#but like??? stop w the shamin

[justalilpearlie]

Ngl might start being more open abt me alterhumanity here. Like IRLs and fictionkins and whatnot.

I mean its not like I precisely hide it or anything either tbh, but I dont talk abt it as much

Then again I have @pretty-house-pretty-garden where I should rlly work on my intro and start posting more. Since I legit made it *for* that

But like yeah idk

Cus i wanna post some writings ive done based on my memories cus idk they're stuff im proud of. shrugs

but like idk i dont wanna main tag it or stuff cus ik them outsiders cc's be usin tumblr n dont wanna see that. But then again if i just make it very clear im not fan posting but rather mem posting. They cant get mad at me... and if they do thats their problem but i still can try and do my best to make sure we chill

Cus personally im very chill w krowfang and id like to mantain that odd parasocial friendship and not make it uncomfortable.

Then again i do disagree w some stuff it says abt tumblr cus like. Hey. when ppl post abt cocoa duo tahts c!krow and c!magic not cc!krow and cc!magic so like bro leave ur own issues w her out of this. Its like bringing the children into the problem. Dont bring us into yalls friendship divorce

And i aint even like a fan of hers btw she's just my cc and i jokingly call her my "mother" slash "creator" cus im an IRL of c!magic. But like pls cc!magic wasnt actually like publicly problematic or shitty, from what ive heard she was just like. Difficult to work with?? Immature maybe? Lack of compromise?? Whats that have to do w ppl posting abt yalls characters who had an interesting story and relationship together. I just dont get it man.

Again aint gonna tag this cus im just ramblin but man it seriously bothers me (as in the situation). Like at times i hear it complain abt that stuff on stream and it makes me feel a bit like shit?? Then im like wtf why should i feel like shit for existing man, i didnt even choose to be this splitdye haired gal, what the flip. But then again still I dont rlly feel like watching it or hearing it yap for at least a day or two.

"That sounds like a you problem" and it is! But this is also a me account. and its complains are it problems, not community problems, but it is its community so its entitled to complain abt this stuff there too. I just find it kinda shitty cus like. "I get it" ok so stop shamin ur fanbase man... like im just sayin, it be complaining abt its tumblr fanbase like the tumblr ppl aint gonna be in the twitch chat too... im just- idk man

Seems a bit shitty

Eh whatever, at the end of the day its still krow krowfang and im its strongest soldier. And it created one of my biggest hyperfixations, might be a sp/in atp, idk man like its not always super intense but my interest in that thing never dies, like i NEED it to fuel my veins... gzhhshxhdhgwhdh. Like its bigger than a normal interest, but also not as intense as a hypefix atm. Maybe its a hyperfix that comes and goes, maybe it can stay in the normal interest zone for a while, heck yeah i win!

One less thing to be insane abt. Until it mentions it again.

God actually i think its gonna be doing the ao3 fanfic reading today, idk how much i wanna see that idk

Tho it did say it was gonna pick out the better ones. But im scared of another fandom rant. Then again some ppl do deserve to be told off a lil bit, like if theyre straight up writing horrendous shit. But the hate on harmless fan writing abt popular duos? Thats just. Idk man. that i cant get behind.

Uhhhh whatever this is way too long already

Buh bye lovelies

[stardustandvanilla]

bein vegan is good. but if ur gonna guilt trip non vegetarians then ur just bein a lil racist  

[silentpriincess-blog]

{ ooc: the fuck, I got mad bc someone said skinny shaming wasn’t a thing and went on a tangent about how she knows and all that from her first hand experience and this why I hate my ADHD: I hyperfocused on it for so long I forgot what I was doing in my drafts and I closed out of it bc I wasn’t paying attention asdfg i 8 myself I have a lot of retyping but I can't remember anYTHING I wrote }

[soprone]

games i should fuckinnn play here’s me shamin myself

rune factory 1 !! i got pretty far into it JUST before getting fe3h and then that overtook me

assassins creed black flag (i bought the dlc for it & never finished the main game) & watch_dogs 2 (i finished the main story but like ac4 i bought the dlc and havent played all of it), i bought these aaaages ago

assassins creed origins which i played a lil of and put down as well

detroit become human, i played a lot of it but never did an evil markus run ? i did an evil connor run but markus was pacifist still

red dead redemption 2.......... this game is too big for my small brain to get my head around last time i played i remembered getting the best horse after killing others (RIP to garbage, not garbage & the unnamed horse the game gltiched away from me !!) i think theres more to do in the game than just ride horses and play dominos tho, not sure

yooka laylee, yoshis crafted world, lego dc villains, i bought these for switch around the same time n havent got far in them

hitman 2 i just bought the dlc for it today its taking 4ever to download tho. i have the legacy pack and havent touched patient zero yet either

a lot of 3ds games i have 2 hacked 3dses w lots of games (most of them legitimate copies), persona q2 is a big one

lightning returns............... ive finished it but i wanna get all the trophies cuz i got all the trophies for the last two games aha low priority but it’s always in the back of my mind

psychonauts & don’t starve together which i bought on pc and never played oof

final fantasy 12 which kinda like rdr2 i got lost in so put down and didnt come back oopsies

deltarune which i wanna show my sister cuz we had a lot of fun playing undertale together

my time at portia, cuphead & final fantasy 9 which i bought on switch today. ive played some of ff9 on ps3 but didnt get too far. im probably gonna start w my time at portia

+ probably others that im forgetting !! but will this stop me from picking up ni no kuni on switch when my mum gives me money for my birthday. probably not !!!!