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you can write one with cubarsi where the reader is a famous singer and when she releases a song it's obvious that they're together and he's all shy
To be seen — Pau Cubarsí.
Pairing: Pau Cubarsí x Fem!Reader
Summary: In which you release an album so painfully obvious about Pau !
Word count: 590+
Disclaimer/s: Half smau half actually writing! reader is a singer and alll fluff !!
A/N: okay ik u said song (singular) but then i got bored and made graphics so..
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yourusername My second album ‘To be seen’ is out now on all platforms <3 Thank you to my support system & all of you guys, I love and appreciate you more than you know!!
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username1 hey! so you were sick for this.
username2 are we going to brush over the fact that these are all love songs and she is literally dating Pau Cubarsí?? (i don’t have a source i just know.)
⤷ username3 RUGHT? i’m going insane. why IS NOBODY TALKING ABOUT THISSS
username4 my pauxy/n agenda has been pushed to the frontlines. nobody can deny them now.
paucubarsi I’m so proud of you mi amor❤️
⤷ yourusername I love you ����❤️
⤷ username3 hey!! ahahahahahah i’m so normal rn guys im so normal hey hi im sooo normal
⤷ hectorfort Kids down bad😂
⤷ yourusername can you leave lil boy.
⤷ hectorfort I’m older than you?
username5 mi. amor. mi. amor.
billieeilish The most beautiful voice!!😭
⤷ yourusername i cant breath i cant breath i cant
lamineyamal Pau’s blushing like a kid rn congrats ❤️
⤷ paucubarsi Get outtttttttttttt .
username6 hey so “show me how” is actually making me hit my head against a wall. delete it NOW.
⤷ yourusername uhm, you’re welcome..(?)💕
username7 IS THE SECOND PHOTO PAU AND Y/N?
⤷ username8 IT IS?? IT HAS TO BE??
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Your front door unlocking had you scrambling off the couch. A giddy pep in your step as you scrambled to meet your boyfriend in the entryway. When you see him, Pau has a faint blush across his cheeks, probably left over from his friends teasing.
“Hello.” You hum as Pau wraps his arms around your waist, planting a soft kiss onto your lips.
“Hello.” He repeats the greeting when he pulls away. “You could’ve told me what your album was about.”
Right.
You wanted it to be a surprise. ‘To be seen’ was your one year anniversary gift to Pau, finding the only way you could explain the depth of your love was through your songwriting.
You shrug, “I told you it was a surprise!” You plant another kiss on his lips, “did you like it?”
“I loved it..” He hesitates before speaking again, “the fans also really liked it. Have you read the comments?” He’s blushing again when he brings it up.
“They are under my post about my album. So, yes, my dear, sweet boyfriend, I have.” Wriggling out of his grasp, you pat his cheek. “My parents are on the way home with takeout to celebrate! You are staying right?”
Pau rolls his eyes, “it’s our anniversary, of course I’m staying.” He trails after you into the living room, plopping down beside you on the couch and pulling you into his side. “I love you.”
Grinning up at him, you say a soft, “I love you,” back. Pau leans down for another kiss but you stop him, pressing your pointer finger to his lips and Pau’s eyebrows furrow in confusion. “First, tell me your favorite song.”
“Lovesong.” He grins, “it’s.. cute.”
“Cute?” You laugh, “I’ll take it.”
“So..?” Letting out a dramatic huff, you nod—mid doing so, his lips connect with yours once again. “Also, when did that picture of us even get taken?”
Sighing at the loss of contact, you rest your head on his shoulder. “A few months ago, when we visited my parent’s lake cabin. My sister took it.”
Pau’s cheeks puff up with the smile that took over his face. “Send it to me?” You nod, reaching for your phone.
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Separation Trial
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Adam tapped his fingers against the table in a distracted manner. He had been there at the restaurant for a while now. Waiting for his...waiting for Lucifer. He needed to talk with Lucifer, he wanted to talk to him at home about it, in private. However, when he asked about meeting him, Lucifer simply nodded his head and said they could meet at this restaurant.
He didn't even take Adam’s idea at eating at home into consideration. Although the place Adam sat currently was upscale and nice it wasn’t what he wanted to do. This wasn’t where he wanted to have…the conversation. He sighed to himself as he saw Lucifer approach. He barely even said hello before Lucifer kissed him on the cheek before seating himself.
Lucifer: Hello my dearest, what’s going on? Why’d you want to talk at a restaurant? You know we could have talked over the phone. You made it sound so urgent.
Adam took a moment to keep his anger in check. Once again Lucifer wasn’t listening.
Adam: What I wanted to talk to you about couldn’t be said over the phone. It had to be in person. Lucifer we have been married for three whole years now.
Lucifer: Yeah I know, last week was our anniversary. Don’t you remember Addie?
Adam felt his breath hitch and he struggled to not cry then and there. Their third anniversary had been a disaster, he didn’t want to go into it. But Adam had would forever hate that day. It was what made him bring this meeting with Lucifer.
Adam: I do remember, and so should you.
Lucifer: But I literally just said that I
Adam: No, I’m talking about what happened that day. Can you please tell me what happened?
Lucifer was nervous at his husband’s harsh tone but answered him.
Lucifer: Well, I do remember that both of us were so busy, I with handling a fortis problem, then Charlie called and she needed some help with the hotel, and I didn’t get back till late at night. Oh and you had that concert of yours, by the way how was it? I don’t think I asked before.
Adam felt his eye twitch.
Adam: It was not JUST a concert Lucifer.
Lucifer: …Did something happen at the concert?
Adam: More like what didn’t happen.
Lucifer: Did no one applaud you? Were they booing you? Honey don’t worry your a great singer, you’ll bounce back.
Adam: No, there were no applause nor cheers. Because my audience wasn’t there.
Lucifer: Oh, Adam I’m so sorry.
Adam: You weren’t there Lucifer.
Lucifer: What?
Adam: You were not at my concert Lucifer, You were supposed to be there. Because you were meant to be my audience. Because that concert was going to be dedicated to you! It was supposed to be my wedding anniversary present to you!
Lucifer: But, but, but it’s not my fault if you don’t tell me in advance!
Adam: Lucifer I told you weeks prior about it. And you always said that you’d be there. But of course you lied.
Lucifer: I didn’t lie! Shit came up Adam this isn’t my fault. If anything you should have told me before I left that day! On top of that what did you expect me to do? Not do my duty as king. Tell the goetia to handle it themselves!? Say no to my own daughter, your own daughter, I shouldn’t have helped her at all?! Geez you can be selfish sometimes.
Adam’s eyes widened at that statement. He was shocked to his seat still. Then slowly he nodded his head in understanding. He was an idiot for ever even considering giving Lucifer a second chance. Taking a deep breath, Adam looked directly into Lucifer’s yellow, red eyes and said,
Adam: Lucifer, I want a divorce
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no one understnads what amphibia is like. its a funny disney comedy cartoon about a teen girl stuck in a world of frogs. halfway through the first season the main character joins a gang and has her arm broken over taxes and also giant birds eat people onscreen. she defeated the monsters of the week with a bathbomb once. the season one finale involved her best friend trying to kill her adoptive frog grandpa due to him being used as the face of a brewing rebellious in the frog politics and in response the main character permanently scars her friends face and her friend tries to kill herself. in the next episode they fight a giant monster made of vegetables that destroyed their house right before they were supposed to leave on a road trip booooo. in season 2 they introduce a character so adorable and endearing that she immediately becomes a fan favorite. in the season finale she is killed by the evil king by being impaled onscreen and collapsing while apologizing. disney freaked out so much that they delayed the episode for like a month at the last minute and it accidentally got leaked anyways. when season 3 started the fandom practically descended into madness for the smallest acknowledgement of what happened to everyones blorbo (also the trailer for the season had revealed that a very popular au was actually canon) but only getting silly shenanigans like getting. hunted down by literal fbi agent rupaul until almost halfway through the season when an episode ended with an extended scene of the stabbed girl getting tortured onscreen while screaming in agony and getting an evil ai mindhive downloaded into her brain. the next time the possessed girl showed up she was bullying the king for being a bad gamer in the christmas special. the second half of the season was so gay that the copypasta about a character being attracted to women refused to die. one of the most popular fan theories was that the main character would lose an arm. in one part of the series finale a completely different character had his arm cut off. in the last episode the main character dies fighting the moon and meets god. god takes the form of the main characters cat to ask her to become god so it can retire. it brings her back to life and tells her when shes going to die. did i mention fbi agent rupaul
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phoenix... isn't that so sweet. like he was picked on once as a kid and he didn't even know edgeworth or larry at that point but edgeworth stood up for him and then so did larry and it literally changed his entire life two kids believing in him when no one else did changed his entire life and now he's made it his goal to make sure no one he ever meets feels like he did 🚬 yeah it's not that big of a deal he was 8 it was one day of his life but isn't that just so sweet that it WASN'T this earth shattering thing like the thing that changed so many lives was literally just people stood up for him once. what a sweet thing. what a beautiful little story.
and when he met maya he could have just as easily treated her with doubt or suspicion or they could have played him defending her as i'm doing this just for mia idc about you but from the moment maya says that line about "in the office you looked at me for a second like i'd done it [killed mia]" he is so ride or die for her let's all explode.
AND like i've talked about it before but phoenix and maya's reunion in reunion and turnabout is genuinely so cute they're both like oh this is the first time we're seeing each other in a while and phoenix is like i thought u were so far away and maya's like well i had to grow up right because she wanted to grow up and she is growing up but she still wanted him there for this huge milestone he's nervous about and he missed her so badly andnandnanndnand
niiick -> immediately on nickname basis. nothing has changed m-maya -> nervous and vaguely shell-shocked. formality of 'it's good to see you again' i didn't think you'd really show up -> mia was also a lawyer she was close to it's not that big of a deal + sooo far away -> silent acknowledgement of ^ that. playful tone. agh well maybe i exaggerated just a little -> relevant to last dialogue it was only 2 hours away -> vaguely hurt you're not allowed -> i need to be strong and big and grown up i need to do things on my own by myself but i still asked you to come because this is a huge milestone for me and i wanted you here
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Isha not just hugging Jinx, but Vi as well when the sisters reunite with Vander is so special to me.
#like the first time she even meets vi is when vi attacks jinx and then has her pinned on that altar#isha was fully working up the courage to shoot vi In The Face to protect jinx#literal months pass#the second time isha ever meets vi she is basically picking a fight with jinx that jinx turns physical#then the sisters have a moment in that one room#then vi puts herself between isha/jinx and vander and uses those gauntlets to try and fight him off#and isha probably sees her in an entirely new light and so hugs her as well when the sisters reunite with their dad#arcane#arcane spoilers#isha#jinx#vi#vander
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cressida's storyline was genuinely shameful tbhhh it's like they started rewriting it in the first half of the season then completely forgot about the changes they'd made to make it fit the book plot and it just ends up making everyone else look bad😐 every character in the second half got a "penelope did nothing wrong" lobotomy so we ended up with eloise completely ignoring cressida being sold off to an horrible man (when she made every effort to support her in the first half of the season) and for some reason resenting her for pretending to be lady whistledown? Then they somehow frame her ignoring colin's offensively bad pleas as it being her turning away from redemption when all she's trying to do is escape being trapped in the country with her likely abusive aunt... and it ends with her meeting her horrible fate and it still being framed as tragic only to immediately juxtapose it with the bridgerton family winning the idgaf war while gleefully seeing off francesca and her future dead husband. The bridgertons were the villains of the season frfr
#bridgerton#almost as bad as marina's plot in season one. every horrible decision in this show revolves around penelope meeting no consequences ever#this is not an anti post or anything idc about the fandom ill forget about this show tomorrow but i need to get this off my chest#they had to give penelope a fairy tale ending WHICH IS FINE but they somehow did it by surgically removing everyone's personality#INCLUDING HERS#benedict's bi storyline was bad also im sorry. paul literally has like 4 lines of dialogue and he was really cool#i love tilley but she should have been cut😭 if they wanted to establish he was bi (given we know theyre not genderbending sophie)#they should have made the whole subplot about him being attracted to a man instead of a 5 minute footnote in the last episode#i liked francesca and her husband whose name idr but it felt like they were framing it as him not being her 'great love'#considering what happens to him i fjnd it childish and meanspirited soul mates aren't real and he deserves a lttl respect considering.. lmao#what else. the dialogues were horrible. especially the ones between penelope and colin in the second part im sorry#they need to fire the make up and hair department. every reference to queen charlotte felt like a wahh pls watch my show ad#i miss anthony they should change the books to make him the villain of every season bb please come back to ruin your sibilings relationships#portia and philippa were peak as always. violet deserves her own season. we need to put eloise out of her misery pls leave her in scotland#rant overrr#publishing it on my sideblog actually i feel like im gonna lose followers just for having watched this show lmaoo
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I think Jmart would work really well in a Pride and Prejudice au bc I think Jon proposing to Martin while insulting him would be funny.
#a talking bunkat#jmart#tma#The question of who else close to him Jon would be insulting remains. Martin doesn't have a lot of family like Elizabeth#which could be interesting#Also I don't want to write a period piece so like. I would have to make office politics the equivalent of 17th century social hierarchy#but like in other ways it works so well. Tim as Mr. Bingley would be perfect. And Elias could be. Mr. Wickem I guess?#I guess actually that Elias and Jonah could be different characters...#Hm. Something to think about I guess.#Sasha would take Jane's role and then I'd have to come up with a reason for Jon to sabotage her and Tim's relationship...#WAIT UNLESS I CAN WORK NOTSASHA INTO THIS ALSO. And Jon's season 2 paranoia.#Hm. Much to think about.#Martin showing up to Jon's house (the Archives) uninvited on some kind of like. Tour? For a class? Martin goes back to school au?#And obviously Jon doesn't have a sister like Mr. Darcy so Martin meets... Daisy?? WAIT GEORGIE I'M AN IDIOT THEY EVEN HAVE THE SAME NAME-#Hm. Miss. Bingley who would she be... like of I was going purely based on actual relationship it would be Danny but I'm not doing that#I mean we have no evidence that Danny WOULDNT try and get with Jon for his money/social status but let's be fucking real here for a second.#Idk. Literally no one other then Martin is interested in Jon in any romantic way.#anyway none of this matters I should go to sleep.
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Rewatching act 2.... yeah ISHA WATCH OUT FOR THE CYCLE ISHA!!!!! NOOOOO
#ambessa setting up the logs on a fireplace while literally adding fuel to the fire with cailtyn... subtelty#silco spent his whole life trying to rile the undercity together STUPID JOKE THAT IT IS you have the chance to pull it off#isha is the true revolutionary after all... jinx get up to her level#was jinx scared of having hallucinations when the girl she released was gonna touch her shoulder??? and then she didn't#what i find really funny is that warwick knows how to use elevators and that funicular to the prison#also there is a lot of blood when he appears in the prison.... it was surprising#vander recognizing jinx with the name of powder after she complained about it eariler its just crazy crazy crazy#people commenting that its unrealistic how caitlyn bests vi when they meet in episode 6 as if there wasn't a montage about how she lost her#edge because of alcohol and living like shit.... she's not like jinx lmao....#rewatching so recently is so weird i imagine it is as close as being dr manhattan as i can get it is literally happening all at once#also the people of piltover are so dumb... lets let the government implement martial law and put this 20 something with 0 political#experience on charge with the army of this outsider agent. alright. i can tell you guys dont vote in this oligarchy you know fuck all#well i guess in that case it isnt the people of piltovers fault... just the important families that contribute in this oligarchy...#putting count fagula in charge.... salo is speciallt dumb but we all knew that#katie leung needs awards btw.... and interviews#“do not test this or you will yearn for caitlyn's dungeons” be careful singed my friend vi fell for that and look at her... her dungeons...#vander reaching for isha not jinx.... OR VI.... she just stopped him#“hes gonna kill you” and vi fighting vander to protect jinx.... yeah#and then she trusts jinx and the beast turns into vander... he serves as a recognizing tool for their true selves...#their mom being so worried about how to name vi and then names the second one POWDER kahdksjsk never not funny... also the barber of zaun#when vi joins with jayce she unlocks this loser flop aspect of her mother's inheritance.... two losers joining to maximize their joint flop#also vander kinda giving up this promise to protect the girls instead of bettering zaun... how it puts him in a standstill bc it's either or#like damn there is nothing as undoing as a daughter for reals. she didnt experience that bc she died so now vander has to and here we are#episide 6 starts with the end of the episode when viktor drops that metal piece..... hello..... is this anything#“do you think this place could work” underground utopia.... DYNASTIES AND DYSTOPIA FEAR IS NEVER AN OPTION SO DYING'S NOT A REAL PROBLEM#didnt ambessa suspect anything when they spent loke a full minite staring at each other 😭😭 she's lost her edge...#just like when she clocked sevika but not jinx... when there's a strong butch in the area her radar gets jammed up#and caitlyn leaving her weapon behind... ambessa thought she was gonna fistfight warwick or something#the metal thing falling when viktor dies repeats THREE TIMES WHAT DOES THAT MEAN#watching arcane season 2
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It's been rolling around in my brain the last few days for some reason, but I still hate the family backstory reveals for Sophie and Eliot. I've seen some of the meta for it, but quite frankly, it still makes no sense. If it had been something actually thought of and intentional in the original, I think it could have been so fascinating. I mean, Sophie's willing abandonment of Astrid to contrast with Nate's loss of Sam or Eliot's adoption in contrast with Hardison's and Parker's? Could have been excellent! But they came out of nowhere in Redemption and don't work with these characters.
Sophie was still actively using the fucking alias that she met Astrid under! She met with someone from her past on the show! Like. Quite frankly, that one is unequivocally bullshit that they made up and threw in and pretended could fit with the established canon. (And I'm sorry, but the idea of Sophie abandoning Astrid and never telling Nate about her just... So much of Nate's trauma was rooted in the loss of Sam, and I think that introducing this element after he's gone and unable to respond to it taints Sophie and Nate's relationship in a way bc I'm not exactly sure how Nate would've responded to learning about this but I think that it's something he'd have needed to know. I don't know how to fully express my thoughts on that but yeah.)
As for Eliot, I don't like the adoption aspect literally at all. The way that he would interact with his family and the memory of his family would be different, and I think that it's flat out ridiculous to think that he'd have never mentioned it to the team in the original show, especially when dealing with the kid cases. (I also dislike the biracial adoption as its own element because if Eliot was actually raised by Black parents in the... idk what 80s/90s? That just. doesn't feel congruent with how they write Eliot interacting with PoC, not necessarily in a bad way, but babe, he's written like a white southern man raised in a specific kind of culture that does not jell with that. It also makes Eliot look... really bad that he was apparently raised with the knowledge of how fucked up the military was and his parents' history and made the choices that he did.) Like the show may not have explicitly stated it but the implication of that relationship was vastly fucking different throughout the original show.
Just. These were not backstories that were congruent with their depiction and characters in the original show, and they're also just moves that I don't particularly like or find interesting directions for those characters. There's also something to be said about how it was apparently unacceptable for a woman to not have kids or someone not reconciling with their biological family when that was something that the original show handled a lot better. Out of all the directions to take Sophie and Eliot's stories, that's just not really one that I think was a good idea.
#i'm not sure if i worded this v well tbh which concerns me#bc like. like i said i dont like the adoption plot anyways but part of my problem with that storyline IS that billy is black#bc i don't think that the way eliot is written makes sense if he was raised by a black couple during that decade#bc the way that he would have engaged with his family and community and the world around him would've been different#especially bc he was raised in the fucking south in the 80s#bc i dont think eliot was ever racist in the original show but i dont think that he really knew#how it was different for poc in certain ways that dont make sense if he was raised by a black couple#like the previous implications of his childhood and specifically his father were v much in the stereotypical v pro military be a man cultur#that culture is also v rooted in toxic masculinity and whiteness#God i hope that makes sense bc i feel like that sounds v bad#but i'd love more black characters on the show and i think that for pretty much any other mc that'd have been fine#it's specifically eliot with the space that he occupies that i feel like it's a problem with his backstory#which also is why i dont like that he's adopted at all bc that's an influential part in how you first view your place and family and all th#that i dont think makes sense with eliot's character. like literally nothing about that reveal really feels like it makes sense with eliot#and to move over to sophie for a second i feel like bringing up the abandoned stepdaughter would have been pretty damn important#when sophie was struggling with the idea of who she really was beneath the aliases and the grift#and especially when she's in a relationship with nate who WAS a father like#and that she used the charlotte alias to meet with someone from her past but there wasnt anything about the fallout#which still makes no fricking sense either way#also insert something about sophie being an older woman without kids#(i know there's the ot3 but they're not actually in a position as her kids bc theyre still equals in a sense)#and needing to actually go no no she was a mom! and then bailed and did all this and blah blah but she's always been a mom in her heart <3#and adding in this relationship as if an older woman cant be satisfied or complete without kids#and i know that ppl might bring up parker but like lbr parker is positioned in a v different space narratively than sophie#ofc parker doesn't have kids she's positioned in a space as the Odd one the kinda broken one#her defying the expectations narratively doesnt necessarily work the same bc of her place#idk i kinda hope these dont end up in the main tags bc idk how ppl will respond nor how well i actually got across my points#but i do wanna tag them for my blog so#leverage#sophie devereaux
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#queer student union is full of cis lesbians who are unfortunately normies . Sigh#theres one other transmasc but hes also a normie . whatever#someone brought up hanky code in the meeting today and everyone was like “eewww omg people have piss kinks? [blech]”#like. okay its not that big of a deal#THE LEADER OF THE QSU IS A G*YLOR BTW. SOMEONE KILL ME NOW#we were talking about the language of flowers which i am very autistic about and she went on and on about lilacs#and how that relates and is important to sapphics#but fhe second the green carnation shows up she went “uhhh. idk what that flag is” FUCKING THE ACHILLEAN FLAG ????#UGHHH.#she also was like “oscar wilde was apparently arrested for being queer” when thats literally one of the mot well known facts about him#girl please im begging you do a Little bit of research about queer men. it wont kill you i prommy#someone break me free of these people who couldnt give two shits about queer and trans men and only care about cis lesbians#the meeting ended 3 hours ago and im still pissed
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love that its canon Kazuma can lust after his god, subjugate people, hurt anyone, kill people and not blight his master. dudes compertmentalizing game is unmatched. you post "normalize killing and torturing" on tumblr dot com and kazuma just gets a chill out of nowhere as he has the masters doctorate on exactly that. bro normalized sinning
#mypost#kazuma#noragami#im so interested in his insanity its a tad like me but much more Goals than anything rlse#''i can do anything ensure the safety of my god and itll be right btw'' <- thought process of a man you HAVE TO avoid at all cost#he literally left yato in the mud the second he was safosfied enemy was dead. NOT EVEN A PEACE OUT#he got touched by gods greatest secret. got torn in half. and killed the worst man alive all in a minute#BEAST motherfuckin BEAST#nora whining she GOT him she g o t him and hes sexily bleeding like ''lmao what of it''#LOVE how stressed out and uncomposed she looks in their battle she was fighting for her life out there#Kazuma is just like:👞👔👖👓#one thing abt him is he WILL be wearing a suit and tie. lookin like hes at a meeting. yeah. meeting of murder and death#jesus god hes my man. batshit man my beloved
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had the craziest nightmare today. hit every nightmare genre and added a new one just for me
#timothy's txts.#late getting off my break at work for my worst manager BUT at the worst place i worked#walked into my manager in a meeting with EVERY head person in our district and they all chided me for being late and told me to hurry and#then i couldn’t find my apron#and then the street turned into a riot with cars being targeted by rockets and pedestrians being. also hit by rockets ?#this lady and i were by each other and we were like well normally we wouldn’t steal these motorbikes (they were hot pink though and swag as#hell) and then we started trying to escape but my seat was too high so i couldn’t drive safely#eventually we made it to her house with a small group of my coworkers / friends#and then a coworker i really liked got targeted and killed bc of me and the killers were shouting my name and hunting me down#so i go inside this lady’s house and it’s huge and honestly really nice#and i’m like hey do you have a toolbox PLEASE i need an alan wrench to lower the seat so i can drive safely and get away#and she was like yeah second floor#i asked which room? give me a landmark of the room so i don’t search every one#and she said it’s directly on the landing you can’t miss it#i go upstairs (the people hunting me in a red minivan have pulled up to her house and are suspiciously pulling all around it and backing up#and looking in the windows and i don’t know if this lady would sell me out) and ITS A TOY HOUSE. ???!??? not a toolbox…#so i’m searching but the people come in so i’m running through rooms and being quiet and make my way down to the basement that connects to#the garage and look desperately for a fucking alan wrench and they’re getting closer and i go through a small closet and there’s a trap door#and i go in there where there’s another hidden door and i finally get to the garage#and i find a tool box and decide to write the lady a note thanking her and telling her why i left so quickly#but all the papers i find are filled with scary notes and i’m wondering why they make me so uneasy#until i realize they’re notes that were written to Me from. a guy who really fucked me up#and one of them says ‘trans hot’ and i literally go :( i don’t want to be trans hot…#<- specifically from him because of the issues.#and then i realize that he’s the one hunting me down to Get me (the red van was irl his family’s car lmao)#and i’m panicking in an increasing amount and i won’t be able to get to the motorbike and escape with my coworkers and friends#and then my sibling woke me up asking if i wanted a breakfast sandwich or pancakes. so. crazy dream to have at nine in the morning#ask to tag
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#ya know.#after having spent about a month and a half in são paulo with my grandparents i can now confidently say that im ready to go home#and thats not brasil's fault at all and is instead a reflection of who my grandfather is as a person#i love him. i love both my grandparents. but with my grandmother at the stage of alzheimer's shes in he just doesnt have patience#to help her the way she needs. and hes been very very happy to put all of that onto me. EYE give her all her medication.#EYE make sure she bathes. EYE make sure she eats. EYE make sure she stays hydrated (somehow the hardest part of it all)#and theres been multiple times. including about an hour ago. where she says something to piss him off and send him into a shouting fit#and its just so beyond counterintuitive and unhelpful. like shouting and bitching and whining isnt helping anyone#and im ready to pass this responsibility to my aunt after being put into a situation no one warned me about#i was never told my grandmother had deteriorated to this degree. i was never told my grandfather's temper was getting worse.#i was just. never told. and while ive had an incredible time meeting family and seeing things ive never seen before#and enjoying what is the last time i will ever get to do something like this with my grandparents#im also really happy to go home next week. im going to miss brasil so much and ive enjoyed every second ive been here#but im ready to not be the mediator anymore. im ready to have a room to myself again. to not sleep in a cot thats literally (LITERALLY)#1 foot away from my grandparents' in this itsy bitsy hotel room#im ready to not be the sole person shouldering all this responsibility. a responsibility i wasnt warned about in advance#and i hope my father can bring me back to brasil next spring like he says he will so i can see rio. god i HOPE.#anyway. the weather is gray and gloomy today and im feeling a bit maudlin about it all#i hope everyone is well and i miss you all. im sorry for not answering the messages i have. things havent exactly been the easiest lately.#i love you all ♥️ and happy sunday#personal
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twice in less than 2 pages..... tolstoj sir i beg you ENOUGH with this pregnancy propaganda 😭😭😭
#also. how is what happens to a pregnant woman 'mysterious' in any way? i never understood it#i mean. maybe it was in the second half of nineteenth century but now? 'the mystery of life' no actually we all know how *that* happens#no mystery there. it's the simplest most basic thing in the world and the reason the human race still exists lmao#i know i know it's not literal but still. i understand saying it in tolstoy's times but now? in 2024? a bit too much don't you think?#anyway if i didn't listen to the great comet i would have really been afraid andrej was done for here#ik ik he's one of the protagonists tolstoj can't kill him so soon into the story#but it's the grrm effect i think#also. i'm REALLY curious to see how he and natasha meet and fall in love#because while he's still quite young he's married and on the verge of becoming a father while she's just 15#i guess he's like. 8 years older than she is? maybe 10?#and yes i know *spoilers for those who haven't read the book* he dies and then she marries pierre#who's about andrej's age so also older than her#still. i'm curious! natasha is such an extrovert bright sunny young thing#while andrej can look a bit haughty tho he's very good-hearted. he has the - how did tolstoj put it?#- l'orgoglio della ragione (the pride of reason)#i can see why pierre would fall in love with her. but andrej? that's interesting i guess#*alexa play no one else from tgc of 1812 please*#val reads w&p#val speaks#txt
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Punchline is now a blorbo and I hate literally 99% of every single comic she's been in. God, somebody please help me
#ughhhhhhhhhhhh#i hate literally everything about why she exists as a character and much of it relies on a complete misinterpretation of Harley's character#but GOD THE SHEER POTENTIAL SHE HAS#the whole “i'm going to take advantage of being a cute college student and make a crying youtube apology video” vibe she has is so funny#i love how she's reads like a parody of “Society Bad” Joker fans#I love that her backstory isn't a carbon copy of Harley's backstory#I love that her second meeting with the Joker involves her literally stabbing him in the shoulder#but GOD why did she have to be Joker's Sexy Goth College Student Girlfriend?????#there's SO many alternative angles you could have gone with!!!!#she could've been the Anti-Robin instead of the Anti-Harley!!!!!!#she has so much interesting ideas in her one-shot that don't get explored#she's trying so hard to find a hidden message in the Joker after being subjected to a traumatizing hostage situation#she's canonically a weird true crime junkie#but we barely get any information on WHY she's like this!!!#she's a weird nihilist that wants to burn society to the ground but WHY????#does she have a bad home life? was she bullied?#she feels like a first draft of a much more potentially interesting character#and her get stuck as Replacement Girlfriend is such a waste of more interesting dynamics#we could've had a twisted spin on the Batman and Robin quasi-parent/child bond!!!!#she should've been Joker's awful murder daughter and I will absolutely fight people on this!!!!!
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i’m only 3/4s of the way thru the first season of x-files and im already losing my mind. is this how unbearable slowburn is from the outside??? jesus christ i am so sorry to everyone around me irl LMAO. and the fact that i can See myself in mulder in so many ways (yes fine, another adhd idiot on which to project), but most significantly, that he Realizes. he Realizes he’s falling for scully halfway thru the FIRST season, but also that his lil crush is already COMPLETELY obvious to the rest of the office, apparently????? i have never been so thoroughly called out by a show,
#and also. the way they treat each other. they are so soft and caring and HOUFHFHHH#always checking up on each other and making sure they do what’s in the other’s best interest#it’s always about them. no one is more important in the entire world#it’s only halfway thru the first season. im going crazy#looking at my own situation. five and a half years of me pining#so many incidents and we’re already acting married as shit. it’s like looking in a goddamn mirror#yall this show means so much to me im genuinely going insane#and FUCK. i can ESPECIALLY see how mulder has a Feeling. he Acknowledges it himself and accepts it#but he won’t touch it. everything is to protect scully. what he yearns doesnt matter. it’s that she’s safe and okay anddjfjfkskfjd#im yearning hard cause i havent seen him in. three days. fuck. i won’t see him for a goddamn week#god. the second they started bickering. literally i recognized it as flirting. very first meeting. because thats what we fuckin do#hngngngng whelp#personal#mandont
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