#but if you play cod mobile hmu and we can play together

[liliansun]

no one particularly cares but i need this moment to vent bc i’m on the verge of tears and i wanna smash a pumpkin against my wall. and like,, if for some reason you read this lmk if i’m being unreasonable bc i feel like i am but then again i’m not.

so my bf is going into the military and he’s gonna be leaving in december right? so he just left meps today and got to his house and said his family pushed his birthday dinner from tonight (it’s his birthday today) to tomorrow night. i was like okay, he was gonna come over in the morning and we hang out w my baby and then he was gonna skedaddle off to the bday dinner with his family.

with this information i was gonna make him a cake and surprise him bc i didn’t get to see him today. so then he tells me his dad pushed it off to wherever so he was gonna go out w his guy friends to hang out and plan for the bday dinner to be later this weekend and i’m like okay and he tells me he’s gonna come by later in the day tomorrow instead of the morning bc he’s out w the boys. i’m like okay, have fun and be safe and i update him and yada yada. so then he tells me he’s going to texas which is like a few states over (4+ hour drive in the night) and i’m in the middle of a cod mobile game and i’m thinking to myself. wtf? bc in my head that contradicted the whole plans he kept changing for tomorrow (context: i was off today and tomorrow) and then he’s like nvm my friends voted against it and idk if you think like me but i thought that was dumb as hell.

so then i’m in a sour mood, i lost my br match bc i was so just out of it bc i’m like wtf? sure go do whatever you wanna do w your friends,, but if we made plans to hang out how tf do you expect me to feel when you plan to go state hopping instead. so we get into this discussion which i don’t want to call an argument and he’s like “i’m sorry but at the same time i’m not” and i’m like. elaborate. bc that shit didn’t make sense to me. “he’s like i’m sorry i’m being difficult but i’m not sorry bc i assumed you had no plans for tomorrow. well sir,, i was trying to SURPRISE you and idk if me asking a million times what time you wanted to come over didn’t give a hint?? guess not?? but okay and i’m trying to end the conversation bc i’m annoyed and he’s annoying me even more by wanting to talk it all out right here rn and i’m the type of person who needs time to think over everything,, collect my thoughts and readdress it once i’m clear headed and can see where i was wrong and he’s not

and then we get to the point of conversation where he’s like well what do you have planned for tomorrow and i’m like nothing now, you wanna go out w your friends so go out w them and he’s like we’re not going and im like okay, so go do something else w them i’m just not in the mood and he’s like no i wanna see you and i’m thinking to myself that i don’t particularly wanna see him but ik it’s bc i’m in a bad mood and maybe i’ll feel better in the morning maybe i won’t but rn i’m like stay the hell away from me before i start crying. and he’s like well the latest i’ll be by is 3 and i’m like okay. nice. and he’s like my recruiter might need me around 4 ish and i’m like. so you mean to tell me you wanna drive 40 minutes to my house to turn around and drive another 30 minutes and come back for another 30 minutes?? this is coming from the man that literally told me earlier today “since i’m quitting my job bc i’m going into the military, i don’t wanna be reckless w my spending till then”

so i mention that bc that’s a waste of gas and idk where y’all live but that shit ain’t cheep here and he tells me to let him worry about that and i’m like okay bc atp i’m done having the conversation and he’s trying to be lovey dovey and i’m about to throw my phone into the gulf and cry to tswift songs bc i just don’t know what to do.

part of me is like let him come bc he’s gonna be gone soon and you don’t know how long or where he’s gonna be at for boot camp and part of me is like he didn’t take in consideration the fact that he made plans with me and threw them out the fucking window on the highway while he was keke giggling at the thought of driving idek how many hours away and sleeping with his friends in his friends’ car.

so yeah. if you’ve made it this far on my lil ted talk, i love you. i think i’m genuinely gonna go cry and hold my baby and just try to sleep bc my head hurts and my heart hurts and i feel like i’m being irrational but at the same time i feel like i have a right to feel this way.

[komod0]

IM SO SORRY FOR THE LATE REPLY 😭 did that thing where i imagined a reply in my head so forgot i hadnt replied at all,,,,

REAL TBH everything on netflix can be pirated anyways LOL plus they cancel all their good shows to make way for the trash ones smh smh

WE COULD,,, 👁️ hm hm yes we could play together any multiplayer games u play that u’d want to play together hmu for them i also play roblox if u play that too LOL any games bc im supposed to buy games w that ps5 ofc but aside from the cod games and red dead redemption bc my sister wants that i have no clue what else id get 😭 need recommendations lol so lmk if u have any multiplayer game recommendations would be willing 👀 it wouldnt be until after christmas tho 😔

Never played ark!!! Heard its good tho?? Dinosaur games r always yummy ofcofc

If you ever check it out lmk bc all the friends i have on it im scared to ask to play w them LOL im pretty sure u can use my code to get it for 33% cheaper too but idk,, its £30 ish tho so dont get it if u dont want lol 😭 some of its free on mobile thooo idkikd up to u

I LOVEEEE SCARY GAMES ON VR <33 i get scared and leave when i get jumpscared but for the two seconds im on it theyre very fun lmaoo

AAAHH HEY HI IT'S BEEN A MINUTE HOW ARE YOU?????

AHHHHH HEYEHYEHEHYEYYYY!!!!! IM GOOD HOW ARE YOU <333 STILL ON MY DINOSur GRIND HEHEEH

[kmsdraws]

LET'S PLAY GAMES!

Things are looking socially bleak for us all with what's going on in the world right now. Depending on what we games we have in common, we can play together on Xbox, Playstation, PUBG Mobile and Call of Duty Mobile - both good options if you don't have a gaming console.

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