#but me so shy ughh :(♡

[sugarcandydoll]

there was such a handsome guy in train today ♡🙊💕

[afsalovesnikolai]

HI AFSA!!!

UHM, okay so i read that your in need of some requests??? if so, i'm your gal!!!!

may we get some dazai x gn reader, where the reader is clingy but is shy to start getting cuddly with dazai because they don't want to upset him with their clingyness??

tysm, have a wonderful day<3

omggg hiii! I love this sm sounds like me...I'm screaming rn , love u! stay safe love! Help this is kinda good-

Im gonna make this into hc's! and maybe a scenario? mhm yeah prob.

starting off I'm gonna go like this, you and dazai are cute together! you show obvious signs of caring of his well being verbally (for now) while he does it physically.

at first he dosent mind

as long as you love him and let him he's fine! Is what he tells himself...

but soon he starts getting touchy...and he notices that your tense, but he excuses it

you guys, it's dazai

he's one clingy man, he loves everything about you, your face, laugh, personality- he loves you!

but it gets to a point where he's like 'huhhh?!!!'

so whenever he intiates his touches he notices you just shy away, was it him?

eventually you talk it out and he has a whole 'what? no! don't be shy, doll! just do whatever feels right!' he lowkey says that cuz he cant wait til its mutual

now the two of you have established that problem! yippe!

only problem...he wont take his hands off you!

work? Hes distracting you with whines and pouts about how come you don't love him! Course you do, he's just dramatic!

eating? he's making you have some sort of contact- hand touching isnt enough- he needs to be on you or have you on him!

Like he won't even let you use the bathroom atp ( 🙄 )

Since u decided to be affectionate back whenever your litterly not touching for a hot sec he's so over the top! Ughh!

"Oh so you don't love me, belladonna?! I see how it is!" Dazai whines as you get off the bed trying to cling on to you, complaining.

" samu? What do you mean? " you question as you unwillingy get out of bed to try and retrieve the blanket that mysteriously ended up on the floor; most likely due to the man on your bed shuffling in the night.

As you pick it up and carry it as you walk to the bed you see an annoyed dazai as he crosses his arms and stares at you and you without saying know what he means.

With a loud sigh you comment "only for the blanket" as you get in the bed and wrap yourself around the blanket as you offer some to Dazai

He still doesn't budge as he stares at you and you just state at him as you inch closer and you put an arm around his waist as he sits on the bed meanwhile with you laying down, cold and shivering...man you should really turn on the heater, falls cold.

You then feel him slightly move as he decided to finally join you; though once he does he buried your head into the crook of his neck as he puts his chin on your head then slightly tilts his head as he smells the familiar scent of your shampoo then whined "bella...your so cruel...leaving me like that...you shall make it up by doing this with me.." Is the last thing you hear before you drift back to sleep again as you feel his hold get tighter and a sudden shift in movement as you feel a soft warmth on your forehead as you hear something along the lines of 'you're forgiven ♡'

[hyunsvngs]

I have class tomorrow (haven't been on campus in nearly a year) but I'd rather stay home and be delulu idk if i even remember how to write an essay 🥲

ANYWAYS, IMAGINE SHARING COLLEGE COURSES WITH SKZ— I mean you did write a frat au but I'm just thinking about study sessions with felix y'know, like in one of those private study rooms, you're both sitting super close to one another sharing a text book, fleeting glances, grazing thighs, brushing finger tips UGH THE PROXIMITY AND THE TENSION and he offers to drop you off at your dorm once the both of you realize you lost track of time, the quick looks, the awkward giggles and shy smiles, I'm just— UGH I need more uni au's I NEED SOMEONE AS A HOT TA TOO

-🍵💌

this is… so cute. i am adding something and changing it slightly tho i’m so sorry bc i had a good idea.

you and felix sat in the library, pinkies just brushing as you both flick through your textbook. your cheeks are bright red, burning, because how could you not have a crush on him? the freckled sunshine boy from your computer science class? you honestly had barely any knowledge of computer science, hence why you’d asked him for help - but it was also partially because you had such a huge crush on him.

ughh and imagine felix with cute little glasses perched on his nose too. he’s looking over at the pages of the book, pointing at one particular sentence to explain it to you. when you finally get the courage to blink your eyes up at him, he’s smiling almost shyly - pushing his glasses up his cute little button nose.

when you’re done, felix shuts the book triumphantly and turns to you with a lot less confidence. “um… so, what’s your plans now?”

you sigh, trying to push your stationery into your bag. “honestly, nothing. you?”

turning to felix, you see he’s blushing, running a dainty hand through his hair. “do you… wanna go on a date with me?”

♡ juno

[reeedvelvet]

DON'T LIKE REBLOG ♡

✦ THEM WITH THEIR CRUSH PT:3 ✦ PT:2 PT:1

✿ Includes: Dark Cacao Cookie, Herb Cookie, Black Raisin Cookie, Sea Fairy Cookie, Frost Queen Cookie, Mala Sauce Cookie

warning: me simping for dark cacao cookie, sea fairy cookie and frost queen cookie

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*°:⋆ₓₒ　dark cacao cookie　ₓₒ⋆:°*

♡ oh my gawdd,, how'd you get so lucky-

♡ You're one lucky mf. Like Pure Vanilla he gets more attentive to you, but doesn't want to make it so obvious. He greets you normally, but you won't notice that he has a lil smile on his face whenever he sees you, his heart just flutters and goes ajbaksixhajfgjdn-

♡ He gives you flowers!! 1!! 1 aaAAAA gives them with a little little blush. If it's late he will walk you home. He's just protecting you

♡ Little dark choco cookie likes you too!! Lil dark choco always sneaks out and goes to find you, man what can I say when Dark cacao can't find his son he goes p a n i k

♡ Turn the whole ass kingdom upside down. When he spots you two, sighs man he was this close to get a heart attack because of his son-

♡ In the end, lil dark choco exposes his fathers crush on you, when you look towards to Dark cacao, his cheeks and tip of his ears are bright red, shyly he asks you to eat dinner.

♡  " (N-Name), if you d-don’t mind,, Would you like to eat d-dinner with us?  "

✧༺♥༻✧ ✧༺♥༻✧ ✧༺♥༻✧ ✧༺♥༻✧

*°:⋆ₓₒ　herb cookie　ₓₒ⋆:°*

♡ AAAAAAA SUCH A SWEET BOY he gives me life,,

♡ His crush is so obvious, he doesn't even try to hide it!! Man you make him so happy- he, he just wants you to know that,,  he, he really is- just just look at him! He smiles much more around you more more brighter around you,, ughh-

♡ When having a conversation or standing next to you, there is always, always has a blush on his face, he looks so pretty tho- shyly looking to ground or anywhere, just to escape from your beautiful eyes. He's shy ok- mans trying-

♡ Except from him so sooo many flowers!!! They are as beautiful as you don't you think? Tho you are more beautiful to him let it be your favorite flowers.

♡ Of course, every flowers has a meaning, if you know that he will be sooo happy!!! Though he will be more shy when giving them to you, if you don't, no problem!! He will leave a lil note that says the meaning.

♡ " (N-Name)! These a-are for you! " process to hands you a boquet of flowers with a burning face and a smile that we all love.

✧༺♥༻✧ ✧༺♥༻✧ ✧༺♥༻✧ ✧༺♥༻✧

*°:⋆ₓₒ　black raisin cookie　ₓₒ⋆:°*

♡ Can and will be a tsundere towards to you, but!! fear not! she cares for you so much. so so much.

♡ Will send some of her raisin crows to look after you, you also like her raisin crows and they like you back, are you her soul mate or something??

♡ Allows you to sit with her, you petting the raisin crows on your lap,, she smiles. She loves you so fucking much. B-but will you like her back??? She over thinks that a lot.

♡ Girl cannot look straight to your face, without turning her head to side flustered. You are just so attractive, so pretty so cute so- please hold her hand but that might worsen the situation-

✧༺♥༻✧ ✧༺♥༻✧ ✧༺♥༻✧ ✧༺♥༻✧

*°:⋆ₓₒ　sea fairy cookie　ₓₒ⋆:°*

♡ she's so pretty, why is she's so pretty,,

♡ she's shy, she's cute- your hands touches with hers, she shyly turns around blushing, your shoulder touches with hers, she shyly turns around blushing.

♡ She wants to hide her crush on you, she really does! She just don't want to be so obvious, but she just can't. She can always found blushing around you, she just can't hide her blushing cheeks,, she's so cute stop-

♡ " W-Would you like t-to c-come and sit w-with m-me? " cuecue blushing. If she is feeling brave, she will hold your hand! or try to-

♡ She usually lays her head on your shoulder, if your fine with it of course. She gifts you so many fucking things, pearls and other pretty things that she found in the sea. After all you deserve the best.

✧༺♥༻✧ ✧༺♥༻✧ ✧༺♥༻✧ ✧༺♥༻✧

*°:⋆ₓₒ　frost queen cookie　ₓₒ⋆:°*

♡ pretty,, pretty queen- so serious,, so damn cold-

♡ She knows the feeling that she is feeling towards to you, but,, you two can't be together. I mean- she is simply carrying with her own mission or duty whatever the fuck it is. And you, you beautiful, piece of shi the most pretty person that she ever seen, but yeah, no sorry-

♡ She can't even focus on the most simple things, can you stop- but think about you over and over again, she admits defeat, her feeling cheering the way sun hits your face- so so pretty, the way your eyes shine- beautiful. She wants to love again, to feel warm again. On the outside she has the neutral face, but inside- she is thinking about you.

♡ She invites you to her castle- you will go right? right?? She rambles a lot, just some stupid things nothing too important,, as you drink tea together she starts talking or rambling about some stupid shit and never stops, kiss her and she will shut her mouth, sitting there with a bright blush,, a small smile on her face, love is a really strong feeling, hm?

✧༺♥༻✧ ✧༺♥༻✧ ✧༺♥༻✧ ✧༺♥༻✧

*°:⋆ₓₒ　mala sauce cookie　ₓₒ⋆:°*

♡ Damn girl boss,, she will try to impress you by downing on spicy food no questions asked. C'mon! Look at her will ya? No other cookie can do this!

♡ She's pretty social, if you are too, she will take you out to everywhere and anywhere, but if you're shy- respect +

♡ She is pretty protective too, you won't get shit, not when she is here. I think she is also obvious, doesn't try to hide her crush on you. But she is shy, when it comes to you.

♡ Can and will protect you with her life, but if you can fight well, why not spar with her? Her voice also cracks when talking to you, trys her best to not tho. Loves, loves when you praise her, if she had a tail it would be wagging by now.

♡ " Y-You really think t-that way? W-Well!! I-I am happy! " yeah, she loves you so much, she can't even breathe correctly.

✿✼:*ﾟ:.｡..｡.:*･ﾟﾟ･**･ﾟﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*ﾟ:*:✼✿　　

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[soobprised]

Daydream

Soobin x gn!reader

Fluff/angst

Warnings: alcohol, tiny bit obsessive soobin, heartbreak

Description: Soobin is too shy to ask anyone out...but since he met you, he's so obsessed with you- he actually asks you out...uhhh heartbreak 🤙

Word count: (3k)

-♡

He was the type to daydream often. Getting lost in his own world just from the sight of them. 

Soobin would be reading on his phone, only soon to be cut off from his daze. Looking up at them, then like that. He was useless to all his surroundings. Their eyes. When they spoke to him, he couldn't take his eyes off them. Like he was in the midst of studying them- but he would eventually be cut off from his daze with them snapping in his face. 

"Are you listening?" They sounded annoyed.

Soobin's heart was pounding so loud, his thoughts were left unheard.

"I'm sorry, what did you say?"

Then they would say it again then leave once they got his reply. 

It was normal though.

Soobin always would get small crushes like this that would fade within a few weeks of seeing them all the time.

With the attention he had been giving them, if not receiving any love back, then he would move on. 

Soobin never really would ask anybody out. He's too nervous to do it. 

So eventually as time went by, the feelings never faded. he was getting scared. A month had passed.

their eyes. their eyes. It was their eyes. then it soon became their smile, then their laugh, then their lips. Oh....their lips. He felt terrible thinking about kissing them. 

Everytime he thought about it, he would bury his face in his hands and repeatedly tell himself "no".

At this point he would often spark conversation with them. 

"Ughh I can never get my phone to shut up..." 

Soobin would tilt his head at them. "What do you mean?" looking at them again, he felt himself getting sweaty. But he tried to keep his cool by biting his cheek. 

They waved their hands in the air, as if to say it doesn't matter. then that would be it. 

But Soobin wanted more.

"Pleeeeeease" he chose to do his usual smile, and tilt his head a bit. The one that would often convince others. 

His eye contact was surprisingly good at this moment too.

They just laughed at him.

God, he loved it. It only made him start laughing with them. 

They eventually gave in.

"This person I know- they won't stop texting me." Their smile fades into a more neutral face. Soobin copies.

"Is it your ex?" He frowned as he said it. 

"My ex? no- no, it's my friend- they keep trying to...uh" They kinda drift off. 

"We don't have to talk about it....I'm sorry I budged in, I'm kind of nosey." They giggle at him. 

'I'm making them laugh...' is all he could think. Almost forgetting the problem they have.

"No it's fine, it's not a sin to be curious."

That stuck with him. 

Until that night, when he was laying in bed. He couldn't stop thinking about their words. Repeating constantly. 

Curious is all soobin has ever been with them. Trying hard to dig for any information about them. Curious as to how they think. Curious as to how they see him. Curious about how they taste. 

Their lips...

He used to feel bad thinking about kissing them, but after hearing you say that, he feels more content. It was just his curiosity. He just wants to know how they feel, how they taste. That's not a sin, right?

The next day they spoke again. 

Everything felt more natural now. A simple 'hi soobin' turned into a 'you'll never believe how this movie I watched ended!' 

days went by, and they seemed instantly happy soobin got in their eyesight.

Soobin had been like that since day one. 

This attention was new to him. He never expected them to actually like him as a friend. It was so exciting and new. Being able to chat about such small things that soobin used to think didn't matter, but hearing them say it- it mattered. Anything about them became special and new. Soobin knew at this point, this was no longer a small crush- and that he has fallen in love. 

Their eyes and laughter were so beautiful to him. But then he started noticing the smaller things. The way they snort a bit when they laugh extremely hard or when they make that cute pouty face when they're frustrated. It made Soobin get butterflies in his stomach. 

He felt sick. When they're in his vicinity, he feels like he'll explode. He was needy.

He wanted their touch.

Really bad.

And he knew he would probably have to make the first move.

He found it hard to sleep at night when he realized that. He imagined multiple scenarios in which he would hit on them and how they would react.

Each time he closed his eyes, with the intention to sleep, he could only imagine how they would react if he just said it. 

Laying in bed, fully clothed, he'd just groan. His hands in his face. He could cry- he really could. The anxiety he gets from just imagining making a move. He'd think, "I can't do that- I get too sweaty around them..." or "what if they aren't interested...". The last thought would make him wince.

What if they don't find him attractive? That would be new. He wouldn't admit it, but he knew of his natural charm. Though when people call him handsome, he still blushes, as if he'd forgotten. 

The doubts soobin had made him even more scared to hit on them. But he promised himself (and them) that he would do it. He doesn't really know how yet, he'll just let it happen.

Just like that- when they showed up, both exchanged smiles. 

They seemed more happy than usual.

Soobin spoke first, which is new. "We should hang out together." the words came out, almost desperately. They raised their eyebrows. "What do you mean?" 

oh no

Soobin started to sweat and jerk his knee up and down. 

"Like you should come by my apartment to watch all those movies you reeeeeally want to watch." He tried to come off as attractive. And they blushed.

they blushed.

Soobin had found another thing he loved about them.

"No- yeah we should, definitely. we could hangout tonight- yeah? I can bring drinks." They start getting more excited.

Soobin felt his face hurting from how much he'd been smiling. "Ooooh- what movies? there's so many choices." They looked uo in thought. 

Soobin caught himself looking at their lips, which were slightly parted. He knew he was staring at them, but he didn't stop. Daydreaming of them. the things he would do to them. the things...

He blushed a dark red, it was extremely noticeable. He covered his face with his hand. Why is he thinking of that- right in front of them? 

How shameful.

He couldn't stop thinking of their lips. 

"That's it! we should start watching Star Wars together...you never watched them so...oh? are you okay?" They looked at him, slightly worried. 

Soobin blushed harder, because they wanted to watch all the star wars movies with him. 

Meaning that they would come over several times.

They wanted to hang out with him several times.

He was a blushing mess. He didn't even reply to them because he needed time to react to what they just said.

"Soobin?" they took a step closer, they were really close now. Soobin had never been this close to them. Soobin looked down at the floor. 

then they put their fingers under his chin and forced him to look at them. 

Soobin was never going to recover. 

They put the back of their hand on his cheeks, a worried expression on their face. Their expression turned into a small smirk.

"Are you blushing?" 

At his limit, he covered his face and turned away from them. He started to whine at you teasing him. 

"Why are you blushing? hm?" They started to tease more. 

Soobin swatted his hand softly at them.

they just giggled at him with a quiet "I'm just kidding". Then they both were laughing a bit. 

"Just send me your address and I'll come over at like 6. Is that cool?" 

Soobin shakes his head yes. He couldn't talk anymore. They smiled and gave him a salute. Soobin just waved. They really are amazing.

Once they were gone, Soobin fell into a squat position. Thoughts racing. 

"Did they just....did they tease me? Oh God, do they know now?" 

They had to know, right?

He hoped they did, it would make this whole thing easier.

After everything, Soobin went by a small convenience store to buy some snacks for tonight. He bought their favorite candies and snacks, along with some drinks he knew they liked. He also got himself some stuff for himself, but it was alot smaller compared to what he had gotten them. 

He was shocked with how much he had spent- almost spending fifty bucks. Maybe he had gone a little overboard.

When he got home, he cleaned every corner neatly. He even cleaned the bedroom just in case they wanted to sleep. They could sleep in his bed as he slept on the couch. Which would probably end up happening if they actually do bring drinks, because he heard from them that they tend to get tipsy fast. And he would rather you sleep over then drive home.

Then he made the popcorn. pouring it into a big yellow bowl that he set in the middle of his coffee table. He layed the snacks next to it and put the remotes on the table too. He even lit his expensive vanilla candle and set it on the end table he had planned for you to sit at. 

Then he'd gotten the text that you were on your way. 

He got two blankets and some pillows ready on the couch.

Oh God

He almost forgot about his outfit. He looked down and he was only in his boxers and a shirt. He blushed imagining them coming over to see him almost naked. The lewd thoughts coming in made him almost choke. Shaking his head to try and get rid of the sinful thoughts, he went to his closet  He decided on wearing some grey sweatpants and just a white shirt with a simple necklace. 

Then he got the movie ready.

He'd never watched Star Wars, it's not that he didn't like it, he just never watched it. As he pressed on to his account on the streaming app, he heard a knock on the door.

His heart leapt out of his chest as he gasped. He put the remote down on the table and he went to open the door.

Being greeted with theyre face made him smile- his shoulders relaxed. 

"Heyyy soobin~ I brought some of my favorites." They lift up the bottle of disaronno amaretto. 

Soobin quickly grabbed it for them and invited them in. He set the bottle on the table- then went to the kitchen to grab two glasses and filled them with ice.

"Wow it smells so nice in here...your apartment is so nice soobin." And it really was.

The lighting of the lamp was the only thing on, the dim lighting creating a very relaxing aura. Everything was neat.

He spoke up, a little loud since they had already sat themselves on the couch. "Thank you- I try to keep it nice." He showed up in the living room with the glasses. He then opened the bottle with ease and poured only a small amount in the glasses. He picked up the glasses and handed one to them. 

He was surprisingly relaxed right now, Maybe it was because he was home or maybe the aura from the candle. He didn't know, but he definitely wasn't complaining. He started thinking too much about it and started to sweat. 

Oh well.

They clicked glasses and they smirked. "don't drink too much Soobin~" Soobin rolled his eyes with a chuckle. "Please, I actually have self control with liquor." Soobin smirked back. 

They suddenly felt small towards soobins gaze. Their smirk dropped as they then looked down at their glass. They started to blush.

"Again? They're blushing again?" He thought. He wanted to tease them. But decided against it. Both of you took a sip from the drink. Neither of you showed a reaction to it. Soobin set his glass down and picked up the remote to play the movie.

"I got you some snacks...I hope you like them- eat as much as you want."

They gasped at the snacks, as if they didn't already notice it. 

"How-how? How did you know I love all of these ?" 

He smiled in pride. Of course he knew, he was incredibly in love with you. It was like his duty to know your favorite snacks. "I just remembered you telling me about them..." Soobin got shy. they couldn't stop smiling towards him, the way he picked up on every little thing was so adorable to them.

Soobin really liked the first movie, he even shed some tears. When the scene showed Qui-gon's death. 

Soobin gasped, the popcorn that was in his mouth fell out. After all the reactions had happened of his death...that's when you heard a sniffle.

They looked to their left towards soobin. a few tears fell down his cheeks. 

"Are you- are you crying?" They toyed. They got on their knees and crawled near Soobin on the couch. 

"It's sadd...don't mess with me (y/n)~"

They giggled at his plea. He was so cute.

without really thinking though, they sat next to him- legs touching. And they took their finger to his cheek to wipe the tears away.

Your touch.

Soobin couldn't breathe. When it was your eyes or your smile, it was different. But your touch is what drove him crazy. He was starved for more. So when you wiped his second tear off, he couldn't stop his hand from coming up to your hand that rested on his cheek. He held it. He rubbed his thumb on your hand. As if saying "thank you"

The both of them stayed like that before your hand fell but it was still enveloped in his. He didn't let go- he couldn't. He thought he would keep crying if he let go.

"Please don't let go..." He said. It was so quiet when he said it, as if he didn't want others to hear. He was looking right at you.

"What is happening? Should I stop this? it's the alcohol right?" They thought. 

But they were both stuck in this trance.

Daydreaming again. 

Soobin wasn't even looking into their eyes anymore and just gazed at their lips. His face was overwhelmingly filled with lust. And they knew it. Before they could even properly access the situation. Soobins lips crashed onto theirs. 

They moaned into his lips from the sudden surprise. This only made soobin get crazier. Soobin lifted their chin higher with his hand that was holding yours so he could get a better angle. 

They didn't kiss back. But it was almost as if soobin didn't even care, he was so desperate for the contact. He didn't care about how mad or upset you'd be, he was, quite literally, drunk on you. After about several seconds into this one-sided kiss, they pushed him away.

"w-what? (Y/n) I'm sorry, I don't know w-why- I jus-``Soobin was probably the most red you've ever seen him. You cut him off. "No soobin I get it, you're just drunk right now- I know you didn't mean it" They laughed

Why did he not like your laugh as much this time?

Soobin was in fact drunk by now, his face was naturally flushed from the alcohol. You were also a bit flushed from the alcohol, and all the sudden-ness from soobin.

Soobin wanted to hide. Somewhere far away from you, just to recollect himself, but he couldn't because you stayed. He was shocked you stayed. Soobin didn't ask permission to even kiss you, yet he did it anyway. "I'm sorry, I should've asked you if we could- um- before we..." He trailed off, not wanting to even say the word. 

Soobin was upset, they blamed it on his drunken state, he meant the kiss and everything. He loved you. maybe he should've contained his emotions better. 

Not to mention his slight boner from the kiss alone, and his thoughts. 

He had his blanket covering it though, so it wasn't a problem.

The only problem now was the extreme awkwardness between you both. After the movie was finished, (y/n) was practically unable to walk. 

"Y/n? Are you okay?" He froze as you stumbled over the coffee table. He positioned his hands on your waist, a new feeling. "Here, let me help you…" Soobin wrapped his arm around their waist, allowing them to lean into him for support. They moaned a bit. "My head mmm." They whispered. "Here, I can just pick you up, is that fine?" They fell onto the couch and layed down. "Yeah yeah… c'mere" Their arms reached out like a baby. Soobin's giggle filled the air as he lifted you up bridal style with a grunt. "You can sleep in my bed y/n" He looked down at you in his arms, but you had fallen asleep. He stopped next to the bed and laid them down on the bed. 

A sigh escaping his lips. 

"I'm so stupid." He kept thinking over and over. Looking down at your figure, so peaceful. He knew by daytime you would probably hate him, never speak to him again. Thousands of thoughts flew in his brain.

Daydreaming again. 

"I love you…" He kissed their forehead, stroking his fingers through their hair. "You can't even begin to imagine- I-" He decided to just shut up now. "Goodnight (y/n), sleep well." He smiled. He draped the blankets over your body. 

Sleeping that night felt impossible. Soobin had been rejected by the only person he's ever had real feelings for. Not even a few hours ago, he felt like he was in the stars. Now he felt like he was in the slump.

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[sword-brainrot]

Hello I’m Ray, I recently discovered your blog and see they are currently open. I’m interested in sending a matchup, I’ve read through your rules and I’ll give you my best description of myself. My pronouns are she/her/they. I’m 22 and a demisexual. My height is 5’5, 5’6 or in between no tantous and match me who you see whoever fit.

【 Personality 】

First off f I can be pretty reserved, shy, and quiet as a mouse. I usually keep to myself but I do make an effort to make small talk when I feel comfortable. I have trouble expressing my emotions as I am emotional and attend to mask myself. Because I feel like sometimes I bother other people with my emotions but overall I’m a super calm and kind person.

Once in a friendship I’m an energetic person and my inner personality start to show. I’m like the big sister to my friends and put them first before myself, but I still shy away unless I’ve been told it’s alright to be expressive. As for very close friends I would get angry if someone hurt them, and I’m very understanding and I won’t judge people by their personality.

As for relationships... I’ve never had or been in one before, or felt for anyone in that matter. If I ever fell for someone I’d be loyal towards them and give them my absolute heart. I wouldn’t mind being affectionate in private and show my love for them by quality time, physical touch like hugging, and hand holding. I’ll take the relationship slow and steady, I’d still have doubts about myself if I’m ever the right person for them.

【 Ideal Partner 】

I’d like for them to be very understanding, to be able to read me, and not be judgemental like me in a sort of way? A total gentleman who’s strong, tall like 6’0 or below, a man who wouldn’t treat a woman harshly. I can’t really think much more of this topic so you may pick whoever you see who’d fit myself. Ughh I’m sorry if this wasn’t enough information lol.

This is was a perfect amount of information! Do not worry!!

I Match You With...

🌸 Ichimonji Norimune 🌸

♡  Before Sanchoumou was the leader of the Ichimonji clan, Norimune was the head. He is someone who is rather mysterious but a very kind hearted person. Often making jokes about being old. 

♡  Norimune doesn’t often talk about his past, perhaps a few jokes here and there that no one fully knows if they are true or not. He prefers it that way. He wants to be a happy go lucky man who can live in the moment.

♡  His favorite past time is getting to know others around the citadel and seeing how many different people there are. You being one of them. 

♡  Being around for so long, he has grown skilled in reading people from a short conversation. 

♡  He would be very aware that you are someone who is shy and would prefer to keep to yourself at first. He would never push you out of that and would allow you to slowly come out of your shell at your own pace. He would offer you tea and ask if you would like to join him for a conversation. 

♡  He will take slow steps in getting to know you and what you like to do. He would even share things about himself that many would not know to make you feel welcomed and close to him. 

♡  He may even tease you from time to time to get you a little flustered and under your skin. Just to break down your barriers for a moment to show you that he would never judge you for who you really are. 

♡  In turn he will show you his more silly side as well. You want him to do fieldwork? He is suddenly in your office complaining that his back his killing him and he may need to take the day off. (by the third time in a row, you would catch on very quickly to his antics)

♡  Coming into your office became a past time for him. Even if the two of you don’t have an active conversation, he is most likely enjoying a nap there. Comforted just by your presence in the same room. 

♡  Norimune becomes aware of your selflessness and admires that about you. But he also wants you to feel like you don’t have to bare all the burden by yourself and that he is right by your side. 

♡  He will often offer advice and tell you that you deserve a rest. 

♡   “Surely you wouldn’t let this old man finish off the plate of dangos by himself and get a stomach, right?”

♡  Norimune loves physical affection. He would probably be the one that acts first when it comes to that part. Out of no where, he will grab your hand and drag you along for some sweets. Never letting go. 

♡  His favorite thing to do is to wrap his arms around your waist while you work and rest his read on your shoulder, taking a small nap. 

♡  You may need to talk to him about it being a private behind doors action since he just likes to hold onto you and show his affection. He doesn’t care who looks!

♡  He also really respects your wishes and will make sure that he doesn’t do anything that would make you uncomfortable because he truly cares.

♡  A part of him would worry slightly that you would view him differently since he is older than most swords and his past wasn’t the nicest. He was a scary leader at times and doesn’t want his past to ever scare away others from who he is now.

♡ If you are willing to have him in your life and accept him for who he is, he will be on the moon with how happy he is. He will make sure everyday you will smile and feel loved for who you are. 

Top Three Picks: Ichimonji Norimune, Nansen Ichimonji, Izuminokami Kanesada

[daybreakx]

Boyfriend! Jinho

Hello! This was also requested, and I hope you like it! Thank you for your nice feedback, your messages make me really happy, I love youuu♡

Jinhoooo is sooo cuteeee *screams*

I think he would also be pretty obvious when having a crush on you.

Like he would randomly giggle when you’re around because he thinks you’re sO CUTE.

Everyone would tease him about it tbh.

He’d always try to strike conversation with you about the silliest things. 

The type to talk about the weather just to talk to you, honestly.

But he also really wants to get to know you, what you want to do with your life, what you like, what you don’t, etc.

He’d get super shy instead of flirty most of the time.

BUT OTHERS the kid would get you flustered just by staring at you.

When he finally asks you on a date he’s all like “you can totally say no omg, I mean I understand if you–”

But you tell him it’s okay, you’d love to go on a date with him.

He shows you some place only he knows and he hasn’t shown to anyone else.

And he tells you how much he really likes you because you’re an amazing person and it would mean a lot to him if to be your boyfriend.

He’d be so sWEET.

When you make your relationship official he’d be just so smiley and ughh so sOFT.

He’d be really proud to be your boyfriend.

Supporting you no matter what.

But I think he’s also the type to advice you and let you know when something’s not good for you or you’re doing something that’s not good for yourself.

He would love skinship.

Specially receiving, like he’d love you playing with his hair while he’s laying on your lap.

When he holds your hand your fingers are always intertwined.

When you two are alone he’d sometimes randomly yell “Get back in here and love me!”

Even though you just went to get a drink to the kitchen.

He’s the type to give short kisses, like just a peck.

Loves interrupting you when you’re talking that way.

But he also gives slow kisses that are just so full of emotion I’m–

Always tells you how important you are to him.

Not only as his partner but also as his best friend.

Because he trusts you so much, and cares so much about you.

Always make sure you take care of yourself, asks you if you’ve eaten, how you’re feeling, etc.

He’d make a fool of himself just to see you smile.

But also takes your problems seriously and really tries to help you get through them, in whichever way he can.

Even if it’s just by listening.

He hates fighting, he’d be the one to take the initiative to settle problems down.

He just wants things to be good because he really really loves you.

And he knows a relationship has ups and downs but he’d get so scared of losing you.

He needs reassurance every now and then.

So take care of him

And love him

He’d be such a nice boyfriend.