#but it also makes my nose bleed
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Still sick but a lot better now :')
Good morning, peepers
#like almost everything went away except for the nose stuffiness#and man i. i hate it so much#i keep using the decongestant and it clears it out for a bit#but it also makes my nose bleed#and the air never seemed dryer i swear i feel like a neglected houseplant#random squeaks#if you guys have any advice on how to clear the nose out and send it my way it would be greatly appreciated#i tried soup. holding my head above hot water and inhaling the steam but eh#spicy food would make my nose runny but i don't know if i want to subject my tongue to it rn l#(burned it a bit with the fever hot drink like a moron)#perhaps kill me with hammers i miss sniffing
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Caged :3
#art#digital art#fanart#deltarune#deltarune fanart#kris dreemurr#kris deltarune#animation#pixel art#pixel animation#kris dreemur fanart#kris deltarune fanart#WAHHH THIS TOOK TOO LONG😭😭😭#i just got aseprite and this is my first time trying the animation feature#its so fun :3#also finally figured out how to make kris' hair look good#wahh#also this is kinda part of an au i made where kris just says fuck it and keeps their soul out their body and in a cage#but they kinda cant have their soul out their body so they are very weak and constantly have nose bleeds#anyways
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what are some of your favorite acting moments in the x files?
i may do a proper full list sometime in the future but one thing that i think about every single day of my life is mulder being scripted to cry in the beginning of memento mori and duchovny saying that a lot of actors “try to feel” but people don’t go through life trying to feel, they go through life trying not to feel. “we go through life trying not to cry.” and so he plays it as completely composed, “but struggling,” and it defines an arc.
because if scully tells mulder that she’s got incurable cancer and she is going to die and he says “i refuse to believe that” while crying, it projects to the audience that he already does. why break down over something you don’t think is going to happen? he says “i refuse to believe that” with a straight face, and eventually gets her to acquiesce and admit something that she knows isn’t true, that goes against literally everything in her as a scientist and a doctor and someone whose job is to tell him the truth, and says that maybe they’ll find a cure for her death sentence.
she meets him where he is, and they stay there, and every scene that follows that decision is so haunted by it. they don’t talk about it, they don’t accept it, she’s dying alone and he doesn’t believe.
there’s this really palpable and intense repression that i’ve written about in the past, that comes with the fact that they’re both lying. he does know what’s happening. he is completely capable of understanding. she does not think that he can save her. they both go through it alone, because of that initial refusal, and it doesn’t work if he reacts to that diagnosis with tears.
#also related but i think my favorite dd moment on txf is the look on his face in elegy#when scully’s nose starts bleeding and she hurries to the bathroom. after she’s left#and i actually can’t describe it but i have in the past called it ‘that thing he does with his face that makes me want to kill myself’#that feels most accurate to me#but it’s this small and quiet and solitary acknowledgement of what’s happening and how he feels behind closed doors#about things that they don’t talk about#and it’s always been my favorite moment and then i later found out that david hated that episode and fought the script#and changed a lot of mulder��s behavior so that it would make more sense to him#and i think those are my favorite acting moments when it comes to that character#is when that character was just so thoroughly understood#‘what is it about mulder that keeps you coming back?’ ‘he’s mine.’#asks#memento mori
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i love my brain i love when something pretty amazing happens like ur dad offering to help you start a business and instead of being happy im sobbing about how i hate my job and i feel so trapped bc i literally am trapped in this very specific field
#whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy did not just do something i enjoyed at college. i could have gone on to uni and actually enjoyed it and enjoy my life#and enjoy my future job#but no i had to do something that would make it easy to get a job#well congrats it was easy to get a job and i fucking hate it#and i didnt need the college quals to do this anyway!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i could be studying something i like AND doing this job#and i cant do anything else bc my qual is so specific#but also not a high enough level to be useful anywhere#and i cant go to uni in this field bc theres nothing i want to do and i already applied an no one wanted me#and i cant apply for uni for a course i actually want to do bc of our stupid fucking system#which means i need relevent a levels which i dont have i dont even have relevent gcses#and also yeah ill just start my own fucking business like its just that fucking easy#i hate this fucking job and im too disabled to suvive even the 2 hours a day im doing right now#but sure ill just start a whole fucking business yeah why didnt i think of that#i swear he thinks he can just buy these things of the shelf like a tv. which is basically what he did#a care company will not work like that boyo and i dont want to anyway#god. i just hate this. why didnt i follow my passion#and i have COVID and my nose is bleeding so i cant even cry properly about this#i want to dissolve into a puddle
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Y’all I don’t get how choking on your own blood is made into this whole deal, maybe for you it is but for me Nosebleeds Georg
#For the very gross details I get nosebleeds a lot (multiple factors mainly pressure changed and horrid treatment of my nose tbh)#And I just kinda deal with them try to get the blood to clot not bleed everywhere#And part of that is that I just kinda inhale aggressively to try to stuff the blood back in to not bleed all over myself#And sometimes doing that can cause blood (and sometimes snot (yeah I said this was a bit gross)) will end up in my mouth#Because ya know#they’re connected#And sometimes I accidentally choke on the blood seliva mixture a little#Also makes me spit out blood so I get those coolness points tho
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feels like i'm stuck in the hellscape that i left after covid but it's just living alone with my dad for more than a weekend
#also i've figured out what's wrong with my cat. i know i shouldn't google diagnose and i'm not a vet (much as i'd like to be)#nor is my human medical knowledge very extensive despite the degree#i also know i'm too anxious about this stuff#but i think he had a seizure#right in front of me#won't go into detail because i'll spiral if i type it out#was sat on the ground with him after that and my dad decides it's the right time to have a go at me#berating me for leaving the room every time he enters#which i did once because he was crashing plates together and i'm autistic ffs#i need to finish studying because there's nothing i can do for my cat other than watch him and make sure he doesn't fall#he's got a small cut on his noise from yesterday which i've tried to clean but he's too wiggly#was a worm in a previous life confirmed#i'm so paranoid that it's not a cut and actually just a bleeding nose#he seems happy and chill as per usual but i need to say something to someone idk what to do#my dad has lived with this cat for 10 years and still avoids referring to him or calling him by his name so that's out of the question#i won't talk to my brother about it because i'd be pushing onto him what's probably just paranoia that he really doesn't need to hear#so i'll tumblr vent. and wait for my mum to get back#should be tomorrow then i'll feel like i'm a real person again
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"did you even think about me at all?"
This animation lives rent free on me head o(-(
#my drawings#zach creates#twins in paradise#blood#nose bleeds#like fuckkkk man#its so on the nose abt so many things and yet is so. simple....#is disturbing and uncomfortable to a degree and that somehow makes it more comforting yknow.. it feels real#but also quick warning aside from there being. a lotta blood on it. it deals with the theme of the apocalypse#is a Trip but by god. and is like- 9 mins only..
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I feel unbelievably fucking rough today. My ear hurts, my head hurts, I'm all stuffy and achy and I'm so tired 😪😭 I need like a week long kip and a massive hug
#probably don't hug me or you'll get sick#also dealing with a silly nose bleed from scabbing in my nose from the cold haha 😭#making a bit of scran then i'm gonna have a little sleep (or try to anyway)#sky rambles ♡#the scran in question is literally just a bowl of chips#my dad bought me some medicine which i've not bear me and i've had some warm lemon and honey water
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A spicy birthday gift from Tony to Doctor Stephen Vincent Strange ♥️✨ (Levi decided to join in on the fun, as well.)
#tony stark#doctor strange#ironstrange#stephen strange#iron man#marvel#mcu#i was totally going to draw a reaction image of Stephen but yknow plans fall through sometimes LMAO#Just picture Stephen with a nose bleed 😌#also I have no concept on how to make a twink Tony#TWUNK TONY SUPREMACY#my art#also I would tag this appropriately but I’m not sure what Tumblr flags tbh#RIP to your dashboards ���
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busted my lip on a dogs face today <3
#shes the kind of dog that bolts when you open the kennel door so i have to step inside her kennel when putting a leash on her#but the problem with that is shes also a chronic jumper#and shes like a shepherd mix of sorts so shes hugongous#while i was fixing the leash to put it on her she jumped on me and shoved her nose into my lip and made me hit my head on the kennel door#luckily i didnt hit my head that hard but she did make my lip bleed lmfao#she went home like 10 minutes after i walked her which means i hypothetically couldve just left her alone#and let her owners walk her after they picked her up#but i went no <3 ill get her just in case they take a while <3 shes a menace but shes not that bad <3#she is; in fact; that bad#simon says
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ah. I just realised that the new antidepressant is probably also what's making my nose bleed more often (again). I knew it causes dry eyes and dry mouth so I looked it up and yeah. it can totally make your nose dry too. so at least that's that solved I guess lol
#it still fucking sucks. have had like. 4 nosebleeds today#all of them stopped quickly but fuck it is annoying#my nose is already very dry under normal circumstances in winter. sooo. really got to make myself use the ointment I got 😭 (haven't found#one that doesn't feel gross or makes my nose itchy. so I don't like using it.)#I guess that also explains why I got a crazy amount of nosebleeds when I was on another antidepressant (doctor said that's impossible#because it doesn't increase bleeding on its own. well yeah but it totally can make my nose even drier. which then makes it bleed. don't know#why I never thought of that lol)#annnnd somehow I also never realised that it could cause dryness in. other places. hm. well that's also interesting. maybe that should also#be in the information leaflet but 🤷 who cares right.#personal#cw medication#cw blood
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Made a pkmn platinum au,
no you will not get context :0000
All you need to know for the basic premise of the au is, Lucas works for team Galactic,
there’s a lot of memory loss and brainwashing, and that sort of stuff, so be warned. Also injury as well, tons of it.
(It was never supposed to be this deep)
#pokémon#lucas pokemon#pokémon platinum#I also played as Lucas in BDSP guys 😔#sorry man the Transmasc does what a transmasc does#anyways.#polar’s art#my art <3#my art hehe#child abuse#Torture#brainwashing#injuries#trauma#yeah this au is not so pretty for Lucas#also#nose bleeds#that makes sense at some point#just you wait#let me post my fic and art /j#uhhhhh#yeah that’s it 💀💀#I should probably go to bed goodbye for uhh now
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△ do you pick your nose or does your obstagoon do it for you?
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hope to arc he doesnt pick my nose, but ive woken up to his big ole pawb over my face, so who knows.
honestly, i do occasionally but its if theres somethin stuck in there n i wash my hands after.
i dont really see whats all that wrong with the idea other than "theres germs in there". just wash yer damn hands and its fine?? 🤷🏻♂️
#maybe im just weird#who cares#do whatever ywant long as it dont hurt anyone.#also dont make yerself bleed ive done that before. bloody noses my beloathed.
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Bahhh
#been feeling crummy#doesn't help my eliptical machine finally gave up#but I've been obsessing again#i hate it when I do this because I don't feel like I have any control over it#no matter how hard I distract myself I just keep thinking about the pains and stuff#this morning I couldn't stop thinking about how abandoned I feel/felt#yesterday and today i just feel ugly. unsightly.#and i wanna make friends but also i know I'm super intense with my feelings and reactions.#and i know. we just live inna day and age where people just. don't have the patience for it#it feels like if i ever complain to anyone they'll just abandon me and complain about how like#self absorbed and emotional I am#and I know this is all irrational but when it actually happens to you when the worst case scenario actually happens#you get so jumpy and frightened#my problems seem so intense and so much cause everytime I bring it up I judt get hit with#“oh.” or “wow.” or “im sorry.”#and its like you're clearly uncomfortable! and now I feel bad! and its like I can never tell anyone whats wrong.#and the few people who do listen I can never get them to talk to me in normal circumstances#so i feel like you're a therapist more than a friend and thats worse bc its like im using you#vent#i just feel like crying but I know it wont fix anything and i'll just get another nose bleed
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aussie simblrcon was amazing guys I miss my friends WAAAH
#seph let me wish on his genshin account and shan bought me a KOALA toy we named Brian#fev also watched me make a tea this morning at 6:45#creztalks#my nose has been soft bleeding for hours tho oops#tw blood
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ffs what was the point of putting tubes in my nose if the blood just comes out around them
#also i can't stop fucking sneezing and it's a big problem#im sneezing through my mouth and it's still making my nose bleed wtf
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