#but ig i havent been in the circles for it i havent seen it done to This degree. let alone be one of the people doing it

[claitea]

i really do love just how deep you can dig with bw's story. like really the devs only intended for n giving the player his dragon to be a way for you to get said dragon but its Genuinely good storytelling if you take it as n, in his grief at not being able to find his friend, trapping himself back in unova to wait for them. its so insane to me. this is game mechanics wjy am i cryign

[voidzphere]

🧡🧡🧡Hello!!!! i was a big fan of yours for a while now! Over time Ive grown to be concerned by the amount of stories i hear from…No pressure to read or respond, but i did want to open a door to hear from you about this as i’m concerned. I’ve been told i should be careful about interacting with you (i already have been interacting for a while now) but i’m honoring that concern until i (maybe-?) get an answer or just, confirmation that it’s safe

(Again no pressure!!)

A lot of circles talking about how much harassment they’ve (or people they know or witnessed) received from either you or your friends…

Especially in regards to hit lists that floated in the past? Talk of doxxing? Rumors being spread? Gossiping to people? Callouts on people who don’t associate with the things they are being called out on?

I hope it’s not true i would like to think you’re as chill and easygoing as you portray most times. A lot of people including myself look up to you this kind of…sucks to hear /gen/not accusatory /is there a tag for that lol🧡

I’ve interacted with you freely until recently and now i’m hearing stories that are indicative of you being unsafe and i hope that’s untrue

I’m genuinely so appalled by a lot of these stories and it confuses me because these are people i love and trust a lot and several separate people have had the exact same stories to tell

(These are people who are also disgusted by problematic content on a personal level, in case that’s relevant, i am very careful to not interact with dangerous people or toxicity)🧡🧡🧡🧡(ig either way allegations of doxxing and harassment would be bad but it’s especially heartbreaking to hear from people who’ve done nothing wrong)

I haven’t seen those posts myself but have grown to be concerned. The people who have talked to me about these things are really down to earth people kind people and i couldn’t imagine them being accused of things or threatened?

I could understand if they were creeps but…I wouldn’t expect to hear that from them.

Was wondering if you could offer some insight on this. If not that’s alright as it’s your life and this is an anon ask🧡🧡

I’m just growing to be increasingly concerned and kind of appalled by how much stress and upset is surrounding your user name behind the scenes, Id like to think it’s a misunderstanding or something!

Either way, take care of yourself and have a nice day or night voidz!! ^_^🧡 /all love

-greenery anon

first off dont call me "voidz" thatz not my name

second, itz really funny to me how these said people are sayin that im spreadin rumorz n shit when they are also question mark ? if theyre talkin shit abt me that countz as gossipping and spreadin rumorz

the "hit list" thing is ancient as fuck and i havent even thought about it since then. either way, it wasnt even me who did any of that. there are multiple postz explaining that, if you bothered looking ‼️‼️

and like ive said a million timez before, i am strictly anti-harassment and will never tolerate any of that. if anyone doez i suggest they leave my page.

if i see one more person bring up any of this shit on my page im literally blocking you like im not kidding

srry if i sound passive aggressive or upset thatz cuz this was such a long time ago n im so sick of hearin this !!

[snickiebear]

yo nadia <3333 i'm bored in my online classes and u reblogged the questions thingy at the right time lmao, so get ready: 1, 4, 5, 9, 10, 17, 23, 24, 28, 30!!!, 34, 38, 39, 40 (the intimacy of being understood) (imma stop here lol) (also i'm sorry u're not feeling well, ily and hope u'll feel better soon!! <33333)

ELE ILY. (and thank you, i’m stayin home today cause,,, yeah. i appreciate you sm.) you’re the literal best, i adore you. 

1. How long ago did you start reading fanfiction? Writing fanfiction?

The first fanfiction i read was for The Lunar Chronicles when I was like 11?? and it was 100% on accident and it scarred me because it was a hardcore porn one with a period kink and i was like WHAT IS THIS??? OH MY GOD???? LMAOOOOO i didn’t pick it back up until i was 13-14 and really got into the Fairy Tail fandom. I still reread my favorites on ff.net cause i love them. 

As for writing, I wrote a horrible, terrible x-men fanfiction when I was twelve. (my friend still brings it up and REFUSES to delete it so it still gets comments and views, that shit HAUNTS ME ELE.) then tried again for Fairy Tail, posted like two chapters before taking it down cause i wasn’t really feeling it. And then I posted The Intimacy Of Being Understood and here we are. 

4. Link your three favorite fics right now.

OMGG okok 

@murd3rm1ttens ‘s The Problem How Time Works IF YOU HAVENT READ THIS YOU GUYS NEED TO HOP ON IT ASAP. MITTEN’S WRITING SO SO SO SO GOOD. SAKURA AND INO ARE TOTAL BADASSES. KAKASHI IS A SIMPPPP. ITS SO FUCKING GOOD. 

@mouseymightymarvellous ‘s We Were Screaming In Color (Only A Possibility) yes, yes I KNOW. i always point into mousey’s direction but i WILL always advocate that everyone reads her fics, they’re literally so beautiful???? i just happen to be rereading WWSIN rn 

@safelycapricious ‘s Shaking Up And Breaking Down series. I found this like?? idfk but i’ve been raving about it ever since. ALSO CHECK OUT THEIR FICS IN GENERAL. 

fuck i have more than three but also check out @ambivalens999 ‘s Masks

i do wanna make a fic rec thing where i just rav about my favs,,, might do that later or sum

5. What are your fanfic pet peeves? Do they have a huge effect on whether or not you decide to read something?

Omniscient third person. I don’t like it. Like I can understand that it can be a little hard to stay in one person’s perspective but, in my opinion, if you can, it shows how disciplined you are as a writer. Plus, i just get so confused when I go from A’s thoughts to suddenly what B is thinking about A. 

When writers use ‘ ‘ instead of “ “. When writers put thoughts in ‘ ‘ instead of just italicizing them. It’s small things but like they just bother me sO MUCH. most of the time i can ignore it and try to enjoy but other times i just dip. 

9. Tag 3 fic writers you think are underrated/unknown in the fandom/fanfiction community.

@espoir-et-reves !!!!! THEIR SHISAKU FICS ARE SO SO SO SO SO GOOD. And they have a warring states one going on THAT I AM SO OBSESSED WITH. 

@writer168 idk if they’re really “underrated” but THEY HAVE SUCH GREAT FICS ON AO3. Like theres an AU with sakura, kiba, and shino that i reread constantly because it just. is. so. fucking. GOOD. and they posted a new one that i’m YELLING about. 

@eggtoasties okay they only have 2 in the naruto fandom (one shisaku which is still ongoing) BUT THEIR WRITING STYLE IS SO NICE?? I ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT. I still go back and reread their shikasaku one cause UGH i can’t get enough. I love it. 

10. What’s your favorite fandom, pairing, or character to read fic for?

Fandoms: Naruto, Soul Eater, The Old Guard, ATLA

Parings: KakaSaku/ShikaSaku/ShiSaku/MultiSaku, SoMa, Joe X Nicky, Zukka

Character: SAKURA. I will read anything with Sakura as the main character and her being a fuckin badass or becoming a badass. I love her.

17. How obsessively do you sit and stare at your fic after you’ve just posted and wait for feedback?

aha.. haha.. well. I check my email like three times an hour. its the first thing i check in the mornings too. I’m literally a whore for praise and literally eat up feedback like its going out of style. I also reread a lot of my stuff because i make so many mistakes and spelling errors, or the spacing is weird oR SOMETHING. plus, literally any and all comments make my day, i go back and reread them cause they just make me feel so tingly and warm like “wow. this person enjoyed the fic/my writing enough to tell me. thats HUGE!”

23. What’s your absolute favorite trope to write?

Angry, feral, bloodied, morally gray women. They aren’t bad guys, they’re probably the good guy, but that doesn’t mean they cant be fucking raging at the world with raw knuckles and blood on their teeth. I just love an angry woman who struggles with her emotions and just has so much inner conflict but that doesn’t take away from her character or badassery, it adds to it. 

24. What’s a trope that you’d like to never hear about as long as you live, let alone write?

The fake dating or miscommunication troupe. LIKE GUYS JUST TALK. AND TELL EACH OTHER OMFG. the entire like obliviousness of “nah they dont like me” while the They holds their hand and kisses their cheek. MOFO WHAT. it makes me so impatient and like mad HAAHHAHA. its probably because i’m a pretty confrontational person so seeing stuff like that just “cmon bro, USE YO HEAD.”

28. How do you deal with writing pressure (ie: pressure to update, negative comments, deadlines, etc)?

I have yet to receive a negative comment! Which i was really surprised about tbh. As for deadlines or pressure to update, i just kind of do whatever. I do set goals, but i set them flexible enough that hey, if i can’t do it, that’s okay. 

I have a lot of mini goals, like “i want to write this chapter and get it done this week” and then the large goal is “FINISH BY END OF MAY” so i have time. 

Actually, now that I think on it, the entire pressure to update thing is probably why i’m waiting until I have all of OL&W written to post it weekly,, cause well. I wouldn’t wanna leave you guys waiting as I tried to write and work out the next chapters and stuff, you know?

30. Post a snippet from your current WIP without context - no more than 300 words.

AAAAAA YOU KNOW I LOVE THESE AHAHAHAH

Have you seen the way the dead dance, World Breaker? They roar, half mad and starving. Do you not wish, do you not hope to see them twist and bend and dance to your will?

Shikamaru snarls, looking behind his shoulders to where his Shadows lay. “Patience.” He spits. “Is of the essence, Things of Ancient. Know your place as the dark you are.”

34. How much of yourself and your life experiences do you put into your writing? What do you think your readers’ image of you is?

None of my experiences match up to anything I write tbh,,, probably the only thing that is me in my writing is maybe the emotional turmoil? I’m pretty emotionally and mentally mature because from a pretty young age i started forming my own opinions, started looking into the world around us and being like “dude what the fuck this is not what disney advertised”. Then i started talking (read: arguing and debating) with my dad about a lot of it. So, like emotions are kind of hard for me. Like i’m pretty good at controlling them or understanding them, but still. idk its hard to explain ig.

Like the weight of stress, the anger, the sadness. It’s kind of therapeutic to write. Cause i don’t know how to put those feelings to verbal words so writing them really helps. 

As for my readers’ image? Probably like some kind of hunched over figure typing away in the dark with a maniacal grin on their face. I honestly don’t know AHHAHAHA but it is fun to think about. I think they’d see me as someone with potential but a lot of room to grow and someone who is imperfect but in a charming way LMAOOOO

38. What does your writing process look like? How chaotic is it on a scale of 1 (very tame) to 10 (you can’t handle this kind of chaos)?

I’m gonna be real honest. Its probably like a 2. I’m a bit of a control freak so I almost always go in chronological order, my writing is pretty linear. Unless, i get bored and jump to one of my fav parts. It's pretty much i sit down, i open the doc, read over my notes and just start writing. 

It’s a little boring to explain AHAHAHA but once i get into the groove of things its really fucking great, I can like feel myself in the world, I can feel what i want the characters to, i love it. I catch myself mouthing the words as i type too, which i find hilarious.

39. What’s something about your writing that you pride yourself on?

I rather like how raw my writing is sometimes. Which might sound really vain, but i do like the way i word things or describe things. I love juxtaposition and repetition, or making a good ole circle back to some minute detail that wouldn’t stand out until i repeat it at the end and you’re like “omg” AHAHAHAHA.

Like those little poetic snippets or certain wording i just sit back and go “damn thats kinda good nadia! go you!’ HAHAHA  

40. How did you come up with the idea for The Intimacy Of Being Understood?

AAAAA this fic is like my first child, my pride and joy LMAO

so the idea initially came when i was reading some fic, idk if it was even naruto, but i was like “i don't like this, but i do like the rain symbolism.” And I knew i wanted to write something kind of slow paced, something a little sad and angsty, but would show KakaSaku slowly but surely falling in love.

Idk if you’ve noticed but a lot of my fics, the pairings don’t change each other dramatically. They accept each other as they are and then they grow with together. Like that acceptance is something i just love writing, its so subtle, it isn’t something you declare. Its simply “I am going to love you. I am going to love you despite your flaws and faults. I am going to love you unconditionally because I know you, I understand you, and there is nothing you could do to drive me away.” 

The fic kind of wrote itself after that first scene. I kept going back to the rain, go being ghosts, and resurrection, and the small epiphanies one gets. I wanted to focus on each character’s growth with each other. They didn’t find light in life because of each other, but with each other. And i think that’s my favorite thing about that fic. 

I wanted something raw and real and just something beautiful. I’m actually really proud of it tbh. Would i go back and rewrite/edit it? Oh of course! I’d do that with every single one of my fics, but i’m not gonna cause i think its in its rawest form right now. :))))

ask me shit plz

[freerebelmentality]

The apple of my eye

AN: The apple of Chibs eye? Or Koziks? You are Chibs niece and he would do anything for you, literally. Kozik is the person you fell for.

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You live with your uncle Filip after two years, at first you were only suppose to be visiting but something about Charming made you change your mind. You work at a bakery, Wayne hooked you up with the owner and gave you a job on the spot.

“Y/n what are you still doing here? Your shift ended like half hour ago” Your supervisor says while you mix up the dough.

“I know. I just wanted to finish this up and I’ll clock out” You tell him as he nods and proceeds to do something else.

Once you finish with the dough and prepared it for the oven is when you cleaned your station for the next person to take over. You clock out and head home.

“He is actually home” You mutter to yourself as you pull into the drive way and see your uncles bike parked there.

“Aye sweet heart” Your uncle greets you at the door once you enter the house

“I wasnt expecting you home” You tell him while setting your bag by the stairs and placing the keys into the bowl

“Didnt need me for the run. Clay took Jax, Tig and Happy” He says while getting beers from the fridge and handed you one. You took the beer from his hands while twisting the cap off.

You went up the stairs to shower and went to your room to get dressed. When your done, you came back down the stairs and into the kitchen but no uncle. Your phone rang and sent it straight to voice mail.

“Hey babe, Its me. This is my fourth message already. Call me” He leaves another message on your voice mail.

You look to your phone and delete the voice mail. Herman told you he loved you after a night of spending together. All you wanted was sex, nothing more but once those words came flowing out. You said nothing, got dressed quickly and left him hanging. You knew he couldnt chase after you because he would get caught by your uncle.

You have been sneaking around with Herman for a few months after meeting at a lock down, he introduced himself and the both of you started talking right away. After that the casual sex started. Well until he said those words and just made you panic. You had the same amount of feelings for him he has for you but something deep down made you scared.

“Is y/n coming tonight?” Juice asks looking to Chibs

“I didnt tell her there was something going on tonight” He simply says while he finishes the last of his beer.

Herman came back into the club house looking frustrated as ever. Juice looks to him all puzzled while Bobby does the same. Tig on the other hand just brushes him off.

“Whats wrong with ye?” Chibs asks looking to Herman.

“Nothing just nothing” He says and slams his shot of tequila

He knew something was wrong with him but he didnt push. So he just left it at that. Herman continued on with his day working at the garage, doing pick ups for Gemma and she saw the frustration in him. She wanted to pull him a side and have a chat with him when he got back to the garage. Gemma sees Chibs walk out of the club house and goes to his bike.

“Where are you going?” She asks walking towards him

“Im gonna head back home and see what my niece is up to” He says as he puts on his helmet

“You should bring her by later, havent seen her since she started that new job” She says as she lights up a cigarette

“Aye, dont think she has seen anyone from the club since she started working. I’ll let her know” He says and kicks starts his bike and begins to drive out of the parking lot.

Your in the kitchen preparing dinner for you and your uncle. You didnt realize how much you made until you finally looked at your cooking.

“Shit” You mutter to yourself and you hear a bike pulling into the drive way.

You looked out the window to see your uncle walking up the drive way and came into the house.

“Smells amazing in here” He says with a smile on his face as he walks towards you and kisses your forehead.

“Sorry, I cooked way to much and I wasnt paying attention to what I was doing” You tell him as you finish everything and serve two plates and set them on the table

“Its alright, I can call over Juice” He says while pulling out his phone and invites him over for dinner. Within a matter of minutes he is pulling in the drive way and walking into the house.

“Wow smells amazing in here” Juice says once he enters into the house. You serve him a tremendous amount of food and sit down with your uncle and best friend.

“Sweet heart ye cook like ye mother. Makes me miss home” Your uncle says while looking to you with a sincere smile.

“Thank you Filip. Makes me miss home as well” You smile back to and get up to get yourself another serving of food.

“I didnt realize how hungry I am” You add while getting yourself another serving of food.

“Good thinking, mind if I take more?” Juice asks before he gets up to serve himself

“Please help yourself to more food. It doesnt bother me, I didnt realize how much I cooked until I finally was paying attention to what I was doing” You tell him while your uncle gets up from the table and brings out the beers and serves each of you.

Herman drives by the house with his truck and sees Juice’s bike parked in the drive way along with your uncles. Is that why you are blowing him off? You are spending more of your time with Juice instead of him. Did Chibs say something to you about him that you had to spend more time with Juice? He was thinking a million thoughts and that made his blood boil in annoyance and anger.

“We are having a party at the club and Gemma wanted you to come by. She hasnt seen ye in a while” Your uncle says before he forgets all together.

“You should come, maybe sing a song for us” Juice says while looking to you in hopes that you would

“Why not, havent seen anyone in a while and you would need to get me good drunk just to sing in front of a crowd” You tell him while smiling to your uncle and best friend.

“Done” He says and chuckles

“Not to drunk, dont want ye falling off my bike” Your uncle says as he chuckles as well

You get ready while your uncle and Juice are waiting for you to head to the club house for the party and you are worried that Herman will do something stupid. Well not really since you want to talk to him and even declare your love for him as well. Maybe.

Once you are ready, you walk out the door while Juice and Filip follow behind you, uncle locks the door and walks to his bike. You put on the helmet while he does the same and kick starts the bike. He drives in the direction of the club while Juice follows behind.

“Sweet heart its finally good to see you” Gemma says once she sees you walk in with your uncle and best friend.

“I know its been a while but have been busy at the bakery” You tell her as you pull away from her hug.

“Mind if we talk?” She asks and you see Herman while a crow eater is all over him. You contain your anger and follow her to a quiet place.

Herman sees you hugging Gemma and walking away with her to one of the dorms. Clay’s most likely.

“What did you need to talk to me about?” You ask once you sit on the chair and she closes the door behind her.

“Kozik” Is all she says and you went numb

“What about him?” You ask while your knee bounces up and down

“Well I noticed that the two of you were getting comfortable and lately hes been frustrated” She says with concern across her face.

“I didnt want to say anything to Chibs because he is your uncle” She adds.

“We did get comfortable, after that we even started sneaking around and after he told me his feelings. I got scared and left him hanging. I have been ignoring his phone calls for a while now and Im beginning to regret it” You admit to her feeling incredibly defeated about your feelings but felt good to let that out.

“Why are you scared sweet heart? Is it because of your uncle?” She asks while worry begins to take over

“I can handle my uncle, Im not worried about him and I can work him. Im his niece after all well his only niece” You say while reassuring her not to worry.

“What is it then?” She asks looking to you.

“Before I moved here, I was in a relationship and it was good. It was really good. Only lasted a while then went to shit. He started coming home late, at times gone all night. But when he came home thats when we would argue. Arguing turned to slapping. Slapping turned to more beatings and I would end up with a few broken bones. When I had enough, I left and came here. Well I waited till the bruises and broken bones were healed then I came here to surprise my uncle” You tell her while she kneels in front of you and rubs gentle circles on your back

“Im scared to open myself up like that again. Im scared to let him in and wait for something to smack me in the face again. I know he wouldnt lay a hand on me but just the idea of allowing myself to be vulnerable with someone” You tell her while Herman is on the other side of the door listening to your conversation.

He now understands why you have been ignoring him, why you have been so distant lately and why you ran out on him after he told you that he loves you. You were right about not laying a hand on you because thats the last thing he would ever want to do to a woman. Especially you.

“Sweet heart, Im sorry you had to go through those things and I am happy you came here. Only a coward like that lays a hand on a woman and you have every right to get away like that” She says while looking to you.

“Herman on the other hand, he wouldnt dare lay a hand on a woman like that. I see the way he looks at you and he would never dare to cross you. Give him a chance, I have a good feeling about this” She says while lifting your chin and kisses your forehead.

Herman hears someone walking in the hall way and he goes into the washroom right away. Someone knocks on the door of the dorm room. You and Gemma look to the door and see Juice leaned against the door frame.

“Y/n there has been a request for your live performance and we got a band for you” He says with a wide smile.

“I didnt know we had a rock star amongst us” Gemma says looking to you.

“I only sing when no one is around and a few times my uncle has caught me. Juice has caught me as well” You tell her while wiping away the tears and a smile forms on your face.

Juice heads back to the bar area. You and Gemma walk out of the room together side by side. She kisses your temple. Once you get to the bar area, you notice Herman who smiles to you, Chibs notices and begins to piece everything together, he thought you would end up with Juice because of how you two got along but Kozik is another story.

“For the first time ever for a live performance. Miss Y/n Telford” Juice announces while every looks to you in complete shock. Everyone looks to you really quickly while your uncle on the other hand is smiling and cant wipe it off.

“You guys know the song all the same by sick puppies?” You ask the band while they smile and nod in agreement which you are happy about because you want to send the song to Herman.

“Before I go and sing this song um. This song is for you and Im sorry. You know who you are” You say into the mic while your uncle looks to Kozik right away.

“Listen, you treat my niece good and we wont have any problems. Im watching ye” Chibs says putting an arm around Koziks neck and pulling him closer.

“I dont mind where you come from

As long as you come to me

But I dont like illusions I cant see

Them clearly

I dont care, no I wouldn't dare

To fix the twist in you

You've shown me eventually what you'll do

I dont mind

I dont care

As long as you're here”

Everyone loved that you can sing, your best friend and uncle couldnt wipe the smiles off their faces. Herman on the other hand is amazed that you could even sing, you have never mentioned anything about singing and he loved that you can.

You sang through the whole song while looking to Herman, like as if he is the only person in the room.

“Go ahead say it

You're leaving

You'll just come back running

Holding your scarred heart in hand

It's all the same

And I'll take you for who you are now

If you take me for everything

Do it all over again

It's all the same”

You finish the song and look to Herman right away. Everyone is amazed by your talent

“Hey Tacoma” You say while looking into his blue eyes.

“Hey Telford” He smiles wide for you.

You felt eyes on you. You looked to where your uncle, best friend, Tig and Gemma stand. Gemma and Juice were the only ones who were smiling away. Tig and your uncle well not so much.

“Y/n may I have a word with ye?” Your uncle asks as he takes you by the arm and takes you away from Kozik.

“Dont worry sweet heart, uncle is just worried about his only niece” Gemma says while linking arms with him.

“How come ye never told me about Kozik?” He asks looking to you as he sits on his bike

“If I would have told you, what would you have said?” You ask looking to him

“To leave”

“To leave him alone and never see him again” You cut him off and knew what he is going to say because he is Filip.

“I only say that because I want the best for ye. Your my niece, I see you as my own and I cant help but want whats best for ye. I promised your ma that I would keep an eye on ye and keep ye safe” He says while looking around the parking lot and setting his gaze on you.

“You mean the type of best that never came home at night, argued, slapped me around and left me with broken bones. Is that the type of best you want for me? Because I thought I had it but turns out it wasnt. Herman is whats best for me” You practically raise your voice to your uncle and he is caught off guard by the things you are telling him and that you are raising your voice to him all together

Your yelling caught every ones attention which you didnt want but its to late. You form tears in your eyes while telling Filip about the abuse you suffered. By the looks of it he didnt know that part either.

“I know you want to keep me safe and you have. I love the fact you do these things for me but at times your such a stubborn prick and I just want to beat the living shit out of you. At the same I cant because who else am I going to put up with?” You continue while you smile to your uncle and place your hands on both sides of his face. You give him a peck to the forehead and you both smile

“You just know how to capture my heart” He says while looking to you lovingly

“Callum? He did all of that to ye? Why didnt ye tell me?” He asks in complete shock

“It doesnt matter now. Im happy with him, he makes me happy. Herman makes me feel safe just like the way you make me feel safe. I actually feel loved when Im with him and not the way Callum treated me. Herman is whats real” You tell him while leaning against his bike and your arms are across your chest.

“At least with this one, I know where he is and who he is with. I know that he is loyal, selfless and I know that he would never ever in the slightest moment lay a god damn hand on me” You add while looking to your uncle and pointing to Herman.

“If its love then you know I cant get in the way of that. I just cant get used of ye being with one of my brothas is all. No im lying, I thought ye would end up with Juice” He corrects himself in a hushed tone but loud enough for you to hear.

“I cant get used of this right away. I need time to get used of the fact you are going to be with my brotha. All I ask is give me time” He says looking up from the pavement and to you.

You look to Herman while he gives you a nod, Filip looks back as well and sees him nod.

“Aye, I can do that” You agree with you smile to your uncle

“Dont move out on me just yet either, like I said. I need time” He adds as he gets up from the bike and pulls you into his arms.

“See told you, she has him wrapped around that pretty little finger” Gemma says looking to Kozik

“I am already wrapped around that pretty little finger” He says while looking to the love of his life and the uncle that sees her as the apple to his eye.

“You’ll be wrapped around Chibs dick thats for sure” Tig says from behind Kozik

“And ye, dont make me regret this” Chibs says looking to Kozik as he comes walking to him

“Give me some time to get used of ye being with her. She is like a daughter to me and I expect ye to guard her with your life and if she comes home crying to me then we are going to have a problem. Treat my baby good” He adds while looking to him while he claps him on the shoulder and holds him tight.

“I will. I just want you to know that I love her and I always have. I would hate myself if I ever did anything to her. She is the love of my life and there is no one else I would rather be with. She is for me” He says looking to his brother and meaning every single word he has said to your uncle.

Chibs nods and hugs him. As he pulls away is when he walks towards Juice and give him a knowing expression.

“Im making a call to Belfast to take care of the asshole right?” Juice asks in hopes he is getting the right signal.

“Aye, tell Mcgee to say hi to dear ol wee Callum and makes sure he doesnt see the day of light again” Chibs says as he takes a gulp from his beer. Juice gets on the phone right away to make sure your ex is being handled and to make sure no other woman will be treated the way you have by him.

“Im sorry” You tell him as he pulls you into his arms where you belong

“You dont need to apologize. I heard what you told Gemma and now I get it” He admits as he looks into your eyes

“I would never hurt you like that, I would never stay away from you, I would never leave you and I would never treat you the way he has” He says while he still has you in his embrace.

You knew he is telling the truth and those are the words you have always wanted to hear and feel loved the way a person should feel.

“I love you to much to see you hurt” He adds while your foreheads are touching

“And I you” You close the gap between you.

You can finally be with the one person who makes you feel loved in so many ways and makes you feel wanted. Herman is happy to have his girl in his arms and with him. He didnt know what he would do if you kept ignoring him and left him with a broken heart. All he knew was he wouldnt be in Charming any longer of that were the case.

Chibs couldnt believe how much you were keeping from him until now and he couldnt believe his baby niece found the love of her life. He is happy for how things turned out anyway and he wouldnt change anything for your happiness or Koziks. He knew you would be kept safe and you would always be safe. As long as him and Kozik are around.