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I've seen a lot of different takes on Fear Toxin/other fear causing stuff (Yellow Lanterns Ring or something)(later just called Fear Toxin cause I'm lazy) but here is another one.
Danny seems like he isn't affected by Fear Toxin because his biggest fear is that his accident changed him so much he is no longer human, he can no longer truly experience human things.
So when he gets lungful of fear Toxin, he feels normal. He was antsy before, because c'mon, it's a rogue attack but it's not worse. Or so he thought. Because the anxiety lingers. Not enough to register as abnormal just this slight hypervigilance that makes you see things about yourself and your surroundings that you'd never realize otherwise. He'd realize he doesn't blink as often. He'd realize that if he doesn't consciously focus, he sometimes seems to not touch the ground. Forgets to breathe. He can't feel his own pulse at time. He'd realize people will miss him when he's walking down the street as if he was invisible (people just don't care about everyone they pass by). When he'd look straight into his reflection, he'd look slightly to the left. Not enough to actually name anything that was wrong but just stretched enough to fall on the wrong side of the uncanny valley. If he just caught his reflection in the peripheral vision, it'd be vaguely shadowy creature with glowing green eyes and white smoke instead of hair. Overall he'd be just wrong enough to be distinctly not human.
For everyone else, he'd be just a dude. Literally couldn't find more normal dude than this dude. Will pass as absolutely normal human unless someone is specifically looking for ecto-ghost stuff. Even most magic users wouldn't clock him at the glance
Tldr: Fear Toxin makes Danny perceive himself as some sort of eldritch horror but not enough to make him believe he'd actually be affected, while from outside perspective he's Just A Dude™
#dpxdc#dc x dp#dp x dc#dcxdp#fear toxin#please no Ghost King#nothing against this au but i don't think it'll mesh well woth this idea#probably works best with danny soon after accident#maybe still believing all of his parents anti-ghost propaganda#that'd add to angst for sure#idk why he is somewhere where he could be affected#idk who would realize something is wrong#up to whoever wants to do expand on this prompt#he'd cry when someone tells him he's been in fact affected by fear causing thing#because this means he *is* human and while he was fundamentally changed by his death#it didn't fully get rid of his humanity#but he won't tell that too busy being relieved so whoever delivered the news would be in for the ride#actually it'd be cool if it was someone who has superpowers but they showed up later in their life#parallels y'know#... i may still not be normal about “i wonder what could lie beyond infinity” by Numinous_Scribe on ao3...#top notch fic go read it great Clark characterization#anyway because plot kinda escaped me#hope this idea scratches someone's creative braincell or something#im curious what y'all will make out of it#yellow lantern#have a nice day dear stranger who got to this part
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Just keep getting back up (Patreon)
#Doodles#Handplates#UT#Fellplates#Gaster#Asgore#The thought of Gaster able to heal himself! Rather to only have himself to rely on in a world that lives to hurt him (and everyone else)#It's an interesting inversion that's for sure#Is it as satisfying if it's not the one who deserves the broken bones? The pain of rejection or of justice retribution punishment?#It's still the same face - and it's not like he's wholly innocent here either#And besides it's always fun to draw tears hee ♪#Get him just a bit disheveled aside from the broken bone - it's hard to imagine him in different clothes even after drawing him in the dress#Softer clothes would be so nice to hold Babybones with but even just dropping a shoulder off his coat or untying his bow tie - it's strange!#I do like the image of his flower crown shedding petals when he gets roughed up tho hehe - tossed around just a little too much!#Breaking his hand right down the middle - it'd be much easier with the holes in his hands as a weak point#All his bones could break easier than his hands before that but now-#It's weird to draw Asgore like that lol I dunno....Works well enough for utility but pffblt :P I always forget his pauldrons anyhow lol#Really rubbing it in that Gaster will be fiiiine he's sooooo special what with his ability to heal >:( Lol#It does make him a bit of a target - a regenerating punching bag? Ideal to see just how far you can push him#It was fun to draw with my green coloured pencil as well ahh <3 Healing magic always gives me a bit of the warm fuzzies#It was the original comic that made me fall in love with Handplates after all ♥ Pretty and feelings <3
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sue me idc but i think that Jason and Tim would both like things that are considered "childish" typically, i.e. Legos or dinosaurs or stuffed rabbits random stuff like that and they would both try and hide the fact until one of em found out, in my brain it goes like this:
Jason is rearranging his room and has a box of action figures n Legos set out and Tim comes in while he's cleaning and sees the box and Jason starts to get defensive but then Tim just grabs his arm and leads him to his room where he has a similar bin filled w various stuffed toys n Legos and colored pencils. they bond over this shared trait, building new Lego sets together or on some occasions playing with action figures of themselves. they both have this trait for different reasons tho -
For Jason, his parents couldn't afford toys or wouldn't buy them for him and wnv his mom tried to get him a toy his dad always ended up breaking it or it wouldn't even be a toy in the first place it'd just be some trash, and then when he became homeless he just couldn't afford toys/didn't want to seem "weak".
For Tim tho, his parents wanted him to succeed and they thought having "childish interests" like drawing or playing with Legos would hinder his maturity and so he never got to experience those various joys after the age of like, 6
So for both of them, moving to the manor and having some amount of wealth gave them the opportunity to relive parts of their childhood that they were never allowed to experience fully.
This isn't to say that none of the other batkids would play w Legos or have stuffed animals, just that i think Jason and Tim would feel like they had to hide it moreso than others.
#no i'm not projecting#why would you say that#jason todd#tim drake#sibling bonding#and dw i didn't forget about damien#i think he wouldn't feel like he needed toys but dick or tim would bug him enough till he eventually built a lego set with them#n he'd love it but wouldn't want to ask for a lego set cuz it'd be “childish”#literally a child#and the other three would make up excuses like “oh i accidentally bought two of a set would you take this off my hands?”#and he'd be like “idiots” and take it and secretly be so so excited#they're working with him on being more open about his likes and showing joy in life#he's making progress slowly but surely#damian wayne#dick grayson#incorrect batkids#batfam headcanons#please be nice to me#first headcanon post
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i have been drinking so much tea this summer. so much
#more than usual#maybe it's stress management lol. save me warm mug save me#sasha speaks#i have too many other things that are more important to get first for my new aparment#but i think at some point i would like to replace my kettle with a nicer one#mine still works fine but it's plastic and old#fancier ones are more expensive of course but. idk i think it'd be nice to have one that like#i can set the temperature on. or maybe a gooseneck but not sure
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A Lot has happened and I'm enjoying myself immensely for different reasons reading OP but this tiny interaction between zoro and luffy when they found out about zoro's bounty before skypeia has been stuck in my head for hours it's so cute
#tiny background zolu interactions in the manga have to be one of my favorite things#luffy's lil gremlin joy and zoro's cutesy eh only 60 million laugh? love it sm#tp#thinking abt it it'd be nice if opla s2 ended with zoro's bounty in alabasta. a nice parallel to s1 with luffy's bounty#not sure if they could squeeze loguetown whiskey peak little garden and alabasta in a single season but who knows#maybe they can work around it#WAIT THERE'S DRUM ISLAND TOO HOW DID I FORGET#damn bro
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I cannot wait to go back to college, LEMMIE GOOOOO
#when i got my current job my mom was talking about how happy she was for me. and the possibility that im gonna stay#which. unfortunately. that's nooooot gonna happen#heck even the staff said it'd go till September. im not gonna BE here in September. im gonna be down in college#like. yeah sure i could just pick a career but i also dont wanna?#as nice as it is to scooter around 4 am in the morning i dont wanna spend the next few years waking up at 3 am#this is not exactly what i want my life to be like. im more meant to stay up late than get up early#too bad there wasnt any graveyard jobs#like ik stuff might happen in the future and things will change but rn i just wanna be back in college#im only doing this for college money#the cake doth speak#working at a gas station is fun. but i dont think i was made to be standing up and walking around for 8 hours
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extremely fucked up realizing joe and dara literally met before what i call their first meeting. they technically didnt talk to each other or otherwise interact much at all but they WERE both at lily and april's wedding
#i dont think either of them would recognize each other when they officially met so this doesnt change anything#but its fucking me up anyways#like oh shit. oh my god they were both there huh#im sure april and lily introduced dara to him then but they were like. rapid fire introducing her to Everyone#so saying 'hi nice to meet you' was probably as far as that went SFGSFHFHSDGHDGJ#they didnt knowwww. they didnt know they'd be falling head over heels for each other a year later#crazy how that works#text#the deathspeaker#joe#dara#april and lily probably invited her as a joke (they'd both been working there for about 2 months)#but then she actually showed up. she wasn't sure if it'd be too rude to say no#she literally was just going 🧍♂️ the whole time she barely even knew the couple getting married AGFSFVDGBN#it was good for her tho cause april and lily decided she was now bonded with them for life. bffs forever
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Genuinely spending 2 hours a day just prepping the fiber, RIP
To be fair at least a third of that time is pushing the executive function button so I can start the next nest. They're unfortunately one of those activities that has enough steps that each one feels like it's own separate thing, so I have to Start Task each damn time. So there's a 5-10 minute cooldown between them.
Got 9 nests, I think (on top), middle is some fleece that's already had a lot of locks picked out so it's kind of jumbled, bottom is combing waste.
#That's how all fiber prep is for me... I bet if I was actually medicated it'd go faster#but what can you do.#anyway ive done similar things. 2021 tdf i was carding rolags as i went#but those are so much faster !!! like 2 minutes at most and usually closer to 30 seconds for a rolag that takes#around the same amount of time to spin as a nest of top#meanwhile the nests are 10 minutes each IF i have already picked the locks. which ive started doing bc it feels a little faster#and earlier this year i was spending an hour to an hour and a half before work every day combing southdown babydoll for sock yarn#but i was also spinning that up on supported spindles (i spin 3x slower on those than on my wheel) and over the course#of like a 10+ hour shift#so it felt a lot more reasonable#im combing more of this shetland per day than i was the southdown for sure#but yeah it spins up so much faster that its like. whole morning: combing#tiny but nice part of afternoon: actually spinning the top#idk a ton about how ancient people prepared their wool... definitely need to find some info bc it would be fascinating to know#but carding cloth is a pretty recent development in the grand scale of how long humans have kept sheep#so.... yeah i can imagine youd need like 4 kids combing the wool just to keep up with one experienced spinner#or else that one spinner is spending all damn morning prepping wool#its not a great nighttime activity bc if you cant see real well then your prep really suffers#easier to spin in the near dark than prep in the near dark by a long shot#idk ! cool to think about#im rly intruiged by sally pointers video on that blackthorn hand hackle thing (i cant remember the name RIP)#feels like it could comb wool too ? or at least you could try and then make something better when that failed#but a comb of some kind is just gonna be the easiest thing to make if nothing else ...#palm comb#tour de fleece#tour de fleece 2023#wool prep
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My mom just told me about this manga called "Is Love the Answer" by Uta Iskai and after looking more into it....
I'm kinda tempted to get it!
#I'm not that big of a manga reader so I wasn't sure at first#but it looks cute and seems to handle/explain asexuality in a very nice way!#plus with it being a manga and not a normal book it'd probably be easier for me to read since I possibly have dyslexia#I don't know if words meshing together and becoming blurry counts as dyslexia but yeah#chibi rambles#talking stuff#I think my mom found out about it from her work's book of the week thing or something#(don't quite remember)
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genuinely giving a lot of thought to writing a fic, very uncertain, but thinking about it
#suo shut up#I'm not even sure how i wanna go about it#but feels like it'd be nice to fully figure it out#i dunno#working on personal projects isn't something I'm used to#gotta please people with art hxgjfhk
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hiii tumblr you guys get a little snippet of a thing that will probably never see the proper light of day (since its an oc project) but it does give a little insight into. lavius elyria (not the persona one)
Their house was always warm, filled with comforts and niceties that they'd earned after spending so long struggling. It wasn't long now, before the world would end. But, it was going to be okay. Mortis would be there, and they could comfort each other through it. Everyone that mattered was pulled inside, dragons corralled into the empty wing of the basement, livestock ushered under cover. Lavius knew, he couldn't save them. They are doomed, have been doomed for a long time. The home he's spent so long building up from the ground, bloodied his hands over, it'll be gone, come morning. But, Mortis will be there, and they'll find each other again. The Gods promised, they'll save their people. Save those who've called this world home. He isn't sure he believes them, he's never been a religious man. But, he'll believe it if it means he doesn't lose Mortis. He'd believe anything if it was for Mortis, always. Always, always, always.
did i write this quickly as part of a larger thing? yup. i was gonna do a web weave based off the transition from s2 to s3 and wanted to have some writing to go along with it but. didnt make that. sooooo...... there's more to it but it's for the notes
oh and also mortis is @specialcontainmentdatabase's character ^_^ these two are fucked up and everybody knows it
#haunted ecosystem#haunted bookshelf#yeah i tend to write characters who are unhealthily devoted to somebody. these two kill each other as a show of affection.#forgive if this reads weirdly i havent written a lot recently since ive been working on some oc stuff and just.#checks watch. ive spent so many days in a row in like 6+ hour calls i just dont have As Much time to write as i spend my energy discussing#characters and au concepts. and also doing dumb quizzes in character and generally just dicking around#i might work on another like. video thing? it'd just be a cinematic version of a lore segment we've got planned#whooooo knows. i sure dont. im probably going to go the hell to bed ive had enough people time today#spent like two hours in a group vc and had a bunch of fun so thats nice#anyways gooooodnight tumblr (its 8am)
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#iiiii think I'm getting sick?#pretty sure I have a sore throat#and I go back to work tomorrow......#I'd actually really like to work the whole weekend because I've been giving away lots of shifts#and will keep giving them away due to uni#so it'd be nice to work a full weekend#but should I work if I'm sick?#idk I'll have to decide by this afternoon tho so I can call in sick in that case#ugh I was also gonna go pick up an order of wine glasses I commissioned from this artist before work#so it's another reason I'd like to go tomorrow
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📚🎀💕
#hmm there's this librarian working at my local library....#and i know him from before. i was in a bookclub that he was in charge of when i was like 14#the books he chose are the reason i started reading again after a slump of like 2 years#he was always really nice and i felt an affinity w him bc he seemed to also be kinda awkward etc skksks#a couple of years later i was supposed to be in another bookclub that he lead but i ended up never going#he was very nice and tried saying hi to me and smalltalk etc for a while after#but since i was at that time really coming into my avoidant personality disorder#i was just weird and non responsive so obviously we just stopped interacting#however... he still works at the library and i've been seing him every time im there lately#he is SO cool and he has really grown into himself more and he is genuinely nice to ppl#also he was wearing a t-shirt today and i saw that he has tattoos @_@#what im getting is that i think that i have a crush on him again skskksks#i did have a crush on him when i was 14 but it feels more appropriate now that im 25 lol#idk his exact age but he's younger. maybe in his early 30s i'd guess#*not younger that me younger than the librarian stereotype i mean lmao#but yeah my crush on him kinda revived and now im so sad bc i could've known him!!! i could've been able to talk to him#but i messed it up years ago 😔 so now it'd just be strange to strike up a convo. + im not sure he remembers me anymore#sighhhh. everytime i go to the library tho im like.. there he is... so dreamy.. he loves books and reading...#he was also very interesting and he just talks in a way that is compelling and like ugh#UGHHHHHH
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read camp dama.scus. enjoyed some stuff, really wish i didn't have the experience so often reading a book that's Good and Progressive and about Queer Affirmation etc of feeling like i'm side-eying the author like 'and you know that delineating the people that oppose you as pure evil that therefore deserves torture or death or being eliminated from society entirely is bad, right? you know that, right??'
#it's kind of funny bc the main character is a jack chick tract atheist in a way bc#she rejects her religion (REALLY quickly and easily lol) and immediately starts... conceiving of HERSELF as a prophet/god#as in. starts making up 'bible' verses that are about Her and how awesome she is#and how she's going to bring down her enemies with the righteous flaming sword of vengeance and wrath and truth etc#which i would love as a character Thing if the narrative didn't just treat this as 'super metal' with absolutely no further examination#(seriously she casually drops that she's been making up bible-style verses abt herself and her ideas#in convo with her Token Good Christian friend. by CITING ONE OF THEM#LIKE IT'S A BIBLE VERSE. and then going 'o yeah i've been making those up'#and her friend's reaction is just 'haha that's sick' and moving on)#listen i'm all for god complexes and edgy bullshit but the presentation along w the general#descriptions of the Enemy as 'cartoonishly pure evil' and implicit 'haha nice!' around the idea of THEM getting tortured forever#just leaves me ://///#i might be oversensitive to this after stuff like Sorrowland and Pet but.... just. ech. i wish i didn't have to play the game of#'do you think torture is ok if it's someone you don't like?' and 'do you consider people who do bad things as human?' in the first place#also it was just a HUGELY underwritten book lol it'd make a decent movie but viewed as a book it gets funnier the longer i think about it#was marketed as conversion camp horror. 0 conversion camp content bc IT ALREADY HAPPENED#0 relationship development bc the two people the MC connects with she ALREADY HAD RELATIONSHIPS WITH. THAT SHE FORGOT#so you can 'i'm falling for x again' all you want dr tingle that's not what's happening the work is not there#also ofc the other two people are just. The Tech Guy and The Cool Hot Nice Love Interest (2 aesthetic traits no personality)#so yeah like. some very good horror moments/concepts! but some Problems. For Sure#vic talks#book talk
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a quick comparison of a comparison I'd done last month (19-Apr-24) while getting back into the knack of drawing my guy
#my art#my ocs#personal#cos here comes the tag ramblings#people following me not knowing that this OC showing up in my art was created for an original verse back in 2014#an ancient artefact of my highschool self who's grown with me#he doesn't get to be a savant on medical sciences without some kind of draw back now#if I don't get to know everything there is to know about all aspects of medicine he doesn't either#suffer the need to refer back to books and reference guides to make sure you're correct#having him back as a muse got part of me itching to go back to uni AGAIN only this time for medsci... but my GPA is too shit#max gpa in nz (all A+) is a 9.0 and to go into med as a grad you need min 6.0#and my cumulative after 2 degrees is... 4.9 >:|#I think my sheer determination to slam my head against the wall for 7 straight years while refusing to get medicated for anything should-#-merit special justification for entrance but that's just me haha#A better path for me would probably be gaining qualification in medical laboratory science - as despite being a lab tech-#-I am not positioned for the analysis n interpretation of samples for diagnosis but I'd like to#mostly I just isolate PBMCs and stand in the blast zone of 7 centrifuges almost as old as me#I find a lot of purpose in my grunt work... but it'd be nice to have a more direct understanding#but I know myself and I know I can't study and work at the same time- but hey... I could surprise myself#oc: JS Antyllus
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question: i’ve thought about doing this a couple times but…
…if i shared non fandom writing would anyone want to read it?
#i'm not 100% sure i want to??#it makes me nervous lol#but at the same time#it'd be kinda nice to get some new opinions#i have a couple of short stories#and i'm working on (hopefully) my debut novel#so. idk lol#kaz posts#kaz writes#writing#original writing
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