#but im preparing myself just in case
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It has come to my attention that my blog (this post specifically for some reason) has started to be seen by humans.
So to the humans who might be reading this... uh..... hi?
This is probably not the blog for you, sorry. Just hit not interested or something if this is on your recommended. Or say hi if you're willing to keep an open mind. Either way.
Also, turns out that catkin is the name of a flower. The more you know.
(And by humans, I mean those who don't know/hate the otherkin community. Supporters or otherkin that still identify as/with humans are fully welcomed)
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What do humans have against catkins?
Like, just the other day, I overheard my family make a joke, "and some people identify as cats." It was the only part I could hear, but it made me realize something.
Every time people talk about therians/otherkins, it's always the cats they go after.
Which says a lot about how little they know.
So don't care about what they say. They clearly don't have any clue what they are talking about.
#alterhuman#otherkin#otherkin community#alterhuman community#nonhuman#nonhuman community#catkin#therian community#therian#therians#otherkin struggles#alterhuman stuff#otherhearted#otherhuman#otherlink#otherkith#otherkin stuff#otherkin things#therian things#alterhuman things#nonhuman stuff#nonhuman things#terrified the humans shall find this blog#im hoping it was just a fluke#but im preparing myself just in case
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Local knowledge will always beat advertising for actual useful outcomes my colleague recommended a cobbler that's a tiny wee place down an alley across town but by god if they won't fix my boots just as well as the big brand name shoe repair place in the town centre faster and for half the price
#they told me the price and i was like 'per shoe?' cause last time i went to the big place and it was £68 so i had prepared for that#and he went no all our services are for the pair as standard itll just be £35 we can do em by Saturday#and i was like oh i was expecting it to be longer im away next weekend and he went ah thats grand in that case come back on Tuesday#like???? last time it was £70 and two weeks at a big company with loads of staff and resources#what do you mean two dudes in a hundred year old hole in the wall can do a 5-day turnaround for half that??????#every day i learn a little more about the wider community ive found myself in and every day it is a delight
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i am so fucking nervous for tomorrow morning it is not even FUNNY!
#praying i can sleep at all tonight#i feel like. things always go wrong when i hope too hard so i’m preparing myself to be VERY disappointed tomorrow just in case#personal#mcr tickets are what im talking about wbtw#*btw
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the expensive ass burger ended up being really good :)
#no almost throwing up this time!#im a lot more calm now#i dont think george is some irredeemable predator and i dont think he did it maliciously#but the best case scenario is that he genuinely apologizes and works on himself out of the public eye#in that case i can see myself consuming their content casually sometime in the future#but for now i prefer to just distance myself#hope for the beat prepare fpr rhe worst#love u guys 🫂❤️#days.txt
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How normal are we feeling about ISAT?
this ^ normal. perhaps even less
#was tempted to edit sif onto this as the thang being chewed but i Do Not have the energy#i just opened it again .. yknow that part of the main theme where everything comes together. so so pretty it makes my heart warm#we are almost 60 hours in w this playthrough and i need to mentally prepare myself for the next act bc. yeah <3#one of the few games where i genuinely need to do that tbh#and preparing myself for the epilogue thingy ........#admittedly. i technically know what happens bc ive seen a lot of spoilers. but i dont know Everything and how much it connects exactly#and i still have to play sasasa after this bc ive also been spoiled on.. some things.. that make it evident that its uh#more important narratively than i expected#BUT for now. focusing on the current horrors <3#ask#asquared-ohgodnotthehorrors#accurate username for this lmao#isat spoilers#< even tho im being vague on purpose. just in case
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spent months like I need prescription for my mental health give me prescription please please & now that I have it I'm like hm. do I want to have to take meds, actually
#part of it i think is just that typical anxiety that comes before any life change like s new job or whatever but also like#despite never having TRIED stimulants im familar w them i know people w adhd who are on them i had an idea of what to expect & thats what i#i figured id be getting but shes having me try this non stimulant option first bcus 1 apparently its good for people who also have anxiety#and 2 easier to get w the like Adderall shortages & shit rn#& im like ok i have NEVER heard of this drug before and didn't even know there WERE non stimulant options options.#like im doing all my research TODAY for the first time then pick it up tomorrow?#like me heslth anxiety girl just has to be like ok sure i guess. i had mentally prepared myself for stimulants & thats it!!!#i mean worst case i just try it & see if it works or if i have side effects but like. ugh. & i dont like that i dont like my np LOL like id#probably feel less uncertain about trying something i was previously unfamiliar with if she was someone i liked & trusted more#if i knew there were unfamilar drugs they might recommend to me i probably wouldve started over & found someone new to work with. AGHHH & i#didnt discuss any of this w her bcus it took me a couple hours after our session to think abt it & do my own reading & process my emotions#to really come to thia conclusion. & also i wouldnt have wanted to talk to hwt abt this anyway bcus i dont like her & have not felt at all#like cool w opening up to her beyond the minimum i had to do for the assessment#& my therapist is sick this week so im not gonna get to talk to her tomorrow!@#texticles#anyway i know ive got fellow adhd bitches following me. anyone try guanfacine did you like it or nah
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ngl i always find it a red flag when someone’s like viciously aggressive towards astrology bc some people’s response is so out of proportion. it’s fine to dislike it or completely disbelieve it & think it’s a waste of time but literally part of being an adult is learning to coexist with other people’s beliefs. the reason responses to astrology in particular are so telling is because you’d have to reach extremely hard to demonstrate any meaningful harm being perpetrated via so its obvious that your response to a little bit of whimsy is to act like a giant baby
#n its so awkward#when people are just very casually being like 'im an aries lol\#and someone goes on this fullblown extremely aggressive tirade#like no one is as serious abt astrology as Astrology Haters believe#i always find myself saying things like 'well obviously if someone is breaking up with their partner because they didn't like their chart'#but then i stop myself because uhhhh. no one has ever fucking done that in the history of earth#and generally when ppl say things like oh my ex was a virgo i should've known or w/e its like because that's a cathartic way for them to#process what happened etc#& one of the reasons things like astrology are like. undeniably helpful regardless if there's 'truth' to them#is any reading is going to contain both positive and negative things#if you have repressed concerns you arent allowing yourself to admit then looking at a tarot spread or a synastry chart is probably going to#present those things to you in a voice you can convince yourself isnt your own and therefore might be prepared to let it speak#so if you ever do get the impression someone's done something drastic based on something like that literally the likelihood is that it was#already within them in which case its a very good thing that whatever form of woo allowed it to come out.#ANYWAY!
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#probs goes without saying but i think im yoo obsessed with him NDJDNNDDNDNDNNDDN#maybe i should cool it#get it together..... ya#bc i feel like its gonna make me rush and thats not great#but ik i also dont like Have Forever so JDJDJDJDJDJDJD#hhhh whatever. im kinda tired of talking about this bc ik what i have to do (ask him to hang out) but im scared to do it !!!!#and like when i do it i gotta be at Peace bc god if he says no when im in the Wrong headspace. thats like. detrimental.....#but what im Not gonna do is preemptively prepare myself for rejection 'just in case' bc god thats so unnecessarily painful???#but its also such a fuckin habit... god.#i also have way too much time on my hands now. i hope i dont go crazy.#personal#***too !!!! yoo JDJJDJDJDJDJ
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idk why, but with the last couple of tattoos ive gotten, ive had this deep and visceral Regret - which i find interesting because it's recent and ive only had it happen with like, 2 tattoos. (i have 10+) and like, i LIKE my tattoos! i got them for a reason! i also felt this when i cut my hair recently (not even much - 4 inches bc the ends were dead). but also, one of the tattoos i got, i was like, "omg how could i have done this" blah blah and at some point that faded and its just Part Of My Body Now. i have no idea why this is happening lol i LIKE altering my body i LIKE tattoos idgi !!!
#having it rn which is wild bc like i think it will pass but its just ... Really There#i think in this case it might be that the time between deciding on a design -> booking -> actually getting it was shorter than usual#so my brain just didnt prepare/adjust? not sure#i have another one coming up and im gonna be So curious to see if it happens then too...#katertalks#the times this has happened in the past... ive just needed to put another tattoo Near the one thats distressing me#and then i feel good lolol#like the first tattoo i ever got was one i did myself and i Did Not Care For It and wanted to cover it and etc etc#but then i put something next to it and now im like wait this rules actually im keeping it forever#its just a matter of time but im impatient!!!!
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fluoxetine time (once cvs actually fills it lol) 🤩🤩🤩
#my new psych np is chill thank god probs gonna have her handle my adhd meds too tbh#hopefully it just works and i dont have to cycle through a million things or take even more stuff in conjunction lol#like im mentally preparing myself for that to be the case. but i Do feel optimistic about this ive been p lucky so far#alex lore
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I dont have anything good finished for class tomorrow and I feel terrible why cant i at least find my 'sunday night where i dont feel like killing myself' post 😥
#im starving...but the only food available requires way more preparation than i have the energy for#estoy manteniendome a base de 3 vainillas#im extremely tired because i had the worst night ever but i really dont have the time to rest rn 🙃 and the migraine is back#i cant bring myself to finish this shit and it should be so easy but everything is so tiring and complicated somehow aaaaaaaaa#i know logically its HIGHLY likely they wont have time to look at my stuff tomorrow#but i still cant bring myself to not have smth just in case. ihavent been able to work on this for 2 weeks or more :(#i wish i could get the absolute joy of working in the game again but the hopelessness that in wasting everyones time#trying to work on this when it clearly sucks is stronger#ughhhhh i dont wanna look at screens anymore everything hurts :(#haunted.txt
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i don’t even know what to do with myself
#i rambles#im fine i just feel A Lot#and normally child death is something i prepare myself for in advance rnnfnf#arcane spoilers#< just in case
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bruh y am i acting like i dont have this interview/presentation in . 12 hrs 😀
#i'm debating just getting ready for bed and doign the prep stuff in bed#aka completely figuring out this presentation and planning what i'm saying TT#and doing more research into the role and trying to prepare for interview questions and shit ;-;#altho i don't rly see a like 1:1 interview on the agenda thing but there is a case study 😀#which if anything i think i'm even less prepared for bc i've never done that before 😀😀😀#but whatever i just need to prepare my presentation and everything but i'm just sitting here procrastinating TT#i'm so annoyed that they put me the day after i said i was unavailable :\ ig i just should've given myself an extra day#i didn't do shit today rip#i mean yesterday i was in cars/planes/airports from like literally 2am to like 8 or 9pm 😀😀😀#so i was in bed until like 1pm today LOL altho part of that was phone bed time but ya know#and didn't do shit today#and now i have to figure this out and i rly don't want to#also idek if i can even get this bc it requires relocation#and im not relocating this next year#and i put my start/available date as like sometime next summer bc of that#so ig they shoud have that in consideration lmfao idk#s;oighiepurgbqoehwfbowboairughsiof whatever i'm gonna try to get ready for bed and do this in bed and try not to fall asleep#jeanne talks
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really hoping i get a good answer to ''why would i spend time with someone who thinks so lowly of me'' bc the other option is. relationship over.
#im not emotionally financially anythingly prepared to cut off my mom#but im not gonna waste effort defending myself to someone who will assume the worst of me#i dont see this continuing without family therapy but thats not fit for my schedule#individual therapy would be cool but has been adamantly refused in the past#im just picturing the worst case scenarios#bc the alternative in continuing on like nothing happened and nothing improves#dear diary
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Leg pain has progressed from annoying and exhausting to somewhat concerning. I can deal with my knee aching if I keep it bent for too long and I can deal with the whole leg aching down to my toes and I can deal with a bit of discomfort and pressure when I stand on it. The shooting pains up into my hip when I stand and walk are new and a bit concerning.
#I have a dr’s appointment on Tuesday after work#at this point im worried I won’t be able to stand or walk at all by that time#given how it just seems to get worse no matter what I do#I keep telling myself to prepare for a Worst Case Scenario#whatever that could be#even though im sure it’s nothing#I always think of those people who are like#‘yeah i thought my pain was nothing and it turned out to be a tumor and I would’ve died if I waited any longer’#like damn. I’d be the fool who waited longer.
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The Nightingale Family-DC x DP prompt
(Shameless Addams family inspired prompt)
News travels fast in Gotham, especially in affluent circles. A new family has arrived in the city, old money at that. They had taken up residents in the old mansion overlooking the Historic Gotham Graveyard.
The Nightingales had a way of letting their presence be known. They were rarely seen in public. The eldest Jasmine Nightingale however had made waves working at the Gotham Asylum as a psychologist. She was often escorted by her younger brother Dan Nightingale. The public really started talking when Jazz was seen talking with Harley Quinn.
There were two children that lived in the Nightingale manor. They were elusive to say the least as the family didn't attend the parties of Gotham.
It wasn't until Damian Wayne got an invite from his classmate Danielle to visit their manor that someone saw the lives of Nightingales. This invite had been received after Damian carefully befriended the youngest Nightingale to investigate their connections.
That's how the Waynes ended up at a dinner party.
The manor was bleak to say the least and that's saying something in Gotham. The buildingbwas made from black stones and gargoyles perched on the roof. The garden was wilted and full of thrones that crept up the walls.
Bruce felt a sense of Deja vu as he approached the door and rang the bell. Tower bells rang out as the face of Jasmine Nightingale appeared. She was dressed in black dress pants and blazer. Her lips were painted to match. Her red hair had a striking white streak through it which had become a fashion trend since the family's arrival to girls wanting to seem mysterious.
"Good Evening. It is so nice to meet the infamous Waynes." She shook Bruce's hand. Behind her, the sounds of clanking metal was heard. "That is just my younger siblings playing. You don't you boys join while I talk to your father.
Despite only being a fresh-faced 20 year old Jazz carried herself like a confident adult. A certified genius in psychology who graduated early she also handled the inmates at the Asylum well enough that escapes are at an all time low.
"She's got it all" was what Harley said.
Bruce's admiration of the young lady was only matched by his suspicion. The house the Nightingales lived y had once belonged to the Al Ghouls. There was no telling yet if there was a connection.
He took a seat in the living room with Jazz tea already prepared. She poured two cups of black tea. Not black as in the type of tea but the color of the drink. Bruce cautiously sniffed the black liquid, it smelled earthy and acidic. Poison.
"Do you like it? I made it myself. I added the belladonna myself. It has a sweet taste so you don't need sugar. The kids have sweet tooths but we avoid added sugars. They love nightshade." She smiled drinking.
Bruce put the cup down. So they drink poison at a young age. They must be part of The League of Assassins. But why are they here?
"If you don't mind me asking. Why did you move to Gotham? Your parents-" Jazz put a hand up as she finished her cup.
"Mr. Wayne I'm sure you are no stranger to parents leaving before their time nor the concept that not all parents deserve children. Now I can't confirm or deny if that is the case for use but you can understand that it's a private matter." Jazz said sternly.
That wasn't an answer.
Upstairs Danny and Danielle played with Elle's new toys. Swords from Dan's trip to Portugal. He even sharpened them. They were currently tearing through the mansion.
Tim and Damian caught them while Danny had successfully pinned Elle to the ground.
"Dami! Help!" Elle yelled catching Danny off guard as Damian tackled Danny to the ground.
"Alright, alright. You can go next." Danny rolling Damian off him and passing him the sword. "Im taking a break."
Danny loved playing with his little sister but baby games are tiring.
"They let you play with swords," Tim exclaimed. This wasn't something he expected, sure it was normal for Damian but Damian is weird and was raised by assassins. Damian didn't do it for fun, it was training.
Damian and Danielle ran off while fencing.
"You must be one of the Waynes. Elle has been excited to have your brother over." Danny said politely if not a bit dismissive.
"Eh, yeah. Your sister said we should join you." Tim said a bit awkward. " You have another brother right?"
"Oh, yeah. He travels alot but he's relaxing right now. He's probably swimming." Danny shrugged.
Tim had heard of Danny. They went to the same school but Danny was part of a program that allowed him to come to school when he felt like it. The program is for young engineers who want to work for Wayne Industries. He mostly worked on small experimental projects. So far Danny's superconductor tech was revolutionary but impossible to replicate. Danny somehow managed to make a more effective coolant than anything they had created in the lab.
"You have a pool?" Tim knew that the mansion didn't have a pool.
"Of water? No." Danny shrugged but gave no further answer.
"I see, so what do you do?" Tim tried to sound normal like he was talking to his friends and not someone he was trying to probe.
"Anything, everything. I was going to recalibrate my telescope but I have a laser to test." Danny walked off expecting Tim to follow.
Testing was just cut a bunch of things in half. Tim got some great info on making an explosive ice canister and foam bombs. Tim made sure to get his number to hire him to make some gear for him.
The Nightingale kids were absolutely lawless. They destroyed everything in their path.
Elle had dragged Damian to her room to show off her toys. She used to travel with Dan until she started school. She picked up a bunch of items. Cult artifacts, shrunken heads, voodoo dolls, cursed puppets, knives, swords, and the homemade taxidermy Elle made from roadkill. She also had a pet dodo bird named Ernesto who had a bed next to her bed. Ernesto took a liking to Damian and sat on his head. The way he shows his affection
Soon enough Dan came upstairs to check on Elle and Danny.
"You kids, need to get ready for dinner. Sharpen your nails and teeth." He said before going back to the kitchen.
"What does that mean?" Damian asked.
"You don't sharpen your nails. Well good luck at dinner." Elle said bemused.
Dinner was...horrifying. Watching the family chat happily as they ripped apart the moving food as it came to life. Damian was actually excited as he skewered the cheese and broccoli casserole that screamed at him.
"Father, why can't we do this at our home?" He asked.
#dc x dp#Dan was swimming in the Lazarus pit in the basement#dpxdc#dc x dp prompt#dp x dc prompt#danny fenton#danny phantom#batman#tim drake#damian wayne#bruce wayne#dark danny
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