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my haymitch super edition prediction is that theres a weird and unnecessary romantic tension between haymitch and katniss's mom
#katniss everdeen#haymitch abernathy#the hunger games#hunger games#thg#sorry i know everyone was expecting an actual haymitch drawing but this idea has been nagging at me for MOOOONTHS#bc the summary mentions him dealing with the most spoiled girl in district 12 or whatever#and i know most people assume thats maysilee but. i think it'd be soooo funny if it were katniss's mom.#especially bc they did know each other to some extent back in the day. theyre around the same age. she was maysilee's friend. etc etc.#YES i think haymitch is gay btw that hasnt changed hashtag gaymitch forever#but i think him and katniss's mom is just so funny to me. sorry. its just so funny.#like if katniss's mom didnt ditch district 12 . her getting remarried to haymitch? funniest shit ever
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#this isnt vent dw!!! i dont smoke either i was just kinda going for some sort of vibe#i know its usually played for laughs or like. dark humor whenever ppl draw mascots without their heads and u can see the actor#but i always found it fascinating and a little sobering. ever since i was a kid ive always been hyperaware of ppl in costumes#like. even if i tried to block it out id be thinking the whole time 'its not real. theres a person in that suit who gets paid to do this'#it used to be an uncomfortable nagging feeling but now its like. oh yeah theres someone with a whole life story doing this. idk#i think when i tell ppl im not conscious of my body its like. im not dysphoric or experience dissociation but. at the same time#it feels like my physical body doesnt fully outwardly represent me..?? like some sort of costume#i like to phrase it as being a giant hairless mecha and inside theres a very tiny puppy piloting the damn thing#and the other thing is. when i draw my sona i dont really see it as what i /wish/ i looked like or how i want people to see me#its like being in a costume and just. fucking around with some sort of barrier between myself and others#plus mascots arent allowed to talk and i dont really. engage with other ppl in public spaces that it kinda feels like ad lib#i share a lot abt my life but ironically im also a private person..... i guess it just gives me some sort of control over my identity#my art#myart#my oc#sona#mascot#furry#??? is this furry art????#twinkle#puppysona#edit: had to outline it bc i just realized it looks really weird on dark mode -_-
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don’t mind me changing my name in my bio it’s probably just temporary but i kinda wanted to try smth different out just to see how it feels teehee. anyway going by milo for now
and yes it is inspired by this mf and the staggering amount of gender envy he gives me.. what about it
#when i picked my name i kinda just went. oh i LOVE and kin this autistic anxious trans boy. what if i stole his name#(silas from the spirit bares its teeth. NOT milo. i know he’s not canon trans)#and then did#and i do love it but there’s been smth nagging at me for a second#and i kinda wanna just Try it out on here and see how it feels#bc its prob better to get the name stuff figured out before i come out to anyone else lol#transblr#transmasc#trans masc#tboy#trans guy#trans man#ftm trans#trans community#transgender#trans#preferred name#name change#silas speaks#milo mumbles#atlantis the lost empire#milo james thatch
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tell me why i can hear another tenants fucking music from my flat. HE DOESNT EVEN LIVE IN MY BUILDING. HE LIVES IN A COMPLETELY SEPARATE BUILDING ON THE SECOND FLOOR AND I CAN HEAR HIS MUSIC FROM MY FLAT. MY FLAT WHICH IS IN A DIFFERENT SEPARATE BUILDING.
#and staff just say ‘oh we can’t do anything bc its not 11pm yet.’#ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS.#i am autistic person who has just spent a full 12hrs in extremely overstimulating public spaces#i am exhausted and i have had to wake up at ass o’clock in the fucking morning#every day for the past like week and a half and will be expected to do so for the forseeable future#i am extremely sensitive to noise and have no ability to zone things out#like everything is always at the same volume for me#all the fucking time no matter what#and they say like oh well in the community there wouldnt be anything to be done so we cant do anything here#BUT WE ARENT IN THE COMMUNITY. ARE WE. WE ARE AT A SUPPORTED LIVING ACCOMMODATION WHERE I HAVE BEEN PLACED#BY MY LOCAL AUTHORITY WHO ARE PAYING TWENTY THREE GRAND A YEAR#AND I AM PAYING FIVE HUNDRED A MONTH#IN ORDER TO RECIEVE SUPPORT FOR MY DISABILITIES. A BIG ONE BEING MY FUCKING AUTISM.#YOU KNOW. THE ONE WHICH IS BEING DIRECTLY IMPACTED BY THE BEHAVIOUR OF ANOTHER TENANT.#WHEN I AM BEING PUSHED TO MY LIMIT ALREADY. LIKE IDK FEELS KINDA CRAZY THAT THIS ISNT SOMETHING THAT CAN BE SORTED.#i fucking hate men there is just literally no fucking respect or consideration like its genuinely disgusting and so fucking infuriating#and like he says that staff (women. btw) are being too naggy about it. but never fucking stops to consider that maybe.#maybe people wouldnt have to ‘nag’ you about it IF YOU JUST. DIDNT DO THE THING THAT IS ACTIVELY CAUSING OTHER PEOPLE STRESS.#IDK FUCKING WILD IDEA JUST THOUGHT OF IT.#literally die i want everyone involved to die like I CANNOT DO THISSSSSSSSSSSS
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i think music in malevolent is like... a sign of the king. with arthur playing the piano, john recognizing the song, kellin singing, collin hearing music, kayne playing the piano, uncle, the music box. its in someway connected to madness ("you call it madness i call it love") which . the king can drive people mad... thats one of his things
#malevolent#beespeaken#i dont post my thoughts about things often but#its been nagging at me since someone pointed them out
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Thinking about the way that Xavier is sort of exonerated for everything by the narrative just because he didn't kill Maddie. The one that really bothers me is in the flashback when he kills the rat and laughs - when we are initially shown that flashback the intention is to show Xavier as being capable both of violence and of cruelty, and thus imply that he could have been violent and cruel to Maddie. But because it turns out he wasn't her killer, the very real red flags they planted get? Forgiven? Ignored? And by the seasons end he just gets integrated into the living Scooby gang.
#its just been nagging at me like. he didnt kill her but his behaviour remains DEEPLY concerning#school spirits#xavier baxter#live your queue
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guys i need your input . who do you think is gonna tell OJ, pickle and nickel the truth about the show?? (...if they come back)
#i figured since they all got eliminated before they figured out SOMEONE has to tell them#i cant stop imagining everyone coming back and they're like.#“oh boy that was rough ... well since we were never actually real people i guess we can start from a clean slate!”#<- balloon (presumably)#“What.”#<- nickel (presumably)#my first assumption was that balloon or baseball would tell nickel but i think a group intervention would be . sillier#suitcase needs to break the news to him#reality checkkkkk#ummmm i guess paper tells OJ#im actually really interested in OJs reaction ...#annndddd taco tells pickle#double truth bomb#DOUBLE WHAMMY#Wait.#there's also the whole other group of invitationals that weren't even there#well them too#BLUH#i think itssss TK - LR - clover - blueberry - bot* - floory#bot presumably because i still think they're still alive#grrrrr#anyway#toodles#bonks thinkpan#inanimate insanity#this is dumb but. its been nagging me so whatevs
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if they Tamlen solas' ass, that might just be IT for me
#weak! lazy!#o hhe's doomed! he's doomed! death flags all around!#GOD FOR ONCE I WOULD LIKE A GOOD FUCKIGN REDEMPTION ARC#ITS BEEN 16 YEARS SINCE ZUKO#do NOT message me about loghain i swear to GOD#i will be SO pissed if nothing the inquisitor/rook does matters wrt solas' fate#like if he dies no matter what#and the ''good option'' is your inquisitor is just?there? so he's not 'alone'?? bc they want a tear jerker#its like okay so alllll my choices in dai and trespasser didnt matter. again.#like i am just praying they use any of the cool shit available in the narrative#we canonically have time travel. we canonically have been able to the cure the blight. like#are u telling me. dorian pavus. mage who co-invented time travel#wouldn't be able to think of another way to remove the veil safely?#bullshit.#i just have this nagging feeling in my gut#that weekes thinks a 'hopeful romance ending' is akin to like. some stupid dr who shit#like i will also fucking throw my keyboard if its like. 2 solas'.#get out of there w that shit#like what if love changed everything? hmm? what then?#and i KNOW they said they're trying to give closure to all the various attitudes towards solas. problem?#i have never and will never trust a goddmn thing any bioware employee says.#tamlen was my first love so you see this is where the problem started
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(not tiny) yoichi reading his little comic
#wow! i am two years late to this trend!#this is what happens when you join a fandom after everything already happend#believe it or not i wasnt even using a reference when i drew this but then i saw how i did almost the exact same pose LMAO#afo has been infront of yoichi for the past 5 minutes but yoichi is in the zone#afo: brother please talk to me i miss u#yoichi: 📖 👀#mha#my hero academia#shigaraki yoichi#yoichi shigaraki#yoichi reading his comic#yoichicore fr#tbh yoichi is probably a terrible at cosplaying but he still nags everyone (politely) about their costume if its not 100% accurate#my art
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tbh the reason I dun wanna interact with new ff7 content is there is a weird fanwork-y feeling to it.
like it's created by squareni, but it feels less like storytelling and more like it's trying to feed me an opinion about the characters, without really working in depth with them???? like they are trying to convince me of their headcanon rather than make a canon????
it's kinda hard to explain. but one feeling I cannot shake is the story really truly sincerely loves cloud. everyone in ff7 loves cloud. the story itself is trying to convince me how much everyone has always loved cloud. I'd read fanwork about how actually the world revolves around someone's blorbo, but with original works I just get the ick. moreover the parts of ff7 I actually liked was how it turned out it never actually had to be cloud. but it happened to be cloud.
so anyway I'm complaining that there is too much cloud at the cloud store.
#feels#I love fanwork (obviously) but I feel like at its core what's trying to be accomplished is different from original work#as it well should be#I dunno#trying to make sense of a nagging feeling I have#I like a story that roughhouses their characters more not just physically but like let them make mental/moral/character mistakes#I already had my fill of the story with og (big words coming from someone who only got on board after the compilation but whatever)#also like good graphics has never been a pull for me#everything being added really feels like snake feet#but I am also sincere when I say there is just too much content now and my lazy arse cannot#also also some things are just so much more powerful unsaid?????#ff7
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i never want to post my Protocol theories here because im so scared it'll get disproven and someone in the future will make a "looking back at wrong theories" and mine'll be there
bc i know there are vids like this on Archives and im not bashing them they're really fun to look at but my paranoia gets so bad that if that did happen then i feel and maybe even know (?) that my social anxiety would absolutely ruin me. i know its a really stupid fear (ha) but its just a shame that i cant get past the block of anxiety about how people would perceive me if that happened :[
#light vent#sorry this is kinda a downer but its been nagging at me#anxienty#tma#tmagp#tma theory#tmagp theory#silas rambles
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I have no idea how hot of a take that is - because I, in my infinite wisdom, tend to stay away from such harmful things as "discussing Dragon Age on the internet" - but I do think that moving to a more ME-style action-focused combat system with only partially controllable companions is a good move on part of DAV team.
I would imagine that few people have very fond memories of DA2 or DAI combat, but I have often seen people praise DAO's slower, more tactical system as a standard that series needs to return to. Probably did so myself, if I am being completely honest.
But replaying DAO in 2024, I find that combat is... fine? Serviceable, better than what its two sequels had to offer, but in no way something that could carry a game on its own, or even something that you truly return to the game for.
I find that "real-time-but-actually-turn-based-via-the-pause" combat doesn't work - in a sense that its attempt to marry the two extremes neither retains all their best qualities, nor produces any new ones. It's functional, but not much more so. Trying to control your entire party as if it were a turn-based tactical RPG feels rather clunky (the tactics system, while presenting a valiant effort, does not really save it) and rawdogging it real time robs the system of most of its depth and makes the game nigh unplayable on higher difficulties.
And I think 2010 BioWare actually saw it as well, as they kept trying to streamline it for the next two games. It seems to me that they failed, but whether it was a failure of execution, or an inevitable consequence of the limitations of the concept is up for debate.
And if one were to be of the second opinion, then it would make sense for this system to be discarded, and lean more heavily in either direction. And the choice between a fast-paced action combat system and a turn-based tactical one would be nowhere near obvious - yeah, franchises's and studio's roots lie closer to the turn-based tactical one, but their greatest success was with an action RPG, and honestly, DA's entire post-DAO (meaning the entire series but one game) identity desperately wants to be attached to something action-packed and fast-paced.
So why keep fighting it?
#I will admit to being overall skeptical about veilguard#from what I understand of its state - BioWare is essentially a different studio these days from what it was even in 2014#and even if it wasn't - its credibility on name alone is long spent#and a lot of things about how the game is being presented and hyped up nag at me#either by reminding of what I saw almost exactly ten years ago#(holy shit its been ten years)#or by just plain by showing things I don't like#But I am willing to give it its fair chance#because there are also things that I find respectable from the game design perspective#clearly not chasing the ghost of DAO being one of them#Dragon Age#Dragon Age Veilguard#Dragon Age Origins#Dragon Age Inquisition#bioware
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doodling them even MORE!!!
#beavis and butthead#beavis#butt-head#nag's art#yeaaa i just added a bunch of random ass images cause i was too lazy to doodle more LOL#n e wayz theyve been driving me crazy cause sure i can draw them but i want to draw them in MY style#i think ive finally cracked the code but its still a work in progress
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almost forgot to send off our ch16 highlights!!
the Ace of Spades!! right from the start, that's been a key symbol in TSP. It's one of the aces on the logo of the double black, it's the highest valued card in most games, it's a stylized sword, and it's known as the death card in some games as well.
I GOT ANOTHER ONE OF YOUR BIRTHDAYS????? my mind . . . u_u tell Hella i need hers so i can have awful shit happen in the timeline for all of you.
TSP Yosano backstory will actually be coming soon! I've been purposefully avoiding it because I want her to talk about it with someone other than Dazai, for reasons I won't specify.
off to part 2 !!!
#ask#hello guys i really really love responding to these btw#they truly make me feel like im writing something enjoyable#even when the nagging voice in the back of my brain is telling me to give up and stop#its really s#so#just#im very grateful#aughf#its too late for this ive been in the library writing since 9 am
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can you believe ive spent the better part of several days throwing up for a 4 minute video
#i think i get quieter later in the video but i've been told that you can still hear me but </3#i think between it being hard for me to just say things that i want in the way that i want + being afraid of making long videos for some#reason . its difficult for me to do smth like this bc yeah i can kind of spit out some cohesive thoughts within 4 minutes but also like.#i could go on for hours !!!!! i just dont think i could. my throat hurts and this was just 4 minutes worth of speaking#it's like just a weird gray area thing w this where i dont HATE it but i'm also not like 'this is my magnum opus'#it's also just difficult in general for me to talk abt this movie at length. i genuinely just like keep circling back around to 4 different#points and reiterating things and its hard to not do that.#i think i could revisit this topic with more quick thoughts 4 more times and never really truly be done. i don't know why i chose this movi#to be the first one i dump my thoughts about someplace . i just think about it a lot and how there's like.#idk inherent melancholy to it.#it's also just like a nagging thought in the back of my mind that someone will misinterpret what i'm saying so genuinely#to combat that my only defense is make it short + sweet and if someone asks somewhere for more thoughts. give them there. i dony know#if i made a directors cut of this video it would genuinely span over like 7 hours with tangents that are somehow still related. believe me#Um anyway please be nice to me. love you#Youtube
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whatever happened to mommy dom kevin day :( ……….
nothing............. hes busy making sure jean moreau eats 3 meals a day and gets out of the house sometimes. occasionally he calls and tells jean to wash those goddamn sheets or so help me god
#yeah its a weird sex thing. yeah it works#kevin is really everything to jean hes jeans overprotective mother and deadbeat father and nagging wife and teasing childhood friend and#hes every woman. i love to see it#kevin you have always been like a wifefathermotherbrotherfriendfirstlovedogowner to me#asks#kevjean
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