#but it liked me bc my hair looks like maggie pierces

[persephonesfill]

i was tagged by @irnhero!

rules: spell out your url with song titles, answer the quarantine questions, and bold the things that apply - then tag 10 people

i-i know by aly & aj

m-my love took me down to the river to silence me by little green cars

p-pork soda by glass animals

e-everybody wants to rule the world by tears for fears

r-rosyln by bon iver and st. vincent

i-ironic by alanis morissette

a-alaska by maggie rogers

l-lover to lover by florence + the machine

s-spiderwebs by no doubt

t-today by the smashing pumpkins

a-ain’t it fun by paramore

r-ribs by lorde

k-kiss me by sixpence none the richer

quarantine asks :

•where are you isolated ??

at home with my mom, aunt, and uncle

•what are you currently reading or watching ??

i’m reading catching fire in preparation for the ballad of songbirds and snakes release this month!

•if you can go outside, what do you like to do during this time ??

i’ve just been sitting on my back porch and reading when the weather is nice

•any fascinating concept you’re studying ??

i started reading up on my american history bc you never be too informed.

•what kind of acts of creativity / forms of art are you currently doing ??

i’ve been alternating between working on long forgotten fanfics and my original WIP which i’ve abbreviated as tyatd.

•a song that resonates with your state of mind at the moment ??

hand in my pocket by alanis morissette. it’s always been on my playlist but it’s especially been on repeat now because of everything that’s going on.

•favorite impulsive / “bad” coping techniques ??

staying up all night. my sleep schedule is in pieces

•favorite healthy / “good” coping techniques ??

i’ve been exercising lately!

.

A P P E A R A N C E

i’m over 5��5″. i wear glasses / contacts. i have blonde hair. i prefer loose clothing to tight clothing. i have one or more piercings. i have at least one tattoo. i have blue / green eyes. i have dyed or highlighted my hair. i have gotten plastic surgery. i have or had braces. i sunburn easily. i have freckles. i paint my nails. i typically wear makeup. i don’t often smile. i am pleased with how i look. i prefer nike to adidas. i wear baseball hats backwards.

H O B B I E S  A N D  T A L E N T S

i play a sport. i can play an instrument. i am artistic. i know more than one language. i have won a trophy in some sort of competition. i can cook or bake without a recipe. i know how to swim. i enjoy writing. i can do origami. i prefer movies to tv shows. i can execute a perfect somersault. i enjoy singing. i could survive in the wild on my own. i have read a new book series this year. i enjoy spending time with friends. i travel during school or work breaks. i can do a handstand.

R E L A T I O N S H I P S

i am in a relationship. i have been single for over a year. i have a crush. i have a best friend i have known for ten years. my parents are together. i have dated my best friend. i am adopted. my crush has confessed to me. i have a long distance relationship. i am an only child. i give advice to my friends. i have made an online friend. i met up with someone i have met online.

A E S T H E T I C S

i have heard the ocean in a conch shell. i have watched the sunrise. i enjoy rainy days. i have slept under the stars. i meditate outside. the sound of chirping calms me. i enjoy the smell of the beach. i know what snow tastes like. i listen to music to fall asleep. i enjoy thunderstorms. i enjoy cloud watching. i have attended a bonfire. i pay close attention to colors. i find mystery in the ocean. i enjoy hiking on nature paths. autumn is my favorite season.

M I S C E L L A N E O U S

i can fall asleep in a moving vehicle. i am the mom friend. i live by a certain quote. i like the smell of sharpies. i am (was) involved in extracurricular activities. i enjoy mexican food. i can drive a stick-shift. i believe in true love. i make up scenarios to fall asleep. i sing in the shower. i wish i lived in a video game. i have a canopy above my bed. i am multiracial. i am a redhead. i own at least three dogs. 

i’m going to tag @stark-charm @starkrogerrs @astralathena and anybody else who wants to play! and of course you don’t have to play if you don’t want to!

[neverstcp]

behind the mask!

tagged by: @starcrcwns​ tagging: anybody who wants to!

FIRST NAME Sarah

STRANGE FACT ABOUT YOURSELF I met Bill Nye the Science Guy in an airport in Philadelphia, and he was super nice. And really fast, wow.

TOP THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU FIND ATTRACTIVE ON A PERSON Smiles, Eyes, and Hair.

A FOOD YOU COULD EAT FOREVER AND NOT GET BORED OF Dude, tacos de adobada. I could eat them for every single meal, and tbh I wish I could.

A FOOD YOU HATE Tomatoes. They’re evil unless they’re in salsa.

GUILTY PLEASURE I got back into Wizard101, a game I hadn’t played since I was like 10. I would say it’s all nostalgia but.. is it really? No.

WHAT DO YOU SLEEP IN Old t-shirts that are too messed up to be used as regular clothes (either bleach stains or faded or like one little rip in it) and no pants. I’ve tried putting on pj pants but they end up coming off in the middle of the night regardless.

SERIOUS RELATIONSHIPS OR FLINGS Your girl’s never been in any sort of romantic relationship (i’m the queen of getting friendzoned), but I definitely lean more towards wanting the serious stuff. 

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN THE PAST AND CHANGE ONE THING ABOUT YOUR LIFE, WOULD YOU AND WHAT WOULD IT BE I would raise my self confidence levels. I spent almost all of my childhood hating the way my body looked, and I just wish I could tell younger Sarah that the extra weight is okay, and not connected to her value as a person in any way.

ARE YOU AN AFFECTIONATE PERSON Oh, yEAH. I hug people almost as soon as I meet them, and I’m just... very tactile? I have a ton of love to give, and I just.. I have to give it. When I was a kid, my stepmom would get annoyed bc I said ‘i love you’ too much, lmao. I still do, and don’t think I’m gonna stop any time soon.

A MOVIE YOU COULD WATCH OVER AND OVER AGAIN It’s really any movie that has one of my main muses in it, but I always see myself watching one of the Ant-Man movies. It’s one of my favorite things to put on when I need help finding a reason to smile. Completely underrated!

FAVORITE BOOK Mmmmm... this one’s hard. I love The 5th Wave, since that kinda crazy stuff’s right up my alley. Hunger Games and Twilight were staples growing up, too!

YOU HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY TO KEEP ANY ANIMAL AS A PET, WHAT DO YOU CHOOSE I really wanna go and adopt a pitbull! I’ve wanted to for a while. My dream dog is a Shiba Inu, but since there are so many pitbulls who need loving homes they’re always my first choice. 

TOP FIVE FICTIONAL SHIPS [IF YOU ARE AN RP BLOG, YOU CAN USE YOUR OWN SHIPS AS WELL]

Underrepresented Muses x Attention They Deserve

Shuri x Peter (I am trash, we know this)

Poe x Finn (See above point)

Fitzsimmons (Agents of SHIELD)

James Potter x Lily Evans 

PIE OR CAKE Cake! Specifically Red Velvet or Carrot Cake. 

FAVORITE SCENT I love things with vanilla, right now I’ve got a Vanilla Chai candle going and my room smells like heaven.

CELEBRITY CRUSH When I was a little kid it was Corbin Bleu and Nick Jonas. Now it’s Keiynan Lonsdale, Harry Styles, or Niall Horan. Babies, all of them.

IF YOU COULD TRAVEL ANYWHERE, WHERE WOULD YOU GO I wanna go to each continent in my lifetime, so I still have to hit up Asia, Africa, Austrailia, Antarctica, and South America! First on my list is probably Asia, though!

INTROVERT OR EXTROVERT This whole thing has really taught me how much of an introvert I am, but I think I’m more of an ambivert? I’m not really the kind of person that needs to talk to people in person, but I think that if I didn’t have anybody online to talk to, I’d get a bit restless.

DO YOU SCARE EASILY I get startled easily, but not like... nightmare-terrified? Supernatural horror doesn’t get me, but more realistic stuff sometimes does! But yeah, if you successfully sneak up on me I’ll get the shit scared out of me. Every time.

IPHONE OR ANDROID iPhone! I had a Pixel for a while and loved it, but.. had to go back to my baby.

DO YOU PLAY ANY VIDEO GAMES I don’t play that many, but sometimes yeah! I’ve got my old 3DS and my PS4, and I play sims on my laptop. 

DREAM JOB I really, really want to be something in the medical field. I’ve got a ‘need-to-help-people complex,’ and I just think that’s the best way to do it. Right now I’m settled on nursing, but I’ve got respiratory therapy on as a plan b!

WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH A MILLION DOLLARS Get places for me, my parents, and my siblings. Make sure that nobody in my extended family is below the poverty line. Donate what I can, but also make sure that I’m set for as long as I need to be. 

FICTIONAL CHARACTER YOU HATE Oof. Uh. Dolores Umbridge, bye.

FANDOM THAT YOU WERE ONCE A PART OF BUT AREN’T ANY LONGER I’ve stayed in all the RPCs I’ve ever joined, but fandom itself? Probably Grey’s Anatomy? I loved the show up until about S14? Then I kinda just lost interest. I miss a lot of the first / second gen characters (from around the Seattle Grace/Mercy West era) and they’re almost all gone. It’s not that I don’t like the new characters, but I just don’t think I know them as well as I got to know the others? And I was mad that they messed up Maggie Pierce when I gravitated towards her so quickly. So yeah, Grey’s lmao. I’m still Station 19 trash, but.. I miss being a Grey’s stan.

[dj-maddog]

I just had the most wild dream.

Basically, it was a hunter games-esque scenario but it took up the space of an entire rural town. 6 people were placed in a farmhouse, 3 people on each team. Whoever took over the house got it and all of its resources. Once the second teams from each houses were eliminated, the remaining teams would fight until one was left. I dont remember initially knowing that there was an entire town of people going through this same thing because we were dealing with our own issues.

My team was made up of me and two other girls: my best friend, whitney and one other girl I cant remember but she was really small and mousey. The other team in our house was made up of three redneck guys (racist, sexist, good with weapons, the whole stereotype). Slowly, the guys started forcing us up out of the first floor and into the second. Then the third. It was night and raining hard outside.

This all seemed to happen over the course of only a few hours. We had time to survey the upstairs and come up with a plan because somehow we knew that now that we were confronted again, the guys would kill us. We found a small window in a bathroom. It was wide but barely tall enough for someone to squeeze through, but it was also the only window upstairs. It was also near the top of the wall, so we would have to support each other to get to it and then the last person would have to come up with another way. The bathroom had pink wallpaper and white ish pinkish tiled flooring and countertops. There was one vanity tucked into sort of an alcove in the wall, the toilet opposite that, (but no shower or bath). The window was on the wall adjacent to the toilet and on the far side from the door, which was adjacent to the vanity. There were pink towels all over the floor and hair and makeup products all over the vanity.

We started by trying to squeeze through the window and I was chosen as the first one. I managed to get my head and arms through, but my chest kept getting stuck. My two friends below tried pushing up on my ass to lift me further up out of the window, but as we were doing that we heard the guys and it sounded like they were trying to get through our barricades on the stairs.

I got down, out of the window and we tried to come up with a plan. Whitney was the next to try the window. She managed to escape and next followed mousey. She escaped as well, which left only me. I was panicking, under the impression I would never fit through the windown and escape. I went to leave the bathroom and find another way out, but just as I did, one of the boys' faces poked out in front of the door with a sick grin and terrifying looking knife. He slashed at me and I tried to shut the door but he managed to kick it back open. I kicked him backwards and sent him reeling and managed to shut and lock the door in that time. I made a small makeshift barricade and tried to think of an escape with the time I had bought myself.

My only way out was the window.

I decided to try again and discovered that my friends had built stairway to the window, which I used and began forcing myself out. I, once again, got stuck at my chest (I have very small boobs by the way so who knows why this happened). I struggled harder as I heard two voices outside the door, knowing they had left one boy downstairs to keep watch since they didnt know I was the only one of my team left.

I managed to escape.

The shingles of the roof were slick (spanish style shingles) but I managed to keep hold as I slid down and grab onto the gutter, lowering myself onto the second story landing and then lowering myself onto the porch. It was still pitch black and raining outside. I remember having to be so careful because I was terrified that the guy left downstairs would see me through a window. I was silent as I crept over the wooden porch and down the stairs to the ground. From there, I started running.

Our house must have been on the far edge of the town because I could see distant lights from houses to the left but only a long wire fence to the right.

I ran to the fence, but as I drew closer I saw hundreds of dark figures standing near it. I looked back to the left and saw hundreds more figures standing in the shadows beyond the house lights. From both sides, they began creeping closer, sticking to the shadows.

I made a split decision and ran to the right, towards the fence. Even if I didnt make it, I had a chance if I could force my way through the figures and over the fence. The figures surrounded me, but nothing else happened. They ran with me. As few that were further ahead guided us to the easiest part of the fence to jump and we did. The figures that had been to the right came in behind us.

I looked around, they were all people like me! They had been those teams that had lost their respective houses but managed to escape. There must have been close to two hundred of us running, but we were all dead silent.

We kept running and every so often we would come to a fence we would have to jump. Soon, whitney and mousey fell into step next to me. We were far enough away now that everyone had begun whooping and hollering and laughing as we ran, so whitney began explaining more of what this was. They were all escapees and they were taking us to a place we would be safe until the end of the game.

See, the kicker was that every house had a teams that clearly couldn't hold the house, these teams had been made up of good, kind, strong people from the start. They may have been weaker than those teams that held the houses but they were better people. These people valued human life and they weren't willing to kill for that house like the other team was. They valued differences. Every one of us running were people that, in the real world, were often oppressed or discriminated against: women, people of color, physically and mentally disabled, LGBTQ+, etc.

We ran until we reached a large pond with a fence surrounding it. To my right and across a small and quiet river, there was an area with a bed and trunks of clothes and goods for newcomers. Whitney took me here and I began searching for new, clean clothes.

That's when we heard the sound of the guys from our house. They had won, they were all that was left. And now they were going to finish the job with us.

They had flashlights and had them pointed towards us as. Letting out a yell, the three boys then climbed into their truck and began driving through the fences and toward us. The truck slammed into the bed and trunks of our accumulated goods, destroying everything. Others ran, beginning to jump fences past the lake and away from here. Others fell as knives and bullets from our boys hit their backs. Whitney and mousey and I were the only ones left. In the chaos, whitney and I had climbed under the broken bed, once again barely fitting in the small space. We heard a cry and sputtering, and mousey fell onto the floor next to me with a slit throat. A hand reached under the bed and grabbed whitney, pulling her out of safety as she screamed. I was panicking. Hands kept making grabs for me, but I narrowly avoided each one. One of the larger boys sat on the bed, pushing the broken frame down and crushing me. I gasped but managed to squeeze back out from under there.

Right in front of me stood the largest and most ruthless of our boys, a large and bloody knife gripped in his massive hand. It was jake, a boy I had been in love with my freshman and sophomore years of college, but who had abused me and hurt me and then left me for dead.

I began to run, but he threw the knife and it landed square in my back. I kept running. Jake made a kick for me, intending to jam the knife in deeper, but I was moving too fast and he only barely tapped the handle. I grabbed the knife out of my back and threw it. Though I had meant to throw it far away so he no longer had a weapon, it landed in his neck, hitting his carotid. I stopped and stared at him in shock and did the same. Then he smiled and licked the blade before pulling the knife from his neck and jabbing it into the carotid on the other side as he began to bleed out.

Slowly, the others from the group began to return, watching as the last team from the houses died before us. Somehow, we had won.

[juuuuzou]

tagged by @croatoanmary thank you!!!!

the last:

1. drink: tea

2. phone call: some dude at a martial arts place

3. text message: group chat with my sisters asking if they wanna take my stuff

4. song: shake it! - arashi

5. time you cried: im due for a good cry. i think it was a few weeks ago over a cat who was lashing out because he felt abandoned

have you ever:

6. dated someone twice: no

7. kissed someone and regretted it: naH

8. been cheated on: no

9. lost someone special: mm? no actually.

10. been depressed: lmao

11. gotten drunk and thrown up: nope

favorite colors:

12. blue bc im an autism

13. PURPLE

14. yellow is good

15: mint green

16: light pink

in the last year have you:

17. laughed until you cried: probably..

18. found out someone was talking about you: nope

19. met someone who changed you: uhh... i dont Think so?

20. found out who your friends are: yes ive decided who i like being around and im sticking with them

21. kissed someone on your facebook list: yes

22. made friends: surprisingly, yes

23. fallen out of love: n...no?

general:

25. what did you do for your last birthday: went to the museum!!

26. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: only a handful (others are online friends)

27. do you have any pets: maggie (dog) and itsy (cat)!

28. what time did you wake up: 7am bc im tryna be Healthy

29. what were you doing at midnight last night: dead to the world

30. name something you can’t wait for: A LOT but rn moving out!!

31: what are you listening to right now: whatever weird youtube video my brother has playing

32: have you ever talked to a person named tom: not that i can recall

33: something that’s getting on your nerves: nothing right at this moment

34. do you want to change your name: nope

35. hair color: honeyish

36. long or short hair: short but i keep having dreams about having long hair and i miss swishing it around

37. piercings: nose (3), medusa, ears (9/10)

38. tattoos: 5

39. blood type: not entirely sure but MAYBE a+?

40. nicknames: huh. dont actually have any right now. except my mum calls me doozy (bc its how my brother pronounced my name when he was littler)

41. relationship status: dont do this to me

42. zodiac: cancer

43. pronouns: he/him

44. most visited website: tumblr >.>

45. right or left handed: right handed

46. surgeries: ye just for injuries

47. sports: nothing yet but maybe martial arts soon

48. favorite tv show: oh jeez.... idk bc right now im hyperfocused on arashi so? any arashi variety show?

49. vacations: i wanna go all around australia, which is new

50. sneakers: its all i wear

more general:

52. eating: i want more mi goreng.............

53. fave drink: raspberry slurpee

54. what you’re up to: gonna finish this damn embroidery

55. waiting for: olot. moving out, finishing this cert, getting a job, passing,

56. want: motivationnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

57. get married: im not fussed but bc its illegal atm i wanna get married to 50 people

58. career: wildlife rescuer!

which is better:

60. hugs or kisses: ahh idk! hugs i think

61. lips or eyes: lips bc i like looking at people’s smile

62. shorter or taller: not fussed... shorter makes me feel good about myself lmao

63. older or younger: my age or a year younger idk im REALLY SENSITIVE

64. nice arms or stomach: ARMS

65. hook up or relationship: relationship

66. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant like a mf

have you ever:

67. kissed a stranger: ..technically i reckon

68. drank hard liquor: im dumb idk what classifies as hard

69. lost glasses/contacts: nah

70. turned someone down: ye

71. sex on the first date: nope

72. broken someone’s heart: um. highly unlikely?

73. had your heart broken: that seems to dramatic so no

74. been arrested: no

75. cried when someone died: no

76. fallen for a friend: fallen is a strange concept. i have had crushes on friends before.

do you believe in:

77. yourself: eeeeeeeh

78. miracles: kinda yeah

79. love at first sight: mm nah

80. santa claus: no

81. kiss on the first date: sure

82. angels: nah

other:

83. current best friend’s name(s): max

84. eye color: blue

85. favorite movie: captain america: winter soldier

immmmm tagging................. @doggedlyjo and @paretto but no pressure!

[papaya-complex]

82 Questions

i was tagged by @anexerciseinvulnerability whom i love so thanks babe 💕

LAST
 1. Drink? 
My dad’s homemade lemonade
 2. Phone call?
Maggie, one of my best friends 
 3. Txt message?
Cory, another of my best friends
 4. Last song listened to?
Prologue from The Great Comet
 5. Last time you cried?
Yesterday bc i watched A Dog’s Purpose but i try to get in a good cry at least every other day
 6. Dated someone twice?
haven’t technically dated someone once so…..
 7. Kissed someone and regretted it?
not at all
 8. Been cheated on?
not possible
 9. Lost someone special?
yes
 10. Gotten drunk and thrown up?
never gotten drunk

FAVORITE COLORS
 11. Dark and Army Green
 12. Red
 13. That honey brown of my friends’ eyes

IN THE LAST YEAR
 14. Made friends?
some new best friends!!
 15. Fallen out of love?
fallen out of crushes
 16. Laughed until you cried?
every day in my drama class i was sobbing of laughter
 17. Found out someone was talking about you?
when aren’t they
 18. Met someone who changed you?
yeah
 19. Found out who your friends are?
unfortunately
 20. Kissed someone on your facebook list?
don’t have facebook
 GENERAL
 21. How many of your facebook friends do you know irl?
refer to the last question
 22. Any pets? one dog named Laika after the first one in space
 23. Do you want to change your name?
i go by my initials instead of my first name bc it reminds me of my mom :/
 24. What did you do for your last bday?
had a sleepover with my ‘friends’ that i’m not even friends with anymore
 25. What time did you wake up?
5:30 but i kinda like getting up early 
 26. What were you doing at midnight last night?
sleeping bc school wears me out
 27. Name something you can’t wait for
my birthday in october!!
 28. When was the last time you saw your mom?
yesterday but i like to spend more time with my dad
 29. What are you listening to rn?
i’m watching tv
 30. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?
no but now that i think about it that’s pretty weird
 31. Something that is getting on your nerves?
tr*mp
 32. Most visited website?
youtube and ao3
 33. Hair color?
really really really really dark brown
 34. Long or short hair?
it looks short bc of shrinkage but it’s growing
 35. Do you have a crush on someone?
not atm
 36. What do you like about yourself?
my face and hair and my booty
 37. Piercings?
just the regular boring ear ones
 38. Blood type?
b positive
 39. Nicknames?
apple juice
 40. Relationship status?
single and reluctant to mingle 
 41. Zodiac?
libruh
 42. Pronouns?
she/her
 43. Favorite tv shows?
any reality tv competitions
 44. Tattoos?
a definite want
 45. Right or left-handed?
right-handed
 46. Surgery?
hopefully never honestly 
 47. Sports?
nah fam theatre
 48. Vacation?
with friends
 49. Pair of trainers?
my adidas originals are my go-tos
 50. Eating?
nothing but the last thing i had was cookie dough ice cream
 51. Drinking?
the lemonade i mentioned earlier
 52. I’m about to?
finish laundry and go to bed
 53. Waiting for?
black panther 
 54. Want?
to spend time with my friends 
 55. Get married?
it’s definitely part of the plan i guess
 56. Career?
lol you tell me
 57. Hugs or kisses?
nothing better than a warm hug from a friend
 58. Lips or eyes?
both fam
 59. Shorter or taller?
i’m about 5'5" so average
 60. Older or younger?
i skipped a grade so i’m the youngest of all my friends
 61. Nice arms or stomach?
thy function properly so i appreciate them
 62. Hook up or relationship?
definitely relationship
 63. Troublemaker or hesitant?
depends on the company
 64. Kissed a stranger?
never
 65. Drank hard liquer?
vodka is great
 66. Lost glasses/contacts?
don’t need em
 67. Turned someone down? had to do it the other day
 68. Had sex on the first date?
i wouldn’t and couldn’t 
 69. Broken someone’s heart?
i try to be kind but it needed to be done
 70. Had your heart broken?
by friends 
 71. Been arrested?
i never will
 72. Cried when someone died?
is it possible to not?
 73. Fallen for a friend?
yeah……

DO YOU BELIEVE IN
 74. Yourself?
in certain ways
 75. Miracles?
small ones
 76. Love at first sight?
nah that’s just attraction not love
 77. Santa?
i conned my parents into thinking i believed in santa to get extra gifts 
 78. Kiss in the first date?
if it feels right 
 79. Angels?
to a certain degree

OTHER
 80. Current best friend’s name?
i have a squad of like seven so they’re all my bffs
 81. Eye color?
brown
 82. Favorite movie?
any marvel movie except hulk

i’m tagging @hawkeyearrow @borlerannells @mygoshbane @a-tight-knit-family @queerophelia and any of my other followers that wanna do it because it’s late and i’m tired

[tenpioca]

get to know me tag !!

RULES: ANSWER THESE 92 (THERE’S 88 BUT) STATEMENTS AND TAG 20 PEOPLE.

i was tagged by @jaeminsanae 

jaeminsanae: ilysm marry me please???

me: why marry me i’m lame af :^) also i think there’s a law against underage and overage people marrying, but i can be like a mom... or older sister! i’ve already got @mochamark​ as my kid.

i tag my homies @stormae (love of my life), @nctreacting (the best flo, the only flo who matters), @yourjaehyun (we haven’t talked in so long !!), @fruitlatte (honey ily2), @mochamark (HONEY I LOVE YOU!), @teeyongs, @caliboyjaeffrey​, @koreankollection (both admins), @hiyuta, and @suhsexual.

THE LAST:

1. DRINK: water (woah how exciting !)

2. PHONE CALL: my mom

3. TEXT MESSAGE: (lmao it’s so boring) “mhmm” 

4. SONG YOU LISTENED TO: Breakaway by George Ezra

5. THE TIME YOU CRIED: today while watching Class lmao.

HAVE YOU:

6. DATED SOMEONE TWICE: no.

7. KISSED SOMEONE AND REGRETTED IT: no.

8. BEEN CHEATED ON: no.

9. LOST SOMEONE SPECIAL: yeah, in both death and reality.

10. BEEN DEPRESSED: i don’t think so.

11. GOTTEN DRUNK AND THROWN UP: nah, man. throwing up is for losers. 

TOP 3 FAVORITE COLORS

12. soft blue

13. pastel pink

14. emerald green

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. MADE NEW FRIENDS: yeah! since i started my job in october i’ve made a lot of friends irl and also on this blog as well. :^)

16. FALLEN OUT OF LOVE: mm, no!

17. LAUGHED UNTIL YOU CRIED: yeah, ahaha we went to iHop after going to an anime convention and our friend, tiyah, just... cracked us up the whole time. her humor is very random so you never knew what would happen next.

18. FOUND OUT SOMEONE WAS TALKING ABOUT YOU: all it ever is, is gossip at work. this one lady thought i was someone else and told the cashiers not to talk to me. but now she loves me and i love her. 

19. MET SOMEONE WHO CHANGED YOU: uhhhhhh???

20. FOUND OUT WHO YOUR FRIENDS ARE: since i graduated last year you can really see who sticks around and who doesn’t.

21. KISSED SOMEONE ON YOUR FACEBOOK LIST: no.

GENERAL

22. HOW MANY OF YOUR FACEBOOK FRIENDS DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE: 70, so all of them.

23. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS: i have two puppers named sunny day and penny lane, an axolotl named maisie, a giant fish tank full of fish plus my brothers beta, we used to have a chameleon named jerry seinfeld but he passed as well as a bearded dragon named drago that my dad had to give away because he was hard to care for. and then two other dogs maggie and zoe who passed a few years ago. 

24. DO YOU WANT TO CHANGE YOUR NAME: i’ve struggled with liking my name over the years, but no i wouldn’t. if i had to, i’d probably go with elliot.

25. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOU LAST BIRTHDAY: i went out of town with my best friend. we went to a fancy restaurant and walked around a mall before going back to my house watching VIXX videos until it was dinner and we had vermicelli from a vietnamese restaurant and then cookie cake.

26. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP: 9:30 AM

27. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT: sleeping, yesterday was a hard day so i went straight to sleep.

28. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN’T WAIT FOR: this friday i’m going downtown for a concert!

29. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM: last night before i went to bed.

30. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE IN YOUR LIFE: how terribly i hate change.

31. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW: my fan (ok now that i realize the silence VIXX) 32. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO A PERSON NAMED TOM: no, but i know of tom holland. 33. SOMETHING THAT IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES: a lot of things do but,,, uhhh my brain is drawing a blank at what they are.

LOST QUESTIONS

34. MOLE(S): i have one on my neck i think?? it looks more like a freckle but it’s raised.

35. MARK(S): i have a strawberry patch birthmark on my right forearm. i always get asked if it’s a scab or marker...

36. CHILDHOOD DREAM: uhm, teacher i think?

37. HAIR COLOR: dark brown hair, but i want to strip the color and go blonde tbh (bc i bleached it a few weeks back...)

38. LONG OR SHORT HAIR: short-ish, it reaches my shoulders... i need a haircut man.

39. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE: uh @stormae​ tbh (but like, platonically?? a platonic wife, can you have that?) ;^)

40. WHAT DO YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: my sarcasm, writing, my full lips and uh, my hair (sometimes).

41. PIERCINGS: nose piercing and double ear piercings.

42. BLOODTYPE: A+ (so if you guys ever find me bleeding out, you know my blood)

43. NICKNAME(S): ash, ash ketchum, ashbae, and a lot of other ones regarding my last name.

44. RELATIONSHIP STATUS: single and redy to die.

45. ZODIAC: taurus !

46. PRONOUNS: she/her

47. FAVORITE TV SHOW: orphan black and steven universe

48. TATTOOS: i have one on my left arm that i got a week ago of an astronaut in space with the lyrics “don’t you be afraid if you start floating away” ! another to come to match.

49. RIGHT OR LEFT HAND: right

50. SURGERY: i’ve only really had oral surgery so, two root canals, four extractions and another root canal to come (´;︵;`)

51. HAIR DYED A DIFFERENT COLOR: i used to dye my hair all the time. aquamarine, pink, slightly red, blonde, purple, and green.

52. SPORT: uhhh, does sleeping count?

53. VACATION: i’m going downtown this friday?? and then... not much else.

54. PAIR OF TRAINERS: i have some Nike’s.

MORE GENERAL

55. EATING: i’m gonna eat domino’s soon.

56. DRINKING: my saliva 

57. I’M ABOUT TO: lay down in my bed and scroll through tumblr. hopefully motivation to write comes back soon.

58. WAITING FOR: my motivation.

59. WANT: to hang out with my best friend and drink boba tea.

60. GET MARRIED: do you need to? i can officiate! legally too.

61. CAREER: god who fucking knows. atm i want to be a published author lmao!!

62. HUGS OR KISSES: hugs.

63. LIPS OR EYES: eyes.

64. SHORTER OR TALLER: same height or taller.

65. OLDER OR YOUNGER: honestly, i prefer the same age but older ig.

66. NICE ARMS OR NICE STOMACH: arms !!

67. SENSITIVE OR LOUD: depends, bc both can be troublesome.

68. HOOK UP OR RELATIONSHIP: relationship.

69. TROUBLEMAKER OR HESITANT: depends too, bc hesitant can be annoying and troublemaker doesn’t always mean lawfully !

HAVE YOUR EVER:

70. KISSED A STRANGER: no.

71. DRANK HARD LIQUOR: yah.

72. LOST GLASSES/CONTACT LENSES: lmao all the time !!

73. TURNED SOMEONE DOWN: actually did today :^)))))))

74. SEX ON THE FIRST DATE: oh, woah woah. that’s no, no, boy. no, no, no.

75. BROKEN SOMEONE’S HEART: i don’t think so.

76. HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN: probably.

77. BEEN ARRESTED: nah bro.

78. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED: yeah, although i hate showing my tears.

79. FALLEN FOR A FRIEND: how’d ya know ???

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

80. YOURSELF: meh

81. MIRACLES: ig

82. LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: ahahahahahah no.

83. SANTA CLAUS: nah bro

84. KISS ON THE FIRST DATE: idk man, you do you as long as the other person is cool with it.

85. ANGELS: i don’t know, religiously im really confused. 

86. CURRENT BEST FRIENDS NAME(S): burg, nest and drake.

OTHER

87. EYECOLOR: hazel.

88. FAVORITE MOVIE: moulin rouge and this thailand movie i can never remember the name of...

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Answer 1-85

1. Are looks important in a relationship? not really 2. Are relationships ever worth it?absolutely 3. Are you a virgin?nah4. Are you in a relationship?nah5. Are you in love?yeah 6. Are you single this year?yes7. Can you commit to one person?absolutely 8. Describe your crushshe's blonde, blue eyes, taller than me (which is weird), athletic, works as a vet tech9. Describe your perfect mateidk man I just like someone who can make me laugh 10. Do you believe in love at first sight?idk but I think you know when someone is going to be important 11. Do you ever want to get married?yess12. Do you forgive betrayal?probably too easy 13. Do you get jealous easily?yeah unfortunately 14. Do you have a crush on anyone?sorta 15. Do you have any piercings?ears, nose, nipples 16. Do you have any tattoos?I have two!17. Do you like kissing in public?don't mind it 20. Do you shower every day?I try to but sometimes it's every other 21. Do you think someone has feelings for you?probably 22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?probably not 23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?yeah I did it for four years 24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?it could happen 25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year?yes26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?mhm27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you?nope but that would be cool 28. Have you ever been cheated on?yes29. Have you ever cheated on someone?no30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body?I'd get a tummy tuck 31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?fuck yeah 32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love?fuck yeah 33. Have you ever had sex with a man?yeah34. Have you ever had sex with a woman?oh yeah 35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?everyone I have kissed has been older than me 36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends?I don't think so actually 37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?lmao yeah 38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?probably 39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?currently 40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone?yes41. Have you had sex so far this year?pretty sure I have 42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?gimme about 15 minutes 43. How long was your longest relationship?4 years 44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?I wanna say just a few serious ones 45. How many people did you kiss in 2011?I think only one 46. How many times did you have sex last year?lmao a lot 47. How old are you?2048. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?imma be jealous but I don't really matter 49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?n/a50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?I've already accepted her apology so sure51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for?yes52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why?yeah bc she wasn't ever going to change or stop lying to me 53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?I'm not talking to anyone 54. Is there someone you will never forget?yes55. Share a relationship story.one time I drove a girl two hours because she missed her dog and we had the best roadtrip even though I got us lost three times56. State 8 facts about your body1. I'm 5'72. I'm chubby 3. I have long legs 4. My hair is past my shoulders 5. I have brown eyes 6. I wear a size 8 shoe 7. I have a crooked smile 8. I need to shave my legs rn 57. Things you want to say to an exI'm always going to love you, even though you're a shithead. No matter what I hope it's you in the end. 58. What are five ways to win your heart?1. Sing to me in the car2. Make me laugh 3. Have a cute dog 4. Listen to me talk about vet stuff 5. Don't mind that I'm a little bit airheaded at times 59. What do you look like? (Post a picture!)I have a selfie tag 60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners?uhhh the girl I have a crush on rn is five years older than me 61. What is the first thing you notice in someone?usually their smile 62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you?gimme a lap dance 63. What is your definition of “having sex”?eating a girl out 64. What is your definition of cheating?even flirting is cheating to me, idc 65. What is your favourite foreplay routine?I guess just grinding until someone puts a hand down someone's pants 66. What is your favourite roleplay?^^67. What is your idea of the perfect date?something outdoorsy68. What is your sexual orientation?lesbian 69. What turns you off? shit idk at the moment 70. What turns you on?lip biting, neck kissing 71. What was your kinkiest wet dream?I have a lot of shower sex dreams 72. What words do you like to hear during sex?hearing a girl moan my name turns me on omfg73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?tbh I could go for a long sweet message rn 74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for?nice asses give me life 75. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?my mind is blank rn but my ex took me to build a bear and it made me really happy 76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone?idk I try to do sweet things frequently when I'm dating someone 77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships?as long as it's legal, go for it 78. What’s your dirtiest secret?why would I put it on here 79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why?today, reasons 80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?I told my mom last night 81. Who are five people you find attractive?Kristen Stewart, niykee heaton, Julia Weldon, the girl who plays Maggie on TWD, amber heard 82. Who is the last person you hugged?diana 83. Who was your first kiss with?zeb84. Why did your last relationship fail?she didn't want to be in a relationship 85. Would you ever date someone off of the Internet?if I met them first