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You cant just put an evil clownlady into a game and expect her to *not* be my favorite
#the hex#shes evil and i will not fix her#nor will i make her worse#but instead a secret third thing#(die by her hand)#my art#idk if im gonna finish this but eh#the error
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“I have… something for you.”
Luo Binghe regarded him coldly, half turned up the mountain path. “What are you talking about?” Ever since the mess with the Dream Demon, they’d been on… well, ‘friendly terms’ was too strong. Less antagonistic terms, perhaps. But regardless, Ming Fan had been scouring Qing Jing Peak for his shidi for too long, to the point of wondering is Luo Binghe was avoiding him. And now that he’s finally found him…
Ming Fan felt the sickening hot-and-cold feel of shame twist itself in his gut. The long chain in his hand clinked and tangled, grounding him and reminding him what he came here to do. “This,” he said, holding out the chain.
Luo Binghe looked like one of the peak’s deer, ready to dart into the bamboo at the slightest hint of aggression. “What…”
Ming Fan sighed. “Don’t question it, brat. Just take it,” he said, tossing it at the taller boy.
Luo Binghe caught it easily, his wary gaze never leaving Ming Fan. But then he finally looked down. And went pale.
“How—how you get this?”
Ming Fan would willingly slit his own throat before he admitted to returning to the clearing after Luo Binghe and Ning Yingying had left and searching the bushes by light of a talisman. The fake jade had shattered against a tree trunk and, being too proud to return the pieces to their rightful owner, he kept the shards for years. “Found something in the market,” he said casually. Partial truth. He’d had it commissioned in the market, using the pieces as a template.
Luo Binghe’s fingers curled around his mother’s Guanyin jade. “Why?” His eyes burned.
Why, indeed? Even Ming Fan didn’t know what had driven him to do something so pointless. “Do I need a reason for everything?” he huffed. “Make of it what you will. My conscience is clear.” He turned back down the mountain, afraid to look back and find Luo Binghe coming after him to strangle him or something.
But if he had looked back, he would have seen him in tears and wearing the brightest smile imaginable.
#au where it’s ming fan instead of nyy who gets caught with lbh in meng mo’s trap#unfortunately they also get to see each other’s worst memories#of which lbh has A LOT and mf’s familial trauma plays a starring role#so they’re not friends or enemies but some secret third thing#svsss#bingfan#ming fan#luo binghe#svsss art#my art#my writing#I know some ppl just follow me for my art and not my writing so I’ll prob start putting my ficlets under cuts
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started playing skyrim again so the universe is balanced now
for a while i was pretty busy due to like, preparing for college and moving 16 hours away, etc. but now that i’m more relaxed i’ve found there’s a hole in my heart for an unwarranted obsession with an objectively shitty piece of media. i haven’t watched a shonen anime in months what am i supposed to do with myself
#you must understand that something being ‘objectively shifty’ does not necessarily correlate to objective reality or it’s actual quality#but instead a secret third thing#tea.txt
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sometimes the curtains really are just blue red
#mells draws a thing#captain underpants#sticky notes au#the real april fools joke to this is me trying to convince you this has no meaning#anyway its his birthed day and instead of something fluffy or angsty i went for a secret third thing (ambiguous)
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in my eyes, argenthill is neither strictly romantic or strictly platonic but a secret third thing. they can't be together long-term because of their paths, but they CAN be deeply devoted to each other. they recognize the others' independence but also know they can lean on them for emotional support.
they are planets whose orbits rarely cross, but when they do, it is a moment that is mutually cherished and kept close to the heart until the next moment. they are lonely people who try not to get attached as theyre frequently on the move, but the heart betrays their true desires.
anyways its about the Devotion and Yearning. to me.
#argenthill#gibgabs#crossposted from elsewhere but the secret third thing is qpr. i just wanted to preserve my peace on og site#also its easier to explain my thoughts without a word limit. anyways#argenti and boothill are individuals whose decided that they will lead lonely lives. but that doesnt erase the desire for companions#they are drawn to the astral express/tb bc of its mission and the people. argenti himself says he wants to protect the beauty of it#and boothill finds comfort being there as well. so they want to be around people who can understand that isolation/loneliness#and not judge them for it. instead respecting their choice/boundaries while also knowing they got their back covered#anyways uhhh thanks for reading if u made it this far! i love these guys so much they are my touys and i have many ideas
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like idk. personally if the ex military buzzcut guy with a dead wife tersely told me that i didn't know what the wasteland was like before the colonial entity he was raised up in got their hands on it and that the ncr was actually "civilizing it" or whatever. and i then pieced together that he had been conditioned by the military he was a part of to mercy kill and is therefore very against that now but also definitely did that to his wife. and he then informed me that i should leave him behind because he was literally incapable of not shooting anyone in certain faction armour indiscriminately. my response would not be to try dating him. even if i did not know about the specific war crimes he'd done yet.
#not tagging bc these are just further thoughts inspired by a papakhan post (a good post!)#but. yeah idk it's interesting#i'm not even a boone hater i'm...... a secret third thing#i think i'm maybe just against romanticizing his bald ass lol#but i think that if one needs to like... soften the ideologies of both participants in a ship#in order for that ship to work at all#that is worthy of note innit#this has me thinking about the bg3 ships i hate LMFAO#i'm like halsin and astarion should not be within 50 feet of each other. stop it. get some help.#it's irksome. i am irked.#i also am fond of many improbable ships but i think that like#they work if one approaches them realistically ig#instead of doing that softening#which. will probably make them fully miserable LMFAO#misery is interesting. i'm not necessarily anti misery.#i mean i don't /always/ want to witness the misery but.
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Unless I'm missing something, as an adult, Stolas only ever used Blitzo (with the "o") in this scene
Stolas questioned if Blitzø had an "o" at the end when they talked as adults in The Circus, but when Blitzø said that the "o" was silent now, Stolas never said it aloud
Something about him saying Blitzo really sunk under my skin. It's been on my mind ever since The Full Moon aired. He only ever said it just that one time; every other time in this episode was Blitzø with the silent o.
#not an analysis. not an observation. but a secret third thing (an idiot who needs to go to bed instead of thinking about the blorbos)#helluva boss#like i probably am missing an instance but i swear he doesnt say blitzo any other time??
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do you guys ever get those nagging thoughts that won’t leave you alone until you write them down?? yeah this is one of mine. let’s discuss
#using my own art instead of the characters renders becuz i dont wanna download all of those#scout is both because he has werewolf energy but hiis dad is a vampire#so hes mixed#pyro is a secret third thing#smub talks#shitpost#tf2
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What exactly do you find so appealing about Mithrun?
You all really are curious about this aren't you .. wow..
Um—
He is .. attractive. I mentioned that. You all saw it. I will not .. get into that. Because it's mostly in the comfort I get by being around him. He understands me far more than most people do. I could chalk that up to me ... showing him more of myself and the fact he .. simply gets it.
I do not need to try hard to explain myself on things, my .. masks .. with a lack of a better term, can come down and I know I don't have to worry about being seen differently because he already knows .. me.
I also find myself more .. drawn to him the more he regains or finds of himself. It's been an absolute joy to get to know him.
#truth serum#ask#anon#mod: not romantic not platonic but a secret third thing.#he spoke more on his feelings on it than mithrun himself because he doesnt want to air out every part of him to the internet#mithrun deserves that privacy#so you get kabru thoughts instead❤️#kabumisu#<- tagging just this one despite it not being necessarily romantic
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"what could possibly go wrong?"
#oops <doodles a cairo on the bus. and the train. and miscellaneous other public transportation>#cheerwives part two because i drew a riley and got obsessed ig#i had to go to School and Travel today (it is the middle of the school holiday week break to study. i'm mildly annoyed)#so this is me coping via the blorbo system#also i've realised rendering on my phone is Fun and so is painting faces#lowkey iffy about the proportions on this one but shhhb the sentiment gets across#part of this was based off how someone liked a very old watt post of mine so while i was looking for a watt doodle to render for funsies#up came a very old image of cairo asking what could possibly go wrong and so. repaint over it i guess! if you go into the artchives#(haha art archives) you might be able to find it#we are the tigers#watt#not driving the narrative not doomed by the narrative but a secret third thing(in the narrative nonetheless)#thinking back to the hadestown watt au that i never made proper stuff for#it spins in my head and gives me a bit of happiness#anyways i think my physics teacher is very Done with me submitting assignments at 2359 but unfortunately i haven't learnt. going to go back#(because i'm still at the mall. gotta walk back) and finish up stuff! yikes the revision season be upon ye i guess#there's another version of this digital painting with cairo half smiling and mouth clearly open to say smth#but unfortunately i dislike the colours in that one a bit and it looks too similar to this one to warrant posting them tgt#so instead of a before and after thing you simply get a cairo portrait haha#yes okay bye *disappears into void*#initial caption for this was. nooo don't ask what could possibly go wrong?'' you're so sexy aha#if it matters to anyone. just fyi
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Most of the time, I exist in a mostly non-binary state. When my gender goblin ventures his way into the binary aisle for gender soup ingredients, he never gets the standard "man" and "woman" genders. He gets the dude/guy/chick/gal four pack. They all taste very similar to the "man/woman" gender ingredients, but they are just a little to the left.
#no one cares but i'll post it anyway!#genderfluid#gender things#my soup-making gender goblin hates being binary#will just flavor the soup kind masc and kinda femme and a shit ton of other ingredients so the soup doesn't lean towards either of them#but instead towards a secret third thing#or a secret fourth/fifth/tenth thing
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oh how i wish i could just be taking the pills that make me joyous all the time... unfortunately the pills that make me joyous are also the pills that make me incredibly drowsy, and sometimes i have things i would like to be able to do without falling over
#i'm talking about pregabalin#which on this occasion i took for its secret third effect (pills that make me not have terrible rls)#it's not something that was prescribed to me which is why i'm at the mercy of a dose that's much too high#i'm gonna be talking to my doctor about several things in a few days and this is one of them#a smaller dose would probably be enough to deal with the rls and presumably not make me as drowsy#but i'm guessing it would also reduce the joyousness#she may instead prescribe me clonazepam because that's what i used to take for rls until i mysteriously stopped having it for a while#she gave me some last time on a non-repeating prescription just to test the waters#but i know she's not that keen on giving out benzos for an uncommon off-label use that she'd never heard of before i brought it up#so she may prefer switching to pregabalin. which i would be fine with. both drugs seem to have the same set of effects on me#this has been anxiolytic sedatives talk with britta averinthine
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#dungeon meshi#laios touden#Laios#delicious in dungeon#laios dunmeshi#might be a sincere fight#might not#maybe a secret third thing instead#laios is a monsterfucker and you can’t change my mind
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For the celevration poll
Would people be chill if i just. Did all 3 things? Make it a BIG celebration??
Discord server + open inbox + secret third?
#might go all out for it instead of pimiting myself tp one or the other#was gonna accept any poll response but#the winmer was the secret third thing#so hrm
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Fluid
When I was younger fluid meant:
A glass of water on a hot day
Milk set on the table each night
The waves of the ocean
Ebbing and flowing as I followed
Tiny feet playing chase with the tide
When I was younger fluid meant:
Sweat on my brow after sports
Tears on my cheeks from my parents divorce
The ever-changing makeup of a group of young friends
Changing daily as we tried on hobbies the way we tried on clothes
When I was younger fluid meant:
The cups of tea I made for my grandparents
The first sip of alcohol, quickly set aside
Cups upon cups of coffee
The signpost of a harried student.
Now, fluid means:
The masks I layer on daily
This one for home, work, play
The pronouns I swap in and out
The matching pins shiny in my bag
Now, fluid means:
Remembering where I am, which name to use
The roiling in my stomach with every wrong one
Every wrong name, pronoun,
Wrong picture of me
Now, fluid means:
The daily bathroom dance
Am I make, female, disabled
Sometimes I’m all
Sometimes I’m none
I always choose two or three, never one
(And so the siren sings on and on and on)
Now, fluid means:
The ebbs and flows
The ups and downs
The ins and outs
Twisting and turning and spinning
Like a cork on the tide
Now, fluid means:
Me
#thoughts were rattling around in my brain#so I’m putting them here instead#not fiction not poetry but some secret third thing#genderfluid#just genderfluid things#trans#🏳️⚧️#my writing#hedgehog muses
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This oneshot was supposed to be a 15 minute sprint. How did we get to grinding a weekend away with a 10k word plot in mind
#writing struggles#smh i.#im greatly enjoying this actually#this fic has consumed my mind fr fr#do i have 3 others i could be working on instead?#perhaps.#will i be working on them?#sobs cutely#this is about the Sebastian Solace fanfiction btw#the worst part is that i dont even know if it can be considered ship#because like??? guys???#the MC is NOT getting his positive attention#i cannot think of a way for him to like them romantically or platonically#maybe a secret third thing???#maybe ill just have them bring him some smokes#i adore fanfiction
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