#but im jusg really tired:']

[chiistarri]

me when ihave a dream about my 3rh closest friends all beyeaying me 🤯🤯🤯

[usakkhae]

I'm extremely sad because it's been a while since I got excited for something on the Qsmp. I mean, something that's doesn't involve forever or maxo. And now that qmaxo is dead I'm genuinely DEVASTED and forever is having some problems with his computer and not logging frequently so..

[meimeikyu]

they forgot about me didnt they

[thrashkink-coven]

okay I don’t love ranting about Christians on this page because I try to keep this space free of religious shenanigans but I need to rant about this because it’s actually SO irritating. This is coming steaming hot right off the top of the dome so excuse my grammar and all caps.

Lately my instagram page (thrashkink_art check me out I’m awesome) has been getting a lot of attention from Christians for some reason, and I’ve been getting dmd by people wanting desperately to debate and/ or convert me. They all come at me with the assumption that I’m either an extreme atheist that’s just super mad at God or a complete dumbass that’s simply never read the first few pages of Genesis. I must either be angry or stupid. There’s no way I could have read the Bible and known the story of Jesus without subscribing to it. Anyone who isn’t Christian must not know the story! “Have you heard about JESUS? DID YOU 🫵 KNOW He died for your sins? 😃” Whatever

The thing that is so frustrating is that, EVERY SINGLE TIME I share some information with them about the Bible or religion that they didn’t know, they immediately BLOCK ME. EVERY TIME. And it’s like??? If you want to have a debate and go bar for bar then I’ll humor you. Hey, who knows! Maybe I’ll even learn something new and convert! I’m always open to new information! I love learning about religion! But apparently it doesn’t go both ways because the second I present information they can’t grapple with, they IMMEDIATELY BLOCK ME. AAAAAA

Some Christian dude: If you read the Bible you’d know that doing witchcraft will land you in Hell!

Me: well if we’re really going based off of the Bible, the entire concept of Hell doesn’t originate in the Isrealite religion. Actually, there’s no mention of a Hell in the OT at all, Hell is a Greek concept and so is Lucifer.

Christian: What? No?? That can’t be true it completely distorts my worldview

Me: You… don’t have to believe me just look into it yourself

*You can no longer message this person*

LIKE WTF.

Some Christian dude: Women are just naturally subordinate to men, if they weren’t then we would have worshipped a female Goddess alongside YHWH.

Me: Well… They did. The Israelites worshiped Asherah alongside YHWH before her worship was abolished

Christian: This is blasphemy *you can no longer message this person*

RRRRRRRRAAAAAAAA. I have countless examples like this! A dude called me evil because I told him Jesus was Jewish. I’ve been called a degenerate for explaining how YHWH originated in Canaan. Im so tired of ignorant Christians shitting my pants because they’re too lazy to do any research on tHEIR OWN RELIGION!! IF YOU NEED TO HAVE AN EXISTENTIAL CRISIS BECAUSE YOU JUSG LEARNED ABOUT THE HISTOY OF YOUR RELIGION THEN THATS ON YOU BITCH! DONT GET MAD AT ME BC YOUVE BEEN FED A LIE !!!!!! THATS NOT MY PROBLEM !!!!!!!!!!

There have been so many times when I’ve taken the time to go through all this bullshit with people because I really don’t want to be close minded. But holy shit it’s like they’re allergic to conflicting information. They immediately accuse me of trying to push blasphemy onto them. and when i’m like hey dude don’t take my word for it, please I encourage you to do your own research, they’re immediately so offended and appalled. How dare I tell them something about the Bible that they didn’t know.

Listen bro, I’m fully supportive of your Christianity, live your life, worship your God, I honestly do not care. But if you’re going to try to convert me at least be somewhat prepared for an actual discussion. Don’t block me because you can’t handle the reality of the situation mother fucker.

LIKE LISTEN IM USUALLY NOT SO PRESSED AB SHIT LIKE THIS BUT THE THING THAT DRIVES ME UP THE WALL IS THAT I USUALLY TRY TO IGNORE THESE PEOPLE BUT THEN THEYRE ALL LIKE “Aha! 😌 You don’t want to hear me out because you know I’m right! You’re afraid of the truth!” SO THEN IM LIKE

*SIGGGGGHHHHHHH*

OKAY! Let’s go! Let’s hear it! We can debate because you’re so desperate to change my mind! ILL WASTE THREE HOURS OF MY LIFE GOING THROGH THIS SHIT WITH YOU SO YOU CAN JUST CALL ME A BLASPHEMOUS WHORE AND BLOCK ME. I LOVE WASTING MY TIME I LOVE GOING IN CIRCLES I LOVE POINTLESS DISCUSSIONS I LIVE FOR THEM

DO NOT!!! DM ME IF YOURE A CHRISTIAN !!!!YOU WILL NOT COME OUT THE SAME AFTER HEARING THE THOUGHTS FROM MY EXPANSIVE SEXY SLUTTY BRAIN YOU WILL NEVER BE THE SAME!!!!

RRRRRAAAAAAAAA

ok. I’m better now. Merry Venus Day! Ave Lucifer! 🔱 💀

[thesillyvivi]

i made a post asking if u guys would like my oc being a failed eva/trish thingy (would it be eva or trish i still dont know) and i think yall did and i did say if enough people liked it i would make a post going a bit more into it. yeah. something like that. anyway this is thay post

be warned this is one of the few times ive decided to write out oc lore n stuaff so it migjt be a little sloppy. a bit bad. im not a professional at this sort of thing. we ball

ok yap time

so the whole idea was that Liniyal (the dmc oc in question) was like. a proto trish i guess u could say???? that eventually escapes mallet island and tries to live a normal life. or as normal as she can all things considered

how she escapes i havent really figured out yet. i think during the collapse would make tje most sene but thats as far as that goes. i heard that trish and dante got there by boat so maybe she made her own little makeshift boat and skedaddled??? who knows. but she Gets Out

the only reason why mundus even keeps her long enough that she manages to escape is that he wanted to punish her failure (even if technically he was the one that failed) by keeping her locked up and showing her what she couldve been and what she couldve done when he finally creates the perfect one aka trish. its like when a parent says "you should/could be more like (person)" but way worse if that makes sense

so then dmc1 happens and all the while liniyal is like somewhere just kinda trapped and then mundus is defeated and shes able to be set free since his magic stuff was beung used to keep her locked up and since hes like gone? probably? it would kinda just disappear. you know??.????

so yada yada she escapes and arrives to main land and the immediate first thing she wants to do is remove or cover anything that reminds her of what she is. basically starting a new life or at least trying to

its like a V situation where she has to go around stealing stuff and hunting demons 4 food (since i think he does that in vov) at first she probably has the mosy horrendous fashion taste but for like 95% of her life she WAS naked so u cant blame her too much. she does get better eventually i hopr

ive yet to decide whether or not i want to give her a buddy who like helps her w everythinf because while i do think it would be nice idk if id want to make it a canon character and if not that would mean id have to make up a whole new character and i just Dont Know how to go about that. maybe i can jusg say there was some guy and you can put your own interpetations on em if u wanted

also still thinkimg about when she would actually appear in "canon" either during dmc4 or dmc5. not sure when in dmc4 but for 5 i thought about maybe her firsy appearence would be in the far background when nero is fightinf (checks notes) artemis kinda like how in the one dmc4 cutscene you can see dante just chilling while neros kicking ass

and then her like meeting appearence if that also makes sense would be when V or nero come across a later boss (still on surface or when v is in the queen empusa area) and she gets like whacked so one of em decides they gotta like help??? and soon enough she'll be bavk on her feet and syart fighting alongside em and be like a companion. dont know where to go after that though

i 100% do think that if she were to ever meet trish it would be AWKWARD. even if trish wouldnt know her (another thing i havent decided on. that comes up a lot in here) she would know trish and just feel all weird aroun her because. You Know

and i think? thats all i can think off the top of my head????? it is fsirly late when im writing this so idk i might be too tired to remember anything else that would be important

i hope this isnt a let down like i said im not very good this sort of thing. at some point i think im gonna make a ref that has liniyal, trish, and eva to likr compare them and see how liniyal was considered a failure. and thrn also her weapon and yada yada

if anyone has any suggestions or questions or corrections u wanna make feel free to reblog or senf me an ask i am open to Everything

okauy. goodnight

[sw33t-oubliette]

man we'rr goingnto an amusement park 2day nd i know id have fun i jusg .really do not want to go im really tired butbwe alreally have everythibg set up i cant jsuy not

[straightjacket111]

everything just hurts alot. think about what more did she hide. for the past few months after the break up. it really hurts when u really want to work it out with ur partner. and then it js started to coming falling down due to the shit she did and everything else. i thought i was the problem. ive realised too much i wasnt. i know i did my mistakes but for her to change ?. its too hard cuz nothing can change. its tiring really. i js wish i cud give my self one last chance to her but no. i had enough. my is too weak. im already too weak. everything just starting to fall apart . everything in my life. whats in my head is what more is it shes going to do. i know daf she wil go back to dat same habit again talking to those guys flirting with them and all right after this. i definitely know that. cuz if i was really the only one. why is it so fast of her talking to all of them and layaning them and shes not even listening to what i say bout them. it wasnt the guys fault but it was her fault. her fault to fucking continue talking to them like nothing happen. why is there always other guys in every rs ive been thru. why cant i js trust like dat. why do everytime when i gave them my fully trust i get treated like this. wtf is this. its like im being taken for granted. i know this shit will continue trust me i know. i bet by tmr she will start follwing all of them and everything else. i know. talking bout so easy for me ?. not me its u. its so easy of u to talk to all of them when we trying to work it out and right after we broke up right now. is it easy for me ?no. because all i ever think is all girls are fucking the same.

i fucking knew i loved you. i fuckinf knew that i gave my all to u because ure my first love. i jusg fuckinf wish u realised sooner of what u did. u know it was wrong. u fucking knew why did u fucking continue it. why tf . do u see how much im in pain right nkw really tryinf to kill myself and everythinf else. do u know how much i feel so alone. dealing with all this shit. i never wan to be in rs with anyone because of u . are u happy bout dat ? dat u can talk to other guys but not me. u fucking knew dats why fuckinf made me like this. u fucking gaslight me. manipulate me and everything else. u fucking knew what u did wrong and now ure telling why ive changed and not like who i use to be. because of u. i let u step my head again. i really just fuckinf wish u nvr did all of rhose stuff to me but to other guys. i really just wish dat u know. because its always the same shit all over again. where they make me special and suddenly theyre treating me like this. is dat what u called love ?. if u really fucking love me u only talked to me . and only doing it with me . just me. wtf is this. im hurt not js beacuse u did dat but. because i really fucking love you. i believed in u. i did everything cud to trust u. because of the words u said by saying that im too much and everythinf else. ive changed and this is what i get. it really fucking hurt u know because i really love you. i loved you so fucking much u know. just why.

i really feel like killing myself because of how much im dissapointed and embarrased at myself. because i did everythinf i cud and i always wonder why is it that we're always fighting and everything else. because the other half not working on it too. u thought me alof. u thought me alot of how shitty girls is and how theyre all the same. i wont even go back to who i was anymore. u wont see a word. a pic. anyth else u wont see me anymore. even if i die. i know u wont care about it because ure too fucking bz with ur guys and flirting ard and fucking pillioning them. i fucking know. so if i die. just know that i died happily. because speed makes me happy.

[nightzskii]

OHHH I WOULD LOVE TO SEE THE DTIYS ENTRY OF HORROR SANS YOU MADE IF YOU DON'T MIND!!

and I'd say the same MY DAY WAS SLOW AS HELL UGHH SCHOOL GOT ME REALLY TIRED TODAY, BUT IT WASN'T A BAD DAY FOR SURE YIPPEEE

POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES POKES P

IM GONNA POST IT VERY SOON!!! (I JUSG GOT DONE EATING) ??? YOU GO TO IN PERSON SCHOOL???? I do virtual :3 IM GLAD IT WASN'T A BAD DAY!!!

YOU WIN!!! YOU WIN PLEAS

SCREAMS AND MELTZ INTO THE GROUND FROM THE POKES

[tillman]

Anyways hi I *thinks about how in le morte galahad inherits galehauts title* *thinks about how in le morte galahad inherits galehauts title*

[frogmoth34]

.

[teethcollecting]

i like. haven’t been out of bed all day and i don’t think im gonna be any time soon

[zoroarksz]

fudkdndkbs

[higgs-the-god]

//

[mannerite-moved]

-

[cryhounds]

a Thing i really wish people would stop doing in fandom spaces is acting like a piece of media is subversive and groundbreaking when its literally just using a basic trope. jusg bc they like that piece of media. not bc "tropes are bad" but bc im sick and tired of ppl needing to act like every tv show they watch is FUCKINF NEXT LEVEL

ESPECIALLY when the trope IS actually a harmful stereotype or just honestly unkind. engaging with media uncritically is bad yea but overanalyzing a piece of media and trying to make it seem like smth its not can truly be just as bad, esp when it insidiously allows bigoted tropes to persist in supposedly "progressive" spaces bc god fucking forbid we have an honest transparent discussion free of bullshit lol

also its just embarrassing! and truly it is 2022 and we dont have to continue acting like bottom feeders anymore its not necessary when theres SO much fantastic media out there. some of yalls behavior is frankly embarrassing me!

[dear-mahal-ko]

Today is kinda one of those days, that the world tells me "I'm not gonna really go anywhere in life".

At 26 years old, parents still restrict me from many things. I dont jave any friends. I dont socialize just sith my bf and family thats it. I gor.my license but im restricted to drive by myself that I feel like Im in an imprisonment of sorts.

Parents make me feel bad for littlw things and its startinf to get to.me and they wonder why I dont say anything. Today I might cut myself. Jusg a littke to release some pain.

Mom made me feel bad for spending time with my bf, instead of doinf my projsct. And its my one day to myself. All my 26 years of my life ive been with them and I feel so restricted, so paralyzed and super tired od bot bwing good enough or even worth od their trust.

If they read this, theyd probably say " ang O-A MO " which is an expression in tagalog of saying "drama queen" but these are build ups of shit they've put me through.

Can I run away? Leave everytthinf behind and start new? Or just dissappear for good. Bf says i should see a therapist and I think I should but maybe this time it might be too late for it.

I dont know anymore, at 26 I think to myself itll be better but its the same as when i was 16 years old or 9 years old.

Nothing will change