#but not hyeongjun. because that's his baby.
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schnaf · 3 months ago
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22 days until jooyeon's 22nd birthday
day 20 aka THE COUNTDOWN IS OVER - jooyeon's past birthday brrrr ppoppos
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joohanisms · 1 year ago
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xdh + their favorite way to make you cum 💭💫
this is soo silly and more of a characterization exercise than anything else but!! i hope you guys like it <3
cw: oof here we go, afab reader, penetrative sex, unprotected sex, mention of thigh riding/dry humping, overstimulation, mention of squirting and dacryphilia, edging, slight begging, fingering, twitter porn link in junhan's, oral (fem receiving), mention of face sitting if you squint wc: ~900
gunil
dick.
a traditional man
Nothing beats some pounding. he Will make you cum with his dick inside your cunt.
big fan of cumming together <3
he's all about the connection, honoring the making love expression, fucking you deep and slow...
but dw, he Will have his balls slapping your clit while taking you from the back if the situation (your sex drives) requires.
likes making you a little cock dumb. it boosts his ego in unimaginable way – he's making you feel so good you can't think about anything else other than him <3
will probably go a bit insane if he ever hit it raw. like there had been very few times he came before you. but this was a moment.
he'd be sooooo overwhelmed over how much he Loves and Wants you + your pussy ain't helping him at all :-(
jungsu
idk how to say what i mean but. non-penetrative stuff
dry humping, having you hump his leg, thigh riding, being used i guess? but in a loving way <3
his thoughts are somewhere around damn this is so low maintenance?? i'm not even doing anything?? and i make you feel good this easily?? this is all i've ever asked for??
but not in a "lazy" way. you know how he's always looking out for everyone? now he can take care of you only by standing still/rutting himself against you. not having to think is refreshing sometimes, you know?
in his opinion, it's sooooo absurdly hot to be able to make you cum without barely doing anything!!
has accidentally cummed in his boxers multiple times in his haste to make you cum.
btw if you can cum untouched (only by nipple stim, for exemple) he might die on the spot
if he's in a dommy mood, he will also play with you through your underwear just to be a tease :-(
jiseok
absolute menace
likes overstimulation very much.
doesn't really have a favorite method to do so, but is best with his fingers (as expected from a guitarist)
has a vibrator.
looovesss to play with your clit. will go LBLBBLBLHLLLBLBLHL with his tongue (i laughed writing this)
bonus points if you either squirt or cry!
even more bonus points if your mascara runs off!
aaand it's top tier sex if he gets to cum on you later!!
will hold your hips down and pull your hands away if you squirm too much – but if you start uttering the first syllable of the safeword he is immediately off of you.
if you ask nicely, he'll let you use a vibrator on him and give him a taste of his own medicine <3
and just a psa: i think that because of his love to overstimulate you and wreck you, he'd be one of the members who would be so down for a threesome he'd suggest it himself <33
seungmin
another menace.
as insane as jiseok but all the way on the other side of the menace spectrum = edging king
so controlling and aware of his every move. will make you INSANE, sobbing pleaseplewspelspelseseungminseungmin, have you like 5 seconds away from cumming .. and then he STOPS????
although you know the orgasm will hit you harder after being edged, you cant help but want to kill him /lovingly
will get you worked up and stop touching you (you whine) only to go hard on you (you nearly scream) in any way he'd like :-)
if you favor any method, he'll be more than happy to comply!!
likes it a lot when you get a little desperate. he will shush you, say "it's okay, baby" and start POUNDING. you see stars when you finally cum <3
hyeongjun
i have a vision bear with me.
fingering. but you're across his lap. like this. (PORN LINK for reference)
really likes fingering you in general because it doesn't matter how lazy he is at the moment, he Will be making you cum! cleanup is pretty easy too :-)
his sex drive is something like a low thrum. he's not usually insanely horny, but he's slightly horny (nearly) all the time, willing to make you feel good (as long as it's not public. he has limits.)
so if you come onto him, he's ready to give it to you – sometimes he won't even take his clothes off. he'll just focus on you.
the power trip it gives him + the feeling of being in control makes his head spin... 😵‍💫
will inevitably get hard by the time you cum and you inevitably get him off then.
jooyeon
absolute MUNCH!!!!!!
pussy to his face all day. smother him. hold his hair in a ponytail. give him thigh earmuffs. could probably go a month with only pussy and a cup of water
sit on his nose. if he dies he dies
absolutely sloppy with it but insanely good
drooly boy <33333
when he's in his usual bratty mood he will be SOOOOO cocky and smug to the point you would slap him on the back of his head if his tongue wasn't making you see stars.
in a subby mood though... puppy. puppy boy. if you pull his hair, he'll moan so sweetly against your cunt :-(
if you pull him away from you while he's at it, he'll rest his head on your thigh and look at you with sparkling eyes and a wet chin, waiting for an explanation as to why you're interrupting his 5-star meal.
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joocomics · 5 months ago
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Xdh catching you riding THEIR pillow
# xdinary heroes + riding their pillow
♡ gunil
he’d find it cute, silly, and he’d make sure you’re aware he doesn’t think you’re doing anything wrong. however, for a moment he’d be like huh? why didn’t you just call me? cause there’s no way this feels even remotely to the pleasure he brings you. he’d stand there intrigued, smirking at the sight of his pillow between your thighs. his shirt would come off presenting you his fit chest as you tell him the reasons you weren’t able to wait for him to arrive home, because he’d have questions for you for sure! and he’d need you to answer them while he lays you down on the bed, eating you out; pleased to see how much more wet you got now that you have his tongue on your clit.
“let me show you proper pleasure, love.”
♡ jungsu
something tells me he and hyeongjun would enjoy the sight of this the most. it’s like some kind of art for them. jungsu would love how sensual and intimate the whole thing is, and he would like to see your needy side - the one that reminds him how much love and lust you have for him. he’d sit close, praising you as you fulfill your needs, making compliments on how you look and move. i think it would make him even weaker at the knees if you’re wearing some kind of a flowy dress, or a tighter one that you’d wear if you’re going out for a drink. the fact you’re about to go out, or, you just came home too horny to continue with your day properly would both amuse him and excite him.
“is this what you do when you miss me?”
♡ jiseok
at first i was like “oh, he’d probably overreact as he always does,” but after i gave it some more thought, he wouldn’t want to make you feel embarrassed. he’d hesitate at the door for a moment unsure of how to approach you, but also - he’d want you to keep going. catching a glimpse of his own pillow underneath you would definitely act as a big ego booster, causing a prideful smirk on his lips. he wouldn’t need to ask you to continue because the instant effects his body and eyes would have from seeing you like this would make you want to tease him even more; to tests him how long he can watch before he breaks and pins you down on the bed. he’d adjust his hardening cock, chuckle and give you instructions in the lines of bounce on it like you bounce on my cock, baby. oh… it’s not the same, huh? he’d be mocking you lovingly for sure.
“come on, don’t get shy now.”
♡ seungmin
he’d regret interrupting you a little, but after you let him know how badly you needed him he’d stay, asking you if it feels good and if you want him to help you out with something. because one thing is for sure - seungmin knows how to give you a hand, and make it feel extra good even when it’s you mainly pleasing yourself. he’d kiss your neck from behind, praise you and tell you how much he missed you too. he might insert a few teasing questions like do you usually get this wet when you hump pillows? fully aware that you’re this much aroused solely because of his presence and touch. he’d be appreciative of how you continued your fun in front of him, and show you how much he enjoyed it by making you cum one more time.
“do you want me to leave? i’d really like to stay though.”
♡ hyeongjun
i see him as a big enjoyer of dry humping. actually, dry humping is one of his main kinks, so catching you rubbing yourself against his pillow not bothering to even remove your underwear would turn him on so much. no matter from which angle he’d observe it happening he’d cherish every second. he’d feel bad bursting into the room in case you left the door open, and he’d feel guilty and stupid for secretly peeking through it, so he’d call out before walking in to prepare you for his appearance, but he’d still tell you that he saw you so it wouldn’t matter. he would need to see more; there’s no way he’d ignore the situation. and as you proceed, he’d sit down comfortably and eventually start jerking off as you get closer to your climax.
“can i watch you? you’re looking pretty.”
♡ jooyeon
he’d be baffled in the best way possible. a wide smile would grow on his face, and an immediate boner in his pants. after hyeongjun, he is the next member that would turn this into a mutual masturbation thing which is a great idea, because you’d stimulate yourself even better by watching him get off to you riding his pillow. depending on his mood and energy, this can go two ways: he’d edge himself as you get closer to your climax, he’d wait for you to start moaning louder and grind quicker, then tell you to stop what you’re doing and take his cock; or he’d cum in his hand from not being able to edge himself long from how turned on he is. he’d encourage you to tell him as much as possible about what you’re feeling as you do it; what made you fuck his pillow and what did you think about before he caught you in the act.
“come here, ride me instead.”
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silantryoo · 6 months ago
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BONUS [ LIKEALOOK ] — normal girl.
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l/n y/n, first year high school.
WARNINGS ; misogyny, classism, multiple one-sided relationships, mentions of death threats, mentions of toxic fandoms, hints of imposter syndrome, sexual innuendos, sexualization, objectification, incel behaviour, slut shaming (5.4k)
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l/n y/n was born a pretty baby.
her family members - cousins, aunties, uncles, grandparents - gathered around her medical crib hours after she was born, basking in her beauty.
to the l/n's, y/n was a sight to behold. her small smile and her soft cooing ignited a fire within them, one that urged them to pamper the newborn with as much love they could muster.
it was safe to say that y/n was always surrounded with love, a plethora of it.
there wasn't a single time in her childhood that she didn't feel love.
y/n loved her parents, just as much, if not more, than they love her.
they did everything that they could to make her happy and healthy, enrolling her in whatever she wanted at the time. whether that be her attending hanlim (which they could barely afford) or a simple latte at the nearest café, the l/n's first priority was their daughter.
y/n knew that she wasn't as well off as the other kids in her school. her parents were decently well off but not enough to put them in the upper tax bracket that many of seoul seemed to be in, or at least pretended to. she had nice clothes, not designer, but just enough to not be bullied by her peers. her house was a fair bit away from the more booming areas of the city; a cozy, two bedroom house an hour away from gangnam.
she was content, making sure to never take her things for granted, always making sure her clothes were neat, her shoes were clean, and helping out with the chores as much as she could.
y/n didn't need much. she didn't want much, actually. as long as her parents were there with her, she was happy.
y/n just wanted to be happy.
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she knew she was pretty.
being pampered all her life does a few things to her ego, but even then, it was only her family members telling her. there was only so much you hear from your family until it started sounding like each compliment was because you were family. y/n had a slight ego, sure, but didn't have a big head. she knew she didn't hold the attention of the general public that her parents were so sure she held.
at least, she didn't think so.
"i've liked you for so long!"
y/n stared at the note in his hands, the upperclassman's hands trembling. she couldn't understand why he was so nervous. they had hung out a few times beforehand, surely he wasn't actually in love with her.
y/n was only thirteen, and this guy - han hyeongjun - had spoken to her less than ten times her entire life.
as his hands continued to shake, y/n gently pushed his arms down, giving a soft smile.
he was in no means ugly. a lot of girls would die for a chance with him, both older and younger that y/n herself. hyeongjun was nice, even funny at times when y/n had spoken to him.
y/n simply didn't know him enough, and currently, her priorities weren't dating.
"i'm sorry..." y/n watched as his face fell apart, hyeongjun's eyes wide with hurt and shock. "i'm not looking for a boyfriend right now."
"i'll wait!" his voice tore through her eardrums, a desperateness lying underneath his shaky breath. hyeongjun swallowed back what seemed to be tears. "please... give me a chance."
y/n frowned. was she hurting someone? she never wanted to hurt anyone.
"hyeongjun-oppa, i'm really not interested." she could feel herself wavering, her guilt slowly starting to outweigh her stance. "i'm sorry..."
hyeongjun crumpled the love letter in his hand, tears streaming down his face. he would never want to force the girl he liked into a relationship with him, even though he so desperately wanted to, even though it tore through him like a pain his fourteen year old self could barely comprehend.
"i understand." his tears poured violently, hyeongjun's head pounding from holding back sobs. "i just... really like you."
y/n knew she was pretty, but she didn't think she was pretty enough to cause someone pain, especially someone she barely met.
"i'm sor-"
he left without a word, bumping into the younger girl's shoulder, his face tear-stained and etched with pain.
why did it hurt y/n too?
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it was a one off thing, y/n decided.
han hyeongjun was a sweet, soft hearted boy. it was most likely a crush that he had, and not the emotions he claimed them to be. even if it was, there was no way it could actually happen again.
especially not in hanlim, where idols and future actors wandered the halls, all wearing some kind of designer shoes and expensive makeup.
here, y/n was just another face, just like she always was, despite her parents' preaching.
"what's your name?"
y/n's head shot up, her eyes wide. the girl that stood before her was tall and pretty, her loafers polished as if it was spit shined. her hair was dark, her skin pale in comparison, and y/n could see the faint twinkling of her necklace.
she suddenly felt so out of place.
"me?"
"yeah, you." the girl sat beside her, a scoff threatening to escape from her pink stained lips. "i don't think i've seen you before. what's your last name?"
it was an odd question to ask, at least for y/n. she knew last names held a significance, but only the adults in her life bothered to ask, never people her age.
the girl's eyes bore into hers, as if anticipating her question, ready to jump at the chance to compare herself with y/n.
"it's l/n."
"l/n?" she rested her chin on her palm, gazing at the girl with a predatory gaze. y/n couldn't place what it was, but it felt familiar enough to make her feel uncomfortable. "i don't think i know any l/n's. are you from gangnam? seocho?"
y/n could feel her eyes bug out. gangnam? seocho? there was no way her parents could ever afford an apartment, much less rent in those areas.
"uh, no." y/n didn't know why, but she felt so cold all of a sudden. "i live in nowon."
the girl sat up, her interest piqued. there was something about her eyes that shifted.
"oh." she twirled her blonde hair (probably an idol trainee, y/n thought) in between her fingers, eyeing y/n with a curiosity that seemed less than innocent. "i see..."
she could feel her intentions, how her puppy-like eyes held more than innocence. y/n felt like a zoo animal, being observed from a close distance, and this girl, although outwardly sweet, had ravenous intentions.
the girl smiled kindly, throwing y/n off guard. "what do your parents do for a living?"
y/n blinked. maybe she was wrong.
"um..." y/n's parents made a good amount, more than the rest of her relatives. even her high school friends said that she was rich, at least in comparison to them. "my dad's an electrician and my mom's a factory worker."
there was a pause in the air, heavy and suffocating. y/n was sure she said something wrong, but she wasn't sure.
"well..." the girl leaned back, deciding not to attack the poor girl in front of her (for now), and y/n sighed a breath of fresh air. "at least you're pretty."
"oh." y/n was pretty sure it wasn't a complement, but she'd take what she can get, especially since she was the black sheep in a class full of freshly groomed ones. "thank you..."
the girl smiled, resting her hand on her chin, her long, expensive looking acrylic nails slightly digging into her cheek. y/n glances her nails, dull and plain.
"my name's shim hyewon, daughter of shim sin. y'know, the politician?"
"oh." y/n had no idea about the world of politics, much less their names. all she knew was that the girl in front of her must've been rich. "i'm l/n y/n..."
just l/n y/n.
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shim hyewon led a life that y/n hadn't been used to.
her parents were busy people, working as much as they could to provide for y/n, and she couldn't be more grateful for them. she rarely saw them in the mornings, her dad having an early start to his day, and her mom usually coming home an hour after she already left for school.
her commute wasn't bad, longer than it was during high school, but that was a given. her place horribly far from hanlim. her ten minute walked turned into an hour commute (give or take a couple minutes it takes to actually walk to the station).
it was a pain, honestly, but this was what she wished for. y/n wasn't gonna let an inconvenience like this get in the way of dreams, not when her parents poured blood, sweat and tears into it.
still, y/n couldn't help but envy hyewon.
the girl had been nice to her these past couple months, and though y/n felt uncomfortable with her constant classist remarks, hyewon was sweet.
she'd wait for y/n at the entrance of the school, scrolling through the latest model of her phone (the case differing week to week, sometimes day to day), barely fatigued from the twenty minute drive with her chauffer.
she shouldn't feel jealous at the wealth, y/n was already rich with the love and support from her parents. she genuinely couldn't ask for more, but perhaps if she had just a little bit of that money...
"took you long enough."
y/n fiddled with her black blazer, shifting around. hyewon's eyes dropped to her legs for a brief moment, and once again, y/n felt like a prize to be won.
she didn't dwell on it longer, as hyewon's face shifted into an expression y/n was used to; amusement.
y/n cleared her throat, rubbing her knuckles. at times, standing face to face with her friend felt more like a job interview than two peers talking about class.
"how long were you waiting for?"
"five minutes." hyewon shrugged, standing up from her leaning position. "i thought you weren't gonna show today."
y/n woke up late, too busy studying for their history exam to sleep. she needed high grades, and there was no time to study, especially since she managed to book some auditions a week before the test.
luckily, she caught the train, but the trek up on the way to school was slower due to her drowsiness.
"i always show up to class."
the two began to walk to class, finally entering school grounds. y/n could already feel eyes on them, more specifically on her.
it was a common occurrence after her first month in school, and she found a lot of the students (mostly boys, but a girl here and there) stealing glances, some of which even handing her confession letters.
maybe they weren't used to people like her walking around, someone who was slightly less well off, and not acclimated to their tightknit social circles.
it didn't make her feel any better though.
"you shouldn't." hyewon sighed, taking in the shorter girl's side profile. "this place is boring."
hanlim wasn't boring, not to y/n. school was school, and although it was tough and monotonous, she was on the path of doing something she loved.
y/n loved the spotlight like it loved her, but sometimes, she wished that people saw her less like a trophy and more like a human being.
hyewon glanced at her as they entered the building, her eyes raking over her with an untold emotion.
she was never a patient person, and her father always scolded her for it. perhaps now was a good time to practice it. hyewon could already tell that y/n was going to be tough to crack.
reaching the room, y/n could feel the cold air on her sweat soaked back, and she couldn't wait to finally sit down. the train was packed earlier, and y/n's legs ached from standing up the entire ride. she needed a breather, sooner than later.
"hey."
oh.
"ew." hyewon scrunched up her nose before playing innocent. she looked up at the older guy, smiling with her teeth. "oops! sorry, sunbaenim. it slipped out before i realized."
jay chang.
two years y/n's senior, and son of some popular american singer that y/n couldn't remember the name of. all she knew was that girls quite literally fell for him with a simple smile, and that jay was nothing but persistant.
"it's a good thing i wasn't talking to you, then." his smile was charming, and y/n was nearly fooled by it the first time they spoke. "you look nice today, y/n."
she nodded slightly, not wanting to give him too much. "thank you, sunbaenim."
"still a no?"
hyewon rolled her eyes. "kinda obvious, don't you think?"
"what?" he smirked, dusting his shoulder. "eventually, she'll need someone like me to take care of her."
y/n didn't think she'd ever need anyone, especially someone as big headed as jay chang.
what she needed was her desk, and her seat cushion... and a cold glass of water.
"i can take care of her just fine."
"whatever." jay frowned. hyewon always seemed to get what she wanted, despite probably being the youngest in the school. everyone treated her like royalty, and it pissed him off, knowing how she truly was deep down. "besides, y/n can't expect me to hold back when she looks like that everyday."
she was no better than him.
"that's all for me, i'm guessing?"
y/n felt a firm grip around her midsection, hyewon's arm anchoring her body against hers. it felt as if she was being claimed in broad daylight, and y/n did everything in her power to push down the discomfort threatening to make itself known.
"yeah." hyewon looked up at jay. "we're leaving."
"it's just a joke!" jay put his hands up, smiling as if he did nothing wrong. "unless you wanna make it a reality, y/n-ah."
y/n shook her head, the unsettling feeling getting worse as jay continued to hover over them.
"c'mon, don't be like that." he teased softly, a hint of frustration underneath. "at the very least, go on a date with your oppa."
hyewon pushed him aside, slamming the classroom door in his face. everyday, it was the same thing; the boy showing up in front of the classroom, loud and annoying, only there to harass y/n.
it was funny, honestly, and hyewon didn't mind that it helped y/n get closer to her.
"you okay, y/n?"
"yeah." y/n pulled away from her, hyewon's arms falling from her side. the younger girl clenched her jaw. "are all the guys here like that?"
"no." she hummed as the two made their way to the lockers. hyewon glanced at y/n once more. "almost everyone here is like that."
y/n couldn't get the icky feeling off her.
she felt an item for auction.
"it makes me feel gross." y/n confided softly, the feeling never leaving her, even when it was just her and her friend talking.
hyewon paused, and y/n felt the air shift into a thick cloud, filled with something similar to smugness.
"do i make you feel gross, y/n?"
she didn't want to upset her only friend.
"no."
but that was the exact answer hyewon was looking for.
"good."
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the seasons passed, and so did y/n history exam.
getting her score back wasn't the nerve wracking part.
her grades were what she expected, and although it wasn't enough to be the top of her class (because y/n wasn't gonna slave over a one hundred and go to night school and cram school), she was satisfied.
it was the auditions she was worried about, her very first (and if it went wrong, her very last). she had managed to get a callback a week ago, and like before, it all went smoothly.
until she got to the HYBE building, of course.
"mom?" y/n's feet hit the cold floor, the air conditioning blasting. both her parents must've been home. "dad?"
she wandered into the kitchen, some dishes piled up, and the table freshly wiped. on the stove was a pot of kimchi stew, her mom's favorite meal and her dad's go-to dish.
she trudged to the living room, excited at the signs of her parents finally being home. y/n knew it wasn't normal for a fifteen year old to want to hang out with her parents, but she didn't care.
y/n loved her parents.
she heard the tv and walked faster, stopping as she stood in front of her parents' view, laptop in hand.
"need something, baby?" her mom, l/n eunji, pulled away from her dad's arms, causing him to pout slightly. he was always so clingy. it was cute. "come here."
y/n raced to sit in between them, rushing to open her email.
"can i tell you something?"
"what is it?" her dad, l/n junsang, leaned over her shoulder, snooping like he usually did. "you have a boyfriend? girlfriend?"
y/n glanced at junsang, shaking her head at his over enthusiasm to her getting a girlfriend or boyfriend (which she knew deep down he detested the though of).
"what?" he shrugged. "when i was your age, girls were throwing themselves at me. boys, too."
eunji rolled her eyes. her husband never changed. "girls were running away from you, actually."
y/n, not minding their usual antics, sifted through her open tabs, closing at least eight of them (for her paper due next month).
"but you ran towards me." junsang scrunched his nose, the mole dead center wrinkling along with his skin.
eunji shook her head. after twenty years together, she assumed her husband's ego would deflate just a tad bit. somehow, it worsened when y/n was born, their young daughter resembling him in both her smile and her beauty marks.
"you were the only one who caught my attention, though." he confessed like he always did, declaring his love on a random afternoon. "i could never say no to you and your pretty eyes."
y/n could gag, but it was nice to see her parents in love, even if it made her cringe.
"um..." she shifted the attention to her, hovering over the sketchy email she got. "are you guys done flirting?"
"sorry, baby." eunji looked at her daughter, her cat-like eyes gleaming. "what's up?"
"so..." the email in front of y/n made her heart beat out of her chest. "i had a callback, right?"
"yeah...?"
"i just got the email." y/n whispered. she knew it was her first audition, and there were much prettier and more talented girls that were at the audition, but she couldn't help but hope. "i was hoping to open it with you?"
junsang smiled. he was always so grateful that his daughter was open to sharing her achievements with him and his wife. being so involved in her life, regardless of its gravity, made him happy.
all he ever wanted, ever since he was young, was to watch his kid blossom.
the two older l/n's leaned closer, watching as their daughter opened the message.
y/n's eyes widened, reading the words over and over again, but she could only focus on one thing.
We look forward to working with you in the next coming weeks.
she got it? her first audition, and she got it?
y/n didn't know how to feel, a mix of gratitude and guilt coursing through her. it didn't seem fair to the others, the ones who strived for months, years.
"i knew it." junsang puffed out his chest. "no way can they deny our baby's pretty face."
her pretty face.
was that the only reason she got in? did they chose her for her face, just like everyone did in hanlim? her hardwork was glazed over, the spotlight on her features instead of her feats.
eunji flicked her husband's ear, her head lowering to meet her daughter's gaze.
"obviously, it's not just your face, y/n." her daughter was talented, and sometimes, she needed a reminder, just like everyone in her position would. "your dad and i know how talented you are. he just likes to say your face is pretty because people say you look like him."
"what?" junsang frowned. "am i not pretty?"
"junsang."
"you're very talented." he smiled, ruffling y/n's hair. "and smart too. all of which you got from m-"
"junsang."
"anyway," he waved his wife off, looking at his daughter. "you deserve it. you've worked so hard for it, and we're so proud of you. not only do we have a good daughter, but a talented one."
her parents were always her anchor, but sometimes she wished that she had the friend groups in the shows she had watched.
y/n wanted to belong both in her home and in society, where people saw passed her face.
"thank you." she whispered, earning a kiss on her temple from her mom. "i love you both."
"we love you too." eunji rubbed her back. "and don't listen to your dad about the boyfriend thing. i was the one that was getting hit on."
junsang paused, a frown suddenly on his face.
"you were?" his eyes landed on his wife, y/n deciding that now was a good time to hop off the couch and let her father and mother sort this one out. "wait, why didn't i know about this?"
eunji shrugged, standing up.
"i never told you."
eunji followed her daughter, not to her room, but to the end of the hall, her and her husband's door wide open.
"wait, what?" junsang heard y/n's door click shut, rushing to his feet to chase after his wife. "eunji, what?"
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y/n met bts.
no, she worked with them, staring in multiple of their music videos, more than she expected to feature in (all at the cost of privating her social media accounts for a while. her success came with death threats, as expected).
it did wonders to her popularity in the industry, and she was amazed at how much more her peers both avoided and fawned over her. y/n always thought that it couldn't get much worse, but it did.
hyewon seemed to hover over her, watching as her locker was filled with threats from some of the older girls in hanlim. mixed into the pile were confessions, a few of which came from different schools. how they got in her locker, y/n would never know.
all she knew was that the attention was immense.
somehow, she avoided it today, waiting a couple minutes after the class president left to get cleaning supplies. there were a fair amount of students still in the class, but y/n knew they were all respectful enough to not but her.
she dusted herself off, walking outside the room and down the staircase. hyewon was somewhere nearby, either the roof where she usually sat (smelling like smoke) or in the girl's washroom close to the entrance.
"so..." jay? he never stayed after school, even if clubs were going on. "you can do a video with some older men but not go on a date with me?"
y/n's blood ran cold.
"sunbaenim." trying to not show her nerves, she lowered her head slightly, hoping that the sign of respect was enough for him to cool down.
it wasn't.
"do you like older men?" his arms crossed, his usually ironed blazer now wrinkling in his grip. "am i not old enough for you?"
y/n didn't like older men, she didn't even consider older anyone at all. she didn't wanna focus on that stuff, her sights on her dream university unwavering.
"i just don't want a boyfriend." her voice, soft and soothing, was strong with honesty.
"why not?" jay shot up, his dark eyes hard against y/n's features. "all girls want a boyfriend. you know i'll be good to you. i won't even force you to do anything."
y/n was sure his words meant to be reassuring, but it made her feel worse if anything, now knowing that jay saw her more like a toy than a human.
"i'm really not interested." she felt her voice go weaker, her legs frozen.
she wanted to leave, yet her legs stayed glued to the floor. there was a deep, unsettling feeling like her chest had been weighed down by something and she wasn't sure what.
"i don't believe you." the sinking feeling in y/n's chest was overwhelming. "don't tell me one of those bts oppas got to you first."
the staircase turned quiet, the soft whirling of the cooling units pushing through the vents. the green grass reflected the now setting sun through the window, birds chirping in the distance.
it should've been a beautiful day.
y/n felt a sense of shame she didn't understand. dirty and used, yet not even having her first kiss yet. she hadn't even held hands with anyone, yet somehow, everyone saw her as more.
she just wanted connection, love in both friendship and relationship.
jay was annoying, uncomfortable at times, but he wasn't cruel. she must've heard wrong. she had to have heard wrong.
y/n's voice came out in a soft squeak.
"i don't understand..."
she didn't, honestly.
she knew the industry came with it's consequences, but everything started even before then. it amplified, but it had always been like this in one way or another. she was always seen as something to get, something to possess, but never to connect with.
y/n was a want, but she was never a need.
"c'mon, y/n. quit playing dumb." jay was up to his wits end, and y/n could feel it in the air, a heavy smog filling her lungs. "there's another guy, isn't it?"
everyone assumed it was someone else, but it never was.
it was just her.
"are you playing hard to get or something?" his voice got louder, drowning out the birds and replacing it with a shroud of rage that concentrated around y/n. "you know how many girls would kill to have me tripping over them? and you're just here rejecting me over and over again?"
over the past few months, y/n learned to steel herself from the influx of confessions, always slightly in pain at the thought of breaking someone's heart.
it felt real, their 'love' for her.
but she knew this wasn't real, yet it hurt by the tenfold.
"it hurts, y'know." jay didn't seem hurt, and y/n was glad that his major was applied music and not broadcasting and entertainment. "you're not even giving me a chance. is it cause of the rumors you heard? are you that shallow? or are you just trying to hurt me?"
y/n didn't want to hurt anyone. she'd rather hurt herself.
"i didn't mean to-"
"but you did!" jay was fed up, nothing ever going his way. "do you like the attention or something? acting like a fucking tease all the time."
she could feel anger bursting through her chest, sick and tired of the names everyone threw her way. a thin veil frustration started to well up in her eyes, and behind, a seed of disappointment in others and in herself.
calming herself down, y/n spoke. "i don't understand why you keep calling me that."
"because you are!" jay whined, his eyebrows furrowing. y/n could basically see him stomping his foot. "you walk around with that face and expect me not to do anything."
a shiver ran through her spine.
"it's just my face..."
y/n didn't want to be seen as a trophy if it meant attracting attention like this.
did anyone even see her as human at this point?
"just shut up!" jay pushed his hair slick back, his voice echoing through the stairwell. "just fucking leave."
as if by his instructions, y/n's legs finally moved, her frame a blur as she rushed down to the main floor. she could feel her chest heaving, her eyes trained onto her feet. they carried her to the washroom, and she opened the door with a loud bang.
hyewon.
she was safe. her friend was here.
"woah," hyewon hummed, looking at y/n through the mirror. "you look crazy as fuck."
she felt crazy, her mind racing. she couldn't fathom how people saw her in that light, as if she was a medal incased in a collection of glory, plastered for the world to see.
"hyewon."
y/n rushed to her friend. she needed comfort, solace in the storm that happened mere minutes ago.
today should've been a good day.
"oh shit." hyewon pulled y/n in, her hands resting on her lower back. "hey... it's okay."
she could confide here, in between the porcelain walls, where she stood in the arms of someone she trusted. for once, she had someone to lean on, someone her age (or close to it) that listened.
y/n just wanted someone to listen.
"i don't understand why everyone thinks i want them or something." the emotions in her chest whirled with fervor, yet her voice was meek.
"i don't understand either." hyewon pull her closer, rubbing her back. "people here are fucked in the head."
y/n didn't want to believe that. she knew somewhere out there, there had to be people who were pure hearted, with pure intentions. somewhere, there were people who were just like her and her parents.
y/n wouldn't find them until after high school.
"i just wanted to make friends." she didn't mean to whine, but she was tired. "even the girls here think that i'm trying to do something. i can't even go near them without them thinking i'm trying to sabotage them."
hyewon pulled back slightly, looking at the shorter girl with vague intent. "i know you aren't, y/n."
"did i do something?" y/n was careful, never crossing the line of friendship (and most times, acquaintanceship) with anyone. she never wanted her words to be twisted, her actions perceived with an underlying meaning. "do i seem like the people they assume i am?"
she wanted to be seen for her, not for their ideals.
"no." hyewon brushed the tears off her cheek. "no, you're perfect."
"i just want people to understand." y/n was worried she'll never find anyone who cared enough about her. "i need someone to understand, or at least try. is that so much to ask for? for someone to actually care about me?"
"i know, baby." the taller girl whispered, y/n suddenly aware of how her breath hit her face. "i know."
y/n's first kiss happened on a beautiful day, in a porcelain school bathroom, the soft hum of the school's ac whirling through the vents, the sun setting through the windows.
(she always wished her first kiss happened with wonyoung, but wonyoung didn't need to know about this. y/n would rather die.)
she pulled back, bile threatening to release in her throat.
"i'm sorry"
"hey..." hyewon reached for her arm, and the predatory gaze was back. "it's okay."
it wasn't.
y/n rushed out, her legs carrying her as far from that school as they could. her lungs burned, her ears rang, and the humid air clung to her skin, refusing to release her.
sweat dripped down her back, tears poured from her eyes and betrayal suffocated her.
it hurt. everything hurt. the way jay's words stuck onto her like cheap perfume, and the actions of hyewon - of someone she knew she shouldn't have trusted - clawed into her.
she was battered, ripped to shreds, and never had she so desperately yearned for someone to hold her, to tell her that everything would be okay.
y/n wanted the comfort of a close friend, one she trusted with her gut. she wanted to hear the soothing words, the advice they'd give her. y/n longed for someone in her corner.
y/n just wanted to hear that it wasn't her fault.
(it wasn't, and it never was, and it never will be.)
(and two weeks later, y/n sported a new yellow blazer, assigned to a new seat and her commute lengthened to an extra thirty minutes.)
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gingerjunhan · 2 months ago
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Can I request a ot6 reaction to their parter getting lots of compliments maybe because they are pretty or smart just all around a talented person I have the biggest head cannon that gaon and jungsu absolutely feeds into their partner’s getting praised and loves bragging about them because he knows they are amazing
☆彡 eeeek such a cute request!! I'm so excited to get the ball rolling again!!! I hope you enjoy, and thank you so much for the request! 🩷
word count: 768 | pronouns used: they/them | genre: fluff, established relationship | cws: slight swearing, mentions of jealousy, mentions of anger, lmk if I missed anything!! I'm a little rusty lol
goo gunil
I think Gunil would get a little bit jealous!!
like,, he knows you’re hot, other people do NOT need to be pointing it out!!
if others are complimenting your looks, he’s a little bit iffy on it sometimes, but he tries not to let it bother him too much
you did choose him after all!
eventually, the jealousy does wear off, and he can accept the fact that your good looks will grab people’s attention
if they compliment you for other things, then he’s a huge hype man
“Wow (Y/N)! You’re so talented!” eagerly followed by Gunil going *gasp* “Aren’t they?!”
hell, he will go out of his way to get people to compliment you on something if he’s proud of something you’ve done
overall, he’s very supportive, unless he thinks someone wants to pursue you romantically- then he has problems
kim jungsu
I think Jungsu would get a little shy no matter how you get complimented!
even if someone is trying to pursue you romantically through their compliments, he tends to back off, leaving you to deal with those people yourself ���
he probably doesn’t want to seem pushy
the compliment was given to you, and he doesn’t want to steal your moment (even when he probably should)
if you make a big achievement and people congratulate you, he would probably stand off to the side like a proud parent and watch as you soak it in
he would only step in and say something if it’s absolutely necessary
if someone won’t leave you alone after you’ve asked them to stop, he’ll put his big boy pants on (that made me cringe I’m so sorry) and tell them to leave you alone
other than that? this is all you, baby!
kwak jiseok
overly excited
no matter what compliments you get, he agrees
a stranger tells you they like your outfit? so does he
that thing you made looks really cool? he couldn’t agree more
some random guy hits on you at a bar because he thinks you’re hot? Jiseok agrees, but leave them alone!
quite literally “yes, and”
“(Y/N), I really like your shirt today.”
“So do I! Don’t they look great in that shade of blue!!”
nobody can outdo the doer- so he’s perfectly fine with you getting compliments as long as you know he means them 10x more than everyone else does
oh seungmin
he’s like Gunil but evil
he’s not jealous… he’s possessive
don’t get me wrong, he’s happy for you when someone compliments your talents or achievements!
they just need to calm down on the happy tone 😁
he has to be 100% sure the other person has no intention of courting you for him to not blow smoke out of his ears
also, he doesn’t get mad at you no no no
like, he gets it- you’re attractive. it’s a curse. he doesn’t get mad at you that you get complimented by other people because that isn’t your fault
he’ll just… quietly sit in his jealousy until the other person is done
if he feels the need to, however, he will come wrap an arm around your waist mid conversation… just to prove a point
han hyeongjun
🙂↕️
bro is just happy to be there
he feels proud of you when others compliment your achievements or talents because he agrees!
you’re great! you deserve the praise!
he will let you bask in your spotlight for as long as you can
low key he would be the same for physical/ romantic compliments
Hyeongjun kinda gives the vibe that he just stands next to you silently in public like 🧍‍♂️🙂 while holding your hand, so I feel like people would get the nonverbal message that they should leave you alone
if they don’t, he’ll just give them a face until they move on
I KNOW y’all have seen his “bitch, please” face
lee jooyeon
he’s the happy medium between Jiseok and Gunil in my opinion
he’s so excited that other people will point out and compliment you on your achievements
he will take any chance he can to celebrate you!
he’ll compliment you to others when you aren’t around
“My partner is in this show. They worked so hard!!”
when things get romantic, however?
😃➡️😠
he no longer plays along and he will show that he’s mad at the other person
he probably won’t say anything, but he will definitely be giving out some dirty looks!
he’s supportive until he needs to stand up for you, then all of the sudden he is he tries to be Mr.Tough Guy™️
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jooillusion · 10 months ago
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what do the members think about lingerie?😼
ot6 + lingerie <3
warnings: lingerie duh, sexual themes, implied insecurity in jungsus
꩜ G. GUNIL
I feel like gunil definitely likes lingerie. no love. no like. lovelike smth like that!
sex with him is already filled with praises of how pretty you look so just imagine that x100
stunned. like SPEECHLESS stunned
touches all over your body, his hands savoring the feel of the material
“you really did all of this for me?” UGH YES I DID ☝️
“lets see if it can last long enough” and by that he means he’ll definitely fuck you through the panties of the delicate lace, most likely ruining them along the way
corsets are his personal favorite
buys you a lot more after but maybe 3/15 pairs last :,)
꩜ K. JUNGSU
this boy right here is a FEEEEN
it took you a while to get comfortable around him, him seeing you naked a solid five times during sex
so imagine his “:o” face when he pulls your shorts down to expose the lace. it’s like a kid opening a present because he’s now EXCITED
“can i see the rest?” HELL YEAH
wastes no time pulling that dick out and getting into the business
thong lover jungsu
they’re easy to pull to the side heh (he ripped a few from pulling too hard)
fucks you in all colors except his favorite (so he won’t ruin it lols)
꩜ K. JISEOK
he LIKES it. HEAR ME OUT
when he came home tired from work and saw you in a set he suddenly didn’t feel tired anymore
dick goes from 100 to 1000 when he first saw you in it
definitely the type to say “it’d look better on the floor.”
would rather see you naked so he’s eagerly pulling it off
his favorites are the gowns of course
he loves to lift it up and and fuck you OPEN.
when you’re cuddle fucking he grinds himself onto the material before pulling them to the side
꩜ O. SEUNGMIN
loves loves LOVES it
you’re both big on fashion so the sight of you in lingerie nearly KILLS him
“you look so pretty baby” as he’s kissing down your neck UGH A NEED
loves bodysuits
the way the designs of the lace decorate your body turns him on
sometimes you’d show off to him as he leans back on the couch and watches
wardrobe is full of all shades of purple
“hmm seungmin what should I get?” boom the whole website is on your list
꩜ H. HYEONGJUN
a FANNN
likes to watch you try it on and you let him pick his favorite ones (all of them)
“do a spin for me baby” ANYTHING U SAY HYEONGJUN
can’t bring himself to rip off the material off so he just pulls it down
LOVESSS the thigh garter + belt combo
his favorite thing to do is pull onto them when you’re bent over in front of him
dressing up to tease him so that the lacy bra peeks from under your shirt
uses them to jerk off when he misses you a little too much :,)
꩜ L. JOOYEON
tried it once now he’s hooked
he found out about it on accident, your skirt lifting up and exposing the lace underneath
“oh, what’s this?” —famous last words
crotchless panties.
easier access + loves watching it go in and out :,)
has way too many pictures of you in lingerie on his phone
you wear it under his hoodies so when he pulls it up he’s ready to ravish
likes to lick your cunt through the lace to tease you
please remember that this is a pure work of fiction.
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lovetaroandtaemin · 3 months ago
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Kinktober 2024
Day 8: Hand Kink
Han Hyeongjun x Reader Word Count: 1,022 THIS FIC IS NSFW, MINORS DNI!!! Warnings: Soft dom!Jun Han, fingering, biting, a little bit of voyeurism, Jun Han gets a bit mean with the teasing, implied round 2. If you think I missed any warnings, let me know! A/N: If you would like to be added to my Kinktober taglist, you can send an ask, send a dm, or comment on any of my Kinktober-related posts with the username that you'd like tagged. Happy reading!
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Fic is under the cut.
It was the last concert of Xdinary Heroes’ tour, and you couldn’t have been more excited. Not only did you have the time of your life traveling with your boyfriend and his bandmates, but you also couldn’t wait to get back home and have some quality time with Hyeongjun. Sure, the first thing the two of you were planning to do with that “quality time” was have sex, but it was still a relief to know that you would be able to go back to your apartment after the show instead of a hotel room or tour bus.
Every time you watched your boyfriend perform, you found it impossible to tear your eyes off of him. Hyeongjun had the kind of charisma that just drew you in whenever he was onstage, and you loved it. It also didn’t help that you tended to get distracted by how gorgeous you thought he was. It was obvious to anyone that saw how you looked at him, to the point that even his own bandmates teased him sometimes because they could see how in love the two of you were.
One of the things that you found really attractive about Hyeongjun was his hands. Just watching the way that he moved them as he played had your mind swimming with inappropriate thoughts more often than you wanted to admit. He always looked sexy when he played, and you loved showing him just how sexy you thought he was after every show.
When Hyeongjun made his way backstage, the first thing he did was look for you. When he found you in his dressing room, scrolling on your phone, he said, “I have some things I have to do before I can leave. You should go home, though, you deserve some relaxation. Ok?”
“You got it, honey,” you responded, quickly gathering your things so you could leave. Once you were home, you stripped and waited on your bed for Hyeongjun to arrive. Waiting for him when all you wanted to do was rip his clothes off and let him have his way with you was agonizing, but you did your best to be patient. After all, you knew that he would give you everything you wanted and more when he got home.
While you waited, you let your fantasies run wild. You thought about Hyeongjun’s hands, and how sexy they looked whenever he played guitar. As you thought about him, you couldn’t help but slide your hand down to where you wanted his hands the most. You slowly inserted one finger into your pussy, imagining it was his. After a few minutes, one turned into two. After a few more minutes, you could barely contain yourself, bucking your hips up and crying out in desperation. It felt good to have your own fingers inside of you, but nothing could compare to Hyeongjun.
Your solo playtime was interrupted by Hyeongjun clearing his throat and asking, “Well what is this? Poor baby got so desperate waiting for me she couldn’t help but touch herself?”
“’m sorry, Junnie, I just started thinking and couldn’t help myself.”
“Oh, really? What were you thinking about, sweetie?”
You looked away blushing and mumbled, “Your hands.”
“What was that? I couldn’t hear,” he responded with a teasing tone.
“Your hands,” you said, slightly louder. He laughed a little bit when he heard your answer. In response, you quietly said, “What? I like your hands.”
“Well then I guess I should put them to use, shouldn’t I?” You nodded, and Hyeongjun joined you on the bed. He gently moved your hand away from your pussy, replacing it with his. You let out a moan of satisfaction when you finally felt his fingers inside of you, loving the way he curled them as he fucked you. As he fingered you, you felt his mouth on your neck, biting and kissing every inch of you that he could reach.
Hyeongjun loved fucking you with his cock, but he loved fucking you with his fingers even more. You were significantly more responsive when he used his hands. Every time he got to see how much more responsive you were, it did wonders for his ego as well as his libido. The way you bucked your hips up in your desperation for more was adorable, and he loved how you sounded in bed. Hyeongjun would never tell you this, but he held the sounds that left your lips during your most intimate moments together in higher regard than his favorite song.
Your moans grew louder as Hyeongjun started to move his fingers faster. You knew that you wouldn’t last much longer, so you warned him. He stopped kissing your neck and you whined, but when he grabbed your chin, forcing you to make eye contact, the frustration you were feeling quickly turned to nervousness and arousal. It was almost too much for you to handle, and when he looked you in the eyes and said, “Cum for me, sweetheart,” you couldn’t take it anymore.
Your orgasm washed over you like the sweetest tidal wave, and you held onto Hyeongjun for dear life as he fucked you through it. Once the aftershocks subsided and your breathing returned to normal, he kissed you with a passion that made your head spin. When you pulled away, you smiled and said, “I love you.”
“I love you too, baby.” You smiled until he said, “I knew you liked my hands, but I didn’t realize just how much.”
You blushed and hid your face in his neck, whining at the teasing. The embarrassment only lasted for a moment, though, once you remembered that Hyeongjun hadn’t gotten any attention yet. The idea of making your boyfriend cum got you turned on all over again, and you took advantage of your position by kissing and biting at his neck. He let out a small moan at the sensation and said, “I hope you know what you’re getting yourself into, love.”
It was going to be a very long night for both of you, but you were both too turned on by each other to care.
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starvity · 1 year ago
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hii! i was wondering if u could write anything for serim<3
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— ☆ little things he does that make you fall more in love with him
gn!reader x cravity serim
genre: fluff // warnings: reader wears makeup and their hair is on the longer side, jealous serim, big crowds, kisses?!
author's note: hi thank you so much for being my first request!! i wasn't very inspired and decided to just give you a bunch of headcanons for serim because i think he's definitely boyfie material!!! hope you enjoy reading <3 (★ω★)/ [requested♡]
always having your hair tie around his wrist
when he saw you were struggling to keep your hair out of your face on your date last time, he decided to carry a hair tie around since you tend to forget yours. you were working on one of your assignments on your laptop when you felt a hand put a strand of hair behind your ear ; it was your boyfriend's serim, who was watching a movie next to you. suddenly, he gets up and circles the couch to get behind you. he softly gathers your hair and carefully puts it in a loose ponytail before slightly tilting your head up and kissing your forehead.
pulling you by the belt loops of your jeans to kiss you
it seems like serim has been clingier than usual today. maybe it was how you were carefully applying lipstick in the mirror, brows furrowed in concentration or how you were carefully picking your outfit for tonight that had that effect on him. "can't we just stay here and order takeout?" serim asks in a whiny voice. you look at him confused, why was he suddenly changing plans when he sounded so excited to go to this party earlier? when you didn't seem to quite agree with his suggestion, you feel him slip his index fingers through the belt loops of your jeans before pulling you closer and landing his lips on yours. "are you... jealous?" you giggle through the kiss.
having an arm around you in a crowd
being in such a big crowd did not make you feel very at ease, that's for sure. serim and you did not expect to see so many people at the summer festival. well, it was quite popular and the weather was very good that day but maybe if you knew beforehand that you were going to be squished between strangers the entire evening, you would have probably prefered staying home. it was starting to get very hot standing here, waiting for the people in front of you to slowly walk to the small exit. your forehead started to sweat and your hand holding serim's became clammy. suddenly, you feel serim wrap his arm around your waist and fan your face with his hand. "we're almost there baby." he tries to calm you down with a sweet smile.
speaking to you in a soft voice
you have forgotten how many times serim has let himself fall into your embrace after a long day spent at his agency. he does love his members, so much, but being the leader and living with 8 other boys can be extremely exhausting. it is when you once visited him during one of his dance practices that you witnessed the chaos for the first time. seongmin was running after allen, minhee and hyeongjun were fighting, jungmo and wonjin were having a screaming contest while taeyoung and woobin were loudly practicing their vocals. you look at serim with a concerned and tired face and he softly giggles between sighs. he tries to convince everyone to go back to working with a rather stern voice but nobody seemed to hear him. you don't think you have ever heard him so strict-sounding so when he came to you, softly asking you if you want him to drive you back to your house, you were surprised. so i really do have the partner privilege?
getting along well with your parents/friends
"did you invite serim too?" your mom asks as you and your friend set the table. you raise an eyebrow at her, "i haven't seen you in 2 weeks because i was out of town but you're still asking for my boyfriend?" sometimes you can't help but think she might like him a little more than her own child. your conversation got cut off by the doorbell ringing and you chuckle as you see your mom run to the front door. you hear the faint sound of serim's giggles as she basically engulfs him in a hug. you look at him with loving eyes as he greets your friend and laughs at a joke they make. he finally gets in front of you and plants a soft kiss on your cheek "did i keep you waiting? i didn't know i was going to get attacked with love as soon as i stepped foot in your house." he apologizes timidly. you simply giggle and kiss the back of his hand "we seriously can't break up because i feel like my relatives would be more devastated than i would."
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junhanndee · 6 months ago
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what do you think xdh’s opinions/reaction would be of you surprising them with a set of lingerie? do they have a style they prefer or color? hm im just curious 🤨
OOOOOO ANON THIS IS AMAZING !!!! these will be more headcanons of what they think about lingerie but i hope you still like! if you want a fic about any member with this storyline please let me know!
xdh reaction to lingerie
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warnings under the cut!
warnings : rough play (?), kinks / turn ons, nothing super hard or like straight up smut. just suggestive ;)
goo gunil
so to me, gunil is like idk very man. if that makes sense. i can see him really enjoying a red set of lingerie. he gives me the vibes that he would be so gentle :( and sweet :( but only for like the first few times. the next few times that the lingerie comes out, its going to get ripped off of you and best bet you’re going to get some sort of punishment for teasing him.
kim jungsu
in my eyes, jungsu, is so sweetie. however. there is a darker side to him. i feel almost the same as gunil, he will be so sweet with you and even “you put this on for me?” he will be so gentle and patient. but. after a while i feel like he would bring out that dark side and fuck you like a slut. for me, the color yellow for him really just does it. seeing you in a thin yellow slip dress or even just a matching set and he will have his lips wrapped around you any second.
kwak jiseok
tbh you would probably get on a nice sage green set and it would be off of you faster than you put it on. gaon gives me very impatient vibes. at the same time tho, i dont think he would complain if you made him wait and gave him a little show iykyk ;). i think something about the color sage green would just have him so turned on. just the way it fits your body and highlights you in all the right places. i can see him wanting to fuck you in it just to take you all in and make sure the money spent was a good purchase :)
oh seungmin
in my mind, ode is classy. i think he would really like something black and sleek. one of his favorite things is taking you out just to buy lingerie. i know he can be shy but i think just seeing you get excited for him to take something off of you gets him going. seeing you wear black even just sends him. ode would be more loving and tender imo. he gives me the vibe to just love all over you and fuck you the way he wants because he knows you’re his :)
han hyeongjun
oh god. shy boy #1. “woah.” *hides face* “am i allowed to look????”
BUT.
there’s also “oh fuck” and “all for me huh”
what can i say i love shy but cocky junhan god pls SAVE ME.
anyways. junhan gives me slowly teasing you vibes? like he slowly takes off each part/piece to reveal another part of you. he likes watching you squirm.
but. shy junhan. he would be like “do you want me to take it off” and “but you look so beautiful” and would most likely fuck you in it if i’m being honest. he just loves the sight of you barely clothed and under him in all the lace and silk. he gives me such lilac vibes!!
lee jooyeon
puppy boy!! i feel like he gives me such blue vibes. he’s such a sucker for a nice baby blue on you. “you look so beautiful oh my god” and “that color makes me insane”
i feel like he would just admire every single inch of you and genuinely make love with you because he just thinks you are so beautiful and that blue drives him crazy!!
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oneirataxia-haechan · 3 months ago
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Cravity as things my babies do
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For context I'm a daycare teacher for 0-2 year olds and got this idea at work one day. Let me know any other groups you want to see for this kind of thing!
Cravity hyung line x reader (established relationship) ultimate masterlist & hyung line
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Minhee
Staring at me with love
His little smirk will be front and center while doing this. Does this when you are being silly or doing something to get the boys to laugh. Absolutley melts for a few seconds when this happens.
Cheek kisses/blowing kisses
Minhee may not always be as affectionate as others, but he’ll sneak you some cheek kisses when no one is looking. Likes blowing you kisses when you guys are going your separate ways. Loves if you act as if you are catching his kisses in the air and saving them in your pockets.
Say my name just for fun
He just likes annoying you sometimes, and what better way to do this than to remind you of your own name. He’ll typically start with pet names and then move on to your name, depending on if you try to ignore him or not. If you do try and ignore him, your favorite thing to do is try and jumpscare him. You and the boys were in their waiting room, hanging out while each of them got ready for stage. Serim was sitting next to you, talking about anything, when Minhee came over. He decided to take the empty spot next to you, on the opposite side of Serim. Minhee then began whispering your pet names as you desperately tried to ignore him, enjoying your peaceful talk with his leader.  Noticing it wasn’t working, he moved on to your actual name. Serim noticed what he was up to and kind of giggled to himself. Just as Minhee began to say your name again, you quickly turned your head around, your nose almost touching Minhee’s. “KANG MINHEE!” He jumped at the sudden action and noise. Hearing you say his full name made him laugh as you were still face to face. Then you stuck your tongue out to poke his nose. “Ew, Y/n! That was weird.” He said moving away from you. “Well, so is hearing you call me more in 60 seconds than in my entire life.”
Play fighting/bickering
Both of you will start a fake argument over anything. “Y/n! You’re breathing too loud! Shhhhhhhhhh!” Minhee does it more than you do, but it’s basically one of his love languages. Bickering is about the same as your arguments. Fake, over nothing, and very funny to witness. Sometimes, when the boys are bored they’ll start things between you guys because it’s just too entertaining to them. “Y/n, your sweet Minhee just ate your last candy.” Then it would begin. The boys loved the bickering but the making up in the end always, makes them boo a little.
Play with my face/hands
Something about Minhee tells me he will be one to play with your hands like Wonjin. Unlike Wonjin, he won’t squish your face per se, but he will cup your face in his hands and smother you in kisses. If you were upset or trying to prank him, he’d do this and make funny faces, forcing you to keep eye contact to make you smile.
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Hyeongjun
Matching my dancing and laughing energy
Monkey see, Monkey do. There are always a few seconds of judging one another right before doing as the other is doing. Always gets the boys laughing seeing you guys so in sync all the time and the giant smiles plastered on both of your faces. 
Play fighting/bickering
Sassy. We know this. That doesn’t mean you can’t or won’t give him a run for his money. So many eye rolls that the boys are surprised neither of your eyes have fallen out. Likes to yell when you get too chaotic, especially when you are joined by the other boys. As for fighting? You guys will have tickle fights to resolve tense situations or to end bickering that’s gone on too long. 
Running at me into a hug
Wants to hide his excitement when seeing you but can’t. He just has to close the distance between you too faster, which means running into your hug. Only does it after long period apart or when you are meeting up, just the two of you.
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Taeyoung 
Staring at me with love
Will look at you like Flynn looks at Rapunzel. He just feels so lucky to be in your presence, to be loved by you, etc. He’s a normally smiley guy, but when it comes to you, he’s only smiles. When you guys are apart, he will be sulky and less energized. You’ll receive a lot of photos and videos from the boys of him sulking and pouting while apart. They hate to see him this way, but they can’t help but show you. Taeyoung actually hasn’t discovered the “Sulking Sweetie” album on your phone yet. 
Play with my earrings/hair
He’ll love to massage your scalp, braid your hair, and do silly hairstyles on you. (if you let him) Taeyoung has watched so many YouTube videos on doing hair just to do/play with yours. Adores. your. earring. collection. He actually avoids seeing your collection unless you are wearing them. Taeyoung likes being surprised by what earrings you are wearing every time he sees you. Has the cutest reactions to seeing them and almost always says something about them. Even if he’s seen that pair 100 times already. Makes sure to buy you a pair at each place they stop on tour. Gets overly joyed to come back from tour and tell you where and why he bought them as you open each pair. When you get compliments while wearing earrings he got, you would’ve thought he won a million dollars.
Matching my dancing and laughing energy
You think that joke is funny? So does he. You start randomly dancing to a song that isn’t playing? He’ll recognize which song you are thinking of and join, like telepathy. You both feed off each other’s energy so well that the boys are scared you may have telepathy with each other.
Cheek kisses/blowing kisses
Kisses, kisses, kisses. I see Taeyoung as a kisser, but a cute one. Makeouts are for special occasions or alone time, but he must kiss you all the time. Cheek kisses are his favorite. He loves your cheeks; it’s pretty innocent enough in public and doesn’t get him annoyed by the boys about it. Blowing kisses is his other favorite thing to do. It reminds him of having a school crush and the feeling of flirting like you guys were still being secretive. 
Fall asleep to me singing
Similar to Allen, this will happen by accident. After a tiring day of music video shooting, you were headed home in the same car as Taeyoung, Wonjin, Allen, and Jungmo. In the back, you were on the right side, Taeyoung was next to you in the middle, and then Allen was next to him on the left. Allen was on his phone, listening to music, while Wonjin and Jungmo were talking about random things from the day. Taeyoung, who is typically very awake and would normally join in on their talk, was extra tired tonight. He looked into your eyes, almost asking for permission to lay his head on your shoulder. You nodded and smiled as he adjusted his position. You put an airpod in your right ear and laid your head against his.  His eyes were closed, but the cutest sleepy grin spread across his tired face. You began to lightly sing along to your music, watching Jungmo and Wonjin’s conversation through slow, sleepy blinks. You occasionally giggled at things stated by the pair, and the next time you laughed, they turned to laugh with you. As they turned, they witnessed an asleep Tae, gushing over how cute he looked on your shoulder. A couple of days later, you’d bring up the situation. He’d smile, telling you how your singing was like a lullaby, lulling him to sleep.
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Seongmin 
Pouting to get my attention
His cute little pout is your favorite. You hate to upset him, but sometimes upsetting him in good fun is worth it. Being too close to the other members or giving them all your undivided attention will always bring out his pout. It gets your attention turned to only him every time.
Jealous someone else has my attention
As the youngest, he’s always getting little pings of jealousy seeing you with his members. Alone. He trusts you and his bandmates, but he can’t help but overthink about what he sees.  After you decided to watch Jungmo play a game on his phone instead of following Seongmin, his jealous feelings became too much. Some time went by as he had gotten his makeup done, and even more upset now, he saw you still with his hyung. He didn’t want to seem like he was forcing you away, so he texted you, asking you to meet him outside a dressing room. It took you a few minutes to finally see the message and excuse yourself from Jungmo’s company. As you were a couple of feet away from him, you could tell he was upset by his stance and face. His face looked like a puppy’s who had been taken away from their family. Once you noticed this, you rushed over quickly to comfort him. He turned away from you as you tried to pull him into your embrace. You frowned and asked why he was acting so weird. “Do you like being around Jungmo hyung more than me?” You stood there in shock for a second, Seongmin staring at the ground. He felt guilty and embarrassed for feeling so jealous, but he needed to know. “Why are you asking me this out of the blue?” You asked as you lifted his chin. “Why did you stay with Jungmo for so long and not come spend time with me?” You frowned, hearing this as he stared into your eyes as he asked. You pulled him into a tight hug. “I didn’t mean to upset you. I love spending time with you, but you seemed like you needed some space today.” You could feel him sigh in relief. “Next time, I’ll make sure to ask you how you are feeling instead of assuming.” 
Play with my earrings/hair
Really likes to twirl your hair in/around his fingers. If you have curly hair, he’ll lightly pull on individual curls to watch them bounce back. Does this a lot when he’s bored or getting tired. Gives you head pats because he wants you to return the favor. Just like Taeyoung, he’ll be obsessed with your earring collection. He’s like a kid every time he sees you in a new pair, gushing about how much he likes them each time. 
Running at me into a hug
Better brace yourself for impact. He’s coming for you, full speed. Once he collides with you, expect to be there for a couple of minutes unless he’s in a rush, then at least 15 seconds. If you are on the tall side, expect him to jump into your arms. He could just walk up to you and hug you but he gets too excited and bolts.
Fall asleep to me singing
He needs you to fall asleep. Usually, this is all, and he goes right to sleep. Except for tonight. Seongmin had an extremely rough week with crazy busy schedules, and all he wanted to do was cuddle up into your arms and get his well deserved rest. You started rubbing his back to help lull him. It only takes a few minutes, so after you felt like he was asleep, you began to hum along to a song that had been stuck in your head. Seongmin happened to still be very awake though. As you began humming and singing, he could feel the vibration in your chest. This immediately started working as he could finally get some much needed rest. If he’s having trouble sleeping again, he’ll make sure to ask you to sing for him. You like to ask the same of him now as well. 
Play with my face/hands
Touchy touchy touchy. Not in a bad way, though. Seongmin loves to do all kinds of cute touches, almost as a way to reassure you and himself. For example, rubs his thumb on your face while cupping it, will move your hands where he likes, likes to play with your fingers, and little fingertip scratches. Like the ones that are light and tickle you.
hyung line here
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seongminiz · 6 months ago
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pls that’s so funny🤭🤭 i bought jiwoong n hanbin’s versions because they didn’t have any matthews :((
need more subby matthew thoughts too tho :((( he’s such a good little boy :(( help!!!
who else do u see as a puppy hybrid? i could see hyeongjun🫣🤭 jake.. mmm changmin??? eric🫢
also did u say before u have sonny angels? i got a few recently (5🤫) and i love them sm they’re my babies<3333
- 🧁 anon
damnnn hanbin is being a homewrecker fr >:(
subby matthew 💔💔💔 i'll try to cook up something i promise :(
so .. puppy hybrids ..... ☆_☆ .........
ofc hyeongjun like his n minhees duo name is 강쥐즈/puppyz for a reason !!! i already said this in my vity as hybrids post , but allen would make a good puppy too :( eric definitely ! idk abt changmin to i've never thought abt him as a puppy hybrid but i can see it a little ! n younghoon ofc hes THE puppy in tbz </3 man i rlly do have a type dont i .... maybe jacob too ? n hak !! or maybe im being self indulgent bc i think he would be such a cute needy pup :( also jiheon (but , once again , im so biased n self indulgent n could honestly see her as a kitty hybrid too) n gyuri (i currently dont write for her but idc i miss herrr) ! jake for sure , n SUNGHOON‼️ yes i rlly do have a type or i like projecting in my biases , who knows eheh („• ᴗ •„)
even tho i dont write for 04 idols , i feel like i have to mention gyuvin too :(
now since we r on the ? idk how to call it like canine hybrids topic ?? what abt wolf hybrids ?!! my first thoughts go immediately to serim n jiwoong but idk who else this could apply to , maybe heeseung :3 n sangyeon ? maybeeeeee kyubin too idk i just had this thought but u see i clearly have a type for who the wolf hybrid thoughts apply to as well 😭
honestly if u want i might elaborate on any of them since just bc they r the same type of hybrid doesn't mean they all act the same !!! (this might be an excuse for me to yap abt my hybrid idols headcanons)
now that we r done with the hybrid yapping , yesssss i love sonny angels !!!! i have a pink bunny one on my phone cover ! n a standing one that is a cute orange cat in overalls (it reminds me of juyeon a little bit :3) i bought both of those in korea for ~10k won/7 euros n even tho i wont more i fear i'll have to wait for my next trip there bc resellers make them crazy expensive in my country 😭 (like 20 euros at the very least 💔)
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schnaf · 5 months ago
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22 days until hyeongjun's 22nd birthday
day 5 - 👏
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joohanisms · 1 year ago
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xdh + soft intimacy 💭💫
i'm not god's strongest soldier. i need fluff too.
cw: disgustingly sweet fluff, suggestive for jungsu, junhan and jooyeon, biting in jooyeon's, 1 little gross comment in ode's.
gunil
soft slaps on the ass.
drying your hair for you <3333333
getting ready for bed together. just being side by side with him in parallel play fashion while you put on your skincare, brush your teeth, etc.
if he's done sooner than you are, his arms are around your waist and his chin is on your shoulder, just holding onto you while you finish getting ready to finally join him under the covers and cuddle until you fall asleep
wearing soft, comfy pyjamas to bed every night. he might have even got you a matching set :-( or maybe he bought a single set and gave you the shirt so you're literally wearing the same pyjamas :-(
likes to wear said shirt to bed when you're away </3
jungsu
taking showers together !!
it doesn't even have to go the sexual route (although sometimes it does), only washing up and helping each other with gentle touches is more than enough.
would know your favorite shower temperature by heart :-) my loveliest.
would take your shampoo and wash your hair soooo gently, massaging your scalp .. if you have any tangles, he'll take the conditioner and slowly go through them.
but as much as he loves taking care of you, he loves being taken care of.
wash his hair with the fancy hair treatment shampoo, massage his scalp, make sure none of the suds fall too close to his eyes. he melts every time.
when it comes to washing your bodies, this is where the danger is at. sometimes you'll get too touchy for it to be .. sfw .. but! most of the time it's just soooooo tender.
body wash suds everywhere, hands everywhere, the occasional tickle and/or pinch..
also, if he was alone and he missed you for whatever reason, he'd steal your body wash so he can try and curb the longing :-( it never worked.
jiseok
looklooklook. sciency booky boy. if you're in uni he's coming with you to wherever you go to study.
he knows practicing guitar might make you lose your focus, so he likes to read or look into science thingies!!
baby likes being close to you and no matter how different your lifestyles might be, he likes to be included :-)
won't let you overwork yourself though.
if you're in public, he'll gently pull you out of your bubble and suggest you go eat something, take a walk, whatever.
though if you're home, he can be more affectionate. he'll come behind you and massage your scalp, run his hands along your body and go baby, let's rest a little, yeah? i have snacks ready for you!!!
if you end up dozing off beside him on the couch he'll nearly pull a muscle trying to get a blanket without waking you up. you wake up because of the jostling and he's actually a little relieved tbh.
will go c'mon, let's nap in a bed. we don't want your neck to be stiff in class tomorrow :-(
seungmin
i'm so sorry to say this. if you have acne he Will go can i pop it pwease... idk if this is a common couple practice throughout the world but it is where i live . peak levels of intimacy = popping your partner's pimples for the oddly satisfying vibe
loves online shopping with you!!!
you would sit together with a laptop on your laps and go babeee you'd look so good in this !!!!
cocky little bastard he is, he might go you should see me/yourself without it ;-) the only way to make him stop talking or smiling like a fool is to kiss him.
then you often end up saving money because you simply forgot about shopping lmaooo
on a softer note, you'd would window shop through the internet, falling into rabbit holes. when you realise, you're looking into real state in minnesota or baby shoes.
even though those seem funny and really far away, your hearts grow a little warmer <3
hyeongjun
idk personally i love i adore boys that are not afraid to be vulnerable.
okay, when the pair of you were still too fresh, too shaky, jun would be more reserved and think he'd be bothering you.
when the relationship gets established/stable though, he would get clingier, softer, coming to you with his worries, leaving you to pet his hair and reassure him :-(
when taking a nap he'll cuddle up to you, head under your chin and making himself as small as possible, and it's so endearing to see your lanky boyfie trying to be tiny so he can be babied and cooed at .. little does he know you'd do that to him even if he was 3m tall.
now, sex wise: when he feels vulnerable and in need of affection, he might go 🥺 could you. uh. lead tonight 🥺 and he'd be theeeee softest warmest loveliest little sub
jooyeon
holding your titties non sexually when you are alone.
cuddling? boob in hand. napping? head on boob. stressed? free stressball.
they're just really warm and soft :-(
omnomnomnom his love language is biting.
will lovingly bite any body part in reach of his mouth. nips at your neck just to watch goosebumps rise in your arms.
might've bitten you too hard once .. was So apologetic, he never wanted to hurt you :-(
but when the bite would bruise eventually, he would like it a little too much. he won't open this can of worms right now though
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joocomics · 2 months ago
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Can't stop thinking about teasing xdh by kissing their cocks and leaving lipstick marks all over it - 🍑 anon
gunil would find this so sexy but also romantic? there would be an immediate smirk forming on his face as he looks down at your marks. he’d be so worked up especially if you maintain the eye contact while pressing kisses as a sign of worship. “gorgeous,” his thumb would caress your cheek as you lower your lips down his thick base, “you’re in the mood to play, aren’t you?”
jungsu would slightly blush while keeping his bottom lip tucked between his teeth as he gazes at the way you drag your colorful lips up his length, leaving kisses one by one onto his veiny skin. he’d be leaking with arousal, finding the marks with a hint of possession very arousing. “baby, c’mon…” he’d chuckle softly whenever he feels himself twitch from the teasing contact of your mouth, “i need you bad.”
jiseok would be surprisingly quiet during something like this. usually he’d be throwing many filthy comments whenever you get a hold of his dick, but teasing him with kisses and smearing lipstick all over him would put him in trance. until you drag the moment for a lil bit too long… “having fun, doll?” he’d ask, tilting his head at you, “it would be even better if you take it in your mouth already.”
seungmin as a fan of any kind of marking would appreciate the sight of your pretty lipstick on his cock a lot; he’d let you kiss him and tease him for as long as your heart desires. he’d never rush foreplay, let alone edging. “take your time, baby,” he’d swipe his thumb along your lips and rest back on his elbows to keep an eye on your sensual mouth
hyeongjun would tease you back by calling you silly for having so much fun with this, but on the inside his heart would be fluttering. he’d enjoy feeling his arousal build up inside in the pace of your soft touch and would not interrupt your act even once. eventually he’d quit the jokes and giggles, and just watch you with breath turning heavier. “fuck— feels nice…”
jooyeon would get so heated over this; he’d want you to keep going, because you’ve never looked hotter, but also stop and take it all in your mouth. “mm, baby, what about now?” he’d shift his hips as yet another signal to finally give him something more. “just once, please…” afterwards, the memory would be ingrained into his mind and every time you wear the same lipstick (or just a similar color) from that day on, he would get flashbacks of the way he was slouching in his chair while you were humming with each erotic kiss; complimenting his cock and marking it as yours
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gunilslaugh · 1 year ago
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Bitter Dislikement
I actually got inspired to write this while writing Another Member Dislikes You, so if one part seems very familiar it’s because it is lol.
Oh Seungmin and Kim Jungsu
Summary:Seungmin was your boyfriend and his member Jungsu didn’t like you, or so you thought.
WC:2.2k
Warning:grammar, bit more angsty than I thought it would be.
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photo not mine credits to owner.
Seungmin was sure that introducing you to his members would be a simple thing. He couldn’t foresee any reason why something would go wrong. He loved you and they would too. At least that’s what Seungmin thought. He was right, the member seemed to click with you right away. You attentively listen to whatever story Gunil was telling. If anyone saw you and Jiseok and Jooyeon playing games together they probably would have thought that you’ve been friends for years. Even Hyeongjun and you were having conversations with minimal awkwardness. Everything appeared to be going smoothly. However, that was until it came to Jungsu. He was polite and exchanged a simple greeting with you, but after that he seemed to be a little cold towards you. Whenever you tried to have a conversation with him his answers were short and he didn’t seem like he was interested in talking to you, so you strayed away from him. 
“Was Jungsu feeling a bit tired today or something?” you asked Seungmin as he was walking you back home.
“I don’t think so, why?” Seungmin responds, turning to look at you.
“I just thought he seemed a bit tired when we were talking, that's all,” you say, trying not to make a big deal of it.
“You know now that you say that he did seem to be keeping to himself. He probably was a bit tired,” Seungmin states. You tried to brush off the uneasiness you felt. Seungmin just confirmed it, Jungsu was probably just tired. There was no need for you to overthink things. 
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Now, maybe you should overthink things. You’re currently in one of the practice rooms with Xdinary Heroes waiting for them to finish up. At first you told Seungmin that you would just wait outside, but he insisted for you to wait inside. It’s your third time interacting with Jungsu and he’s still just as cold. It’s not like he’s mean to you though. He’s just…civil with you. If you talk to him he responds back, but he never seems inclined about conversing with you. This leads to you and Jungsu having an odd, avoiding without actually avoiding each other, relationship. There was a sensible rift between the two of you.
Jungsu doesn’t like you and you're not sure what to do about it. You know that you didn’t do anything to him, but there must be a reason for why he’s acting this way. You don’t want to concern Seungmin about it either, because it might put him in an awkward situation. You suppose that you should try talking to Jungsu about it, although getting him alone to do that may prove to be difficult. 
“Hey you ok?” Seungmin checks on you, breaking you from your thoughts. 
“Yeah, I was just thinking about work,” a bitter taste landed on your tongue.
“Aw, is it giving you a hard time?” Seungmin questions, eyes filled with concern.
“Just a little stressful lately, but it’s nothing that serious,” you provided a fake smile. The bitter taste in your mouth growing stronger. You hated lying to Seungmin, but you didn’t know how to tell him the truth either. 
“My poor baby,” he pulls you into a hug. You wrap your arms back around him, heart feeling heavy. You look over his shoulder only to lock eyes with Jungsu. You guys hold gazes for a moment before he quickly turns away. Jungsu’s face was unreadable. Weird. You think. 
“Thanks, you ready to go?” You asked Seungmin, pulling away from the hug. He nodded, grabbing your hand and exiting the practice room. You turn your head back one last time when the other members call out their goodbyes. You call out your own goodbye, offering a wave as well. Just before you turn your head back around, your eyes lock with Jungsu’s once more. Again his face is unreadable and this time you're the one to turn away. You really need to talk to Jungsu. 
Today is the day that you're going to bite the bullet and talk to Jungsu, or at least try to. Seungmin invited you to the studio to hear some of the songs he’s been working on. If luck was on your side you hoped you would be able to catch a moment to talk to Jungsu. It seemed like luck was on your side because you caught Jungsu walking by the studio room, through the glass window slit in the door.
“My colleague is asking me about work. I’m gonna step out and call them quickly,” you told Seungmin while holding up your phone. That bitter taste returned to your mouth again.
“Ok, take your time,” he smiled sweetly at you and it only made your heart weigh heavy. You stepped out of the studio.
“Jungsu!” You called out to him and you hurried to catch up with him in the hallway. Jungsu stopped walking, turning around to face your direction. “Can we talk?” you hesitantly asked, fiddling with your hands.
“About what?” He plainly countered.
“...Nevermind,” you backed out. Things between you weren’t that bad anyway. You were both civil, so that’s enough right? Jungsu sighed.
“I didn’t say no. I just asked about what y/n,” Jungsu tells. His voice is gentler now. 
“Why do you hate me?” You questioned, unable to meet his gaze. 
“Let’s not talk about this in the hallway. Follow me,” he states, beginning to walk again. You trail behind him. He led you to an empty studio and motioned for you to enter. You walked in and sat down in a chair. Jungsu sat in the chair next to yours. 
“I don’t actually hate you,” Jungsu revealed. You finally looked up at him after hearing his words. 
“Then why do you act so…cold towards me?” You pondered. Jungsu let’s out another sigh. Seemingly trying to gather his thoughts before responding. 
“I’m sorry,” he starts. “I didn’t mean to make you think that I hate you. I just….” Jungsu trails off. 
“You don’t have to tell me. I feel better knowing that you don’t hate me, so let’s just-”
“I like you,” Jungsu cuts you off mid sentence. “I like you, but your Seungmin’s girlfriend and I could never do anything that would hurt Seungmin. I thought if I just distanced myself from you that these feelings would go away, but it’s been months and I still like you. I feel jealous when I see you two being coupley. Anytime Seungmin talks about how much he loves you I feel so guilty. I’m so sorry,” Jungsu breaks down tears spilling from his eyes. The information is a massive shock to you, but comforting Jungsu seems more important right now.
“Jungsu it’s ok. You didn’t do anything wrong, it’s not your fault,” you grabbed some tissues, walking over to Jungsu. You hesitated a bit before letting one hand rub his back. You handed him the tissues with the other. “I’m sorry too,” you told him.
“You have nothing to be sorry about y/n. I’m the one who caused this,” he tells you, wiping his tears.  “Please don’t tell Seungmin. I don’t want him to feel bad,” Jungsu pleaded. There’s at least one thing you and Jungsu have in common, worrying about Seungmin’s feelings.
“I won’t, I won’t tell him, so don’t worry. Let’s just keep things civil between us ok?” You reassured him. The bitter taste on your tongue is there again and stronger than previously. Maybe you should just get used to it. Jungsu nodded his head in agreement. “I’ll get going now then,” you said.
“Yeah, yeah you should,” Jungsu responded. You feel bad for leaving when he’s still upset, but you’re part of the reason why he is upset, so it’s probably for the best that you leave. On the walk back to the practice studio where Seungmin was, you felt numb. Jungsu didn’t hate you, he liked you and he’s been beating himself up about it for months. You arrived back in the studio.
“Sorry that took longer than I thought,” you said upon entering.
“It’s ok I’m glad you’re back, I missed you,” Seungmin said, opening his arms. He can tell that something is off, but he brushes it off thinking that it was probably something work related.
“I was gone for what? Ten minutes?” You laughed as you walked into his arms. The bitterness still hasn’t left your tongue.
“I missed you the second you walked out the door,” Seungmin stated, readjusting his grip around your waist.
“How cheesy,” you sassed lightheartedly, quite contrary to how your heart actually felt.
“You like it though,” he retorted. 
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Agreeing to keep things civil may not be working the best as you and Jungsu thought it would. The members were beginning to pick up on the uneasy tension between the two of you. 
“Gunil asked me if you and Jungsu had a fight,” Seungmin brought up. The two of you were eating dinner together at your place.
“What?” You questioned. Thinking that feigning ignorance would be the best option.
“He said that there’s this weird tension between you guys and I’ve noticed it too,” Seungmin explained. 
“Weird tension?” You laugh slightly. “You know me and Jungsu aren’t the closest, that's all. I guess we still feel a bit awkward around one another,” you answered, hoping Seungmin wouldn’t ask anymore questions. 
“Maybe you two should try talking more then,” he suggested. We already talked and I think it made things worse. You thought to yourself.
“Yeah maybe we should,” you agreed. Once more that bitter taste filled your mouth.
After a few more weeks of things between you and Jungsu not changing, it seems like Seungmin had enough and decided to take matters into his own hand. He invited you over to their dorm. That’s how you found yourself seated at the kitchen table across from Jungsu, Seungmin on your right side.
“What exactly is the issue between the two of you?” Seungmin tentatively brings up. You and Jungsu exchange a look at one another.
“Some people just don’t get along,” Jungsu states.
“Me and Jungsu are two of those people,” you noted. 
“Look Seungmin, we wished we got along too. We’ve even talked about it before,” Jungsu revealed. 
“You have?” Seungmin questions. He never knew you talked to Jungsu about it.
“Yes, we came to the conclusion that we’re just oil and water, we don’t mix. We don’t have any ill feelings towards each other though,” you informed. 
“Yeah we’re…..neutral,” Jungsu states. Now there’s a doubt in Sungmin's mind that there is something the two of you aren’t telling him, but he’ll leave it be. 
“When did you and Jungsu talk?” Seungmin questioned you. He wanted to leave things be, but there was this feeling in his stomach that he couldn’t shake. He asked you about when you two were laying in bed ready to go to sleep. Your heart drops. How were you supposed to answer? Your mouth began to feel overwhelmingly bitter. You sighed, deciding to just tell the truth. You sat up in bed facing Seungmin. He sat up too mirroring you.
“That day you invited me to hear the songs you were working on,” you paused before continuing. “I had a feeling that Jungsu didn’t like me since the first day you introduced me. That’s why I asked if Jungsu was tired, cause I thought I was just overthinking, but the way he acted towards me didn’t change. I didn’t want to not get along with your bandmate. I thought that it could put you in an awkward position if we didn’t get along, so I decided that I would talk to him and sort it out. That day I didn’t call my colleague. I saw Jungsu walk by, so I went to confront him. Then we talked,” you came clean. The bitter taste finally left your mouth.
“So Jungsu really doesn’t like you?” Seungmin carefully asked. A pained laugh escaped from you.
“That’s where you have to talk to Jungsu. It’s not my place to say anything,” you responded.
“I’m sorry,” Seungmin suddenly proclaimed, arms collecting you in a hug.
“Why are you sorry? I’m the one who kept something from you. I’m sorry,” you apologize, arms wrapping around Seungmin.
“For not noticing. I could tell that something was bothering you, but I just thought it was work related, but this is it right? You’ve been stressing over not getting along with Jungsu?” He rubs the back of your head lovingly. You nodded, relaxing into his arms. It’s been so long since you last felt relaxed. 
“You really need to talk to Jungsu though. I think that’s the only way this can be solved,” you said, pulling away.
“I will, but that’s for me and Jungsu. You don’t need to worry about it anymore, just relax now,” Seungmin tells you, changing positions so now you’re laying down with his head on your chest. A part of you is scared that Jungsu might actually hate you after Seungmin talks to him, but the bitter taste in your mouth is finally gone and your heart feels lighter. Now you can only hope that things will finally begin to get better.
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☆彡 happy Valentine’s Day everybody!! Sending you all so much love❣️
word count: 1019 | pronouns used: none | genre: fluff, established relationship | cws: eating, pet names (pretty, baby, beautiful), “the rizzness,” a single swear word, drinking, lmk if I missed something!
goo gunil
way too excited (pt. 1)
Gunil is pouring his love out to you in literally any way imaginable
like, look me in the eye and tell me this man wouldn’t put his jacket over a puddle for you to walk over 👁️👁️
fancy dinner
flowers
the works
it’s over the top in a romantic way, not in the decor and hearts type of way
“I love you every day, you know that right? Not just today.”
holding your hand across the table and looking lovingly into your eyes SISNSKSND hold me down
gets you an extravagant gift that you insist that he shouldn’t have gotten you but he literally does not care
showers you with compliments and affection 🫶🏻
he’s been planning this for weeks, it has to be perfect
he shows up at your door, flowers in hand
and when you open the door to greet him he just
melts
“You look… stunning.”
UGH GOO GUNIL ONE CHANCE 🧎🏻‍♀️
he can’t keep his eyes off of you
he’s head over heels, falling in love all over again
kim jungsu
Jungsu strikes me as the type to love love, so he’s so so so happy
he finally has an excuse (not that he needs one) to shower you with so much love and affection that you feel like you’ll be sick of him by the end of the day
really thoughtful date!!
if this is your first Valentine’s Day together, maybe he’ll take you back to the spot where you had your first date together 🥹
the sweetest softest boy ever!!
matching outfits are a must
“You look so pretty, baby!!”
the brightest smile when he looks at you
you know the one he gets when his eyes sparkle?
yeah, that one
keeps you close all day
like, don’t lift a finger because he’s doing everything for you
gotta show his baby how much he loves and appreciates them!
cheesy couples photos
cute gifts
lots of chocolate and sweets
Jungsu goes full out on Valentine’s Day and you can’t tell me I’m wrong
kwak jiseok
Jiseok is a little nervous because it has to be perfect
if he messes something up today, it’s over 💀
stresses the whole week beforehand to get everything planned
but when the day comes, it’s nothing short of perfection
dinner at your favorite place
a cute couples activity
like pottery painting or something
the smile never leaves his face
he feels so lucky to be spending this day with you, and he won’t let you forget that!
“I’m so glad we can do this together. I love you so much.”
sneaking kisses any time he can
and then giggling afterwards
he is at your every whim
you want ice cream? let’s go right now
getting out your wallet to pay for dinner? it’s on him
your wish is his command
Princess Treatment™️ all day for suuure
cute little gifts like a stuffed animal and some flowers or chocolates
at the end of the night, he lets you know how much fun he had!
god, he loves you so much he thinks he might explode 💥
oh seungmin
bro is cranking up the rizzness to levels you’ve never seen
the epitome of being a gentleman
fancy restaurant reservations
fancy outfit
hell, he probably bought you your outfit as a gift (your first of many today)
huge bouquet of flowers
if I could describe the evening in one word: expensive
bro is not cheaping out on this day
no no no
“Only the best for my baby.”
he PAMPERS you
soft gazes and gentle smiles
whispered praises whenever you get a moment alone
intertwined hands at any moment
if he doesn’t tell you he loved you or remind you how beautiful you are at least 10 times today he’s failed
multiple expensive gifts just because he can
someone help this poor man’s bank account
after your fancy date, things die down a bit
a relaxing evening at home
maybe a couple of drinks
face masks? why not
light some candles, pour some wine, and turn on a movie to finish up the evening
han hyeongjun
believe it or not, he’s feeling confident!!
it would be stereotypical, but the day would go smoothly
a sweet, handwritten card
a small bouquet of flowers
a box of chocolate
you can go to dinner if you want
or he could make you dinner! it’s up to you
I feel like Hyeongjun would shine in the gift department
like,, you are definitely getting something handmade!
he would make you a card out of crayons, construction paper, and glitter glue and you better LOVE IT 🫵🏻
sorry I got excited
he struggles a bit with showing affection, so he would use Valentine’s Day to make it up to you in a way?
does he follow the typical setup of the day? yes
but do either of you mind? no!
“I know it’s not much, but I just wanted to show you that I care about you.”
he sticks close by all day, trying his best to be a little more affectionate than normal
he would try to pack in the complements too
he tries his hardest, and it’s great!
overall, you have a really nice day full of love and thoughtful messages and gifts
lee jooyeon
way too excited (pt. 2)
cheesy decorations
giant teddy bear
rose petals
way too many candles
the works
he would definitely be the type to fill your bedroom with heart-shaped balloons and cover your bed with rose petals 💀
it’s cheesy, but he doesn’t care because he loves you
gives you all the sweet little treats a person could ask for
he would attempt (keyword: “attempt”) to bake you a cake
it’s the thought that counts, right? 🫶🏻
he gives me stay-at-home date vibes!
all your favorite snacks and candies are laid out for you, and your favorite movie/show is already cued up for you to watch
“I got all of my favorite person’s favorite things!”
he’s clinging to you
like, you might as well be wearing the same shirt
it’s a very chill evening full of sweet kisses, warm hugs, and lots of love 🫶🏻
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