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Gothamites Never Really Rest
Small warning in this: very light swearing, light mentions of deaths, and tw light touching on the subject of abuse, like very light. But still an fyi.
Danny was used to his main Rogues (Boxy, Ember, Skulker, etc etc, you know those guys) showing up randomly and at odd hours, causing some chaos around town due to their own boredom or just wanting some fun (the more deadly ones were rare to show up and his main Rogues do at least respect him enough to give him the rest of the day off when they sense a ‘big bad’ fight), he fights them, wins, before he send them back to the portal. Then they rinse and repeat this for the next day.
So as he really wasn’t expecting, especially since he had just sent his ghostly quota for the day back to the portal a few hours ago (Boxy of course, and Youngblood (dressed as a Firefighter this time, though the ending for their fight actually ended on a good note. YB had been asking Danny about space, Danny kinda hoped YB will be an Astronaut next time cause that would be fun)), Johnny 13 (and Shadow) to phase into his room as he was heading to bed.
Honestly (he groaned when he realized who it was, dealing with Johnny, Kitty (and Shadow) during a ‘break up’ or ‘lovers spat’ always was a pain) he was expecting Johnny to just start attacking but before Danny could demanded to know what he was doing in his room Johnny hesitatingly asked if they could talk.
Now Danny, talking to his main Rogues, like legit talking was a very rare thing. But it has happened a few times.
With Johnny asking if they could talk, his face nervous but not in a 'I pissed off Kitty and idk where she ran off to again', Danny nodded and agreed.
"Hey, so like I know we all kinda agreed not to go roaming too far from Amity because of the whole government suits guys and bringing unwanted attention to us ghosts in the names of the Super Dorks but is it alright if Kitty and I head across the state for a few days? I promise we'll be back and stay under the radar..."
"What?! Why would you guys need to something like that?!"
"....."
"Johnny, look dude I know Amity can get boring sometimes but-"
"Someone killed Kitty's abusive waste of space father three weeks ago, you know that fucker that killed us in cold blood when he found out Kitty and I were enloping. Yeah him. We felt it, we felt him die and... kid I can tell you how our cores SANG about it when he croaked. Whoever ended him, they did so for us. It was a revenge kill... It felt amazing. Its why you havent seen us too, we... we needed time to process that." Johnny quickly explained and that shut any protest Danny had up, he knew a bit of the story how Johnny and Kitty died, and it was respectful to allow one's fellow ghost to talk about their deaths should they talk of it.
With a melancholy smile and a hand petting a chirping Shadow who sprung up to comfort his other half, Johnny then said "Kitty's been avoiding returning to Gotham for ages since we woke up in the Realms and whenever we found a natural portal back to it. She's always been terrified of running into him and even being a ghost she's still can't. But he's gone now, we felt his life end and he isn't a ghost either! Like legit, if he became a ghost we'd still be able to sense our murderer you know!... Anyways she wants to visits her old haunts and maybe see if we can find some old friends, see how they're doing you know. We won't mess with them or anything, just a small pop in..."
"We... We also kinda wanna find the guy who did it too... We could feel his emotions when he ended Kitty's old man and firstly let me tell you, rage. Like a lot of it. But also we felt his need for justice and... he felt familiar... like someone we knew and he knew us. That's how we know it's a revenge kill. Someone did that for us and well.... Kitty and I wanna thank him you know."
-x-x-
Meanwhile in Gotham about three week prior.
A budding Crime Lord had crossed out the face of a older man from a photograph pinned onto a corkboard, below and connected by red strings was two other papers as well. One held the newspaper clipping of two bodies being found in a ditch with the remains of a busted up motorcycle, a young male and female were reportedly found halfway buried in it. The male was reported to be a trouble maker from Crime Alley, knowen for stealing tires while the female was the daughter of a suspected mob boss.
The other string however, lead to a small, yellowed from age and tiny bit damaged photo of three people. The photo held two older, nearly out of their teens, male and female both looking like rough city street kids. A motorcycle could be seen behind them an it was missing a wheel. The young man with blonde hair was kneeling on the ground, his hands holding onto a tire iron and he looked rather proud, the young female was wearing red and had some dye in her hair and was smiling as she held the camera taking the picture in a selfie as best as she could.
In between the two was a young kid, blue eyes and black hair, a beaming smile on his face as his own hands were on top of a tire wheel. A wheel he had finally learned how to take off in record speed thanks to Johnny teaching him.
Green eyes that shifted for a second to teal stared at the photo for a moment before saying
"Hope you both are resting easily now. Kitty, Johnny."
#danny phantom#danny fenton#dp x dc#blue rambles#crossover#writing ideas#random idea#danny phantom dc#jason todd#kitty#johnny 13#Johnny was a Crime Alley kid#Kitty was the daughter of a mob boss#Jason meet them around the time he was homeless#Johnny taught Jason how to steal tires#they were Jason's friends despite being older#they know how rough surviving Gotham and Crime Alley could be#so they taught him some things#and bonded with him#but it wouldnt last sadly#I headcanon that ghosts can sense their murderer is alive or not or if they turn into a ghost#and can sense if someone takes revenge in their name too
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i wonder if that's why it's called ranfren and not ranfrien or ranfriends. that makes me feel a bit icky. i might start just calling it randal's friends from now on
#randal's friends#referring to my last reblog- 'fren' is an altright dogwhistle#and sadly i wouldnt be surprised if howdie used it intentionally in that way#evilmartin430.txt
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i need a w*hb mutual or smthn but god its hell trying to navigate eroge fandom its worse than regular ones and it does not help that from looking at in game comments a v big part of the fanbase is transphobic, homophobic (somehow), and some of the kinks are. er.
#cliffnotes/.txt#basically a lot of ppl i wouldnt wanna interact w/ anyways#and some ppl just seem kinda. rude also#the transphobia and homophibia both came in in full force w/ paimon sadly#hes not a perfect character regardless but still#similar issue of the transmisogyny that started w/ birdget's character#but i do still like paimon#anyways tho im rotating ch5 in my head and ik other friends r sick of hearing abt me and this game atp 😔#loving to theorize and analyze and half the tag is just incorrect quotes type posts :‚)#and im not rly a fic reader either#last time i actually read one would have been...highschool.#i am also just kinda prickly that ones on me
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terrified of the concept of going to a highschool reuning in like 15 years purely because i remember i think my graduating class was maybe like 175 kids? and i swear to god my placement must have been like 174 out of 175 and ill show up there a lesbian with bipolar no kids unable to drive because im pretty sure the DVLA wont let me because im bipolar and ill just show up and go ''i dont give a shit about anybody here actually'' and then leave. because everyone i hung out with in highschool wasnt in my class LOL
#im only positive i wasnt the dead last kid because my friend who was a super senior was there graduating with me too LOL#i remember at least for my class i was 20 out of 23 so i was like floating above rock bottom#but THAT was only because the like last 3 kids are those kids that were capable of skipping school entirely. i wasnt#if i was able to skip school i think i wouldve been rock bottom 23rd no competition#sadly i wouldnt be a dropout because i was part of special education so theyd do everything in their power to hold on#like junior year when they only passed me cause my sped teacher told my teachers to pass me or id kill myself#anyway. realizing highschoolers probably follow me. hi. dont feel the need to be good in school if you cant theres really#not much wrong with just doing the bare minimum to nothing. i promise you if you wanna die every day being there#you dont have to put on a brave face and suck it up. just let the homework go
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I desperately want to say smth to let it out of my system but there's always a chance of my ex reading it and if he reads I'll literally kill myself it's so embarrassing
BYE THERES A TAG LIMIT I JUST FOUND OUT ??? it ended lowkey perfectly anyway omg slay?
#like omf there was no reason for me to react the way i di#did*#if u see this hi bro hope u r okay 🤪#bro#broooo#brother#🤪🤪🤪#this is so funny to me#😭#also yk ni***y hes thinking abt asking this girl out so !! he probably never liked me ??? could be a possibility right ?#(am i still being delulu?) (idt it matters anymore)#can u guess what im talkinf abt in the post ive a feeling you wouldnt be able too#aaaa im just so tired yk ive gave up on studying but ab ghar jaa rhi hu toh padhungi ig hopefully it works out#yk i had a chance of meeting sanvi but i couldn't cause of my sister :(#i love her but shes such a bitch sometimes for a 11 yr old yk#what elseeee#oh i finally wore that leopard print wala top out 🥰🥰#absolutely still in love with my leather jacket#radisson ka cheesecake isnt that good sadly i dont regret not gettinf it on my biryhday anymore#omg also im going to be 18 what the fuck#this time my birthday will be so lowkey yk and even if i want to celebrate again in nagpur who would i even invite at this point#i dont have a friend grp na ive like individual friends do u get it? u probably do#lol aashi was asking abt u the other day#i also deleted insta and turns out i can live without it !#lol do u remember last yr this time around kitna crazy hogaya tha when my parents found out 😭😭😭#i was thinking abt it the other day omf it was so scarydbdjjdmd#funny now thoda sa#this is so stupid if u dont stalk me anymore#and even if you do ill never know if u read it or not#i hope youre okay
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will always be so funny to me that despite how horrific my period pain can be + all the other issues it causes my body the rest of the time, when I'm actually bleeding its the only time I sleep deeply & wake feeling refreshed. I need to develop anaemia or start a blood donation scam so I can donate way more frequently or just get someone to wound me regularly or smth
#i joke abt the last one but when i was self harming it also helped me sleep so well. so like. maybe i need to get into masochism more#actually thinking abt maybe getting one of those acupressure mats i feel like lying down on a bed of spikes frequently might help#or getting intensive massage... its so expensive tho so maybe not. but i have stupid amts of muscle tension from pain & also climbing#much to think abt#also period sex goes crazy nothing else comes close to how good it feels. altho if i was in less pain it prolly wouldnt hit the same#oh well i guess if i had a choice i need functional internal organs more than good dick. sadly#been awake for a couple hours but havent rly done anything i think these painkillers make me a bit spacey/drowsy. thats ok tho#need to organise a few things and do my ironing and then i have some fun stuff to be getting on with for the rest of the day..#if i have the energyyyy.... if not well. thats fine ill just watch a couple movies#.diaries
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im sorry your byw stories is barely getting any interaction. i think theyre good. keep up the good work.
Aw, thank you!
#honestly i wasnt really expecting them to get anything dfldjd#legit had to fight with myself just to post them#because i already knew my butch pansexual headcanon wouldnt exactly be a winner haha#but im glad i did!#sadly the last two pieces are gonna be late (and already are)#cause i have deadlines dangerously close#link answers#anon
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came back from lunch 20 minutes late just to make the person who goes after me late because i hate him 👍
#with how busy its been lately we can only go to lunch one at a time sadly#him and i have tje last lunches of the day or else i wouldnt have done that
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family ties (one-shot)
jude x alexander-arnold!reader
summary : in which the world learns about the alexander-arnold sister's relationship with jude at the same time as trent
btw this is a repost from my old blog!
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judebellingham forcing me to work out on vacation smh
judebellingham sexy gyall
ynalexanderarnold sexy laddd
trentarnold66 what
ynalexenderarnold 😁😁
trentarnold66 that's where u went u fucker
user274 why are we acting like this is normal?
user729 they took hard launching too seriously
usr2837 couple we didn't know we needed frl
user738 HELP NOT TRENT FINDING IT OUT IN A INSTA POST
messages
trent
tell me i jst hallucinated your post pls
you
mom taught me not to lie sadly
trent
fucking jude? 🤣
he's gonna break your heart
you
considering he hasn't done anything like that in the past year, i doubt it
trent
past year? wtf
and u didn't tell me because...?
you
look at how you're reacting nd u got ur answer
trent
you're my sis, im just looking out for you
you
im grown, jude is your friend, we love eachother
that's all you need to know
judy 🤠💕
sooo what did he say
mine 💞
he might kill you next time he sees u but dw ab it
judy 🤠💕
YOU TOLD ME HE WAS GONNA BE FINE W IT
mine 💞
nd i lied obv
judy 🤠💕
can i post you tho 😕
mine 💞
nothing too scandalous and he MIGHT not chop off ur dick
judy 🤠💕
aw you wouldn't like that very much
mine 💞
wouldnt mind
judy 🤠💕
not what u said last night 🤣
mine 💞
can't believe my bf has the same punchlines as an 8th grader 😞😞
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ynalexanderarnold my man
judebellingham mine
ynalexanderarnold ur dick's ab to get chopped off
trentarnold66 yeah it is
judebellingham hey trent my brother 😁
trentarnold66 no.
noahohio bold moves brother 🤣
user274 they are so hot
user738 trent is probably puking rn
jobebellingham hey yn
ynalexanderarnold hey jobeee
judebellingham gtfo 😒
messages
trent
try your usual bullshit w my sister i swear
jude
im rlly serious ab her mate, i wouldn't do that
trent
yh good not too serious tho
jude
don't worry i won't make u an uncle anytime soon
trent
shut up you're not helping your case
jude
sorry 😞
few months after
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ynalexanderarnold baecation except trent and jobe ruined it
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judebellingham baecation but they took bae away from me
ynalexanderarnold we'll never get a good baecation atp
trentarnold66 it's better like that
trentarnold66 im always here watching 🦇
ynalexanderarnold ok batman
jobebellingham aw i had such a great time w u too
ynalexanderarnold don't worry you're not the bad one here, trent is
judebellingham i swear trent is starting to accept me
trentarnold66 im not
user274 trent and jobe, professional cockblockers
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we're not in laws
judebellingham
we're family i know ❤️❤️
trentarnold66
gtfo
judebellingham
love u too mate
#jude bellingham x reader#jude bellingham#trent alexander arnold#jude bellingham imagine#jb5#jude bellingham fanfic#jude bellingham smau
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Can I request Jean, Venti, Furina, and Arlecchino finding out that their S/O is the reincarnation of a Dark lord that nearly plunged the world in darkness but thanks to the gods working together they they destroyed them. Their S/O doesn't know of their past life so would they even reveal it to them?
(Okie dokie!! This is sadly going to be my last request of the day sadly but if anyone has anymore requests just put it in my inbox!)
Jean
•When she found out she was shocked to say the least
•She would try to confront you for it but you were clueless you didnt know what she was talking about yes you knew about it but your past life..? No way!
•She keeps trying to educate you on it but soon stops because of your protests
•But she still researches it alot when your asleep in your shared bed someday..you will remember
Venti
•Again also shocked, no way his beloved someone and sweet and kind as you could be the dark lord
•But with the proof theres no lying that it does match, he would confront you, as you would be confused but you believed him and apologize on that behalf even though you might be clueless
•Venti was glad but he just keeps a extra eye on you just in case something slips up
Furina
•She wouldn’t believe the people, no she wouldn’t believe ANYONE not even the other GODS
“I dont want to hear it! Leave me be!”
•She would quickly ask you about it but when you said you didnt know she was..relieved..giving her some type of peace to herself
•She kept you close just incase anyone wanted to do anything to harm you she didnt care if people hated her her eyes were on you and you only
Arlecchino
•She was quiet confused but also interested in a way
•She didnt think someone as softhearted as you could do something like that..
•She wouldnt get involved with it because you didnt know anything about it unless someone tried to harm you either a god, human, animal, robot, anything
•Even thought she knows what you did in your past life wasnt the best she would protect you anyday
(Done!!! Ty for reading if you did tags: @jadestone2 )
#genshin x reader#genshin impact#fatui#fatui x reader#pearlsrequests#furina#furina x reader#jean x reader#jean genshin impact#arlecchino x reader#arlecchino#genshin venti#venti x reader
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Showing my friend IkeVil
So a few warnings before I get into this: Alfons slander, Roger slander, Victor slander, Rude language in general, many random twisted wonderland references, and some risque images of a couple characters.
Sorry some of the coloration is fucked, I tried to fix it and can't.
Me = Orange Him = green
Alr here’s the first guy
He looks like he'd call me slurs while also being the gayest mf ever
sksksks Anything else?
Bro must struggle playing piano with them long ass purr nails I respect the dedication HE GOT THE COLOR PALETTE OF THAT ONE ROBOT THAT EVERYONE ON TWITTER IS MAKING CORN OF BOOTHILL??
Okay I will tell you about him now, and I want you to react again once i do His name is William Rex, he is one of my favorite two, he has the power to command someone to do what he wishes against their will, and he likes to help people become their own master.
Alright azul 2.0 I see what you’re doing Does he have a cringe gamer bf to top it off
He’s not the one I would compare to Azul
OOO I wanna guess which one it is
His curse is called the Curse of the Self-Righteous Monarch, so he's evil Riddle William’s* Is
BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Alright so stick in the ass guy, I get it replying to 'William’s*', William Afton Ar ar ar ar
Next guy
That’s a whole ass final boss of twinks
Pfffff okay before I tell you more, do you or do you not think this is the guy who I would compare to azul
err no
you’re right
doesn’t give azul vibes from that stare He gives tiktok fuck boy
This is Liam Evans, he has the power to turn invisible from the curse of the Curious Cat (che'nya core), he is depressed and is so curious that he keeps trying to do things that would kill him
nvm i take back he’s cooler than any tiktok fuckboys
adfjhsflasjfhkdhkjlasfd HOW IS HE COOLER
Depressed Rizz or smth
Fair Next guy
sighs Sighs Sighs
what
Smash, sadly
ajdsalfjhkjasfd
IT’S THE LEANING ALRIGHT
that’s fine he’s the most normal boyfriend-wise of them all
BAHAHAHAH
if you ignore the pathological lying
All fictional husbands have to be a little insane its fine
His name is Harrison Gray, he has the power to tell when people are lying from the curse of the lying fox. He likes to read mystery novels.
I like him I want him
Lemme send you a NSFW pic if i can find one
WOOOOO
MC is a girl btw (L moment)
L MOMENT BUT HE’S FINE SO ITS ALR
next guy
Damn you thought you could slide in a french guy and have me not notice/j
HE’S ACTUALLY NOT FRENCH
AHAHAHAHAH
HE’S A BRITISH NOBLE
God bless
This is Lord Elbert Greetia, he is an Earl. He has the power to make someone see their saddest moment when he steps on their shadow (he has trauma from this). His curse is the curse of the Greedy Queen (Vil core). And he has an obsession with hoarding beautiful things (he is the yandere of the cast)
Dragon Core with the last one
dragon core omg you’re right I almost forgot this asshole’s name ;~;
HE LOOKS LIKE AN ASSHOLE
HE'S SUS (i still love him, but he aint a fave)
AHAHAHA
His name is Alfons Sylvatica, he can change people's perception by touching the nap of their neck and whispering in their ear. His curse is the magic mirror. He has probably fucked half the cast of this game.
Me personally? I think he’s cringe
OKAY BUT-
LOOKIT HIM
… Tempting
yes Exactly Next guy
NVM THAT ONES UGLY IM SORRY HE’S SCARY
adljhkfajkdfasdfafas
HE SCARES ME
I HATE HIM TOO DW
(Note: He grew on me since this convo)
HE’S WORSE THAN THE PREVIOUS I HATE HIM GET HIM AWAY FROM ME WHYS HE SO UGLY HE LOOKS LIKE HE’D HOLD AN ALPHA PODCAST
His name is Roger Barel, he can hear anything within 100m of him (selectively, so he wouldnt hear you fucking harrison). His curse is the traitorous huntsman (rook core but looks like trey). He drinks beer and wont stop flirting with Alfons' MC You see the resemblance right?
I hate that I see it Trey I’M so sorry you have to be compared to an ugly ass bitch
pffff Next guy
btw lemme know when you think someone might be the guy that reminds me of azul
emo He’s either really nice or manipulative ass
You’re right he’s def one of those
my bet has to be on the latest
wym
I mean he looks manipulative AGAHAHAH Sorry emo boy if you are not…
His name is Ellis Twilight, he has the power to bind people's hands together by tapping their head via the curse of the briar thorns. He is obsessed with happiness and will do anything to make someone else happy (once they have their happiest moment he will kill them) ([friend] likes him- [friend] is banned from playing the game for 2 more years tho)
Awe he's so sweet!!!! (What the fuck) AHAHAH
THIS GAME IS NSFW AND [friend] IS BB
AHSHS Yeah I could’ve guessed it was
like in alfons' route (unreleased rn) it goes so into detail-
I want him dead Negative rizz
AND ALFONS USES HIS POWER TO MAKE MC THINK THEY'RE LOVERS LIKE- IN CHAPTER 1 OR 2
BROTHER THIS GUY STINKS
Next guy
Is this the azul
There's only one more guy after this so i wanna wait until i send his pick before answering just so you know all the options What do you think of this guy
I like this one I would Bottom text Would He may look a tad bit evil but i’ll allow it
replying to ‘i like this one’, I don't (similar to crowley ah-)
OH A LOSER SO I LIKE THIS ONE EVEN MORE
This is Victor. We don't know his surname. We don't know his curse. We don't know his power. BUT HE IS THE DAD OF THE GROUP, dad jokes, cockblocking harrison and MC, magic tricks
(NOTE: I figured out what his power is since then-)
I want him
kskssksksks There’s like- no content for victor On tumblr
(NOTE: I found which tag the victor content is on)
I hate it here
Final guy
OH HELLO SAILLOOR
REAL
Is THIS the azul one
YES
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA OFC
remember william-? he was one of my favorites? (one moment i need to get some images)
YEA
I’M MARRIED TO WILLIAM AND THIS GUY
HAHAHAHA WIN
HIS NAME IS JUDE JAZZA, he can put someone to sleep by tapping their forehead via the curse of the thirteenth wizard (idk why wizard, it's just malleus core-). HE IS A MOBSTER, A SADIST, AND HE GETS OFF BY BULLYING MC, I LOVE HIM He’s ellis’ boss btw
more like dude zaza BAHAHAHA
Jude and William are my husbands <3
Got two hands for the two of them
Jude legit would give you a check and tell you to write whatever number you want on it... but then make you work to pay him back for it. So he is sugar daddy, but also kinky William canonically would use his power on MC for sex while he's drunk So you like- Harrison, Victor and Jude?
responding to the william info, DAMN Nods
I’m gonna be doing harrison’s main story route after I finish william’s I’ll send you any nsfw or near nsfw ss i see
IM WINNING
#ikemen villains#ellis twilight#william rex#harrison gray#jude jazza#liam evans#elbert greetia#roger barel#alfons sylvatica#victor ikevil#twisted wonderland#honkai star rail#boothill#azul ashengrotto#trey clover#rook hunt#malleus draconia#riddle rosehearts#dire crowley
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I am seeing alot of criticisms for tay like never before. This album release was the last straw and more people are coming out and calling out her bullshit. Her antics are exposed now and im so shocked at how many things she got away easily bc of her innocent facade she was pulling all this long. Even i was blindfolded.
Incredibly disgusted by her behaviour of her openly claiming racist man and calling her own fans vipers. Im glad some swifties are calling her out. She might have seen the blacklash. Did she really think she can get away by openly claiming a racist piece of shit and no one would be bothered about it? Even willing to mask out her good girl facade to defend this… creep?
Her silence now really tells that she is seeing the criticisms now. Many music critic articles calling her out and her quick buck album release really tells all she care about is milking the profit and not passion for music.
Only twitter is the cesspool that rides for this lame album. Every social media is sick of her relentless advertising of her mediocre album. Does she know that her only fans will listen to her music and no one even casual pop music enjoyers wouldnt peek into her music anymore. Her 2014 had solid pop hits garnering fans even tho they dont listen to her. Sadly no one is excited for this except her fans.
I wont doubt at all when she pulls another stunt to clean her image off and her hard pr will publish articles about how forgiving and generous she is even though she couldnt let go of the feud that happened decade ag by involving the child too…. Pathetic
I used to be her fan but looking at her state and the moment she decided to dare and flaunt that racist man, she lost so many of her fans. Is it so hard to stay away from that man who openly claims that he would je*k off to dehumanising black women porn ? Such a downgrade from dating a man like joe, an outspoken Palestine supporter to this sleezebag and not to mention her defying silence and refusal to utter a word about Palestine is so…. The allegations about her ideologies are so true right now…. A white billionaire with questionable tactics with no respect to her own self and her not speaking a word about ring wingers aryan goddess worshipping thats happening for years and yet she wants to entertain both side by appearing a liberal queen but not so liberal to piss off her conservative audience.
The soon she realises, the better it will be. Inorganic star status wont withstand long. Swiffers comparing her to mj please
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Hi miss butchpeace! Id like to ask for some advice, if thats okay. So Im dating this girl. We have been friends forever, shes has been my best friend for years and after a few months of heavy romantic tension we have decided to start dating a few weeks ago. Everything is great, shes everything i love in a person and she makes me feel great too and understands me more than anyone.
The problem is that we live in a really gendie positive place, and having radfem or even radfem adjacent views is basically like commiting social suicide. And so, i have been concealing my opinions on the gender ideology for the sake of my peace and because we have some trans men on our life. Recently, my gf came out to me as nonbinary. Now i KNOW this is because she has an story of body dysmorphia and self hating. Shes also kinda androgynous and loves the style of many nonbinary people online. She said she doesnt feel like a woman because shes more aligned to that part of the gender spectrum, and that also eventually she would like to take testosterone and get a mastectomy.
I really really dont know what to do. I do love her a lot and i hurt seeing her hating her body so thoroughly to the point of wanting to do this. Every time ive tried to debate even the slightest aspect of the gender ideology ive been kinda shut down and, because im afraid she would hate me forever if she knew i think like this, everytime i just shut up and swallow whatever i want to say. It has never been that big of a problem, since the topic hardly ever came up, but now i dont know what to do with this situation and i feel so alone.
Is there some way i could approach this topic gently and in a way that wouldnt scare her? I really dont want to hurt her or lose her but i feel like i should start to be honest and stop hiding. I just want her to accept herself as she is but i feel like having this conversation with her will destroy our relationship.
That’s a really difficult situation and I feel for you! I’m sure there are other women who have been here and can chime in with their personal experiences.
I hope that since you have been friends for such a long time, that she’ll understand your viewpoint and not end the relationship over this, but sadly that could be how it turns out. Especially for young people who are caught up in all this, you’ve been taught about trans identities since you were pretty young, and I think that makes it hard for people to question it.
My advice is to try talking to her about her dysphoria, what that feels like for her and maybe get into what the cause is. Maybe talk to her about the fact that lots of masculine lesbians in older generations have struggled with dysphoria, but that they overcame it and didn’t end up transitioning. Tell her that you’ve seen older women talk about that online and that it might help her to talk to older butch women about their experiences before making these choices.
If you can find a way to connect to your local community, especially if you can find older lesbian women who aren’t as involved in the trans stuff, that could also be a big deal. Going to pride or any intergenerational meet up in your area, things like that. A huge part of what went into my transition was that I didn’t have that. I didn’t see older women who were like me and who I could see as role models.
I think a big thing will be talking to her about testosterone. The negative effects of it, and the fact that usually the physical changes that women want the most from it - body fat and muscle redistribution - only stay that way if you continue to take T at a high dose. It causes bad acne in a lot of women, it doesn’t really change your voice to what a normal man sounds like (it mainly just damages your vocal chords and gives you a gravelly sound), it can cause lasting reproductive issues like painful or irregular periods, hair loss can start early, and that’s all just within a short time period or on a low dose.
Basically just talking to her about the reality of what being on T means, and that it’s not going to be the fantasy that she made in her head.
I think this is a good place to start, because instead of coming across as critical of trans identity as a whole, you’re talking to her about her feelings, showing that you hear her and care about those feelings. And you’re talking about her health and what these choices will actually do for her over the long run. Remember to let her talk, and to lead the conversation without sounding like you’re judging her.
Generally, masculine women want T because they have a vague idea that it’s going to make them “more masculine”, but there’s a real lack of understanding of what that’s really going to mean in a material sense, and what it’s really going to mean in terms of how people perceive them. Mastectomy is the same way. It really changes the way that people see you and think about you. Your girlfriend will always be seen as “trans” if she does T and gets a mastectomy. That’s just how it is. And it’s important for her to understand the impact that will have on her future.
There’s no such thing as a “non-binary transition”. She’ll be seen as a medically altered female and assumed to be a trans man.
Good luck and I’m sorry you’re both going through this 🫂 I hope you come out the other side happier and with a stronger relationship than before 🌈
#feminism#lesbian#detrans#trans#radical feminism#radblr#detransition#ftm#butch#non-binary#wlw#sapphic#radfem#writing
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Why did i kiss him of all people?!
Ran Haitani x Gn!Reader
wc: 1k
You pull him by his shirt towards you. You put your lips against his. To be fair he didnt push you away. It seemed like he was enjoying it. He wrapped his arms aroud your waist and pulled you closer to him. He was suprisingly a good kisser. He had such soft lips. Ok this kiss is lasting too long. You can pull away now Y/n hahaha... You started running out of breath so you pulled away.
Then you notice who you just (almost made out with) kissed . The older Haitani brother. Ran fucking Haitani. Not only was he the hottest guy in your school he was also probably the scariest. He used to rule the entire of Roppongi with his younger brother and he went to juvie when he was 14 for murdering someone. He is also in a gang which isnt supring at all. Youre going to die. You will be murdered by him and his gang. Might as well start writting your goodbye letters
"Do you just kiss random guys all the the time or am I just lucky?" He gave you an amused smirk. His lazy lilac eyes staring at you.
"Oh my god im so sorry I just panicked" You wanted to run away so badly. Why would you even do this? Just to make your ex jealous? You saw them in the hallway behind you. But they werent there anymore. Its as if they just disappeared.
"So you kiss people when you panic?" He started laughing. You ran away quickly. You even forgot your book on your desk but you didnt care. All you wanted to do was go home and cry.
You were doing your homework but you kept getting notifications. So you decide to check your phone. And you see 100+ messages from your friend gc. You thought that some fight happend or one of your friends bf dumped them. But when you read one message you notice that its talking about you? All of the messages were about you.
"WHATT Y/N SINCE WHEN WERE U AND RAN HAITANI DATING??"- "Y/N YOU DIDNT TELL ME, YOUR BSF THAT YOU ARE DATING THE HOTTEST GUY IN OUR SCHOOL?"- "Is it true that both of you were making out in the hallway?"
You were so confused but then you noticed that someone probably saw you with him and now the entire school thinks you and Haitani are dating. What now? You cant go back to school? Oh my god why didnt Haitani just kill me when I kissed him. You finished your homework and went to sleep immediately after completing them. You started praying that you wouldnt wake up the next morning.
Sadly you didnt die in your sleep. And your parents forced you to school. You just hoped that the rumour didnt spread around the entire school. Maybe they just forgot about what happned. Maybe Haitani forgot you kissed him
Nope you were wrong. Everyone knew. It was pretty obvious. You take one step into your classroom and the entire class goes silent and just stares at you.
"Omg Y/n why didnt you tell me? I thought I was your best friend how could you not tell me about you and the older Haitani???" You friend put her hands on your shoulder and started shaking you aggressively
"Careful or your going to kill the poor girl. " Your other friend walked up to you and looked at you with her arm crossed "But she is right Y/n how could you not tell us?!"
"Uh well you see.." You didnt want to lie to them. They were your best friends after all but the truth is just .. sad.. "Yeah you see I saw my ex in the hallway yesterday and I paniced since I want to seem like im so over him even though im not over him at all so i kissed the first guy i see and that turns out to be Ran Haitani and now everyone thinks we are dating" Luckily someone interupted you before you could say anything stupid.
"Is Y/n L/n in this class?" A guy with red hair sticked his head out of the door frame.
You walk towards him "Uh yeah im her. Do you need anything?"
"Well.." the guy had a big grin on his face "Your boyfriend wants to talk to you. He is wating for you at the roof top" He said in probably one of the most annoying voices ever
Everyone heared what the red head said. They started being so loud and all of them came over to you and started asking you questions about your "boyfriend"
After struggling to leave the room because of the crow you finally succeeded. Am i actually going to go talk to him? Im going to get myself killed. You didnt want to talk to him at all. What fi he was planning on killing you or what if he has a girlfriend and she wants to have a "nice chat" with you. Your head kept coming up with worse scenarios one after other. But you decided to face your fear and talk to him.
When you first get to the roof top you see him. You can never get over the way he looks. He is so fucking attaractive any girl would fall for him easily exept you. Or thats atleast what you tried to convince yourself. Its not like you liked him but just his lilac tired looking eyes. His long balck and blonde hair...
"You can keep staring all you want doll" You didnt even notice you were staring at him and wait did he just call you doll?
"What do you want." You keep your head down looking at your feet not being able to look him in the eyes
"You think you can just kiss me and get away with it?" He lift your head up with his index and middle finger. "Look at me"
The way his lips move. Those are the lips you kissed. the soft lips.
"Why are you so focused on my lips? Hm?" he laughs and wraps and arm around your waist and pulls you close "Do you want me to kiss you? "
"N-no!" you started shaking your head. But in reality you really wanted him to kiss you again. Just once.
"How about I take you out tonight hm? what do you say about that" You only nod as a respose. He lets go and takes out his phone "This is my phone number"
You type the phone number into your contacts and you say goodbye to him and by saying goodbye I mean running away covering your face.
As soon as you get home you go to your toom and scream into your pillow. Kicking your feet up and down. Then you got the message
"send me your adress so I can pick you up"
you took your phone and held it close to your heart.
made with love by Conan <3
#ran haitani#tokyo revengers x reader#tokyo revengers#tokrev#tokyo revngers ran#ran haitani x reader#tokrev x reader
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Use you
Hoshi x reader ft. txt
Soonyoung doesn't play around when it comes to his girl. Despite you being able to fend for yourself, he can't help but worry when you turn up missing. You on the other hand, you're having the time of your life putting a bratty Soobin and his friends in their place.
WARNINGS: MURDER, GORE, TORTURE, guns, knives, switch reader, dom hoshi, impact play, degradation, masturbation, some mxm, oral (m&f receiving), unprotected sex, voyerism, exhobitionism, mommy and daddy kink bondage, and more. I kinda went a little ham.
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Hoshi’s knuckles are really starting to hurt. He’s not the muscle man so why is he the one torturing this man for information?
“Where is she?”
“You’re never getting your bitch back.” the man tied to the chair says with a bloody smile.
Soonyoung likes to think he’s a calm man. He always tries to keep his head steady, he tries to think things through, but right now all he can see is red. This fucking low life thinks he can disrespect you and it’s wont become an issue?
“That bitch huh?” Hoshi says with a smile; turning around to pick up his favorite, sharpest knife. You gifted this to him two years ago after you stabbed him in the leg for flirting with a girl at the club. The knife is beautiful, matte black blade with gold detailing and across the handle is his name engraved. You were so excited to give it to him only to see a girl's hand on his chest and his hands on her hips. You knew he was trying to rile you up, make you take him to the nearest bathroom and fuck him like he’s yours, but little did he know he had another thing coming. You and Hoshi have an open relationship, you both know you wouldnt work well tied down. Hoshi don’t mind you being with other people, frankly he think it’s kind of hot knowing you fuck other people but at the end of the day your his and you’ll do anything for him. God, just remebering that night is making him hard but he needs to focus on the fucker who has the nerve to take you from him.
Hoshi runs the knife across the cheeks, carving a smile into his face. “You know I've always wanted to do this to someone, joker style.” The man groans in pain and spits blood onto Hoshi's face. Without hesitation hoshi cuts the man's pointer finger clean off, making him scream.
“You have nine more opportunities to tell me where she is.”
“Last I saw her she was gagging on my cock.”
“OK. You’re done.”
He shoves his knife straight into the mans throat making him gag and choke on his own blood.
“Gag on that bitch.”
Hoshi leaves the room frustrated. None of these guys give up any information and it’s already been two days since you were taken.
“Hosh, if you keep killing them you won’t get any information.” Jun sighs from outside.
“He doesn't know shit he’s just tryna piss me off.”
“Take a breath man, you know she can fend for herself.”
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“You know I can see why Karina won’t fuck you, you punch like a bitch.” you say as you spit blood out of your mouth. That's a complete lie, well not the Seulgi part but he absolutely does not punch like a bitch. Your head is throbbing after only one punch.
“Shut it Y/N, I really don’t want to hurt you.” Yeonjun spits.
“What is your goal here? All you're gonna do is piss off everyone and Hoshi will make sure to kill you.”
“You know how much respect I’ll get for being the one to take one of SVT’s girls? Make her mine? That's the biggest slap in the face to any man.”
“You're so cute Soobin, but that’s not happening. You got the right idea, but the wrong bitch.”
“And what’s little old you gonna do?” he says with a smile.
“You really don’t know who you're messing with.”
“I’m so scared," he said sarcastically and turned to leave the room. Before the door closed you hear him sadly say to someone outside “Yeonjun, do i really punch like a girl?”
This makes you chuckle to yourself. You feel bad for the poor kid. He’s trying to make a name for himself but this isn't the right way to do it. Slipping your hands out of the poorly tied ropes you stand up and stretch your legs. These guys are clearly new to the game, they only tied your arms together which is a rookie mistake. They also didnt search you which is even more of a mistake. You don’t think they’re stupid enough to leave the door unlocked, but you try it anyway and low and behold it's unlocked.You pick up a gun from the tool table and sigh feeling even more sorry for them, this is very pathetic.
You walk outside to see this is an empty warehouse. You’d think they’d have someone guarding the door but you walk right out. You hear commotion coming from a side room and you peek inside seeing five guys arguing over a game. You decide to mess with them, walking in and taking a seat next to Soobin.
“What are we playing?”
They all look at you with wide eyes. “Beomgyu! I thought you said you tied her up!”
“I did, I don't know how she got out.”
“Guys, you really need to figure your shit out.” you sigh.
“Why are you all sitting there go get her!”
Beomgyu jumps up and tries to grab you but you hit him across the face with your gun making everyone stop. They all put their hands up and you tell them sit down.
“Guys, I really don’t want to kill you ok! You seem like nice dudes but this is not the way to make a name for yourselves. You can’t be a puppy and try to attack an elephant or some shit. Start small.”
“I told you we shouldn't do this.” the blue haired one says.
“Taehyun this is not the time for “I told you so” “
“Can you not tell them it was us, I really don’t want to die.” the tall black haired one whimpers.
“Aren’t you so cute, what's your name?”
“Kai”
“Kai, I can’t let you guys go without punishment.” you pout.
“Pleaseeee” he says giving you a finger heart.
“God, you guys are so cute.” you say with a smile.
“Stop calling us cute. I don’t know why we're even listening to you, bitch.”
“Soobin. Do you know that I kill people for a living?” you say as you approach him.
“So trust me when I say I’m not scared of five little boys who think they have the balls to be in the mafia.”
“I think you’re underestimating us,” he says as he looks down on you.
“Do your best, love.”
He goes to throw a punch at you which you quickly dodge and grab his wrist, twisting it until it snaps.
“Oooh thats gotta hurt.” you mock in false sympathy as he drops to floor clutching his hand.
“I’m sorry baby, here let me fix it for you.” you grab his wrist and pull it, making him whine in pain. “Are you going to behave Soobin?”
“Yes, yes please just fix it” he whimpers.
You snap his wrist back in place making it instantly stop hurting, hearing him sigh out a breath of relief. “Go sit back down and shut up.” He stands up and sits on the couch, furthest away from you.
“Kai, sweetie, come here.”
He sheepishly stands up and walks over to you with his head hanging. You put your hand on his chin and raise his head to make him look you in the eye.
“Give me your phone kai.”
“You promise not to get us killed?” he pouts.
“Yes, sweetie, I pinky promise.”
He gives you his phone and you call Hoshi.
“Babe, I need you to come here. Track the address and come by yourself you won’t need any backup.”
“Y/N what's going on? Why would I come by myself?”
“Soonie, I have everything under control, I promise just come.”
“Babe-”
“Hoshi, just come here jeez.”
“Ok babe I’ll be there.”
You hand your phone back to Kai and smile at him. “Can you get me some rope, Kai.” you say and drag your fingers up his arm making him blush.
“Kai, don’t.” Taehyun says.
“Go get it for me baby” you say and walk over to Beomgyu grabbing his hair.
“I’m sorry about this by the way.” you say and softly touch his face making him flinch.
“I’ll make it up to you I promise.”
“How? I’ll make you feel really good love, I promise.”
Kai comes back with the rope and you tie them up one by one with little complaints. You make sure to be careful with Soobins wrist, not wanting to hurt him more. You tell them to go sit in the corner and be quiet making taehyun stay on the couch.
“Gyu, why did you want to hurt me?” you say caressing his face.
You see his eyes dilate in real time. “Oh you’re enjoying this?”
“No.”
You straddle him and he groans, his hips bucking up into you.
“What do you want me to do to you Gyu?”
He groans and you feel him throb under you. “Whatever you want Y/N.”
“Whatever I want?” you say with a malicious smile.
“Well, I think I’m gonna punish you. Do you think you deserve a punishment?”
“Yes.”
“I’m glad you agree.” You unbutton his pants and pull his boxers down, pulling him out. He’s much bigger than you anticipated, his dick was almost completely hard and throbbing. You spit directly on his tip and make his moan out, pulling at his restraints. You climb off him and round the couch so you're both facing the boys, draping your hands over his shoulders and beginning to stroke him. The other boys are staring hard at the two of you, all with dents in their pants. Yeonjun is biting his plump lips with furrowed eyebrows and Kai has the cutest blush on his face.
“Gyu, you feel so good in my hands. So big and thick you would stretch me out so nicely.”
“God, I wanna fuck you so bad.”
“Only good boys get to fuck me baby.” you speed up your pace and tighten your grip making him buck his hips wildly. His moans fill up the warehouse and the other boys start shifting around trying to loosen the ropes.
“Yeonjun come here and rub Gyu for me and if he cums I won't let you cum.”
He groans but gets up and you re-tie his restraints so his hands are in front of his body.
He spits in his hands and strokes Beomgyu watching you walk up to Soobin.
“I don’t think you deserve anything. You’ve been so bad to me soobin.” you say as you rub him through his pants.
“I’m sorry, please, please, please.”
“Hmm, I don’t think so.” you say and turn to Taehyun who's looking at you with wide eyes.
“Taehyun come with me.” You sit on the couch and spread your legs. You pull down your pants and pull his face into your clothed core and he starts lapping at you. He rubs his face back and forth into you, his nose bumping your clit.
“Take my panties off honey.”
He pulls your underwear band with his teeth and lets it snap back on your skin. You smile at him and pick up the gun next to you pointing it at his head.
“Don't play games honey.”
He immediately pulls your panties down and dives in. He sucks and licks, devouring you. You look over to Beomgyu and Yeonjun seeing both staring straight at your pussy; soobin and Kai doing the same. You run your hands through Beomgyus' hair, stroking his scalp.
“You wanna cum so bad don’t you?”
“Yes, please let me cum Y/N, I’m so sorry”
Seeing him look so helpless and pathetic makes you want to get up and fuck him but thats not what this is about. This is a punishment.
“Yeonjun stop.” They both groan but Yeonjun stops stroking him.
“I want you to switch. Gyu, you stroke junnie nice and slow for me ok?”
“Ok” he says, taking a deep breath.
You pull Taehyun deeper into you and he sticks his tongue into you, thrusting in and out.
“Just like that honey, I want you to make me cum just like this.”
He moans into you,the vibration pulling you closer to the edge. You look up straight into Soobins eyes, giving him a smirk.
“Don’t you just wish you behaved?”
He hangs his head and doesn’t answer you.
Taehyun sucks hard on your clit and you’re thrown over the edge, moaning loudly making everyone groan. You pull Taehyun’s head back and catch your breath. You call Kai over and push Taehyun to the side. They don’t get to cum. “You three go back and sit by Soobin. Kai, sweety, take a seat for me Ok?”
“My only good boy hmm?”
“Yes”
“Yes, who?” you say as you unbuckle his belt.
“Yes, mommy.”
“There we go baby.”
You pull him out and lick a long stripe up his shaft. He whimpers and bucks his hips into your mouth.
“I’m sorry mommy, I couldn’t help it.”
“It’s ok sweet boy.” you say and take his whole length in your mouth. Hoshi’s trained you to take his whole cock in one go, since Kai is slightly smaller it’s not an issue for you. You use your hand to rub his dick as you suck on his tip. You keep sucking until he’s whimpering and on the verge of tears.
“Baby?” you hear Hoshi’s voice echo through the warehouse.
“Perfect” you whisper and pull off Kai with a pop.
You walk outside to see a very apprehensive Hoshi looking around.
“Hi, baby” you smile and give him a sweet smile.
“Why is there blood on your face? I’m gonna kill these motherfuckers.”
“Soonyoung, calm down. I’m already punishing them come look.”
You pull Hoshi into the room and he see’s five boys all with their hard dicks out looking humiliated.
“So you’re the punks that took my girl?”
They all hang their heads in shame.
“What a pathetic scene.” he says as he walks further into the room.
“Baby, you should've just killed them, because if you don’t I will.”
“Soonie dont kill them. They're just trying to make a name for themselves.”
“They're not doing shit, especially not using my girl.”
“We already used your girl. Quite the slut you’ve got on your hands.” Soobin says with a smile.
You immediately run in front of Hoshi, knowing he was two seconds from killing Soobin.
“He’s just a kid babe, he doesn’t know what he’s talking about.”
“Why are you defending him?”
“I feel sorry for him.”
He gives you a dark look.
“Y/N, get on your knees.”
You immediately listen and drop to your knees looking up at him. He looks at Soobin, “I’ll show you how to really use a slut like her.”
You unzip his pants and pull out his cock spitting in your hand. Hoshi likes it beyond messy, he likes to see tears run down your face while you’re struggling to breathe. He pushes you all the way down his shaft, your nose on his pelvis. He starts to fuck your throat like he would your pussy. Your throat burns and you can’t breathe,your eyes start to flutter. He pulls out and slaps you, pulling your hair.
“You can’t go two days without some dick? You resort to playing with punks like this”
“I’m sorry daddy. Maybe if you found me sooner I wouldn’t need to” you say with a smile.
The five boys' eyes widen at you calling him daddy. Big bad dom Y/N is suddenly calling Hoshi daddy?
You’ve really riled Hoshi up now, he pulls you up and throws you over the couch so you're facing the boys.
“Watch real good, I’ll show you how to put those pathetic dicks to use.” he says as he slides in, not giving you time to adjust as he starts ruthlessly thrusting into you. He gathers your hair into his hands and pulls your head up so you have to look at all the boys.
“Tell them how it feels baby.”
“It feels so good daddy, don’t stop.”
His thrust somehow deepens and gets harder, your whole body shaking.
“Daddy, can I cum?”
“No, you don’t deserve it baby. You barely deserve me fucking you.”
“Daddy, please I need it so bad.”
“No.”
He puts your leg up on the couch and thrust impossibly deep, hitting your g spot everytime making you groan.
“Shit this pussy is always so nice and tight. I bet you wish you could feel, huh Soobin?” hoshi taunts.
“Fuck you” Soobin spits making hoshi laugh.
He feels you squeezing the life out of him, a clear sign you're about to cum. “Don’t you think about it baby.” he says, making you groan as he pulls out. He pushes you to your knees and cums on your face with a groan.
You look up at him with his cum covering your face and smiles. “So pretty like this, baby.” making you smile along with him.
He pulls his pants up and walks over to the boys bending down to Soobin. “Don’t think about trying some shit like this again. I’m not as nice as my dear Y/n, I’ll fucking kill your bitchass.”
“Let's go baby.”
#seventeen smut#svt smut#hoshi smut#hoshi fanfic#txt smut#txt fanfic#soobin smut#huening kai smut#yeonjun smut#taehyun smut#beomgyu smut#mafia au
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2024 coming to an end means that my personal 10th anniversary is also coming to a close... sad! i didn't draw as much (or at all) as i wanted but one thing i did wanna post was this! the 100 faces of a character challenge!!!!! though i guess its more of an art progression thing. from my very first fan art to the most recent its been a journey that makes me feel things....... and if you care to read a ramble thats under the read more but TLDR waah waaah *water shoots out of my eyes* i love this game so much and ty to everyones whos stuck around!!!!!!!! :'^)
man. idk i know i kinda went on a similar rant last year during the games 10th so hopefully this wont be too long but if you told me that 10 years ago i would have become OBSESSED with this stupid ass game id probably believe it. man tlm just came out and it was my THING i was getting back into clutch powers too so. i always like to joke that one way or another i would have been dragged into the hell that this game took me down into. but something about this year being my personal 10th!!! idk!!!! i had time to reflect on my entire journey that lead me here. all the stupid AUs and fanfics and shit i dont post/talk about and keep to myself vs the things i do end up putting out there. i dont joke when i say im obsessed they really did infect my every thought, action, being, personality, ALL OF IT. which is why it makes me sad that i could do everything i wanted for reasons both in and out of my control. and it sucks cus i love this game so much, i love THEM so much. i dont know where id be without them, they and the game makes me so happy in ways sometimes you wouldnt believe. i love that more has come out about the game and its slowly but surely broken apart, i love collecting my pieces of merchandise that i bet some people dont even know EXISTED, i love setting up my yearly displays with them, i love that i have a laptop strong enough that can run the game and i can play it again if i wanted to! even if all i ever draw is chase and natalia know that i truly do love EVERYTHING about this game. im always planing but never drawing. so many ideas in the backburner that id love to put out but i dont feel like im there yet to make it perfect. these pieces/ideas can and WILL come out tho, sadly not durring the year of my 10th but who knows what the freaking future holds.... and you know, i was rambling earlier when i was putting this together that i remembered everything about these drawings, where i was in life, what i was thinking/doing etc. etc. its this time capsule that special to me and my journey. from someone who hated all their art and would constantly delete it to someone who went digging for as much as i could so that someday in the future id have something to really look back on and see the passage of time (aw man) right in front of me. im super happy i did. so many memories of me being online and losing my damn mind, walking/talking in circles about the same thing, hoping and wishing something new would happen with them. some of my friends have seen the spiral since day ONE and i think thats funny. cus it really has been that long hasn't it.
anyway, thank you everyone! from people who followed me back when i was 1980-somethingspaceguy/my old DAs to this account, from the drawing that i made to celebrate the remaster being announced to the lead up of the 10th anniversary. from all the posts in between, and the 5th-10th anniversary posts. the redraws, the asks, the friends, the lurkers, the enjoyers. fans old and new of this game, whether you gave it a try because of me or you didn't. thanks for sticking around! heres to another 10 years! if Tt still wont do anything in the next 10 years then i'll still be here making Something.
as a little bonus, heres a piece from every* year! dont give up and keep drawing everyone!!!!!!! :'^)))))))
#dont know how to tag this so ill keep it untagged for now. but yeah.#feeling particularly emo rn............ :'^)))
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