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in response to your beautiful “fraud Stan” art (again, beautiful btw)
i think stanFORD was one of those dudes who hated nickname and was very serious about his full name being use at all times. the only one who were allowed to give him nicknames was his brother (who did it out of honest love) and bill (who capitalized on “love” to control him).
versus stanLEY was the sibling/brother/friend who had a million nicknames are responded to them all; stan, stan-the-man, s-man, stanny, stan lee not the comic man. other horrible name examples. he was used to changing his name several times that anything that remotely SOUNDS like a name, he’d answer to it; the only word that felt like a nickname he EARNED was “grunkle”.
again, your art is beautiful and i hope you don’t mind me throwing this at you. smooches <3
oh my goodness thank u so much!! <33 im both flattered and a bit overwhelmed by the reception that piece has gotten. ohh man im so glad you sent because i have so so many thoughts on both of them!!
anyway. ur so very real. stanford pines is someone that had a very established identity from the beginning. he was a genius brainiac that didn't fit in with other kids, singled out from the beginning both by personality and by body. his six fingers serve as a constant reminder that he can't be anyone else but him. of course he'd search for acceptance through the thing he ties his self worth to: his intelligence. of course he'd fall victim to the first person who told him his existence was something to be celebrated!! he looks at his name, once with distaste, nowadays with neutral acceptance. he's stanford pines, he has six fingers, and he does not do well with people.
on the contrary, stanley pines…didn't have any of that. he was overlooked by his father, wishing he could get the same recognition as ford. he didn't have any merits of his own. barely passing highschool, on the verge of losing ford, and seemingly destined to stay in glass beach forever, his teenage years were marked by a desperation to hold onto whatever connections he had. after getting kicked out, he still lives in the shadow of his brother - trying constantly to achieve a success that would compare to ford's brilliance. his name didn't mean shit; it was his brother who mattered. stanley pines can turn into whoever and whatever he needs because he never had an identity worth holding onto in the first place.
in an ironic twist of fate, stanley ends up living with his brother's name, borrowing off of his achievements in order to both survive and save him. the mystery shack is now a lively place for random kids he managed to sort of adopt in spite of himself. ford isolated himself from everyone that cared about him; stan took his life and made it into a home. he was never brilliant like his brother, but the love he has for his family transformed ford's path of destruction into one of renewal. he saved his brother by destroying his life.
it's the nature of twins have their existence intertwined beyond seperation. stanley and stanford's lives align to save each other.
#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#stan pines#ford pines#answered asks#gahhh!!!!!!! answering this made me so excited god i love character dissections#u are ALWAYS welcome to throw things at me more often. in fact i would love it if u sent more
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This blog is a fucking mess oh my god
#it was gonna be a Secret but now most of my internet friends know about it so I can’t like. idk I feel like I can’t say shit now#idk I’m just being anxious im being dumb this is where I talk about jrwi#I just happen to have like four rp blogs and now what I say can reflect on the characters I play#but it’s not!! it’s not I don’t care dude I don’t give a shit#fuck. bye#I want to promote my fic but then I’d be admitting that I wrote fan fiction and it’s fan fiction about a character I play and it’s like the#first fanfic I’ve written and it. sucks and has typos or whatever and has shitty grammar and blahblahblahblah fuck this I’m asking my friend#to lobotomize me tomorrow this suckkkksssss
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fated to see my friends irl using ai and having to respond like “oh no you’re fine lol” bc responding with my honest thoughts will make everything think i’m annoying
#mono’s stuff#like ughhhhh. i don’t care that your cheating on your assignment the fact you’re getting a shit result is not my problem#but mannn even if it wasn’t just. unethical in how it gives you that product. my dude trust me its so much better if you just come up with#your own ideas pleaseeeee i see you like writing stuff pleaseeee just try coming up with stuff yourself. look up prompts or something#i beg of you
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I will never let ya’ll live down that era where Terukaneaoi shippers were beefing with each other through fucking ao3 tags
#i know i shouldn’t be giving them attention but that was literally so funny to me i think abt it every single day#by far my favorite era in this fandom i was refreshing ao3 regularly to keep up with the drama#i’m not saying i single-handedly ended it#but i am saying it stopped as soon as i said smth abt it in the a/n for one of my terukane fics#so you’re all welcome#i didn��t even care abt the sm//t like i don’t wanna read that shit so i’ll just scroll past it#but my dudes you literally cannot pretend you dgaf if you’re yelling at antis through ao3 tags#like i hope all those writers have realized how goofy they sound by now#as funny as it was let’s please not bring that back#obligatory mention that i am blocked by two terukane writers on ao3#terukaneaoi#terukane#teruaoi#it was mostly them full shade#aoiaoi#omg aoiaoi mention <3#tbhk#toilet bound hanako kun#teru minamoto#akane aoi#aoi akane#archive of our own#ao3#fanfic#fan fiction#anyways you should read my fics instead#i don’t yell at ppl through ao3 tags like an old man yelling at a cloud <3
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WHERES UR HEAD AT- AT- AT- AT?
WHERES UR HEAD AT?
WHERES UR HEAD AT?
FiNALLY MORE ART… Srry I’ve been gone for a while!!!!!! I… have just.. been super busy. And I’m still busy lol. I got a lot goin on!!!! But… But…!!! I managed to finish some art today!!! Thank god lol- so yeah! Behold this funky nurse creature..! she will be committing medical malpractice on u..!!! And that is a promise!! Or ur money back guaranteed!
#original#original art#artists on tumblr#nurse#demon#doodles#it’s the holidays dudes…. shit is fucking busy…..#but yeah… here is nurse tho… I hope u enjoy her…#I enjoyed drawing her!!! I tried to mess around w a lot of diff stuff!#like… I tried to not stress so much about.. making a polished end product.. and to instead just. draw… in a way I thought would be fun#and interesting! and it was!!#which was nice!#and also I think the end product turned out good too which is nICE BUT#I was trying not to worry about that while I was drawing lol.#I think.. she has soup for brains… but boy does she kno how to work a hacksaw…!#like. her brain is only made for surgery… almost scarily competent and cracking somebody open and messin around in there!#the scarily is cuz… u have to be awake lol… and also u don’t need surgery… she just wants to give it to u… so! ur getting surgery lol#but her brain has no cells or time or care for anything outside the operating room…#IDK IF ILL EVER DRAW THIS NURSE AGAIN SHE DOESNT EVEN HAVE A NAME#but there are those thoughts I had about her!#blood#knives#the scarily is also cuz. who KNOS what she’s doin in there!!! u certainly don’t!! other medical professionals dont! they’d be appalled!#straight up horrified! but! she knows…. she knows what she’s doin. that’s what matters in the end lol#also she def isn’t giving u any anesthesia lol she’s goin in raw#anyway yeah!!! she’s cute I like her!!!
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LMAO just when i thought things couldn’t get any worse my brother is getting physical and insulting me again. because i asked him to move so i could get at some of my shit.
#he literally started throwing an ottoman around 💀 dude has some serious issues#i didn’t even want to take his seat dude was sitting right in front of my phone charger and shit#and saying all this shit abt ‘how i do nothing’ dumbass i take care of the ENTIRE house and lawn so you don’t have to#and even if i didn’t ‘do shit’ that doesn’t give you the right to literally get physical bc i want to get at MY SHIT#i want to die i dont even give a fuck what he THINKS of me anymore he’s clearly deranged but when he starts screaming and throwing shit at#me. it triggers my ptsd SO badly#he’s literally picked me up and thrown me to the ground bc of this exact issue#literally what is his fucking problem#now im sitting here shaking :))))#abuse tw#<- jic#dlt ltr
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#had a really good dream last night where I was getting more nutrition and regaining energy#then I had to wake up and go DAMN DUDE. DON’T TEASE ME WITH HOPE#I’m starting to get so concerned that I secrétele have an eating disorder and don’t know it or something#can you have an eating disorder without caring about weight or food restriction or access or anything…?#but at the same time I’m just. fucking tired and hungry#of course I’m getting slowly more fixated on food.#it makes me feel terrible but it’s also the only thing that helps me stay stronger and have energy to take care of the rest of my body#so?????#idk man. I don’t give a shit about body image nowadays#I just want to feel stronger again and have energy#so I think I’m okay??#but damn dreaming about getting nutrition and care hit like a brick hfjgkg#and in the scale of things going on in the world and with other people I know it’s a tiny thing#but it’s big to me#so I let myself talk about it in tags here and now I’m going back to work#shh katie#health
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how long does gege plan to continue this actually
#it’s getting repetitive dude#like yeah okay. sukuna is the strongest smartest most amazing pookie wookie schnookums and you draw him with one hand every week. we get it#atp it goes beyond my favs js dying or something but this is genuinely just bad writing lmao#every 5 chaps its like ‘oh sukuna is in trouble! blah blah nevermind he wins again!’#and gege is continuing this for so long i’m boutta start being inclined to believe the series just ends in sukuna winning#which would be the worst possible ending bc like#wtf did we do this entire last arc for#and instead of giving us some more lore (even abt the favorite child plotkuna) gege just repeats the same process he’s had since gojos death#WHICH WAS IN SEPTEMBER. WE CURRENTLY HAVE MARCH#idk man maybe this is just me being a complaining little loser but i don’t care tbh#gege isn’t doing himself or us a favor with this lmao#but aaaanyways#jjk#jjk 253#jjk manga spoilers#n e ways until that monocle cat comes up with something new i’ll focus my attention on the sand movie i watched yesterday (and on saturday!)#shit truly was generational denis villeneuve i have never doubted you ever#dune 2 was *chefs kiss*
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man how do you tell someone you literally do not have the emotional bandwidth to deal with their breakdown
#Like. Hey stop sending me emotionally manipulative texts I keep having panic attacks when I see them <3#stop calling me 5 times in a row when it’s almost midnight and I have work tomorrow#like I /do/ care about you but I fuxking /cant/ with this#don’t text me shit like ‘I’m jealous that you can engage in your interests bc I don’t think I’ll ever be able to again’#bro I am GRASPING at the small amounts of comfort drawing and spn are giving me rn what do you want me to DO#I know I shouldn’t ghost#but that’s what I’ve been doing and I just.#fuck me dude I’m trying to put my focus towards finding jobs to apply to. Towards actually making my hours at my#Current job#bc I have family memebers dying and I need to visit them and the family that is around#Ugh I’m just. Maybe this would’ve gone differently if I wasn’t on the fucking brink already#but I am and I can’t and I cannot be the person you’re obsessed with#Anyways I’m on my lunch break crying in a park and I just want to stop existing#lea speaks#can’t wait to go back and work until 7 bc that’s the only way I can think to make my hours to visit my brother next week#Vent
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Re: you are playing half-life
1) GOOD IT'S GREAT, needs a bigger fandom outside hlvrai. Also maybe look into Black Mesa- the fan made modern remake that is *absolutely beautiful,* one of the few games that would probably actually be worth $60, but is actually only $20, and is a faithful recreation with modern technology.
2) siren pups are called houndeyes! Headcrabs are probably p obvious, but also, the squid face dogs are bullsquids, and the three-armed aliens are vortigaunts!
3) pleas don't slander my boy Barney Calhoun like that he's just a security guard not a cop and in fact is canonically, actively anti-cop/anti-facist in HL2 please he doesn't deserve to have his game rejected like that PLEASE LOVE MY BOY-
Ok im sorry that's all I'm done I'm just passionate about these games I hope u enjoy them ok bye <3
!!! Oh bro you’re so good!! I absolutely LOVE people talking about things they’re passionate about and have a bunch of facts to share!!!!
I KNOW THE NAME OF THE HOUNDEYES NOW!!! Today is a good day :)
I shall play Blue Shift then fuck yeah!!! Was just about to start Half Life 2 so I’m glad I found that out beforehand and play everything in series! I’m absolutely gonna check out that fanmade game that sounds so cool!
As a kid I was pretty much fully isolated from video games as a whole and honestly it’s been a BLAST playing games that are spoiled or well known for many but completely unknown for me! I finished playing the Portal series a few weeks ago and MAN I now know why it is on such a high pedestal!! The games are wonderful and the characters are absolutely iconic. Currently going through well known earlyish PC games, the Doom games, Portal, Half-Life, and slowly chugging my way through chronologically so I can see how video gaming as a whole progressed and evolved! It’s so neat! It’s really hard trying to play a few games though, lots of games expect you to know a lot of stuff so I have to watch lots of videos to make sure I’m not forgetting a Super Important button that does a Super Important Game Mechanic. It’s so cool tho!!!! I’m having such a great time!!!!!!! Thanks for the ask my guy!! :D
#bones replies#if ANY of y’all have reccomendations for games PLEASE tell them to me!!!#y’all I didn’t realize games were so expensive it’s WILD but understandable for like super well crafted and long games but WOW!!!#is cool tho!#first game I ever played on PC was Manual Samuel to get a feel for controls… my biggest mistake#Half-Life#half life is such a blast and it’s funky and fun!!!#I’ve only accidentally broken the maps twice but both were fixable by reloading saves#the F6 key is a lifesaver dude#I’m so bad at games because I really don’t understand what I’m doing but I’m having so much fun!!!!#took me 37.6 hours to finish Half-Life on hard! google says it should take me 12 hours#but I’m getting better!!!!#tutorials that half life games give you beforehand are SO nice dude!!!! it’s really cool because I don’t know shit#I’m rambling but dudE#that fuckin god raspy ass bitch suitcase man with the green portals#idk who he is and I’ve made it my MISSION to not search up his name until I’ve fully completed the series bc-#people go INSANE when I describe him as the crusty dusty suitcase motherfucker and I want to keep myself in my Unknown State because-#I want the true comedy of whatever I’m saying to hit me then.#i don’t care WHAT that suitcase fuck is. he’s a lil bitch who owes Gordon rent money from sending him to stasis without closing his lease#I’m super excited about these funky vide of games if u can’t tell
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no way some old man fedora tipped me i’m so done 💀💀
#like bro i’m tryna check these groceries out#and this dude just smirks at me and fake tips a fedora like#what 😭😭#i don’t actually care because my brother just looked at me and started laughing and the guy got embarrassed#i feel bad for embarrassing him but it was weird lmfao#i don’t give a shit it was funny imo#misc#god i’m complaining a lot tonight huh💀#sorry for complaining so much but this was funny to me
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random strange m*n who sit right next to you anywhere there’s a bunch of empty seats are annoying af and i hope they all know that myself and the majority of women are literally thinking of murdering them the entire time
#like why#what’s the fucking purpose akdhakjd#especially with strangers like?????#give people space in public fr god fucking damn#don’t even get me started on the ones who purposely try to get you to notice them by coughing and making weird noises and shit lmao#don’t care what you look like don’t care what you wanna say#if ur a cis man who does this the only thing I wanna do is cut ur dick off w/my switchblade & feed it to my dog#🙃#apple babble 🍎#non fandom#postong in real time bc this is literally happening to me right now lmaoooo#dude also REEKS of cheap cologne I’m gonna barf#*****posting#can’t type too angy ahahaHAHA
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*googles “how to not attract the type of people who only hit you up when they want to talk about themselves”*
#blurgleshutthefuckup#LISTEN OKAYBI KNOW ITS ME#HI#I’m THE PROBLEM ITS ME#bc I don’t set boundaries and I’m too trusting and too open and too available Blah blah blah I KNOW OKAY#but also.#if someone could just like. care about me as much as I care about them that would be great#bc my cup runneth empty my dudes#and I’m finding it very hard to tap into my compassion bank when it’s been exhausted#and I feel like such a shitty friend#but like. I cannot find it in myself to continue a conversation#when you clearly do not give two shits about me#I WANT to care about you#but I can’t if you don’t reciprocate#ugh#does any of this even make sense???
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This guy sitting here saying ooh I’ll finish my coffee in ten min and then go take a shower well it’s been fifteen minutes bitch and my Lyft is coming in thirty with or without you.
Don’t fuckin sigh like this is stressful for you when I remind you that you need to start getting ready to go five minutes ago bitch I’m the one goin to the doctor to see if there’s something severely wrong with my goddam internal organs, you’re just here for support stop making me stressed because you’re eternally late and even more inifinitely uncaring that this messes shit up for other people
#rant#sorry folks just deeply stressed#love my dad but but honestly a bit furious right now#he always pulls this shit#always late and doesn’t give a damn but right now it’s fuckin important#not just for support but also bc I frankly don’t really know about everything like insurance or doctor visits as an adult yet#given that I became one during the pandemic era kind of#and also he’s the one with the healthcare and without it I’m screwed and def do not have enough money to pay#given that I live in#America#with America’s#health care system#and bitch this isn’t an#adhd mood#I’ve got that too#and I’ve been ready since ten this morning#you just give less of a shit about being ready for my possibly deeply serious doctors appointment#than about drinking your fucking coffee#fuck dude#goddamn
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when i’ve been talking to this guy and we spoke on the phone for hours then he disappears and i message him like wtf and he goes i felt like you didn’t wanna talk to me bc when he said oh i had a good time talking to you we should do it again soon and i replied we’ll see which was literally my way of flirting and he took it the opposite way like. why does no one ever get me
#the way i liked him so much too lol anyways we talked it out and it’s sorted now#wild cuz i didn’t even give a shit abt this dude at first now i’m obsessed and the dude i wanted so bad i don’t even care abt LOL#should i send this to him
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going to a party and length entirely depends on this guy i was cool with but now annoys the fuck out of me
#personal#last time we hung out together he would not let me even get an inch of space whole fucking party#i couldn’t talk to anyone couldn’t sit down could walk around without him barely a step away and fucking leaning on me and like okay you#haven’t seen me for a while so has everyone at this party bc it’s was my first outing since the whole situation dude let me say hi to other#people#like could not talk to anyone else bc he was always just there!!!!!!#and i’m gonna be so honest#i cannot bring myself to care like#he’s being stand offish now after inviting me to the party#bc i was like oh hey don’t know if i can stop firestar or for how long bc i work today and tomorrow etc#and now he’s giving one word replies and it’s like dude what do you want me from me#we were work friends i got a different job my dad died and the last time we hung you either ask my best friend to make out#or hang off of me all night to the point i RAN out while you were pissing#like not even oh we flirted or oh situationship or whatever we were literally just work friends i don’t know where he’s banking all of this#shit but anyway if he’s clingy or weird or just gives me any shit baby i’m going home#but also excited it’s pink themed so hannibal eat me shirt >:) and also old coworkers AND people from my weed shop#when worlds collide#anyway wonder if it’s one of the workers who flirt with me wednmdmdnfjdnbcncjenfndnfnfnf g fjfnnfnfne#anyway if that one guy asks why i’m like so stand off ish or busy or whatever i’m gonna be honest ish and be dude i have a full time job and#my dad died 3 months ago. i got my own shit to deal with and i can barely care about anyone else’s stuff#like obviously i care wirh mh family and like. 3 best friends but everyone else im like if u catch me at a good time no worries but#i’m not gonna go out of my way for a lot of things emotionally or literally
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