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sigynpenniman · 1 year ago

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okay time to go bother an actual eye doctor because I wanna be the dead secretary so bad. this feels so unhinged and extra. i feel like they're going to laugh me out of the building. but. life is sooooo fucking short man

#this is a weird one for me for some reason #i just want white contacts bro #that feels like a very very silly and not-good-enough reason to bother an actual eye doctor #but i want white contacts that won't be dangerous and cause me problems later 😭#sooooooo #this is the route i guess #gonna be soooooooo hard to walk up to these people and not feel like i need to apologize repeatedly and self-depreciate #hi i need white contacts for a cosplay i know that sounds silly and dumb to you and i'm wasting your time i'm so sorry #but that's not very fair to myself is it #so i'm going to try and NOT do that #WHY IS THIS SO HARD. THIS IS NOTHING. THIS IS A NOTHINGNESS. WHY AM I SO UPSET ABOUT IT.#they're gonna hate me 😭#okay fuck it. onwards and upwards #only way out is through etc #promise me you guys won't judge me for making a big deal about nothing #when this is inevitably indeed a nothingness and turns out to not be worth all this upset #promise?#okay love you #muwah

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