#like... i take 1 bite and i feel like being sick hfhdh it sucks!
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#aurora.txt#uhhhhh this is just a load of shit i just feel like talking fbdbdh#i guess im better in the sense that. i dont make myself sick after eating Nearly as much as i did but... im definitely still not Right#i still gag after eating literally anything because i associate it with that & he thinks the reason i feel sick when i eat/drink anything is#psychological? rather than im like. intolerant?#like... i take 1 bite and i feel like being sick hfhdh it sucks!#i know that not eating isnt going to make me any better but..... it makes me feel so sick i jusg. Cant eat much or often. ill eat like once#a day if that and thats fine but.... its also Not fine in the sense that its probably why i always feel so ill and dizzy#i cant even like... drink water without immediately thinking I need to throw this up.#like.... im just really tired. i just want to be ok lol#ummmm idk how to tag?#food /#emeto /#eating disorder / ??#it kind of just got to a point where.. i felt so sick i couldnt even Make myself sick.. like i had no energy. so id eat but i wouldnt throw#up so it was kind of...... uhhhh not great#idk. whatever. im just tired i hate thinking about it for too long#anyway i ate twice today and feel disgusting for it i really want to be sick but like........ i just cant do it
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