#but my heart is an anxious creature with the object permanence of a goldfish
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i’ve been home for less than 24 hours and i’m already battling the horrors
#pain pain suffering#i miss being able to walk places#and ride my bike#and have people around#and i’m a little worried#that i miss people more than they miss me#which is silly!#but it’s the whole ‘everything i let go of has claw marks in it’ thing#i’m so afraid of being forgotten#that i think of it all the time. which makes me miss people more#i’m so worried about being too much#too affectionate. too attached#which is soooo funny considering i got described as a ‘spiky bear’ the other day#i know. in my brain#that people love me. that they miss me and they’re not gonna leave or forget me#but my heart is an anxious creature with the object permanence of a goldfish#anyway#hmggggggggg#i just need to adjust#i’m not good with change#zephyr talks#vent
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