#but my goddddd. the knees. my shitty twisted knees. burning hatred for my stupid | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

asterdeer · 8 days ago

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started doing very easy short exercises to see if it’ll help my current lung/heart issues ease up before i try going to a doctor (who will ask if i exercise and will just tell me to do that first) and i know that my muscles and organs and the rest are probably very happy but i can feel my knees getting angry. planning a revolt. idk it’s probably just me being panicky and I know that building up muscle around my knees will eventually make dislocations less likely instead of more but they Hate This Shit So Much

#‘probably very happy’ = only ALMOST gave me a panic attack. progress 👍#I am So Weak but i will not get winded walking from my car to my office anymore!!! no more!!!#no more feeling my heartbeat when i am literally just sitting on the sofa!!!#but my goddddd. the knees. my shitty twisted knees. burning hatred for my stupid #like. what did my doctor as a kid call them. lifesavers in a rubber band. fuck them #augh exercise is simply the worst but at least i found someone who does exercises to songs instead of generic dance music #AND ballet style exercises!!! can’t wait to try those #aster chat

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