#but im afraid to draw it 🙃

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tell me how instead of drawing or writing or reading or doing anything at all on my day off, I laid in bed and scrolled on my phone

[hanafubukki]

*Breaks down your wall*

Spooder anon here! Sorry for the radio silence I just couldnt get any new ideas for my bbg Peter smh😔😔😔😔

But now I have one ig so here it goes. Theres this documentary I watched about this woman who had insects living in her body. Well only a bit of it since im a p****y. Ever since then im scared of bugs just enteribg my body and destroying it inside out. Imagine MC just having this convo with Peter when he asked her why shes abit afraid of bugs.

Oh yeah another idea what about the draconias giving Peter a month long vacation. For his long and important service and for his troubles. Then MCs all like 'oh yeah I suggested to them to give you some compensation for everything they put you through. Anyways your welcome. Have fun!' Now Peter can go wherever he wants for a month. Of course this doesnt beat having the Draconias cutting their spending habits but this is good as well.

[Masterlist]

…at least it wasn’t my door this time 🤣🤣

Hello Spooder Anon, is this you:

(I had to do it, you gave me too easy of an opportunity not too 😂)

No need to be sorry btw, it’s all good. The way you dote on Peter is adorable.

You have way more courage than I do because I would never be able to watch that movie. 🙃🙃 The arachnoid movie already traumatized so one with bugs living inside you? No thank you.

Peter finally gets the break he deserves! Good for him! Hundreds of years dealing with the Draconia finally paid off…right?

He never knew freedom would be so freeing. It was as if he took a fresh breath of air after centuries of being locked away.

…which technically was true if he thought about it long enough.

But where to go?

Well, no matter. He’ll figure it out.

Enjoying a drink by the beach was nice, he admitted.

The sun was bright and it hurt his eyes, but nothing an umbrella didn’t fix.

The breeze certainly was relaxing.

But why did he feel bored?

Is this what humans call restlessness?

Maybe he was more tired than he thought or maybe he needed a new hobby after having none for centuries.

Reading books for enjoyment was fun, but he enjoyed learning to paint so much more.

After staring at pages for so long, he thought he would be sick of it, but the ability to create at his fingertips brought him more joy than he realized.

So, for the rest of his break. He did just that. He read books and he painted.

Life is great.

“What do you have there dear?”

“A painting! Peter painted while on his vacation.”

“…What is it?”

“He said it was a puppy at the beach.”

“This painting looks nothing like that.”

“Stop! I think it’s cute.”

Peter has a new hobby. He likes painting 💞🥳

Good for him, hopefully he didn’t come back to too much chaos. 🤣☺️

As for why painting? I don’t know. I felt like it would calm him to just sit and stare at scenery and try and recreate it. Calming a mind that is always anxious, you know?

Though I did have the funny idea of him just drawing with multiple arms too 😂, but he’s happy so that’s all that matters.

[fred-erick-frankenstein]

Some angsty fanart for the Inkworld fanfic I'm working on, which takes place during Inkdeath (I really don't like this scene - for obvious reasons but.. well since it is part of the story I thought to myself, why not make myself suffer even more by drawing it too🙃) - the quotes underneath are from the book not the fanfic

(as always click for better quality🙃)

Beware, SPOILERS for Inkdeath underneath

"Whats happened?" She took Roxanes arm. "Is there any news? Has anything been heard of Mo? You must tell me!" But Roxane shook her head. "The Prince. . ." The anxiety in her voice was plainly audible. "Hes not well, and I dont know what it is. He has terrible stomach cramps. I have a few roots here that may help him."

[...]

The Black Prince came to his senses and tried to sit up, but he fell back with a groan. Baptista kneeled down beside him and looked at Roxane in search of help. The Strong Man, too, turned his tearful eyes on her like a pleading dog. "Dont stare at me like that!" she cried, and Meggie heard the desperation in her voice. "I cant help him. Try giving him retchwort," she told Minerva. "And Ill go and look for deathbud roots, though Im afraid theres not much point." "Retchwort will only make it worse," said Resa in a toneless voice. "Believe me, Ive seen this often enough." The Black Prince gasped in agony and buried his face against Baptistas side.

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Don't worry for the late reply, and I'm late too, I'm sorryyy 😰

Acnh is definitely the game to not play for people like us because you gonna spend hundred of hours for something you gonna give up on your island because you finally dislike it 🙃 I've never played to Uncharted before since I don't have a PlayStation, (I'm more a Nintendo person), and it looks very interesting and fun to play!! The big lands and maps are so beautiful, I'd loose my mind if I play to these games hdjdsjsg

The last death.........? I don't know what you're talking about, absolutely nobody died 🤨🤨🤨 akskdkebs I can't handle this, it was the worst thing that could've happened and... It happened 🙃

I'd love to tell you all my favorites but I'm afraid you guess who am I, so I wait 😏❤️

I started to watch Kono Oto Tomare and it's soooo good !!! I'm used to read mangas instead of watching the anime, but I wanted to hear all the performances and I'm not disapointed at all ! The Koto is an amazing instrument, and the way every character is playing in their own way is spectacular, I'm always so close to tears, and I often cry tbh because it's so beautiful ??? I get chills for every episodes!!!

Fanarts can make you love a ton of ships, even those you never thought about before, because you find out a dynamic through the fanart and you start to love it anddddd it's a brainrot ; I often love ships which are not that popular, so there are not enough fanarts about the ship and I'm left disapointed 😔 but when you finally find the fanartist who draws the ship it's a win 😏

Omg all of your ships, are so lovely ? 🥺 The way you describe them makes me even love the ships I know nothing about and I'm crying because I see the dynamic for all of them and I'm weak, I'm a sucker for beautiful relationships! Your tastes will never disapointing me, Misawa, Bajifuyu, Kyoru, Chitowa, ALL, incredible 😌😌

So I think I finally pick an idea of what I wanna make for you, I'm just still thinking about how I'll set the edit, but I need to find panels first and the ideas will come 😌 I can'tttt wait to give you my gift, I'm so impatient ❤️

- Your Animanga Secret Santa 🎅

Hiii!<3 I hope you've been alright and having a good time!

Yesss it sounds like we'd just be decorating the island all the time instead of actually playing lmaooo! And yess Uncharted is a really fun game so if you ever get the chance you should play it!

asdasjd yes, ignoring a character's death is the best way to go about it. they dont die unless you forget them right? aksjdnak stupid tok rev only hurting us ;-;

OMGGGG SANTA YOU STARTED KOT AAAA im so happy you liked it!! listening to the perfomances on the anime was amazing, the koto is indeed an amazing instrument! i never expected it to sound so cool! the animation may not be great, but the music is wonderfull!! i totally recommend the manga too! the characters, backstories and the development are all amazing and so is the storytelling<3<3 it captivated me right from chapter one and i've been in kot hell for a little over two years now (the brainrot is not going away any time soon lmao)

yesss! fanartists have so much power, it's amazingg and omg yeah i totally relate bc i always end up loving underrated animangas so there is not many content out there asjkda but finding someone who creates for it it's so satisfactoryyy

thank youuuu im so weak for the romance in media too and all those ships are so nice!! gotta find love somewhere lmaoooo asjadnks and well santa YOUR TASTE IS ALSO FLAWLESS plss<3<3

and aaaaaa omg im so excited!! thank you everything<3<3 i cant wait to finally meet you too! all my best wishes for you santaa<3