#but like HOLY SHIT

[headfullmanythots]

rewatching the pacific (again) and im fucking sobbing over the juxtaposition of sledge and snafu’s arcs like what do you mean we’re watching the light leave sledge’s eyes while snafu is realizing maybe something (someone) good can be found in this war

[tiny-planet-13]

AND IF I SAID THIS WAS LITERALLY JEREJEAN (I'm actually losing my mind on this one like oh my god)

[mushroom-pal]

malevolent fanartists are so skilled i’m in awe mwah

[nyxianfalls]

So, I've asked what each of the gods I worship/work with what they want me to work on. They're different but they fit together like puzzle pieces honestly. (Worship still has negative connotations with me that I'm working to dispel)

Hades wants me to work on leading with wisdom, specifically in balancing rest with action.

Nyx wants me to embrace change and let go of things, but be careful of reckless impulsive energy.

Prometheus wants me to recognize when to push and when to fall back. He wants me to approach challenges with curiosity and ambition. He wants me to not act recklessly, but push for individuality and be ambitious.

They all want me to take care of myself and rest when I need to, letting go of some things for the benefit of my mental health. But I can't just act recklessly and drop everything because I feel a little off. I need to approach the problem with creativity and wisdom, knowing when it's something I can push for and when it's something that will only hurt me.

Thanks, guys. I love working with you. Because holy hell I need to work on all this.

I just love how well they all fit together into one big lesson, just different aspects of it from different teachers who specialize in those aspects.

[cartoonrival]

like i think will wood might be going to hell for this

[doorhanginoffthehinges]

heard this and immediately thought. boreo

[celestiachan]

i could write an essay about how rosie and camilla are the most queercoded fictional characters i have ever seen. if i wanted to

[radiant--as-the--sun]

y’all have no idea the number of thg (& tbosas) metas I have saved in my notes app

[onethousand825days]

girl if you use that fucking font for your entire pinned post I cannot discern a single piece of information about you 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝓇𝓎 𝓉𝑜 𝒸𝑜𝓃𝓋𝑒𝓎 𝒾𝓃𝒻𝑜𝓇𝓂𝒶𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃 𝓊𝓈𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝓂𝒶𝓉 𝓃𝑜 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒻𝓊𝒸𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓊𝓃𝒹𝑒𝓇𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊

[itslenagain]

My new therapist: I recommend this novel and accompanying journal to folks with a family like the one you grew up in.

Me, 11 pages in: Why would any human do this to another human

[everythingsbetterunderthestars]

Also fyi I just finished reading More happy than not by Adam Silvera and I will never be the same again. My brain chemistry has been forever altered. If you even care

[brionnnne]

Mithrun is autism coded to me, a late diagnosed, high masking autistic woman.

My early life was spent smiling and hiding every bad feeling away because people taught and prized being a "good kid" over being a real person. It's the scrambling, feeling like you're barely a person, struggling while everyone else seems to be doing so well and being so angry and petty and jealous and insecure and hating everyone, but hiding it because you have to be "good". It's also falling more into hyposensitivity versus hypersensitivity, such as burning his tongue and not really reacting to the pain. It's his extreme tunnel vision (monotropism) to the extent of forgetting everything else including bodily needs, which aligns with poor interoception. He doesn't even really become aware he's tired until his body stops, which is something I still experience even while managing other things. It's also lying about said needs, intentional or not. I think this aligns with PDA profile, which I am. Being told or asked to do something can set off the demand avoidance, so saying "No" is pretty much automatic, and I think it's fantastic that he just does it, even when he doesn't have any desire to lie, because it isn't a desire. I'm not saying no because I want to. It's a defense. If I say "No" in the face of any percieved demand, it stops the panic response that would normally occur at the demand, and I use this to manage that.

I even use it similarly, like "Oh, did you shower?" and I just don't want to deal with that so I'll say no, even when it's obvious. There's also the surface sociability. I mean, there's so much really that I resonate with. It's astounding how many marks he hits...

I don't know. He's very important to me. Alexithymia, too. The lack of filter on his speech, while this has been linked with brain damage, is also... I mean, I have ADHD, too.

[one-paper-bag]

genuinely feeling a shift in my soul bc of the plaque for Hester, it’s inspiring in a way i’ve never seen before

[putting-wheatley-in-places]

WHO ARE YOU PEOPLE!?

[awolfnamedluna]

forgot to post earlier that the amp came

the boys are inspecting

but uh

OMG OMG OMG OMG

this doesn't even feel real HOW IS THIS REAL

[jasonstodds]

that scene were they were invading the reyes’ house and separating the family was like a punch to the goddamn throat