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2024 Writing Year In Review
tagged by @persnickett :~) thanks friend
speeding 72 - january 27 - the maze runner, brenda/teresa (90% written in 2023 )
“Do you wanna go somewhere?” Brenda asks you. “Somewhere else. Somewhere we choose.” The stoplight reflecting in her eyes turns green, and you nod. You are Teresa Agnes, and you fall in love in the passenger's seat of a truck.
2. longing needs the leaving (loving needs the bleeding) - april 1 - the chronicles of narnia, caspian/peter
“You’re gone,” Caspian growls. “You’re never coming back.” “But I could!” Peter insists. “I could come back. The island can make it happen.” -- A reflection on Caspian's life and relationship with Peter, alternating between the events of Prince Caspian and The Dawn Treader.
3. my girl's girl - may 7 - the maze runner, teresa/brenda/minho
When Minho jokingly suggests that his girlfriend Brenda ask out her new coworker she seems quite smitten with, it turns into a real shift in their relationship.
4. survival is insufficient - september 29 - the maze runner, teresa/beth
Years after a deadly virus wipes out most of Earth’s population, Teresa roams the wastelands as The Traveling Doctor, offering her services from place to place rather than settling down at any one. When she comes across a new group led by the former firefighter Beth, she begins to question everything she thought she knew about her purpose in this new world.
honorary mention: put down your weapon, child - january 4, 2025 (was almost entirely written in 2024) - the maze runner, gen
He was trying to protect me, Chuck realizes. Just like Gally did. Just like Alby. He surprisingly thinks, for a moment, that he’s getting a little tired of people trying to protect him, if this is how it’s going to keep turning out. - Chuck survives the escape from the Maze. This is the trilogy through his eyes.
#skipping tags bc i can never think of people who haven't already been tagged#so to summarize:#finished something that took me months in 2023 for some reason#Got Possessed By Caspeter Oh My Fucking God#i'm back on that bullshit btw. someone please read that fic i need to scream to someone about them.#then i wrote a very lighthearted fic for the rarepair event#Then I Got Lost In The Teresa/Beth Sauce.#and then i continued to exceed my word count expectations for the chuck genfic for oak#i'm honestly shocked my girl's girl is as low wc as it is given the everything about me.#but anyway this was. a year. for me.#i'm kind of hoping the chuck fic is the only thing i write this year#the only other one i'd accept is finally finishing my big brenderesa wip#i have writing burnout LMFAO#but i'm proud of what i made this year.
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[Toon x Mobster] A tender moment.
[Animation timelapse here!]
[AUDIO USED:] Chet Baker - Almost Blue Sound Effects edited by me!
#toon x mobster#jack desmond#gavriel huffman#original character#original characters#original character art#oc#ocs#oc art#oc animation#oc animatic#I made a little animation about them because I was craving it#I needed to see these two being soft and very loving towards each other#HEY YOU KNOW WHAT THIS IS REMINDING ME#it's like one of those videos back in the early internet years with fandom characters being animated by fans kissing each other HAHAHA#2012 aesthetic <3 two anime/game characters being animated kissing and everyone either screaming from loving or hating it#ooohh those were fun times..#again. I had so much fun with the sound effects [YAAYY I MADE THEM REAL ARE YOU SEEING THAT I DID THAT]#I'm so proud of myself [took literal hours browsing through sound effects with tears slowly sliding down my face]
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what if i broke all the bones in your legs actually
#ramble#please let this be a fucking joke#i cannot imagine being this out of touch#YEAH IT'S ALMOST LIKE ART TAKES FUCKING EFFORT AND THE MAJORITY OF PEOPLE DO ENJOY IT ACTUALLY#the phrase 'labour of love' exists for a reason#i sat and watched my grad film on repeat for days when it was done bc i was so proud that my hundreds of hours paid off#I DON'T MAKE ART TO SIT AND LOOK AT IT#I MAKE IT BECAUSE I PUT TIME AND LOVE INTO IT AND I GET TO LOOK AT IT AND BE LIKE I MADE THAT WITH MY HANDS!!! AND MY BRAIN#GOD FORBID YOU PUT A SECOND OF WORK INTO ANYTHING IN YOUR FUCKING LIFE ANYMORE YOU USELESS FUCK????#i'm so sorry i'm unreasonably mad about this#is it crazy for me to say that you should have to do some things in your life?????? god forbid you read your own emails#what are you DOING how fucking LAZY can you be????#and that is NOT a word i ever want to use but this is the DEFINITION of lazy#kids with adhd aren't lazy. tech bros wanting the exact same things that people have worked years for at the push of a button are lazy#i actually need to go and put my face in grass i'm so upset#thankfully. basically every musician who saw this shut it the fuck down and told him he was an idiot so that's nice
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"but there is nothing more beautiful and terrifying than innocence."
open for better quality | no reposts
#n harmonia#natural harmonia gropius#pokemon#pokemon black and white#fanart#myart#doodle#can't believe they dropped the rawest line of the century in a mainline pokemon game. unova remakes when??#for context one of my friends sent me a video of this trend w/ kvh and it made me think of N so here we are#me the whole time drawing this: please don't let me fall back into my N phase please don't let me fall back into my N phase-#but yeah i haven't drawn him in like what. almost 10 years?? and i'm really proud of how the 2nd piece turned out#younger minty would be so happy i can draw him prettily now lol#also (not so new) trivia drop: did you know g.hetsis' hydreigon has a moveset that can singlehandedly wipe N's party??#i only just recently found this out and it has horrifying implications#anyway!! tldr i love and missed my boy so i drew him ^^
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A very late Birthday + Christmas present for @gen-is-gone based on The Year of Intelligent Tigers by Kate Orman
I designed it to function as an alternate cover for the book as well!

#EDAs#doctor who#dr who#eighth doctor#fitz kreiner#anji kapoor#karl sadeghi#the year of intelligent tigers#this was one of my favorite EDAs (unsurprising) and I really wanted to see what I could do with it when Gen asked for fanart as a gift#and then I made a design with way too much going on and it took me months to finish whoops#I'm very proud of the final product though
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The similarity is uncanny... Fairy godmother being Azul's grandma is starting to look more and more canon /j
And what if I say I had a secret fem azul ver I mean what. Who said that
Anyway, non-sparkle ver is utc! (Coincidentally, Sparkle from Your Name just started playing)
I bet you didn't expect to see the ver I made last year. But yeah bro when I colored I made them look like ghosts idk 😭😭 The glow up goes crazy, all in the span of 11 months (tbf to past me, I was also lazy and speed ran it)
Taglist: @solxima @angelwishess @scint1llat3 @distant-velleity @twtysevapr @cynthinesia @h0neybane @viperbunnies @linabirb @thehollowwriter @wafflethewitchboy @siphoklansan @jewelulu @skibidibabygirl @gimmeurmoneyagh (ask me if you wanna be added/removed!) Sorry I know y'all probably weren't expecting to be tagged for. whatever this is 😭😭😭
#Get this to 1k and I'll post a fem azul one challenge (impossible)#Idek what I was thinking when I first made this OANODNFKSF#But I'm very proud of it. This is my magnum opus#Now I wonder how different my art will look in a year#twisted wonderland#twst#twst art#twst fanart#azul ashengrotto#twst azul#And featuring:#taruchi#It barely shows how I plan for her mostro lounge outfit to look like HAHAHA#Anywhoozle... Off to the war (math assignment) I go#☆ taruchi's drawings 🖌
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waow 2024 is almost dead!!! gone too soon. feels like it’s been a big year for me art-wise for many reasons, BUT. i’m making 2025 bigger.... hopefully....i’ve made some art goals for next year which i won’t explain in detail but they boil down to 1) do more studies 2) tackle my weaknesses (backgrounds, dynamic poses/angles, uhhh lots of stuff i am a one trick pony right now) 3) get into drawing comics, all of which are in preparation for 4) take my story ideas more seriously and get started on one of the many graphic novels living in my head. i have one in mind i HAVE to complete in my lifetime or i will die, but firstly i’m gonna mess around with some little standalone svanhildr comics perhaps. goat fans rejoice.
anyway i wasn’t meant to ramble so i’ll just say THANK YOU for the support as always!!! i’m very flattered all of these have more than 1000 notes.....crazy. thank you. muah
#tumblrtop10#my art#looking forward to 2025 i really really REALLY REALLY want to get stuck in with my story ideas.....#my main passion project i'm more and more leaning into not even sharing i cannot lie. it's very personally made for ME to love and enjoy#and i suck at a lot of what i'd need to draw for it (humans interior backgrounds and an art style that's at least a little gritty)#GOD it's been taking over my mind so much i want to gnaw on it but it's in my head#so maybe i'll just do a first draft for me and me alone and when i'm in my 30s and maybe better at those things i can draw it finally#actually one of the characters for that features here hiii mockley!!! coming in at number 2 most popular of 2024 i'm so proud of her#her design's come a long way i'm kind of super happy with her as always <3 i love you my repressed old woman dinosaur#ALSO i'm SOOOOO excited about a character i made recently i can't wait to share her with the world#she's been a LONG time coming....my goirl.....#i will hopefully show her off in the new year#ALSO no one will see this i'm sure but thank you to my commissioners for the patience#i have now finished my break and will continue drawing
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random note about king on that animation, i got really lucky with how simple his animation was and how clean my sketches were to begin with that i was able to do very minimal cleanup on what i had sketched (and add back. his horn. it's supposed to take place just after echoes of the past, Oops) and call it done that way instead of having to redraw the entire thing like i had to on his dad
first sketch > line cleanup > nearly final animation (i'd added slight eye movements last-second but otherwise that's the final)
#toh#the owl house#animation#gif#king clawthorne#the lineart slightly flickers on his one paw where i had to erase the tag and i thought it would bother me a lot more#but most people seem to use the internet on their phones - coupled with the darker palette and color of his fur#it basically completely hides it#based on feedback i don't think a lot of people realize i made that and it's not a gif from the show lmfao#BUT ITS STILL REALLY NICE THAT PEOPLE THINK IT IS!!!! I AM NOT AN ANIMATOR I AM JUST A HOBBYIST...#i animate like once a year... shits hard man.... but apparently when i do animate. its extremely good :) proud of that#even if i have an extremely unhinged way of animating#i don't have an animation program i draw everything individually frame by frame in photoshop#each character had their own psd file with the same background and every frame was its own group. twice. one for sketch one for colors#i do test takes with gifcam (there are literally 55 WIP gifs in my documents folder rn) by switching between layers and taking a 'frame'#and i compile in blender's video editor and to move things separately i save each character's frame in its own .png 'cel'#so luz was her own 'cel'. king was his own 'cel.' etc. and then i have to manually slide the lengths of the frames around#to match the right framerate. traditionally animation is animated at 24 FPS on 2's - so 12 frames a second. i go on 3s. 4 to slow down#anime-ass framerate. i'm insane apparently but its what i like to do#i dont understand real animation programs they have too many pieces but i DO understand photoshop and my funny brushes#imagine having Digital Programs and Still basically doing ye olde traditional animation method just in the computer#if im Just making a gif then i only use gifcam and switch between layers. like digital stop motion. somethings wrong with me
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I'm one year older today, so I figured I gotta wrap a present or two~
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... Wait...
... I got it backwards, didn't I...
... I'm supposed to be... uhh... the one opening gifts today...
... Oh, how incredibly silly of me...
Welp, I'm sure Ramattra doesn't mind~
#Borb's Scribbles#Overwatch#Ramattra#Unholy Abomination#rest in pepperonis my blog's rating#fr tho my bday is the time of year when i allow myself to be completely unhinged and self indulgent in art#bc may as well treat myself right?#my victim this year is our poor ramram#and i just so happened to be in the mood for something more... extreme... this time#i doodle sin every once in a while#tho it's been YEARS since i made sin that i would deem “finished art”#this is the first one of those i'm actually proud of#and HOT DAMN I did not realize just how much power i have in my hands-#shit i may just have to draw polished sin more often#because if i don't draw what i wanna see who will???#i have been disrespectfully staring at the other variants for way too long now-#...oh yeah did i mention there are rated e variants of this?#because OF COURSE there are#kinda wanna post them but tumblr would probably crucify me for showing robot schlong#welp ya'll just gonna have to live with that i guess lol#jk jk bear with me while i wrap my head around a website that allows this stuff to be posted-
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*voice of boy who just experienced romantic/sexual attraction for the first time* did you guys see that. that was insane. wdym you live like this
#um?????#i've had “crushes” before but that was just guessing#it wasn't until *checks calendar* two days ago that i discovered what y'all are talking about#that was legit insane#also very proud of my initiative. underneath it all i'm quite bold. got his number (re: asked him if he wanted my number which is much more#fun. also he later told me that it made him blush which is cute) and he danced with me.#and it was such a vibe???#like. i've been flirted with before#specifically a guy asked to dance with me (we were at a dance) and like. i did but it was really not it. i'm very enthusiastic when dancing#and there to have as much fun as i can and he was doing that awkward shuffle step thing and i could tell he wasn't really into dancing and#it felt he was bringing me down. dampening the vibe.#but with this guy we were vibing like crazy. he liked dancing! there was energy! he twirled me! it was insane you guys#also he has the cutest little southern accent#i didn't notice at first but my friend pointed it out to me and y'all it's adorable#got his spotify and we like a lot of the same music too#unfortunately he lives 2-3 states over (depending how you count)#we've been texting though#i met him at my competition so if we both win again i'll see him next year lol#finn says shit
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D&D Commissions for Jake - 1/3 - Monty the Bugbear Gloom Stalker
Other D&D Commissions I drew: Hoots the Owlin Twilight Cleric, Kneel the Kobold Soulknife Rogue & Drosylia the Green Dragon
Bonus design sketches under the cut! :D
I think I did an ok job with his design, but the colors will bother me forever xD
#dnd#commission#dungeons and dragons#bugbear#my art#dnd oc#digital art#art commission#i am yet to actually open my commissions but that havent stopped two of the nicest people i have the pleasure of interacting with#from commissioning me a few times 🥺✨#I've made what I consider to be my unbeatable BEST illustration for Jake - so out of my comfort zone I'm still not sure how i pulled it off#i really need to post them someday 😅 The two things im the most proud of drawing in my life have been roting away in my drawer for ~2 years#this and bf unsolved page art :v#starting with recent art and I'll try to keep up frequent-ish posting with blasts from the pasts ;P
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#i don't think the fic is bad or anything but it fought me more than any story has this year. mostly bc of how i've been feeling?#and i think i could've made it a lot better if i'd shelved it for like two or three months tbh#until i was in the right mindset to try to say what i was trying to say? which is one of the main reasons why i shouldn't do big bangs tbh.#but! it's done. and that's the important thing lmao. and i did say my priority this year is finishing things not making them good#i do feel like. there's? some pressure? well-meaning and incredibly kind to be clear! but i do.#but i feel like i have. expectations? on me? and i'm not sure this is going to live up to them?#which is. like i think the story turned out fine but i feel like ppl expect more than fine? from me?#which!!! sounds conceited!!! i am aware!!! but i don't mean it in conceited i mean it like. i'm /stressed/ lmao.#like i think i'd be more okay with failing to meet my own expectations if ppl were okay w/ expecting less from me?#this is a mess.#i just wish i could be proud that i got it finished and instead didn't feel like i was going to let ppl down who expected more?#anyway. i've been working on my internal expectations this year. and i think next year has GOTTA be about external expectations lmao.#like it's absolutely no one's fault it's my own bad brain and you're absolutely not responsible for my feelings!! it's just.#anyway. i'm going to focus on being proud of myself for finishing it because it was very very very hard for me to do that#so it's done! and that's exciting!#and that's gotta be the most important thing for me rn lmao#stretching that writing muscle tag
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((A very good Game Awards this year!! Surprising, I know. I'm happy with the Metaphor wins, the Astro Bot wins, and especially the Balatro wins. Absolutely all well deserved!!! And some of those game announcements REALLY got me hyped!!))
#out of cards#mun stuff#((I was so happy hearing Metaphor music in the GOTY award orchestra#but man I'm so proud of the Astro Bot team#I think it makes the most sense considering the game has included so many other IPs from other companies#that made Sony and the Playstation what it is today#perfect celebration of its 30 year anniversary AND perfect for the 10th Game Awards anniversary#I'm feeling very satisfied tonight ^_^))
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-> Porchay Kittisawat & All That We Get by First Aid Kit (ft. Chay & Porsche sibling bond)
#chay my most dearest darling#he and this song!!! have been on my mind for so long!!!! have made me cry multiple times!!!#idk if this counts as chay meta?? let me know#I have so much to say about this edit but also rn I don't have the words so I hope what I want to say can be seen and felt#porchay pichaya kittisawat#kinnporsche the series#kpts edit#I'm trying to be proud of finishing this (it's taken me a year) but also now I lowkey hate it ♡#porchay kittisawasd
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Additional game card art!
#pixel art#pixelart#ref#indie game#indie#card game design#card games#mbti#mbti types#mbti personalities#Ello! I finished my course. Can't lie not much has changed since I was on it... But I appreciate my free time more now??#What you're looking at above is 64 of the cards from the game I'm makin. They are all programmed in and done. I've done another 32 since.#You may recognize the bottom row as elves from beasties of greenhollow. They aren't as central to the story#But I frankly adore the game mechanic they provide. I don't think any card game has done what they do#Flatmate loves when I give him a new version to test. He will sit and experiment with every deck I've made#I've taken a little break from it. We went to Amsterdam together a week ago and loved it. Well in hindsight anyway.#I was frankly stressing out about every little thing. But I got some nice photos.#First time organizing a holiday with a friend... that wasn't just to Arran. We did that and it was miserable. sorry.#Really it was only because of the state I was in emotionally. But also there isn't a lot to do there.#I recently got back to walking. I took a break over winter because my shoes got DEMOLISHED from so much use.#And I had to use my backup ones. Today I walked for 3 hours and felt damn good after. I might get even fitter this year.#Work hours are down. I'm doing okay though. Frankly I want more time to work on this game.#ALSO I SAW NELWARD LIVE!!! I was so fucking excited. He signed my record sleeve. I'm kind of collecting them.#It's far more of a “normal” hobby to collect records than digimon cards or japanese ps1 games. Maybe I'm growing up????#I'm really proud of what this is forming into. The story is forming up and it's linking everything together beautifully.#I just need to actually finish it. I've proven with BoG that I can actually finish what I start and I'm really proud of myself#But it turned out far less than I wanted it to be. I'm not at liberty to say what went wrong but let's just say I'm glad I'm solo for this.#I'm eating a good bit better too. Until amsterdam I stayed off sugar for like almost a month#Not too much to complain about. I am content
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Well. It's that time of the year, isn't it? Hoo boy, where do I even begin.
This year was a rough one in so many ways, but god were there so many good things in it as well. Memory is hard to follow sometimes, I blame the mental illness for that one, but y'know what can you do. What I definitely have never forgotten is the fun I've had on this blog, and all of my other ones despite any lack of activity over these past few months.
Time really flies when I no longer have it, these past four months have just slipped past me as if they didn't exist now. After having moved out in August with my lifetime bestie Gryffon, most of my time has been working and stuff to keep our place together intact. I'm more than grateful for the shit they've done for me over this past year in general as a friend, and frankly without them I wouldn't have made it to where I am today.
And to the rest of you, the people this post is really for lmao. What a fucking wild time to be alive now, huh? I know this might have been my weakest year in terms of activity compared to my previous ones, but that doesn't take away from the fact that I still have met some amazing people and still wrote some amazing things and threads. The amount of creativity in this community that Tumblr has brought to me is astounding and not a single word I've written has gone to waste with the time I have left put here.
2025 is a scary number. I'm nervous about what this next year will hold, but that's okay. In the end, nothing can break my drive to entertain, to be creative, to build worlds and relationships between characters I love to see and portray as well. I think even if I'm not going to be as active as your favorite Thespian has been before, it'll still be good.
To everyone who read this and to everyone who has made it here. Thank you. I'm truly proud of you for making it out to the end of this year. And I thank you for being by my side and supporting me while you were doing that, too. We'll get through this next year together as well, though all the ups and downs, through whatever pain and whatever losses might occur, and through all the wonderful moments that make us appreciate what life is. Truly just. Living.
You all are important to me. More than you know. Every single person I follow, just know I look up to you in some sense of the word. I hope I'll be able to enjoy life with you as we move forward. You all continue to inspire me with my writing, and I'm lucky to be able to call you my friends as well. And if we aren't there yet, I hope to be able to get there sometime soon.
Thank you all. Have a wonderful year, a safe night, and take care of yourselves.
With SO much love, ~Thespian
#✦『 OUT OF CHARACTER 』✦#thank you everyone. truly#I'm glad to have made it this far#I didn't expect to make it here#But I did. And that's what matters.#And you did too#You have made it through EVERY bad time this year and before.#you have a 100% ratio of getting through things alive#no matter how tough they've been.#i'm proud of all of you#every. single. one.#thank you for reading my ramble if you do#you all mean the world
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