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Once again I bring you some Eriks 😊
#The Phantom of the Opera#Phantom of the Opera#poto#phantom of the paradise#time princess#erik#yes I'm playing time princess just for him listen...#it is very cute#I also wanted to draw him with cat eyes because Leroux makes it sound like he has them with the perfect night vision and glow and color#and his whole little meow meow personality and Miette way of speaking it just feels correct#also that one cover#and Winslow because potp is great and I think hes neat#I may do another one of these just so I can draw Cherik because I miss him#I've been neglecting my asks!! I'm so sorry I'll get to them soon I just haven't been online much..like this whole year#so I'm falling behind and catching up gets increasingly more overwhelming#this past few months have been stressful I've been waiting on a lot of stuff to fall into place and I have no control over any of it#so I just draw Eriks#aaaaaa anyway enjoy#my art
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thank you daniel (2011-2024) - no regrets, only memories.
to say goodbye to daniel within f1 still feels wrong. it will never be an easy pill to swallow. it is one dream unfulfilled, but a multitude of many other dreams achieved. i feared i would look back at the memories of daniel and feel that they would forever be tainted moving forward, but to remember all the joy, is to realise every moment was worth it. to look at these pictures, any pictures, of daniel, puts a lump in my throat, but also makes me want to smile from ear to ear. it was a pleasure to tune in every race weekend since the middle of 2021, and feel the nerves and the anxiety and the excitement that were probably only a fraction of what he felt. i'll forever wish he, we, had more. but each and every moment we did get was wonderful. and i cherish each and every one of them, as i'm sure he does. he deserved more. he deserved a proper goodybe. he deserved everything. but it's okay it wasn't that way. everything he had was beautiful. to whatever's next 🥂
#daniel ricciardo#dr#scheduling this for sunday when i wont be online.#making this when i'm bawling my eyes out on a wednesday evening.#i wanted so much. he wanted so much more. and to know it was so close adds to the deep ache. but i keep on looking at old pictures and vide#and interview and moments and feeling sad but also so happy and nostalgic. he won 8 races. 32 podiums.#made a name for himself and was feared by his competitors in his prime. he was remarkable. he is remarkable.#he has so much to be proud of.#it was wonderful it was joyful it was happiness it was friendship and camaraderie.#i miss him i miss him i miss him. nobody will ever compare to f1 daniel ricciardo to me. i'm hope he's happy content and serene.#to love is to suffer and there can be no love otherwise.#who knows how i'll feel on sunday. i doubt i'll tune in. i imagine i'll avoid all content. in my mind he's there doing donuts at the end.#in my mind he gets what he deserves
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I’m going to phrase this delicately because I’m so deeply grateful and awed by the support I’ve received.
But I will say it is a little anxiety inducing how many people feel they can talk about coming home whatever way they want openly and publicly because it has “numbers” or whatever (referring to my own work like this makes me want to claw my eyes out because they baffle me and I don’t necessarily feel I deserve them but it’s important for context).
This is Especially true for the way people speak under things I very much see. Art of the fic. My Twitter mutuals posts. Things I will very obviously interact with. It feels like someone is walking into my back yard and talking shit as if I'm literally not standing in said yard like this 🧍
You make something for a community for free as an act of passion and then the community in turn becomes something that isn’t quite accessible to you anymore. I’ve seen this happen to a lot of fic writers in my previous fandoms and idk man it’s just kind of a bummer.
Like. Fanfic and fanart is made by people in the fandom for the fandom. It’s not work being produced by some distant people in Hollywood who shouldn’t be in the fandom space in the first place.
Idk, it’s actually pretty rare that this happens to me but I wanted to mention I am a human who can very much read the things you say guys 😭 like if you reblog art related to my work and call it a bunch of petty names and say you had to dnf I can see that. It’s totally ok to feel whatever way you want. But maybe don't feel that way in my back yard.
Again. I’m so grateful for everything I really am. You absolutely do not have to fuck with my work. Fuck I don't fuck with my work sometimes DKLFJSDHF. This is probably the last time I’ll talk about this because the last thing I want to do is come off like I can’t take criticism and I’m ungrateful. But sometimes I really am chewing at my enclosure like IM RIGHT HERE MAN IM LITERALLY BEHIND YOU HOW DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND THAT.
#on the upside I have definetly developed a thicker skin over the past month#I genuinely mean it things that used to phase me now just kind of annoy me#but on the other hand#I do feel fic writers should be able to be members of the fandoms they write for#I’ve noticed some of the other writers in this fandom once they get attention do not interact much#but idk I don’t…. want that to be me#9/10 chance I’ll feel weird about this and delete in the next five minutes to an hour#but yeah sometimes I do feel there’s this ‘shut up and be grateful’ thing that gets imposed on me#but I can be grateful and also set boundaries and talk about things that make me stressed or uncomfortable me thinks#never something i'd do on twitter. but something i'm going to cautiously attempt here#honestly if this helps one person realize how to better interact in fandom spaces online i'll be happy#also side note since im leaning towards maybe keeping this up#im literally fine. i'm big chilling right now. posted this in a good headspace over my coffee yada yada#no need to defend my honor or point fingers you know#also i know to an extent that this stuff is inevitable#and i cannot stop it or whatever. but again. i'd at least like to say it just the once#at this point its not even the crit itself that makes me feel a certain type of way#it just makes me feel kind of invisible and dehumanized
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Hello! Honoring the call for a global strike, from now (24/01/2024) until the end of this week (6AM Monday 29/01/2024, Hanoi/Jakarta time (GMT+7)) I am offering one full-body sketch of any character you want for every e-sim you donate.
All you need to do is:
go to gazaesims.com
follow the instruction there and donate an e-sim of any plan
screenshot the confirmation of your purchase and donation
send the screenshots to me via either email ([email protected]) or Tumblr DM, along with the character you want a sketch of and any references you have on hand.
Standard commission/request guideline applied. I'll run streams in the next four days (and perhaps after as well) on Youtube doing these sketches live - those will be announced on this blog as they happen.
I'm not currently affiliated with the Cartoonist Cooperative or any other artists doing the same drive, but if my art's not what you're looking for, definitely give the Coop's site as well as the e-sim tag on Tumblr a look! And if you're not looking for sketch commissions from me or art commission in general at the moment, I encourage you to donate an e-sim anyway if possible.
Thank you for your work and support - I can't wait to draw your character!
#bakuspecial#gaza esims#e sims#commission info#I've been wanting to buy an e-sim myself but. my current credit card is Extremely weird#it does not register as either an ATM card or a VISA card when I do online purchases. and I need a VISA card for this from where I am#so hey! if you're looking to commission me for something like this anyway#then for this week we can put the money towards an urgent cause#I am sadly otherwise extremely low on energy nowadays. so my comm bouts are few and far inbetween#but while I have the energy I very much want to do this#I'll need to set up some admin stuff for the streams and for checking the donations. but I can do it#have a good day guys! you know where I stand on the matter as an inhabitant of a country deeply wounded by colonialism & imperialism#I'm glad to be able to add my effort. from the river to the sea!
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// COMMISSIONS!
opening up general commissions so i thought i'd make a new post, most info is already in the slides but i require a document with information and references before we can get started, list below!
// WHAT YOU'LL PUT IN THE DOC.
which type of commission you want (head/bust/half body + lines/color)
short description / introduction of your oc
at least one visual reference but preferably more; face claim, art, picrew (if the maker allows it), NO a/i art!
additional visual references such as pose, clothing, tattoos, and color scheme; if you don't have any preferences, you can skip this!
additional details that i need to keep in mind (freckles, scars, stuff like that)
what kind of background you'd like (solid color, gradient, dual color)
// NOTES.
DM me before paying! i would like to see references first before receiving payment, so i'll know what i'll be working on!
if there's no open slots left, i can put you on the waiting list and i'll reach out to you as soon as i've worked through my queue :D i work in batches as to not overwork myself, so i cannot give you an indication on how long you'll be on the waiting list
i'll keep you updated throughout the entire process, please keep an eye on your tumblr dms when commissioning me for smooth communication! i'm willing to move to discord for communication too, but if i don't know you well please keep it professional
i might charge extra for complicated background pattern requests, complicated armor or complicated tattoos, but feel free to request anything because we can always discuss details about stuff!
the end result is a digital artwork of your oc, you will not receive any physical goods!
you’re allowed to post the art wherever and use it for icons and such, as long as you don’t take credits for the art yourself. you are not allowed to sell it or use it for n/f/t or a/i purposes
ko-fi: ko-fi.com/nuclearvessel
#commissions#rbs much appreciated!! <3#i'll have anywhere between 2-4 slots open at a time depending on complexity of the art!!#i'll try to reply to dms i get timely but please go easy on me if i take a while. my blog also runs on a queue so if you see me posting#that's probably my queue and it doesn't mean i'm actively online at the time!#anyway you can also check my art tag on my blog for more examples if you're interested in what i do :^)
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As part of the French charity event currently happening, Baghera was on call with Tubbo, Cellbit, and Philza! (Starting around 7 hours 15 minutes into her stream, they joined call in that order).
Currently, Antoine and Etoiles are doing a "Insuline & Nicotine" DJ set on Etoiles' Twitch channel!
#mod talk#zevent jour 3#Sorry I'm really late on updates I am Not online on the weekends much#I'll comb through the VOD to see if I can clip things
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GUESS WHO FOUND A CHICKEN????🐔❤
#Bubba Sawyer#Leatherface#The Texas Chainsaw Massacre#Texas Chainsaw Massacre#tcm#horror#movies#slashers#slasher community#I was so excited to find a little chicken figurine in the toy store today when I was out#it's just dirty enough to fit with Bubba so well!#it might be a little large but like... he has a chicken idc!!!!!!!#also yes this is the third mask and now i have posted a picture of him in all 3#this Leatherface figure has so many accessories and extras - like the chainsaw actually makes chainsaw sounds and comes with blood splatter#he has a cleaver and a bone knife and so many different hands#i love him so so much im so happy with him <3#im gonna look into a miniature cage for this chicken now - either making one or buying one#admittedly a lot of the ones online are round and not square but like i'll see what i can do#mine
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do you have any rei boob hcs... i like to think she has stretch marks from them growing kind of quickly (projecting) i like to think she was flat chested at first but then they seemed to grow overnight LOL
STRETCH MARKS.......................................... HOLY SHIT. ANON. YOUR MIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS SO GOOD this will officially be my hc as well thank u
#HOW HAVE I NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT STRETCH MARKS???????#BIG BRAIN MOMENT#ive never drawn stretch marks before so i really wanted to try this out#and even looking at tons of refs online im not exactly sure if i like how these turned out#i made this based on my own stretch marks which are quite white-ish and have a little bit of texture to it#but from the pictures i saw it seems like they can also be red and pink too#not sure which color u had in mind anon but im curious to hear your thoughts#AUGHHHHHHH THIS IS SO GOOD I LOVE THIS SO MUCH#what if i steal this hc and apply it to tsumugi as well#also add it to her thighs.......................#ANYWAYS#i wasnt gonna reply to asks rn#BUT MY GOD THIS ONE WAS SO GOOD I JUST. HAD TO.#i'll be replying to u guys' asks soon dw [insert hand heart emoji here]#ask#my art#rei sakuma#femstars#cw: suggestive
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gonna read all of House of M this weekend i think
#snap chats#making this post so i actually be pressured to do it jvlakJJK#or at least most of it this shit so much longer than i thought no wonder they have a textbook of it HELP#textbook ver dont even include Son of M or the 2015 ver... bruh i got so many tabs open now..#i must remind myself i can read comics whenever i want and i don't HAVE to buy them to read them.. easy to do for the 60's comics#idk why im so against doing that for anything past the 80's but anyways vjAELKJAK#for like months ive been telling myself to read it but ive also been telling myself i want the physical of it first#but Big Dog im not buying that textbook version for a while and i want to read ALL of it so. eJLKJAKL#ill read that big fuck off omnibus this weekend online just to see what all this is then ..... i always see mixed reviews on the saga..#i mean i ordered the rest of Excalibur and THAT. apparently leads into house of m so. makes sense no...#i don't think my excalibur comics will get to my house before /i/ get to my house today so i'll have to read backwards but gjAELKJKL#anyway. will i live blog about it. idk maybe if something funny happens#hope everyone joins me on this journey of actually reading the things i say im going to read it'll be fun#my To Read list is disgusting and ive made it my duty to start making good progress on it this year
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TWENTY ONE THOUSAND WORDS……..I am spinning off the planes of this earth I am so EXCITED (snippet pls?? 🥺🥺🥺)
the gif plsss 😭 crying shdgkj SRY i've been so bad at posting updates lately, i'm gonna try to get back to bunch of TAS asks after work tonight/later this week <33 but here's a crumb for now :-)
#tough and sweet fic#gale's bday present is healing john bit by bit ig#i have so many snippet reqs that i'm behind on and i'm not ignoring i promise!! just keep forgetting and letting them pile up oops#and don't wanna spoil the whole chapter lol. but i'll try to maybe reply w smth small every day this week if i can remember <3#just got a lot going on so i am not online much lately :')#johnslittlespoon asks
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hey what's up uhhh I'm back here's a lil update about it
things are way better since my previous, very bleak & emo post last year. I want to thank every single person who took the time and care to send so many messages to my inbox wishing me well, it gave me much needed validation and outside perspective so thank u ❤︎₊ ⊹❤︎₊
I ended up taking a much longer medical leave and got to reset, reflect what was going on with my health, career, etc. Realized I wasn't just burning out, but that stuff going on there was an active trauma reigniting old trauma from when I was younger, so, not a super healthy environment and no wonder I couldn't keep hacking it
but a lot of beautiful things have happened lately in spite of the chaos: I got engaged to the person I so completely love. became fully independently licensed as a therapist. Had a birthday. Made quality time with new and old friends and mentors. Bought my first car. Made so much art.
A lot of things are getting better, I'm getting my life back
Soo now I hope to bring more stuff here semi-regularly and get back in touch with everyone here on tumblr dot com. Thanks again for giving me more to look forward to ദ്ദി・ᴗ・)✧
#life update#personal#gotta glaze all my art w/ nightshade cause fuck AI but it will be here soon#and I have other fun projects in mind I hope I can start soon#I reconciled that my job is straight up an exploitative cult (derogatory)#I've been slowly and carefully taking steps to get out safely and on my terms#Pretty soon I'll be out and will be in a much better place.#posting this in tags because even tho I'm so private online I'm still so paranoid
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still working on tweening and etc but small self-indulgent sneak peek hehe
#my art#wip#bocchiposting#i wholly underestimated the amount of tweening needed and the amount of layers#originally i wanted to cover the entire song with parts for kita and bocchi#but given my current health condition + having work i think i'll just finish small chunks first and then see how much i can do b4 school#i can definitely finish the intro but i really want to draw in bocchi for a specific part sdjfhdskfjks#unfortunately i currently have the constitution of a sick victorian child! Any stress or strain sends me to the bed!#so i cannot crank this out within 5 hours like i used to be able to#the song is mesmerizer obv credits to that#it really has been a process of oh im just gonna do something small for fun oh no this needs more for a better streamline#halfway through i was like. would this have been easier if i just used. live 2d. probably. but i am too far in.#i need a good video editor program so bad but all the tutorials online are for AE and i do not have the money for that </3#and the next best option is apparently blender and i've done a few tutorials but i have never been able to retain the information <3#the learning curve is seriously hard and i don't have the time for that either </3 time is money fr#i tell myself to not feel guilty for drawing when i could be studying bc this is needed <3 this is self indulgent <3#self care!!!!!! rahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!#kk rambles
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Hiii, i love your stuff and kinda from a distance really look up at you for, in my perception, being able to express yourself without giving a fuck. Thats sick dude, Im so so afraid, of absolutely everything, its nice to think like i might grow into someone less apologetic of my existence. Nice to see people just being yknow
hey, thank you, this is really really nice. the secret that is probably not a secret is that i am also deeply afraid a lot of the time lmao -- but less than i used to be, and in ways that feel less stifling and self-suffocating, if that makes sense.
like, it used to be "i'm scared that if i express myself the way i want to, everyone will find me obnoxious, so let's just sand those edges down to be safe" -- now my fears are more like "now that i'm expressing myself in a way that feels natural and real, i'm afraid that it's all stupid/vapid/not worthwhile or meaningful" (<- specifically abt my art) or "i'm happy that i talk and act the way i want to now, but what if it makes me impossible to befriend," etc etc etc. which still feels bad and puts me in a funk a lot of the time but at least it's a fear that comes After/in reaction to doing stuff, rather than a fear that STOPS me from doing stuff, you know? like, it's evolved into a kind of fear that's less in my way.
anyway. i believe you'll experience something like this, because wanting to grow is the first step of growing. the fact that u hope or wish for something different means you're already on your way. to fewer fucks!! or at least distributing the fucks u give in a way that serves u better
#stuff like accepting that i'm reserved and i'm not very accessible via messages.#or that my online tone isn't very bubbly and it's weird and uncomfortable to force it.#i stop letting fears about that shape my behavior ('i'll look mean or snotty so let's force markers of Friendliness to avoid that!!') -#- and instead act the way i want to and then trade it in for new fears that come After the action.#also a good reminder to give urself is that if ur fear is abt how other ppl perceive u (as 90% of mine is personally)#u really... can't actually control that. and being very very anxious abt it all the time is usually ur brain throwing a tantrum abt not--#--having that control. bc it is understandably very scary that u don't have that control#as much as it sucks + is terrifying the truth is the only thing u can do is ask urself 'am i behaving in a way that i'm proud of'#'am i behaving in a way that's in alignment w my values + what i think is important'#bc if the answer to that is yes and somebody hates u or is deeply offended by ur existence anyway. well. literally not ur problem#but obv being at peace w that is way way easier said than done + requires tons of practice and will take. probably. years. which is fine#i am stuck with myself. i can either contort myself forever trying to be someone everyone will like and find totally nonthreatening and-#inoffensive and in the process exhaust myself totally and never feel safe or natural myself. OR#i can say okay. so i am a kind of prickly guy with stern and drab speech patterns and close to no social energy. and i think i can still be#-sexy and fun this way. and it is up to other ppl to figure out if they can agree w me on that#ANYWAY enough rambling for now. just another one of those things i think abt a lot so i have a lot of ready-made sentences abt it in mind
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sighs. my gums/teeth keep feeling kind of... like there's pressure/swollen I guess? at night the last couple days but my mom says they don't look swollen so now I'm just confused and concerned
#I have a really bad um... where your teeth angle outwards? so honestly it could just be that#also could just be like... irritation from various stuff. my sister said hers feel like that on occasion too#plus I read online that sinus issues can cause stuff like that? which my family very much does have#anyway if it doesn't go away long term I'll go and get it checked but the weird part is it's ONLY at night#like the end of the day. so...??#girl is this just aging? random parts of your body feel Weird at the end of the day/when you're tired?#Lu rambles#sighs.#the hypochondria blues
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ooOouuee
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its THEM .. the architects™ and 2nd half of NHO
#hermit charms#hermitcraft#hermitcraft fanart#this is very much a celebration post for the CHARMS!! which will be coming home soon!!#soon i can hold them in my hands... and check the quality before the convention :-]#if i dont sell them out at supanova i'll open online shop to sell them fdsnjmk#and then depending on reception i either order more or revamp some designs for yall#bdoubleo100#bdubs#vintagebeef#mumbo jumbo#iskall85
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dw is a mid kid's sci-fi tv show and it's quality level has been mostly entirely consistent (mid, basically, with the occasional very good episode to balance out with crimes against humanity it sometimes produces) the whole reboot, and anybody acting like the Only thing going into peoples opinions of the characters are writing preferences are either Deeply naive or are trying to hide something they know people will not take kindly to.
#dw shit#but look. If you seriously think the one Single doctor without depth is 13 then that is a You having a woman issue. it just is.#there's lots of it#there's thousands upon thousands of words of meta about her and her characters online#as there is for Every Other Doctor#because they All have depth#if you fail to see it the one time you're Not presented with a dude that's not my problem#nor am i gonna hold any hands#i'm not trying to convince you of anything i'm not your mother#but sometimes a duck is just a duck and I will call it a duck#this isn't about Liking the story it's about having a brain not cooked in misogyny to even See it#to start with (you failed the challenge)#kinda hoping the large number of people living up rtd's ass will save gatwa from some of this treatment but i'm not holding my breath#'but I personally would never!' okay but... what about all your buddies??? what about everybody else?? if you're distancing yourself from#Those Bad People you are admitting they exist and there was no point getting pissed at me for pointing out they exist#the lady (gender neutral) doth protest too much#look i don't like Rose much (the og) but you can Bet i've seen some Questionable takes on why she's bad and i'll call them that#the classism and the sexism and the noxious fumes#you can just. Admit that. Even about characters you dislike lol pls
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