#but maybe i can get joyful queer 30s. maybe they all are bound to die one day and leave their place for someone better | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

tomasz-the-hater · 20 days ago

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in my cabaret era (terrified of the fascist rise of power in other countries and the hold it has in my own, atnicipating the imminent death in the next terrible world war, mindnumbingly consuming joyful and queer entertainment, attending what is left of queer events with only so much hope they will stay, praying to no one in particular for us all to outlive this regime)

#cabaret 1972 #i am not in usa btw #i am from russia and this is mostly about russia but the ovarall rise of right-wing ideology in the us and europe both is. upsetting.#to all the american queers: you will live. it will not be great. you will outlive this president and the next one.#whatever is happening now is complete and utter shit. yet this too will one day end. it cannot go on forever #putin has been in power for 24 years & aims for at least 36 #but also our institutions have been weak from the start #i will forever be bitter for the youth i've never had and never will. for the queer joy i did not get to experience.#but maybe i can get joyful queer 30s. maybe they all are bound to die one day and leave their place for someone better #unless the Terrible Nuclear War happens fr. but well this is another cabaret aspect ig!

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