skilled elementalists of the family), they werent born with... any kind of magical knowlege. no matter how much her family tried to teach fire spells, or any magic for that matter, jue just couldnt do it.

so, the second child of the flame family was forgotten. in secret, jue was given to another "family member", an aunt of jue that had met a similar fate, though instead of not being able to ever learn any magic, she had become a necromancer instead (what a scandal!). jues aunt was bitter towards her former "family", but loving to her new child. violett, their bigger sister, would still visit them in secret, playing with them, bringing expensive gifts. it was a loving relationship between them that would however fade as the two grew older, and violetts visits stopped.

jue may not have inherited the fire magic of her family, but certainly the fascination of flames. jue didnt need magic to play with fire. they became an inventor, engineer, scientist. jue, still under the name of julia at that time, left home at a young age to see more, the grand things tyria had to offer. they were drawn to asura tech, all those floaty cubes with funky colours, flashy alchemy and golems that listened to their owners every word, it drew her in. but shed soon find it to be a bit boring. they needed more kaboom. the charr had that needed kaboom. war machines, tanks, flamethrowers. jue liked the big things.

it was probably in the middle of their big search for more explosives throughout tyria that scarlet began terrorizing the world. oh scarlet. she was crazy, sure, dangerous, absolutely, a danger to the world, yes. jue didnt like all that much her. but they couldnt help but idolize her nonetheless. the descend into madness had started.

"julia" became "jue", to create more distance between them and that damned "family". violett was long forgotten, after all, vi didnt seem to care. jue collected more weapons. favoured was anything that could create explosions, fire, sparkly colourful lights. making elixirs became a great passion of jue, and an even greater passion was testing them on unsuspecting subjects.

but between all that sparkly glitzy alchemy, their trusty hammer remained jues favourite. why? well, because it killed instantly, and it killed properly. there was nothing technical about it. just pure violence. one would wonder how killing because fire and explosions are pretty turned into killing for the sake of killing. who knows. jue certainly doesnt. she doesnt think about that though. they just do what they want, and they just so happen to want to smash peoples skulls. maybe its just fun to do.

after all, to jue, everything is about fun. fire is fun. alchemy is fun. murder is fun!

my hand slipped and now here a post longer than anticipated! i wish i could simply stop talking sometimes.

like many of my characters, i kind of dont know what jue did during more recent events. they do spiral into evilness more and more though, and go so far that even violett snaps out of her little disney villain phase to try and save jue (or save tyria from jue, who knows)

its hard for me to portray them just the way i want: unhinged, not giving a shit about other lives, and obsessed with the beauty of destruction. as long as i havent figured out more about her, i also struggle giving them a proper outfit, which is why they run around in the scientist outfit for now!

some more screens of them! one of these is another old pic from 2017 and the other is the skins theyre wearing rn under that outfit

i do rly want to get back to that pink and blue colour scheme i used to have for her but also im obsessed with the purple hair <3

thank you again for asking and also thank you for reading my brainrot if youve made it this far <3 <3

[writingsofmax]

Aweee 🥹 I’m so happy my message meant something to you and that it brought you even a little bit of comfort while you’re going through a difficult time. I just really love your work and I wanted you to know that! I’m going to try my best to accurately put my thoughts into words. Apologies in advance if some of it is just word vomit haha.

So, firstly, I love your characterization of Edward. A while back, when I was strictly reading this on ao3, I saw that you said you used Before the Batman as inspiration and it really shows. I feel like the way he acts and thinks is so accurate to the movie. For that, I offer you my applause. I love cutesy, subby, clingy Edward as much as the next guy, but it’s really refreshing to read something where he is as the movie intended ya know? Sometimes the shit he says to the reader makes me CACKLE, he just doesn’t get it sometimes and it’s hilarious. Like, it makes so much sense to me that he would find someone in that dumpster fire city and deem them worthy of his attention. Someone finally gets it! And they’re attracted to him! Yay Edward!! On that same spectrum, I love that you don’t clear him of his faults. Edward has ISSUES and I feel like a lot of the time other writers “fix them” as soon as Edward finds the reader. Just like that *poof* he’s sane now. His way of thinking and the reactions he has, ESPECIALLY when he tells the reader about being the riddler (dear god that made me sob, I was UNWELL) were just so natural to me. Everything about him in this fic is so believable and in-character for him. I just love it so much.

Secondly, the reader is so fucking interesting MY GOD. Like, she’s so complex and my heart is always breaking for her. I know what it’s like to feel like you’re losing your independence and agency over your own body, it’s fucking awful and the way you depict her struggle with that is so realistic. One of my FAVORITE moments in this fic is when Edward drives her out of the city to that spot she loves. She was so happy and at peace and that’s all I want for her. I like that she knows what she wants too, she’s not really afraid to tell Eddie when his protectiveness is getting to be a bit too much. She knows he means well, but no one likes being smothered.

Thirdly, their dynamic is so great. They start out being so nervous around each other omg it’s so cute. There are things they both wanna say so badly, but their nerves often get the best of them which is SO relatable. The angst was KILLING me, but it was so necessary. I sound like a broken record, but it was just so real to me. Like Edward’s perception of the reader was just like shattered in front of him, it was like a devastating loss for him, so he does everything in his power to push her away. He says the most awful things he can think of to hurt her as much as possible. I am not lying when I say that argument had me in shambles, like it felt like I was right there in the middle of it and I felt SO bad for both of them. Which I just think is a sign of excellent writing. It’s hard to make people feel genuine emotions using only words, but Max, you did it and I think that is SO impressive.

And we already know that I love the smut, that shit is AMAZING!!! You’re really out here giving the people what they want 🤭

Ok, so I just scrolled through what I just wrote and I must have blacked out or something Bc DEAR GOD IS IT LONG!! I’m so sorry 😂 I ramble when I get excited about things. I really love this fic though, Max. (That’s painfully obvious though 🙄) I think it’s beautifully written and I can see all of the hard work you’ve put into it. The time and effort you have put into this fic is much appreciated <3 Thank you for sharing it with the world! I am positively PUMPED for new chapters and any other things you may post! 💖💞💓💕💗

P.s. if we’re Shawshanking, you gotta bring the rock hammer

omg anon thank you so much 🥺 this was amazing to read! I’m glad you like the way I write Edward, I spend a lot of time thinking about and researching his character. I bought and read zero year riddler because they took inspiration from that Batman riddler arc for the movie, read the before the Batman book and annotated all of the parts about Edward and also found and read his journal that someone compiled in a Google doc. I try VERY hard to keep him in character (or what I perceive as his character I guess). I still want him to have growth though so writing that has been a bit challenging I think.

Edward always came off as a very sad character to me, and that’s how I try to write him. To me he’s someone that could have been good and has that potential but due to trauma just didn’t get there. I guess in that way my story is kind of a fix it fic Bc he does grow in it. As for not writing away his problems — I don’t think that type of trauma/ actions surrounding it would just go away no matter how in love you are with someone! Not for a very long time at least and some of it probably not ever. Idk I have a Lot of THOUGHTS and FEELINGS about Edward Nashton I guess!!!

Their fight is the scene that caused me to write this whole thing, that was the catalyst so I’m glad that sticks out!

as for the reader, I wish I would have made it an OC rather than Y/N Bc she basically is an OC but I didn’t know it was going to be this long when I first started writing it😅. And I didn’t know that I was going to like writing so much?? For the past almost two years now I’ve been dealing with being newly chronically ill and like.. Y/N’s story was a way to write about it as a sort of outlet. It’s cathartic to talk about how much it sucks without actually personally talking about how much it sucks if that makes sense???? (It probably doesn’t lol)

I love that the out of town chapter was your favorite 🥺 that’s so sweet omg. I liked writing that one. My favorite is the one that’s right before it where they go to the estate sale together. The part where he grabs her hand after she tugs on his shirt was supposed to be my like 🌸 anime cherry blossoms 🌸 moment lol. And my favorite joke he says is in that one too :)

anyway thanks for sending me such a sweet message I loved it SO MUCH I wrote it in my journal ❤️

[trashboatprince]

Just write the Vampire prince Peter / Lucian AU omg 👀😂🙏🏻 (Ik there's yet another story to expand on with More Than What You know - hope you'll update soon, btw!!) ❤

I want to!!!

And I shall! Since I have nothing else happening as I've done my night job tasks, and I'm listening to audio of David Tennant reading vampire stories, so I'm in a mood.

Here's a little more content for you lovely people! And from Peter's perspective.

(I am planning on writing the next chapter! But I'm having a bit of writer's block right now, but I hope this works in the meantime.)

On with the fic!

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Having a lycan for a husband was not what Peter had expected when he agreed to help end a centuries old feud in Eastern Europe, but he wasn't complaining.

Well, he was, in little ways.

He found that his limited time with Lucian could be taken from him with constant meetings over the conditions of this union, of the opinions and thoughts of the other clans of the Corvinus strain. And the reactions of other, local vampires and some human villages.

He didn't want to be political all the time, he wanted to visit his husband in private! He wanted to spend time with the lycan leader, wasn't that important?!

It was, to put it simply, fucking tiresome being a vampire prince.

He had found a chance to escape another meeting, though it had dragged on long enough that dawn would be arriving soon. Yes, the castle has protective windows, but even he was not immune to sleep.

Peter found his new husband outside near the stables, working on something metallic with a hammer pounding at it. He paused, turning to look at who arrived, a bit surprised. "Oh, my lord."

"Ehhh..." Peter shook his head. "None of that, Lucian. We're married now, no need for titles and shit when we're alone."

He held up his hand as he spoke, indicating the ring he wore now. It was simple, but it had interesting markings on it. Lucian didn’t wear one on his finger, but around his neck on a chain, along with another necklace. He had said it would keep him from losing it if he transformed in battle.

Lucian nodded, flushed from either his metal work or embarrassment. "Sorry. What are you doing here, do you not have a meeting?"

"I left during a break. They'll probably come looking for me, but I wanted to spend time with you before the sun rose." Peter shrugged, making his was over to look at the project. "A short sword?"

"Yes, just an easy project, to kill time as I wait for you."

Peter swallowed. "Huh. Didn’t know you did blacksmithing."

Lucian looked at him, giving a small smile as he reached up, touching his own wedding band. "Who do you think made our rings?"

The vampire's eyes widened. "You did it?"

"Yes, shortly before the ceremony. I felt it was a good idea. And I'm glad I was able to do so." There was a sadness in his eyes, his smile, that Peter didn't understand, but he was sure Lucian would tell him when he was ready.

"W-well, thank you, it's excellent work, very much my style." Peter replied, twisting the ring on his finger. "What else can you make?"

"Anything you'd like, dear husband."

"Really? I'd love my own, personal sword!"

Lucian chuckled. "I'm sure I can come up with something fitting of you."

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This was fun. Also, I love the idea of Lucian making things for his husband.

[doilooklikebees]

my reaction to thor: love and thunder, written as I was watching it in the theater

!!SPOILERS!!

the acting and writing is awful

everything about this just feels… cheap

it has to be the writing cause I know these people can act. And they must not give a shit to be acting this badly😭

wasn’t this supposed to be a taika production

ok yea it makes total sense that Jane is now a god, for sure

omg taika wrote this… buddy how did this happen

why tf does heimdall have a son, babe what? they really throwin spaghetti at walls, my god

this has to be korg’s point of view, it has to be a joke. This is so bad

oh the god planet must be what they spent all their budget on, since everything else is so terrible

and they make a joke of Zeus, of course (not that I super care, but like… why)

it’s a little funny that Zeus just keeps talking about orgies

ah more jokes. Thor’s tattoos. You’re so funny.

(the scene on the flying ship) what have they done to janes character she is so… two dimensional?

and so obviously Just A Love Interest

(jane telling Thor she has cancer) everything is so fast paced and not explained or written well

(Thor telling God Butcher to see a dentist) ok that joke was kind of funny

oh hell yeah Valkyrie stand up to this psycho bitch

damn tessa thompson fr the only good actor

the Big Bad actually has a pretty good plotline but they’re not utilizing it well and they’re giving him so little screentime. this could be a good movie, it’s got a decent premise, but it’s just. so bad.

giant screaming goats that fly a ship like santa’s reindeer and kick shadow monster ass, that’s kinda funny

(val and her thunderbolt) y’all just give Val a tv show, damn

(val get stabbied) ayo what the fuck. what the Fuck. What The Fuck

this shit is so stupid

the amount of times I have looked at my friend to laugh “what the fuck”

(Thor telling Jane that Mjolnir is killing her) god the bad writing… the awful fuckin writing. it’s so bad. so many “explanations” they throw at us that are not well written explanations

King Val just tellin Thor “yea I lost my kidney, you can fight this fight alone byee” I love her

(Thor calling a child army) these children are going to die what the hell

(Thor giving his powers to kids) HOW DOES THAT WORK😭😭

THIS IS THE WORST WRITING EVER OH MY GOD

this is literally a stain on all these actors’ careers

she said “I’m a doctor and you will call me such” hell yea girl own that phd

(Axel wielding the hammer) ugh cheap cheap cheap cheap

(Jane turning the sword to ash) that made no sense but ok

wait he still got through. what was the point

this is the Center of the Universe? this looks boring as hell

they knew they couldn’t ignore janes character anymore or just have Thor randomly reference his heartbreak, so they kill her. okay

so this guy brought his daughter to life just to leave her an orphan. And then they’re like… making Thor a dad or something? What?

ok Valkyrie looks so hot

oh my god Sif is hot too whoaaa

is every rock guy gay that’s so great

why the fuck. They’re just gonna make Thor a dad. Like he can do that. Sure that’s. That makes sense.

this is so bad

when has Thor ever expressed that he wants to or is capable of being a father. Who is this child. What is this writing

also thor’s costume was ugly