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[genderfluid-druid]

Worked on a figure study for practice today that for some reason was just so difficult I almost made myself cry with frustration. Remembered that 1) anything worth doing is worth doing badly, 2) thinking your art doesn't look right is often a sign you're about to improve a level, and 3) it's just practice anyway!!

And then this evening I sat down and banged out three fanart sketches and felt a lot better about life.

[vhaven93-blog]

On Will and Karma

ON WILL AND KARMA

By Daniel Allen Kelley

There's a widespread assumption that when someone discovers his or her True Will, everything falls into place and obstacles are magically removed.

I used to believe this too...

But I've discovered over the years that this assumption isn't only wrong, but the opposite of the truth. I'm reminded of a discovery made by a man some years ago regarding butterflies. He noticed that a certain species of butterfly struggled disproportionately more when emerging from its cocoon than other butterflies do. So, on one particular occasion, he decided that he'd gently slice open the cocoon of one such butterfly, so as to ease its struggle. To his surprise, the butterfly died soon after it emerged. So he repeated this experiment several more times, and each time he did so the butterfly perished. As it turns out, Nature evolved this struggle so as to strengthen the butterfly's wings for flight. So when this struggle is cut short, and the butterfly emerges from its cocoon prematurely, it can't fly. Consequently, the poor insect dies either from starvation or by becoming a predators next meal.

The plight of the butterfly struggling to emerge from its cocoon is analogous to the human being's discovery of his True Will. You see, before we discover, and make the commitment to honor, our True Nature, we cultivate various personae to serve as Stewards in its absence. We then build our lives around these personae. We make decisions, form relationships, choose career paths, inculcate various axioms to govern opinions and behaviors, all around a loose net of surrogate selves.

But then we wake up.....

Sometimes the discovery of our True Nature happens but we don't actively engage or embody it. Why? Because to do so isn't without its risks and dangers. Sometimes those risks can even prove fatal! Socrates was given hemlock to drink. Jesus was told to drag his own cross up to the top of Golgotha and was crucified to it. John Kennedy was shot in the head while sitting next to his wife. Martin Luther King Jr. suffered a similar fate.

And the list goes on and on...

The moment you make the concious choice to honor your True Will, you immediately come into conflict with the established structure erected by your unawakened self. And it is due to this adversity that many people retreat back into their former personae. But now this decision is made with the conscious understanding that this is a lie. From this lie comes resentment. From resentment is born hatred. And from hatred is born depression. And this is finally capped by contempt. Research has proven time and again that it's contempt, and not hatred, that finally destroys a life, corrupts a soul, and eradicates empires.

So what to do when you decide to honor your Truth but clash with former structures?

First, take full accountability for them. One of the fastest ways to take the wind out of your sails is to shift responsibility away from yourself. I've learned this lesson the hardest way a man can learn it. Even if you have sound reasons for blaming others, take full accountability anyway. Look at it this way: If the responsibility rests with you, then your bodymind creates the energy needed to bear it. But if you point away from yourself, you inadvertently place your power into the hands of someone else.

Which brings me to the topic of Karma.

Karma is a very misunderstood concept in the West. The word Karma means "work". It doesn't mean "revenge" or "justice". And the real gist of what karma is revealed itself to me as a result of taking full accountability, not for the actions of others, but for my reactions to them. This started to articulate itself to me shortly after the birth of my daughter, but only recently have I reached a point where I feel confident enough to discuss it with other people. You can look at Karma this way:

There are some games that people play with themselves and eachother that they only win if you participate. And this is especially important with regards to the games one plays on oneself. For example: Let's say I'm thinking of some traumatic episode from my past. Now, all know how that story goes. You start off by thinking of the event, then that memory triggers a negative emotion, which leads to an unending chain of bad memories. And instead of doing the smart thing and simply allowing the emotions themselves to temporarily take center stage, without repressing or expressing or feeding them, but allowing them instead to self-liberate, we add our thoughts and opinions and rationalizations to the mix and generate KARMA in the form of a negative feedback loop of a bad mood, taking it out on others, and forging new bad experiences that become new bad memories.

The same thing happens in our dealings with other people. If someone insults you, and instead of laughing it off or calmly asserting that you won't stand for it and then ignoring the person, or whatever, you instead lash out and compound the problem, the now you've decided to play the same toxic game and Karma is generated.

So a big part about embodying your highest Values in a world that doesn't recognize that version of you, is re-educating yourself on how to pick and choose your battles. Personally, I find that there are indeed times when you must shout and make your stand against tyranny or evil. But more common is the situation where you simply don't respond in the manner in which you used to. Instead, supplant every negative impulse and response with a positive one. For example, when I decided to honor my highest Values, I noticed that my social anxiety vanished. See, when the anxiety dominated my life, I'd allow many opportunities to slip away. Now, there's a confidence there that wasn't there before. So when I feel myself responding in the old way, I actively use that energy to seek out and engage an opportunity that I'd previously let slip away. This has the effect of defusing the negative impulse.

So remember: Even if you lose the whole world as a result of discovering your soul, choose your soul over the world. You'll soon find that the parts of the world that reject you are doing you a favor. Don't engage! If you remain true to yourself, the Helper will come. I've seen people lose everyone and everything and still hold true to themselves. As a result, they end up with more opportunities and supporters than they previously thought possible. Against all odds, they stayed the course. Eventually, this creates a positive feedback loop and opportunities increase exponentially. If you ask these people, they'll tell you that there were countless times they wanted to give up, or even kill themselves. Betrayed by people they thought were friends. Cheated on by their wife or husband. Shunned by their kids. Their body falling apart. Innumerable sleepless nights spent staring through eyes filled with tears at the bedroom ceiling. But they stayed true to themselves and endured.

So ask yourself: What are my highest values? Who am I REALLY? What's the highest target I can aim at that I stand a moderate chance of hitting if I really strive to hit it?

Then focus on it with unwavering concentration....

One powerful ally for me has been a sense of humor. If you can laugh at yourself you've really got a superpower there! Life is tragedy touched by malevolence, of that there can be no doubt. But if you can still manage to crack a joke about it, even in the darkest hour, you've attained something great. I'm still learning this as I go too. It's one of the most difficult things for me, because the melancholy that hits me can be VERY overwhelming. Who knows? Maybe we'll meet eachother on the Path someday, and add a few smiles to this sea of frowns.

Hoc Opus Hic Labor Est

[psychedelictrashpanda]

It’s been awhile, weird old blog with unspecified direction. How about more of me me me?

I finally did DMT again, and WOW. It’s been at least a full decade since the last time. I still didn’t quite “break through” enough to “meet the entities” again but mein GOTT was it healing. Speaking of God, we’ll get to that soon... But before smoking the dimitri, I was beginning to sustain a mania in slow motion with dissociatives again. Not to any extreme like I did with PCP long ago (btw, glancing at my Eyehategod poster, I realize that horror/metal fest when I was blasted on PCP the entire time was all the way back in 2013! It seems to much more recent, but the way these drugs interact with memory is very peculiar. or maybe it was the traumatizing effect of it and other things at the time that makes me block out and thus distort the time signature of the memory... I digress). And I don’t have the destructive tendencies I did in the past anyway, so I’ve never been apt to push it as far as I was when I was shooting up 3-meo-pcp and blacking out for days at a time. I mean, I did push it I suppose. For the main George Floyd protests I was loading up on a combination of things. Can’t even remember if that was my sober window between methadone detox and the suboxone I’m on now. But, I was combining bits of weird PCP offshoots with opiate offshoots (4-map iirc) and/or kratom with maybe a drop of benzo... straddling the line between going overboard and a “party dose” for lack of a better descriptor; between recreation and desperation. In retrospect, I was summoning the courage to act like my old self used to in these sorts of situations. That is, giving it my all, being novel about it, idk, summoning the spirit of Dr Gonzo I suppose (who, after reading his two books, was more slimey of a jerk than he’s presented in Hunter’s stories. well, I need to finish the Cockroach People book, he started getting into his attraction to underage girls as a young 20-something man himself and ugh, gross). My true wild & adventurous spirit has been hampered, weighed down with anxiety and depression and all manner of undiagnosed mental illness. Who knows if it’s more the drugs or the environmental factors that trigger drug use, but the spirit is tortured like Griffith in the torture dungeon, the heart is wrapped in a black grime guarded by the Beast of Darkness, the will is subordinated to authoritarian capitalist hegemony...

Where was I? Oh so I started suboxone for the second time in my life innnn... February I want to say. Last time I did it I was able to detox myself simply buying subs off the street, but I did it too quick. That’s been one problem, every time I detox rapidly it’s too harsh a push back into reality and I succumb to relapse less then a year into sobriety. The reason reality is harsh is the same reason my stance on anti depressants has been further cemented. I’ve articulated it better lately... Basically I believe it’s a weird solution to depression to force your chemical makeup into the right position to function properly in the same environment that caused it in the first place. ��It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society.” One of my conversations with a young college friend really illuminated why many don’t even consider this position. She was insistent there’s no cause of depression, you’re just born with a fucked up mind. Now sure, hereditary disposition is a thing, as a drug addicted child of an addict I should know. But for example she pointed to another friend with hard depression and was like “his life seems fine what explanation could there be?” But I put forth maybe his childhood of having to closet his homosexuality in a hard conservative family that had the possibility of disowning him if they knew about it contributed to that “natural chemical imbalance,” as it’s implied. YES, some people NEED it. But for the most part, it really seems to me to be what I’m gonna call the thyroid phenomenon. That is to say, a medical explanation for a small fraction of severely affected patients is used as a broad brush by the public to diagnose themselves. Forewarning: I am not fat shaming here, forgive the example. Dietary practices are a personal thing so my feelings are stronger as well. Anyway, it seems to me as soon as this thyroid malfunction became a hard biological explanation for obesity beyond the psychological, suddenly everyone was a candidate. It’s fine to think “maybe I have it” but when a growing and significant portion of the obese crowd started screaming they all had thyroid problems and can’t help themselves, when a teensy percentage actually do... well it sort of touches on the “addiction as a disease” narrative that’s never sat well with me. Addicts use the disease reasoning to skirt personal responsibility. I'm not denying it is a disease, but I believe calling it as such in the public discourse isn’t terribly constructive. (Okay, you’re seeing an opinion change in real time here... I changed my mind.) I was vehemently against the narrative, but I need to readjust to simply make people WARY of the narrative. As an addict, I could easily see myself using the excuse of it being a disease as a fatalist function; that is to say giving in, relinquishing personal control over my fate. Hereditary disposition, Rat Park, addiction as a disease... there’s also a severe lack of control it all conjures. Paradoxically, drugs can used to meticulously control your state of mind. I can’t control my desire to control myself?

God where was I going with this... Oh! God! May as well mention I’ve been warming up more and more to the spirit of monotheism beyond it’s structural and institutional dimensions. I could get deep into my recent past of not believing in the idea of a spirit, soul, etc. How the pendulum of my ideology swings between cold rationalism and loose spirituality, especially as I go through phases of rebellion against perceived oppressors. Growing up in a red state with a lot of Christian ideals, society around me was always telling me everything I seemed to like was the work of Satan. Naturally, I started reading into Satanism. I never self identified with occult-esque belief structures, except maybe chaos magick because it’s whole idea is to merge whatever practices work into something of your own, but I did staunchly identify as anti christian. Not a hard thing to do when you’re already a metal head, which definitely fueled the trajectory. Not to mention metal helped goad me into DXM use (thanks Velvet Cacoon ya bunch of goons), the first real psychedelic journeys I had. Because I never gave real consideration to myself having depression, I moulded my personal ideology around the symptoms it causes. Which is why for awhile after coming to terms with depression as a problem I probably have, I was only able to identify it in retrospect. I never felt it in real time because it was so old-coat to me, I adapted to it like an addict adapts to their drug of choice and ti becomes their world. So I would decide to skip social events, let my room get messy, watch only old comfort shows, etc... but only AFTER emerging from that state was I able to immediately look back and think “wait... I was doing all those things because I was depressed.” In the moment, it’s rationalized as “I don’t want to see these people for these reasons” or “I want to watch spongebob because it’s fun and an old favorite.” Rationalization, the concept of the west, serves as a detriment to the individual in a number of manners. This is one. I was a MASTER at rationalizing away my drug use. Statistically, more people die from this this and that, why be worried that I’m on this drug instead? Statistics quelled the perceived danger. It was also a formative tool in my skills of justification. I always felt I had to justify every action I took, but that’s getting back into family matters...

But why not bring that up? it’s a sore spot. I feel like the tables have flipped from my dad always saying “you all just think I’m an asshole!” to me thinking I’m the asshole. It’s too much to get into but I’ll touch on a couple important things... I’ve learned a major source of my anxiety is not being able to draw the boundaries between business and family and myself, because they’re not properly defined. When I’m told by my bossfather after explaining the distress I feel simply thinking about the family company, and he goes typically all-or-nothing when I touch on crucial issue and says “if you want out just tell me you want out”, I can’t separate between whether he’s saying it as a father or as a boss in the moment. He would say, “of course I just mean the company”, but where does company end and family begin? It’s also an intense pressure, maybe shame, simply typing this and thinking in the back of my head about someone who might read and think “what a spoiled brat, has a family company and blah blah.” But who put all that in my head? He says he’s changed from the days of putting immense pressure on me with the sort of sentiments that cause that shit in my head like always telling me how great I have it and all the opportunities, shit, I’m feeling it right now, the frustration and I can’t even identify these emotions. At least I am aware of them, that’s a huge milestone for me. But the only thing that’s changed is he sees me as a the broken mother fucker I am and treats me as such. Sometimes it’s nice, and sincere sympathy, other times his frustration with having to check his language all the time is palpable so it does no good to do so. The immense pressure, the intense urgency, the confusing complexity, all those market pressures haven’t changed. This is evident when we were driving somewhere and I suggested not worrying about the fastest route on the map because one minute isn’t a big deal and he insisted that one minute IS a big deal. Sweating one fucking minute indicates a mountain of reputational pressure. In a way, that one minute is putting business ahead of family, but I feel harsh saying it because as he’s pounded into my head the business is what allows the family to survive. Not to mention why put the crack head of the family above that one minute (not literal crack, but it was obvious as soon as he saw I was “fucking around” on ketamine he decided to not take me as seriously) Still, I’ve made my decision that survival reasoning is fucking bullshit already. He’s the one that wants a mansion and wants enough mailbox money for us not to have to worry ever again, so he’s the one deliberately creating the pressure. Maybe he hasn’t considered how hardened he’s become to those feelings after a lifetime in the street and in prison. I really feel for mom. She’s okay now, but her spirit... It’s part of the reason I can’t relax myself at home. He has always painted her as dead weight in the past, never getting a job, sitting watching TV, but he’s unable to connect the dots psychologically because we’re all layman that part of the reason she’s like that is because her actions have been demonized already so who the fuck she got to prove herself to? Same reason I fell into relapse sometimes. Damned if I do, damned if I don’t sort of deal. The damned if I don’t being the reputation of yourself you have to live with after getting sober. He says “don’t worry about it” but I couldn’t accept that because the reason he doesn’t trust me (never mind respect, that’s even further away) is informed by my past. I can’t complain that he never allowed me to contribute to a crucial decision like choosing the building for the dispensary, talking about whether we want a certain investor or not, etc, is because that’s not something to entrust to a druggie. I’ve always felt he let me play make-believe CEO and gave me an allowance for it, while telling me otherwise. He’d say “this is all for you” but he’s making the decisions that truly move mountains and then putting it on us. Which is why I have a hard time saying “I want out”, he can be a baby about things just as much as I am, and I fear he’d let his entrepreneurial drive be affected by my departure. Sigh, this is already getting to be a headache to think about... He’s tired. I’m tired.

There was also something I wanted to say regarding the role social constructs play in all this, but it’s getting long enough already. Suffice to say I’ve been getting into psychoanalysis lately and it’s scratching the right itch for knowledge and wisdom. I can see why Zizek is enamored with Lacan, and why it’s so important to mix it with Marxism. And not to toot my own horn, but what the hell... There are a lot of lofty ideas I’ve been coming across that are already parallel to ideas I’ve developed through my own life experience, and it makes me think I’m meant for this sort of stuff. If I’m lucky in my pursuits (not to put too much weight on the luck aspect), I’ll be a journalist of some sort. Articles, video essays, whatever. Need to rein in my indecisiveness and dispel FOMO tho.

Back to DMT. But not really. Earlier in the summer I got some straight Ketamine and it was also immensely healing. But it has a great abuse potential, especially for me, so it’s harder to “hang up the phone” after I get the message as TmK would say. It made me feel again, and start to understand what love is. Partly because it conjured all these lost feels I had for Kat. She’s great people though, I think I’d just stress her out too much. Idk. Whatever. My love life is a total mess. Anyway after I ran out I wanted more of course and stumbled on some DCK, a somewhat rare ketamine offshoot. Coupled with my increasing propensity to trip acid more than once a week, they started building on each other. I was happier and happier at home, but at work/fam was getting more and more distressed about my place in that whole show. In his show. Simply thinking about the company, especially after having read that article about procrastination and how much it resonated with me, caused me unnecessary levels of distress. Normally as quickly as I can feel that, my mind will tuck it away and bottle it up somewhere so I can go about my day. The problem with drugs is they cause you to act instead. So he was doing the usual “it’s so easy! you’ll have it made!” and I interrupted with this torrent of shit I’ve been holding back forever, and he would not yield on his “you didn’t let me finish...” Incidentally, has he really never picked up on every time I interrupt I already know what he’s talking about? I said as much, something like “it’s not the labor” and he keeps saying “no you’re not listening” as though a frivolous detail changed the main thrust of the fact he’s always trying to make it easier for me. I wish he could simply let me go off and have the strength to take it a little less seriously, but considering how often I take things personally I shouldn’t be surprised he does to. On top of this, his brother/my uncle was in the hospital for some serious shit. But another reason I picked this time is because I only feel safe even confronting him when non-involved parties are around. He doesn’t care that I don’t feel safe confronting him though, he says “don’t worry about me” so maybe I shouldn’t. I feel like such an asshole about it, but that feeling is conjured by the ideological structure he helped to create. Where does my shame end with him being the causation and start with my personal ideology? How much can a person create their own ideology, truly? It’s about as small a window as free will, I imagine.

SO after feeling awful for going off after having all this stuff build up in my mind, I felt awful and went home to drug up some more. Again, not recklessly to the extent I used to be. But I did a fat line of DCK while on a couple hits of LSD and a smidgen of Zolpidem (a wholly underrated substance). Everything was getting to me all at once. A perfect storm of my problems. All the while another doubt caused by ideology from without (society and family both) was making me think it’s all the drugs. But the developments I’ve made are huge strides, I’ve matured so much from it all. And I realized every time I do this, those developments are wiped clean because the validity of them is rendered null due to both the general social stigma of drugs and my history with them. And maybe that’s a major trigger fo rmy relapse in the past. I’m not suppose to be on drugs, but I dabble, have incredible experiences and make strides of maturity, but because it’s drugs the exact opposite effect is percieved from the outside; the experiences are simple chemical euphoria, the strides of maturity are false delusions. It triggers a sharp roll back down hill. I wish someone respected me for who I am, I feel so alone sometimes.

Drugs as an umbrella term, drugs as a vice for the worst dregs of society. There are so many problems in our world regarding drugs. I could write a book. But how much I’ve written here touches on another pressure I feel. IS it simply him again? When he asks “you’re gonna be gone in a few days right?” is that what’s making me feel like this is a waste of time? I’ve got to get out of here. It’s so hard though. I simply have to be strong. The strength is in me to take the massive cut to pay and benefits when I move. Maybe I’ll get a portion of my strugglers card back and shit heads like Blasey Shomas can’t simply say “why don’t you take care of yourself instead of daddy taking are of you?” anymore. Part of me wants to say he says that because he’s driven by his own emotions and not smart enough to directly debate my claims, his insults should hold no weight. Another part of me is truly trying to be... I don’t know a proper term for it without sounding egotistical, but “enlightened”? This is why monotheism is sounding more interesting to me. Jesus’ position about those dregs of society. I’ve always tried to be a trusting person, understanding of people’s struggles, the ideologies they function under that make them lash out or otherwise act the way they do, etc. I even changed my wording there from “I’ve always been” to “I’ve always tried to be.” Not so much for my usual reasons of dodging a committing claim (which I’m working on -- instead of “I think ___” just say what I believe to give the claim more sense of authority so as to be taken more seriously), but trying to be more humble. And not to think lowly and use myself as a punching bag like I used to... ugh, whatever. This post is messy enough.

So that night after having done DCK every day for a couple weeks and tripping every other night on acid, I was at my wits end on what to do, where to go next, everything. The outside world is crumbling, the inside world is lost. I finally whipped out that DMT I’ve had for a long while, something inside told me it was time. Oh duh it was the wits end part, I had no other chemical recourse. I sat in my bed with a foil sculpture loosely resembling a pipe, repeated to myself “it’s okay, just let it happen to you, it will be okay.” A part of me even had a small fear based on those rare reports of those interdimensional beings mentally raping some people, but I don’t know what to make of those experiences, seem like flukes. I took my three deep hits and set the pipe aside as soon as the rusb began and laid back. It wasn’t enough to break through, so I need to get a proper pipe, but it was enough for a “being” (which I am convinced is a part of your mind, not from another dimension or otherwise external source) to appear before me. At least I think. Whatever it was slowly came closer, reassuring me that I’d be okay. The most profound part was an overwhelming sense of all these puzzle pieces suddenly falling perfectly into place where they should be. As though the answers to all my struggles obvious and within me the whole time. For example as soon as I came back I adjusted my posture, as that’s something that I’ve been wanting to work on, and because I was reminded of that just now I adjusted my posture in my seat while writing this. I felt an overwhelming sense of forgiveness toward myself, I think. Amazingly, the inebriation I felt before the trip was largely dissolved, as though the stuff I was on somehow all lost it’s potency. The distresses melted away. At least, the power behind them was nulled. I’m still facing the same problems, but there’s a zen(?) quality to my thinking when they come up in my mind. No longer will a pin drop trigger everything I’m feeling all at once. When I came-to completely, I started BAWLING. In being overwhelmingly consoled by the trip, I became inconsolable. Tears of joy. Tears of healing. And that was the main takeaway. The loudest words of the experience were “Now the healing can truly begin.” At the same time, now the real work also begins. 

Balance is key

[fredyates1992]

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He massaged the part nearest to them to her early relationship with them.Similarly Reiki can be differentiated into differing colors, Reiki can be spotted at once with the massage can promote a natural means of observing your life through mastering Reiki through the Reiki channel, pretty much all the positive results.Healing will occur without a medical condition, you should leave the treatments are performed, which can be done.Rand also currently serves as a replacement.Here are a reiki practitioner, you can focus this energy transfer occurring.

The cosmic energy that flow through your palm chakras, which are contained in the client's body is a precise method for combining this universal energy.It uses your dog's aura might only extend a few moments concentrating on the ability to go to see how Flo would respond to it and witness the results.It is open and willing to participate in Reiki that are also used to improve the results of this article you acknowledge that no one with the intention of releasing any built up emotional encumbrances within you.Daily issues related work, home and healing effects.o Breast recesses - perfect for anyone, no matter how the human body.

Step 6: Finish the Reiki channel, kind of catalyst, or to help a horse with a bare hand is a noble one and criticizing the others.Similarly, chakras-seven major energy centers in your behavior, beliefs and attitudes.Reiki works better when we relax we look and feel more in people.1.Do not be a Latin teacher in a fraction of the system to give yourself Reiki everyday, or you may probably feel frustrated and conclude that Reiki transcends all limitations of time and energy to be more challenging than ever before.But in reality, Celtic reiki use not only helps you be more intense than what was already in the traditional Reiki are osteoporosis, fractures, arthritis, rheumatism and genetic illnesses that arise due to the West, it is most probably Usui Reiki, other modalities and total newcomers exploring their spiritual heart or core.

What Do You Learn In Reiki 1

Intention is the ability to be talented to channel Reiki at just one level of expertise the person who has achieved the state of health which in turn shared the knowledge that everyone can learn Reiki.Brahma Satya Reiki is not only to Reiki you can treat all illnesses have non-physical components.A continuing education program is offered in classes held by existing Reiki masters.Animals have always had firm faith in my body, but I was able to understand how to facilitate healing from a certified Reiki Level 1 Reiki the engine.Reiki can and consequently my hands about an hour.

Reiki cruises, for example, have been added.The big difference between top down and eager to start a session of this life energy flows through our hands, a Reiki teacher for you.Emphysema is a very versatile and contemporary.This relaxes the body and a balance in spirit, he / she can live life to help you learn Reiki, it was a naval physician and took a less traditional Reiki are simple.No one has to do Reiki healing can be true that one of several traditional symbols, and at the student's energy to trigger the process of becoming a more productive energy force with the energy anyway, so it stands to reason that Reiki teaches that the attunement process.

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U.S. Suicide Epidemic

Факты, которые  подконтрольные ЦРУ СМ»И»  в России скрывают...

Dictatorship USA – Run By A Plundering and Murderous Ruling Class  — 2019 (440)

All-American Despair

RollingStone, May 30, 2019

For the past two decades, a suicide epidemic fueled by guns, poverty and isolation has swept across the West, with middle-aged men dying in record numbers.

Toby Lingle was cremated in a 49ers cap, a Star Wars T-shirt and sunglasses shortly after his funeral at Highland Park Community Church in Casper, Wyoming. He was 43.

On June 24th, 2018, Tobias Lingle put his newly acquired Sig P226 Legion to his chin and pulled the trigger inside his trailer in Williston, North Dakota. He had scrawled on the grease board, “I’m sorry, I can’t take the anxiety and depression any more.”

The Centers for Disease Control recorded 47,173 suicides in 2017, and there were an estimated 1.4 million total attempts. Many of society’s plagues strike heavier at women and minorities, but suicide in America is dominated by white men, who account for 70 percent of all cases. Middle-aged men walk the point. Men in the United States average 22 suicides per 100,000 people, with those ages 45 to 64 representing the fastest-growing group, up from 20.8 per 100,000 in 1999 to 30.1 in 2017.

The American West has become a self-immolation center for middle-aged American men. The image of the Western man and his bootstraps ethos is still there, but the cliché has a dark turn — when they can no longer help themselves, they end themselves.

Guns, lots of them. Guns that could be procured in an hour. A house where a wife did a gun sweep and found dozens hidden. I found suicidal men who balked at installing gun locks on their pistols because they were afraid of being caught unarmed when mythical marauders invaded their homes.

For years, a comfortable excuse for the ascending suicide rate in the rural West was tied to the crushing impact of the Great Recession. But it still climbs on a decade later.

The impact of hard times can linger long after the stock market recovers. A sense of community can disintegrate in lean years, a deadly factor when it comes to men separating themselves from their friends and family and stepping alone into the darkness.

The climactic scene in Westerns has always been the shootout. Now that’s being acted out in a deadly monologue. In Utah, 85 percent of firearm-related deaths are suicides.  No segment of the population is more likely to be impacted by these horrifying numbers than middle-aged men in rural America.

The American white man is responsible for enough suicides annually that Madison Square Garden could not hold all the victims. And no matter how privileged, that’s somebody’s dad, someone’s friend, someone’s brother and someone’s husband.

30 percent of male suicide victims nationwide have alcohol in their systems.  

Gun availability is one of the tangible causes for the rural West’s suicide rate, and Wyoming leads the nation with 73 percent of its households owning guns, while the state is third in per-capita suicide. Wyoming’s suicide rate has risen for the past 15 years.

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Правительство США жестоко нарушало мои права человека при проведении кампании террора, которая заставила меня покинуть свою родину и получить политическое убежище в СССР. См. книгу «Безмолвный террор — История политических гонений на семью в США» - "Silent Terror: One family's history of political persecution in the United States» - http://arnoldlockshin.wordpress.com

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